#but ive always been like this
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you know what happened to me this year. i saw the memorial to a marriage in real life. i saw the Patricia Cronin sculpture in real life. and there were two butches holding hands in front of it.
#i did not cry tho. i have regressed to that part of me thst does not cry at things this year#which is sad#but ive always been like this#atleast familiar problems and im not actively going crazy#anyway#YEAH
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will you help them?
#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgar d water law#donquixote rosinante#donquixote corazon#ive been playing too many mobile games#and that ad always showed up#like woman wtf are you doing#sick of her
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its true that romance amd friendship will not solve everything but. objectively speaking its very hard to get sad when you can say 'lets go get cake tomorrow okay' and someone will go get cake with you. like there is some good at least. you know
#i think this is why ive been so much more geniunely happy these last few years#like. i will never be going to bed alone. i will always have someone who wants me here#i will always have someone to say 'im sorry im not feeling very well now' and they will be concerned instead of being annoyed#at you as if those feelings are an inconvenience#scratchpost#txt
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your design of me
#marcia#digital art#illustration#original art#yay its doneeee#oh garret#im sorry its always the same#its always about being a means to an end#and its doesnt matter if its a cold and calculating eye or a warm naive vision#they dont want you for you. they only want what you can do for them#and feeling needed and irreplaceable stopped feeling nice 3 lifetimes ago#all that is left are frustration and anger#dont you get it? dont you get it? the contours of what makes me me are not in the shape of your needs and wants#orion lavont#rosie lavont#garret#tcm#the clockmaster#oc#MARCIA CONTINUING HER MISSION TO SHIT COLOUR MAXIMALIST STYLE!#you know when youre trying something for the first time and youre like uh oh im having a feeling im not excellent at it from the get go#looowkey how im feeling#as you know ive been trying to incorporate more colours into my works#but i am yet to truly understand what im doing#i dont want to stumble into results with adjustment layers anymore#i wish to do things on purpose#I want to be in control! I want to make conscious choices!!!#anyway the purpose of these was to do something new and quirky#something other than faithful rendering#the most challenging part of this pic was probably all the papers. adjusting the perspective and all
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I was rereading Skulduggery Pleasant and realised it was a goldmine for cute Alastor & Charlie moments.👌
I’m gonna project genuine friendship onto these fuckers and you can’t stop me!
#grey art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel comic#charlie morningstar#alastor#skulduggery pleasant#for the dialog#guys go read those books they are like half my personality#even though Ive not been keeping up since Bedlam 😅#DEREK KEEPS WRITING THEM I DONT KNOW WHATS HAPPENING#anywho….#Charlie and alastor being friends or something is something I’ll always devour
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how many hoodies can i give this kid
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#yuji mood continues with no signs of stopping ig#i love drawing folds on big ol hoodie sleeves gotta b one of my favourite items of clothing 2 draw#lmao idk if any1 remembers th band au that i was turning over in my head a year ago but ths where i got th hoodie logo idea#imaginary band merch. easter egg fr me and the 2 other people who were paying attention while i hyperfixated on tht au for a week#anyway i am wearing this yuuji i love him so much#this always happens sdhsdfj i draw myself a Dedicated Icon but then end up ditching it for some other random piece i finish the next week#2025 year of the yuuji ig#unless i fall in love w th next megu i draw and decide to go back 2 my roots which is always a possibility#u know ive been megumi on a dark red background for so long tht when i swapped i ws like. who is this who am i#i feel like im breaking dress code. betraying my brand image#its chill tho ill get used 2 it#helps tht it still more or less goes with my header and preferred colour palette#also lil pockey yuuji 2 match th gojo i did i LOVE this chibi style i want 2 put them in jars#maybe ill draw more and compile them all sitting in a line
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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#millions knives#ruporas art#type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades#i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game#it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game#and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now#executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the#new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an#encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more#relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse#most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an#ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first
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i was thining of opening few slots for more rendered portrait commissions? i feel like thats what i do best. and also the less rendered chibis. im unsure
#it isnt much but its honest. i suppose#prices same as always. so about 50 usd and id say 25 for a chibi. im never sure how much to charge#fullbody is what im worst at so id rather ...not#the portrait examples are all late 2024 ive been too busy making various yuriyaoi sketches. but well you all know how my art looks like#feedback appreciated
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airplane!
#GO SILVER GO!!! FLY LIKE A BAT IN THE WIND!!!!!! SOAR THRU THE SKIES YOU ABSOLUTE LEGEND!!!!!!#wouldve been fun to do the airplane while lilia is floating but you KNOW sebeks mom gives him the lecture of a lifetime after one go#they are so special. they are my world. hghgmmhg fambily#im not actually as mushy abt vanrouge family as i believe most of my diasom peers are but they are by far my fav thing to draw#to be clear i am mushy i just think im outranked LOL#looking at u lettie. ur tags always go so crazy for them i think of u anytime i draw them#but yea im so blatant and obvious abt the shit i like when i draw HVGFJBKD if someone cant figure me out atp its on them#silver fan of all time. fun fact im currently drawing a piece with like 15 silvers in it. one illustration. infinite silvers. i have a prob#i like drawing the outdoors most. ive decided. never drawing a closeup again i hope u like 5 pixel silvers on landscapes#twst#twstファンアート#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails
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jayvik dune au?
