#but let it be know I will start watching bc of the keychain

[watmalik]

Good job for surviving 1 month of hiatus, and a happy one month to the new husbands 🥲

[onismdaydream]

♡ ⋆｡˚ keep your hands to yourself !

synopsis..!: your roommate found the bathroom door open! can you blame him for wanting to join? (3.1k)

warnings..!: MDNI. fem/afab reader. aged up character. pwp. perv!yuji. voyeurism. dubcon(at first). fingering. unprotected p in v. not proofread.

notes..!: first proper writing for perv yuji based off an ask i got that was too delicious to pass up. i had a lot of fun writing this even if i was a bit nervous bc i wanted to really lean into the pervy-ness. comments and reblogs are appreciated <3

yuji’s relaxing on the beaten up couch in the shared living area, scrolling past uninteresting videos on his phone while the tv screen plays an equally uninteresting show when the familiar jingling of various keychains clanking against each other filters to his ears. he's gotten better at recognizing the sounds you make — an unintentional side effect of sneaking around you.

well, sneaking sounds bad. it makes yuji feel dirty, like he's taking advantage of you without you knowing. he'd much rather say that he observes you. after all, there's no harm in looking, right? and there's certainly no harm done if yuji stays out of your sight during those moments.

the knob turns and the door opens and you let out a loud sigh as you kick your shoes off, dropping your bag on the closest surface available.

“long day?” yuji offers, straightening up a bit when you make your way over to him. his lips twitch upwards when you flop down next to him, your body sinking into the cushion. your hands run down your face, almost as if you're trying to wipe the exhaustion away. cute.

“you don't even know.” your eyes close and yuji takes the opportunity to let his gaze linger on your body, your relaxed posture practically begging him to look.

with your head thrown back and resting against the couch, your neck is exposed. smooth skin that he wishes he could nip and suck at, positive that you'd look even better covered in marks left by him. his fingers itch to reach out and touch you, to run them along your collarbone and down the valley of your perfect breasts. he'd love to feel the weight of them in his hands, to squeeze them and pinch your pretty nipples until you cry out for him. it's like you're playing with yuji, really, with how often you show off your chest. those cute swim tops you wear that barely stay in place or the shirts with the deep neckline, they drive him crazy. he's had to excuse himself to jerk off more times than he'd like to admit, images of your tits in his face as you bounce on his cock flooding his mind.

“we could, uh,” yuji starts, swallows when his mouth gets too dry, his tongue heavy where it sits. “we could watch a movie? get your mind off of it.”

it's a genuine offer; yuji does enjoy spending time with you and considers you a very good friend. it's just an added bonus that you always end up pressed up against him during those hang outs. your plush thigh looks so soft and warm and he wants to dig his fingers into the doughy skin, maybe even leave some bruises.

a soft exhale leaves your nose, and you shake your head before you open your eyes. “thanks but not tonight.”

yuji’s heart drops a bit, a disappointment he knows he never earns the right to weighing it down.

“i'm pretty tired so i’m gonna shower and then go to bed. rain check?” you stand, stretching your arms above your head and your shirt rides up with the movement. a small sliver of your stomach is exposed, drawing yuji’s eyes instantly. a moth to a flame.

“yeah, sure.” his words trail off, yuji only half paying attention to what you said. he can't help it — his mind goes blank when he gets a peek of your body. he watches you walk away, watches the sway of your hips in a trance until you step out of his line of vision.

there should be a feeling of guilt in the pit of yuji’s stomach, but there's not. there never is and he doubts there ever will be. instead, there's unbridled lust. he craves to touch your body, to feel your warm skin underneath his fingertips and to pull the sweetest sounds from your lips.

yuji’s hand falls to his growing bulge, the front of his shorts chubbing underneath the heat of his palm. a shaky breath slips past his lips as he squeezes his cock, wishing so desperately that it was your touch instead. he wouldn't even care how you touched him. as long as it was your fingers wrapped around his length, he would feel euphoric. hell, he'd even fuck into your fist if that's all you would give him.

he groans softly and shuts his eyes, imagining you leaning forward in that low cut shirt he loves so much, the one that shows off your gorgeous tits, and your hand just barely closing around his cock, a teasing touch that he doesn't deserve. shit, he wants it so bad — wants you so bad.

the sound of the shower sputtering to life snaps him out of his horny stupor, face flushing as he realizes that if you came back for any reason, you would've seen him. the tent of his shorts is obvious and there's no doubt that you wouldn't have known what he was doing. literally caught with his hands in his pants.

with a sigh, yuji decides to go to his room. if he's going to jack off to the thought of you, at least he should have the decency to not do it in a shared area.

the door to the bathroom isn't closed fully, the warm light spilling out from the cracks and shining on the opposite wall. it's like a siren’s call and yuji doesn't even realize his feet are moving again until he's standing in front of it, his hand hovering over the door. one small push and there'd be no privacy. one small push and he could see you fully. one small push.

there’s no hesitation.

yuji licks his lips, his mouth dry despite the humidity in the small room. water droplets cling to the glass of the mirror and shower, slowly running down the surface. the image is obscured but he can still easily make out the shapes. your curves look more pronounced now that you're bare and it's a sight that he never wants to forget.

he must be dreaming, seeing your hands move along your body through the textured and fogged glass. he feels his cock twitch, throbbing and aching in neglect, his erection forgotten as he watches you. you look so beautiful, so so pretty with the water cascading down your skin. one of those ancient marble statues carved in the visage of true beauty, now come to life in front of his very eyes. but here you were, hidden and protected by glass to keep admirers from touching what isn't theirs.

if only yuji could see you without the barrier, if only he could touch you like he wants to. he'd be so delicate with his handling, so thorough to ensure that you wouldn't crack or be damaged. all he wants is the chance to fully appreciate you in all your glory.

perhaps this is his only chance.

yuji’s movements are slow, careful, as he strips down to his underwear. his clothes fall to join your own on the tile. the muggy air sticks to his already hot skin, lingering in his lungs and making every breath heavier than the last. the few steps in the small bathroom seem to be multiplied tenfold, his heart hammering against his ribs and echoing in his ears.

it's not nerves rushing through his veins, though. it's excitement and desire; the mere idea of being able to touch your skin throws logic out of the window. even if you end up hating him, yuji isn't sure that he would regret this moment.

it's a blur of how it happens, his body acting on instinct as he covers your mouth and presses his broad chest against your back. you try to scream, jumping in his hold and fighting to get away.

(you feel so warm.)

yuji easily overpowers you, keeping you exactly where he wants you, a sturdy arm wrapped around your middle. he can feel you panicking, can feel the tenseness in your muscles and the rapid beating of your heart.

(so warm and soft and perfect.)

“‘ts okay,” his lips ghost along your shoulder, his fingers flexing as he tries not to move them yet. “please, let me touch you. i’ll make you feel so good.”

you're stiff against him, hands on his wrists but no longer actively clawing and pushing. he can feel the shaky breaths you’re taking, the exhales from your nose licking against his skin.

(you must want this, too, right?)

“please.” yuji repeats, his begging bordering on pathetic. “you're all i think about. need to touch you, please.”

and it's that honesty, that confession of obsession and desire, that seems to make you relax a bit. or, that’s what yuji wants to believe as you give a small nod, the movement slightly restricted from his hold on you.

yuji’s hand leaves your mouth slowly, almost afraid that you would break if he moved too suddenly. you're so fragile in his eyes, a beautiful doll meant to be observed and admired from afar. made of porcelain and only meant to be touched with gloves.

but the warmth of your skin underneath his fingers proves you are so much better than those damn figures.

“thank you.” his palms immediately cup your tits, gently squeezing the fat of them and groaning quietly at the feel. “oh god, thank you, thank you, thank you.”

it's nothing like he imagined. your tits are so soft in his calloused hands, warmth seeping through your skin and nearly burning him. but he can't pull away, not now.

“fuck,” yuji whispers next to your ear, his hands pulling you flush against him, his cock prodding at your lower back. hooking his chin over your shoulder, he watches in a daze as he gropes at your chest. “so perfect.”

you let him fondle your breasts, biting your lip when his fingers graze over your nipples, trying your best to keep your reactions neutral. he squeezes and kneads, pushes your tits together, makes them jiggle a bit, too — anything his mind can think of. it was only a matter of time, though, until he shifted his focus to your stiffening buds.

“look at ‘em.” he pinches your nipples, a sharp pleasure pain that zings down your spine and pulls a squeak from you. “you look so pretty.”

he's no expert, but yuji prides himself on being a quick learner. he repeats the action, adds a kiss to your shoulder for good measures, desperate to get the same reaction. he promised to make you feel good after all, right?

and if you end up enjoying this as much as he wants you to, well then, maybe you wouldn't hate him so much when it's all said and done. it's a win-win, really.

you whine softly at his touch and the sound goes straight to his aching dick.

“don't hold back,” he pleads, lips trailing up your shoulder to press against your neck. now that you're finally in his hold, he doesn't plan on wasting a single second of contact. “w’nna hear all your noises. please. always sound so sexy.”

“yuji,” a sweet moan spills from your pretty mouth and yuji swears that he could cum right then. his name on your lips sounds so sinful — no, heavenly. there's surely no better sound in the world and he wants to hear it over and over again.

