#but just imagine saving what you thought was just a helpless creature

[gt-squirrel]

That tiny lil octopus-mer you saved from being stranded in a tide pool and released back into the ocean? Remember them?

Whelp, flash forward a couple years later, you’re at that same beach you found the lil mer at. One problem though, that lil octopus mer is now the size of a massive kraken, looming over you with a happy look in their eye.

[ophelian-darling]

𝐁𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠.

Yandere Suguru Geto x Female reader.

Summary : Blessings form in different shapes and bright in different colors; Love being the fairest and liveliest one.

TW : Obsession, minor character death, discrimination, pregnancy, manipulation.

enjoy ♡

It is divine to think how hell would be regarded into grotesquely crimson images within the human imagination: Sufferance is too common, wounds as a thorn prick and lasts as a heart's ache, Yet consider this when we think of heaven: purity- innocence of Eden in its prime, everything that sources its beauty and continence from a glass sphere no soul ever stepped on, farthest from the nearest paradise which we -so far- know of. Every now and then, the glass sphere's page of the sky would rain glossy drops, bright in the charm of a moon's haze, kissing earth's soil ever so gently after a long fall through the dark space. The drop; a seed of everything that derives all good in this life, either blooms into flowers, little joys that are worth living for, or even people- lost angels on devil's land. 

Suguru believes he has an eye for perfection: the images of others reflect on his irises and pass, be a fragment of a forgotten dream and ghost in a corner within his anamnesis. life ought to be lived as a sort of a sweven, destined to be erased once the reaper sinks in its teeth; Not like you have much of an option as a sorcerer, you just keep fantasizing and drawing rose-colored glasses about a life you know you can't have, sighing when conjuring a dear friend's lineaments, feeling a warmth under an eyelid when a beloved's smile flickers through a faint image of cogitation. a needle of duty had sewed up every passage to his heart; there was no horizon to look up to, except that one of exorcising curses to no end, saving that little part of happiness that was rightfully his to others who already had a fair share of it.

Suguru would burn the candles of thought and wander around a series of scenarios: what would it be like to love? What color is romance and what taste are kisses? There must be a reason why the moon was put on a pedestal of artistry, or a color of blood to abridge all tongues and words of ardor. There had to be a reason why someone was so eager and willing to hand their hearts on a platter to someone else, someone who was looked upon as the apple of eye. It seemed absurd: humans are merely products of vice, planted to sin and harvested to destroy, every letter and word they utter weighs nothing heavier than a lie, So why would such a morbid creature empty the jar of heart on another morbid creature? It is a wounding, shameless lie.

Cease to feel and halt to sense, there was no meaning in draining the amphora of emotion on someone, a one who can't taste curses to know how much of a grace it's devouring. it's pointless to break the glass of heart over a bod that ignores your agony to indulge in its little world of pink lies. He just wishes- Only if, if he slices that part of him that screamed of humanity everyday, the part that made him extend a wing to shield the helpless from their demise… He hated having a heart. 

Once during a green summer, one that had a breeze of May and the pink warmth of Valentine's day, The sphere wrapped a blessing in a curse's fabric; a gift so pristine it competed with the glimpses of eternity with a smile and tore the horizon's edge with a kiss, a form of life that its existence on this cursed land was the vilest injustice ever committed towards its chastity. The Angel; now blossoming from the sphere's seed into a human with flesh and blood, nerves and bones, eyes and a beating heart, is left to be stained and tarnished, munched and swallowed by the imperfect- the bad seeds, the swirl of everything evil. a tear of a curse could lace a sea of blessings, and you had to be protected: from the serpents, the devils, the flawed, or anyone else that wasn't him.

"Y'know, Suguru, sometimes when I look through your eyes, I can see you fighting yourself, as if you were your own worst enemy" You started the conversation like this, so casually, with no hint or intention of digging too deep into his psyche.

July, casting blazing rays and nearly melting the shadows outside, while the pair of you decided to remain in class for no obvious purpose. Suguru didn't mind having you around, aware that you weren't going to engage in tittle-tattling, leaving him with the room to think. It's been a long year. 

With a strike of sudden concern, and maybe a little suspicion, He directs his whole posture towards you, noticing your relaxed position on the seat beside his. a silence of something that was about to begin stretched before he asked "What do you mean?" 

a Winter night smile drew itself on your lips. In a movement of Bonnie Parker leaning on her motorcycle, you faced his confused comportment, rolling your eyes playfully before replying "You thought that no one would notice? That's cute. but I must admit, you're so good at hiding it, even Satoru wasn't able to see it, I'm surprised!" something brightened in your expression, contradicting the words you just said. As if you were Suguru's Anima; you spoke so confidently, insisting on extracting a part you didn't like of him.

And that confidence stirred a certain sentiment within him. something he would see as… vulnerability?

He stared. 

Another silence, silence of an absurd play, one that the audience certainly didn't need to absorb the scene. 

You continued "Amanai was a human like any other, someone with dreams and hopes, fears and triggers, and a family- and a lot of friends. she lived her life to the fullest… Well, maybe not completely, but at least she had some taste of blessing before her death. people aspire to horizons, living enough to reach it and sometimes not, savoring both sweet and bitter times before kicking the bucket. But that's not what we're talking about here" 

His eyes couldn't get any wider, the images played slowly and vividly while the cassette of that memory didn't seem to stop.

"She's a vessel that can be replaced. Lord Tengen wasn't in that need for her anyway. But are we sorcerers any better? no. we're replaceable as well, unless you are Satoru, which we aren't. Yes, we are strong, but still replaceable. The Jujutsu world needs to continue existing or else cursed spirits will blow everything to bits, and of course, we're the only ones who can keep it going and exorcise these creatures." 

Your fingers twiddled with your necklace, rolling it slowly as your tongue flowed. "I wanted to go everywhere too, I wanted to have a lot of friends to love without worrying that they'll die at any second. I wanted to wander around and behold flowers and snow without seeing an ugly cursed spirit…" 

His tongue wouldn't unwrap, au contraire to his thoughts. his mind moved as fast as forgetfulness would spell, drinking in all of your heart's tears. Perhaps, after all, he wasn't the only one who awakened to a harsh knowledge. 

You, are special.

"It's not fair… why should I be the one who gives up on their happiness to save people who know nothing of my sacrifices…" 

"I-.." your rant comes to a halt, a veil of guilt slides down your expression. 

"Sorry… I didn't mean to remind you of… back then, I talked too mu-" 

"No." He interrupts, his usual resting face painted over. 

"You can continue, I understand you…" Suguru smiles.

Ever since the curtain on your heart was pulled, you seemed to confide in him more; drifting away from Satoru and Shoko slowly and subtly. He didn't want to think of it, yet these pages of poems and lines of serenades whispered something to him everytime he looked through you. She must be unhappy too, Unhappy people are sensitive to the unhappiness of others¹. and to confess, it balmed a little comfort on his soul to see that misery brought you together. Day by day, both of you would speak for hours, crafting an imaginary horizon where everything was a haven for a winsome world, goodwills falling like spring rain. Night by night, He who becomes the one to count the nights, scripting his nightdreams and rehearsing his hopes to a shadow of you that lingered in the corners, only for every word to blend into space once the daybreak spills through the clouds. 

Your voice; it is the voice of his mind now. The shadow of you is melodizing his thoughts and troubles of the heart, lulling his reveries and caroling his visions. The pages of romance flip like petals in the wind: as the silk of your vocal cords tailors the letters with red and pink, he is finally allowed to relish the true colors of so-called love. Yozo² is no longer fool in Suguru's thinking, for wanting to die alongside the one he loved, which Suguru Geto himself now, secretly, hopes to achieve with you.

"Have you ever thought about death?" Green-colored smile, surely wasn't grayed by anything. Suguru just thought, what did you think? Did you want to be with him no matter the place? 

The roles have been reversed. now you're the silent one; you were sure that you did talk too much that day, pouring your wounds into him that now they're his wounds. Guilt stinged your heart, only if you remained silent back then. 

"Um- yes, I'm already accepting it, we're sorcerers after all…" you struggled to compose a thought he'd like, it came out as what a child attempting wisdom would say. speaking to your friend has become a difficult task lately, you didn't want to lose the thread of thinking you shared together, and he seemed quite pleased to talk to you. 

He chuckled. 

"Never thought of making it better for yourself at least?" 

What…

"I used to think so too. But slowly, I'm finally able to see what I was too blinded to see. Remember when you said that you wanted to have a lot of friends and go everywhere? that's rightful of you to ask- but you can't get it whether you plead for it or not. I'm telling you; I know it very well when I say you can have everything you want if you step up and take control." stated he.

As if looking for any other person who seems to notice that there's something odd, you glanced around. nothing was in sight except the trees and grass of the long forest line. 

His face didn't move when he continued "You see, we forgot that we were stronger, smarter and more skilled than the ordinary, say evolution theory: creatures go through a long process of development to become advanced in brain and muscle. some reach the highest stage of development and become a human, while others simply stop in the middle or never start, thus remaining monkeys" 

For some reason, you imagined yourself operating on his brain: cleaving the front of his skull with a sharp scalpel, lifting up his scalp in a way a box of chocolates would be opened, unwrapping and milling his brain convolutions, looking through his memory and mind's eye to see when and where these ideas have crossed his mind so you can uproot them- it is your fault, you filled him with so much tangles for a sweetly simple soul as him.

"...And since monkeys can't survive on their own, we were the ones who would acquire and use their talents to establish Jujutsu and save them, doing it out of kindness and altruism, they give us curses and we cure them in response, continually and with no recognition of our merit…"  

Something in his eyes twitched; he sounded as if he was letting go of an ancient burden, the Messiah's cross thrown off by his back.

"... You, me, Satoru or anyone who uses Jujutsu is the purest form of life on this earth, we're destined to rule as much as we were to protect, to punish as we were to love. we sorcerers are chosen by the heavens…" 

"...Monkeys must die." the corners of his mouth were altered to a frantic excitement, seeming like he'd seen after years of being dim sighted.

It is a blessing to be ignorant. 

It started out subtly. Suguru would continue smiling- the line and twist on his face metamorphosed into one you have no knowledge of: it was strange, uncannily simple and eerily sweet, more of looking at a portrait of a goner and less of seeing a friend. His compassion faded, a mock-lively kindness replaced it, by the nature a moonlight would mimic a sunray's warmth. it is not change, nor epiphany; your friend was dying with no hearse set or heart settled- Suguru slept to no awakening so the priest in Gojo-gesa can breathe to every aspect of life. 

Eyes that used to behold the blessings in everything are now glaring with violence, gnashing its teeth to whoever and whatever didn't wield any cursed energy. it is visible for you to only see, all of the ink and blood jarred behind his eyes, masked perfectly and contained in a patient smile he wore to his subjects— our subjects darling! he would say, giving you a saddened look, as if his gift of a thousand obedient monkey wasn't enough to thrill you as much as it did to him.

“You know how much I love you, right?” he murmured, holding your hand. your eyes pierced the reflection on the vanity glass: a husband and a wife sharing an intimate moment, scenery of a devoted Genji holding a torn Fujitsubo³ and kissing away all of her distress. you switched your sight towards his hand, the one that stroked yours, the one that had on its ring finger a silver band twirled.

“And I'm willing to offer you everything I have, anything you want” He placed a kiss on the crown of your head, billing and cooing in his words “I just ask for a little smile in return, or a little ‘thank you’ for everything I do to us”

“You're taking advantage of innocent people, Suguru”

He scoffs “Are they really that innocent?! All they do is cause destruction and corruption. you're too kind to even call them people” the last word dropped like a glob of mercury, heavy and tarnishing. he's annoyed for sure that you ruined the romantic mood by mentioning monkeys yet again. 

“You're murdering people who came to you for help, Suguru…”

You saw it without looking at it, the flash of rage and loathing, with all its redness and heat a fire had less or more of. you hoped in despair ,maybe there's still the lingering blush of compassion in his heart; the comity of your dear friend Suguru, not the hatred of your husband the monk. His fist flew in front of your face, grabbing your chin and rotating your skull to his penetrating eyes. for a second, a thread was pulled in your chest, cutting your heart with a feeling of fear, was he about to strike you?

“I told you thousands of times… those you cry for so much are. not. people. Do you understand me?!” He pressed on each word, heavy breath fanning your face. you could only look back and try not to recoil under his gaze.

“They ruin our lives, they kill us, they cause suffering and they taint this earth with their filthy emotions… if it wasn't me who gets rid of them and cleans their trash, only heaven knew how much time left for us to live…” he digs his nails into your flesh, gritting his teeth at you “They made you unhappy, they tried to kill me while I was risking my life to save them everyday!” he raised his hands in the air, snarling with full volume. you're sure that Nanako and Mimiko are in another room hearing, and utterly aware of their agreement and devotion to Suguru. 

Frantically, he unwrapped his Gojo-gesa and threw it on the floor, shooting you a glare while he freed himself from the sleeves of his haori. his stare kept lining yours, and when he stripped from the white hada-juban, you've seen it, as if at first sight.

“Shouldn't a wife support her husband?! Why do I feel like everything else except for me matters to you?!” He yelled. it is not the first time you see the scar on his chest, in fact, you've seen it too many times that its lines were as familiar as the dimness of your eyelids. 

“Whom am I doing this all for?! for us! for our family! they're just like us, they've been belittled and cursed by monkeys and they had their happiness snatched brutally from their hands… all just because they were sorcerers” he calmed, yet not eased judging by how sharp his expression was. He dropped his arms to his side, reaching to cup your face and force you to see his eyes “You were hurt too… you begged me to save you years ago… you do remember the day we sat together in class and talked”

You do remember. 

The echo of that hour reverberated through his eyes. in their dark shade, you watched a reflection of yourself, helpless and gray, sew the first threads of his insanity. you wished if life had been a little more cruel and tore off your tongue before you ever got the chance to speak with him.

It's you who chiseled the priest.

He feathered a finger across your cheek, crooning honey “And you remember our dates too, all the kisses and embraces, our wedding and our nights together…” serene as a sea in spring, animating the past into a sweet lull. his eyes smiled to you, cording your heart when continuing “You love me, you love our family, our paradise— and him” His palm spidered to your stomach, stroking the node of flesh “You would never abandon him, would you?”

Can you even? He sojourned far in, tethered to you through a wall of flesh with a string stretching inside of him. the memory of his existence would carve lines in both of your bodies even after his birth.

“You're so selfless, that's why I fell for you darling” whispered he, drinking your silence in taste of obedience. Was there any release from the cuffs you wrapped around your own wrists? Suguru wasn't an imprisoner, he just smelted a bracelet you wished to wear, eager to please and in hunger for your praise, while you, in words and smiles, altered his brain to see in dark color.

“Why don't you say you love me?”  he coated demand with love, pouring foam on your ears in a whisper.

Your skin felt light underneath, like you could walk out of it as a coat. In times like these, when he gave affection and demanded it back, you could only say one thing, unlike a full colored prism of flirtation he can murmur to you.

“I love you so much, Suguru…” at first, saying it was like uprooting a rotting tooth, but as time passed and your tongue knew the taste of lying, it became like picking a fruit.

He smiled “Good girl…” 

His eyes glinted in red “...I love you too…”

[mehiwilldoitlater]

Hi I don’t know the difference between imagine or hcs ; I was wondering can I hear your thoughts on yandere monkey king x reader who’s the white bone lady please ; love to hear your thoughts (sorry if my English isn’t good 💗)

My thoughts, uh?

