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im just screaming into the void
#stuck in a loop of#'my life is falling apart im fucking everything up im throwing away my life before it's even begun'#and like i cant even ARGUE bc YEAH im severely addicted to cigarettes and vapes and weed#im literally doing irreperable damage to my lungs and heart and circulation and brain development#and it's not like im about to stop#im the kind of person who skips class to hang out w my pets and leaves the homoerotic social function early bc im overwhelmed#like i just#gah#but it's okay to be damaged#it's okay for ME to be damaged#i spent my childhood suicidal and trying to fix myself#and then as soon as i started to become myself my cousin died and my aunt shot herself and i went to school and became a druggie#and im just now coming back to myself after being semi derealized and in a major depressive episode for the better part of two years#and the only way i learned to manage my emotions was by repressing them#and it MAKES SENSE#that i am scared all the time and leaning heavily on bad coping mechanisms and shutting down in the face of stress#it is okay that i am stressed and it is okay that my brain gets overwhelmed and doesnt know what to do except try to escape the situation#and i will get better at learning to have emotions without running away from them#because it is okay to feel bad#and it is ok to be doing bad
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fascinated/horrified by this set of tweetsā¦
#the thing about these tweets is the absolutely rancid entitlement in them and then the attempt to justify it#'keep up a charade that the floor is clean' do you... not clean your house? do you not mop the floors??????????#anyway. are you americans okay???#specificallyā¦. are white americans ok????#is the right to keep your shoes on also written into your constitution?#also the getting sick is 99 per cent random tweet is giving me brain damage#anyway. nobody is coming into my home with their outside shoes on#and if the feel of your bare feet on the floors i clean almost every day is so revolting to you#we have inside shoes?????#polls#*r
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Steddie Amnesia Fic: 1/3
-> Part 2 | Part 3 | AO3
cw: lots of head trauma/brain injury/recovery stuff.
Steve wakes up in the hospital with someone snoring loudly on his leg, mouth open, drool getting soaked up into the scratchy hospital blanket over him.
Steve just stares.
Itāsā¦ Freddie? No, thatās not right... Eddie! Eddie āthe freakā Munson, known delinquent and drug dealerā¦ resting his head on Steveās lap.
What the hellā¦?
Steve reaches up with a wobbly, IV-ridden hand to clumsily pat along his head, but instead of meeting messy hair, he meets a thick wad of bandages. He flinches when he hits an especially tender spot.
Itās not much but itās enough to wake Eddie Munson up with a jolt, and a random jumble of words that sounded something like, āthe dice have spoken!ā, but Steve canāt be sure. Not with the sharp ringing still going off inside his skull.
āSteve? Steve! Oh thank fuck, Jesus H. Christ, you scared the ever loving shit out of me.ā Eddie stood and grabbed at one of Steveās shoulders, shaking him enough to elicit another wince.
āOh, damn, sorry. Iām like a fucking bull in a china shop here, man. Thereās way too much expensive, breakable shit here. Iām not used to it. I accidentally ripped your IV out the other day... Fuck. The nurses hate my guts.ā Eddie chuckles, eyes wide and solely on Steve, talking like they were old friends or something.
But that canāt be right. Steve doesnāt remember saying more than two words to Eddie Munson during the entire time he knew he even existed, and even then it was just to discuss weed prices.
āFor real though, talk to me Harrington, how you feelinā, hm? Loopy? Gonna yak again? Apparently they got you on the good stuff,ā Eddie flicks a liquid filled bag hanging above Steve and shakes his head, ābut they keep cutting you back. Dicks.ā
Steveās eyes try and follow Eddieās erratic movements but his eyes ache the more he moves them. He blinks against the harsh fluorescents and tries to open his mouth. And thank God, Eddie Munson seems to take this as a sign and shut up.
āWhat happened?ā Steve finally croaks.
One of Eddieās brows jumps. āYou donāt remember?ā
Steve gives his head a small shake. Did Eddie hit him with his car or something? Is that why heās sleeping at his bedside and talking to him like theyāre buddies?
