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Hey tumblirnas daily reminder not to base your entire sense of self around another person because when you lose them you lose yourself too!!! (Vent in tags)
#im very much trying to be a big boy rn#but its very difficult#so much of my life centered around this person and now thats not something i can healthily enage in#and thats okay!#learning to move on is something i need to learn and have struggled with before#this will me good for me#< said through clenched teeth white knuckling the sink#i am upset but if im being for real#its my own fault#she didn't mean to lead me on#i lead myself on by not being clear with my intents#and thats sonething i need to work on#next time ill do better#in the future ill be more mindful of my own feelings#personal post#vent
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currently infected with FMA brainworms, which usually means entertaining myself with fic ideas, but MAN is it difficult to come up with stuff for a story thats esentially perfect
#especially canon divergence or like near to that#i mean its a fun challenge#but its very difficult#i could make it easier and set it post canon af course hmmmm#lau posts#the nolo track tag
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forever astonished at how people refuse to accept that AI generated art/fanfiction/papers/essays etc etc are stolen art/fanfiction/papers/essays etc etc
#kat rambles#found a thing fully dedicated to AI generated stuff and im#trying not to be livid#but its very difficult
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[points at like 90% of my cishet friends] i've had enough of this dude
#thots et al#whether its vague annoying misogyny or vague annoying transphobia#i am Tired#i mean damn im trying hard not to ostracize the few people who still tolerate me in their lives#but its very difficult#i need more queer friends
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sometimes you just need to hear it v some stills below the cut v
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf security breach#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun moon#dca fandom#dca x y/n#artists on tumblr#fan art#digital art#animation#gif#watercolour background from unsplash!! (phenomenal free photos website)#it's been a tough one lately!!! ooooh boy#its hard to caption this one because I fundamentally want to stay positive but it's been.. difficult. with everything going on in the world#so I broke this WIP out from a few months ago when i was having a bad episode of my own and was trying to make something to get me thru it#i felt like it was worth finishing and sharing now#If you're someone that needs art to get through scary stuff (i very much am) then we're in this together!#I'm gonna keep making stuff and cherishing this community#and we're gonna get through it all together <3
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so like is it specifically planets the solver craves or can it get by with just eating dirt off the ground
#thank you those people in that one server i havent been there long enough to remember names#for bringing up the idea#is very funny#god i have genuinely no idea what to do for n's dialogue boxes. cannot think of a gimmick whatsoever#suprise attack by the artstyle change. i am imploding right now#cannot settle on any style whatsoever. genuinely changing by the hour#so strangely proud of ns hand in this one i dont know what it is about it but i really like it#hats still pisses me off though. why so difficult to draw#murder drones#art#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones cyn#or its#murder drones absolutesolver#who knows at this point#murder drones skig#still fighting tooth and nail for the tail to be named skig. it fits so well#iz go attack glitch headquarters for me#i think its late enough i can keep this unspoilered
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Angela Orosco Silent Hill 2
#in anticipation of the incoming remake#i tried my best to imitate the SH font but#silent hill#silent hill 2#angela#angela orosco#theme of laura (reprise)#i've said it before but in spite of its occasionally clunky diction i think silent hill 2 is an unusually emotionally intelligent game#for any year and still today but especially so for where gaming storytelling was in 2001#and for as many pitfalls a story like hers could've dipped into i think it particularly shines through with how they treated angela#not just choosing to depict victimhood as something that can be ugly and fractious and open quote “difficult” but then this#actively rebuffing james for trying to be a white knight and dressing him down for it too#“i know you mean well and want to help but this isn't a simple problem"#“and it's really hurtful and a bit insulting that you act like you can”#the switching to a first person view turning it into an address to the player as well#maybe even old videogame tropes too#“this isn't some princess in a castle kind of situation dude this is more serious than that”#it felt like a very deliberate statement about the depth and severity of a trauma like this#and in doing so showing it so much respect#there is no quick easy solution to this and you won't get one#then angela just leaves#and you never see her again#i really don't think it was to imply that it consumed her i think it was to underline what was just said#this isn't your problem to fix#this is where your part in this story ends#there's some strength in that
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moments before disaster but like. dont even worry about it
#worry about it#good episode#spock in jeans is very funny to me.#star trek#star trek tos#star trek tos fanart#star trek fanart#spock#leonard mccoy#captain kirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#leonard bones mccoy#mr spock#dr mccoy#city on the edge of forever#redid spocks pose like 8 times his restrained excitement is difficult. as someone who likes to exaggerate poses#its fine its a sketch lmao
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been a long week. we'll see if i overstepped at work and am gonna get myself shitmixed/scolded but in the very least, my girls at work should have a better foothold on things
#warmup#being the only female floor manager at my workplace is. difficult#its very much a “boys club” situation#so needless to say: playing 6D chess for over a week trying to solve underlying issues while also not stepping on toes is#hard... this is the first time ive touched my tablet in the full 8 days aough#time to get back to updates and commissions!!! 💪💪💪
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Gourmand why are you like this. How can you make living things out of the blue fruit you ate 3 minutes ago. How do you make a living breathing fucking snail? You can't even eat it, and yet you can spit it out, how the hell does that work? Put that thing back!!! Why is it alive??