My thoughts... well, my thoughts are...

Before being the Lady Bone Demon, Reader was a mere, small, iey kind of spirit, like a fairy. She wasn't anything big, just a small creature that lived in the cold, turned to water during the hotter seasons, and waited until the cold came back and snow gave her her true form.

My thought is that she once met a small monkey, an intelligent one, and they became friends. 

Every winter, he liked to pass it with her, playing and learning about the fun and the joy that even winter can bring. And he learned the pain that spring brings and the longing for her return in summer.

Years pass, and he changes. He became a dangerous demon, his name now Sun Wukong, and he had learned a new trick: how to make an ice spirit never wither.

My thoughts are that, at first, you found it quite nice to enjoy the hotter season, the flowers of spring, the fruits of the summer, and the fire-colored leaves of autumn, but as time passed, you wondered how long this thing would last... You miss the waters, your sisters, and your brothers... You would like to go back.

"Back?" He snarls, "Don't you like my gift?! Is this how you treat me?! YOUR KING?!"

But he wasn't your king, and you didn't like his way of acting.

And he didn't like your defiance, so he hurt you badly.

He cured you, using water and ice, but you remembered... and you started to wonder what was happening with him. Since when did he want to control you and keep you close to him? Since when have his eyes become dark? Since when did the small and friendly monkey become the demon that declared to love you like life itself?

You didn't want to give in; you were proud enough to not fall for threats and aggression. No matter any time he hurt you and rebuilt you, you didn't lose a single grain of hope to being free.

So, when the diamond ring came to capture him, you secretly asked for your father, the cold wind of the north, to guide it against him. Your father responded, and not only him.

When the celestials founded you, the ice fairy that the great Sage cherished as his own Queen, they found someone that was overjoyed by his fall and asked nothing but for your freedom!

But the damage was too deep now. He had fed you those damn pills and peaches; now not even the sacred fire could melt you... You felt helpless, near to giving up on your hope...

But the Mother of the West gave you another chance.

"There's a mountain, not far from the gate of the west," she spoke. "Go there and act in my name. Protect people, help them, and act as a guardian. Once your work is done, you'll find your immortality revoked."

History is written by the winners. Your name wasn't about death and bones; it was one about keeping company men in their last moment, helping them pass the threshold, and being there when the Black and White Impermanence came. You were there, guiding children in their home when they were lost, fending them from the dangers of the night. You were there to take away the tears from the face of the young lady.

You saved women that wanted to take away their lives; you were a saint.

Your name was Lady of White Reverance.

But he had to come back, did he? He had to meet your gaze when you kindly offered to help his master by bringing him food and water, remembering then all the years of torture, of imprisonment, and of seclusion by him. And he was fast to attack you, claiming you were a demon that wanted to eat his master. a lie, a dirty lie; he even tried to take you away again, bring you back to Mount Huaguo, promising to finish his journey and come back for you, to his wife. But you refused, and that angered him again.

Only this time, you were strong enough to fend him off.

In the story, he had killed you, but the truth was that you got away, and he is still alive, now searching for you.

[muffinsin]

Cassandra dimitrescu with child reader soon 👀?

Wasn’t sure if you were referring to a post, so I’ll refer to this one, of a child reader being found by the sisters :)! Each part’s separate, Bela’s part can be found here🙌

Let’s get into it!

Masterlists

She laughs as she takes off in her swarm, her entire body shaking with excitement, her fingers twitching as her sickle is summoned and grasped tightly

It’s been forever since she has been able to hunt outside!

It’s like the huntress’s senses are overflowing

She feels the wind and sun, the leaves and branches she pushes up against as she swarms past them

The chirps of birds and deer, the stomps of hooves and paws, the growls of bears and wolves retreating at her familiar laughter

Winter and the early spring has been torture to the brunette! How dare the weather deny her the hunt?!

Alas, she is back, having easily convinced Alcina by using the very puppy -eyed look she had practiced every day she spent inside

She wonders; what will today bring?

A deer? Juicy and thick, warm and full of boiling blood that will fill her and her family’s belly?

Tempting. She knows Daniela and Bela do so very much love a good deer…

Alas, she feels like challenging herself again, after having only the help to chase after and terrorise for so long

Speaking of mortals, perhaps she will find yet another foolish villager out in the woods?

Often, one or two hunters don’t quite get the memo, don’t quite understand the danger of the forest when the temperatures rise

They often make for an exciting hunt due to their weapons, and the rare loot they often carry with them make them an interesting catch

She ponders on this for a moment

Perhaps, she will even get lucky and find an outsider! She wonders; will she be able to squeeze information about the outside out of them? Take their precious things and analyse them?

Perhaps, she will get lucky

But a human catch is hardly impressive to her

Dull creatures they are to her, fearful and cocky, stupid and cruel. No more than a roach underneath her shoe

Perhaps a wolf, then?

She thinks this through, for a moment

Yes, what wonderful prey indeed. But..so very cute, too

No wolf would feel her eagerness today, she decides

But perhaps a bear! She lets out a laugh in anticipation. Yes! A bear will do nicely! The largest and most aggressive she can find!

As she races through the trees, thoughts of her prey already fill her head

The blood, the fight, the roars and her laughter. Her mother’s praise upon seeing such a find when Cassandra will bring it home, Bela and Daniela’s barely contained excitement at the gift their sister brought home

She already sees her target; a cave, a nest, when a new sound has her head jerk to the side

A cry, a human one. A child’s cry

Growling a little under her breath, she abandons her position at the cave. Curiosity takes over instead

And so she follows the cries, until she is set perfectly on a tree branch

Below, a child of no more than eight years, perhaps. She has never been good at recognising one’s age, really, and is not exactly around children often

In front of the child is a lycan, imposing in its side, surely a pack leader. Only does it seem to be lacking its pack

She watches for a moment as the beast preys towards the small thing. Certainly, you are helpless

For a moment, she feels a pang of instinct within her. Instinct to save, to look after you

With a frown, she shoves these feelings down. No, she settles on. Such feelings are reserved to her family only

She doesn’t dare imagine what would be if the little, helpless child was her baby sister instead, only younger and defenseless

Certainly, she would have died protecting Daniela even at a young age!

And yet…

Just as she is about to turn around, she notices a scent lingering on you

Her scent

While the rational part of her knows this is only because you must have wandered into her territory while she was stuck inside the castle, she can’t bring herself to care

By the means of her most primal instincts, you are hers

She snarls as she lunges from the tree, her sickle digging instantly into the lycan’s thick head

She laughs in delight at its howls and shrieks, its broken attempts of howling and notifying its lost pack

Attempting to swipe at her, the beast is only met with another painful swipe of the sickle

Cassandra laughs. The silly thing reminds her of the times Daniela and her would sneak out to play with the Lycans!

Even then, they were no match for them

She fights fast and enthusiastically, her eyes wide with excitement, electricity running through her body

Her flies buzz with excitement by the time the lycan falls at last, its ugly head buried in the ground, it’s fur painted a deep shade of red

When she turns, Cassandra finds the little human hasn’t moved at all

Instead, you have watched her, with little, wide eyes and parted lips

She’s about to speak when you beat her to it

“Mama!”, you shout nearly instantly, a gleeful smile taking over your previously worried face

She gasps in shock as you throw yourself against her, the weight of your little body nothing she can’t handle. She feels you cling to her front, your arms locked around her

Curious, she tilts her head

Who are you?

Again, her mind provides her an easy answer; you are hers. You smell of her

She watches your little head tilt up, your eyes welling with tears, now. You point towards the lycan on the floor, then expectantly raise your arms

She doesn’t quite understand at first. Again, she allows instinct to take over

In a single swoop you are scooped into her arms, your mama’s golden eyes set upon you

“Monster, Mama”, you whisper, and she watches as your eyes trail off to the lycan again

A part of her wants to scoff. Wants to tell you no, child. She is the monster you ought to be scared of

Instead, she stands frozen, even a little awkwardly. She doesn’t quite know what to do with you

“Mama”, you keep whispering quietly, your eyes becoming heavier and heavier. She jumps when a little hand closes around a strand of her hair, but finds; you don’t tug, nor hurt her

You’re a gentle little thing, and trust her entirely, it seems

You watch as she grabs the monster by its scruff and instantly whine again

Cassandra watches and feels as your little body seems to become even smaller in her arms, so that you are curled up against her chest, your face hidden against her dress

She tsks a little and whistles quietly for your attention. A triumphant smile appears on her face when she gets it instantly, one you happily copy

Despite herself, she smiles at the sight

“It’s dead, gone. It can’t hurt us anymore”, she reassures

Before thinking it through, she slams the thing against a nearby rock, as though to show it is truly dead and limp

Instantly, she anticipates the cries of terror and the fear, the thumping of little firsts against her in a desperate attempt to escape. The pleas to leave and let the child live, as so many children have screamed before. She remembers bitterly; she is not meant to take care of a child. She can’t. It is not in her nature, as her brutality shows

But, none of this happens

Instead you giggle happily, your little hand clasping onto the collar of her dress

She can’t help but giggle with you as her prey hangs limply and your little body shakes with laughter

“I think…, I’ll keep you”, she decides

“Mama!”, you cheer only, as though agreeing with her. She smiles at the thought

Perhaps, she is not unfit. She supposes it is to be shown

For a good while you manage to keep your eyes open, eager to look around as she walks and swarms home

She notes, the blood clinging to her skin and clothing doesn’t seem to bother you

And truthfully? She finds you look utterly adorable with your cheek tainted a shade of red after having it pressed against her bloodied cleavage for a good amount of time

It seems, despite the blood, her chest serves you as a good pillow

She smiles when soon your hands, cheek, legs and the little, dirtied brown shirt and pants are all stained red. You truly look like hers, now

Her child, her offspring, her mind supplies, but she decides to ignore such a thought for the time being

For the remaining walk you sleep peacefully, your little body resting calmly against her

She smiles a little at the view, and at your little hands clutching the sickle protectively

You had insisted, you wanted to help your mommy carry something

Her heart swells again, realizing that despite your fear of the Lycans, you have no qualms about blood or weapons, it seems

Perhaps, she is not unfit…

At the castle, you awaken to numerous stares and whispers aimed at you

You cling a little tighter to your mama, who seems to take no notice of them

A child is a rare sight at the castle though, and so more and more whispers follow you, until even Cassandra, who is much used to the staff’s chattiness, has enough

“The next to utter a word gets their tongue cut out!”, she snaps, her lips pulled to an angry sneer, her arms wrapped around you protectively

When looking down at you, she finds you smiling up at her, before your happy smile twists to a frown and a small growl comes from you, aimed at the staff now watching the brunette terrified

You giggle as they all advert their eyes, so quiet not even a breath is heard anymore

Cassandra rolls her eyes at them, and she notices you copy her again. Again, it makes her smile to herself

She will teach you the insignificance of those below you soon enough, but for now allows you to hold your head high, as though it was your little growls that shut them up

When brought to her room, she immediately feels you squirm about and whine, your little legs kicking excitedly and your hands reaching out

She realises, you want to explore, and gently sets you down

All too happily, you scurry off, right towards her bed

She raises her eyebrow as you attempt to climb the high mattress, and laughs when you at last manage and gasp at the softness surrounding you

Cassandra can’t help but realise; you are yet again in her territory, her nest even, her scent sticking to you more than it already has

And you seem aware of it too, as you excitedly babble “Mama” all over again as your bloodied hands hold onto the soft pillows that smell of her

She doesn’t mind the blood, never has, never will

Amused, Cassandra watches you carefully climb down the bed again, oo-ing and giggling at every new find

You seem particularly fond of retrieving things for her and hearing her explain them to you

As such she has explained her dagger, a skull found last winter, and an embarrassingly bright, yellow sweater knitted for her by her younger sister that she thought she had hidden well enough in her closet

She watches you play with the bear head sticking out of the beast turned into her carpet, poking its teeth and fighting it with one of the daggers found in her room

Oddly enough, she finds she enjoys your company, and is more than confident that you share this feeling

When she sits on the bed, you eagerly run to her, your little arms raising as you climb back on her bed and immediately curl against her side

“We should get you cleaned”, she notes, surprising even herself with it

Cleaned? A bath?! Eugh

But still, as she sees the little, bloody and dirty prints you leave, she decides it is likely for the best

You allow her to pick you up again effortlessly, your little fingers wrapping around a strand of her hair carefully

You never pull, but enjoy the feeling of having your mama so close

You watch curiously as she calls a woman in, with blonde hair and green eyes that are wide in horror

In awe, you watch as your mama gives her command after command and the woman doesn’t hesitate for a second to follow them

She runs across the room and disappears into an attached chamber, and again your attention is on your mama only

She smiles down at you and gently takes the dagger held between your and her body, her fingertip sliding along the sharp blade

“I got this one a few centuries back. There was a big, bad man that tried to hurt me, but I won”, she explains proudly

Cassandra watches you as you listen. You hang onto every word she speaks and gasps when she builds plot twists into her story

Perhaps, she can make bedtime stories work

It seems, she isn’t unfit

“Mama”. Her eyes find yours immediately. She watches you raise the dagger to her shoulder, your eyes squinted slightly in concentration

Then, an odd, somewhat comfortable feeling. The dagger pushes against her hair, but you’re by far too inexperienced and too young to work it the way you want to

Upon gazing at your shoulder, she finds what you tried to do

A single hair strand of yours, cut at the shoulder from where the lycan might have swiped at you prior to her arrival

She smiles at you, her fingertips gently closing around yours and the dagger

You watch eagerly as she guides you, taking the strand in one hand and guiding the dagger with the other

It takes a single moment for the brown lock of hair to fall from her shoulder and to your stomach, and you giggle excitedly at it

“Mama! Like, me!”

She smiles widely. Yes, just like her little one

[fatalfairies]

DIAVAL!SATORU GOJO X MALEFICENT!READER

a/n: obsessed with maleficent x diaval.

Diaval!Satoru who considers you his saviour,the only one he has,maybe that day if you didn’t spot him getting tormented by an idiotic human,he would’ve lost his life.

Diaval!Satoru who looks at you like you’re the greatest masterpiece that has ever been sculpted while you’re busy watching the flowing river under the moon in the dark forest.

Diaval!Satoru who knows you didn’t save him out of pity,you just needed someone to serve you and took advantage of his helpless situation but to him,you’re still on a pedestal as his saviour and as something much more forbidden that he tries to even not think.

The moment you find out of his forbidden feelings for you,you will inevitably throw him out of your shadow. According to your words,”There is no such thing as true love. Those are mere lies made up by mortals to hurt others for their own advantage.” You’re always right and even if you’re not he will do anything to ensure that you end up being so but for this one instance he hoped you were wrong and maybe he was being selfish but he was helpless for your love.

Diaval!Satoru who gets frustrated when you pretend not to hear his fastening heartbeat around you,his attempts to draw a smile out of you,his undying devotion to you

Diaval!Satoru who doesn’t crave the heat of your body but the warmth of your soul and embrace.

Diaval!Satoru who knows that is was not his mere imagination when he saw that barely noticeable smile on your face as walked away hearing one of his foolish jokes.

Diaval!Satoru who is your shadow,always behind you and ready to engulf anyone who dares to harm you in the flames of his devotion for you

Diaval!Satoru who acts as your wings in the absence of yours,your eyes to watch over things you aren’t able to and..a shoulder to rely on

Diaval!Satoru who watched you gazing at the flying ethereal creatures reminiscing of the old times when you were one of those lucky winged-creatures. And he feels his heart wrench at your silent pain,his only wish to impale the very King who sits on the throne of the mortal lands who is the very reason you believe there is no such thing as love.