āYou fell, Stevie.ā Eddie makes a whistling noise and mimicks something falling with his hands, then makes a crashing sound when his hand lands on Steveās bandaged head. āLike a coconut out of a tree. Landed right on that big olā melon of yours. There was blood everywhere. It scared the shit out of me and the kids. Especially when you wouldnāt wake up.ā
Steveās throat feels like sandpaper, but he manages to swallow, his throat clicking as he did, and gets out, āThe kids?ā
Eddie seems to notice, even before Steve can ask, and reaches for a water bottle with a straw already in it, and half chewed. Eddieās own, no doubt. Against his better judgment, Steve accepts it when Eddie offers it to him. He was just so goddamn thirsty.
āDonāt worry, theyāre all fine. They were just shaken up. Iāll radio the little gremlins and give āem the good news in a sec.ā Eddieās smile falters a little, seeming lost for words. Like he wants to say something, but canāt quite get it out.
Steve finishes swallowing his few, meager gulps of water before he asks, āWhat is it?ā
āDonāt freak outāā Eddie begins.
And, okay, thatās exactly the thing you tell someone before they freak the fuck out. Steveās stomach is subject to a growing, sluggish panic. āWhat? Dude, tell meāā
āItās your hair.ā Eddie seems genuinely pained at having to deliver this crushing of a blow to Steve āThe Hairā Harrington.
Steve can hear the beeping from the monitors heās hooked up to begin to pick up speed as his heart begins racing. āMy hair?ā
āItās okay! Itās okay, itāll grow back! They just had to take a little bit off where the stitches went, you can hardest notice itāwell, thatās a fucking lie, you could spot that landing strip from spaceābut I think if you part it to the other side it wonāt look soā¦ yāknow.ā
āNo, dude, I donāt know.ā Steve says, eyes wide, brows pinched.
āLike a drunk toddler took a pair of rusty kitchen shears to your mop.ā Eddie says, huffing out a nervous sort of laugh.
Steve groans, half due to the bastardization thatās happened to his favorite feature, and half due to the migraine thatās looming on his horizon.
āYouāre still pretty, Stevie, donāt worry.ā Eddie grins, eyebrows raised, like heās trying to be cute or something.
That weirdest part is, itās kind of working.
Steve must have hit his head really, really hard.
The doctors eventually come in and perform all sorts of tests, and he tries his best to comply with them and jump through whatever hoops they make him jump through. He just wants to get the hell out of this hospital bed.
Unfortunately for him, Steve hadnāt exactly aced any of the tests.
In fact, he had failed most of them pretty fucking dismally. He couldnāt remember the date, who the president was, where he lived, couldnāt say the alphabet backwardsā¦ although, who the fuck can do that? He stands by that failing grade.
A couple of CAT scans later and itās clear that Steveās brain got smacked around a little more than they had originally thought.
Among a pile of other stuff, the thing that sticks out the most to Steve is his diagnosis of something called short term amnesia. They explain it like the past 2 to 3 years has just been wiped from his brain. The last clear thing he really remembers is getting the shit beat out of him by Billy, and then it all sort of gets jumbled. Fragmented. The doctors explain that this is pretty typical for head trauma patients.
Heās a head trauma patient, now.
Itās normal for memories of trauma to link, creating spiderwebs throughout your brain.
Which, thatās great. So when he gets beat up again, thereās always a chance his brain will try and erase his easy, happy years and revert back to a trauma default. Really helpful brain, thank you.
And the thing that sucks the most is that his years after the Billy beat down sound pretty great. Traumatizing, sure, but great. Once the Upside Down shit was locked up, with every scary nightmare fuel monster inside of it, life in Hawkins didnāt sound all that terrible.
He lived with Robin, whoās his best friend, (his āplatonic soulmateā even, as she explains it), heās working a retail job, (also with Robin), and coaches the high school basketball team during the evenings. Heād even been talking with Hopper about joining the force.
