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you said it was a hero x villain story right? how so?
I did, and it was kinda the second reason I was hesitant to talk abt this. I fell like ppl would assume things since I made them both guys and they're the hero x villain trope and whatnot but that won't be answering the question you asked and it'd be kinda hard to explain anyways.
But in the start of the story, it lays out that McCoy and Jackle are enemies (hence the hero and villain trope) and then later, when the scene if them fighting is over, I think I'll make it show that they're at like a Café or on some kind of date show that they've been dating for a few years or so. And I'mthroughout the story it switches between them beingyl the hero and villainsbthey are and their normal life if that makes sense?
Also McCoy is shown to have suspicions now and I want to show how even though he could've left, he didn't bc he didn't think Jackle would do that to him. And in Jackles villain disguise, he hides himself but like having a wig on or smth. Point is he doesn't look like how he does when out of his disguise. The story then ends with Jackle killing McCoy and Jackle then reflecting
Idk if that answers your question but this is essentially the plot of the story so
#💭 — ⌗dreams answers . ♪ᝰ#—benefactor devil . ♪#—I win . ♪#—jackle reed#—mccoy june#I could probably definitely twerk the plot a bit#but it's kinda complicated ngl#If you want any clarifying questions devil pls ask them 🙏🙏
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I’m having dramatic thoughts about Damian being born to Fem!Bruce ok I’m having THOUGHTS
(TW for alluding to Damian’s conception being nonconsensual)
Okay so set the stage of our Drama- Fem!Bruce (or just AFAB idc) is out on patrol or something and League Parent (Either Talia as in canon, or Ra’s if we’re feeling the creepy old man tonight) drops Damian off with “Hey, watch our son that you birthed and then I stole and let you think was dead for ten years, there’s some infighting in the league.”
(If we’re using Ra’s as dad then Talia is absolutely trying to kill Damian for the position of heir)
Bryce is, understandably, shocked. Her other children? Even more so. Because what do you mean you had a biological child? How did we not know about this?!
Damian isn’t old enough to be pre-robin unless he was cryogenically frozen. Did Bryce really hide a whole fucking pregnancy from them?
Dick is screaming, Jason shows up because he has to see this shit for himself, Bryce is standing in silence, staring at the results of every single test she can think of to confirm that yes, this is her son, this is her Damian, all the info matches up…
Tim tries to speak up, but Jason just turns on him, asking if he’s ready to be replaced too. Bryce didn’t even have to go looking this time!
Tim looks him dead in the eye and points out the birthdate(and death date) on file for Damian Wayne.
It’s exactly eight days before Jason was taken in.
How did Dick and Jason not know about this?
Because they weren’t there.
In the short period of time when Dick was striking out on his own, and before Bryce picked up Jason, League Baby Daddy of your choosing shows up and takes advantage. A simple greeting, a spiked drink, a blurry night, and a pregnancy test later…
Bruce is, as always, in any universe, is terrible at communication. But honestly she can be excused in this case. How exactly do you tell your wayward son ward that, after chasing him off because he was “being reckless” and “putting himself in danger,” you’ve gone and gotten taken advantage of, trusted someone that you had absolutely ZERO business trusting, and now you’re pregnant with an Al Ghul baby? And you’ve decided to keep it? That this isn’t you replacing him or demanding he return, because you understand his need for space, but also you desperately want him back with you because you’re scared but you can never admit it?
How do you do that in a text? Because Dick is not answering the phone.
You don’t. Thats a conversation you have face to face. So the messages Bryce leaves are all “there are some changes and i’d like to talk to you” “there may be a new member of the family soon” “please answer me chum”
Dick doesn’t answer.
Meanwhile, Gotham crime is being weird because “hey robins gone! Dynamic duo is out!” And Bryce is being careful because of her belly and sometimes she has to take breaks and hormones are bullying her and nothing is going her way right now.
And them she goes into labor too soon.
And something goes wrong (League Baby Daddy happens) and she’s told her baby is dead, and now she’s lost two children.
She recovers, and goes back out onto the streets, taking her rage and pain out on the criminals that got a little too bold with her in a hospital bed…
And then there’s a street rat jacking the tires off the Batmobile.
The fucking audacity. The guts. The challenge in his bright blue eyes, the sneer on his lips, the shaggy black hair. Skin just a bit darker than hers, not quite an Al Ghul’s deep olive but somewhere in the middle.
Is this what her Damian would have looked like? Is this what her son would have grown up to be?
