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administer-distractions · 11 months ago

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#ive been getting hazbin hotel videos in my feed and i watched a couple out of curiosity #i dont think im interested in watching the show and ive heard bad things about the creator so u know #also its Cringe™️#but ive gotta be real with you all #demon who talks with a 1920's radio filter fucks really hard #i have no idea what the plot is cause i just like the sound of his voice #i wish i could talk like that

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crowkip · 9 months ago

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ouguugh,, womnen

#barbara gordon #my inbox is literally full of yearning lesbians i promise i see you im doing my best #also are ppl okay with me posting wips here #ive realised i literally have nothing to post if i only stick to mostly finished drawings #so im being brave and exposing my god awful process to u all #also omfg i am so sorry for doubling up on the watermarks but p1nterest users r destroying my will to live so i gotta be more vigilant :’)#ok real tags now #batgirl #oracle #dc comics #fanart #my art

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xxplastic-cubexx · 5 months ago

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sequel to this ramble cause the way james talks bout the reduced cherik scenes throughout the xmen films in this video is making me want to kill people. 'we'll always have paris darling' what if we all blew up.

#xmen #xmen first class #xmen dofp #xmen apocalypse #xmen dark phoenix #cherik #snap chats #im gonna be sick ive rewatched this like five times #IM STILL PISSED AWF AND THEN HEARING HIS COMMENTARY ABOUT IT OUUUUGGHHHH #OOOH WHAT IF I THREW ROCKS #LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS CUT. aside from that gorgeous 'where are you doing' scene in first class ofc BUT WHAT ELSE #im forced to believe there was a make-up and/or hate sex scene in dofp because wdym they were worried about censorship #LIKE WHAT. WHAT DID THEY CUT. CAUSE CENSORSHIP OVERSEAS IS ONLY FOR EXPLICITLY QUEER THINGS INNIT #maybe paris can be our always i hate it here NO I LOVE HOW THE PARIS BIT IS EVEN /THEIR/ COPE #LIKE PLEAAAAASSE im throwing up. maybe if i draw cherik ill feel better #on the real its genuinely so sad. like even outside of shipping this is still art being reduced #and what we have is still good but the thought that it coudlve been BETTER ...#again their connection is already good from what we have in the final but just ... the lost emphasis of it all if that makes sense #ESPECIALLY outside of first class and dofp- like their relationship really is so sparse in DP and apocalypse its so sad #i think what makes it esp sad is how upset james is about the cut material like its so nice that hes so invested in their relationship too #and its just gotta be so. Excuse Me What when youre told 'hey so your characters cant having a deeper relationship or we're fucked'#'even though the relationship between these two is one of the most fascinating aspects of this generation of xmen films'#is it so hard to want to see like .. even just an intimate 'friendship'. like would it be so bad to see them be so heartfelt #or even just bein a bit silly. or hell ill take them fighting again ANYTHING I BEG YOU the humanity between them is so important #LIKE PLEASE im gonna cope and seethe forever i fear #and when he said 'i thought 'its probably the last time we get to do this to each other'' :((((((((((((((((((((( shoot me #at least we'll always have paris ....

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toxooz · 7 months ago

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naw whos the crusty ass bitch who thinks its cute to take my ocs cause what is this

#''dergu zerghed'' thats the sound youll make after i hit u over the head with a mf frying pan #jk i just fukkin reported it man im so tired #even moreso they did enough digging to find the one where i threw freckles on him for an obscure ask like biiitch?????#got a comment on twitter abt how someone loved this character on spicychat and found more art of him and i immediately was out for blood #idc abt the cod fanart being thown all over every website i knew what i was getting into with that shit but my ocs #?#you take my oc my heart n soul ive been building for 10+ years slap some dumbfuck name on him and feed him thru a Fucking AI machine #thats whats rlly boiling my blood tbh fukkin selfish behavior #i went to investigate and i was on a waitlist for it im gunna kmssssss #i am once again plagued with the frustration of the major disconnect of people going 'oh yeah ai bad >:(''#yet falling for every single ai trap there is like some stupidass koala #now my character done been sacrificed to The Machine bc mfs too goddamn lazy to make real friends to rp with #aight the ugly bitch is tryin to take the wheel i gotta stfu

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willyhoos · 19 days ago

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you know for someone who loves metamy so much. i gotta say having it be fully unrequited is honestly fitting with metal's whole arc (or rather his LACK of arc)

he wants what he can't have. he's not anything or anyone, he doesn't deserve it. what would he even do with it?