Well, he was. Now heās more or less useless, working full time at re-learning his life, along with a couple of fine motor skills that got glitchy after the fall.
And then thereās Eddie.
Eddie, whoās apparently also his best friend, only their soulmate link isnāt platonic at all.
The strange and weirdly exciting reality was that Steve Harrington had woken up from his 3-day medically induced coma with not only a full fledged relationship, but a boyfriend.
Itās a lot to digest, and part of him still doesnāt even know how to process it, but hearing the stories being told around him, seeing how Eddie is practically living in his and Robinās two-bedroom apartment, and justā¦ the way Eddie looks at him?
Itās with loveāSteve can see it. Feel it. Eddieās practically vibrating with it.
Whatās even crazier is that when Steve looks at Eddie, he feels the exact same way.
Itās like looking at the stars. Steveās heart skips a beat when those dark eyes of hit him, and Steve wants nothing more than to make Eddie smileāno, better than that, to make him laugh, just so he can watch Eddieās adamās apple bob up and down and hear that manic, unhinged cackle. Itās downright delightful. Steve loves being in relationships like this, where itās all consuming.
Steve may not have the memories of falling in love with Eddie, but he has all the feelings.
No one talks about it with Steve, of course. Maybe they think itās going to be too heavy for him to process that heās into dudes now, but Steve isnāt a big dumb baby. Sure, heās got a pretty severe brain injury, and yeah, alright, it takes him a minute to remember peopleās names sometimes, and he has a harder time controlling his emotions, but he isnāt a complete invalid. Only a little bit of one. Heās working on it, dammit.
And Eddie is so painfully, frustratingly patient with him. He never pushes. Heās clearly letting Steve retrieve his memories before he makes a move, because despite his whole outward appearance, Eddie Munson is a goddamn gentleman. He never so much as reaches for Steveās hands, but Steve can tell by the way their pinkies graze when they watch movies late at night that he wants to.
Steve can tell by the way Eddie teases him, the way heās there with him through his recovery, that he doesnāt ever make Steve feel stupid when he asks the same questions over and over again, when he cries at the drop of a hat or when he gets sort of confused about the lay out of his apartmentāhe doesnāt care about that of that.
Because heās in love with Steve. Itās so painfully romantic, it brings a painful lump to Steveās throat every time he thinks too much about it.
The two of them are driving to one of Steveās therapy sessions, Eddie in the driver's seat, Steve in the passengers, listening to a low racket of some kind of heavy metal music. Eddie always keeps the volume low now, for Steve.
Heās just been so intensely good about everything that Steve needs to try and do something good for Eddie in return. He needs Eddie to know that thereās a light at the end of this tunnel that theyāre both currently lost in.
āIām sorry about this, yāknow.ā Steve says when they finally pull up the building that has āBrain Injury Recover Centerā written on the front. So all the boys and girls with scrambled eggs for brains know where to converge.
āDonāt worry about it, man. I work the evening shifts, remember? My days are free.ā Eddie explains, and Steve wonders if heās had to be told this bit of information a couple of times now. Sometimes it takes a few times before something sticks to his brain now. His short term memory is still majorly flighty. But no, Steve remembers that Eddie bartends at a local bowling alley most evenings. Heās gone a few times. Not to bowl, of courseātoo much hand eye coordination involvedābut just to hang out with Eddie. Heās pretty decent at Ms. Pac-Man though.
Steve shakes his head. He knows his mind must have wandered because thereās been a lull where no oneās spoken. Eddie never seems to care about that though. āI donāt mean about the drive. I was talking aboutā¦ yāknow.ā
āWhaādyāmean?ā Eddie mumbles as he backs into his parking space, hand on the back of Steveās headrest.
Steve sighs and decides to just come out and say it: āI mean having your boyfriend forget everything about you and your relationship. I justā¦ that must be really tough.ā
Everything in Eddie Munson comes to a jarring halt, hand frozen over where heās turned to ignition off.
