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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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mental-skillness · 2 months ago

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im just screaming into the void

#stuck in a loop of #'my life is falling apart im fucking everything up im throwing away my life before it's even begun'#and like i cant even ARGUE bc YEAH im severely addicted to cigarettes and vapes and weed #im literally doing irreperable damage to my lungs and heart and circulation and brain development #and it's not like im about to stop #im the kind of person who skips class to hang out w my pets and leaves the homoerotic social function early bc im overwhelmed #like i just #gah #but it's okay to be damaged #it's okay for ME to be damaged #i spent my childhood suicidal and trying to fix myself #and then as soon as i started to become myself my cousin died and my aunt shot herself and i went to school and became a druggie #and im just now coming back to myself after being semi derealized and in a major depressive episode for the better part of two years #and the only way i learned to manage my emotions was by repressing them #and it MAKES SENSE #that i am scared all the time and leaning heavily on bad coping mechanisms and shutting down in the face of stress #it is okay that i am stressed and it is okay that my brain gets overwhelmed and doesnt know what to do except try to escape the situation #and i will get better at learning to have emotions without running away from them #because it is okay to feel bad #and it is ok to be doing bad

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eskildit · 1 year ago

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In a better kinder world. Gideon nav would have been at the club.

#😔#the locked tomb #eskildit posts tlt #she would have loved it #admittedly I do have a fic concept about her at the club but I uh refer to it as #Gideons no good very bad night at the dyke bar #sorry king I’m making you suffer like this #gideon nav #ok to rb

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penroseparticle · 2 years ago

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Just fyi the sonic subreddit has been having a very... fun past couple days

#the idea of telling sonic fans to stop being so gay is so fucking funny to me #like you know that 90% of them are furries right?#do you know the significant demographic overlaps there?#do you know anything?#oh you don't? Oh ok sorry my bad for assuming #anyways kudos to their mod team #1k notes #10k notes

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iztea · 3 months ago

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farmer aku can be something so personal,

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titanofthedepths · 5 months ago

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Yes you’re not fatphobic but are you capable of talking about fat people in a positive manner without saying somft/round/rotund/squishy/tumby/chumby/any other variation of the sort. Are you capable of talking about us in a positive manner without it being about beauty or attractiveness. Are you able to talk about fat people in general without being dehumanizing or infantilizing. Can you treat fat people with respect.

#disclaimer ofc that not every fat person feels this way. but i personally hate it sooo bad #and also disclaimer that ur ok to rb but the second someone clowns im taking away reblog and reply rights #like i think if youre talking about a fat person the same way youd talk about a fat cat you need to reconsider some things #tbh i see it more w characters than i do real people but its smth i Have seen happen and it drives me up the wall

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seasicksilver · 8 months ago

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reading the Iliad is an experience

#help how do i tag this #greek mythology #athena #ares #zeus #the iliad #genuinely this is untaggable #fan art #artists on tumblr #digital art #sketch #doodle #my art #the autism is winning. on book 11 of the iliad boys #i love how reading the iliad book 1 is like 'ok this isnt bad at all' then BOOM book 2 hits you with the biggest list of characters EVER #like oh okay this is what we're doing

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scribblekingdom · 1 month ago

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I just watched the London Special and oh.. oh my god... oh my GOD OH M

#the ladynoir scene at the end GOD #the fact that it's the last scene in the old animation style...#it's bittersweet in a way yk #like the show isn't ending but it's changing #hhhhhh miraculous why do you this to me #ok time to stop rambling in the tags my bad #marinette dupain cheng #ladybug #chronobug #miraculous ladybug #miraculous #ml fanart #miraculous fanart #ml london special #sylkie art #ml art

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secretly-a-trekkie · 1 month ago

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#ugh drawing this was SUCH a bad idea but im not gonna touch it any more #im so tired but hey these guys #have fun #i dont wanna look at it anymore #wHerES thE EMOTION #maybe i need to do some introspection....#star wars #the clone wars #arc trooper fives #arc trooper echo #clone trooper hevy #clone trooper droidbait #clone trooper cutup #domino squad #and now i have... 5 hours to cram in as much sleep as my insomniac ass can handle #but its ok because domino squad!

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adaki · 4 months ago

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GIRLS NITE OUT >_< ((clockwork could not make it)) (wip)

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originalartblog · 9 months ago

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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.

If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.

