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pvp civ nation...... this aint much but pls take my contribution for this series bc im going insane i love hate this man so much get him out of my head
#senart#pvp civilization#pvp civ#I'LL MAKE A PROPER ONE I SWEARR I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MYSYSTEM FIRST#if it turns out he gets a bad ending in ep 6 i dont think i'll be ok like#he deserves a good ending . or a villain arc at least. he deserves to go batshit crazy after how everyone treated him#ALSOO the chekovs gun video journal device thing?? The excessive 4th wall breaking?#Is it just me or does jt feel like evbo is gonna lose his memory/already lost his memory and was sent to the wood sword lvl with tabi#or like . Idk?? It feels kind of truman show ish. Well maybe not that but its just the vibe im getting w the way that everyone has their-#-own secrets. How the diamond swords seems to know who evbo n tabi is. How princezam knows about the diamond swords#and then theres also parrot whos just?? Weird overall?? Idk whats going on w him but i need to know his backstory wdym u think evbo will-#-hate you if he knows what you did??#ANYWAY BACK TO THE VIDEO JOURNAL AND POTENTIAL MEMORY LOSS.#I dont want jt to go that way (mostly bc i dont want to see evbo suffer more than he already did) but it rlly does seem like its heading to#that direction w the way that it also has become a way to narrate what he went through (ie when the ep shows his attempts to beat the-#gold sword lvl but hes narrating it from the future. from his video journal. where he already beat the lvl)#im going insane#Wait also what i meant by the truman show vibe in relation to the excessive 4th wall breaks it makes it sound like pvp civ is just a -#simulation#wait i just remembered its the matrix not that mb umm#anyways.#empty chattering
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okay first of all 😔 book stan bashing so uncalled for 😔😔whats the hostility for 😔😔 will NOT tolerate this bashing on MY BLOG ??? MY POST ??? audacity. disrespect. literally who even r u….(/s) let me make it clear i consumed and enjoyed the shows because theyre tsc content, and im so critical of them BECAUSE im SO passionate ab tsc and every character and plot detail. i said i hate it but im being dramatic to convey my frustration. its cringe and bad but i watched it and ate it tf up !!!
and bc tsc is such a big/important hyperfixation of mine accuracy is extremely important to me. i love magnus and alec so much individually as characters and together. i love it/them so much i rip out my hair when its/theyre misinterpreted and whatnot. gnawing at the bars of my enclosure if u would
NOW
it doesnt take a genius to figure out that books convey things in ways visual media cannot. inner dialogue and narration and descriptions that arent spoken can add SO MUCH to a scene that a picture just cant. so saying that alec and magnus’ love and love story seems so much so saying that alec and magnus' love and love story seems so much heavier with love and emotion and desperation and devotion in the books, with EVERY. INTERACTION. every words spoken every touch every THOUGHT of the other. every time they see them, their physical and mental reactions to everything. you just cant get that in shows. and i also think this is where the acting falls short and falls flat. (i adore the actors!!! matt and harry my beloveds, they are our magnus and alec but i cringe so hard whenever i rewatch LOL) this doesnt even mention the plot points and details in the books that add so much and so much weight that arent included or are changed.
i dont want to assume youve not read the books but it sounds like you havent. so trust me when i say (even though its not the only thing i was harping on his eye color is IMPORTANT. symbolism and parallels and historically very important. going back over a century.
also what about everything else 😔😔 i wasnt just talking ab his eyes. so much dimension and depth is lost. them waiting to get married for years, having kids before, is so important and speaks so powerfully of their devotion to each other. it adds so much emotional and devotional depth and dimension. they wanted to be able to marry under THEIR terms when everyone would have to accept them as a shadowhunter and a warlock together. its so AAOOUGH. and their kids 😭 so cute. and magnus being taller than alec. alec saying he never was with a guy taller than him and he found it very comforting and felt so right kissing a man taller than him. LITTLE DETAILS ARE EVERYTHING.