“fuck, say it again.” his voice is dripping with desperation, hips jumping to rut against your back. you must be made for him, must be made to say his name because nothing will ever compare.

yuji’s cock leaks globs of precum as you do as he asks — begs for — his boxer briefs sticking so uncomfortably to his heated skin. they're soaked through, the white fabric becoming practically transparent and if you were turned the other way, you'd surely see how badly he wants you.

a hand runs down your front, gradually sliding until he reaches your pussy, cupping it and feeling the warmth bleed into his skin. his breathing is heavy and hot — suffocating, almost — with the water spraying around you. slowly, carefully, yuji presses his finger between your lips, feeling as though time pauses and the world shrinks down until it's just you and him. nothing else could possibly matter because he has your slick arousal gathering on his first knuckle.

it's a fucking wet dream come true.

you're tight around him, not so much that he can't move, but enough that his cock throbs when he imagines what it'll feel like when he sinks himself inside.

(would you let him?)

his finger starts a steady pace of thrusting in and out, gentle and shallow movements.

“so wet,” yuji mumbles, voice dropping as he staves off a groan. his other hand squeezes at your tit, a lot less gentle and a lot more hungry. an internal battle of wanting to drag this out for as long as possible and needing to push you to your limits immediately. he wants to savor this, take his time exploring every inch of your body that he can, but his dick hurts from how hard it is. he wants to devour you, too.

another finger prods at your dripping pussy, pushing past and making you moan so pretty.

your body is pressed so close to his own, pinned between his strong arms and hips, unable to control himself from humping onto you. your fingers wrap around his wrists, anchoring yourself as he rubs at your puffy clit. every sound you make spurs him to pull more from you.

“can i,” his tongue darts out to lick at his lips, his breathing labored from the desire flowing through him. “can i fuck you? please, just — hah — just a few thrusts, promise i’ll stop after, just need to feel you.”

you don't even finish nodding before yuji peels his wet underwear down enough for his cock to spring free, groaning softly. his tip is drooling when he pulls his foreskin back, shiny with precum and flushed red. he presses it to your swollen clit just to hear you whine softly, hoping you're just as desperate as he is.

“thank you, fuck, need this so bad.” yuji pushes you to the shower wall, the tile cold against your skin but the scorching heat of his body still makes you shiver.

his hand shakes as he guides himself in, sliding his cock into the person he's fantasized about far too often to be normal. finally feeling your body underneath his fingertips and hearing your delicious moans and tasting your skin on his tongue. he'd be convinced this wasn't real — just some cruel dream his horny mind conjured up — if it weren't for the squeeze of your cunt as he pushes another inch deeper.

“feel so good,” his hand on your hip tightens it's hold, fingertips sure to leave a beautiful bruise. every thrust forward sinks more of his cock inside you, sheathing himself in your perfect pussy. “so warm.”

it's hard, nearly impossible, to control his hips, to restrict himself from fucking you the way he's thought about. all he can think about is burying himself inside you until he can't go any deeper, grinding until he spills his load, staying in your cunt and starting all over again. your pussy would be so swollen, lips puffy and so much cum leaking out of you, and still, yuji wouldn't be satisfied.

and those noises that fall from your lips, your breathy moans and broken cries of his name, it just makes his cock throb.

he's going to cum. you're going to make him cum.

the embarrassment that would usually accompany finishing so soon is far outweighed by the tight heat hugging his cock. how could anyone expect to last when your pussy sucks him in so well?

“oh god, don't, don't make me stop, please.” the words tumble from his mouth, his hips slapping against your ass as he fucks you fast and hard. that familiar tightening in his stomach threatening to snap at any moment. he knows he said he would pull out but he doesn't want to. he really doesn't want to.

“d-don’t stop, yuji,” you whine out, your fingers scrambling for purchase on the smooth tile, the now cool water making everything more slippery. yuji’s broad body is there to keep you upright, his hands roaming over every part of you he can reach. “don't fucking stop.”

he's not sure if he could stop anyway, you just feel so good around him. he's gotten a taste for you and now he's addicted, already looking for his next hit. would you hate him if he did this again? if he falls to his knees in front of you and begs to be between your legs once again?

but with the way you're moaning and tightening around him, yuji might just be lucky enough to have your cum on his tongue later.

his teeth graze against the sensitive spot on your neck, nipping and sucking at it until there's a dark color blooming. a mark.

a claim.

this is what he's dreamed of, what he's jerked off to countless times. and it's so much better than what yuji could ever imagine.

your pussy flutters around him and he quickly snakes his hand around your front, frantically rubbing at your clit and hoping he can ensure you orgasm first.

“cum for me, please,” he whispers, breath hot against the shell of your ear. “w’nna feel you cum on my cock.”

everything feels so intense, the echoing of the spraying water mixing with the lewd sounds of fucking and skin hitting skin and a symphony of moans. and suddenly, the dam breaks.

“yuji!” you cry out, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes as you clench, hard. it's heavenly, feeling you spasm around his cock and milking him for all he's worth. he's meant to be here, meant to be inside you.

it's inevitable that he cums, unable to hold off any longer. his hips stutter, grinding slowly against your ass as you both come down from the high.

the water is turning cold by now, a welcome relief from the heat radiating from your bodies. yuji’s chest heaves as he catches his breath, his fingers squeezing gently at your hips before he pulls out. he should feel guilty. he should feel really fucking guilty for everything he did.

but he doesn't.

seeing the marks that he left on your skin and the cum dripping from your pussy just makes him determined to leave more, to fuck you more.

“yuji,” you start, and, fuck, he still loves the way it sounds coming from your mouth. “what… what just happened?”

you turn your head and for the first time since you got off the couch, you can see him clearly. a hand at the back of his neck, a sweet chuckle, and that innocent, boyish smile gracing his features. his face is flushed a pretty pink that matches his hair, the same hair that's stuck to his forehead from the water and sweat from fucking you.

“sorry, couldn't help myself.”

[bihanspookies]

Was chatting with @chadillacboseman about fucking kuai liang, bi han and liu kang at the airport bc I was wondering how they got to johnnys house.

Like did they go on a plane or

Only to realize liu probably opened a portal but I like the airport idea better.

Anyway

Kuai Liang and Bi Han at the airport:

• I just know they’d both want to go in their bright ass uniforms and liu kang is like 🤨…no. He makes them change into civilian clothing (with their respective colors still) and bi han is bitching

• traveling for fucking ever and they got a layover in Chicago

• Liu goes to get them tea from Starbucks and thinks surely nothing can go wrong leaving the two of them alone

• Kuai Liang is fine, he’s okay sitting there just waiting, people watching etc etc etc. Still intimidating looking let’s be real

• Bi han is sitting with his arms crossed, grumpy af, perma-scowl on his face and you just so happened to be sitting across from him trying not to stare but you’re like 👁️👄👁️

• You think ‘boy oh boy I hope they’re not on my flight’ as you subtly not so subtly try to look at them

• They know you’re looking

• Liu kang finally returns with their drinks, bi han takes one sip and says it tastes like shit and then they start calling to board the plane

• You’re first class bc yes bitch 💅 but then you see them also getting up

• You board, all is good and dandy, middle seat unfortunately but that’s okay. And then you see the two of them come to your aisle and you just 🧍‍♂️

• Squished between two muscular men, trying not to bother either one of them

• Don’t even bother looking out the window bc bi han brings the visor down, wanting to try and get some shut eye. He doesn’t.

• They start speaking a different language right over your head, you just so happen to know it’s either Cantonese or Mandarin (it’s Mandarin). The one in blue clutching your shared arm rest so hard that you swear he could snap it off. The one in orange shaking his head and rolling his eyes. But you keep picking up the words ‘Johnny cage’.

• Like the actor?

• Time for snacks and you want the bag of pretzels, ready to claim it when the attendant asks what would you like

• Unfortunately bi han also wants the pretzels and just straight up demands it, grabbing it past your nose and ripping the bag open

• You give him the side eye

• The rest of the flight is unbearably awkward, doing your best to make yourself unseen and just listen to your tunes until finally you land in good ol LA

• luckily you’re close to the front of the plane but unluckily you gotta wait for orange brother to get up first.

• He helps you get your bag down ✨

• Bi han grouches at him to hurry tf up

• You eventually scurry off the plane and watch the two of them and the liu kang make their way down the walkway and quickly out, wondering if comic con had come early this year.

Bonus:

• kuai Liang stops at every gift shop because he wants to look and bi han bitches at him to hurry tf up

• “we have no use for this bauble, kuai liang.”

• “But brother—“ *holds up keychain that says ‘all I got is this stupid keychain’ and walks to the counter* it’s for tomas who couldn’t make it.”