Diaval!Satoru who secretly found your love for flowers with sharp thorns and without a fail he collects them from the forbidden parts of the Moors at the cost of his own blood but in comparison your happiness,it is worthless

Diaval!Satoru who watches you secretly taking care of the very newborn child you cursed from the dark. To others your love might seem so twisted but to him,it was far pure than the selfish love of mortals.

Diaval!Satoru who watches you take care of Aurora as your own daughter despite your initial so-called hate for her for being the daughter of the man who has made you what you are now

Diaval!Satoru who sees a side of you he always knew was there when your heart wrenched at the sleeping figure of the very little girl you had once cursed. Fate can be so ironic,as your motherly love was the love being able to wake Aurora from her death-like sleep.

Diaval!Satoru who sees you smile a lot more often as your soar the high skies with him with your marvellous wings returned to you,where they belonged.

Diaval!Satoru who roams the Moors with you freely now that you are no more the Queen of Moors and Aurora is. You are showing him places he had never seen before in the Moors and he is making you feel things you thought you didn’t want to feel anymore.

Subtle touches like almost holding hands,his hands gently brushing on your wings and stroking them,you two falling asleep as he is under embrace of your wings.And Diaval!Satoru hopes this is the beginning and he doesn’t want it to ever end.

You notice how Satoru looks at you and this time you acknowledge it,looking back at him with a sly grin on your features. This is new to him but he’s going to love getting used to it.

Diaval!Satoru who under the setting of the Moors feels claimed by your love,the only thing ever wanted as your shadows under the setting sun unite in a pure,soft kiss and this time that of true love.

[lyceana]

I felt true, visceral fear today after I returned from work and discovered that my Huion monitor tablet wouldn't connect to my laptop. I knew that bitch was all powered up and screaming but blue-balling me with only pitch-black darkness.

I shut off and restarted my laptop 5 fucking times, rammed the usb cables in and out of my laptop's usb ports, in and out... I never thought that an expensive device - wasted for just watching funny cat videos and enabling me to draw the shapely but scaly butt of Voldemort - could be violated. Learned a life lesson here: any hole can be stuffed, you just need some imagination y'all.

Fuck tentacles, ugly men & weird-ass creatures with gigantic horse dicks - give me sub laptops/pcs getting dominated by their puny usb cable daddies!

I digress. So, I turned on my 2nd laptop which is on life-support - it never asked to be an accessory to producing hardcore incest material between Tom and his hot daddy Riddle sr, btw. But, like come on! What's better than one hot, mentally maladjusted Tom Riddle? Two of course! Think about the delicious angst, the hurt/comfort, the abandonment issues, the forbidden attraction, uugh...

Why are there so few tomcest (sr) fics? It's unfair, I'm fucking starving, eh. I mean, Riddle sr is the goddamn blueprint for gratuitously hot Voldemort! Where's pathetic, blushy, snot-nosed and puffy-eyed Tom Riddle sr??? The internet lied to me! I thought you only needed two hot dudes who didn't even have to meet each other to make sweet, sweet looove to each other... there's even incest and murder for extra seasoning!

I'm begging the ao3 wordsmith gods who kin Tom Riddle/Voldemort to open their hearts to Tomcest sr T_T) We all love pathetic men in tears and Voldemort would never allow himself to show such vulnerability but that's what we have his da for... Voldy could vicariously experience such a display of helplessness through Riddle sr! And tbh, I seriously need more beautiful works of art featuring my favourite basket case twink (dub-) non-con-ing his papa into some father/son bonding. I'm going cold turkey here!

I digress again. So, I plugged my Huion into my 2nd laptop and behold! That fucker finally connected and mirrored the laptop display, thank fucking god! Little shit was playing hard to get but it still lives! Whoop, whoop!

Thank Voldy's perky ass, I wasn't forced to make a human connection with an underpaid yet bored employee at the Huion support centre. I had that tablet for 4 years and we experienced the deepest depths of human depravity together - I cried bitter tears, cursed it for reflecting my shitty art skills - my inability to draw hot men bedtime wrestling. But, we also experienced joy together when I succeeded. That fucker made me feel like an art god when it reflected how I envisioned the smut to be. I'm not ready to end this toxic relationship, I thought I'd be.

I was all 'yeah, I'm sooo stage 4 already! I only need the Huion employee to gaslight me into buying their newest, shiny model to reach stage 5!' I'm 30, a grandma according to annoying (affectionate) internet youngsters. My body can't handle eating only instant ramen for 4 months anymore. My roaring 20s are a bygone era and for once I choose to practice some self-care, to love myself even!

For once, I was about to make an adult decision and... wait. To save up the money - to accept that I'll be a temporary full-time traditional wannabe weird-ass hentai artist with a shitty phone camera... but thank god I don't have to! My beloved tablet still works and I can be a part-time traditional but mainly digital wannabe weird-ass hentai artist with a shitty phone camera! Yeah, this is how my day went. Love y'all ~ mwaaah

Shameless self-promo plug but I think you should at least look at the smut scenes to see the appeal of tomcest (sr)~ I also need some validation for providing my tears as lube for their narcissistic coupling You can read Philautia here: AO3

[inkdheart17]

Vegebul angst:

It was that look of his that had her frowning. Worrying her bottom lip between her teeth. He looked like the lonesome prince he was. There was no trace of his usual arrogance and abrasive personality. It was just him. Stripped bare as rare, heartbreaking tears managed to stream down his cheeks.

That look of his had her wanting to pull him into her arms. She wanted to reassure him that not all was lost, that he still had her and their son, and that even their friends were still with them, but she was prideful as well. Many fights had come from their clashing personalities, but none so heartbreaking than the one they were in now. She had long ago decided to forgive him for his actions while possessed by the dead sorcerer, but she found it was easier said than done.

Try as she might, she was never able to understand why the possession happened. Her childhood friend had told her it was a lost battle, and then warned her that her husband was definitely a victim, but his actions under that 'M' on his forehead were far too familiar. It was him, back in his prime, back when they first met. The merciless conquerer that never hesitated to have it reason blood. The insatiable warrior with a thirst to prove his strength. The offended prince that had to put a stray "low rank warrior" in his place. Her husband had gone back to his days as a monster, and she found it hard to believe that there was not some part of him that was happy about it. Glad to have found his heritage again, which he had complained was erased due to his prolonged exposure to humans. To her.

She had changed him. She knew she had. The main reason she even dared to invite the genocidal prince to live in her home was due to her confidence in being able to change him, but she failed to keep in mind what that would do to him. She imagined that losing yourself, even to love, was terrifying when you were the sole survivor of your race.

Sure, he had a brother and hey childhood friend had been uncovered to be like her husband, but neither of them had grown up in the same conditions. She had no way of knowing what her husband's brother had gone through, but she knew her childhood friend, at least, had grown up like a human. Perhaps the other prince had grown up to be like the inhabitants of the planet he was sent to. Perhaps he was a kind man. A stark contrast to her husband.

Her thoughts stopped as she found herself caught. Her husband wide-eyed as he noticed that someone had witnessed his vulnerable side. It was strange to see him line a deer in headlights. Much more akin to those he used to hunt rather than the hunter get used to be. She wished to believe only she had that effect on him. Who else did he tolerate, after all? No one. Just her, and was that not just the damnedest thing? He was all alone again, because she found it hard to believe he was a victim.

The prince resumed his stride. Briskly moving past her. Careful not to touch. She found it ironic. She was the one who was angry, betrayed, and confused, but it was he who kept away. He never dared to approach her after he was freed from the sorcerer's control. Perhaps if he had not taken such drastic measures to kill the creature he helped free, perhaps then he might have had more courage to face her. To talk about what he experienced, but he had. He had gone as far as erasing his own existence in a brilliant light in order to right his mistakes, and he had failed. Brought back only because of a miracle secret only to them. Them and their friends, and now a few more enemies as well. A miracle she found herself habitually collecting after having to revive her first dead friends.

Her husband was a victim. The prideful, arrogant man that knew he belonged in a throne, now a helpless victim. It was such a fall from grace. She wondered if it was denial, then, that kept her from believing the truth. Her husband was a strong man, after all. Along with her childhood friend, the man had saved her home countless times. Had professed his adoration for her a million times more behind closed doors. A secret veneration he refused to share with anyone else. She was his, and he was hers, and he would be damned if he allowed anyone else into what they had.

So, it was painful to think of such a man as a victim. Her pillar, her protection, her love. She had dreamt of a prince of her own as a child, but she had never been prepared for what that entailed. She figured a prince would let her live a pampered life where she never had to lift a finger. Surrounded by luxuries and all the strawberries she could ever wish for, but she was wrong. Her price came with no throne, and his cape was red not because of expensive silk, but because of endless bloodshed, and he was always close to leaving her. She had to work hard to keep up with him. Invent new gadgets that would help them win the day, but in the end he still left her side. Was that it, then? Was she angry at herself for failing to protect him?

No, how could she expect to do so? She was only human. Not some warrior alien race genetically coded for war. Even so, she was a fighter. Not like he was, but she knew even hell would be unable to separate them if she so desired. They had survived so much together, after all, and she had put in quite the amount of effort to keep up.

She knew what she had to do next.

The bedroom door creaked as she poked her head in. Not surprised to find it empty. No matter. What she had planned required a bit of alone time. Though, she still glanced down out the window. Watching the empty space that once held the unstable training room her husband had repeatedly collapsed onto himself. She remembered how terrified she had been the first time. How her desperation to prove he was still with her led them down an irreversible path. How it had sparked their dependence on each other, and later on their love.

She sighed as she finished preparing herself to talk with him. His lack of communication skills was something she was already accustomed to thanks to her childhood friend. Still, it never hurt to take extra precautions with her husband since all their arguments escalated to shouting matches. She took in a breath of courage and made her way to the much more stable gravity room.

As expected, the door was locked. Indicating that her husband was inside with the gravity set to a critical level. She chewed on her lip again. Should she just leave him be? In a honesty, she had no idea how to deal with the situation. He had to hate her, right? She had ignored him for so long. Ignored the hurt and guilt that plagued him. Had the roles been reversed, she would have left him. That depressing thought was enough to move her hand and press the intercom.

"Vegeta."

There was silence. She waited for a few minutes, but no response came. Resigned, she turned to leave. Only for the door to unlock. It never opened, but that was just like him. She found herself smiling softly as she walked in.

Standing a few feet in front of the door was her husband. Usually he would either stand with his arms crossed over his chest, annoyed she was interrupting his training, or he was quick to shut the door behind her. Hungry lips claiming hers as he all but devoured her whole. Neither of those reactions greeted her this time. Instead, he stood before her breathing heavy. Body exhausted no doubt by the intense workout he had just been torturing himself with. He was punishing himself again.

Before she could do anything about it, a single sound fell from his lips: "Bulma."

Her name. It sounded so delicate and fragile on his trembling voice, and yet it sounded like it was the one thing that was keeping him together.

Like a reenactment of their beginning, Bulma found herself running over to catch her prince. Cradling his head on her lap as his body gave into the gravity she knew was far too weak to truly keep him down. The only difference now being the soft sobs she had never heard before.

It was heartbreaking to see her love like this. A sobbing mess that clung to her like a child. Repeating apologies like a mantra. He was careful not to hurt her, but his grip on her hand was unbreakable. He wanted her with him. Wanted to make sure she stayed.

Bulma gave her husband a saddened smile. "I'm here, Vegeta."

And she was. For the first time since he released hell on Earth, she was there with him. Brushing his hair with her hands as she consoled him. Listening to his pain and loving him all the same.

[shiorihyugawrites]

Tides of Fate

In a world where powerful creatures known as sirens come to the shores of Paradis, the scouts are thrust into an unexpected alliance—one that is sealed through an ancient and seductive bonding ritual. Each siren has chosen a mate, and through their connection, the scouts are granted extraordinary powers.

As the bonds grow Mikasa’s jealousy threatens to unravel her. But the real danger lies not just in broken hearts, but in the lurking threat of Marley and those who seek to capture the sirens for their gain.

Power, desire, and duty collide, forcing the Scouts to navigate new emotions and alliances in ways they never imagined. Through danger, love, and sacrifice, the tides of fate will decide if their world will rise or fall. (Eren, Levi, Floch, Jean, Armin, Connie, Bertholdt, Reiner x OCs)

Chapter 47: The Final Gambit

Levi moved through the shadows, silent and deadly as he searched for Zeke. The battlefield around him had become a chaotic blur of destruction, but his focus was unwavering. He had one target, one mission: find Zeke and end this nightmare once and for all. His mind raced with strategies, each plan more ruthless than the last. After everything Zeke had done, Levi knew there could be no mercy.

But when he finally spotted Zeke, a wave of fear gripped him like never before.

Zeke stood calmly in his human form, one hand already cut, ready to transform at any second. But it wasn’t Zeke’s poise or the prospect of facing the Beast Titan again that sent ice through Levi’s veins. It was what Zeke held in his other hand—a sight that twisted his gut and nearly shattered his focus.

Aria.

Zeke had her wrists bound tightly behind her back, his grip like a vice around her slender wrists. A gag muffled her cries, and her tear-streaked face twisted in fear and helplessness. Her wide, panicked eyes met Levi’s, and Levi felt something inside him snap. He’d fought countless battles, stared death in the face more times than he could count, but nothing—nothing—had ever terrified him as much as seeing Aria in Zeke’s grasp. She had been kidnapped by a small group of siren hunters who Zeke had ordered to target her and deliver her to him. He knew he would need leverage in order to gain the upper hand over Levi, and Aria was the perfect bait.

Zeke smirked, his gaze flickering to Levi with that familiar, mocking glint. “Oh, Captain,” he drawled, his tone dripping with false innocence. “I was hoping you’d find us. I knew you’d come running if I took something precious from you.”

Levi’s jaw tightened, his fists clenched so hard his knuckles went white. The urge to charge forward, to cut Zeke down and rip him apart, pulsed through him with every heartbeat. But he couldn’t afford to be reckless. Not with Aria’s life in the balance. He forced himself to remain calm, despite the fire raging in his chest.

“What’s the matter, Levi?” Zeke taunted, his grip on Aria tightening, making her wince. “You don’t look happy to see me. I thought you’d be pleased to reunite with your precious mate.”

Levi’s gaze flicked to Aria, his heart twisting at the sight of her trembling. Her fear was palpable, her body tense as she struggled against Zeke’s hold, but when her eyes met his, he saw something else—a flicker of trust. Even amidst the terror, she believed in him. She trusted him to save her.

Zeke noticed the look they shared, and he laughed, a cold, mocking sound. “Touching, really,” he sneered. “But let’s be honest, Levi. This is your weakness, isn’t it? You can’t stand to see her like this, and it’s killing you inside.”

Levi’s hands shook, not with fear, but with barely contained rage. His mind raced, evaluating every possible angle, every strategy that would get Aria out of Zeke’s grasp without putting her in more danger. But Zeke was one step ahead, clearly reveling in the power he held over Levi.

“You know, Levi,” Zeke continued, his voice dripping with malice, “you’re so predictable. So easy to manipulate. I knew all I had to do was take this little siren, and you’d come running. You’re nothing but a dog on a leash, controlled by your emotions.”