#learn basic internet etiquette i am begging but also holding a knife. yes i'm mad. more about others than myself.#do you know how many artists i have seen leave social media because their art started being reposted all over?#tip: way too fucking many #i've had many people tell me about people reposting my art on tiktok #no one ever asked to repost my art on tiktok. ever. they just save super fried bad crunchy jpegs of my art and repost them #they get 20k likes and don't even bother naming me #also a reason i started signing my name more legibly and why my blog web address is always there but apparently no one can even read that #a few people got an ok for translations on other platforms though #i'm going to be annoying with this post and reblog it a few times to try to catch the people who apparently need to be told #tiny skk adventures #nawy's comics #nawy's doodles #apparently those are reposters' favourites so here look at this

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heartorbit · 3 months ago

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the narcissist fools himself

#IM GETTING A BAD GRADE IN POLYSHO WEEK WHICH IS NORMAL TO FEAR AND POSSIBLE TO ACHIEVE.#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #proseka #polysho #polysho week 2024 #tsukasa tenma #emu otori #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #domt scroll dowm to when i pisted the sketch a year ago actually. should i delete that #Nah who give a fuck #They dont need to know that i drew this over a year ago and touched it up c all of my other drawings for this theme sre too ambitious #I cant draw a fucking merrygoround. Who am i kidding.#I posted this now so i can stop adding minute gradient maps to it for a 0.2 percent color difference. must sleep. farewell.#more polysho week to come. the day 5 prompt.. well. heh #also FUCK i want to do day 4 too bc i love the yokai theme but thats Today and i AAAAAHG ok stop itz GOONIGHT.#funny drawing for the guy that turned romeo and juliet into fortnite. stop crying and hop on duos

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pinacoladamatata · 4 months ago

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blink and you'll miss it moments around skyhold....

#solavellan #solas #gotta put out some tender stuff to balance the chaos target team leader solas has caused.#look i just need to go feral in the tags for a moment #okay the fucking. what's he call himself? the great adversary of her people's mythology....falls in love w a woman being forced into a role #not unlike his own #i t makes me c r a z y #like at one point he's all ooooh we're elves need to make sure the humans trust us to ensure safety. gives them a castle......#then he's all ''ooh you cant change the way your legend is getting out of hand. might as well accept it''#but he disapproves if you lean into it/call yourself the herald.#he approves of you fighting against the status quo. encourages sera to sow chaos and has a VERY interesting convo w her about power #''what lop of the top?'' ''yes.'' ''well what's that do except make room for a new top to come and fuck it all up?''#at which point he fuckin STUTTERS and is like. oh fuck. you're right. my bad. and then he shuts up in quiet contemplation #he's clearly wrestling w himself. and Ohmygod the felassanstuff.#like the Guilt. the Regret.#haunting that fucking rotunda.#and yet he's so in love w lavellan if they go that route.#like clearly some stuff was missing/fumbled in game. but like #how he fuckin screams for the inquisitor at the well?????!?! OK BOI?!#im just. the dread wolf. great adversary of the dalish pantheon.#turns out to be some somber grim guy with a fatalistic sense of humor who hates tea and greatly values free will #pina art

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bloobydabloob · 5 months ago

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I got a crush on Mads Mikkelsen

#homestuck #homestuck fanart #hs fanart #dirk strider #dirkjake #jake english #blooby posting #Traditional art for a change #been art blocked. Trying to escape #Also going to try and do more intimate DirkJake fanart #I feel like I am always drawing them just standing or sitting or something #I need to practice emoting #etc. Ok #back to watching breaking bad

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bacchuschucklefuck · 5 months ago

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they tried to rebrand as The Criminals but riz is literally the city council's treasurer and also turns out people in their late 20s don't really name their friend groups. so now they're The Intrepid Heroes

#fantasy high #figueroth faeth #kristen applebees #adaine abernant #gorgug thistlespring #fabian seacaster #riz gukgak #yes this is sorta from the same thing Ive been doing for future!riz lol. that riz is the same design basically #just the above board sona #u can kiiinda tell which of the bad kids I have a very clear vision for their future design and which I kinda wing it for lol #kristen's tank top is white and the coat is galaxy tie dye btw. I didnt have the energy to express that in ink but thats the ult version #adaine I truly imagine to grow up to be the perpetual t shirt and jeans person but she carries her sword everywhere #gorgugs truth is that shes just hot she can wear anything. but I do give him the skirt hike bc I love him #I really like skirt hike... such a fun thing to put in designs. if ur garment has no variance in how it falls or drapes u can do it urself #this is also a little bit of an exercise in how much of an accessory I can freehand from memory #fig's bass I straight up did not fact check for. just rawdogging it memory only. same with fandrangor and adaine's crocs #I did write in my funny little document that gorgug takes up baking and is good at it bc I think itd be good for him #to do basically chemistry and math that also feeds people #out of them... kristen and riz would be Good good at it. but riz would get way too stressed abt the recipe and kristen bakes by #eyeballing the texture. fabian likes decorating but refuses to get anywhere near the heat of an oven. adaine isnt good at it first try #and is like well my effort goes to other things actually. fig Loves baking and Nobody lets her into the kitchen #idk why this manifests so clear in my head. must be bc of recent foccacia events #living in the subtropics is hell for baking nobody try it ok? I tell u

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collophora · 8 months ago

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Sleep time.

#star wars #the bad batch #star wars fanart #the bad batch fanart #tbb #tbb fanart #I was trying coloring methods #idk #they still rely on me doing a clean sketch #and I'm really bad at doing clean sketches #and color tooo #It felt like most of the time I success randomly without knowing why #which is a problem if you wanna do it on command to get a job ya know #or do commissions #oh btw I finally cut my hair #I baked sweet potatoes cinnamon rolls too #Ok bye

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