• if they eat at the airport restaurant bi han treats himself to margs and kuai Liang plays the little tablet games

• bi han also beefs with an 8 yr old who looks at him funny

[unriding]

zevie…..apologies if u already said this and i never saw it….but how did u worm ur way past moze’s guard bc he seems very Traumatized Crow With Super High Walls™️ from the context clues i gathered and i feel whenever u started getting him to show emotion it’s like. wwwaaaAAAAHAHHHHH. u know.

and do u think he’d enjoy haikyuu since karasuno’s mascot is a crow

these are the thoughts of the day 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

hello lauren !! (˵ •̀ᴗ•́˵)و okay i was pondering about this for a hot minute because the only lore i have come up with is that he sometimes talks to me abajdjdjf but this is what i cooked up!! it is very long i am so sorry T T

contains some vague lore spoilers: moze’s backstory was very touching to me and i thought they made him so interesting!! he definitely always has his guard up at the very least jsjskck but it’s for good reason! i won’t recap the whole story of course T T but he doesn’t speak much because he wasn’t heard in the past, and even now- he’ll typically let others do the speaking for him. we see him talking the most right after his friend gets captured while visiting a prison ^^; so i’d like to think that you can get him talking under the right situation :] he had quite a bit to say about the prison management after what happened sjjdkckc he’s really funny and sweet…. :’) he was originally going to leave the prison to inform the others as soon as it happened but he got lost ^^; so… he resorted to standing against the wall in a very cool way HEJDKCK okay let me stop myself here and not veer entirely off track

so!! i would love to think that with time, maybe he feels comfortable with me! for very obvious reasons, i give him my full attention whenever he talks SJDNCK i genuinely do want to hear everything he has to say- and i would be overjoyed if he felt seen? by me? i would never force or push him to speak more- of course,, but if he did decide that he likes being around me, it sure would make me happy T T and if he did decide that he feels comfortable enough to share little trivial thoughts with me, i would be overjoyed too :]

eeeeeaaaaa i’d do a lot to be someone he feels at ease with! i also don’t particularly care for small talk- i can talk to strangers the same way i would talk to a childhood friend- so i don’t care much for secrets or anything like that. so perhaps ??? he could feel like he’s welcome to be himself with me :] because i wouldn’t mind if he was quiet … or mysterious … or the opposite. any moze is great. there should never be any pressure on him to act a certain way around me since i will be overjoyed to spend time w him nevertheless JSNDNC

he has these little interesting facts he sometimes shares… like this one …..

I JUST THINK HES SO CUTE SUNSKXKC BC IF u asked him more about his blade, he’d probably tell u within a heartbeat :’) it’d be adorable if he went off on a little tangent ..

and i think he could be convinced to watch haikyuu absnxjc and if he knew you liked haikyuu, he would make the effort to learn about everything .. eeee “that one is known for his speed. you mentioned that yesterday.” AND I THINK YOU COULD DEFINITELY GET HIM A LITRLE CROW keychain ….. he would definitely take good care of it :’) and clean it often ….. let me stop here

[boom-boom-boyx2]

HQ headcannons bc i need a life!

Daichi:

- he has 4 siblings, this man gives such older brother vibes but at the same time older sister vibes so idrk-

- i’ve decided he has 2 older sisters, and 2 younger siblings (brother & sister)

- this man can’t go a day without out cussing. i’m fully convinced that he doesn’t cuss a lot, but when he does it’s only the word ‘fuck’ and it’s usually said under his breath and ever so hostile.

- when he went to college he would ask the underclassmen to watch over his younger sib’s when he wasn’t in town.

- Yachi would make stickers and keychains and stuff for Kiyoko & Tanaka’s gym and would mail them to Daichi every time a new design came out

Kageyama:

- his sister labels all of his sweatshirts with his name on the tag

- when tsukki found out he started to check the tags randomly and would make fun of him

- kags sister plays in a band for fun and they do gigs on the weekends at bars n stuff, so every once in a while the team goes to eat after a game and will listen to her play!

- hinata was trying to figure out why kags hated his hair, and yachi told him “it’s probably bc he’s allergic to oranges!” and now hinata won’t let him live it down.

- kageyama has a couple random things in his room that he bought purely bc they reminded him of his friends, no one knows this tho

- in his sisters phone his contact is “little yama” eng

-in his phone his sisters name is “big yama”eng, but everyone thought is was a typo for ‘big mama’ and daichi hit him on the head bc he thought he was calling his mother fat.

- he knows how to play a little guitar, but only bc his sister told him she wasn’t gonna play volleyball with him anymore and he still wanted to hang out with her.

Asahi:

- when he was younger he was obsessed with fashion and when he saw a pretty outfit or smth, he was asked people about it but once he hit age 10 people started getting scared and running away and that’s how he got his whole “i’m scary and ugly looking” complex

- he once lost a bet in second year to nishinoya and dyed a strand of his hair purple, it was an under layer so you couldn’t really see it u less he pointed it out.

- noya felt bad and dyed his bleached part purple too

- asahi has a younger and older sister, and knows how to do fancy braids and other hairstyles!

- he actually grew out his hair bc his sister wanted/is now a cosmetologist, and wanted to deal with a real persons hair but hers was to short😭

- he used his mom as a mannequin in college for summer projects, but when he became a famous designer he has his mom model his first few designs and his newest designs for a show.

- the videos of that show blew up on yt and tiktok bc everyone was saying “our favorite designer showing that even famous, you can still love your parents!” and on live someone read him that comment and he bursted out laughing and said “plenty of people love their parents even when famous, you just don’t see them as often”

- he was wheezing the entire time trying to explain himself

[julietasgf]

Hey Vicó, I’m sorry you had a bad day. I was wondering if you have any modern Sejarcus headcannons you want to share? If not no worries, and I hope you feel better tomorrow!

hi grace!!! first tysm for your kindness, srsly, this is so nice of you <3 and ofc!! let me list some I've been thinking abt lately (and thank you so so so much for the ask, specially bc I love yapping abt sejarcus):

modern marcus to me is such a nerd, he will never admit it or let it show but he loves anything more related to nerd culture. I feel like he has tons of keychains (a lot of these sejanus gifted to him) and he plays a LOT of videogames. he would play league of legends (non-derogatory) and sejanus is just sleeping on his lap waiting for him to finish thr match and give him attention;

sometimes they take long to see each other, and a lot of times they watch TV shows together, so while everyone around them finished watching it, they'll be fighting for their lives to avoid anything related to whatever they are watching;

sejanus is a very much chronically online person, while marcus is mostly off the internet, so sejanus' favorite hobby is just laying next to marcus and showing him videos he saved earlier just to show him;

marcus is studying civil engineer, so he has a special hability developed after years carrying a scalemeter on his bag that consists on knowing the size of things just by looking. sejanus is never not impressed by it, so he'll randomly show marcus a random thing like a pen and go "marcus, what's the height of this thing?" and marcus will ALWAYS answer the exact measure;

I've already mentioned before, but on a more extended way: marcus started learning spanish for sejanus. he tried to keep it a surprise, and when sejanus discovered, he was crying. I still think he's a bit shy to try to speak, but he do understand sejanus very well, so whenever sejanus is upset or angry at something, he'll yap to marcus abt it in his native language (bc there's nothing more relaxing than angrily yapping in your native language, I swear) and marcus will be there listening;

sejanus can stay up until VERY late (both because of his insomnia and bc of him drinking black coffee every day two times for day), while marcus is the type of person who sleeps very early. sometimes marcus tries to suggest for them to go out and stay out until late, and sejanus go "are you really sure abt this?" bc, again, marcus really can't stay up for long. but marcus is STUBBORN, so he says that it's completely fine. it's 1am and sejanus is having to drive home with a marcus who barely can keep his eyes open.

on a more angsty way: sejanus takes more care of his mental health, but sometimes, he still goes into crisis episodes, and he's just unable to do anything. he feels so guilty bc it clearly makes marcus concerned, and a lot of times, marcus spends some days with sejanus to take care of him.

[kxmikomrade]

🍁˖࿐ Artist! S/O - Isagi, Bachira, Reo, Sae

╰┈➤Hcs of them with an Artistic S/O!! Genre: Fluff and crack Gn!reader or Any gender Warnings: Swearing, Not proof read bcs im lazy, idk wat else but lmk if theres anything else Waiter's Note: OH LOOK WHO FINALLY PULLED THIS OUTTA THEIR DRAFTS AFTER A WHOLE ASS 5 MONTHS LMAOO I HOPE U GUYS ENJOY <33 Reqs Open as usual!! Masterlists

Now Playing: An Art Gallery Could Never Be As Unique As You

Very VERY VERYYYY fascinated on what you do, he thinks it's really cool

He canonly likes art too so let him join in!!

Draw him in any way like even a small doodle and he WILL COMBUST

He decorated his wall infront of his desk with your drawings and doodles, other things like custom keychains, origami, glass paintings are on his desk so he can see it everyday when he wakes up 🥹🥹

Study dates with you two often end up in drawing-cuddling sessions

Starting with studying so you can both pass your exams to you two beside eachother, legs tangled under the kotatsu table while you both lay on your stomachs, drawing whatever you felt like drawing 🫶

Let's just hope that you both pass your exams 😭😭

When you have art block or you feel stressed, he offers to take you out to a walk (yk he loves those esp with you)

It may seem kinda annoying at first but trust me, it does WONDERS

YOUR WORKS ARE DISPLAYED THROUGHOUT THE ISAGI HOUSEHOLD ✨

His parents like your creations too but they ALWAYS remind you whenever you come over that it's okay to take breaks and do other things 🥹💖

He's not rich by all means, but he's willing to spend his money to get you supplies u want

When he got the letter for blue lock, you both agreed to meet at a park at night and you talked things through, promising to work hard and improve while you both are separated

Whenever the topic of art or s/o comes in, he just ends up talking everyones ear off in blue lock and the question was just from a truth or dare game😭

Whether or not you got recognized for your art and got more commissions/promotions or quit art to start something new that interests you, he's supportive just as you are for him 🫶

HE LOVES ART, AND YOUR AN ARTIST?? MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN

Introduces you to his mom <33 you both share tips and tricks and now she's like your teacher ITS SO CUTE

But Meguru gets pretty pouty if you just sit there beside his mom talking about art related things all day 😭

If you let him lay down on your lap and give him occasional kisses then he'll be able to sit still for a while longer

You gave him a bee-themed soccer ball you painted once and he ALWAYS has it on his bed so he can fall asleep hugging it 🥹

He doesn't play with it tho, atleast not outdoors bcs he doesn't wanna ruin it 😭💖

Painting with him and his mom if she isn't busy!!