Maybe its the hormones, maybe she’s projecting. She knows its a bad idea, but Bryce takes the kid home. Alfred gives her a knowing and slightly disapproving look, but accepts the new child with open arms, because there’s worse things. Jason fits in easily, and soon enough, Batman has a Robin again, and Bryce is smiling again, and begins to heal from the pain of losing Damian.
But Dick? Dick is PISSED.
Upon seeing news of a new Robin/Wayne, he finally looks though his messages, and comes to the wrong conclusion that Bryce was looking for a kid to replace him this whole time. She might have tried to get his input, but had eventually made a decision like this without him. And so he’s back, and he’s angry, and Bryce gets defensive because Jason is a good kid and she can’t use her dead baby to win an argument, not when the wound is so fresh.
So life continues. Jason dies, comes back, is angry because he listened in on a few arguments and now ALSO thinks Bryce actively hunted him down to be Robin, and now she’s done the same with Tim.
Bryce keeps quiet, because how is she supposed to explain after all these years? Jason is right to be angry. She let her emotions get the better of her and dragged a sweet boy into her life. The loss of all three if her children was her own fault, because she put him into the line of fire. There’s no excuse for that.
So years pass. Tempers settle somewhat, Bryce holds her grief close to her chest because she can’t do that to her children, but… then Damian is back. And it all explodes.
The story comes out in bits and pieces. Tim figures out a timeline based on the rest of the info in the file, and Bryce and Alfred slowly fill it in.
And like- they’re all still angry, and it is justified, because what the fuck, Bryce. But also…
Dick is horrified. He had been so angry, so so angry, reading those messages that he now knows, with this new information, were a cry for help. Bryce had been desperate and scared and wanted nothing more than to just talk to him after their fight, and when he had come back after something like this had happened he had immediately started another fight.
Jason isn’t sure how to feel. He hadn’t been taken in to be a replacement soldier, he had been taken in to be a replacement son. What is he supposed to do with that? Knowing that Bryce had seen him at his worst, and taken him in and shoved down her grief to help him?
Tim is wondering if every time Bryce backed away with an unreadable expression, it hadn’t been keeping herself emotionally distant, it was grief for the sons she had lost.
Steph is realizing that Bruce wasn’t lying, when Steph had to give her own baby up and Bryce had hugged her and said “I understand.”
Damian is sitting in a corner wondering what the ever-loving FUCK is going on. Why is everyone crying this is pathetic. Father take him home he prefers the threat of imminent death.
#batfam#dc prompt#bruce wayne#jason todd#damian wayne#fem!bruce wayne#bryce wayne#damian is also having complicated feelings but he is REPRESSING those at the moment#thank you#ngl kinda digging ras as dad and talia as half sister#don’t get me wrong brutalia happpened#but ra’s is dad#talia is not happy about any of this#can you blame her#culmiates in damian confronting his half sister/moms ex girlfriend#after she hunts him down to solidify her place#/avenge the violation that was damian’s birth#and damian’s like#keep the league of assassins i’m good#staying with mom#talia: ah. my beloved has gotten to you too then. well. i’m not sure how i feel about this.#the entire batfam: Neither are we!#long post
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Murfy doodles
#rayman#my art#rayman fanart#murfy#rayman murfy#he look at bug#the manual is the bible#ngl i kinda ship murfy and the manual-#its complicated
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#ngl 'i am a eddie sometimes calls him evan at home' truther but since s7 aired EYE have a more complicated relationship w the name evan#i literally dont care/find it interesting that he calls him evan exclusively#but at this point in fandom the name evan has been worn into the dirt#i never want to hear evan in fanon again (lying. kinda.)
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I think it's kinda interesting that Shinichiro always calls Mikey "Manjiro". It's not like Mikey seems to mind that, anyway. I have some thoughts on it but they aren't very organized...
Everybody else, including Takeomi (Shin's close friend, has known Mikey before he started using another name), calls him "Mikey" in daily life. I wonder what grandpa Sano uses, though.
I'm pretty sure Shinichiro keeps using 'Manjiro' because Mikey, as well as his official name, is what he has left of his 'normal' life - what he has left of when their parents were still there. In the same way, their mother probably never used 'Mikey' (but she isn't as affected, since she's got only Emma to call Mikey like that).
I think grandpa Sano continues to use 'Manjiro' too, if only because Mikey was named after him ('Mansaku' - same first kanji (万)). If Mikey had demanded of them to use 'Mikey', perhaps they'd have, but I just think they're too attached to the name - the same way Emma is attached to 'Mikey'. There's a reason.
