#but it’s in the town i grew up in…
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quite anxious abt this job might i say
#not only is it my first job post-master’s degree#but it’s in the town i grew up in…#and a bunch of folks still remember me#it’s a small rural town but like i live in the city now n idk i’m just nervous there’s a lot to be nervous abt i feel like#and unfortunately my family does NOT get it in the slightest#so there’s that#i’ll delete this later probably i just needed to vent as my start date gets closer#there were no job openings in the city for my profession so i had to take it to start getting experience
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Somewhere in the mornington peninsula, 1992
#my best friend grew up in a house like this which meant that by extension i grew up in a house like this#it’s incredibly nostalgic#australian gothic#regional gothic#australia#victorian gothic#peninsula gothic#mornington peninsula#ruralcore#rural aesthetic#rural gothic#rural photography#rural decay#rural life#rural#rural australia#small town#small town gothic#small town aesthetic#small town life#Ethel Cain core#Ethel Cain aesthetic#religious imagery#kind of???
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you know i used to think it was weird how sora and roxas have such different personalities for supposedly being 'the same person' but after playing a few games i sort of realized that they do have similar personalities, because roxas acts how sora does when he's under extreme stress.
compare roxas to sora in, say, kh1. that's where a lot of peoples idea of sora's personality comes from. sora is generally very upbeat and optimistic in that game. not very similar to roxas, right?
but let's switch the game and talk about a game where sora is ABSOLUTELY GOING THROUGH IT. chain of memories.
sora's resting state is melancholy in com. he only ever cheers up in short bursts, usually when he's joking around with friends. just like roxas.
he's quick to anger, and tends to lash out at the organization members. best example of this is when larxene makes him 'remember' namine, and he swings at her repeatedly, even after she's gone. he only stops when jiminy is able to snap him out of it.
you know what scene that resembles?
sora, while a bit more on the angry side and less sad, continues to act like this in kh2 when he's in stressful situations. (he also has a tendancy to insult people which, while it's not very related to the point, is very funny and sora saying 'gonna cry?' to xigbar is great.) i cant comment any further than that about kh2 off the top of my head.
so, roxas acts like sora does when he's stressed, right? but why is roxas always acting like that? to which i say, he isnt!
he only ever acts like that when he's also in fucked up and stressful situations, which happens to be a CONSTANT in his life. but when he's hanging out with axel and xion, a decidedly NOT stressful situation, he's a lot more like sora. he's teasing his friends and insulting his coworkers and joking around and acting like a normal kid. not really important, but unless i misremembered some sora lines which is VERY possible, both roxas and sora respond to friendly insults with "oh thanks!" a lot. just a funny little detail that felt relevant.
the biggest differences between roxas and sora boil down to environment and... i dont know how to put it besides volume? roxas is very quiet and tends to keep most of his thoughts to himself, while sora is very loud and expressive in comparison.
there is one other huge difference i noticed, which is less character based and more story. sora wanted to get off destiny islands and explore with his friends, but roxas just wanted routine. sora wants adventure, and roxas wants things to stay the same, for days where he gets off work and eats ice cream with his friends to last forever, to keep having conversations about nothing and watching the sunset. roxas wants normalcy, sora wants excitement. it's just interesting seeing their contrast.
not sure if this is very well said or anything i just wanted to talk about my boys
#random thoughts#its been a while since i got to use that tag eheheh#i bet theres a few people following me who didnt even know i did analysis posts#the fact that sora and roxas grew up in very different environments is pretty important btw#roxas was already a bit quiet and being in a cult where any expression of emotion is immediately shut down probably didnt help#we'll probably never get a good idea of how roxas would be if he was in a normal situation#id say some of the twilight town stuff might be a close estimate but even that doesnt really fit considering all the shit going down#even from the very start hes being accused of theft hes Not doing the best#anyways. sora and roxas are different obviously#but theyre a lot more similar than people really talk about#kingdom hearts#roxas#sora#not rereading this so it might be a little weird and hard to read sorry
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moms…..