He always plays around and puts paint on your face, his mom scolds him for it LMAOO

Don't take him to art museums pls 😭😭 HAVE YOU SEEN HOW HE WAS IN THE LIGHT NOVEL?? you both would get in trouble just because he was bored 💀

BRAGS TO EVERYONE AND ANYONE IN BLUE LOCK ABOUT YOU THAT THEY LITERALLY KNOW YOU AND EVERY SINGLE ART PIECE YOU HAVE DONE BEFORE EVEN MEETING YOU OR SEEING THEM 💀💀😭

Has tried to eat paint before 🧍‍♂️Much worse if you paint food then bro might try it again 💀💀💀

You sit on a bench nearby and draw while he practices, it's relaxing, just watch out for the ball 😭💀

Oh boy

Id say for a FACT that you were broke until you started dating him unless you have really cheap materials or you're just really good at saving

Yk how art materials and art school is so ridiculously expensive?? Well, your LOVELY boyfriend here has it all covered

Mans literally already bought a whole art shop 💀

Its not like it's anything new *looks at art big art studio*

PLEASE get a frying pan and smack some sense into this man's head bcs he was just about to buy his way into getting your art showcased in an art gallery/convention

He might, MIGHT stop if you use his own words against him. Like the whole 'i want to carve my own future' thing

Lets be fr, he won't stop, the most he could do is stop bribing his way to get your art showcased

Bby supports you alot tho :((

He just admires how much effort you're able to put in each work

When art block kicks in, he'll take you to go to expensive art galleries or to wherever the Mona Lisa is currently being showcased at

Just drag him out and tell him u wanna learn soccer 😭 it's honestly more fun than roaming around an art gallery

Paint him with his parents and they'll already start planning your marriage 💀😭

Bro when collage comes along, then your tuition fees and apartment bills are already paid like??? I wonder how 🤔

PLS DRAW HIM AND SHOW HIM THAT THERE ARE OTHER WAYS TO EXPRESS LOVE OTHER THAN MONEY SPENDING BCS HE'LL ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND WITH ALL THE TIME, EFFORT AND SKILL YOU PUT IN

He DEFINITELY frames all the drawings/paintings you give him. No buts

Let's be fr, he probably has a room in his house filled with your creations 🧍‍♂️

I'm pretty sure that blue lock allows anything to be brought unless it's a phone or something (because they'll have to earn it back) so Reo brought this photo album/journal decorated by you and/or your drawings

AND YK THOSE MINI PRINTERS??? HE BROUGHT ONE TOO SO WHENEVER YOU SEND A NEW ARTWORK, HE PRINTS IT 😭😭

Talks Nagi's ear off every time 💀

Supportive bank in general 👍 jkjk pls don't use him just for money or I will come for your eyeballs 🤗

Sae is pretty chill compared to his hardcore emo brother like did you see that one panel where he wanted to go home in the middle of a game while applying lotion???

He doesn't seem like the type to check social media often too so I hc that he draws after practices when he gets home to cool down for the night yk

I can definitely see him drawing his favorite characters from Chibi Maruko-chan whenever he feels stressed or has a bad day because of his stupid teammates who play like headless chickens 🙄(his words not mine)

So like when YOU came in, it's like he's surrounded by comfort when you two draw in silence while listening to your shared playlist 🌼

drawing fanarts for him that you wanna show off to everyone since he's beautiful and he's even more beautiful in your artstyle <33

he doesnt know about it tho because thats too embarrassing

rin follows you on that account with his private acc LMAOOOOOO

LISTEN. IMAGINE DRAWING HIM WITH HIS YEE YEE LOOKIN ASS BANGS AND TEASING HIM ABOUT IT HAHAHSHAHA

you secretly sent one to Rin for funsies once and he sent you a pic of Sae when he was young back, now you both have this sketchy deal thing going on that Sae doesnt know SHIT about

dw tho, both your mouths are sealed because now you got Rin to approve of you

If you live with him abroad, then your apartment/house is FILLED with notes/drawings/sketches/paintings/origamis, etc. im not exaggerating at ALL.

Imagine those cute and decorated fridges but make it the ENTIRE house

You both just slap some sticky note on walls, tables, chairs, cabinets, shelves, counters and draw on it,and neither of you clean them up, you just leave it there 😭😭

it comes off when it comes off ig 🤷

If you dont live with him abroad, then you guys have a minecraft server you both share thats literally FILLED with builds. Somehow, Sae's RIDICULOUSLY fast at learning these things and now hes an architect 🧍‍♂️

Also those cooperative drawing websites/games?? yeah, you both have them OFTEN, like, every night other than when hes like SUPER tired

just stick to screenshoting him and drawing on his face

He buys you anything you need/want too and theres basically no stopping him 🤷🤷

Tagging: @inariezaki

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[jackfrombaskinrobbins]

thor as your s/o headcanons!!

type of writing: headcanons / scenario

word count: 560

request: yes / no

original request: heyy! idk if you write abt thor, but if you’re willing would you be able to do just some generic headcanons about being his s/o &lt;3

dynamic: thor odinson x reader

characters: reader, thor odinson

a/n: thank you for this request!! i love thor sm omg <33 hopefully it's good-- i haven't done s/o headcanons in a while lol :D in general news, requests are still open, just send in an ask!

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thor is the sweetest ever

and when i say ever i mean EVER

i’d say he would be the type to make you breakfast every morning

like very stereotypical movie rom-com romantic

he’s always really enthusiastic

thor is totally willing to try anything like any time you go on a date you do something different

once you went rock climbing

idk why that’s just what i thought of HAH

he didn’t really like it though because the rocks were all “too small and too slippery”

so he just sat on the side the rest of the time to cheer you on

OO AND ONCE YOU WENT BOWLING

and well…

thor doesn’t always know his own strength

so he chucks the ball super easily

and sometimes it’ll go in other people’s lanes

but usually they don’t mind because it’s a strike anyway

he also insists on playing with the bumpers up 

i feel like he would bring you home anything that looks interesting

and he always wraps the things up in wrapping paper

and y’all

that man fr can wrap a gift

they always look immaculate

here’s how it goes

so you’ll come home and he’ll already be at the door

and he always has this little smile

this like mischievous yet pure smile

and a sparkle in his eye

when i say sparkle i mean like a sparkle fr he’s adorable

anyways he’ll always have his hands behind his back

and he’ll say 

“ close your eyes and hold out your hands!! “

and you’ll just grin bc you know what’s coming ofc

but once you open it the thing could be anything from a cake to a lampshade

yes you read that right

a lampshade

he just thought it looked pretty !!!!!

and so it reminded him of you :) 

awwwwwwwww

omg thor is a blanket hog

that’s just facts

like you’ll be on the couch watching something & you’ll feel the blanket start to move slightly

and then more

and then more

and you’ll say something 

AND HE LITERALLY PRETENDS TO BE ASLEEP 

so you just let him have it

he also calls you a lot

like a lot a lot

he leaves messages

just to tell you little things

“ hey, y/n!! look outside!! there’s a rainbow!! goodbye!!”

“ hello y/n. there’s a big threat to the universe right now so i will be home late for dinner. i am so sorry! goodbye!!”