Levi forced himself to stay still, to keep his expression calm, but the words cut deep. Zeke was playing with him, preying on the one vulnerability Levi had kept hidden from everyone else. Aria had become his anchor, his reason for fighting, and Zeke knew it. The Beast Titan was trying to break him by turning his love into a weapon.

“Let her go, Zeke,” Levi said, his voice low and steady, though every word felt like a struggle. “This is between you and me. She has nothing to do with it.”

“Oh, but she has everything to do with it,” Zeke replied smoothly, tightening his grip on Aria’s wrists, making her whimper. “You see, Levi, you’re strong. I know that firsthand. But strength is useless if it’s tempered by sentimentality. That’s what makes you weak. That’s what makes all of you weak.”

Aria let out a muffled cry, her eyes locking onto Levi’s, silently pleading for help. Levi’s heart pounded as he took a cautious step forward, his entire being focused on Aria, on saving her from this monster.

“Let her go,” Levi repeated, his tone dark and threatening, his glare as sharp as a blade. “Or I’ll make sure you regret it.”

Zeke raised an eyebrow, feigning surprise. “Oh? And how do you plan to do that, Captain? Because from where I’m standing, I hold all the cards.” He lifted his hand, showing the cut across his palm, the blood pooling and ready to trigger his transformation.

Levi’s mind worked at lightning speed. He was well aware of the danger Zeke posed, especially with the threat of transforming right there, with Aria in such close proximity. But he couldn’t let Zeke win. He couldn’t let this monster take her from him.

“Levi…” Zeke’s voice took on a mocking, almost sympathetic tone. “You’ve lost so much, haven’t you? Your comrades, your friends… Erwin. And now, I’m going to take the last person you care about.” He leaned close to Aria, smirking as she flinched away from him. “Don’t worry, darling,” he murmured into her ear, loud enough for Levi to hear. “This won’t hurt too much. Maybe if you’re lucky, you’ll get to see your precious Levi die first.”

Levi’s vision blurred with rage. He took another step forward, his blades drawn, ready to do whatever it took to save her. But then he caught her gaze again. Aria was watching him, her eyes filled with trust, with a silent plea that gave him the clarity he needed. She was terrified, yes, but she believed in him. She was depending on him.

That look grounded him, reminded him of who he was and why he fought. Levi took a deep breath, steeling himself, his focus sharpening. He couldn’t let his anger control him, couldn’t let Zeke’s taunts throw him off balance. He needed to be precise, to keep his mind clear.

Zeke noticed the change in Levi’s expression, and his smirk faltered. “Oh? Regained your composure, have you? Impressive. But it won’t be enough.”

Levi didn’t respond. His eyes narrowed, his stance shifting, prepared to strike. He kept his gaze locked on Zeke, every muscle in his body coiled like a spring, waiting for the right moment. He knew Zeke’s tactics, knew how the Beast Titan liked to play mind games. But Levi wasn’t going to fall for it. Not this time.

But as the tense standoff unfolded, his mind raced. Levi’s gaze flickered from Zeke’s cold, calculating eyes to the four siren hunters standing nearby, ready to act on Zeke’s command. He knew the situation was more dire than any he’d faced before. If he made a single wrong move, Zeke would trigger his transformation, and Aria—held in Zeke’s merciless grip—would be incinerated by the Titan’s power before she had a chance to scream.

Levi clenched his fists, his body tense and coiled like a spring ready to snap. But snapping would be the worst thing he could do now. He needed a way to free Aria without triggering Zeke’s Titan form. Every plan he considered, every tactical maneuver that crossed his mind, ended with her getting hurt. He was trapped, cornered like he’d never been before.

The siren hunters surrounded them, waiting. Levi could sense their smugness, the satisfaction that gleamed in their eyes as they watched him grapple with his predicament. They knew they had him. And Zeke knew it too.

Zeke’s smirk widened as he watched Levi’s turmoil. “What’s it going to be, Levi? Surrender, or do I get to watch you lose the only person you have left?”

Levi’s jaw clenched as he tried to keep his emotions in check, to drown out Zeke’s words. But every syllable struck a nerve. He’d never considered surrender in his life. Even when he’d faced impossible odds, even when his comrades had fallen one by one, he’d never entertained the idea of giving in. But now… with Aria’s life hanging in the balance, he was actually considering it. The thought made him sick, but he was desperate.

Zeke sensed Levi’s struggle and leaned closer, his lips brushing against Aria’s ear as he whispered something that made her visibly shudder. Levi’s blood boiled at the sight, but he knew that if he lunged forward, Zeke would transform in an instant, and Aria would be gone.

Just as Levi’s resolve began to waver, he saw it—his opening.

Aria, with a look of fierce determination, drew her leg back and drove her knee hard into Zeke’s groin. The movement was swift, unexpected, and devastatingly effective. Zeke’s face twisted in pain, and he staggered back, his grip on Aria momentarily loosening.

“You little—” Zeke’s curse cut off as he clutched at himself, his guard down for the crucial second Levi needed.

Levi moved like lightning, his blade flashing as he struck down the two siren hunters standing between him and Zeke. He slashed through them effortlessly, his focus sharpened to a deadly point. In the next instant, he had Aria in his grasp, pulling her free from Zeke’s hold and shielding her with his body.

“Levi!” Aria gasped, clutching onto him as he drew her close, his eyes flickering with an intensity that was both fierce and reassuring.

“You’re safe,” he muttered, his voice tight. “Stay close.”

But Zeke wasn’t finished. Enraged by the sudden loss of control, he triggered his transformation. A flash of light erupted around him as his body began to shift and expand. Levi waisted no time; he hooked his ODM gear to a nearby ledge, launching himself and Aria out of the explosion’s range. He kept Aria in front of him, using his own body as a shield as they hurtled through the air, narrowly escaping the blast radius.

The searing heat of the transformation’s shockwave washed over them, and Levi grunted as his left knee caught part of the impact. Pain shot through his leg, but he grit his teeth, focusing solely on getting Aria to safety.

They landed on a rooftop overlooking the battlefield, Levi’s injured knee buckling slightly beneath him as he set Aria down. She caught his arm, worry flashing in her eyes as she noticed the way he favored his injured leg.

“Levi, your knee—”

“Forget it,” he interrupted, his voice rough as he glanced back at the towering form of the Beast Titan. The massive figure loomed over the battlefield, its eyes fixed on Levi with an expression of pure, murderous intent. “Stay here. This ends now.”

Aria gripped his hand, her eyes wide with concern. “Levi… don’t do anything reckless.”

He looked down at her, his gaze softening for a brief moment. “I’ll come back,” he promised, his voice barely above a whisper. “But I need you to trust me.”

Aria’s hand lingered on his arm, and he could feel the silent strength she was offering him. She didn’t protest, didn’t try to argue. She simply nodded, her gaze steady despite the fear in her eyes. “I trust you.”

With a final, lingering glance, Levi turned and limped toward the edge of the roof, his determination hardening into something unbreakable. His knee throbbed with each step, but he forced himself to ignore it, to push through the pain. He couldn’t afford to falter now.

Levi's eyes burned as he locked onto Zeke in his Beast Titan form, a towering monstrosity hurling boulders across the battlefield with ruthless precision. Memories tore through Levi’s mind: Erwin, leading a hopeless charge; the young recruits who had been nothing more than sacrifices; the agony of nearly avenging them only to have it slip through his fingers because of the Cart Titan’s interference. And now, this same monster, the architect of so much pain, had nearly taken Aria from him. His rage boiled over, and he felt a cold, focused determination settle within him, overpowering the pain in his knee.

Zeke hurled another barrage of rocks, but Levi was already moving, sidestepping and propelling himself forward with his ODM gear, closing the distance with lethal precision. The world narrowed down to the Beast Titan’s hulking form, to Zeke’s malicious grin, and to the roaring chaos around them that only fed Levi's single-minded purpose: Zeke would die today.

Levi ducked and weaved through the flurry of rocks, dodging with deadly precision as he soared closer. The Beast Titan tried to swat him away, but Levi’s agility was beyond anything Zeke could counter. Each time the massive arm swung, Levi slipped through the opening with ruthless efficiency, pushing forward in a series of blindingly fast maneuvers that left the Beast Titan off balance.

As Levi reached his target, his blades flashed, slicing through muscle and sinew with devastating accuracy. The Beast Titan howled in pain, thrashing as Levi carved through its arms and legs, leaving it helpless and unable to fight back. But Levi wasn’t done. His mind was consumed, his rage blinding him to everything but his mission.

“You thought you could get away with it all, didn’t you?” Levi spat, his voice filled with venom as he sliced into the Beast Titan’s side, splitting it open. “After what you did to Erwin… after what you did to Aria!”

Zeke’s face twisted in agony within the Beast Titan as Levi tore through the creature’s body. Each cut was deliberate, each blow a brutal reminder of the lives Zeke had destroyed, the families he had shattered, the pain he had caused. Levi didn’t let up, his movements precise and ruthless as he reduced the Beast Titan to a wreck, limbs flailing uselessly, blood pouring from the massive wounds Levi inflicted with every slash of his blades.

The Beast Titan’s roar was deafening, echoing across the battlefield as Levi slashed his way to the nape. With a swift, final strike, Levi cut through the protective layer of muscle, exposing Zeke’s human form nestled within. Levi’s vision was red as he plunged forward, tearing Zeke from the Titan’s nape and dragging him free of the writhing, disintegrating body. He cut straight through the Titan’s mouth, his blades glinting in the light as he emerged from the other side with Zeke in tow.

They crashed to the ground, and in one fluid motion, Levi drove his blade down, pinning Zeke to the earth. Zeke’s eyes widened with horror as Levi loomed over him, fury etched into every line of his face.

“You’re not getting away this time,” Levi hissed, his voice low and menacing. “No Cart Titan. No reinforcements. It’s over.”

Zeke struggled, but Levi’s grip was iron, his blade pressed firmly against Zeke’s throat. Blood trickled from the shallow cut where the blade met Zeke’s skin, and Levi savored the terror he saw in Zeke’s eyes. Zeke, the man who had shown no mercy, no hesitation in wiping out so many of Levi’s comrades, was now helpless, powerless beneath Levi’s blade.

“You deserve worse than death,” Levi whispered, his voice trembling with restrained fury. “After everything you’ve done… all the lives you’ve taken…”

Zeke swallowed hard, his face pale as he met Levi’s unyielding gaze. “Do you really think killing me will change anything, Levi? Do you think Erwin, or anyone else, would be proud of you for this?”

“Shut up!” Levi’s voice was sharp, cutting through the air like his blade. “You don’t get to say his name. You’re nothing but a coward hiding behind excuses.”

Zeke smirked, though there was a flicker of fear in his eyes. “Coward? You think you’re any better? You think your obsession with revenge makes you righteous?”

Levi pressed the blade harder, silencing him. “This isn’t about revenge. This is justice. For every one of my comrades you slaughtered.”

Zeke’s smirk faded, and for the first time, real fear settled into his eyes. Levi’s gaze was unwavering, his grip steady, and Zeke knew that this time, there would be no escape.

In the distance, Aria watched, her breath caught as she saw Levi’s fierce determination, his relentless pursuit of justice. She’d seen him fight before, but never like this. There was a raw, almost primal energy to him, an intensity that left her in awe. Levi looked like a force of nature, unstoppable, unyielding. And despite the fear that gripped her heart, she felt a surge of pride, knowing that he was fighting not only for his comrades but also for her.

Levi looked down at Zeke, his voice dropping to a whisper. “This is for every life you stole, for every family you destroyed. And this… is for Erwin.”

With one swift motion, Levi raised his blade, ready to deliver the final blow. Zeke’s eyes widened in terror, but he didn’t have time to scream as Levi’s blade descended, his movements quick, precise, and merciless.

Levi stood over Zeke’s lifeless body, his breaths coming in shallow, ragged gasps. The rage that had fueled him, driving him to this moment, was slowly fading, leaving only exhaustion and the dull, throbbing pain of countless injuries. His hand was still clenched around the hilt of his blade, which was buried deep in the ground beside Zeke, a final punctuation to his long and painful mission. His mind swam, and he could hardly believe it was over.

He’d done it. After all the losses, after Erwin, after everything, Zeke was finally dead. The promise he had made, his commander’s last wish—it was finally fulfilled. Levi could almost picture Erwin standing beside him, nodding approvingly, his calm, reassuring presence a balm for Levi’s worn spirit. He felt a strange pang in his chest, a mix of grief, satisfaction, and relief, and for a brief moment, he allowed himself to feel it all.

But the moment didn’t last. The world around him was spinning, the adrenaline that had numbed his pain and kept him focused finally draining away. A fierce, throbbing ache was spreading through his left knee, a cut on his forehead trickling blood down his face, clouding his vision as he stumbled forward. He gritted his teeth, willing himself to stay upright, to look strong. There was still work to be done, and he couldn’t afford to fall now.

“Levi!” A voice broke through the haze, soft but insistent.

He turned, blinking as he tried to focus. Aria was running toward him, her face etched with worry. Levi forced himself to straighten, gripping his blade for support as he attempted to look as composed as possible.

“I’m fine,” he muttered, voice rough as he brushed away some of the blood trickling down his cheek.

Aria’s gaze didn’t waver. “You’re a terrible liar,” she whispered, reaching out to gently touch his arm, her fingers warm against his cold, trembling skin.

He opened his mouth to protest, but the words died in his throat. She could see right through him, and as much as he wanted to brush her off, he couldn’t ignore the relief that flooded his chest at her presence.

“Aria, it’s not over yet,” he said, swallowing hard. “We still have to free the sirens Marley captured. There’s… still work to be done.”

“Levi,” she whispered, her voice softening, “you’ve done more than enough. You don’t have to keep pushing yourself alone.”

He shook his head, a faint smile playing at the corners of his mouth. “I’m not alone, am I?” he murmured, looking into her eyes. “Not with you here.”

Her eyes softened, and she squeezed his arm gently, her presence a balm to his battered soul. He took a deep breath, letting her support him as they turned to face the battlefield, which was finally falling silent. The Marleyan forces, the dreaded siren hunters, were finally defeated.

Across the battlefield, the scouts were regrouping, tending to wounds and checking on each other as the dust settled around them. In the distance, the scouts were surveying the remnants of the enemy forces. Armin, Jean, Connie, and the others moved among the fallen, checking for survivors and ensuring that the battle was indeed over.

Nearby, Porco’s Jaw Titan lay in ruins, his Titan form reduced to a smoldering heap from the relentless onslaught of thunder spears. The scouts had worked together to bring him down, the teamwork they’d honed over years of fighting proving once again to be their greatest strength. Pieck, in her Cart Titan form, was barely clinging to life, trapped beneath rubble and wracked with injuries. A small group of scouts surrounded her, weapons drawn as they waited for her to transform back, her interrogation imminent.

As Levi and Aria looked on, Floch approached with a group of soldiers, relief and exhaustion etched into his face. “Captain!” he called, giving a brisk salute. “We did it. Marley’s forces have surrendered.”

Levi gave a faint nod, though he could feel his strength waning with every second. “Good. Secure their weapons and have the prisoners contained. We need to get every bit of information from them on the location of the captured sirens.”

Floch nodded. “Yes, sir. We’re already questioning the ones we captured. They’ll tell us what we need to know.”

Aria looked up at Levi, a glimmer of pride in her eyes. “We’re so close, Levi. We can save them.”