Itās sort of unnervingāEddie is always moving, fidgeting. Damn near bouncing off the walls. But now itās like someone hit the poor guy with a freeze ray gun.
Steve chuckles softly as he reaches out and touches Eddieās arm, giving him a playful jostle, to loosen him up a little, āitās okay, Eddie. I know. You donāt have to keep going easy on me. Iām gay! Or, bi-sexual. Whatever.ā Steve shrugs, āsee? Not falling apart. I can handle being in love with another dude. You donāt need to keep babying me.ā
The side of Eddieās mouth twitches into a downturned smile that he seems to be trying to hide.
āI know, I know. Not just any dude.ā Steve rolls his eyes, a smile still firmly on his face. He takes Eddieās hand from the steering wheel, and Eddie seems to watch it go in a detached sort of awe. Steve wonders if Eddieās proud of him for being so cool with it all. āIn love with you.ā
āSteve, I donāt thinkā
āWait, just let me finish.ā Steve asks, and Eddie blinks and works on closing his mouth. Knows itās important to let Steve get his thoughts out quickly, lest they be lost to the giant black hole inside of his beat-up brain now. āI know that I donāt remember any of the important stuff with us. Our first date, or our first kiss or, yāknow, any of our other first firsts. So maybe it feels like youāre cheating on the old Steve with me? Butā¦ Eddie, I know itās crazy but even though my brain forgot all of the specifics; my heart didnāt. I look at you, and itās all there. Iām still so into you, dude. I can feel it, even though I donāt remember how I got here. Iām in lāā
āSteve! Stevestevesteve wait, holy shitā!ā Eddieās eyes snap up from his intense stare at the place where their hands are linked. āSteveāā
āYeah?ā Steve prompts when Eddie doesnāt seem to be able to find the words. He runs his thumb gently over Eddieās knuckles. It feels so nice to finally be able to hold his hand again. They fit together so well, and Steve wonders briefly if itās some kind of muscle memory.
Eddie opens his mouth a few more times before he remembers how to make the words come out.
āSteve. Buddy. Weāreā¦ weāre not dating.ā
Steveās face falls, and he can feel a lump form in his throat, but he keeps a firm hold of Eddieās warm hand in his own. āYeah, I know, I know. We havenāt had any time to be a couple. And itās probably been torture for you, man. Youāre so busy taking care of me and making sure I donāt freak out over everything that youāve clearly been neglecting your own hierarchy of needs.ā
Eddie raises a brow.
Steve chuckles, āShut up. Itās a therapy term.ā
Eddie laughs in his throat. āSteve, you gotta slow down and listen to me.ā
He turns his shoulders so that heās fully facing Steve while he reaches his free hand over and tugs at one of his earlobes. āGot your hearing ears on?ā
Steve rolls his eyes, but he nods just the same.
āWeā¦ we werenāt dating before your accident,ā Eddie speaks slowly, his voice warm, gentle. āHell, I didnāt even know you were, yāknow, into dudes like that. Much less me.ā
Something throbs dully behind Steveās eyes. Itās the start of a migraineāthe one that makes it hard to process much of anything. Steve squints, trying to make sense of what Eddieās saying. āā¦youāre not my boyfriend?ā
Eddie shakes his head very, very slowly. āNo.ā
Steve snatches his hand back like heās only just now noticed how burning hot Eddieās hand is.
He settles back in his seat, staring out the front window. The sounds from the outside world are muffled, and everything feels far away and sort ofā¦ Made up. Just like everything heād imagined was going on between him and Eddie. Not real.
He feels painfully detached from reality. Unmoored. Maybe this was the disassociation thing the doctor mentioned might happenā¦
āAre you sure?ā Steve asks, risking another glance over to Eddie, who hasnāt taken his eyes off him for a second.
āPretty fuckinā sure.ā Eddie snorts.