“ y/n!!! it’s me, thor! i think we should consider getting a young dog. i believe it would be fun!! goodbye!!”

i also think he would discover emojis later than everyone else

and so he thinks they’re really cool

ummmm he also buys you a lot of matching stuff

like keychains & hats & shirts

it’s so cute

OH 

i also think he likes to sing to you

guys ik it’s cheesy BUT 

he actually has a really nice voice.

he really likes frank sinatra & ella fitzgerald & that era of music

but also the man can whip out some mean rihanna if he wants to!!

like i said before he’s just the sweetest

ok last thing

yk when it’s dark & you have clothes in the corner of your room and you think it’s a monster

he thinks that a lot

like he’ll just yell in the middle of the night

& he makes you investigate it LMAO

IDK HE’S JUST THE BEST

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[jordanswitches]

24 hour date with e bc we're queer stereotypes. once again, long time means the timeline is all out of order in my head but had such a great time

i went to hers yesterday afternoon and we went to tesco to get some snacks. we're both on our periods so we decided to just buy all the food we wanted and some wine and have a really nice chill while we complain about everything. it was super busy in the shop bc last weekend before christmas, but we went around most of the aisles and it was really fun just browsing together. we walked home and it was raining, but it was only about fifteen minutes and it went pretty fast. we got inside and were freezing so we got under the covers and had a little whine and watched the office. we were both really tired and feeling kinda shitty so it was really nice to just complain together. her hands are always freezing but her body is really warm, like almost hot, so she draped herself over me and i siphoned heat off her.

she told me a bunch of trivia about the office because it's one of her favourite shows, it was very cute. she does this thing where when something is implied, she'll say it out loud. so at one point one of the characters says, "i think this is going well!" and she'll snark i don't think it is going well and it's like yes darling i know that's what they're telling us. we went down to get our wine and some little cocktails in cans we got and she made us both hot waterbottles because we were still cold. we started with the cocktails bc we both kinda hate wine but being wine drunk is fun so we wanted to ease in. her dad called her to catch up and at first i was just on my phone and i had my hand on her thigh, stroking it. and then i grazed against her crotch and her eyebrows shot up and she side eyed me. she'd told me before she loves having to be quiet so she won't be caught, or i wouldn't have done it. but i knew she'd love it, so i started teasing her over her shorts and watching her face and she's just sooooo hot. she was doing so well at holding it in. i started rubbing her properly and she looked like she was in pain, was so so hot. she got off the phone after a bit and breathed out a ton of air and called me evil a ton of times but she loved it. she ended up tickling me and i was apologising but she didn't care, she just likes threatening me with it. she spent ages on my feet and took off my sock and kissed my foot a little, which was. very nice i do like that. i went to the bathroom once she let me go and i was so wet. came back and she went and came back too and i told her how much it had affected me and she said it had affected her too. kinda waiting for her to acknowledge this is a proper thing for her tbh like she tries to tickle me way more than i try to tickle her and it turns her on to do it. she said as well she loved that i was 'so, so ticklish' and i was like fjfjrjfjfjfj

we gave each other our christmas presents, i got her a lockpicking kit and guide after she said about being interested in it on our first date. she got me a little rubik's cube keychain and my favourite candy and a book on crocheting little animals. had a big hug and lots of cheek kissing for it, i'm excited to make her a little mouse. we got ready to play overcooked and opened our wine but then she was talking about how her shoulder was hurting, so i had her sit between my legs so i could rub them for her. it was a really tricky spot so i ended up putting my elbow in it, but in the end she said it was much better than it was. last time we were sexting i'd said something to her about her sitting between my legs while i tease her and we were both thinking about it the whole time. i started kissing up her back and to her neck and gave her a few hickies. she'd taken off her top so i could massage her and i asked her if i could touch her chest, and she said yes. she has really sensitive nipples and i was just lightly pinching them and playing with them while i kissed her neck and shoulders and she was breathing so heavy. i touched near her legs a few times but we had a miscommunication so we both thought the other didn't want it to go further, but afterwards we talked about it and were like. oh we both would've liked if i touched you while we were sat like that so maybe next timeee.

we played overcooked for a bit and at some point i laid on my front to be closer to the screen, and she sat on my back and messed with my upper body which as it turns out has. a little bit of sensitivity. my left armpit is kinda sensitive and my triceps are pretty bad. i'm a little on my back too between my shoulders and she said she loved that she could make me squeeze my shoulder blades together. she leaned forwards and kissed my neck and bit me and i kept trying to shift so she could grind against my ass. i would've loved if she did that. she choked me lightly and i was like woahhhhhhh bc like. being like that and having her on top of me and being choked and being tickled i was just like. fuzzy it was so good.

she ended up on top of me while i was on my back and giving me hickies low on my neck. i said i wanted her to give me them on my inner thighs and i haven't checked yet if they stuck but i looooved getting them i just love the feeling of it so much and being marked is so hot. she was running her fingers around my inner thighs and found one of my nsfw spots and was saying how cute it was and i was just. dead very embarrassing. she was saying how bad she wanted to eat me out and asked if i trusted her, and i said yes, and she asked if she could kiss me over my shorts. i just had these little thin shorts and underwear on and i was like hhhh okay. just knowing she was on me like that was so hot. she gave me pressure and it felt so good. i was pulling her hair and she held onto my thighs to pull me in. i couldn't have cum from it but the visual and everything fucked with my head and it was so hot.

we switched because i wanted to give her hickies on her thighs too. i'd left like five on her neck and realised this morning i actually did them a little high so whoops. i loved being between her legs and getting to bite her. i asked her if i could do the same that she'd done for me and she said yes. she likes a lot of pressure so after i'd done a little teasing i pressed my mouth into her over her boxers. she was so responsive, it was so hot. she smelled so good. i loved knowing i was so close to eating her out. she was soooo into it, she kept pulling my hair and whining and grinding into my face. she ended up with her hands gripping the bed frame and she just looked so so fucking good. i would look up at her and just be like. what the fuck why do i get to do this for you. i wanted to just pull her boxers off and do it properly but we were both on the same page that we wanted my first time eating pussy to be when she's off her period. i did it for ten minutes and then she asked for a break. i sat up between her legs and she just looked amazing, so fucked out and beautiful. i asked her if she wanted to cum and she said most of the time she didn't mind if she did or not when it's with another person bc she can struggle and i was like sick me neither. it's really lovely to just like. enjoy it and not worry if nobody cums. like it's really hot, we have a great time, i'm gonna get off to it next time i wank.

we had some snacks and played a few more levels of overcooked, and then figured we should probably try to go to sleep. we put friends on and cuddled and i told her some trivia about it bc friends is one of my comfort shows. we fell asleep with her cuddling me. i kept waking up because i'm bad at sleeping, but she kept cuddling into me which was very sweet. she's a very clingy sleeper. i didn't have much room but i didn't want to shove her back on her side because she had to work today and i didn't want to wake her. she also laughed into my back and made kissing noises while she was asleep which is very funny. i was awake when she first woke up and she cuddled me again straight away. just a cuddly little thing. we went back to sleep for a bit and her alarms kept going off but we were so tired we kept falling back asleep. i stuck around while she took a shower and got ready and she was walking around her room in her thong and nothing else and she just looks. insane i said to her "i can't believe you look like that" like she is just. so fucking hot it's crazy.

we got ready to leave together because we were both getting ubers. she looked so good in her work uniform, just black slacks and a black button up she was wearing open with a little black tank top underneath. i want like. a painting of her to hang on my wall. we had a long hug while we waited for our ubers and said what a great time we have. she gave me a little kiss on the cheek when i left and i listened to my audiobook in the car and when i got home i took a massive nap.

overall, amazing hang, can't wait to see her again after christmas. one of her work friends wants us to go clubbing with him and his wife so i'm hopingggg at some point we will do that because he's such a riot, everything she tells me about him is so funny. you know the drill now, probably won't be back on until next time i see her to update lmao. thank you guys for letting me live my life and take the break i've needed. i'm having so much fun. feels like being properly alive for the first time in a while 💕

[gabapentinblues]

nightly journal entry <3

tw; sh and ed

woke up when the sun came up around 7am. The sun was out basically all day which was niceeeee. stretched made coffee and weighed myself. Motivation. i really do want to lose weight, the thought is starting to consume me but i dont want to be honest about it at all.

i got ready, sat under my sun lamp, wrote a little, ate a banana, took my meds (zoloft, abilify, welbutrin) (too many imo). was late coming in bc i left at the last minute and then the train i was on was delayed. but the sun was out and i read my book. i was dressed pretty comfy and i put my cute keychains on my bag.

therapy was alright today. i talked about almost getting into an accident on saturday and how i didnt feel anything about it. how i feel lonely no matter where i am. my therapist said to practice mindfulness and gratitude, and shes right ive been doing that less often and should adjust my mindset.

so some things im grateful for today, my weed, that i got stoned but was also productive, my candles, writing my 2025 manifesto, emo music, white monster, that i got to paint today, that i cleaned all my crystals on saturday, the sun being out, my comfortable bed, horror movies, texting my friends, new years eve plans, getting my laundry done and put away, that i somehow did the dishes. so yeah thats some gratitude.

we also wrote letters today. my letter was a goodbye letter to my binge eating. i feel conflicted about it because i want to end it, but i dont want to let go of the restrictive side of my ed. its really messy and i feel like im going to have to talk about it.

we had open studio and i painted. i also asked the art therapist if we could have an individual therapy session together. she was a little caught off guard and confused by that, but i think it might be able to happen. i want to go thru my vent sketchbook w her.

group ended and i rode the train home. there was one coming right as i was coming up the steps. sun was out while i walked home and it wasnt terribly cold.

got home and had an apple and hummus and pretzels. then i kind of didnt know what to do. i sat under my sunlamp more, took my last ten gabapentin, and self harmed. i cut deeper than i have been.

then i was feeling a little more clear headed, i started laundry and drank a monster. i rewrote the binge eating letter and spent more time on it bc my therapist wants to talk about it. then i decided to smoke even though i really wanted to try not to.

but i got my laundry put away, wrote a calendar for january with the main four goals i need to focus on. i painted a little more and texted my friends. i actually cleaned my bathroom and did my dishes. i dont know why those tasks were impossible this past week. amazing that i got the dishes done.

i needed to clean up bc my friends will probably be here tomorrow and maybe later this week. looking forward to new years plans, gonna pick up wine omw back from therapy tomorrow and meet up w friends to do crafts and then go to another friends house to celebrate the rest of the night.