He gave a small nod, feeling her hand warm and steady on his arm, grounding him as he fought through the pain. The thought of those sirens—trapped, forced into bonds they never chose—spurred him forward. He wouldn’t rest until they were free.

Across the battlefield, the other scouts were sharing quiet reunions with their mates. Eren, still catching his breath from the grueling battle, knelt down as Luna approached him, her eyes brimming with relief and pride. She reached out, touching his face, and he leaned into her hand, the tension in his body easing at her touch.

“You did it, Eren,” she whispered, her voice filled with awe.

He managed a weary smile, pulling her close. “We did it. All of us. I couldn’t have done it without you.”

Jean was nearby, holding Solara close as he checked her over for any injuries, his relief palpable. Connie was with Caspia, who had been anxiously watching from the sidelines, her face lighting up when she saw him safe and unharmed. Reiner, still shaken but relieved, held Rue in a gentle embrace, resting his forehead against hers as they shared a quiet moment amidst the aftermath of the battle.

Armin stood with Melody, his expression solemn yet hopeful as they exchanged a look filled with unspoken promises. The battles they’d fought, the horrors they’d witnessed—it was all for the chance to build something better together. Floch was nearby, his arms wrapped around Bria, who looked exhausted but unharmed, her gaze unwavering as she looked up at him.

Levi watched them all, feeling a faint warmth stirring in his chest. Despite everything, despite the horrors of war, they had all found something worth fighting for, something worth protecting.

Aria’s voice broke through his thoughts, soft and steady. “Levi, you should sit down. Let me take a look at your wounds.”

He shook his head, though he didn’t resist as she guided him to a nearby stone, helping him lower himself down. His leg throbbed, a sharp, pulsing pain radiating from his knee, but he gritted his teeth, refusing to let it show.

“I’m fine,” he muttered, though he could see the skepticism in her eyes.

“You don’t have to pretend with me,” she whispered, her hand gentle as she touched his cheek, wiping away a streak of blood.

For a moment, he allowed himself to lean into her touch, feeling a rare sense of peace settle over him. He reached up, resting his hand over hers, his thumb brushing over her knuckles as he met her gaze.

“Thank you,” he murmured, his voice barely a whisper.

She smiled, leaning closer, her presence a comforting balm to his frayed nerves. “You don’t have to thank me, Levi. I’m here because I want to be.”

He closed his eyes for a moment, letting her words wash over him. The weight of the battle, of all they had fought for, settled over him like a heavy cloak, but with her beside him, he felt lighter somehow, his burden lessened.

When he opened his eyes, he saw the determination in her gaze, a fierce pride that mirrored his own. They had fought, they had bled, and they had won. But their mission wasn’t over yet.

“Let’s finish this,” he said softly, his voice steady as he looked out over the battlefield. “For everyone we’ve lost. For everyone who’s still waiting to be saved.”

Aria nodded, her hand warm and steady in his. “Together.”

The two of them stood, their resolve unwavering as they turned to face the remnants of the Marleyan forces, the captured soldiers and Titans who had once terrorized their people. Their battle was almost over, but their mission—to bring peace, to protect those they loved—was only beginning.

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He and Junshang are free.

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An image of Wen Ning bowing, of dark veins and dead skin and an uneven smile, comes unbidden to Zhuzhi-lang’s mind. He shakes his thoughts free with no small amount of effort.

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They have since been scraped from the walls of his cave to become blank faces sitting atop the formless idea of bodies. He cannot let them stay. The only disgusting visage that belongs there is himself.

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Xie Lian’s blood ran cold.

Of course Feng Xin would worry about that. Xie Lian had been missing for two months after all.

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“Are you sensitive here too?”

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Then Su Xiyan. Her voice, almost forgotten. The deep black of her hair and her favorite set of robes and her eyes. How she smiles like she knows she shouldn’t give in to the temptation. How her hand has a little scar along the palm where she cut herself the first time she picked up a blade. He wants to see her again; he wants to feel the calluses on her fingers and listen to her talk. He wants, he wants, he wants.

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“How can I not worry? What if your wound gets infected or—”

“I’m already dead.” It’s a simple fact and San Lang says it as such. Like he’s commenting on the weather. But those words throw Xie Lian back into another time, another place where something similar was said. He swallows, not quite sure where he is for a very brief moment. Ruoye nudges its way down his arm to curl around his thumb. Xie Lian rubs the soft edge of his weapon with the pad of his index finger.

“Being dead,” he says quietly, “doesn’t mean you can’t be in pain.”

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The Naga Warlord’s Virgin Mate by Robin O’Connor

Serpents of Serant #3

Alien romances were not something I once thought I would ever gravitate to but…they are definitely a fun way to escape…especially when the male alien is a hunk and a half, a bit gruff, strong, protective, and knows almost immediately who his fated mate is and that he will do anything to be with and keep her safe. I love slipping into the stories and thinking about the “what ifs” of what is improbable but perhaps feasible…maybe?

Having read this author’s debut novel in the Gladiators of the Vagabond series was just the beginning of my journey with her. Her imagination is fertile and must be filled with characters that have been clamoring to have their stories shared. I hated to say goodbye to the gladiators but am loving this series set on the planet Serant that is populated with Naga clans. Naga are serpents from the waist down but have upper bodies similar to humans and they are compatible with humans. This is is a bonus that is quickly realized once the aliens realize their mate has arrived.

In this book we read the story of Krashe, warlord of the Bitter Storm Clan, meeting human Naomi. Their chemistry is almost immediate. Naomi was introduced in a previous book, saved, lost, captured, and eventually meets Krashe near the beginning of this book. She has upper body mobility with lower body paralysis due to a spinal injury that happened on earth. Krashe and Naomi don’t have an easy time. Krashe’s clan is against them, they end up running, hiding, fighting, and finding something that might help Naomi become more mobile. Naomi meets and befriends a  tiny creature that resembles a dragon but is more the size of a house pet that becomes their sidekick and is named Kiwi. I love the growing clan built of humans and aliens and look forward to the next book in this series.

Thank you to the author for the ARC – This is my honest review.

5 Stars

BLURB

Captured by a warlord, seduction is my only chance. Can I capture the heart of the beast? Naomi Stranded on an alien planet sucks, but it’s worse when you can’t even walk. I’m a sitting duck, and when scary Naga capture me, there’s only so much I can do. That doesn’t mean I won’t go down without a fight. When their Warlord personally comes to interrogate me, I’m ready for him. Maybe he’s the one who’s not ready for me. Krashe I was not ready for the captive I meant to interrogate. This tiny, pale, scaleless creature is supposed to be my mate? But I can’t deny the attraction, I can’t deny the feelings brewing in me for the brave, fierce female with the sassy mouth. She might be small and helpless, but she does not cower, she does not fear me, and she never backs down. For a female like that, I might just be tempted to give up my Clan, my Queen, and my warring ways. For a female like that, I might even reach for the technology that could help her walk again. This is a standalone novel, and book three in the Serpents of Serant Series. This steamy sci-fi monster romance features one Naga Warlord, a disabled, sassy virgin, and a steamy HEA.

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Alolan Dusk 7

[Burnet listens carefully as Roark tells her about his encounter with the terrible Beast. They'd heard him talk about it before, but he always had a sort of fondness for the excitement and danger they were able to overcome. Rescuing Lillie, which turned into rescuing Lusamine, then rescuing Nebby. Each time with higher and higher stakes until the worlds were saved. No wonder he became the strongest, most dependable Trainer in the region! But this time, the recount holds a different tone. Just Roark, without the rest of the children there to chime in, and a deep sadness as the tale paved the way to tragedy. Burnet had always worried about him before, but how it must have broken him to be so helpless after being the one to fix everything for so long. He was there with Hau the day of the attack, and had never been able to say what happened to anyone. Had Necrozma some sort of power to make people forget? Or had Roark's mind shut out the memory of it? Burnet was brought out of these passing fancies and came back to the conversation with surprise at Roark's new addition to the tale.]

Roark:

When I was on my way to the Pokemon League, I found Necrozma again all crumpled up in a crater where I guess it had landed. The poor thing was so broken. So, I… I took it in, and tried to nurse it back to health.

Burnet:

You mean it came back to Alola? As early as that? [She had heard of such massive creatures living in the void, entire worlds or cities where these interdimensional beings had become gods of their homeland, and to think there was one right in their own backyard all this time!] Why didn't you tell anyone? 

Roark:

I didn't want it to land in the wrong hands. 'Cause, like, I know it belonged in Ultra Megalopolis, but the reason it's so broken in the first place is because the people there tied it down and used it for a power source. I couldn't send it back to a life like that... And I thought, well, the Aether Foundation probably knows the most about it, so they could take care of it! ...But Lusamine started this whole mess because she said it needed to be destroyed. [Shifts uneasily] I thought if I gave it to them when it's so weak, they might actually do it this time. [Sinks down] After all this, I almost wish we had… [His voice breaks as he mentally scolds himself. What a terrible thing to say!] It's not really a bad Beast though. At first, it was doing okay. Maybe even happy with me as it got better and stronger. It's just, Necrozma is in so much pain. So. Much. Pain. Once the energy it had gathered from our time with the Voices had started to run out, I didn't know what to do. I thought I could take it to another world, or ask the URS, but… I guess Necrozma had other plans.

[Roark sinks even further, almost ashamed at his naivety as he had to tell her. Someone has to finally hear the truth.] 

Roark:

I went to treat it one day, but it was gone. I wasn't sure when, or why, but I hoped that maybe it had gotten better and it didn't need me anymore. [Scoffs] But even in the best circumstances, I knew we were in trouble if it was gone. At first my biggest worry was that it might try to go after Lillie. Or worse, with its power over the Ultra Wormholes, those Rainbow Rocket guys would be back. But… I never imagined Necrozma was capable of stuff like this… I thought it was my friend… [Slams a fist on the cushion next to him in frustration.] I feel so stupid! 

Burnet:

You're not stupid. It just sounds like you were overwhelmed by something so much bigger than you. Or any of us. I can't believe you've been holding onto this all this time when-

Roark:

What could I say?! Knowing what happened doesn't change anything! It can't fix the Shadows! It won't make Mallow or Lana or Kukui magically reappear! It won't bring my mom back! And then I'd have everyone mad at ME when I can't do anything! [Bitterly as he gets up from the couch and goes to the window, glaring out at the city below.] If I ever see that monster again, I'll… I'll… [He grips the window sill, his body shaking as he closes his eyes. He takes off his glasses and tries to wipe at them with the palm of his hand. Hearing voices is nothing new, but the pounding pressure inside his head is enough to make him pass out.] Guys… please. Not right now…

“Stay back. You’ve upset him enough.”

Burnet:

[Had gotten up to comfort him, but the new voice suddenly catches her off guard. She stops to look around for where it had come from.] Roark? Did you hear that? [The young man doesn’t move, giving her the impression it had all been in her head.] 

[There comes a twisted sort of scream from below and Burnet's heart skips a beat to think of the Shadows being so close. Given their aggressive nature, she could only imagine a pair of them had met on the empty streets. Roark still hasn't stirred.]

Burnet:

Roark…? [Goes over to him and takes him by the shoulders. He had every reason to be upset, especially in the last few days, but talk like that always seemed to draw trouble. Tries to sound more upbeat to persuade him.] Hey. Maybe we can come back after we help with the evacuation, hm? Could take a while, but you know Lillie and Gladion really need our help right now. And once we all get together in person, maybe we can come up with a plan for finding Necrozma- 

Roark:

[Softly] More fools and their "plans"...

Burnet:

Huh? [She lets go of him, shaken by the suddenly darkened tone but she's also curious what's holding his attention so much outside. A closer look into the night and she can see a man on the street, his walk slightly crouched as though on the prowl for a fight. She feels she knows that stance, she recognized that distant holler.] I-it can't be… Is that Kukui? 

[Stepping into the light of the street lamp below, it's unmistakable. His hair disheveled and his coat somewhat tattered, but it's him. Kukui stares pointedly up at the pair in the window with hollow eyes and lets out a war cry to pierce the otherwise stillness.]

Roark:

[With a bit of a hiss] Not for long. [He looks back at her and feigns to correct himself with his normal tone] Not anymore. I’ll take care of him. Go to your room and lock the door. 

Burnet:

But you-!

Roark:

No coincidence he’s here. Such strong bonds, he must have come for you. Now go. [*Burnet stares at Roark  as his eyes seem to sparkle like gems behind his black thick rimmed glasses. She gives a frightened nod at the command, feeling she should listen, and doesn’t bother to question or even move before she watches him disappear from the room with unusual speed.*]

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A/N: And with that, we're officially caught up to the prologue! This is where the original story ended, and I was just ready to be done with it, but with a bit of encouragement (and having already gone through the ENTIRETY of RUM due to writing the transcript for it) I really wanted to flesh out the connections between the two and cleaned up my original work. Anyone who read my previously uploaded chapters for The Light may have picked up on a few patterns to where this is going.

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name / alias: kaye age: 24 pronouns: they / them ooc contact: ofelpis @ tumblr other characters in xc: angel devil, lelouch vi britannia

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name: fandaniel ( hermes ) age: 43 ( physically ) pronouns: he / him series: final fantasy xiv canon point: just pre-sundering app triggers: apocalyptic scenarios, death, religious horror, memory loss, brief discussion of identity loss, discussion of symptoms of depression including mention of suicidal ideation, animal harm/death, discussion of euthanization, discussion of suicide

personality: stiff, withdrawn, antisocial. hermes is a brilliant man with a humble demeanor, gentle beyond words and more than a bit subdued. while not the easiest to get along with, he takes his work very seriously and can often be found out in the field, working alongside others not as their superior, but rather just another coworker. he holds a deep curiosity for the world, and takes great enjoyment from observing wildlife and learning to understand their mannerisms. each of his actions are completed with love and exactness, and he strives to make sure that his charges are as comfortable as can be. many are inspired by his diligence.