As for everyone else using it as well, for Baji and the Akashi I think it was Mikey pushing them to use it + kids finding foreigner names and aliases to be cool, and Emma using it too. At some point since they got used to hear it, they got used to use it. And for the ones Mikey met later on (starting Draken), he had been introducing himself as 'Mikey' for quite a while - to the point highschoolers call him like that. That's just how he introduces himself, the name he goes by on a regular basis.
For Takeomi, although he's known Mikey since he was a baby, he's still not as close to him as Shinichiro is - he's a family friend but not as close as family, albeit Akashi and Sano are very close (or were at this point in time anyway). And same things as his siblings or Baji, he probably heard it so often his brain started using 'Mikey' automatically. I do think he can still use 'Manjiro' at times, but for him there's no real difference between using one or the other.
#answering asks#sano family#toman using manjiro would feel weird (including for them) - takemichi aside but takemichi has specific moments to use it#its not a name he uses all of the time for mikey#for black dragon (1st gen) they're used to shinichiro talking about him so using one or the other shouldnt bother them#kinda like izana ngl. even though hed use 'manjiro' as if he spits venom#but he never speaks about mikey kindly anyway lol#(final timeline is another topic ofc - and manila is complicated)
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Mengo's art is so good!!! That is the only good thing I have to say at the moment. I feel so disappointed. What is this? They can't end Hikaru's arc like this, right? Hikaru isn't going to die, right? RIGHT?
There is still so much to uncover imo (πーπ).
What is kamiki doing here though? Choking? Trying to embrace? I mean I'm trying to see it non-murderous but I don't know anymore at this point. ( ._. )""
#kinda not okay rn ngl#iF I HAd KiLLeD RubY#Where are the paternal feelings; he has shown in his past actions?#Why make it so simple; when it could have been made more nuanced; complicated; more human like they have been doing for other characters??#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#onk#onk spoilers#hikaru kamiki#my rambles
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queue’s still running but I may not be as active as I thought
#cw death#I’ve been putting off making this post because like eh whatever#my dad died on Friday#we weren’t that close and it’s kinda complicated#but really there’s just a lot going on rn and I don’t have the headspace to be active everywhere#like. it was sudden and also not#and it’s still a big loss that hasn’t fully hit me yet#and also I’m ngl I logged back in last week and saw certain people posting and just sighed#because it’s like ‘oh yeah I remember why I stopped posting here to begin with’#so yeah idk#viper pls
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My personal headcanon regarding the mob chasing Allicent & Helana is that they just wanted to throw fish and stuff at the ruling queen Allicent.
Like to me, personally, there was someone who yelled "our bad!" when a fish meant for Allicent clipped Helana
#house of the dragon spoilers#house of the dragon#Allicent is such a complicated character but ngl I feel much more badly for her early on than I do as things progress#like she's always pulling this straight up :( face whenever things go against her and it's like girl#there WAS a point where things were well beyond your power to stop#and I hate that you were manipulated as pretty much a child into doing things you *never* should have been made to do#but there was *also* a point where you could have 100% NOT kept stirring the shit pot and instead begun healing and you chose THIS bullshit#so do *not* act like you're fully innocent past that point and how could these leopards be eating your face#sometimes a crowd of starving peasants throw a fish at you and you kinda deserve it
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Metatron is both s6 Crowley with Cas AND s10 Crowley with Dean, he wants to rebuild heaven AND he wants Cas to sit next to him there, he wants to turn Cas into the villain AND he wants him to choose a side, he wants to be Cas AND he wants him to be with him in his little fantasy so bad it makes him look stupid...
He was the moment to me. He's a loser and a nerd and he uses quotes incorrectly but I love him.