āOh, God. This isā¦ Iāmāsorry. Iām so stupid. Fuck, I gottaāā Steve suddenly attacks the door handle with a clumsy fury that has his hand fumbling with the handle for way too long. Fucking busted up, bruised as fuck fucking brain-!
āSteve, itās okay, dude,ā Eddie says from behind Steve, but thatās easy for him to say; he didnāt just humiliate himself in front of his not-boyfriend, definitely-crush, possibly ex-friendāāSteve, wait!ā
Steve flees the van on unsteady feet, not daring to look back.
#part 2???š#update: okay yes definitely a part 2#please let let know if you want to be added to the tag list for part 2!ā”Ģ#now part 3#this has been in my WIPs for so long#steddie#TW: brain damage#concussed Steve Harrington#Eddie Munson#angst#because i love to torture these boys#Steve Harrington#hurt/comfort#write Rae write#my writing#stranger things#Steve Harrington has brain damage#stranger things fic#Steddie fic#Steddie ficlet#cliff hanger#Iām so sorry#Steve Harrington whump#Eddie x Steve#Steve x Eddie#stranger things ficlet#recovery fic#disabled Steve Harrington
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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.
first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.
it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.
and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.
you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.
and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.
your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.
in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.
in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.
so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.
you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.
once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.
and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"
you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?
hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!
you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.
we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?
#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck#good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen#im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3#writeblr#the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also#''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist#i was <3 punctured <3 during mine#and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3#she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh#ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance#i'd crash on the table#like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it#and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just#woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes#she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room#from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing#and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying#and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap#with this terrible memory#i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like#that was too many liters#and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home#i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after#that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty#you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it#while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED#and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.
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Prompt 271
āGrandmother is visiting,ā Damian suddenly said with no warning and with his usual not-quite demanding tone.Ā
āWho?ā Tim wasnāt the only one to startle, seeing as Bruce had practically froze, a downturn to his lips in a silent show of confusion.Ā
Damian scowled. āAre you deaf Drake? Grandmother is coming to Gotham to, quote, make sure I am being properly cared for.ā None of them had known that Ras was with anyone actually. At least Tim was pretty sure that would have been in the files.Ā
āOh?ā Dick didnāt quite crouch to Damianās height but it was a near thing. āShe-ā āHe,ā Damian corrected, interrupting him. They all exchanged a glance before Dick continued.Ā
āIs he coming to the Manor orā¦āĀ
Damian scoffed again, a tiny bit of a flush against his face. āNo, Grandmother will most likely be staying with Akhi-ā
Now wait one moment-
āYOU HAVE ANOTHER BROTHER?!āĀ
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Deadly Decisions#Danny & Ras are the homoerotic rivals that no one knows if theyāre flirting or attempting a murder#Itās actually both theyāre just also both Immortal#Danny to Jason: You can become a crime lord if you finish college- youāve said you wanted to get a degree this is ur chance#Dusan (nodding): Mother has made all of us finish at least our basic education nephew#Why yes this does mean that RH has just made the heads in a duffel bag debut & the bats have no clue itās Jason#Normally Danny wanders the universe but RAS (affectionately derogatory) HOW DARE U TRY TO HIDE THE GRANDCHILDREN#Morally Gray Danny#Heās well over 300 and that has an affect lol#Also has some fun fae vibes thx to his ghost half & human half finally balancing out#Let Jason & Damian be brothers#Tiny Damian: Akhi look I found a frog :>#Jason (newly not brain damaged & has no clue who this small child is): ā¦. Thatās great#Tiny Damian: *GASP* Akhi you can talk now :D#Fuck it- all the Al Ghuls deserve fangs from ecto contamination#Is Danny actually Dusan & Taliaās mother? No one knows and no one wants to ask the probably immortal fae being okay#Danny brought Damian a ghost hound puppy & Jason an original signed Pride & Prejudice book#How come Bruce wasnāt aware of Danyal? Talia forgot to inform him that the mother she was speaking of is in fact still alive#He disappears for a decade sometimes longer she was using past terms how was he supposed to know