And how can you make a goddamn neuron from an overseer and. What was this.... Hold on
AND KARMA FLOWER. And how can you make an overseer from neuron+ANYTHING!!!!! FROM ANYTHING!!!!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!
#/lh#does anyone have any headcanons on how gourmand can do this? how they can make octopuses noodleflies and so on?#because i have a very difficult time explaining this#i know its just a gameplay mechanic and you dont need to overthink it but i dont care#rw#akso the grey scug is nightcat but i still havent really thought about their design yet so i just gave them green stars. thatll do#pmpwbrrs#rain world#okay ill put th main tags#rw gourmand#rw nightcat#emetophobia#emetophobia tw
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Guess who downloaded a bunch of screentone brushes
I also have a less green version
(This is redraw so if you want you can search for the original on my blog 🫡)
#hunter x hunter#hxh#killua zoldyck#killua#gon freecss#gon#art#guess my favourite colour challenge its very difficult
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RAHHHh ok comics done I can post this now!!! He is having the worst possible time
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#weredeer#idk why I made myself wait until the comic was done like I didnt show the deer stuff#Ough but Im too impatient to wait any longer#current idea is that transformations are based on mental state#antlers for general stress#more animalistic when hes miserable or angry#Generally just making whatever spiral he's already in way worse#I like to think he starts getting more mentally feral when hes mad but he notices it happening and gets so scared he stops being angry#Like the idea of losing his mind makes him genuinely terrified#he exchanges one spiral for another ♥#I had some doodles that didnt fit where he had particularly overgrown antlers#have you ever seen those pictures of deer with overgrown antlers they look diseased and I wanted to capture that#they are heavy painful and most importantly very unnatural#unfortunately drawing overgrown antlers is very difficult for me and didnt look nearly as nasty as I wanted#its one of those things you can immediately pin as wrong in real life but is harder to get across in a cartoony style
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i’ve been wanting to do this since day one
#team fortress 2#tf2#era.png#idk if i’ll.. tag the characters? its just a silly little meme#i’ll think on it#anyway i guess i’ll ramble a bit in the tags then#mains: i’ve always played sniper but recently picked up engie! i love avoiding conflict forever#fav character: hmm this aussie that i hate (affectionate)#relate to: i relate to the both of them at the exact same time. autistic AND adhd#learn to play: i’m a dedicated healer class player but medic is soo difficult for me for some reason? one day. one day#fav ship: hmmm these bozos that i hate (AFFECTIONATE)#like to draw: spy is just fun to draw :) ignore sniper this isnt about him#NO ID SORRY :( this feels very difficult to write an id for. i am very sory#REQUESTS R STILL BEING WORKED ON BTW i’ll get to posting those soon. thank you. i will stop talking now
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little poster for the fic Operation Walburga's Arbitrary No Kissing Ever Rule :) 10 things i hate about you, but make it jegulus
#jegulus#jegulus fanart#marauders fanart#regulus black#james potter#james x regulus#marauders#regulus black fanart#james potter fanart#starchaser#sunseeker#regulus x james#marauders era#jegulus fanfiction#fic: operation wanker#hp#mine#my art#i feel so so conceited every time i post one of these with the title in the fanart ngl like holy shit is this even legal#but also. i am pretty proud of this? because it is very clearly inspired by the 10 things i hate about you poster but it is changed A Lot#because this fic isnt a perfect replica of the movie. it is its own story. things are very different#note the polaroids and the poem and the love bites and the star necklace for sirius :3 hehe#i spent So Much Time getting the font right idk why they made it this difficult for me with the poster it was So Much Work
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8 October 2024
The sky this morning was absolutely spectacular. My new professors seem great. It makes me really happy - even if also introvertedly tired - to see my course mates every day. Being in my final year of bachelor's feels so absurd but it's actually happening and I still can't believe it! One last year before everything changes forever
#my friends worry it's going to be a very difficult year#maybe so#i think it'll be very interesting#but also it's the last one of its kind and it's so weird#mine#op#studyblr#chemblr#studyspo#chemistry#stemblr#study motivation#study
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Since Peri has problems with flight does irep also have them or is he fine
Irep's a talented flyer actually! While Peri's wings feels heavy for him to use, Irep's are light as a feather. He's an expert at navigating the air, and can outdo even a Pixie in flight!!
This has made him all sorts of popular and unpopular among jock-like fairies.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop irep#irep#asks#itty bitties fop au#it certainly helps that irep studied aerodynamics when building all his lil machineries and weapons as a baby#he's really good at controlling his wing span and movement to increase drag and speed!#this anti fairy can fly backwards even!! that's one of the most difficult moves a pixie can do!!#irep was both popular and unpopular during p.e in school#everybody wants him on their team for Snip the Tail#but he's. the WORST teammate to have. that man hogs glory AND will sacrifice his own mates to win#so he's usually either omitted entirely or has to be nerf'd#honestly sports is one of the very few things irep can excel at#as its also the 1 thing peri sucks absolute ass at haha#although somehow irep's never able to maintain popularity over it. everyone always gushes at peri when he manages 1 score in#but never when irep carries his team#haha funny how that works
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