"i don't think i have anything. i don't think i can have anything. i don't know how to have something." (src: 17776)

whether or not you subscribe to the roboticized metal theory, it doesn't change that metal's goals are not aligned with reality. ironically it's the robot that is unable to logically analyze his situation. he wants to be sonic but it doesn't change the fact that he isn't. he wants to win but it doesn't change the fact that he won't. his desires are narratively and morally unfulfillable because what he wants is wrong (factually and ethically.)

and so if he, in theory, wanted amy rose how could he ever actually have her?

the most she would give him is "you're more like him than i thought."

because he's Not sonic. all he can be is sufficiently Like him (sometimes). whatever metal claims he is (and honestly whatever he ACTUALLY is) is irrelevant because he can't MAKE himself sonic. he can't make himself the version of sonic that amy loves. amy loves sonic for WHAT he is (good) not what he's named. the most she could ever do is passively appreciate the traits of sonic that metal is able to imitate. emulate. simulate. fabricate.

sonic's role (in the meta story and in-universe) is so unique and treasured and irreplaceable. the only way to kick him out would be to, idk, replace him with an identical copy and put the old sonic in a lose-lose situation where he could not possibly be believed or sympathized with. or something.

say he gets "rehabilitated," rebels against eggman... you know those metamy fics. what is he then?

-> another job well done. another good deed for team sonic (y'know, the real one).

because it's not just that he's Not Sonic. (and he isn't. even if you believe he once was, he's not anymore in any way that is relevant to the narrative. the narrative, as you know, is the real sonic's pov.) it's that he's not even really a person anymore.

he's been forcibly depersonalized, dethroned, removed from his role (+ promptly replaced with something canonically better!) and isolated from any semblance of humanization. he doesn't even have a mouth. either it was taken from him or he was never given one. and we are not given any glimpse into his thoughts. (they're not important.)

like. this is a dead end. he is a dead end. there's nowhere to run.

he won't "get the girl" (pardon the term) not because he's evil not because he's not sonic but because he is not a "person" in any sense. not literally not socially not narratively not practically not really

idk. whether metal falls in love with amy genuinely, or if it's just out of jealousy/desire to want what the real sonic has/instinct to emulate the real sonic's emotions... it's doomed. he's just a ghost from a doomed timeline and everything he will ever do is destined to fail. he can't kill sonic. he can't hold amy's hand. he can't do anything but lose.

in that sense, metal "losing" amy to the real sonic (as if metal was ever even a contender, as if he was ever real enough) is just another failure in a long, long string of mostly unpleasant memories of a character who doesn't even get to go by his real name. because someone more important took it already has it.

#all of this to say. amy not returning metal's feelings is just more proof that he's not sonic. that no one sees him as sonic. it fits ithink #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #metal sonic #metamy #.txt #either way metal is just such a tragic character. so filled with jealousy and hate and rage. and such such such grief and loneliness.#i think if i had to pick a word for how i (am choosing to LOL) interpret his themes... disconnection. -> from self from society from morals #you can't just give me a character whose name is stolen and whose body is transformed against his will. whose identity is destroyed.#who has a fascinating (and surprisingly positive?!) dynamic with his replacement's (+ his own!) love interest...#and not let me use her as a weapon to really hammer in the fact that he is Alone. he's not even from this universe.#and all his friends are dead. and he should be too but he's not. he's something worse.#i just realized. 'hammer in the fact' get it cuz amy has a hammer lol. lol. lol #amy looooves sonic. she adores him. she doesnt love metal. the only conclusion is that he must not be sonic.#but he is but he is but he is but he is BUT--#but but but.#ahh #anyway ive been doodling more metamy. got a few more sketches i gotta line.#and a fun tails and nine piece too :) if i learn hwo to Actually draw properly like a real person.. one day i can line it right #btw if this is super dramatic and noncanon. let me frolic in my angst. im using metal and amy as dolls here. let me . thankyou #ok its4am now lolsiesssss

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solarpunkani · 11 months ago

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I think one interesting thing I’m grappling with in my quest to solarpunkify my life is how little control I have over what I can do in the stage of life I’m in now.