… his people-handling skills, however, can use some practice. hermes is amicable enough in conversation, but hardly cares for prolonging small talk or discussing topics that aren’t part of his work. oftentimes he can seem distant when talking with others, thoughtful about something he’ll seldom elaborate on compared to reassuring them that he’s fine. the truth is that while he is a deeply passionate individual, his faith in the world around him is incredibly fragile, if not nonexistent entirely. hermes does not fit in. hermes has never fit in. having grown used to getting strange looks for expressing his doubts about society, he has instead turned inwards and stews in his misery, thinking that there is no one else in the world that could ever understand him. if the world is perfect, and it cannot accept flaws, then he hardly finds himself in the position to remain in it.

ah, but that isn’t a big deal. he is helpless in the cycle, and this is a new world entirely. maybe he’ll never need to talk about it.

something your muse struggles with: mercy. not in the sense that he’s a heartless fiend or anything, but rather he has too much of it. the thought of hurting living beings, especially those that don’t choose to be in their circumstances, twists his heart so much that he could break apart.

your muse’s greatest strength: his compassion for nature. everything hermes does is done in order to respect nature and give it the best chance to thrive. this applies to all of nature. there is no creature or thing that is undeserving of love in his eyes, no matter their flaws.

history / background:

chief overseer of elpis, you will witness the world as it is still within its egg. creation will be at your fingertips, and you will ensure that this place that we have crafted with our own hands will remain the paradise that we yearn it to be.

hermes accepts this, for it is what his predecessor asked of him. he takes to it like a fish takes to water, managing the remote community with limitless devotion and a quiet kindness. the people in the fields whisper:

that hermes is so strange! did you hear? he denied the order to cancel that awful concept. he’s been trying to fix it for ages now. why go through the trouble?

that hermes transformed again to help in creating a gust for those creatures in zephyros! isn’t that so indecent?! i can’t imagine doing that myself for a bunch of tiny little creatures!

hermes stayed up all night trying to get those melanion to sleep. i hear they almost bit his hand off! i don’t know where he gets the patience for it…

hermes saved the new researcher from being gobbled up by a gurangatch! i’ve never seen someone run so fast– how brave of him! it makes you wonder if he has any regard for his own life!

how funny, how people can gossip so much about him when he’s just doing his job. it almost makes him want to scream, actually– what makes him so important compared to the creatures that they had all been charged to look after and protect? he can’t imagine how anyone has the heart to allow these creatures to come to harm, let alone kill them.

what makes a creature imperfect? what makes an ancient perfect? how is one better than the other? how does one have control over the other? was it truly their duty? to look down on the world and play the role of judge, jury, and executioner? it hardly seems fair.

he speaks his mind, sometimes. to fellow researches that have praised him to high heavens about his concepts, to those who have seen him everyday and surely must have understood his heart. there must be someone out there that thinks the same as him. that the way that they’ve been going about everything is wrong.

ah… no… to return to the star is beautiful, is it not? to have your aether go back to etheirys, to become the fuel for the world! you don’t think so?

ah, well… everyone has told me that this is just how it is, so i’d rather not go through the trouble of thinking differently… our lives are too comfortable to change things.

they’re just animals, aren’t they? as their creators, we need to make sure that they behave. if you don’t understand that, then why are you here?

you’re not meant to be here.

you’re not meant to be here.

you’re not meant to be here–

hermes spends many sleepless nights sitting at the edge of elpis, staring out at the stars beyond. it is very quiet. the wind blows through the leaves, tousling his hair as he perches on a stone, flowers staining themselves deep violet in his presence.

everyone’s elpis flowers… are white as snow. they truly don’t find any problem with living in the way that they have. it is bliss. it is ignorance. it is blindness that comes from staring directly at the sun for their whole lives. hermes feels like he is cloaked in shadow, ichor that sticks to his skin and stains him black. it makes him sick to his stomach.

there has to be… something better. something more than this miserable excuse of a paradise that everyone here insists etheirys is. something far beyond this star surely knows how to heal the ache in his heart. as he glances down to the blooms beside him, swaying amethysts in the breeze, he gets an idea.

in the endless blue that extends beyond elpis, he would find his answer. he would travel the whole universe, if need be. he just needed to make a messenger.

no matter what, he would make it so.

powers / abilities:

aether manipulation – a healing ability? a hurting ability? aether can be whatever the user desires to use it for. hermes’ abilities all involve manipulation of aether in some form, however for this specific power, i’ll state that this allows him to hit enemies with unaspected aether or, if needed, can impart aether to people in order to enhance their own abilities/heal from wounds.

wind-aspected magic – hermes has power over the winds, and can use them offensively or defensively depending on his needs. gusts as large as a small typhoon can be summoned under his command, along with gentle breezes that tickle the cheeks. one of his particular talents is being able to crystallize the wind itself into large panes of greenish-glass, which can be pushed and manipulated at will.

concept creation – hermes is able to manipulate aether in order to make living beings. he has a particular expertise with flying specimens, and has a liking for birds. that said, he can make other creatures as well. for xara cosmia’s sake, i’ll impose the following limits to his creative abilities:

3 small creatures a day ( such as sparrows )

2 medium creatures a day ( such as dogs/cats )

1 large creature a day ( such as big cats/horses )

transformation – hermes can change into an aerial form in order to further enhance his magical prowess. this form is a cloaked figure with a two long trails of feathers down his chest, along with wings so numerous that they’re difficult to count. always airborne, and capable of flying quickly for long distances. this form is quite large ( around 20 feet, i’ll say ) and incredibly strong. can carry people and other things easily, if needed. unfortunately, transformation is incredibly discouraged in ancient culture, so he very rarely does so.

inherent abilities:

affinity with animals – i don’t think this is necessarily a magical ability, but hermes, having spent so much time around animals, typically understands their intentions and can communicate with them in his own way. very creature savvy.

items / weapons:

caduceus staff – a herald’s wand that allows hermes to channel his magic and also communicate directly with his constructs. can be summoned and dismissed at will so long as he has the sufficient aether. would make for a good hiking cane.

ancient mask – a white mask with silver accents that covers the top half of his face. it has a sharp beak like part that sits on his nose.

convocation mask – red and scary looking. he kind of hates it.

starting ability: concept creation starting item: ancient mask extra:

behold! the first being in the world with depression!

he’s like 6’7” ( 200 cm )... my lanky tall weird bird dad

i also think he’s vegan. because of course he is

even if being an ancient sucks at least he has the ultimate executive dysfunction outfit ( huge snuggie )

i’ve been rotating this guy for almost two full years in my head but it was surprisingly hard to write an app for him. he’s just so sad. please understand

discord id: ofhermetica.

password: (through tears) i can fix him

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Find Me Again

Wanted to write smth for Pyramid Head since I’ve always loved the big guy!!!

Summary: In an attempt to escape your ex, you crashed the vehicle you two were in. Instead, you wind up in a place that burns and smells of ash. You find an unlikely ally, and beloved companion amidst the nightmare and come to fall in love with that metal-headed executioner. But you wind up separated, only to come back to him in a new game, a new world, hosted by a spider-legged God. Or! In which you and Pyramid Head are a thing in Silent Hill and you get sent back to the outer world. Trying to hunt down Silent Hill again only to find yourself in the realm of Fog. And soon to meet an old friend again.

!!!Minors and ageless blogs do not like or reblog as this is an Adult work, please respect my boundary!!!

Reblogs > Likes! Please Reblog if you leave a like :D Esp if you wanna part two!

Fandom: Dead by daylight / Silent Hill

Relationship: Pyramid Head/Reader

Warnings: R18+/NSFT, canon typical violence, mentions of a virginity kink and corruption kink, Pyramid head man handles you (consensually), Reader is gender neutral and ambiguous, implied past abuse from readers ex

Words: 5k

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This wasn’t your first nightmare, but you sure hoped it was your last. 

This world had rules, it seemed. Fairly simple. A god-like being called The Entity wanted you all to play its twisted game. Even being fair enough to allow you Survivors to come back in one piece. Despite the agony of its spider-like claws and the hook impaling into your backs, forever leaving a scar. 

You weren’t helpless, none of you were. It was a fair game laid out. Get out, figure out if you were going to go back and save your teammates, or figure out if escaping was more important. Run from the killers that played your group like you were a sport for them. 

Hunters chasing game. 

In terms of high stakes, you like to think you’d had worse done to you. You’d been in a dark, foggy world once. You'd assumed it had been on accident as you inhaled the ash-filled world with your head spinning.

~Rest under the cut~

Your ex had not been the kindest, putting it lightly. A sick person they’d been. Gaslighting, abusive, not afraid to get physical with you. You two had been driving. And you remember just being so scared, suddenly so overwhelmed with this fear as they’d spoken to you. Telling you that you were really in for it when the car stopped. Words that sounded like a high shriek in your ears from your fear. 

You’d taken the wheel then from their hands, whipping it to the side in the hopes of crashing the vehicle. Unafraid of the death you had expected. 

Instead, you’d woken up in an unfamiliar place. Black and white, the taste of ash heavy in the air. You were a bit dizzy getting out of the car, grunting with the effort to shove the door open. Coughing from the taste of the smoke coming from the vehicle. 

It’d taken you a minute to get away from the flaming car, only for you to realize that your partner had not been in the car. Their door long since open and their body nowhere to be found. The only hint they had even been there had been the blood on the glass and the footsteps in the ash. 

Your heart pulsed in your throat as nausea took over, your eyes looking towards the ground where footsteps were left in the ash beside yours. Tracking towards your window before leaving towards the nearby abandoned town. 

Your lips had quivered, your eyes darting towards the street in the hopes you could simply walk back into the woods where you’d remembered you two were. But to your horror and confusion, the bridge had been totally demolished. Disappearing into a thick fog just past its creaking, swinging metal. 

So that led to you having to stand up on wobbly legs and find your way into the town. Feeling your hands shake as you watched the footsteps in the ash slowly disappear into nothing nearby a building’s alleyway. As if they’d been taken by something invisible. 

The sirens had come later in the day when you’d found a group of women who were screaming at you and calling you impure. A witch. When the black and darkness had taken over, the world decaying around you and these women running for a church-like building, you realized then that this was not a normal town. That this had to be a nightmare, a dream, some sort of other world. 

This couldn’t be happening. 

That’s all you could think when you heard this god-awful sound of screeching following the siren. A man with a pyramid-like structure had come from seemingly nowhere. His walk wobbled with the sword he was dragging across the ground- something you could only imagine was unbelievably heavy. He seemed to have a vendetta, a path towards the women who were screaming ‘Demon’, ‘Devil’, and ‘Executioner' at the being heading right for them. 

You don’t think you could get the image out of your eyes of him picking one up off the stairs of the church and peeling the flesh from her body like a banana. And though he never spoke a word, in your heart you knew he thought this was a way of ‘cleansing’ her. Of removing someone who could hurt something he defended. 

You think you had more to fear than just your ex lurking around here. 

At some point, you realized this was no longer you trying to find a way out of the town, but rather trying to survive. No one was your friend as far as you were concerned. And anytime you heard those sirens you knew nowhere was safe. The church, assumingly, was safe from the Executioner running around. But anywhere else had more of those creatures.  

You learned pretty quickly to avoid the hospitals after getting an eyeful of nurses and far too many cuts on your arms that you worried would become infected. Learning to avoid the Executioner- but not because you had met him. 

But because you could see what he could do. 

What if he had thought you needed to be cleansed? That’s all you could imagine whenever you caught even a peek of him. How he could lift you up effortlessly and grab your flesh, peel it right from your muscle and toss you aside like yesterday’s trash. 

And then one day had come the ultimate decision. 

Your ex had found you, and you felt nausea overcoming you in a wave when you’d seen them. Realizing that even in this strange world, that for once you had felt free. Free from the fear they gave you, free from the pain, free to laugh at your own jokes that you told yourself. 

They’d practically snarled at you, grabbing your arm and starting to yell at you. Making you feel small all over again as tears welled up in your eyes. Fear making your lips quiver and not having the strength to shake them off. 

You remember the loud sound of the siren, how your ex had gone silent as the world began to peel away and fear settled into their eyes. You remember the terrible screech of the blade on the concrete. 

You remember for the first time since you’d gotten there, that your first instinct wasn’t to run away. 

The pyramid-headed being that you had come to mentally call the Executioner was at the end of the road. You didn’t think as you’d broken from your ex and gone running for him instead, despite the yelling behind you. You remember thinking you didn’t care if that great blade came slamming onto you, or if he’d take you and skin you like he’d done that woman. You just remember thinking- 

You just remember thinking... 

Anyone but them. Anything but them. 

You remember sobbing your eyes out when you’d gotten in front of him. How the Executioner had paused and cocked its helmed head with a loud, groaning creak. You expected the pain, you begged for it, blubbering and not one of your proudest moments. The fearless feeling you’d had when you’d grabbed the steering wheel returning to you. You just wanted to get away from them- 

And the blade had slammed down. 

Right next to you. 

A slow crouch, a kneel of one of his legs and that same groan echoing from his helm. A dirtied hand had cupped your chin, tilting your head this way and that as you sobbed hysterically. Tears poured down your cheeks as you pleaded for him to kill you. Even going so far as to take that large hand and pull it off your chin, sliding it down to your throat where your lips could only form the words and no sound could leave you. 

It had all happened so quick. One second you were pleading this Executioner to end you, and the next you’d heard that terrible creak and watched him stand. You wanted the pain, closing your eyes tight and steeling yourself for it. 

But instead, he’d kept walking. 

Walking right past you and towards your ex. 

That same sound you’ll never forget. Of them screaming your name in fear for once. And how, for once, in that moment, you felt a sick sense of glee. To not be the one full of fear, to not be the one standing there in terror and waiting for the agony that was to come. To not be the one wondering what hell would come the next day, but too scared to leave for something worse that would come. 

You didn’t watch. You didn’t need to. Not with the screaming and the sounds that echoed behind you. 

You expected him to come back and finish the job. After all, maybe he liked the idea of tormenting a soul. Instead, you’d opened your eyes when you heard his heavy breathing to see him standing before you, a hand outstretched to you and almost this confused groan echoing from that pyramid. 

You’d taken his hand that day and followed where he led. It’s as if he took a protecting role over you, not allowing anyone else to touch you so long as the world was blackened and decayed. When the world was made of ash, you took your chances in exploring, hoping to find some answers to this world, something that would make sense so you could help in some form or another. 

You learned he was a protector, originally to a little girl. And that the women you’d met were a part of a cult that believed them to be the sinners. Specifically, that the little girl had been a witch. More and more information being found led you to believe that because you hadn’t done anything wrong in life, that you weren’t actually supposed to be here. 

You guess it was due to you being in the vehicle and causing the accident. But the cause was for good reason, not simply because you were trying to kill someone for the hell of it. That’s what you had come to the conclusion of, at least. Something you open up about when Pyramid Head- something you fondly referred to him as- comes around once again when the sirens go off. 

You think he understands when you speak. Though he couldn’t speak back, he could nod or shake his head, making slow gestures with his hands until you could understand him in turn. You still remember feeding him a can of peaches for the first time, watching this long tendril come out and wrap around the whole thing of peaches and zip it underneath his pyramid. The loud crunch of metal heard and yet no knowledge in your mind that he even had a mouth. 

You had been there for about two years trying to figure out how to get out. Two years was a long time, and a long time to share time with another person. You’d ended up falling for the big guy, taking comfort in his touch and offering him what you could only assume was the first gentle touches of his life. Kissing his hands, helping wash them, kissing his helm and feeling unafraid if its edges cut your lips. 

You’d gotten bold with him. Feeling your confidence that you used to have before you had been with your ex begin showing itself again. A bit flirty in nature. 

Sometimes you’d take his hands and wrap one around your throat. Murmuring how he wouldn’t hurt you unless you asked for it. Always delighting in that low sound that would come from him. The low groan and how his fingers would twitch before sliding down your neck and shoulder to squeeze you fondly and keep walking. 

Memories of how he’d lead you to showers to cleanse yourself, of feeling his hands on you, of being able to taunt and tease him. You learned quick of his thing about corruption, anytime you found a new outfit of white or reminded him of you being untouched. How his breathing would become heavier, his hands a bit rougher on you, or his loud groans and growls when he could only thrust between your thighs without ever entering you. 

Taunting and teasing a being known as a Devil and a God around these parts may not have been your smartest thing to do, but damn if you didn’t get off on the power trip of it. Similarly getting off on how gentle he could be if you warned him to be. How those large hands you’d seen rip people apart would caress your hips with unknown gentleness. 

Finding your way out had happened on the second year on accident. Someone had come into this place you’d come to know as Silent Hill. A detective sent to find you and your ex who were deemed missing persons; One of your friends had called it in, telling them that your ex was a danger to you and that you could be found dead and not just missing. 

You aren’t sure how the detective found a way out. You remember screaming when he’d taken your hand, ushering you out with him as you’d tried to rip yourself from him. Hearing the loud groan following the sirens overhead. You never even got to see him again, the world all fading to white so quickly. 