#ngl. I think that if he was played by a more conventionally attractive actor there would have been more interesting stuff about him#the solitude of metatron enjoyers#that angel wanted to make Cas the star of his book. how can't you noooot seeeeeee#supernatural#spn#castiel#metatron#metatron spn#spn s9 is complicated#spn angels#edit: curtis armstrong is PERFECTION and I wouldn't change him for the world#just saying that I think the differences in perception kinda show themselves#metatron also makes TONS of queer references and don't get me started on the subtext thing#and yet nobody really seems interested in him#or maybe it's just me not finding interesting stuff#could be but... ngl i don't think so
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[staring out the window but it's just a sticker on the wall] i actually need to make something right now or i'll espode
#just me hi#didn't really do anything yesterday and i have some neat ideas that i haven't gotten around to because of the Sludge#but ouuuu Aura.....#yea..#//also think i want a sweet drink rn#prolly soda ngl. favorite poison :3#//i had to reset my computer (bugging out) and for some reason it signed me out of everything ? boop ??#anyway so that means ytm autoplay got turned back on. which i rarely enjoy but i don't have the power to turn it off rn so i'm just#tolerating everything that comes on loll#which i'd Like to say it's like the radio but i really really like the station i listen to often and i Understand it's gonna be a roulette#//OH YEAAA i forgot about my mp3 project !! !!!!#so i think i mentioned it can hold images too which is Sickkkk and you can put the images on a slideshow which is even cooler#and bc you can listen to audio while doing that at the same time i was thinking well this is just infinite potential here. this could be#everything khfbvshg :333#i wanna try a shorter + smaller story first.. prolly a short ghost story cuz spooky is just easier for me to do lol#ik what the visuals will prolly look like but the audio cues are where i'm a bit Hmmm abt em hfshg#i'm thinking i could put All of the audio in just like 2-3 files (for tutorials on how to use the machine for the story :) ) which isn't#hard#and cuz if you need to pause for whatever reason it's next to impossible to figure out where you are properly meant to be anyway#Yeaa i'll prolly do that :)#but if it turns out well i want to do some more complicated stuff!!#like i was thinkin and there's like a second between each pic where it could look like smth is just Kinda animated#which could be really cool and offsetting in the right spots :33#i'm really excited abt it hbfhsv - prolly cuz it feels like a new medium which always gets my gears moving lol :>#//anyway i'm gonna run out of tag space in a sec lol--#just realized the reason i tend to have my last tag cut off at the end is bc i forget to count my talk tag as. a tag. lmfvsfhvjsf#anyWay yea!!! toodles ^w^
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I don't think there's anything wrong with making a series for middle class home chefs with nice kitchens and disposable income who want to cook better...but I do think it's a little shitty to pretend that's not what you're doing.
Like I'm sorry if your "basic" meatloaf recipe calls for ground beef, pork, AND veal I think you've gone beyond what can reasonably be called basic.
#I live in a big city and I could not even find veal when I made that meatloaf#and you know what ngl the recipe kinda sucked! I'm going to have to make a few changes next time I make it!!#and the best part of the meal was the onion gravy I made legit legit with just a yellow onion#some store brand beef broth#and I think garlic? and then half and half#and the mashed potatoes that were literally just two russet potatoes and some butter and half and half#so like......hmmmm idk man#sometimes things that are complicated and fancy....are worse
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I've seen the first six or so episodes of Discovery now. The best moment for me was when Stamets called Culber "my dear doctor."
It made me really sad, though. I feel so happy for any fans who got that experience without jadedness, but I couldn't help thinking that it could've been Garashir to have that. They should've had it. It was unfair that they didn't. And it makes me incredibly sad that instead of that "dear doctor" moment being just normal for me, like it was for the characters, it was something that I qualify as the best moment in six episodes. It was a thing where I looked back at years of disappointment and regret for other Star Trek characters who didn't get to be queer, where I wanted to cry because it took so damn long, where it healed a little part of me that had been hurt by all that because it finally happened.
I wish I'd been able to see that scene without all the baggage. It wouldn't have been incredible. I would've loved that.
#I have so many complicated feelings about it rn#I adore that scene don't get me wrong#but the healing accidentally reopened the wound a little bit#it still kinda hurts ngl#such a brilliant moment for queer rep in Star Trek and all I can think about it the moments that didn't happen#star trek#Star Trek discovery#discovery#paul stamets#hugh culber#elim garak#Julian bashir#garashir#culmets#queer representation#lgbt#lgbtq
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Pondering bottom surgery in the tags I mf guess
#I’ve been. thinking abt bottom surgery again after having accepted for a while that I would probably never get it#for context early on in my transition I was dead set on phallo but then T and my other surgeries satisfied me enough to not need it#+ for phallo I would have had to keep an arm or leg free of tattoos and I just did not want to wait on that#not considering it would probably be at least a decade. tattoos were and are more important#+ the more I started to enjoy using what I have I was like. it is simply not medically necessary anymore#like would I like to have a **** yes. do I need one to live a happy life no#being bi complicates things for me too bc it depends a little bit who I marry#don’t want to tailor my body to a specific relationship esp if it doesn’t last forever but it does make a difference#current partner is nonbinary and wants phallo so that does not make things simpler lol#I want a body that allows the most affirming possible relationship w the person I intend to marry#I also don’t want to end up hindering things w future partners should that not happen#anyway I say all this to say. I had never considered meta as an option bc I didn’t think it would do much for me#lot of effort and money and healing for not as drastic a change. wouldn’t solve my biggest bottom dysphoria issues#however. starting to think it could be the middle ground I’m looking for as a gnc/genderfluid person#it would be less surgeries. less complicated n expensive. less changes to my current anatomy#esp if I don’t do everything you Can do w meta. I could do like half of all that or less#I don’t wanna risk giving up the things I can do now without knowing if I’ll enjoy the new possibilities#but this could be a way to just kinda feel more affirmed without it changing my life all that much#I think just the act of undergoing bottom surgery would be affirming. like I’ve done Everything I’m a binary male thru and thru. transexual#and I wouldn’t have to keep wondering if I’ll do it someday or if I should#not that I can any time soon I’m uninsured. insurance prob wouldn’t even cover it#but just. the more I look into it and think abt it + the more serious my relationship gets the more I lean towards it#my partner talking increasingly abt wanting bottom surgery asap is influencing me too ngl not even in a jealousy way#just. I can’t deal w the possibility of a partners phallo fucking up my relationship w my body Again. I would need to know what I want#man. I can’t even go to therapy to talk thru it. on account of being uninsured#mine#txt#personal
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Not my grandpa pulling the "your Heavenly Parents love you" card right after we talked about...so many things not related to theology.