really looking forward to it. now i think im gonna make soup and watch a movie. or maybe just drink some tea im not sure.

anyway that was my day and im trying to be calm, present and grateful <3

[anxietywriter]

affection

whether platonic or romantic, i love affectionate characters. i like the ease in which they move together, the way they're so in sync. i like how they're always so joyful together. SO a list of lil thoughts and things. written in 1st person bc it's easier let's gooo

i fidget, i pick at the skin around my fingers and nails. i play with my necklace and lanyard. sometimes i'll remember myself and actually use the little keychain popper i have. and sometimes, sometimes my friends notice and pull a hand away, warmly keeping in theirs and letting me squeeze occasionally. sometimes i unconsciously take their hands in mine and play with their fingers, bumping my finger tips against theirs and diddling our fingers. and they let me.

i get cold easily. jacket around my waist at all times and hands in my pockets to keep them warm. even in a mildly cool room i shiver slightly. i crave warmth. the middle seat on the couch with everyone pressed up against my side. the shared blanket over all of our shoulders as we're squished together to watch the movie on screen.

related to the last one but it's hugging them for just a moment longer. holding them with my front to their back. it's practically draping myself over them in an effort to be as close to them as possible.

it's the easy way we slide past each other in a hallway, each of us angling ourselves so we don't knock into each other. the way each of us know which cupboards have the cups and which ones have the plates. the way extra coffee is left in the pot. the quiet little touches to show some appreciation.

when i don't see them for a while and excitedly call out their name in greeting when i do. when they start knowing me specifically for the way i call out to them. when they say they miss it after not seeing me for a while. it's so routine. to see them and experience happiness. to stop to talk with them.

the light bickering and quips. teasing about the embarrassing ads i see on their computer. calling each other nerds. shoving each other around with our elbows. loud exclamations and unsubtle questions when i see their eyes wander to someone attractive. little comments of "L" and "skill issue" when they're inconvenienced. it comes out easily with no heat behind it.

i could talk to them for hours. sat in a shitty chair with my bad posture and answer their questions and laugh and talk. and i love it. i love it when they ask silly questions like "if a completely colorblind person could suddenly see, would they know what the color red looks like?" and debating with them and explaining our reasoning. it's not about being right. it's about the way we fall so easily into talking about something so random. the little ribs if their reasoning is a little contradictory.

it's when i love you slips so easily from our mouths. i love them. i love their personality. i love spending time with them. and i've no issue telling them. i love them. they're lovely. and when the same feeling is reciprocated? when they say that they also want to spend time with me, that they love it the same way i do?

we have a little list of movies that we have or have not watched. and things we want to watch. because we want to watch it together. it's late at night and by the time we finish the movie it'll be well past midnight with the both of us needing to be up early the next day... but i wouldn't trade it for anything.

[itsseohannbin]

Hannji Rambles / Another Life Update

hiiii Pookies!!

Hope everyone is doing well and taking care of themselves!!!

I'm just popping in with a quick life update (cause apparently I'm having a lot of those lately) to kind of let everyone know what's been going on lately.

I know I said a couple weeks ago that I was ready to come back to tumblr and begin posting again, and I am, however, there's been a bit of a change of plans in regards to me starting up my writing/posting fics again.

Because I have been put on a temporary stress leave by my family doctor for the next couple weeks, I'm trying to reduce the amount of stress/triggers in my life until my next appointment, where I will be reassessed to determine if I'm fit to go back to work or not. I want to continue writing and posting because writing has always been a strong outlet for me to relieve stress and clear my brain when the noise gets too much, however, I need to make changes to what I will posting in order to help keep my stress levels under control.

SO,

that being said, I will be posting the remaining few parts/chapters of Like A Volcano (for all my Hannie stans out there who are ever so patiently waiting), BUT at this time, I will not be writing/posting a Jisung POV for this fic. I wanted to, and I was super excited to write a part in his pov, but I've been struggling with writing it for the last few months and it's really put a damper on my already not-so-good mental state. Maybe in the future, I will upload a snippet, but since the idea of creating a Jisung POV for LAV is causing more stress than it's worth, it will be put on the backburner for the time being. I AM SORRY FOR THOSE WHO WERE WANTING IT I JUST CANNOT WORK WITH IT RN!

However, the last few parts will be edited/revised and posted in the coming week-ish so I can finally put that fic to rest and start up The Blackened Heart again bc I am so so excited to start writing that again!

In addition to the Jisung POV being scraped (for the time being), I am also putting a halt on the LAV spinoffs I had in the works (Connected, which is the Chan x Jo spin off, and Waiting For Us, which is the Minho x Ash spin off) simply because both of them are causing more tension and stress than necessary.. I don't like it when writing feels like it's becoming a chore, I'd rather write stuff that I'm excited to write and post, and that entire AU series has quickly become the opposite of what I want to do... I will be coming back to them eventually, but as of right now, I need to do what I can to alleviate the amount of distress in my life, and that means putting LAV/Connected/WFU on hold.

I am happy to say I will be continuing my commission for the lovely @bethanysnow that I've been slowly working on while I get back into the swing of things, ((beth baby i am so sorry its taking so long im just really struggling right now so please bear with me :( )) and I'm of course still writing drabbles, fake!text posts, and my OT8 "The L Word" series.

Thank you all for the never-ending support and love I'm still receiving from a lot of you despite my inactiveness. Just know I read every single one of your comments, reblogs, and things that you all tag me in. I am still very much here in spirit, just slowly working my way back up to being a fully functional human being

In the meantime, as some of you may already know, I am starting a small business where I make beaded keychains, rings, lanyards, bracelets and more. Beading has very quickly become a safe haven for me and its very therapeutic to just sit for hours watching tv and making stuff to eventually sell. I am starting up an instagram account specifically for this business called Hannji's Creations, so if you're interested in what I'm making and such, feel free to give me a follow over there. I'm making a lot of SKZ themed stuff, however, I'm also opening up ideas for other kpop groups and other styled collections in general.

Thank you again to everyone who has stuck around and checked in on me these last few months. I know life can be tough sometimes, and lately I'm having a hard time getting back up somedays, but you guys all make it more bearable, so thank you. thank you for your continuous understanding and unconditional love..

You guys are awesome!

can't wait to show you all what's in store!!

Much Love,

Hannji <3

[aajjks]

BC!JK

great, now you feel awful.

you definitely guilt tripped eunwoo into keeping milo and that isn’t right. you let out a sigh and put the cat down.

you’re acting really childish right now and you know that but why can’t he just understand that this breakup makes no sense! you’ve always been cheering him on by his side and now you have to cheer him on from afar, which hurts but maybe it really is for the best. you have to let him go which includes milo too.

“you know what” you say “you can keep milo. i’m being really childish right now” you look down at your feet where milo is and watch the cat strut to his father.

“i apologize eunwoo and you can have this too” you take the apartment key off of your keychain and hand it to him but before you leave, you give your ex one last hug. you’re soaking it all in, his scent, his warmth, everything. because this will be the last time you’ll be this close to him until next time.

his arms wrap secretly around your waist and holds you close, it feels so sweet and familiar. like the crybaby you are, tears fall from your eyes and when you pull away it takes everything in you to not kiss his lips but you know better.

“goodbye eunwoo” is the last thing you say to him before shutting the door behind you with your car keys in hand. when you come downstairs, you see danielle still waiting in her car but she immediately gets out when she sees your teary face.

“bring it in, love” she says as she pulls you in for a hug and lets you cry in her shoulders.

“i love him so much” you cry.

“i know but guess what? now you get to move on and live YOUR life with no attachments. you’re going to be happy and maybe you’ll find a man who will love you the way you want to be loved but you have to heal first”

danielle is right. first, you need to heal and learn to love yourself all over again. starting today, you’re going to move on and make room for the new memories that will be filled with a happy, single, and ambitious you.

“thanks danielle” you sniffle before wiping your tears on your cardigan sleeve and wearing a sad smile on your face.

you unlock your car and head back to the school but not before getting a quick bite to eat with danielle for lunch.

seems like today is a good day after all.

⏭️⏭️

you can’t believe jungkook really gave you a key to his house. you feel like you’re breaking in and entering without permission because you literally don’t own this house.

“jungkook?” you call his name yet he doesn’t answer which is strange considering his car is outside or maybe he has more than one car? you set your keys on his kitchen countertop and browse around his house until he comes home from work.

“aw” is that a picture of jungkook holding a fish? yes it is. there’s even another picture of baby koo with what seems to be his mother holding and kissing his cheek.

‘happy birthday, son!’ is engraved at the bottom of the picture frame with a collage of photos from what seems to be jungkook’s family and childhood.

“from mom. wow, he looks just like her” you tilt your head as you stare at a picture of his mother and father together. before you can browse more, you hear the door opening and shutting and you immediately rush to jungkook to tell him all about your day and hear about his.

“hey jungkook! how was your day at work? fun? boring? exhausting? c’mon, give me the details!”

Oh his angels home.

Jungkook wants nothing more than to just melt in your arms and hug you like his life depends on it, he had a very good day. It was a little scary at first, but… then he did it… he really impressed his father this time.