They labelled you with Foul Play in the end when you’d finally gotten out. They also labelled you delusional, the investigator telling you that you suffered from Stockholm syndrome for the ‘beast’. Not that they believed him either, they labeled him delusional. He was told he’d heard too many of your stories and therefor unfit for the job since he agreed with you. That he couldn’t separate fact from fiction. 

What a mess your life had been after that. Each night lying awake in tears because you never got to say Goodbye. Always wondering if Pyramid Head ever thought someone finally had gotten to you before the sirens had gone off and he could find you again. 

You had decided to do traveling after that, maybe feeling foolish trying to find your way back into the town. And one night, you thought you had. You thought you’d heard those sirens, feeling a fog washing over you and feeling a sharp glimmer of hope. 

And then you’d woken up here, at a camp site with your new found ‘Survivors’ who worried over you and consoled you when you broke down into tears. But not at having to survive another nightmare, no. 

That you hadn’t found your way back into the first one. 

At least there were people here who sort of understood what you’d explained and the agony that came with it. Some of the Survivors had taken to mingling with the Killers when the designated time came around. The Entity liked the pain of those in love having to hurt each other, but some couples liked the chase. Feng and The Doctor as an example, or Kate with the Huntress. They didn’t get pain from being chased, they liked it. 

When the time came for mingling on that one week of every few months, some Survivors would leave to the different realms. Disappearing into the fog in the hopes it would take them to where they wanted the first time. Whether to spend time with a loved one, or to taunt. Some Survivors stayed behind- Quentin and Laurie never left, for fear they’d wander into the fog into the arms of those who craved to do worse than just kill them. 

And then one day, Cheryl had come into your camp. 

She talked of a school, of a world that tasted of ash, of the creatures with terrible faces. Of the cult-like people she had come across, the death and decay, losing her father- 

And a horrible monster that chased her with a groaning triangle upon its shoulders. 

You felt your breath still as a few pairs of eyes glanced to you. Your eyes flickered over her, and she must have caught the recognition in your eyes because she’d looked at you with a breath of relief. “You’ve been there too?” 

“Yeah,” You managed to croak out. “Was there for a long time, kiddo.” 

You bond with her quicker than any of the other Survivors over this. She’s a kid, you learn, just turned 17 not long ago. She’s been through more hardship than anyone her age should have ever faced and you can’t help but feel a sibling-like bond with her. She’s here for a reason, you know, just like all of you. Her surviving qualities were high, her determination just as so. 

You bond over what you both had seen, and you admit that the being Cheryl couldn’t figure out if he wanted to protect her or destroy, was someone you had loved just the same a long time ago. You explain your side just as she explains hers, explaining that she might have been the same child he was set to protect, but something good. Maybe not even her own person. She tells you of her pain and confusion, tears spilling down her cheeks as you hold her through it. 

You don’t ask her who her designated Killer was. You’re not sure if you want that sort of hope, nor do you want to open any wounds for her. 

Like all the Survivors do for the others who join, she’s given explanations and tips to this twisted game. Cheryl insists she’s been through worse, throwing a look your way that makes you feel awful that you knew exactly what she meant. At least in this game of chase, there was always a guarantee to come back, some sort of rhythm to it.  

In the world where you two had seen the stuff made of nightmares, you can understand her confidence now. But she’s just a kid, something a majority of all of you look around at each other and to Quentin who was just a teenager himself as well.  

When the games begin again and four survivors are chosen, taken from the camp where they shall awaken in a realm they may or may not be familiar with, the rest of you carry on as normal. You lie awake most nights, feeling this strange feeling in your heart as if someone or something was calling you. 

Recently you’d been having fitful nights of rest, but not quite nightmares. Where the world tasted of ash, and yet the world was calm all the same. Flashes of metal, flashes of blood, flashes of large hands caressing you and hearing yourself gasp, followed by the low groan of metal.  

Sometimes you dream of him. The Investigator’s words of Stockholm syndrome curling in your mind. Even as you dream of how gentle he’d been with you, hands running over you, bringing you cans of food that he found, or even comics or stuffies to entertain you. Memories or dreams. Dreams involving things you never got to do or say. Of where his hands wrap around your throat and you beg him to squeeze harder. 

Your current dream is a little different. 

You feel like your body is being run through syrup, hard to move your limbs or have any control over them, but you’re walking. The whispers of the Entity and its voice that sounded of 20 people with varying emotions calling to you. It taunts you, as it had taunted many others. 

Normally this meant it was choosing you for an upcoming match, preparing you to put on your fighting spirit. 

And yet, the whispers come to a halt all of a sudden. The loud groan of metal and the screech of a blade upon the ground, biting into unseen concrete. You can’t speak when doors open in front of you, the blinding light outlining a silhouette. An...awfully familiar one at that. 

Your lips part to speak, but nothing comes from you. And when you go to step forward again, you watch the giant metal pyramid atop his shoulders turn for you. A loud groan as it tilts to the side in a hard gesture, one he’d always done to you. You can’t help but smile, outreaching without thinking about it, only to watch in puzzlement as he seems to be glowing a strange orange. The blade suddenly looking more menacing with a slow shake of his pyramid of metal and the blade curling in his grasp to be pointed. 

Right at you. 

Your eyebrows knit, confused, trying again to call out to him. Your hand outstretches again, and you’re aware of the cage-like bindings around you. Your heart crushing all at once as he suddenly charges you and the blade raising high above his head- 

You awake before it makes contact. Gasping as your cheek is set on cold concrete in a dark room full of desks. You sit up with a startle, your head whipping around you in the quiet, only able to hear the shake of your own breath. 

You hear once last final whisper of the Entity, a cruel murmur of, “Have fun. And do not forget to thank Us.” 

The world comes to you slowly as you’re able to get up, aware of the breathing to your right and look over to find Claudette waking up as well. You two make eye contact, and she scrunches her brows in confusion. A silent question of where you were. You look around with her, swallowing thickly at the sight of decay and hearing the all too familiar loud sound of a siren ringing around you. 

You look back at her again, your expression possibly reading all she needs before she’s making a gesture for you to lead the way. 

The Entity liked toying with its new survivors and killers alike, bringing familiar surroundings to them. For you, it had been the hospital you had been kept at when they deemed you unfit for society. And it seems like for Cheryl, her unhappy place had been the place you had even tried to go back and search for. Though you knew the school wouldn’t be how you remembered it, nor would it be for her either. Hooks would be placed, new dead ends, twists and turns with only one monster walking about. 

You swallow hard, wondering if that dream had been a threat, a warning, or some sort of prediction? If...If your Protector was in here with you, did the Entity change his memories somehow? Or did he not remember you at all anyway? Was there any guarantee what he thought? 

What if he did remember, but held a grudge and thought you had abandoned him?  

You were so uncertain. Your hands shaking as you work on the wires of the generator with Claudette on the opposite side of you, following the gentle hum of it coming to life. You two work through it pretty well, no increase rate of your heartbeat, no strange humming, no sign of the Shape with how quiet it was. 

Nothing. 

It’s...eerily quiet, and you’re unsure where the other two are. 

With a pop and a click, the lights crank on and the generator is complete. You both stand, sharing a look without words to start working out your next approach. 

Then it happens. 

All at once, you feel the thrum of your heartbeat increase, watching Claudette share a look with you. She holds a finger to her lips, pointing at the stairs to imply she thinks whoever it is had to be upstairs. You make a motion for her to go ahead on without you. 

You watch her nod and head down the hallway into the thick mist to either find teammates or another generator. 

You feel foolish as you stand by the lit generator, feeling...You're not entirely sure, hope maybe? If that dream had been some sort of prediction, maybe you could live with him not recognizing you if it meant you could finally tell him you were sorry. To explain you never meant to leave him, that you’d been forced to. That no one understood your desire to find that wretched place again. 

That you couldn’t find your way home. 

To your left is a long hallway, to your right is the lit-up generator thrumming to life. Your back is to a wall, your eyes on the staircase and feeling your throat tighten. Your body screams at you to run, to hide, to stop being so foolish.  

But when he comes down those stairs, a groan to the familiar metal atop his head, and a sword clicking off each staircase? You can’t help but feel relief course through your veins and your lips trembling as they part. He seems dead set on a hunt, a mission towards your generator, before the pyramid atop his shoulders seems to tilt towards you. 

All at once, your Protector stops at the bottom of the stairs, looking directly at you with the point of his pyramid aimed at you. Your heartbeat feels like it’s in your throat, your breath shaking and your legs feeling like jelly under you. 

Your eyes flicker to the Great sword still with its tip upon the last staircase, but they quickly go up to the pyramid when you hear the low groan of it tilting. 

“Hey, big guy,” You croak out, your voice sounding hoarser and thicker than you wanted it to. You watch as his head tilts again, subtly and with yet another groan, his hand gripping tighter on the hilt of his blade. 

You swallow thickly, feeling the tension in the air and almost sensing his confusion. “I’m right here, do you remember me?” You start again, your voice wavering just as your eyes betray you and dot with tears. Emotions overwhelm you, and you’re sure the Entity is getting off on its curious desires to see such a dynamic like this. Where agony coursed through you, confusion, mentally begging to see anything on him that said he did remember you. 

“Please,” You whimper out, feeling your knees wobbling and your body unable to turn and run. Held perfectly still like a deer in headlights. 

He takes a step forward, and your knees finally give out under you as you slide down the wall with tears spilling down your cheeks. Only feeling more pathetic as he comes closer and closer with each slow step. 

“Please,” You whimper out again, more desperate as you tilt your head up towards him when he stands in front of you. Your neck strains at this angle, your eyes blurred with tears. You don’t feel scared, you only feel what could only be described as yearning. Longing for this man. Like as if you had been but a teenage romance and one of you had to move away, finally seeing your other half again and feelings coming rushing back. 

“Please,” You choke out. Pyramid Head has stopped in front of you now, the low metallic groan heard as you blearily see him through your tears. You reach for him with shaking fingertips, your breathing heavy in your own ears and your heart rate increasing. 

You expect your dream to come true. For his great blade to come slamming down onto you or for him to toss you over his shoulder and drag you kicking and screaming to a hook. 

You don’t expect his gloved hand to delicately take your outstretched hand. 

You tense, waiting for him to yank you. But instead, his hand clasps over yours, his thumb running over your knuckles. You manage to blink your tears away, your breath shaking and looking at him in awe. He has no face to show emotion, not even a voice, but you can feel it in how he touches you. The same way you looked at him. 

Disbelief. A dream. Not real. 

You’re yanked to your feet and it makes you yelp. But before you can even react, he’s yanking you upwards and over one shoulder. One hand firmly grabbing your ass and the other doing the slow drag of his blade across the ground.  

You don’t...feel endangered. Perhaps that is foolish of you, but all you can really concentrate on is how Pyramid Head feels. Seeing the lines of his back through his apron flexing with each step and each press of his fingertips against your ass. 

The Entity had told you ‘Have fun and don’t forget to thank us’. Now you think you understand what it means when you are taken to a room and set on top of a desk.  

You don’t have to wait for him to do anything before your legs are wound around his waist, taking his hand that grabs onto the curve of your side and guiding it up your body. You press his fingers around your throat, delighting in how you can hear the sound of his metallic groan have an edge of a growl into it. “Did you miss me?” 

The press of his hand tells you enough. You give off a breathy, delighted laugh when his hips hump forward against yours. A desperate sort of groan leaving him when you reach up to hook your fingers under the metal of his pyramid and jerk him forward. Gently pressing a kiss to the pointed tip. 

“Made you wait long enough, I think. Wanna take me, sweetheart?” You murmur out to him. Another breathy laugh leaving you when Pyramid Head’s hand falls from your throat to grab your hip instead to try and jerk you closer. As if trying to fuck you through your clothes as his hips hump against yours. 

Desperate. Wanting you. His sword clattering to the floor so both his hands can grip your hips to try and yank you forward with a low groan. 

“Thatta boy.” 

You were definitely in for a fun match. Not to mention you save your fellow Survivors some sweat and tears. 

You just hope you won’t be too loud... 

[blzzrdstryr]

Signed in blood

Yandere!Zhongli x Yaksha!gn!reader

Wordcount: 2541

CW: Yandere themes, mentioned violence and death, unhealthy power dynamics

Long before Liyue’s borders had been established and the harbor bloomed into the prosperous city that it is today, the Geo Lord, Rex Lapis gathered all lesser deities and spirits dwelling in the current nation’s territory and concluded a contract with most of them, ensuring the protection of his country and people. Some of them signed a contract out of fear before archon’s power, some did it for mutual benefit and some out of gratitude and deep reverence. You are in the latter category, a simple forest spirit that was saved from the distorted monsters left after the archon war by his grace and power alone.

It was a simple day when you felt an enormously malicious energy surrounding your green abode, and soon they showed up, killing intent and will of dead archons seeping out of them. You were fast and agile enough to dodge creatures' hits, which couldn't be said about the others. Your fellow spirits and animals with whom you were sharing this forest soon fell victim to the perpetrators' attacks. Dark energy entered and desecrated the lands, poisoned the waters and even possessed the bodies of your old friends.

You were running away, fatigue finally catching up to you, despite the inhuman nature and you soon fell to the ground. There were a myriad of thoughts and feelings reeling inside of you - grief for your now dead friends and home, anger at the monsters and most importantly frustration with yourself. You aren’t human, not a single part of you is, so why were you so weak and helpless, unable to do anything as you left your loved ones for slaughter and massacre?

Guilt and shame washed over you, as you allowed tears to burst free - you were bad, you were disgusting for not doing anything, not helping anyone. Monstrous roars and growls got closer, a promise and a threat of what will happen to you. You closed your eyes, accepting the imminent end and bracing for the upcoming pain. And then the most unexpected thing happened - the earth underneath you vibrated, tremors knocking the beasts off their feet, as a tall basalt pillar rose from the ground.

Soon the stranger appeared, ending the monsters in one swift and elegant slash of his spear. He donned an otherwise simple white attire adorned with golden threads, with a long ponytail showing from the hood, but the most eye-catching details were piercing amber eyes and the glowing patterns all over his body of the same colour. You forgot how to breathe for a second as you watched your unexpected savior - he was beyond handsome, possessing the kind of beauty that would have mortals blushing and stuttering.

He then looked around, finally noticing your sprawled form. “Are you all right?”he asked, his tranquil and calm voice tinted by the shadow of concern and lending his hand. “I am”, you sputtered out and took an outstretched limb, feeling infinitely clumsy and ugly, face heating up from embarrassment. “That is good”, his voice despite still possessing the same serenity took a warmer tone.

As you learned later, you were saved by one of the seven remaining archons, a lord of geo. Filled with shame for your dishonorable escape and gratitude for your unforeseen salvation you signed the tightest contract with Rex Lapis - a blood written pact.

Unlike the contracts mortals establish, a contract between two immortal beings lacks the parchment or ink or a signature, they use magic and techniques that echo directly into their soul, preventing even the possibility of the terms' violation. Blood written pact binds to the vital essences of one, an ancient magic flaring up once the contractor intends to break the agreement, stopping and warning them of what's to come once they do breach it.

