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if i have to translate plato ever again in my life i'm going to cry and then drop out of school
#a month in and i still don't understand shit#and every class period ehrman tries to make sure we understand#but what he doesn't understand no matter how many times we say it#is that the greek translating is fine#we can tell you what the words mean#but none of us understand what's being said#there's 3 of us in this class and all of us are struggling with the philosophy#what the actual fuck is socrates saying in this? i don't know. but i can tell you word for word what comes out of his mouth#i am not a philosophy person and ehrman doesn't understand why i don't understand#but like i can feel my brain melting#'Then each skill has been restored from under any one God both to work and to become knowledgeable? For if we were not to become good at st#we would be skilled at medicine.' what the fuck does that mean plato????? what does it meaaannnnn?
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presented without further comment.
#em draws stuff#napoleon bonaparte#the great napoleonic pokemon au#<- I will probably not draw any more historical figures unless I can come up with something this funny again#background is the gérard painting of austerlitz because I did not particular feel like editing napoleon onto one of my own photos :|#and now on this note I will take a little break. my brain melted out my ears. going to touch something real (lighthouse)
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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I am normal about plato's Alcibiades 1
#art#alcibiades#socrates#plato#idk if i ever officially said this but i'm trying to both translate and modify this dialogue to fit in a comic#that I hope to have ready for the next con in may which means I need to have it ready by early ferbuary#i bit off way more than I can chew it feels like my brain is melting
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I don't know how anyone can listen to No Children by The Mountain Goats and not have it change the trajectory of their life tbh
#no children#the mountain goats#music that makes me feel things#this song hits so hard#songs that hit different#good music#i dont know how a song can be so resentful yet so apologetic#like i hate what life has done to us and we're no good for each other but let's make it to the end anyway#my brain is melting
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Whit and Eden Accomplices Theory (or mostly just rambling about how Eden could be the culprit in a way that makes sense to me and also how Whit's strange behavior could be explained alongside it but that's a way longer title, oh wai-)
(I'm so sorry every DRDT theory I have involves Whit maybe if he was fucking normal and also not my fav character I would stop putting him in everything)
My entire mindset about theories is just throwing shit at the wall until it sticks, and it seems that this one has really stuck in my mind.
I feel like this post will be long bc there has to be a lot of explanation as to how I got to this theory.
See, I have an issue with the Eden motive from mostly a character perspective as Eden coming up on her own such a cruel method to kill Arei just does not feel in character even if she did snap. It also doesn't help that there isn't much of a motive for her. I've seen people justify but I just don't buy it and I personally just find it a bit boring. I also don't believe she would be fully distrustful of Arei unless being pushed to believe so.
However, the idea that she might have an accomplice could help that justification but it ends up creating a lot more problems. Because you'd need to find a character who would be willing to put their life on the line for seemingly no good reason. This is the issue I had with the Levi/Eden accomplice theory and now for me that theory is pretty much debunked since Levi admitting to his secret just drives more suspicion around him (it also doesn't match with his behavior in the trial, he does seem to genuinely want to help).
I can't deny that Eden definitely is the most suspicious despite me throwing Levi and even Whit under the fire purely because I just don't buy narratively that Eden murdering Arei makes sense. However undeniably, Eden could have access to both Teruko/Hu's clothes and she could've gotten hold of the tape, doesn't help that she was also quite suspicious when Teruko snuck up on her.
So I start to go back to the idea of accomplices, if it's not Levi, who could it be ?
Now before I get to Whit, I do want to propose the kind of other thought I had that didn't quite work out but also is interesting.
Eden culprit + Hu accomplice theory
Now this one is purely because of the fact that we know Hu and Eden hanged out a lot the day before the murder happened, Hu and Eden talked about the clothes as well. There's enough of a connection to make them planning a murder make sense.
However, it doesn't make sense with Hu's character so far. We do know she seems reluctant about her secret however we run into the problem that she has no reason not to just admit it on the spot when the secrets are now already revealed. It works especially not well with the fact that her whole thing is that she wants to live and blows up at David for wanting to play with the cast's lives. In fact her secret quote emphasizes how much she wants to live.
Her having also an alibi makes it impossible for her to have committed/contributed to the murder directly though if she's an accomplice that isn't much of a rebutal, it just makes it impossible for her to be anything more than just a distant accomplice.
Anyways, that really just doesnt leave us with a lot of viable accomplices to help Eden, at least not ones that would make actual sense except....
*sigh* Whit...
I would like to say this is kind of an evolution/building up of my personal theory of Whit being the culprit, as he was linked with a lot of suspicious behavior and also would be the only one with a hypothetical motivation (which in this theory there is a potential second motivation possibly here).