Like my ideal self would have a big, booming garden with dozens of food plants and bench seats and swings and a bunch of pollinator gardens in the front and backyard with a pond for wildlife. I can grow tons of food for neighbors and community initiatives, and host get togethers (bonus points if I have a fantastic colored-panel greenhouse like I’ve fantasized about before). I’d have solar panels wherever they’d fit, all kinds of lovely decorations, and live as green as possible. I’d eagerly give out seeds for pollinator friendly plants in one of those front yard seed boxes I’ve seen, maybe have a community fridge nearby as well. I’d be able to guerrilla garden and help with community initiatives, but still have free time to spend on myself, my art, my crafts. And a cat.

There’s plenty that gets in the way of that though. I don’t have a job, so I can’t have the big booming garden of my dreams. I live with my parents, and they don’t want the kind of lifestyle and decorations and such that I would. My mom doesn’t even like cats, or half the neighbors in the cul de sac. I can encourage and poke and prod my parents all I want, but at the end of the day its their house and what they want/can afford goes, and its not really what I want. Not to even mention that I’m shy, overall not very corageous, and more or less have no idea what I’m doing or how to navigate this world.

It’s definitely an interesting position to be in. And frustrating.

#out of queue #ani rambles #like would I have all this if I was on my own right now?#lets be real probably not id probably be in some shitty apartment #but still its like instead of hurdles to jump over ive got walls and the walls are my parents and the animation industry #i was gonna havr an inspiring point about ‘oh you just gotta hold onto hope that you can obtain it someday uwu’ but uh #genuinely its hard to keep that hope rn. have you seen my target industry? its a clusterfuck out there

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figofswords · 8 months ago

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i know ive made myself the #1 izutsumi stan in the eyes of all of my friends and probably some of you online people but what if i became a mithrun stan. there is something about him that compels me. i just want to *clenches fist* put him on the drying rack. lovingly stick him into a tupperware for later. make him into. a broth of some sort. do you understand

#posts that probably look deranged to anime onlies. listen you will understand #i love you vegetable scrap man! wet cardboard man! pathetic crumpled up piece of laundry!#dunmeshi #ok uh manga spoilers in the following tags #the dichotomy of favorite characters...#feral teen girl who always follows all her desires vs damp middle aged elf man who is incapable of desiring anything....#and the BEST thing with mithrun is kabru has to babysit him. like out of anyone to babysit mithrun. kabru is objectively the funniest #but like. seriously the whole. you will gain new desires every day! thing. sobs #i know a lot of ppl relate to mithrun for that. i personally relate more to izutsumi if im being real here #but mithrun still makes me go OOUUUUGHHGHGH THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING TO STRIVE FOR TO KEEP LIVING FOOOOOORRRRRRR #also i like his design. his very specific hair. the fuckin. big shirt over the armor im obsessed with. the missing eye #the way he goes from 200% when he's got the lion in his sights to -500% literally any other time #kabru being like AH POWERFUL ELF MAGE GOTTA GET READY TO DEFEND MYSELF SOME MORE why are u just sitting there. hello #i haven't posted any mithrun art bc i haven't had time to sit down and finish a real piece #but ive been doodling him on any scrap of paper that finds its way into my hands literally any chance i get #the whole weekend i tabled at animzement i just sat there and doodled izutsumi and mithrun in my notebook #im gonna draw him for real tho. soon. im putting in my 2 weeks tomorrow and then i will have more art time

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skrunksthatwunk · 7 months ago