also blue eyed alec for the win because hes gorgeous
hope this helps ❤️
i truly hate the show bc YOU GUYS DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE MISSING WHEN YOU WATCH THE SHOW BEFORE READING THE BOOKS
you dont know that magnus’ magic is the same striking blue as alec’s eyes
you dont know alec’s eyes are the same color as the ancestors of a family so intertwined with his
you don’t know that magnus sees ghosts in the blue of alec’s eyes
you don’t know magnus is two inches taller than alec
you dont know that alec loves that magnus is taller than him
you don’t know that they dated in secret for months
you dont know alec’s wardrobe is absolutely hopeless and he only wears years old worn out sweaters with holes in the cuffs and magnus loves it
you dont know that sometimes magnus wears his worn out sweaters
you dont know that they didnt get married for years until alec became consul and they could get married in warlock blue and shadowhunter gold under his new law
you dont know they have two kids, before they ever married
you dont know their first son is named after alec’s brother max, who actually died during the war
you dont know that max’s skin is blue, and his eyes are just a shade darker than alec’s
you dont know that alec loved one man so much he changed the world for him
#get back to me when youve felt the emotional devastation that is feeling book magnus and alec’s love#and lovestory#its just#AOUGH#you literally FEEL IT in ways u cant otherwise when reading#i wish i could just transport the feelings and emotions into ur head#bc i cant put everything their relationship makes u feel in the books#theres so much that can be expressed in books that visual media just cant reach#and thats not a fault of a director its just books vs other media#always books >>> movies#theyre so AOOOUUUHHH#i just mourn the depth that is lost in the show#like its enjoyable on its own !#of course#but its rlly more of its own#show malec is much different book malec im sorry#and i will always say book malec is better#not even a competition#not that it is#im not trying to argue ab that LOL its totally fine to be a show stan#i just wish they kept more important things and i wish more show stans read the books or read the books before watching#im controlling nyself so much rn u dont even know.#tsc#tmi#tda#malec#magnus bane#alec lightwood#rafael lightwood bane#max lightwood bane
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“Ohh Bidoof has a Journal!” “Sunflora has a Diary if you go into her room”— WHAT ABOUT PARTNER???
#IDEA IVE HAD FOR BIT. ITS RLLY SILLY YET ODDLY IN-CHARACTER???.??.?#man i would’ve loved to see more of Partner’s thoughts on Hero#<<<AND I MEAN UNIVERSALLY/IN-GENERAL. IK MINES IS MORE HxP-ISH BUT I MEAN ALL DYNAMICS#(also these are just some of my more sillier/lighthearted ideas. I’ll draw the other stuff later)#(maybe relating to certain journal entries of a certain ghost being praised and looked up too)#ANYWAYS PARTNER WOULD BE DORKY ENOUGH TO OWN ONE I TAKE NO CRITICISMS HERE. I COOKED.#pmd Art Tag#Riolu/Aimilios#dadnoir#Dusknoir#Eevee/Ribbons#Eevee#Riolu#pmd eos#pmd 2
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valjean and cosette hugs <3
#some art in these trying times#i actuallt rlly love this sketch so. it gets posted on its own because i don't have anything to post it with#i have more stuff but it's not. that's not posting quality#i really needed a hug earlier so i drew this and was like well this is the next best thing!#they mean very much to me i love valjean i love cosette aausyuwhgwhwwhhhh.#also hugging all of u if u need it <3#ok i'm done yapping now#les mis#les miserables#jean valjean#cosette fauchelevent#art
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knight troy and prince lint sketch... theyve invaded my mind permanently also yes thats from the @justyouraverageleafykinnie fic go Read It!! i havent made a proper prince lint design yet so i just put him in a dress,, ill get to it at some point tho..
#im in a little bit of an ArtBlock but i rlly wanted. to draw them.#i should read more lintroller fics to make more fanart it is very fun!!#also argh... them...#having my own knight and prince characters paid off i know what im doing now#anyway!!#jrwi lintroller#its a draw
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Hey speaking of dungeon meshi, I think its really fucked up that the story brings up slavery Twice and just glosses over it. Esp when one of said mentions is pointing out that one of the characters OWNS another which makes all their interactions a whole lot less cute.
Anyway I hope Kuro skins Mickbell and makes a rug out of them.