Your blood sizzled and boiled as you pledged your life to Liyue, magic singing in your veins and resonating with your soul - Rex Lapis saw the potential in you to be a great warrior and designated you to serve him as one of the yakshas, so you obeyed, training your body and spirit to withstand the endless calamities you no doubt will have to face. One day, after a grueling training you almost gave up, but forced yourself past your limits. I must redeem myself and repay Rex Lapis, you thought, gritting your teeth and taking a battle stance again, and then a miracle happened: a blue glowing orb materialized in the air - a vision bestowed by the hydro archon.

Sometimes you still reminisce about this moment and recite the oath you gave back then - I pledge my life to the protection of the Liyue nation and the will of Geo Archon, Rex Lapis for all the centuries to come.

Soon, you ended your training and started to protect Liyue just like other four adeptis all of whom were also saved by the Geo Lord. For centuries you five defended the nation as it bloomed and grew into something that you couldn't even imagine. And even after centuries of slaughter as your karmic debt started to slowly eat you from inside, slowly, but surely devouring your sanity by the smallest pieces you always found strength to move forward by recalling your first meeting with Rex Lapis, reverence before your God and guilt before the dead driving you further and further.

With time a dull, yet constant pain made its way into your bones. Sometimes it would make your eyes fill with unshed tears, sometimes wake you up in those rare times you slept without nightmares, sometimes it made your hands tremble, almost dropping the weapon in the middle of the battle. You couldn’t suppress and endure it like Xiao does, letting out a pained whimper here and there, yet you still upheld your duty to the Liyue. It almost felt like routine, until two awful events happened: the death and defection.

The fear and hatred of all those who fell victims to your weapons were slowly seeping in your minds, driving you mad with bloodlust. It all happened so quickly: you were watching out for other demons as Bonanus and Pervases were patching up Alatus after the intense battle, while Bosacius looked at the other front, weapons ready, and then Bonanus lashed out, aiming for Xiao's neck. The anemo yaksha quickly darted to the side, but the weapon still grazed the copper bird's neck, his blood forming a quickly growing pool underneath. You had to put the bloodlusted yaksha yourself, something inside of you breaking as you did so - it was one thing to stand against hordes of demons and monsters and it was another to kill your friend.

You couldn’t talk or look into the eyes of the other two after that, despising yourself for yet another failure - first your forest, then your friends, you were helpless to save anyone. And then Bosacius left, you had no idea where he vanished, but these two events prompted Rex Lapis to visit both you and Xiao, as yakshas shrinked in numbers from five to two in less than a week.

You kneel before the Geo archon when you notice his tall figure between the ancient trees - unlike Xiao, you prefer to live in the woods, the familiarity of nature reminiscent of a home you once lost. Your Lord ushers you to stand up, his face solemn and grim.

“[First]”, he starts, exhaustion evident in each syllable: "For centuries you protected my Harbor, and despite turbulent times passing you still uphold your duty. I find that admirable".

Your eyes go wide and you turn your head, unable to receive such high praise from your God, you feel your cheeks heat up at the compliment, acknowledgement of your hard work, and even constant pain or the death and disappearance of your colleagues became less serious of the issue for a mere moment.

"I am not worthy of such praise, my lord, I am only doing my job, fulfilling the contract", you deflect, looking at him again. Archon's eyes crease a little and a small frown appears as you say "contract", yet he quickly wills his face into an impassive mask.

"I suppose I made a mistake when I asked you to be my yaksha back then, I have misjudged your worth ", he continues, voice becoming distant and strangely tense, as he reminisces about the days long past, amber eyes looking both at and through you.

"My lord, I…", you start and then stumble over the words, unsure what to say next. Is this his way of telling you that you're bad at your job? You cast your head down, eyes lowered in shame, hands that spilled adeptus' blood trembling and burning. "I am deeply sorry for letting you down in that way, I will do my best to redeem myself from now on” .

A warm hand touches your shoulder, squeezing it slightly in a comforting manner. His palm is warm and firm, comforting in its steadiness like a tall cliff standing proudly against the raging tides, indestructible and reliable.

"You have no reason to apologize for this. Something like this would inevitably happen sooner or later, you have no fault in the events that occured. I suppose karmic debt would drive one of you insane eventually".

He sounds calming, reassuring, like a parent soothing a child. You still don’t lift your head to meet his gaze - you’re too guilty and unworthy to do that. There are no words you can speak now, not when you have been so thoroughly destroyed by your lord’s kindness - how can he look at you and see someone innocent?

“No, I meant that all those centuries ago, when I first met you I didn’t discern the gem hidden in the crude ore” he adopts reminiscent tone again, his hand now moving on your shoulder in slow and steady rhythm: “I knew I wanted you to be by my side, I didn’t know who I wanted you to be though. I needed time to understand my own feelings and the way I viewed you, and then I needed some more time to accept those sentiments”.

“What sentiments, my lord?”, you ask, finally looking up to him, brows slightly frowned in confusion and curiosity - it’s rare to see the Geo archon talk about his inner workings so openly, as he usually prefers to keep a cordial distance or masterfully redirects the conversation into a completely different direction.

“Over the years, as you protected my nation and my people, I finally understood it”, his hand shifts from your shoulder and now he cups your own two palms in a firm yet gentle hold: “I cherish you, [First]”.

The sudden declaration leaves you stunned and speechless for a good minute: you look at your god with wide eyes, mouth opening several times like a fish out of water. A myriad of thoughts and feelings go through you: confusion, disbelief, inferiority.

“I… That is very sudden for me to… learn about your affections”, you finally utter, forgetting to add respectful “my lord” at the end. Your voice comes off as small and hesitant as you say so. Rex Lapis doesn’t seem to mind your confusion as he takes a second to collect his own thoughts.

“The yaksha title I have burdened you with takes a toll both on your mind and your body. I severely miscalculated, so I want to redeem this mistake”, he sounds regretful now, one hand moving to caress and cup your face. You go stiff, still overwhelmed by the whole conversation. “I can free you from your contract if you decide to become my life companion”.

“But, my lord, it’s so sudden I can’t just..”

“Hush, I won’t pressure you into an intimate relationship right away. No, we will wait and learn about each other and once you will be comfortable enough to let me enter your life and your heart we will marry, uniting our fates with a contract that shall never end”.

You lower your head again, but this time in contemplation instead of guilt and shame. What do you feel for Rex Lapis? Admiration - he is a powerful deity, capable enough to flatten mountains and raise new ones with a single slash of his spear. Gratitude - he was the one that saved you and sheltered you, until you grew strong enough, he gave you a reason to live when you had none. Respect - he is a capable leader, smart enough to build a foundation and guide people of the most magnificent nation in Teyvat.

You feel no love for him, not the kind of love he wants anyway. You know about his patience and how affections sometimes take years to finally mature and bloom, but the thought of spending decades, maybe even centuries in hopes that one day you will reciprocate is nauseating to you.

How do you feel about it? A part of you wants it - it’s an easy way out to get rid of the pain, of the fear and bloodshed, of the death that clings to you at every waking moment. You remember how you spend most of your nights sleepless, drowsiness leaving you the same second you dream of blood and carnage and massacre. You remember your whole body throbbing and burning on especially bad days, when even Remedium Tertiorum can’t do its job. You remember crying and gasping for air after the weight of the slaughtered gets too heavy for you to handle.

You almost say yes, out of these reasons alone, but you stop yourself - you think of Xiao, of how lonely he will become once you leave. You think of heartfelt smiles that mortals gift you with on those rare occasions you have to save them. You think of the slaughtered spirits before whom you still have to atone to.

“I am sorry, my lord” You look him straight in the eyes, bracing yourself for the words you are about to say: “I can’t match your feelings, nor can I accept your offer, not now at least”.

Amber eyes lose their warmth in the instance, the comforting aura he was exuding earlier replaced by the weird tension between you two. Looking at this image, you suddenly remember how ruthless Rex Lapis can be on the battlefield as for a fraction of the second he looks at you as you’re an enemy.

A horrible pain shoots right through your body, and your short scream follows. You fall on the floor, gasping for air, deaf and blind from the overwhelming pain. Geo archon quickly takes your form, carrying you to your sleeping place, as you try your best to breathe and not cry.

“It must be a blood pact acting up, the magic must have taken your refusal as disobedience to the contract”, he says once the agony lightens, enough for you to focus on the conversation, “you did pledge your life to my will”.

You try to half sit on your elbow, to look him in the eyes and say something other than the pained groans and whimpers, as his next words instill a sense of quiet dread in you:

“I hope you will rethink and take back your words out of your own volition, [First]. I would hate to order you to”.

[phantom-17]

Recently I've been coming across more and more posts which say different, but unite in one, the following: Sebastian is a perverted amoral beast that makes Ciel a torturer, greedy and heartless proud fellow in order to make his soul a delicious treat, lost in sorrow and sins and dark as darkness itself can only be. But I have certain thoughts that allow me to say that I'm not quite agreeable with this point of view. And let me explain why.

Actually, this might really be true. There's no denying that Sebastian leads Ciel's soul deeper in sin, even Yana had claimed something similar to that statement during one of her old interviews. BUT I see in Seb's purposes and aims something more specific than just his starvation issues: even though he says that he has genuine interest in Ciel's soul only, I believe that deep inside he feels what Ciel feels, he shows his empathy during random facial expressions that aren't even suitable for a devil - a creature with no sense of loyalty and love. There are MYRIADS of tiny catch phrases of Seb that can proof that he doesn't make Ciel a bad person, but silently follows his orders. Attention, his OWN orders. It's well-known that Ciel imagines himself (and he truly is) as a magnificent gamer. He, and only he is responsible for the actions that take place in his fate, just because Sebastian never does something that wasn't a particular order, and every time he somehow deviates from Ciel's plans a little, he gets reprimanded. Have you ever seen a single time Sebastian seduced Ciel to kill someone? Moreover, Ciel is quite an adequate and mature person for his years, even when Sebastian at the very beginning of their contract suggests a simpler way of a game and rushes out of the table to kill everyone who had ever hurt him, Ciel stops him and says that there's no need to kill everyone who, in his subjective opinion, might be involved in Phantomhive fall. See the difference? Ciel isn't becoming a brainless killer with Seb. He sees his own goals over Sebastian's methods of acting and keeps being a Human even despite he had come through hellish experience.

MOREOVER

Sebastian isn't just a weapon in Ciel's hands. He's his patron and mentor. Sebastian, not someone else had taught him sciences and art, Sebastian, not someone else had enough patience to teach him manners, horse riding and hunt. Sebastian helped him to gain back his manor and title, to get rid of inconfidence and believe that he isn't a helpless tiny worm that's good for nothing. Thanks to Sebastian Ciel had become at least somehow socialised and made his dream of creating a toy factory true.

There also wasn't a single case when Sebastian gave Ciel a piece of advice or made a remark that turned out to be bad for him. He teaches Ciel how to behave properly, he broadens his knowledge, moreover, he always trains his wit and inner powers by purposely putting him in those peculiar situations when Seb can't help! Look at these pages and cuts:

You see? Sebastian teaches him wisdom. He understands that Ciel's highly convinced that Sebastian will come and save him whatever happens. He sees that Ciel is still a bit non-independent, because there was no one who could teach him to be so. So SEBASTIAN does it himself to make Ciel understand that it isn't the world whirling around him, but he is the one who's whirling in its incomprehensible, tangled algorithms.

That's why I'm strictly persuaded that Sebastian is definitely something more than just a future taster of Ciel's soul. He's a person that leads this tiny fragile creature through his hard burden-like life. The gloomy shelter to hide, a prudent adviser, anyone, but not a straight foe for him. Yes, one may say that Sebastian does this all just because it's mentioned in their contract - to protect, to obey and so on. But, you must concede that despite this, Sebastian invests much more in the performance of his duties than he really ought to, and makes Ciel's life a part of his own one.

And I really want to believe, that even though this story can't have a happy ending, it would end up with happiness and peace in Ciel's soul, who'd finally reach his goal and close that cursed circle of endless challenges, grieves and losts that fell to his lot.

UPD: browsing through the last pages of Book of Murder ark I noticed one more thing that is controvercial to the statement that Sebastian doesn't care about Ciel.

This doesn't even need any comments, I think :)))))))♥

[quicktimeeventfull]

decided to write some fic for nanowrimo this year! it's about ryuk watching light throughout his life, and also about light being really gay and refusing to accept that. i'm really fascinated by the idea of ryuk as a witness to light's life. a little greek chorus consisting one one strange creature. anyway, i thought i'd share a passage from it. here's light going to a high school party.

“Come on, Yagami,” says Chisaka. He pats the ground beside him. “Come sit.” Light heads over and sits beside him. Chisaka holds out a can of beer. He hesitates, then takes it. He does not open it. “I didn’t think you’d come,” Chisaka says. His cheeks are flushed, but not badly. “Why not?” “You never come to parties.” “No one ever invites me,” Light tells him, then darts his eyes sideways. That probably isn’t casual the way he wants it to be. Humans like to seem unaffected by things. They don’t want to look like they care about the things they care about. They find it embarrassing, or something silly like that. And they don’t want to seem like they’ve been left out of anything; they don’t always want to be the same as each other, but they never want to seem like they’re worse. They’d rather do the leaving out.

Shinigami don’t act like that. They simply don’t care enough. They laugh at anyone who tries to be different, sure, but it’s barely even malicious because they simply do not have that kind of interest in the world around them. In a way, Ryuk admires the Shinigami who die to save humans. At least they care about something. To care enough to die for it would be a gift. 

Chisaka looks around them. “No. Really? But everyone loves you.” He sounds quite sincere. Light shrugs, looking uncomfortable. 

“Well, I did say I’m too busy studying for exams, so they probably don’t want to bother me.” Chisaka nods. “That’s true. You quit the tennis team. And you don’t date anyone.” “Yeah. Both of those are right.” “You were really good, you know. At tennis.” “Thank you.” “And you’re really pretty.” 

Light goes pink. “No, that’s not true.”  That doesn’t mean anything — Ryuk knows Light knows this. Humans just can’t admit that they like each other’s compliments. It’s another one of their strange rituals. “Well, it is. All the girls love you, ‘cause you’re pretty and you’re sweet, and you’re not stuck-up about it. Like you could be a real asshole, you know. You’re almost an asshole, ‘cause I know you know you’re better than everyone at like school and math and sports and everything like that, but you’re such a fucking dork that it cancels it all out, you know?” He nods, twice, then looks deep into Light’s eyes. “You could be such a loser. You’re so weird and you’re kind of whiny and you act like a baby sometimes, like a baby duck following your friends around or like walking around by yourself all the time with your eyes closed. And you only care about school and Mario which are both like, the most losery things anyone could imagine ever.” 

For a long moment, Light stares at him. Ryuk has absolutely no idea what he’s thinking. He wonders if Chisaka is going to end up dead tomorrow.

Then, to Ryuk’s surprise, he smiles, and it looks both fond and entirely authentic. Light plucks the can out of Chisaka’s hand and pours it out on the grass beside him. “I think you’ve had enough,” he says.

Chisaka smiles back at him. “It’s part of your charm. You’re just so fucking helpless.” Ryuk thinks of Light with his pen. Thinks of the way his expression doesn’t change at all when he writes names into it; thinks of him screaming at his television set when that gothic L showed up on it. He thinks of the way Light had looked him straight in the face and said, there’s no heaven and no hell, and the way his fingers had shaken while he said it but his gaze hadn’t wavered. Helpless, sure; helpless in the same way all humans are, hurtling towards that same empty space. Breakable and soft. But he is also brutal and quick. He thinks up vile things and he carries them out without flinching. He is so very special. Ryuk hopes he lives for decades.