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ok soooo im like 5 episodes into dear brother and i need you guys to know how much i love rei so far if only for her staggering around like a rain-soaked stray dog just haggard and unseeing all the time. like we know very little about her thus far except that every scene she's in she steals the show by flopping and wilting all over the frame

#just like me fr perhaps #dear brother #oniisama e #idk what it is but shes so intriguing. mysterious shit-untogether lady #also i love everyone's beef so far like im completely hooked on the drama as camp as it usually is #like went OHH SHIT the second i found out the big three were on bad terms like ouhhh theyre fightinggg #and minako is profoundly real. the video essay that convinced me to watch this mentioned her encapsulation of quote #'every bpd feeling ive ever had' and as an outsider that seems right #school full of girls to study under a magnifying glass like bugs. girlbugs #this is an era of shojo im not very familiar with (ok ig all eras are like that but my knowledge of 70s shojo is like.#ok rose of vsailles over here and that tennis thing's over there and uh. yeah thats it)#and yeah ik the anime's from the 90s but it appears. to me. pretty married to more 70s aesthetics at least #ANYWAY kaoru ily we need a butch failgirl to shout these girls into line and shes balling too btw no way #and minako ily you're extremely real and a scene stealer and i need you to beat more girls up #nanoko im leering over your shoulder like a little shoulder devil bc i want you to be worse and im suspecting you're getting there #oh i forgot to say this part but i keep comparing it to utena #no one ive seen brings up db in their utena analyses as an influence so i have to wonder if 1) this is just more obscure #(if only for the western video essayists im watching) or 2) they share other common ancestry im not familiar with #once again i gotta watch rose of vrsailles for brserk reasons but also now bc of this #she's important she's influential etc etc #anyway yeah excited to get back to the mentally ill girl variety hour ✌️✌️#asuka rei #<- I FORGOT TO TAG IT WITH HER 😫😫😫

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unforth · 11 months ago

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Actually, I really wish Tumblr as a whole was less comfortable using feminizing language for gay men, especially gay East Asian men.

#unforth rambles #brought to you by the person i saw call chu wanning 'mo ran's mother' and the person who defended them #putting aside the question of accuracy re his role in mo ran's life #the words parent and father both exist yall #like idk but also wtf #see also girlboss and such being applied to gay men #idk i feel like im in the vast minority on this one #but my whole life ive seen gay men feminized in real life against their will #no matter how masc they were or wanted to be everything became fem #maybe im just to old to be with the times on why this is cute and funny abd okay #but given tumblr demographics and all #like shit like this is imo why so many women and afab nb people in fandom get accused of fetishizing #we older queers remember when doing this was considered disgusting homophobia actually #and imo it goes double or triple when they gay men in question are east asian #i really wish we could just fuckin stop #to be clear im not saying it IS fetishizing im saying i wish there was more awareness of the history of forced feminizing language #being used towars gay men in general and toward east asian men regardless of sexuality #for a lot of people i gotta think the knee jerk reaction to this kinda language being used is these context isnt teehee how cute #its ew who would say that #anyway i blocked op on the mo ran stuff but it still left a bad taste in my mouth

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luck-of-the-drawings · 9 months ago

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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING

#cw blood #luckys original content #ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG #also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project #FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD #SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter #and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do #THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG #i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then #i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that #ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours #so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time #i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly #and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more #but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho #we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange #yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but #she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that #i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated #i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others #AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG #IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL #LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU #AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES #ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU

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sieglinde-freud · 5 months ago

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thinking about them and banging my head against the wall again whats new. they are making me so emo. god. what the fuck