#the other mention is when the canaries are at the dungeon bazaar and there is a mention of a Demi Human Slave Market but we dont see it#which is FUCKED UUUUUPP#but also makes laios being with a kobold and orc child in the final pages of the comic kinda sweet cus it to me implies their presence#has been notmalized in the world and no one thinks of them as an other to be owned or slayed any more#i kinda rlly wish that the comic didnt bring up slavery at all if it wasnt gonna do something abt it#like its such a NASTY concept to have there and not Do something abt#and kuro being Mickbells slave is so fkn VILE cus everyones just okay w it and they treat him like a pet#which is kinda silly cutesy till u realize their actual dynamic
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wish i had a consistent character to show for this, but since i don't i just used icons :0]
blank template for those that want it under the cut
#different urls at the time of posting each of these too. from uglyramen to vhsanimal to girlboyburger#slowly my lines get thinner and thinner...#this was rlly cool to put together actually. i ended up digging up like#2016 and before art too#like 2015 is when i became a furry#its rlly evident that i used to just mimic the art styles of furry artists with styles i like#like straight up i found pieces tht i traced (didnt post) from like. okamiwolven and ashketchumsays (i think they go by luxebites now?)#waves my hand#its neat. idk. ive stumbled across pieces in the wild of young slash newer artists clearly referencing or tracing my art#i never thought id be the artist that ppl would learn through like that#im not encouraging creditless tracing btw. but. idk. its hard to articulate the kinds of feelings i get from seeing the cycle#of imitating/tracing to developing your own style but w my stuff#i think it makes me feel nice#its cool that some ppl find my art inspiration or aspirational in that way#this isnt like a weird humblebrag or anything btw its just cool#its also RLLY neat to see the things i was clearly trying to do come through stronger over the years#the lines on the coat of otto in the first icon was my attempt at including crosshatching esque texture#and now i do that For Real with cow's hair and more recently with shadowing#shrugs#ive rambled for too long now. hello tag reader. i hope u have a good night#my art#art style timeline
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anyone got any ideas/headcanons for the THDPH guy? number 666 is coming up so i figured itd fit the best :}
#i DO take ones for the power hours#i might be a liiiiiittle more. particular? over whats submitted for them tho as theyre more tied to cj as being the same person#not entirely of course as you can still make it clearly be a character rather than the actual real living guy but yk#i dont think anyone would submit smth weird but just wanted to say just in case#all ones that have more of a connection to/as Chonny [for example Whole] should clearly be seen as the character#or shown to be not him#again no ones rlly done this but i just wanna makes sure#i dont want Headcanons amount a real ass dude PFFFT#also this is partially just to remind ppl that i do take stuff for the PHs & for GW#even The Wicked too if you want#thats its own character rlly#not a headcanon#chonny jash
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thinking about rafe & coryo & anakin & astarion and how imo their inherrent appeal (if you pick up on any) is supposed to be in the fact that something is extremely wrong with them (or they aren’t meant to have any appeal at all). bc i don’t understand the stans who are so selective with reading and hearing they try to argue otherwise like were you so blinded you ignored the glaringly & obviously bad things about them??????? rafe & coryo & anakin later especially?????????