To be fair, he'd been talking about the struggles a couple relatives had had with their faith before then, but. Not appreciated. I wasn't expecting it (though I should have) so I wasn't prepared to give a "well I'm going my own, private path" response (I am NOT ready to tell family members about exploring polytheism and I don't have a way to leave if it goes poorly until my flight Sunday morning.
I was able to stop the conversation eventually but. Oh boy.
#if heavenly parents are as benevolent as the church says they are then they'll understand#if not? im not beholden to them anymore anyway#fortunately he does understand that you can have spirituality outside of the church#so the conversation wasnt as bad as it could have been#but did not enjoy the conversion attempt 0/10 do not recommend#(he's a convert too which. complicates things)#coriander says#pagans of tumblr#exmo#exmormon#apostake#not gonna really apply helpol tags to this b/c im not talking about it specifically#religious trauma cw#christianity cw#mormonism cw#conversion cw#the greek poem book & my journal were sitting in the other room during the conversation too which i find kinda funny ngl#like sir. if i told you i was still religious im sure you'd be pleased but i dont think learning in what way would exactly make your day
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something midosena never prepared me for was just how comfortable the train seats are
#like. no joke. most (if not all) of them are soft!!!! carpeted!!!!! and comfy!!!!!!!!#and that’s just the regular seats!!!!! the special reserved seats are forward facing and!!!! they even have those little seat tray tables!!!#[insert home country]’s train seats are ruined for me now wtf i used to think that the wide new plastic seats were the best seats ever and—#and the structure of the train is p. great too ngl~~~~ like the seats are positioned a little ways back from the side divider thing#so there’s tons of standing space if you’re unlucky enough to not get a seat#but maybe that’s just my perspective bc the train cabins seem wider than [insert country]’s so maybe i’m too used to the cramped cabins idk#but g o d yes i understand you now midori the seat at the extreme end is the best most comfy seat ever fr#though!!!! another thing that made me 👁️👄👁️ about these trains is that!!!! eating and drinking (on trains) is not prohibited?????#like man. you’d get fined and get photographed + tabloidified in [insert country] if you did that here..#(if you get caught by some weird nitpicker who can’t mind their own business that is.)#but train exchanges are kinda complicated. ye a h. ig that’s one thing i miss about [insert country]’s trains. aside from the train fares.#m a n. train fares are so high here. bus fares too tbh. 170 yen for just two stops and all that..#but!!!! the seats are comfy so they get a pass from me~~~~~~~~~#the buses are tiny and cute thoughhhhh. but the boarding/alighting/fare system caught me off guard. ig i’m too spoiled by [insert country]#all things considered…. it was a really fun trip~~~~~ would’ve been better if i didn’t fall sick right off the bat though lmao#anyways!!!!!! happy kinyoubi my dudes~~~~~~~#inedible blubbering
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This song is Xavier coded. It's so Xavier coded. Turn on cc and tell me I'm wrong.
#I've been posting a lot of Xavier despite telling everyone I find him kinda meh compared to Zayne and Raf huh?#his lore is the most complicated rn so it's the most fun to analyze I gotta give him that#i want more lore on the sea and the mountain snow dammit#give me Rafayel chilling with whatever abomination lives in the bottom of the ocean#Rafayel has the potential to have so much beautiful lore because he vibes with the sea#dude gets to have bioluminescence and horrors beyond your comprehension that have the same area code as humans#Zayne? I want him to catch a break. I want him to have a nice long vacation where he gets to just be domestic with MC#I don't need Zayne lore. Just knowing he was a combat medic is enough. that second anecdote hit me hard ngl#love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#Youtube
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