And it’s all because you came into his life, like the lucky charm that you are. So Jungkook doesn’t waste a single moment before he’s pulling you into a tight hug, he settles his chin on your shoulder, and he just sighs deeply into your embrace

“Yn my dad loved my presentation!!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? HE LOVED IT.- and they all might go ahead with my idea for our next product! THIS IS HUGE.” He is so excited that he starts to twirl you around, it’s easy for him to lift you are taken aback but he can’t help it.

And that is a huge deal for him, and he said you realize that because his dad is not an easy man to impress.. even as his own son it’s hard for Jungkook to make him satisfied. And after a long time, he’s finally starting to appreciate his efforts.

You gasp loudly and Jungkook just giggles like a toddler, “s-sorry I guess I got a little excited… hehe…” he hurriedly puts you down back on the ground, “yn sorry..” he scratches the back of his head. He got a little too carried away this time.

“Tell me my angel, what’s up with you? Did you have a good day?” You both are still standing near the gate… and it warms his heart a lot that you asked him about his date. It felt so domestic….

You’re the perfect one for him, and you make him realize that every single second that he has started to spend with you.

He will never let you go

“And whose car is that I thought we had a guest over?”

[gramarye]

Askbox game: Prospera

MOM!!

gundam witch from mercury spoilers in this answer inevitably. sowwy

First impression: ok im pretty sure i saw her main design before i watched the prologue (i started watching like, 2 or 3 episodes in when it was airing?) and i was like. hell yes. a female char clone and she is a MOM. badass. and yeah the vibes were sinister from the start but i love that about a woman <3

Impression now: STILL MOM <3 gaslight gatekeep girlboss <3 i think it is funny she was an adult and still got off with seemingly no consequences bc shaddiq, a 17 year old took the blame. like not a shaddiq fan but its funny she got away with it. then again she did seem very much to be becoming disabled so yk maybe they were like. ok mom let's get you on this wheelchair it's been enough. get on the farm and maybe you'll calm down. WHO KNOWS! love her tho i support all women evil or not

Favorite moment: HMMM i enjoy her bickering with miorine lol. like when miomio is still (fake) engaged to guel and they're on a video call with prospera and she keeps telling miorine random shit she did without her permission inside the company and miomio is just SO mad. that was so great

Idea for a story: i might be repeating myself from the wing asks but again bc we didn't actually see prospera speak in the ending.. please.. i want to see what the daily life is like with prospera, eri (keychain edition), suletta and miorine. I REALLY WANT TO SEE IT. IT WOULD BE FUNNY. it would also be interesting to have an introspection and a personal pov from prospera too in regards to various things like miorine and delling (especially post-canon) or kenanji??? surprised she didn't kill him tbh

Unpopular opinion: UHHHH. i don't know?!?! i think most people agree that she got off too easy but i kind of put that on the ending being so rushed in general. it is what it is. not sure what is popular and what is unpopular in regards to her other than "she's hot" is popular (and correct)

Favorite relationship: HARD TO SAY?? me and my girlfriend kept going "toxic yuri" whenever she was on screen with belmeria. but like obviously i find her relationship with both suletta and miorine interesting, in a "oh that's awful" way. the way both of them stood up to her though and made her realize....... :') maybe the kids are alright. and again the bickering with miorine is so so funny

Favorite headcanon: idk i think miorine should introduce her to videogames post canon. yk when miorine is mad at her dad in the beginning of the series and angrily playing mobage locked in the bathroom stall. i think prospera would become normal if they let her play call of duty to get her anger out on the mic or if they made her play animal crossing or something. i #believe. miomios gamer rehabilitation

[moeitsu]

Number 7 pls!!

Also, who is that in your profile? If ya don’t mind me asking.

My profile pic is of Tamino Amir. He’s a Belgian-Egyptian artist and makes beautiful music. I would recommend him to anyone. I saw him live in February with Mitski and literally cried the entire time. He’s also drop dead gorgeous the man literally looks like a god.

I’m rambling.

Number 7: what tattoos i have and their meaning.

I’m actually really happy you asked that one because I have so many tattoos and i love them ALL!

Okay, I have 12 tattoos. I’ll try to keep it short tho.

1. “Spirit Lead Me” on my bicep. This was my 1st tattoo I got for my 18th bday. It’s from Psalm 143. I’m not really a religious person anymore, but I still appreciate the message. The whole verse is “Teach me to do your will, for you are my God. Show me what you want me to do, and let your gentle spirit lead me in the right path.”

2. A small bouquet of flowers on my hip. This one doesn’t have much meaning. It was a last minute tattoo i got because my friend was getting one and the artist was really chill and was like “you want one too?” And i just said sure and let him pick the art. Looking back, i don’t know why i did that😂

3. A Luna moth on my shoulder. I’ve always considered myself more of a moth than a butterfly, if that makes any sense. I took a picture of a Luna moth was i was 16 and i was obsessed with them ever since. Fun fact: the day i got it tattooed i got a Snapchat memory that i took that moth photo 3 years ago on the same day. It was just meant to be.

4. The master sword from Legend of Zelda on my arm. This one is kinda self explanatory. I just fucking love the games. I played my first was i was 9 years old and it became my entire personality for the rest of my life.

5. A soot sprite on my ankle. This one also doesn’t really have a meaning. A friend of mine had finished her tattoo apprenticeship and was doing small pieces on people as practice. So i asked her to practice on me and she gave me a cute little soot sprite.

6. “Set your heart ablaze” on my rib cage. I got this after the demon slayer movie. It’s one of my favorite animes, and Rengoku was such an important character to me.

7. An evil eye with a tear drop under the back of my neck. I’ve always worn the evil eye since i was young. I don’t remember when i started or why, but I’ve always had a necklace or a keychain or earrings with it on. I liked the idea of it on my back bc in my mind it wards off any negativity that people might send me when my back is turned.

8. A cecropia moth on my other shoulder. Not so much meaning behind this one. My other shoulder felt naked and i wanted to add symmetry with another insect. I chose the cecropia moth bc I found one in the woods one time and I felt like some kind of woodland fairy. It was literally the size of my hand.

9. 333. It’s my Angel number. I see it everywhere, and at least once a day. I was also born on the 3rd day of the 9th month and 3 was always a prevalent number growing up. (I was on bus #3. My childhood apt was #3. Me and my sibs make 3, ect)

10. A maple seed. I got this tattoo for my current partner. We’ve been together 7 years and on our second date we walked a nature trail and we had talked about watching the notebook later and I made a comment about “how romantic would it be if we kissed in the rain”, it was not raining that day. So he picked up handfuls of maple seeds and threw them in the air. They rained around us and he kissed me under them. It’s probably one of my favorite memories.

11. Peter Rabbit hugging his momma. This tattoo was dedicated to my mom. My nursery as a baby was Peter Rabbit themed, and I still have a lot of the decorations still in my room 24 years later :’) I also love my mom a lot.

12. A heart locket with my childhood cat in the frame. Pretty self explanatory. It was dedicated in his memory. He was literally the best cat ever and i miss him everyday. He passed on my 19th bday.

Thank you so much for asking Anon!!! I really enjoyed diving into this :)

[elysianslove]

the little things ; haikyuu boys

synopsis; the little things he does that show just how much he loves you

pairings; karasuno x reader, aoba johsai x reader, fukurodani x reader, nekoma x reader, shiratorizawa x reader

genre; fluff

warnings; will make u hate being single <3

karasuno ━━

sugawara koshi; whenever your hair gets caught in anything, he’s so gentle yet quick at fixing it. if your hair is long, and you pull a bag or a shirt and your hair gets tucked in, he’ll wordlessly pull it out. if your hair is short and a bracelet or zipper gets caught he just continues whatever he was doing (talking to someone else for e.g.) while helping you out. also always makes sure your hair isn’t bothering you; if you’re leaning over writing something, he’ll always tuck it behind your ear so lovingly ahhh

daichi sawamura; massages. he’s descended from heaven for this purpose only. his hands are rough and like hard on your muscles, but it’s so perfect. he’ll approach you when you’re in school sitting anywhere, from behind, and just knead his hands into your muscles for a few seconds. euphoric. or if you live together, he always greets you with back/shoulder/neck massages in the bathtub hvjkwkd.

nishinoya yuu; always makes you try his food. always. whether it’s with a group of people or just you two, he just goes “hey babe open ur mouth” with this face 😏 bc he’s cheeky, and just shoves a mouthful of food. spoiler alert, it’s always way too hot. but it’s just tradition at this point. he takes a bite of his food, decides if it’s worthy enough for your mouth or not, then just. yeah.

kageyama tobio; buys you a snack whenever he gets his milk. if you’re special special, he’ll buy you your own carton of milk. he goes up to the vending machine and automatically thinks of you when he sees your fave snack, and it’s like mindless at this point he just routinely does it. it still surprises you to this day, even when he’s so nonchalant about it.

tsukishima kei; kisses your forehead. tsukki is not too big on pda, and even privately he’s not very touchy feely either tbh. but just a simple peck on your forehead grounds you, and it’s a small reminder of the fact that despite his outward coldness, he really does love you. he rarely does it in front of others, but sometimes, he’ll indulge both you and him, and settle a small kiss on your temple just randomly.

asahi azumane; anime jesus always has a hair tie/clip carried around for you on his wrist/in his pockets. i mean he’s always needing them, he just stocks up when he starts dating you. somehow he’s always there when you’re frustrated with your hair all over the place what a savior. later on it evolves to him carrying around your scrunchie and yes the boys make fun yes he blushes but no he does not take it off.