#soriku#kh#redraw of old busts i did in 2021…….time sure does fly huh (stares into the sunset)#i like to think sora’s parents are very Normal and grew up in the countryside#his mom is a cook#and riku’s parents are part of the influential part of town#friends with the mayor and everything#riku’s mom puts a lot of expectations on him and yet doesn’t pay attention to him#and then riku ends up. Ya Know. lmao#i did originally give them blue and green eyes respectively but idk i think i like this more!#anyway#throws this into the void if anyone cares about stuff like this lol#my art
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When a true baby ghost is born— a ghost not born of dying, but rather through the desire of another ghost— they are little more than a core with wispy ectoplasm emanating from them for about a month. During said month, they take on influence from their surroundings in order to figure out the form they’ll take, hence why so many young ghosts look like their parents.
Because they aren’t fully formed until a month after their birth, the parent or parents will take on a far more aggressive, primal form in order to protect their child. The parent’s form will become incredibly monstrous, and their size will increase, with triple their normal size being most common among parents. Their mental state also becomes incredibly instinctual, higher intelligence temporarily being replaced by aggression towards anyone the ghost doesn’t consider family. They stay in this state until the baby is fully formed.
Of course, Danny “don’t worry about it” Phantom forgets to add this bit of trivia to his explanation to his fellow heroes as to why he was taking paternity leave. In his defense, he didn’t expect them to visit during that month.
And he definitely didn’t expect his brooding brain to latch onto most everyone who visited as “part of his brood.”
#danny phantom#dp x dc#Danny has inadvertently kidnapped: 1. the entire shazam family 2. most of the batfamily 3. most of young Justice 4. Martian Manhunter#5. several green lanterns 6. teekl somehow 7. several pretty rocks#I should mention Danny’s ‘brooding form’ is far larger than average#mostly because of his incredibly long tail that he’s using to wrap around his ‘brood’#he keeps the baby in the extra pair of hands he grew#the only reason Sam and Tucker aren’t there is because they were with Danny when frostbite explained everything#they helped set up his nest in a quite part of amity park#the entire town knows not to go there during the month#it was a big story on the news#specifically because it meant that the usual rogues gallery wouldn’t be invading during that time#because no ghost in their right mind would approach a brooding ghost#phantomama au
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i love love love love living in a rural area. i can see the milky way at night y’all 🥺
#like. i grew up in a small rural town but now im outside even a town#it’s incredible l#and not to mention the cool bugs#we go out every night w a UV light to find scorpions :3#talk
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guys please im literally begging yall to understand that "the gods should have interfered when i was a hurt and scared little kid begging them for help" and "the gods shouldnt be forcing themselves onto mortals by way of colonial incursion" are not contradictory statements. ashton's perspective is flawed and biased due to their own experiences sure but its not hypocritical.
#they grew up believing in a promise and that promise was not kept#they live in a world full of stories of the gods taking pity on the downtrodden and helping them to a better life#and then when they were at their lowest they begged for help and none of them responded#and then the first time they actually saw divine intervention happen it was an angel who tried to murder them#for standing with a local resistance movement trying to push a colonial church out of their town#so now their perspective of the gods is that they are beings who act purely out of their own self interest#and thus only help mortals when its convenient for them#and yknow. some standard 'fuck the cops and the government' flavored punk mentality thrown in#critical role#ashton greymoore#cr3#like yea you COULD boil those two ideas down to 'i think the gods should do more' and 'i think the gods should do less'#but you'd only do that if you were trying to strip away all context and nuance from the actual argument to make it sound like its stupid#to support your Epic Dunk of a character you dislike
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Something interesting I've noticed about conversion stories is many people seem to have both a rebellious streak and a deep-seated, insatiable desire to learn everything.