#this has been on my computer for d a y s#might as well#ive been talking a lot about this au with a friend actually#the general gist is#messiah viktor soldier? jayce bene gesserit mel#of course at some point jayce realizes he needs to kill vik to prevent war#and you know how that goes#could go more in depth tomorrow maybe?#anyway the tags#art#digital art#fanart#my art#artists on tumblr#illustration#arcane#arcane league of legends#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#lol its always so funny how viktor arcane seems like his full government name
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summer of junior year 06/11
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#the bad kids#this is like. the First time I put down a palette for the kids lmao#I thiiiink its pretty consistent with the tones I did with my early sketches? iirc#gods. Ive been staring at this for Hours. I need to sleep lol#summer... it is happening. I feel like that always brings with it big emotions for me#it is. a little bit funny to me that whether these kids get a peaceful summer or not depends fully on how many roll20 campaigns happen#between now and a definitive end/last season of fh lmao#but also the last ''summer'' movie I watched was uhhh summer of 84. which. mmmmm#grim affair! so I'd need to stock up on less gloomy stuff to even think abt this...#well. what I need right now is sleep. so sleep I shall. thank u for tuning in today. see u again I think
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Honestly I think a lot of people who have never made a gif for tumblr don't get that it does actually take time and effort, its not just rip it from a video and post it- you have to download the video, in my case I have a video player installed that grabs continuous caps, figure out what parts you need, you have to open those in photoshop or gimp, depending on where you got photoshop you might be paying for it every month and then on top of that is actually sizing, cropping, colouring, sharpening, adding text, etc. etc. like it is something that takes time and effort for which the only real reward is creating something that makes you happy and hopefully people reblog it with a nice or funny tag, so maybe keep that in mind the next time you think gif makers are being mean or unfair for being upset about reposts. It is its own little artform that is fairly unique to this website, and that's a big aspect of why I have always loved tumblr, if all the gifmakers stopped posting things would be a lot more boring around here.
#like its well known reposting art or fic is rude so idk why gifs are free game#and why people are always so ~its just a gif~ okay well if its *just* a gif then you go and make one to that quality#oh wait you cant bc it actually does take time and practice#ive been at this for years and i still dont know all the tips and tricks#also the reason i mention all the software needed is bc like. you have to find install learn and it takes up space on the drive#so just reblog stuff and appreciate people that make fun content
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rivals
#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hinata shouyou#kozume kenma#fanart#ik tons of ppl have drawn a similar concept before but ive wanted to do one too for ages AKSJKA#was so overwhelmed by how amazing the nekoma movie was last yr and didnt end up drawing anything bc i wouldnt be able to live up to it kjhf#it looks so much better on my computer screen than my phone tho what da hell.... WHATEVER itll look completely different printed out anyway#ANYWAY !! FIRST PROPER ART OF THE YEAR HELLO#this year i would like to get better AT#COMPOSITION. SHAPE LANGUAGE. 3D FORMS AND SIMPLIFICATION#i like realism and its what im used to but last year i was thinking a lot abt art i admire and its always very Shapes#obv u need to understand realism to be able to do that which is why i go to life drawing#but yea. u have to practise BOTH at the same time theyre 2 diff skill sets which can feed into each other#anyways that was my big realisation last year#the last few pieces have not been turning out Exactly how i want them to but i have to remind myself its what i can achieve#at my current skill level and i have to keep studying and looking and learning if i wanna improve#anyways. ART!!!!#took several pics of myself with a kitchen knife to use as ref for this lmao
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filler
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#magneto#professor x#snap sketches#fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK#at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss#but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL#but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically#and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide#ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it#im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles#we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!
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in my portrait era it wld seem
choso and/or yuki request for anon <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#choso kamo#jjk choso#yuki tsukumo#im sorry art output has been so slow i am ~depressed~ lmao#no need to get into that tho gdhfg anyway i finally dragged myself out of the pool let's hope i can keep up the momentum before yuujis bday#i say with more free! visions on the backburner....like a liar....like a nasty liar who's been telling lies....#regardless i am happy i took a break from free for this ive always loveloveloved the lighting and colours in the choso/yuuji fight#monochrome cyan w hints of bruised purple/grey...beloved#wild tht the ref image only had water bouncing off him and not actually On/running down him . fixed that youre welcome smile#i always think i shld draw more choso and then i get to rendering his hair and i remember why i dont draw more choso#part of me cannot believe this man has so many dedicated fans w hair tht looks like this but im a megumi main im rly not one to talk#YUKI THO im so happy anon thank u fr requesting her shes so pretty i rly lov how her colours turned out as well#i was worried tht her hair wld look weird against the cool baby pinks/blues but she ended up looking very striking and cold#she looks like an albino rabbit 2 me she looks like a little freak and i love tht for her#berry tokyo mew mew if she had killed before and will kill again
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