tanaka ryunosuke; carries you on his back, or your things, when you’re too tired to walk. whether that be if you’re too tired because of your heels or you’re just lazy, he just loves helping you out what a respectful gentleman. honestly it just becomes that every time he sees you he like barricades over to you so quick and flips you onto his shoulder or spins you around. anyways. walking with tanaka means walking empty handed bc he will never let you carry anything. ( shifts pile of bags on one arm just to hold your hand ).

hinata shoyo; learns hairstyles to try on you. whether it be short hair or long hair, expect his youtube search history to look a lot like “how to make a french braid” or “cute hairstyles for short hair for your cute girlfriend”. he’s always so entranced by you and watches so carefully whenever you do anything on your hair, and he gets do excited whenever you let him try and he gets it right. also !!! a lot of the times you’ll sit between his legs and he’ll just softly card his fingers through your hair or lightly braid it.

yamaguchi tadashi; buys you flowers a lot. he doesn’t overdo it, just so it doesn’t lose its value and worth. but for example, mondays suck ass and he knows how much you hate them, so he always makes sure to either leave a single rose on your desk/in your locker or give it to you himself if he can. it’s so endearing and motivating honestly, and the constant reminder every once in a while is so cute. continues to do it even like 3 years in, which is so fkn sweet honestly.

nekoma ━━

kuroo tetsurō; plans the best dates. seriously. like not one moment spent with him is dull. i don’t think being with kuroo entails a high energy relationship, i just mean that even a walk in the park is fun with him. he also always knows when to plan a fancy dinner and when it’s just something casual. like he always puts in so much effort, gives 120%, for every date with you. is your favorite band/singer/artist in town? he’s got tickets. the weather is amazing? you’re going to the beach. you’re sleep deprived? nap dates. 10/10

kozume kenma; he teaches you how to play his games. the fact that he’s letting you touch the console in itself says enough, but whenever he buys a new one, and learns it thoroughly enough, he will always sit by you and teach you its ways. picture you sitting in his lap while he guides your hands <333 if you’re not a gamer, he’s actually v flattered by the fact you’re willing to sit through this w him. but if you are a gamer, expect daily competitions. oh and if you beat him? you’re dead to him :).

haiba lev; instead of reaching for things that you’re too short for to grab it himself, he just lifts you up lmfao. i mean w the way he teases yaku, i can imagine he’d be v teasing with you as well if you’re even an inch shorter than him. but fret not! it’s all in the name of love. he’s very loving though, and if he sees you struggling he’ll just wordlessly hoist you up from your waist or something. at first it’s terrifying, but later on it just makes you giggle cause he’s like so willing to do it and it’s effortless for him hehe.

yaku morisuke; always makes sure you’re taking care of yourself, but kinda aggressively? lmao anyways. like he’s always “babe have u eaten” and if u say no expect him to start yelling like “what do you mean no??? are you insane???” v dramatic but honestly <333 he’s always texting you after parting ways “did you get home safe” or on weekends where he cant meet you, he’s asking how it was, if you indulged yourself a bit, relaxed. it’s very sweet and he makes sure it’s not overbearing. he just wants his baby to be healthy and happy.

yamamoto taketora; walks on the side with the cars. it’s not a very noticeable thing, but you see it, and you recognize it. he makes sure he’s always walking where cars are speeding by, a hand on the small of your back guiding you away and to the other side of him. it’s the little notions of protectiveness like if he’s driving and stops suddenly, he’ll put a hand out to keep you from lurching forward, he pushes you gently out of the way before you bump into someone. things like that.

aoba johsai ━━

oikawa tōru; he doodles in your notebooks, or on your skin. if you have class with him, and sit next to him, he’ll always be doodling on your notebook like little hearts or stupid, cute things like your initials + his in a heart. or if you’re at a study date together, and you’re focused on your laptop screen, he’ll leave little encouraging messages on your notes for you to notice when you’re revising. sometimes you’ll be sitting with him at lunch or even if you’re out w him and a bunch of other people, and he happens to have a pen. expect a little smiley face on your inner wrist, or a heart plus his initials ( o.t. )

iwaizumi hajime; he helps you take off your make up/takes it off for you. if you’re too sleepy, he’ll just take the products he’s used to seeing you use and start following it step by step after he props you up next to the sink. while he stands between your thighs he just so gently starts rubbing at your skin and washing away the make up. if you’re already asleep, he’ll have to like google the steps oh my god im gonna cry hes so cute. if you don’t necessarily wear make up, then he’ll just help you do your nightly routine, or even your shower routine, like using a body scrub or a face mask or, bruh, even shaving lmfao.

hanamaki takahiro; saves everything you buy/send/make him. i mean everything. has literally over two thousand photos of you, all the polaroids or postcards are saved in a little box he has under his bed. anything you make him (unless it’s edible) he has. if you make him a small embroidery thing he will literally attach it to his sports bag or something. any chain you make him is automatically added to his keychain. that flower crown you made with him on one of your first dates? he still has it. the flowers are dead but the memory loves babyyyy

matsukawa issei; carries extra clothes of his for you to borrow. hey have i mentioned that mattsun is big? 😃 because he is 😃. meaning regardless of your size or height or whatever, his clothes will drown you <3 i see him as preferring more oversized or just loose shirts rather than tight ones, so yk. on you???? if y’all are just hanging out and you even think about being slightly cold — here have five options of mattsun’s clothes to choose from. he always makes sure they smell like him too. it’s self indulgent really, because he loves the way they look on you, and he loves that it leaves a trace of his scent on you. territorial? i think yes.

fukurodani ━━

bokuto kōtarō; always hugs you like it’s the last time he’ll see you. sometimes, even if he doesn’t know it, you need his hugs badly. y’all are gonna try and tell me bokuto doesn’t give the best fkn hugs??? yeah get outta here with that bs. he SO does. he either kneels down and wraps his arms around your waist, picks you up, and spins you around, like he hasn’t seen you in 3 years, or he’ll just wrap his arms around your neck and pull your head to his chest, cradling it, and just sighing like he won’t see you for the next 3 years. his hugs always make you feel so much better, even if you weren’t feeling down to begin with.  

akaashi keiji; plays with your hands and caresses them. it’s the delicate feel and gentleness of it all. akaashi’s generally an anxious person, leaving him very fidgety. but once you two get together, and he starts being comfortable with you, expect to find your hand always between the two of his, just fondling with him. he’ll trace random figurines on the back of your hand, or have his fingers ghost over your wrist and up to your fingertips. if his hands are especially shaky, expect him to just grab one of your yours and hold it tightly between the grasp of two of his. it conveys trust, and all you have to do is kiss his knuckles gently and he’s melting.

konoha akinori; he has your reminders app linked with his, and sneaks in small, motivating messages. every once in a while you’ll get a notification from the app that tells you to drink water or have a snack (or text konoha he’s bored and he misses you). also always sends you pictures to distract you from stress. like it could literally just be a picture of him smiling with a thumbs up and you’d just ,,, melt bc you love him so much.

shiratorizawa ━━

ushijima wakatoshi; he has so many plants that are named after you, or your nicknames, and he’s like so gentle with them too. like strokes their petals and speaks to them so softly, the same way he does with you. you’re honestly so curious how he hasn’t run out of names, but he’s just a genius like that. whenever you go over to his place, and he’s bought a new one, he’ll take your hand and guide you to where it’s growing and just be like “look it’s baby y/n” and you just 🥺🥺🥺

semi eita; he has a playlist on his phone, that’s constantly being updated, for you and him to listen to. the first time he showed it to you, you were stargazing and he took out his phone and headphones and was like “i made a playlist for you wanna list” and every part of your body lit up in flames im not joking. now, a lot of the times, you’re coming back home on a train, and your head is on his shoulder and you’re sharing headphones listening to the playlist. when either one of you is driving you’re blasting it (a lot of the playlist is the hsm soundtrack)

satori tendō; tendo reads people so well, and being in a relationship with him means he will read you so well. so a lot of the times, in social situations, he’ll recognize the signs of you wanting to leave, for example, or if someone’s bothering you, he’ll know exactly how to approach it too. this also entails having a lotta inside jokes hehe, and also just like. talking with your eyes. yk that thing. yeah. all you have to do is look at him a certain way, and he just knows exactly what you just said.

goshiki tsutomu; he buys the both of you this small plushie, and whenever you’re missing each other you just. squish it. and he squishes his. he would rather die than let anyone know this, but you’re not too keen on letting anyone know yourself tbh. it’s just this little thing you have, and it means a lot more to you than just this. when he first bought it he was like “look we have matching plushies” and you passed away on the spot ❤️

shirabu kenjirō; loves trying out new recipes with you. he’s not too big on cooking or baking, but there’s just something about doing it with you that really — hits the spot yk. nowadays, whenever he comes across a new recipe on social media that he thinks you’ll like he just automatically sends it to you like with no words no texts just the post and you’re like “OMG CAN WE DO THIS” and he’s like “why else would i send it. yes we can :)” hvskwkeke

end note;  thank you sm for the love on my last two posts!! i’m glad you guys enjoyed them sm. if you have any requests, they’re open and i’m happy to deliver, mwah!