Now my main argument against a lot of the accomplices is the threat of death, who would willingly risk or give up their lives for someone's murder ??
The thing is...Whit already has multiple times refused to tell the truth both in the first case and second case, to the detriment of the survival of everybody. Trial 2 being the most obvious with him being reluctant about Eden's note and David's secret, if he truly continued to keep it shut he had potential to risk people's lives by leaving out information. In the first trial it's him being reluctant to divulge Charles's trauma despite it being the key reason as to why he couldn't have commited the murder.
In fact it's such an issue that Charles hands his secret to Teruko and not Whit because he can't trust Whit to divulge the secret in the class trial.
This would also give Whit a motive, his strange disposition to not unveil anyone's secret could potentially expand to him having personal motivation to not have everyone's secret revealed.
But I think the real motive lies in the strange subject of Whit's secret, his secret being thrown away by Rose without her looking at it, making it impossible for Whit to ever know what his secret was. Interestingly enough he also takes a strange amount of time to indentify that secret as his, like to a point of it no longer just being carelessness.
Therefore lies a potential motivation of him overthinking what his secret actually is. If you want more I go into Whit's potential motivation more in the Whit culprit post (specifically his strange behavior) but let's get onto other information that's smaller but works well with th
Another thing that like, while is mostly based on vibes and circumstancial evidence is still an interesting thing to think about. There's the fact that Whit and Eden were both the people chosen with Teruko and this is something I want to bring up for three reasons.
One, it is important to bring up the counter argument of "them orchestrating Arei's death would go against the body announcement rules right ?" and that is correct. However, the rule is extremely vague to an almost ridiculous degree, if Arei died of suffocation or if Whit and Eden weren't looking when she actually died would it not count as "witnessing the murder" ? In fact I believe this rule being there more so hint at it being subverted especially since we know how unreliable Mono-TV is. Also if we're going with that argument, it is interesting to also note that Eden and Whit were weirdly reluctant about Teruko going to the playground (aka Whit asking if she even really is at the playground and Eden telling Teruko to please wait when she opens the door).
Second, is Whit and Eden's closeness due to this trial, well that wouldn't be the right word, the more correct word would be proximity. Whit jumps to comfort Eden, although in a quite strange apathetic way (no whit saying "there there" doesn't count as actually emotionally being there for someone whose friend just got hanged). They both are in charge of the evidence by Teruko with Rose being grouped up as well. Whit tries to avoid the subject around the note that is incriminating to Eden. They also both "coincidentally" didn't notice Arei's swaying.
Third, more shorter and "funny" little subject would be Teruko's bad luck, especially with Min in the first trial. How unlucky would she be to have picked both of the people responsible for Arei's death. It would be an interesting running theme. However there's not much evidence behind that.
Now here are like short little bullet points that I think kinda cement my thoughts on how Whit being an accomplice can work (bc a lot of people have talked about Eden being the culprit already)
-Whit again one of the few who knows about Arei's rope, everyone could've technically gotten their hands on it but only a few would really know about the rope itself and it being taken away
-Whit is the one to question about acomplice thing and in fact actually manages to get Mono-TV to accept his criteria on who would be considered the blackened. Aka the one that was the most "active" in the crime. If Whit managed to do less than Eden this could be a potential attempt at him for the rules to be in his favor in case Eden gets found out (or vice verca, if he did most of the work he'd be the one to escape).
-I feel like Whit would be high in the spot of being able to manipulate Eden, they both have similar ideologies, plus his intuition seems to get him to read people like a book (or see the future ? were still not sure about that one chief /j). Along that it would be really funny if the Ultimate Matchmaker was the one to break down a relationship. Similar irony to the Ultimate Student killing the Ultimate Rebel.
Anyways I'm sorry about these incoherent ramblings, i'm trying to piece this whole thing together and Eden just being the culprit just doesn't sit right mainly because it feels like the story doesnt justify itself enough.
So here's some spice
By the way if Whit's motivation seems strange throughout my ramblings is mainly because I don't fully know what they are, what I was trying to get across is mostly that it wouldn't be out of character for Whit to have motivations that would lead him down to helping Eden. Unlike, say, Hu whose whole theme of being someone who probably having taken their own life before considering the secrets, has an immense determination to live.