#ann plays fates #theyre like all i can think about rn #its that time of the year #i mean i think about them both constantly separately but its always when september comes #do i get hit with the laslow/nyx rarepair brainrot i think #that just lasts through fall and winter #not that im complaining. i think eventually i will have posted the entire fucking conversation #i cant help it. each part gives me a segment of dialogue to be ill about #i have ‘but with burdens so heavy dont you think we can lean on eachother a bit?’ on my wall #ROMANCE. TO ME (girl who is aroace)#also underrated thing about them i like how nyx flirts back #its more prevalent in their A support but shes so fun with him even beyond the bonding over traumatic pasts #i think with laslow he does a lot of flirting right bc hes laslow but a lot of the time its like #no ones matching his energy #i was gonna say match his freak but i dont think he has any freak if im so real with u #if he does its buried beneath five metric tons of shame and embarrassment #and i like how his… laslow-ness kinda gives nyx space to let loose if that makes sense #like he can match her maturity because he. you know. all of that #but hes still young and so she can find a little bit of reprieve from it all in his attitude and blah blah blah #if that makes sense #they r just so perfect. TO ME #ive only ever written and posted one thing for them but i have like five million (like six) things in my drafts i need to get back #into writing. rarepair hell gotta feed myself #also that was like two years ago it kinda sucks a bit but thats fine its called growth #i just miss them. i dont really have the brainpower to play fates but i have enough to think about them #i mean i played a little but ive mostly just been doing dumb shit with the class system and not rly playing the game #we’ll get to it #im supposed to be sleeping

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skitskatdacat63 · 6 months ago

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#ITS JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOO #SOOOOOOOOOO #back in my brainrot about it #it in particular makes me emo bcs it was my mom's favorite film when she was my age #so the fact i like it this much makes me happy :) and i got to see it with her #busting every time theres one of those white sand/blue sky shots #its all so vast and expansive. the desert is a character in itself #and you gotta think about how much time and effort this would take in an era where the tech wasn't as developed #like all the far away or up high shots. think about the level of coordination that would take #it actually brings me to tears thinking about how beautiful and cinematic it is #the art of humanity 😭😭😭 it is a work of art it is a cinematic masterpiece #even tho ive seen it before i kept gasping at every shot like how is this fucking real #and again w the lack of tech. you cant skimp on anything back then #the fact that they had to literally build their own railroad tracks #had to get all those extras. cant just add them in post #had to go out in the middle of the desert for shots theres no other way #literally built an entire set of aqaba irl #ITS SO IMPRESSIVE. GOD.#feeling emotionally 😭😭😭#its a shame that the length keeps a lot of people away :(#bcs to me its a must see. it represents the peak of what film can be what you can do with movies #catie.rambling.txt #lawrence of arabia

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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Your art is so amazing and you're truly spoiling us by posting so often! I have no idea how you do it, but I'm very grateful ^w^~💚

Also, your tags are an art form themselves and I haven't seen them get the appreciation they deserve!

thank you so much !!! a part of why i post so much is Of Course because of all the lovely support and invitations for discussion from everyone: it's been so fun talking with everyone and getting to share all my lil doodles and read everyones tags so far :]] !! gettin to come online and share my thoughts and drawings really is a huge part of my day and helps me get through the muck of it all, so thank you all for bein a gracious community !

SPEAAAKAING of tags thank you very much for appreciating my tag rambles !! hard to find people who appreciate TRUE art anymore smh .....

#snap chats #I JEST JVLAEKVJAE but fr thank you :) i dont think people'll read my tag rambles #like i HOPE they do but theyre more for me because i have an obsession with overexplaining #theres a novel's worth of a diagnosis as to why that is but this aint bout that POINT IS thank you for reading my thoughts :)#on that note that just reminds me ive always wondered what id be like for charles to get in the head of a real scatterbrain #brother strap in youre going in for a ride. youre going to experience seven wikipedia articles in five minutes #in any case. ive been told my rate for drawing is alarming. very beneficial for the work i do ! but alarming #however i understand time is a very finite thing and that scares me so i have adapted to draw as fast as i can #and sleep as little as possiblel but we dont have to talk about that point is thank you !!!!!#i look forward to making more art people can enjoy :]]] !!!#all of that said and done... i think im gonna go eat forreal now ...#as much as i love being online .. i also love going outside. and eating ! so for now i rest #plus i have that package i gotta get lol ....... anyways laters !!!

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bmpmp3 · 10 months ago

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dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!