#thinking about hannah’s posts about rafe and how he’s portrayed vs how he’s seen#‘it’s in the potential’ ‘i can fix him’ zuko’s redemption arc and it’s consequences on media consumers#NOT EVERY BITCH CAN BE HIM#some characters cannot (within canon) be redeemed accept it and fuck him about it anyways#to clarify i fw with the trope of he’s less awful to you but i love when its still mentioned how sick he is and you should rlly be grateful#astarion in a dark urge playthrough likes animal cruelty#most times anakin kills its in large numbers and hes extremely obsessive#coryo knowingly takes joy in starving others and playing with them like a snake does a rat etc etc#one of the most knowingly sadistic inhumane characters and you can’t really make him give a fuck#rafe is arguably incestuous and a void for drugs who will leech off of you like a parasite if you stay with him despite everything#etc etc etc.#they’re reactionary the world pivots around their emotions and in most situations i believe they’d kill you before they let you go#they’re the sun in the way that in their own universe they are the center of it and they’ll eventually collapse in on themselves#bc they’re burning up themselves and those around them but for the time being its give them enough of a high to live off of#*it gives#astarion is more covert maybe on purpose#and if you don’t know his ea backstory i think you’ll just gloss over a lot anyway but he’s a bitch regardless and he serves himself#and later you but no one else#like imo even with the spawn ending he’s not treating everybody like he’d treat himself and you#tw animal cruelty#tw murder#(mainly)#📜.scrolls
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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,
or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs
#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing#like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally#it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday#now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand#but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's#the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs#so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians#but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them#i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun#n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now#everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it#ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing#like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn#& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing#idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase#i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro#sugar papi ted#hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it#but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing#i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake#but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same#like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno#if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose#i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like#im unwell when it comes to that#idk is anyone else like this#anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time#of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk#i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright
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why are ppl always so mean about taz :(
#every time theres a new arc everyone who only liked balance is like 'oh if u dropped off after balance u have to listen to THIS arc bc its#JUST LIKE BALANCE'#every damn time.#it happened with ethersea a bit but especially w steeplechase and vs dracula#and u get ppl in the notes of these posts saying 'oh yeah i fucking hated everything after balance sooo glad theyre finally doing exactly#what i want them to!!'#like. its ok to have personal preference but dont be mean about it :(#and comparing every campaign to balance is rlly annoying sry#let them be their own thing#stop being so blinded by nostalgia ig#like not to be rude but. i think ppl think balance is the most Perfect Thing Ever but its rlly...not#all the campaigns have flaws but i aint canceling them for that#like what happened with grad#idk its like if balance came later ppl would probably be much more mean about it#bc they wouldnt be blinded by nostalgia as much or smthn#anyways#at the end of the day the mcelroys shouldnt be expected to make a replica of balance every campaign#and thats not what theyre trying to do. theyre doing what THEY personally want to do. like they clearly dont care abt what others think lol#theyre experimenting and having fun#its like. a free podcast with a bunch of silly dudes playing for funsies. they shouldnt have such high expectations or be demonized#in any way#my point being. if i see anyone being mean abt taz u get blocked#>:(#coon speaks#not tagging taz. i dont wanna see nasty ppl in my notifs ty
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but i think that god's got a sick sense of humor
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hey what if instead of what we got in dc vs. vampires jason successfully gets turned and oop! vampire king's personal attack dog (may or may not have a v in-depth au im cooking w this concept but its still kinda unnamed)
#my art#digital art#havent rlly been able to do much lately for personal reasons but jason in the blorbo torture matrix makes me feel better#he isnt rlly entirely present in his own head here but hes fineeeee#its got a lilll bit of beastworld w what im planning and some vtm but w/e#dc comics#dc#jason todd#vampire jason todd#red hood#dick grayson#vampire dick grayson#dc vs vampires#nightwing#caption is from blasphemous rumors by depache mode btw#retroactive tags:#au: leashed dogs dont bite (much)#finally figured it out ok bye#wait one more: interpret this how you want i do not care
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is the byler fandom finished yet with their weird worshiping of jopper. is it finally safe for me to officially announce that I think jopper is overrated as hell
#I've said this before but I dont think its been its own post#anyways I've felt this way since s3 and even before I never cared that much abt them lmao#I was surprised when I came on here and saw ppl treating this very mid het ship like the second coming of christ#maybe id like them more if hopper wasn't a cop who abused his power. oh and also actual copaganda in and of itself#I suppose I see the appeal in concept but rlly its not that great#free joyce 2025#anyways with that I am off to bed#byler tumblr
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thinking sashisu thoughts rn ………… suguru was the least desensitized of the three and that’s why he was the first to break . explodes
#sorry i had to get this out#whenever i finish writing the essay that is. my 261 post 😭 i will talk abt desensitization properly bc it’s such a vital plotpoint in jjk#BUT LIKE .#i just feel like shoko and gojo were always a little desensitized . but suguru wasn’t!!!#even just with emotional vulnerability on its own we see suguru cry THREE times in the manga .#but zero times for satoshoko#(maybeee once for satoru if you interpret the jjk 0 scene that way . but still.)#it’s weirdddd bc i rlly do believe that sashisu are ALL very similar.#but suguru is definitely the odd one out#it’s less that he Cares the most and more like he’s the only one of them who can’t seem to Pretend Not to Care……..#shoko and gojo are good at shutting themselves off but suguru couldn’t . it’s why he left .#thinking abt them before bed is never a good choice hhhhhhhhhhhh#they make me feel so ill </3#ari noises ✩#meta ✩
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insert really smart comment here that makes you go "wow that was really smart i like this guy"
his note i wrote under the cut
Dear Betty,
Firstly I want to thank you, for everything. All your sacrifices, your wishes, your love and care. I wont let them go unnoticed any longer. I was a fool, blinded by my own blissful ignorance. You were my princess but i failed as your hero. This experience has opened up my eyes, made me realize things I should have seen sooner. Its silly really, I cared so much for you that I ended up hurting you. I am forever sorry for the pain i’ve caused. I wont let you down again, I don’t think you’ll let me.