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priest guy sending mixed signals, what is he up to?š¤Øš¶š¤
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[Image Description: A warm-toned comic featuring Trigun98 characters. It opens with Vash shouting "YOWCH!!" as a half-eaten donut flies through the air, a bruise on Vash's tongue. Meryl, editing papers, is annoyed as he complains: "Ow! Ow! I bi'e my 'ongue..." "What's the rush?" Meryl asks, "They're all yours." Vash, still hurt, tries to explain: "They're jus' sooo good!" Meryl argues back, "Well, savour it then!" Wolfwood has been watching the scene unfold as Meryl continues, "Satisfying your sweet tooth doesn't come cheap, unfortunately." Wolfwood clicks his lighter open and closed, again and again. Without a word, he leans closer, his thumb on Vash's lips. "Wolfwood...?" Vash trails off. Then, Wolfwood opens Vash's mouth and knicks his thumb on one of Vash's canines in one fell swoop. "Wah? Huh??" Vash says as Wolfwood pulls his bleeding thumb away. He licks the blood off the wound then snickers at Vash. Meryl looks disgusted, Vash has lit up in an embarrassed explosion, and Milly remarks, curious: "Those are surprisingly sharp, Mr. Vash!" Question marks float around Vash, and his donuts lay discarded on the table. Each panel is signed by raepliica. End ID]
#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun 98#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#vashwood#raepliica_art#ww has a thing for vash's fangs (because i said so)#i just know ww has had some interesting thoughts about those fangs the moment he noticed themā¼ļøš¦
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i've seen a poll about gale and anders but i feel like this one is a more difficult one to answer
#baldur's gate 3#dragon age#see i think astarion wouldn't want to damage his nails. but also he has vampire reflexes#on the other hand fenris is.... fenris#personally imma go with fenris#edit: ok apparently y'all think this is an easy question sjdjsksk#no i legit was trying to be fair to astarion! he is pretty strong in melee (especially when he fights dirty)!#i mean it he's the dps in my party full of casters (maybe that's the problem...)#edit 2: my soul is pledged to fenris but istg y'all are so mean to astarion in the tags ššš#edit 3: okay fine i should've said a fight instead of a fistfight..... sorry astarion#you all should know that every mention of fenris's strength makes me š„µ btw. as it always goes#edit 4: the astarion roasting is starting to feel more like me being roasted personally and ya know what i deserved it-
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Together again
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#satosugu#satoru gojo#suguru geto#Iām not okay#Iām suing Gege whoās with me#and pressing charges for emotional damage#I love them so much im#choking on tears rn#Iām never drawing jjk angst again only fluff from now on
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Time crisis
Clockwork looked sick, this was the first time Danny had witnessed something like this so he couldn't help but feel concerned for his mentor. However, no matter how many times he asked what was going on, the Ancient refused to answer.
The halfa was taking care of him and finally Clockwork revealed that he was under attack. Danny raised an eyebrow in confusion, he saw no one in Clock Tower and the Observants were not around, seeing his confusion the Master of Time explained himself more clearly.
Clockwork had multiple bodies, distributed in different dimensions. And while they didn't follow the same rules, their job was the same, "preserve the timelines". One of his other bodies must have sensed his timeline being altered multiple times and awoke from its rest to repair the error.
Someone must not have been happy about that, if the damage Clockwork was receiving was anything to go by. The Ancient had no doubt that if they kept attacking him they would cause him further damage, which would be a big problem for the timelines.
The reason he didn't want to tell the halfa that was because he knew Danny would want to help, but not all of his "parts" were good, nor did they have the same methods to "repair" and he didn't want to show the boy a bad part of himself. Although he doubted his other "self" would attack young Daniel, seeing how fond he was of him.
Danny of course, offered to solve the problem. Knowing the boy was stubborn, Clockwork sighed in resignation and opened a portal to the DC Universe, where the Justice League was facing Kronos, Danny stepped through the portal immediately and started running to the battlefield.