#drdt#drdt eden#eden tobisa#danganronpa despair time#drdt whit#whit young#drdt theory#drdt analysis#can you tell i only had 2 hours of sleep ???#i feel like making posts when you're sleep deprived is like giving myself justification if I do something stupid#like man don't diss on the guy who hasn't slept#how cruel are you :(#anyways i wish whit wasnt the piece of shit puzzle that just isn't fitting but he is and i just#i have a gut feeling he is involved in this somehow#the idea of it just being eden as a culprit feels too simple and lacks a motive#eden being spurred on by someone else would make sense for her character#her fear that she is weak has led on her relying on someone who would take advantage of her#idk#my brain is melting leave me alone
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my insane “watch all of supernatural in a month and a half” project is starting to wear me down a little, to the surprise of probably no one
#i can feel my brain melting#i started on sep 18 and im trying to finish by nov 5#for reasons that i assume require no explanation#so anyway im up to season 10#and its fucking killing me bc it is absolutely doable but only if i maintain this completely insane pace#like i watched 11 episodes today#11!!!!!!#i cant even tell if im having fun anymore but im definitely rabid#spn
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AHHHHHHHHHHH???????
🥴🥴🥴😵💫😵💫🫠🫠🫠
#i think my ovaries just exploded#iM MELTING#WHAT IS THIS MAN???#HELP ME#AHHHHH SIR???!#STOP PLAYING WITH MY HEART LIKE THIS😭#i can feel my heart dancing to macarena and my brain cooperating#i have melted into a puddle its not even funny#i though chevs stans were kidding#chevalier lovers how are we feeling??#you guys go through this every single time???#op is malfunctioning#not only that he also roasted belle on top of that😒#“have you never been this close to a man before? or somethings along those lines while smirking sadistically#sir theres no need to call me out like this#especially this late at night#am i supposed to go to sleep now???#ikemen prince chevalier michel#ikemen chevalier#chevalier michel#ikepri chevalier#ikemen prince chevalier#cybird ikemen#ikemen ouji#ikemen series#ikepri#ikemen prince#ikemen prince smut#cybrid ikemen series#312005
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no ones ever gonna understand how much i love daigo doin this stupid shit after dissolving the tojo
#snap chats#is this a gaiden spoiler. its been like five months catch up you nerds#ANYWAYYYYY NOO I LOVE HIM ....... this whole bit is like four seconds long but i love it so much#i just reminded myself i should probably make gaiden/y8 videos for daigo.. i'll make it a JP/ENG comp or somethn.. one day#not soon tho like its barely anything since he's not in those games Long At All but still. im lazy 💀#excuse me while i gush about daigo for twenty minutes now because hehee HE'S SO CUTE I CAN'T GET OVER IT#this is literally the middle aged equivalent of going yippee like YOU CAN TELL HE'S SO RELIEVED IT'S SO CUTE#got the energy of a student with crippling anxiety after they somehow get through giving a presentation without throwing up#AND his lil smile ......... thank you gaiden you made me wanna eat drywall with daigo's sad puppy dog eyes about kiryu#and then immediately made up for it a minute later#sorry i keep scrolling up to look at him and i love him so much. what if i threw up#i dont like using babygirl lightly but this is actually the most Babygirl frame of him ever ive decided#thats my boy .... i love my boy so much ..... he's so cute ... come so far in life congratulations king ..... ily ...#him lookin up at the sky for a minute just to breathe i know he thankin god for the fact he somehow isnt dead yet#im gonna ignore the fact all of this was for naught so i dont bash my head against a wall anyway stan daigo#im gonna be sick i love him so much#if i redraw this later shut up. i love him...#this is why i try not to look at cutscenes anymore cause when i do i feel my brain being put in a microwave and start to melt#its not my fault i love my guys so much .... ok bye i have work to do ....#and then when i finish that work i can go back to loving my guys YAAAAAY !!!!!!!
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JJJacksfilms is the only way I could watch Sniperwolf's videos without feeling like I'm actively killing millions of my braincells
#jacksfilms#jjjacksfilms#sssniperwolf#like i can genuinely feel my brain melting whenever that woman speaks
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MARTIN BLACKWOOD IS A JEALOUS MAN... And Tim loves it (as he should)
#sam post#sams art#<- gonna post all of my art under that tag so you can search through our blog easier#martim#ANYWAYS I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#BEEN EATING MY BRAIN ALIVE FOR A MONTH#Martin gets so easily jealous#he has a sense for when people are talking to his boyfriend#POOR BASIRA HONESTLY#SHES SO SICK OF THEM#TIM IS ALSO POSESSIVE#THEYRE INSANIO AND HORR8BLE#everyone else is subjected to their shenanigans#OH YEAH OUR MARTIN IS LIKE 6'7 AND#TIM IS LIKE 5'10-ISH#SO WHEN MARTIN HOLDS HIM TIM JUST FEELS SO SMALL AND IT MAKES HIM INSANE BC HES ALWAYS BEEN THE TALLER ONE IN HIS RELATIONSHIPS I THINK#HES JUST LIKE “OH. WOW.”#(melts into Martin)#fuck theyre so cute i just want them to be happy#THEY DESERVE IT!! AS A TREAT FOR GOING THROUGH THE HORRORS!!#timothy stoker#timothy wimothy#martin blackwood#martin kartin blackwood#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#just a fair warning if you are weird in the tags mox will come for you#(also: these are our s3 TMA designs! we might share all of em in order soon)
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........but what if tho...?