I will live every day to the fullest, for you but especially for myself. You’ve shown me I deserve to live, and I’m going to. I have daughters, both capable and intelligent. I have a family, I can no longer waste my life away, I am not alone. Thank you, for helping me realize that. Love, Simon
#myart#art#doodle#fionna and cake#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#? but also i guess not unfortunately.#sob hic#also i really think simon would sort of take fionna in as his own like he did with marcy#so thats why in the note he said daughters#i really think their relationship is so father daughter and i am projecting that onto them#because its true im the phone they text on#source trust me#this is cringe but let me be free#if theres any spelling mistakes no there isnt. youre seeing things.#its rlly messy and stupid but idc i had to get it out#im not sure if its just my monitor but the text is more invisible than i anticipated so mb...#i can see it better on my ipad so prob just my monitor
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can ppl in this fandom like... stop... implying that transmasculinity in hcs or (especially) canon is shallow or misogynistic or even transmisogynistic on princible, like literally just by being prescent in someones mind or in the text. like that doesnt fuckin feel good. thats kind of really nasty to imply. if its not okay to say about other trans experiences, maybe dont say it about this one either. why is there a weird little exception here. yall KNOW how much that sucks to hear all day every day. what the fuck
#my t#idk how to tell the hs fandom that every piece of trans coding in roxy in hs1 can be read as transmasc too. like transfem and transmasc#at the same time from the EXACT same reasons. its almost like we all share experiences just by way of being trans. weird i know#its almost like being trans rlly truly highlights what it is to be human and how we are all in fact at the end of the day human together#i just want everyone to stop trying to 'poke holes' in other fans trans hcs FULL STOP across the board no matter who they are#or what the hc is. its needlessly hurtful and more often than not trips into real peoples dysphoria which then#makes the target more likely to lash out. so the person poking them abt it can do a ''SEE? THEYRE ALL MEAN ONE OF THEM#WAS MEAN TO ME JUST NOW'' routine. its so obviously a 'im not touching u!!!' playground maneuver like holy fuck grow up#if you wanna fight for transfem/me folks right to just exist random fans personal headcanons is not the fuckin time or place#the XY in roxys name could be read as her having been DMAB or it could be hussie having a long running giggle about him preordering#his own transmasculinity. roxys colour being pink could be bc shes a girl or it could be compcis!!!#roxys desperation for a bf is from loneliness in canon but its often read as her feeling like she needs one to be a real girl#it can ALSO be read as another aspect of him struggling with compcis and comphet esp w/ his fantasies abt being 'a mother'#yknow what i never fuckin see that rlly highlights the fact that this is just a shitty 'girls rule boys drool' thing? theres like. no#discussions on the potential of roxy being any kinda intersex. absolutely none. he could be mtftm for all you fuckin know#but oh yknow being mtftm is A Shallow Read so we cant have that. hs is only for girls didnt you know we need to terf- i mean turf#out every single instance of queer mascness bc its Evil in the text didnt you know#god help the fandoms word of god token trans boy dirk strider for 'choosing' his eternal misery while everyone else is enlightened#by way of transforming into a girl. bc we must place girlhood on an inhuman pedistal of perfection and niceness and joy and rainbows#like what IS this mahou shojo brand gender essentialism???? im fuckin sick of it#can we remember that girlhood isnt & wasnt safe or joyful for everyone & that that can translate into how we curate our fandom experiences
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