One of my shul's well-respected members (who runs the hebrew/judaism class that will start soon) talked about how, when he lived in my town, he would sneak out of the house just to go to shul. That's what I'm doing now, and it's funny (I'm not sneaking out per se, but I am also not telling anybody I'm going to shul). There's an aspect of free-spiritedness that I notice in many converts, and it's fascinating to hear each of their stories. And you know the funniest part? They sound like my story.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#sorry i'm posting so much 💀#but i have been noticing this A Lot#and i don't think its essential to be converting/converted but i think there's a reason that converts tend to have similar feelings/thought#i think the unifying trait is the desire to leave one thing and come home to another#i think for that to happen you tend to have a lot of free spirits and a lot of faith and trust#for me it's hard but i also have that in-born need to fly away - to go home and never look back#i don't say rebellious to mean bad but more like... you aren't 'adhering' to the life you were brought up in#i had rebelled against xtianity before finally accepting that i will never and cen never force myself to believe in it#and i think that's where some peoples' rebellious streak starts#again sorry i'm posting every tiny miniscule thought but B''H for guiding the story of our lives#it was SO cool and welcoming to hear that [member] grew up in my town and we go to the same shul
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personally i didn't mind the original "childish" g3 outfits; it made them look more like 15 year olds, y'know?
#i know they're fashion dolls but in gen 1 90% of the outfits consisted of miniskirts and 6 in heels#and granted i grew up in a smaller town--maybe its different in the cities or smth#but kids normally only dressed like that to go to parties and stuff. it was a lot more casual going to school#plus its nice having a wider variety of outfits#my only real complaint for the g3 outfits so far is that some of them could use#a bit more black/darker colors to better evoke that classic goth-y mh vibe#and itd make the vivids & pastels pop more#monster high
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I want Starling to be the insane place that Gotham thinks it is. the only difference is that it's so normal that the people don't even blink when something happens.
A video comes out of Roy Harper and Connor Hawke beating the shit out of a man in the middle of the street? with Mia Dearden cheering them on from the sidewalk? doesn't even make breaking new until it comes out that the man had called Mia something less then flattering, and then the man's face is everywhere.
the nearest big body of water has to be dragged every quarter to make sure that no new bodies have been dumped. there's always at least one pulled up, usually two.
you want to take your kid to the park? sorry, that ones been closed off because they found a body on it this morning! what about the other park on the opposite side on town? it just recently reopened with a big sign saying 'we tried to get all of brain and guts out of the wood chips but we might have missed some, watch your kids!'
the police have recommended a curfew of before sundown? that's because the Dollmaker got out of Ironhights again and he grabs people in the dark. But don't worry! they're hoping to get him before he gets more then 3 people.
the people of Gotham don't think that Bruce is Batman because how the hell could Brucie Wayne be The Batman? the people of Starling don't think that Oliver is the Green Arrow because GA doesn't kill enough people.
there's a compilation that grows by 2 minutes every year named 'Oliver Queen contemplating murder for -minutes'. most of the clips are from parties, when Oliver is taking to someone and the second they turn their back he just glares at them.
Gotham has the crazy people that dress up in organized uniforms and have the big thought out schemes. Starling has the serial killers.
#arrow will always be my first dc hero#and Starling is always be the town that i grew up with#love the batfam and gotham but sometimes they think they're all that and they just aren't#arrowverse#green arrow#dc arrow#arrow#oliver queen#dc roy harper#roy harper#connor hawke#dc conner hawke#starling city#is most of this based on the town i used to live in?#why yes it is!#one of the worst crime rates in the us and with only 40k people#gotham#mia dearden#dc speedy
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wonder having year-round winters is fine and everything, but the fact that for 10 of those 12 months the whole island is completely inaccessible is CRAZY. for 10 whole months ALL of the ports on the island are frozen solid. boats CAN'T come and go. trading ONLY happens in those two slightly warmer months. maybe that's why snowsledding season ends about the same time everything freezes, so people can actually come watch the races without having to live there.
#that's probably why all the snowsledding teams are from the same college actually#instead of competing with other schools#bc there ARENT any other universities on wonder#also ik troys dad is probably like internationally recognized or whatever#but i think it would be funny if troy was like. one of those people whose family is only important in the small town they grew up in#like they think theyre all that but literally NO ONE outside of their area knows who they are#jrwi wonderlust#jrwi#just roll with it
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Okay confession time I guess, but...I like Frank.