level of insanity increasing.......
but wHAT IF tho?????
#sanity slowly slipping away#jfc those prices tho and thats BEFORE SHIPPING kms#ughhhhh i dont think i can do it#trying to bargain with myself#'but if i order them with magazines the price of shipping per item will be lower!!!!'#ive been waiting to buy my keito magazines bc the site i want to buy them from still doesnt have tv dan 51 and its making me so MAD#but maybe i could just buy them from this site instead hmmmmm.......?????#i can actually feel my brain melting i have to stop looking at these#i think it would literally be like 45 usd for one keiruchan the world is so cruel......#i make adult money and am irresponsible but nOT THAT MUCH#one day keiruchan......one day........#(lying in a pool of tears stroking photo of keiruchan)#cri#fantastics from exile tribe
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do you think wayback would be a dom to ns' subconscious sub. i think that if ns experienced being a sub he would begrudgingly like it
#this is literally killing me from the inside i want to say you’re wrong but i would be lying#You are doing some ipad baby shit to me rn with this ask it feels like it is melting my brain through the blue light#like srsly the worst part is you’re not even wrong …. :/ What can i say#he’s constantly obsessed with doing things his way and keeping everything in control but i think letting go for once would be good for him#ur right he would like it🤷♂️ U are winning the court case against me right now#cramswering#im not sure if wayback would be a straight up dom too but i guess he would enjoy having control for once🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️#MAN SHRUGGING EMOJI#everyone’s gonna come into my dms like omg cream what are you posting right nowwww IM SORRY IF IT MAKES SENSE CHARACTER WISE IT’S NOT MY#FAULT
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Glad to hear that!! 🙏 feeding my oral fixation issues....🫶🏾
Will there be plot or just smut?
if I can be honest for a moment, I tapped myself out on writing plot. After writing 11k words of pure plot and literally no smut- (all of which I am unsatisfied with and not proud of it but wtv) I don't think I can write more than like a paragraph of plot.
I find writing lengthy plot and buildup is far more difficult than writing smut?? and since it'll be a multi fic I can't rlly write more than smut for each character without it being too long lol
#jjk#⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨ten speaks୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆#jjk x reader#I hope the smut can be enough anon#more like smut with feelings?#I literally felt my brain melting as I wrote that 11k chap#⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨10 asks୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆
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my brother said he’s willing to give succ another chance. on one hand, this is extremely good news. on the other, he just doesn’t understand it, like i do
#i do wanna see his reaction to some of the crazy shit that goes down tho#bc he’s only seen the first two seasons#he doesn’t even know about too much birthday!!!#and that feels like a crime#he is also one of those ‘shiv sucks’ guys#not even for the reasons she actually sucks#the misogynistic way 😒#which winds me up no end but whatever#also he can’t see gay shit like i can#he’s not gonna understand tomgreg#he’s not gonna understand nero and sporus/the forehead kiss/the deal with the devil/the sticker scene#i am actually wondering if i’ll even get a ‘are tom and greg actually gay?’ comment out of him#bc dude still thinks dennis always sunny is straight 🙃#he didn’t understand what the johnny stuff meant#so i have low expectations for his reaction to a more canon tomgreg#as s3 is where it gets real#those last two seasons is like they’re literally having a affair whether they realise or not#or whether my brother realises or not either#tom doesn’t kiss his fuckin forehead and say he’d marry him and betray shiv bc they’re just such good buddies my man#i can already picture my brain melting out my ears over the conversations we will have#not even in regards to tomgreg#but everything regarding the sibs and logan#he’s gonna be soooooo annoying i just know it#like yes he will watch my bestie beloved succ but what at what cost#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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who needs a heat pack when ur laptop gets really really hot
#save me I'm trying to write a presentation on neolithic Europe and I can feel my brain melting out of my skull#arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#its all pottery!!!!#archaeology is fun until you've had like 10 lectures on hunter gathering
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