Wonder Woman was gritting her teeth in fury as she faced Kronos, who was scowling in annoyance, his gaze seemed to be fixed on the speedster for some reason; half of the League were injured but holding their ground, and John Constantine had almost finished preparing a spell to destroy the titan once and for all. He opened his mouth to tell the Titan it was his end when a teenage boy ran past him.
Danny, who had no idea what was going on, stood in front of Kronos not knowing what to say. He didn't quite know how to fix the situation. Kronos looked at him in confusion as John choked as he noticed the boy in the path of his spell.
"Fate is not inevitable" the halfa told the Titan decisively. While he had been a hero and understood why the people around him would want to "stop" the other Clocky, he didn't want to see his mentor die (even if this was some sort of clone? Danny didn't quite understand), he was selfish, and he knew the other Clocky had his reasons. He looked at the wounded on the battlefield and took a deep breath before looking at the Titan again.
"Come home with me and we'll find another way to solve it" Danny offered, ignoring the heroes glaring at him. Kronos was still silent, he knew he could kill the boy in seconds but something in him protested at the idea.
Danny wondered if he could lock the being in front of him in a Fenton thermos.
#dpxdc#Clockwork is Kronos#but at the same time he's not#Clockwork divided himself to control the problematic dimensions#and some of his clones developed a personality on their own#Since Clockwork doesn't care about morals as long as the timeline is fixed that was okay for him#Technically all the situation is Flash's fault#He traveled too many times and played with the timelines#that woke up Kronos#since that dimension fate was to be destroyed he kinda decided to destroy it himself#dp x dc#dc x dp#John Constantine almost destroyed the time on the DC dimension#JL attacks damaged Clockwork directly#Constantine didn't finish his attack because of Danny#Danny doesn't care about all that's happening#he just want to help Clockwork#he wonders if that's a Dan situation and if he need a Fenton thermos#Kronos isn't going to attack Danny#he like him unconsciously
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#thrifting#shiftythrifting#submission#food#memaw's cheese tiddies#I can't get the taste of grandma's tiddies out of my mind#okay I've done enough damage to these tags bye everyone
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The Walking Dead S08E16: Wrath The Ones Who Live S01E06: The Last Time
#i'm still not okay#carl grimes#rj grimes#rick grimes#the ones who live#twd towl#towl spoilers#twd: the ones who live#cara gifs#that hat/ blue plaid gave me physic damage#how about you
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the only reason Tim Drake and Damian Wayne don't get along is because if they did the writers wouldn't be able to come up with a plot contrived enough for them to struggle with.
they would be the ultimate team if they could just work smoothly together.
but they cant so balance is restored to the world i guess.
#batfam#batfamily#batman#dc robin#tim drake#damian wayne#tim drake wayne#they would be unstoppable#they would be feared#they would enable each other#the only thing stopping them from taking over the world is the fact that Tim is too lazy to run everything and B would be dissapointed#tim drake is so underrated and deserves to be a menace#damian wayne has so much potential and people write himi off as 'angsty' and a 'brat' so easily#okay he is a bit of a brat but like he is 10#have you ever met a 10 year old?#let alone one brought up in a assassin ninja cult where you kill or be killed#he is growing and getting better leave him alone#its called character development#this is just a bit of fun lmao#tim drake is my favourite damaged genius - sherlock sit down you superpowered mf
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Dude bros will choke on their own dick cheese before admitting Bruce Wayne is autistic while saying "Bruce Wayne is just a mask he uses to blend in with regular people" with their whole chests huh. Babe do I have some news for you
#bruce wayne#batman#battinson#text#text post#also very hilarious and funny that these mfs look at a grown adult who cosplays furry sherlock while giving ppl boss lvl brain damage#and say ' okay but thats more logical than autism' listen bitch its bad enough you utilize a vigilante and symbol of communital justice#as a patriarchal symbol of self-righteousness. don't take THAT away from him as well!!!#dc#dc comics
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so, do I look like her?