I know we're not supposed to like him. I know he represents everything reprehensible about the war and America and blind fervid patriotism. I know at worst we're supposed to hate him, and at best we're supposed to feel sorry for him (and I do), but like...I actually like him?
I can't help it. He's just so deeply vulnerable and broken and lonely and I just...
I want to help him. I want to fix him. I want to take him by the hand and gently show him that he doesn't have to be this way, that his parents are never going to love him no matter how much he tries to parrot the toxic ideals they drilled into him, and he would be so much better off just leaving all of that behind and following his own path.
Frank Burns had so much potential, and I'm sad we never got to see it realized.
#frank burns#mash#m*a*s*h#i can fix him#no really i can#i grew up in a very conservative small town#and although i can't say i ever knew any ONE person as awful as frank#the ideology he espoused was very prevalent in the deep south#and i personally understand isolation and loneliness and parroting your parents views because it's all you have to cling to#i just...i wish frank had been given the chance to grow from that#and change and learn and become a better person#it IS possible...i know it's possible because i've seen it firsthand#and to a degree i've lived it#though as i've said i was never that bad#but i still GET IT y'know?
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MY BEAUTIFUL RIPTIDE OCS... their names are catalina and milo avery <3 catalina's a water genasi, and milo's a tiefling :] !!
#my post#my art#YAAAY#points at milo. estrogen could save her#anyways these are my sillies that i cant stop thinking about#theyre siblings (milos adopted nobody tell him /j) and they grew up in a small fishing town#until they decided to run away and become pirates together as teenagers!!#they did that for a while until catalina left to find a new crew by herself. nothing against milo she just wanted to do some hashtag self#discovery. that was all fine and cool they kept in touch and stuff#until one day cat reads a newspaper and finds out that??? apparently milo mutinied and is now the captain of that old crew?? AND HES JUST#COMMITTING ACTS OF TERRORISM????#ok see cats in this whole pirate thing to travel the world and adventure and make friends. milo wants to do something worth remembering and#that something does not necessarily have to be something good#the only long-lasting member of milos crew is a Guy who i havent named yet. theyve got a weird toxic yaoi thing going on dw about it#also milo is like. val velocity. he got pissed off hearing about how those incompetent fucking riptide pirates have been rising into infamy#and all have ever-growing bounties meanwhile his crew has done Nothing Interesting. so he started atrocities<3#its fine. its all cool. however it may take slightly more than just estrogen to save her
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#my mom moved to the old (like. 1300s old) part of the town i grew up in#so no more ugly ass suburb for meee! we're in prime Old Ass Cemetery Territory now!#my mom did NOT move to the cemetery btw i now realize that sounds kinda grim. SHE'S ALIVE she's fine
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mike is an established smart and clever character from the beginning idk how everyone picked up the “mike wheeler has rocks in his head” joke and ran with it
#tbh including me for a time#i think it mostly stems from the van scene and him not comforting will when he started crying#which yeah… but its not established that he didnt notice#when the camera focuses on will we see mike look back at him#and also its the 80s and he grew up in a conservative christian town/household#obviously he’s gonna be a bit oblivious and in total denial of his feelings#and of wills feelings too#accusing your best friend of being in love with you in the 80s isnt exactly reasonable or okay#stranger things#byler#mike wheeler#point is mike is a smart person and people gloss over that so much#give him the recognition he deserves!!
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pics from last year living on an island with less than 100,000 people = very little light pollution.
#I’ve always loved the stars but as a city girly I didn’t even realize how much I wasn’t seeing#I didn’t even take these on my Nikon. was my iPhone#the first time I saw how clear they were out here I couldn’t even believe it was real#I don’t live on an island anymore but there’s still a lot less light pollution if you’re in a lil town. it’s mesmerizing#compared to where I grew up anyways the city fkn sucked but in the country they were pretty
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