okay this is either true and understandable, insane, or like āum theres a w2h blog ask already talking about thisā so let me tread lightly [full analysis under cut so i donāt scare people with a wall of text.. but like PLEASE READ!]
i feel like jonathan and jojo being the people sock has the closest relationships with (jojo being one of (if not literally) his only friend/s growing up, and jonathan being one of his only connections post death other than, well, his employer LOL) is crazy, especially since they are SO SIMILAR! ā¦ IN MY EYES!
like visually? yeah, blond hair, blue eyes, white undershirt in primary design, both kind of a symmetry w/ jonathans middle part and jojoās pigtails.
their names? both Jo- names, WITH Nās, an account of jojoās full firstname being joane. [jonathan and joane? that had to be on purpose like come ON!] And their personalities, while definitely different (jonathans described as apathetic, and well, jojo cares very violently about a lot of things) they both are tough to break into, kinda making it hard for anyone to connect positively w/ them on a deeper level
idk, maybe it was very on purpose to give sock a past relationship where he mightve* accidentally had a direct connection to their death, and a new relationship where he has to purposefully have an indirect connection to their death. like DAMN! maybe this is socks eternal punishment, cause id go crazy..
(* emphasis on mightve because im pretty sure sock and jojos full backstory isnt set in stone, but @/welcometohellfilm has talked about possibilities of sock being indirectly linked to jojos death, or setting off a chain of events to cause it unknowingly, in the past. which i thought was interesting!!!)
#inspired by Like Him by Tyler The Creator obviouslyyyyy#banger song but that has caused so much damage to fandom spaces#every post using that song has shot my in the face /pos#welcome to hell film#welcome to hell#welcome to hell fanart#w2h#w2h fanart#w2h film#w2h2#w2h jonathan#w2h jojo#w2h sock#jonathan combs#oh my damn jojo doesnt have a last name im so sorry girl only 1 tag for uā¦#sock sowachowski#welcome to hell jonathan#welcome to hell jojo#welcome to hell sock#instagram is tearing this fucking posts to shreds over there LMFAO#and the most liked comment is me explaining who jojo is like OKAY SHOW OF HANDS who fucks w jojo like be srs rn
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more kitties that live in my sketchbook
#mine#i just took a huge amount of psychic damage from going thro my facebook page#my GOD. the things i had on there#anyway. i hope u hve had a good week...my week has been mixed but okay! im super tired ugjug#my period was like 11 days late bc since stopping hormones it like has no idea whats going on n my period app was havin a coronary#i got a notifcation that was like ur ABNORMAL!!!!!!!!!! okay and#hmm what am i going 2 do now.....probably som colouring and then some reading#i stopped reading the fantasy book i was reading it was eating my brain slowly . in a bad way#i tried using my lightbox 2day instead of drawing over my sketch n it worked well!! ive bough different paper n it worked way better#am happy !! :))
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You just came back and you're already carrying the laughingstock fandom once more (along with carnival)
@carnivalcarrion psstā¦ We should totally collaborate on Laughingstockā¦ā¦ (draw him kissing howdyās hand)
(ANYONE CAN JOIN THIS TOO BTW! I would love to see Laughingstock get more art!)
#beaglepillar#laughingstock#barnaby x howdy#howdy x barnaby#welcome home#LISTEN I AM NOT OKAY WITH THIS SHIP. THIS SHIP CAUSED ME TOO MUCH DAMAGE. TOO MUCH#I LOVE IT SO MUCH I SWEAR I CANNOT GO A DAY WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THEM#ITS SUCH AN UNDERRATED SHIP. IT SHOULD BE MORE POPULAR#krasytoonz#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#welcome home fanart#fanart#welcome home project#welcome h#welcomeh#wh howdy#welcome home barnaby#welcome home howdy#barnaby b. beagle#barnaby b beagle#barnaby beagle#howdy pillar
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