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Pendantswap Critters (1/8)
Augh okay I’m gonna post these guys two at a time, one for sc one for nc Okay lets go
Starting off with our leaders, thats right, completely incompatible and polar opposites, I’ve chosen Baba Chops and Dogday.
There’s supposed to be a theme with who swapped with who but that doesn’t apply to these two in this case. ahem anyways—


Sheepshine, eager to start the day off with a bang! She’s full of confidence and enthusiasm, which is why she’s a natural with making friends and is considered a great leader!
Bark Bones, no matter the time or day, he’ll somehow find a way to ruin the mood with his strict and sarcastic attitude. He always grumbles about being forced to partake in their silly games.
Well at least, that’s what they want you to believe.


The moment Sheepshine finds herself alone, she becomes an entirely different person. She becomes quiet and exhausted, as if the moment no one has eyes on her, her life is drained from her body. She’s ashamed of this side of her and refuses to be seen in this state. After all, she’s the leader, and a leader cant be seen looking like this.
On the other hand, despite Bark Bones’s rough exterior, he’s actually quite fond of playing with his friends and moving around. But he finds it embarrassing to be passionate or being seen as having fun, so he hides under the guise of “being forced” and using rude remarks as a way to keep his “strong and strict leader” persona.
Two sides of a coin, those two.
#smiling critters#nightmare critters#smiling critters au#nightmare critters au#dogday#baba chops#pendantswap critters au#sheepshine#bark bones
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haii, i would like to request stepcest with rin itoshi. like he caught her dry humping his pillow when he got home. and he's gonna punish her for that, thank you so much!
itoshi rin ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ told you to wait for me.
smut, stepcest, use of toys

it wasnt like you planned this or even meant for this happen. it just sort of did. knowing rin, he did have a rough time making connections with others with his cold demeanor after the encounter with sae that one night. after that, hes just as determined as ever, hoping to excel over sae.
he has his frustrations. kicking the ball wouldnt help because itd get too flat by the time, and he couldnt just punch a random hole in the wall, destroying his fathers house. the only one that would keep up with him and not break is you. he can use you again and again.
he knows its wrong but fuck he cant enough of that face of yours. though hes focused on his career, he has his urges too y'know? after all, hes just a guy.
plus its not like you mind, he thinks. ever since hes touched you, all you ever did was comply and let him do as he pleased. yeah hes your step brother, but who can resist such an handsome guy? and one with long bottom lashes too at that.
his touch is too addictive. those godly thick thighs, his slender fingers, and those siren eyes of his has you in a trance. its like a one in a billion chance and yet hes your step brother which you find annoying.
hes always away for long period of time due to football, it has you longing for his touch. you shouldnt be treating this like it’s a regular thing(which is not). but hes like a drug. not like youve taken any but if you had to give an example it would be rin.
you just cant help when he texts you to just wait for him, itd be about twenty minutes before his practice ends, but its twenty minutes too long! youre in his bed, inhaling his scent around the room as you wear his hoodie thats of course way too oversized for you, but you loved feeling small around him. it gave you an excitement to just wanna be so obedient to rin.
its been far too long, theres no way you can wait for another half an hour…its fine right? a little fun time with yourself wouldnt hurt. and it definitely wouldnt hurt having your pussy juices all up on his pillow.
just some slight friction should get you off. his scent is enough to keep you going. slowly propping yourself on his pillow, grinding against it. little groans elicit from your mouth continuing your movements.
“r-rin…” you whimper out, imagining it was your older brother beneath you instead of this dumb pillow. you miss his voice, his touch, his beautiful face. you just wanted him home right now. you sped up your movements while your forehead rests on the pillow, hands clenching on the fluff.
the way the pillow rubs against your clit so slightly just wasnt enough…you wanted his long fingers to circle your bud, until youre crying and begging for him to stop. you wan’ his cock in your mouth, face fucking you till youre gagging. wan’ his long cock to fuck that sweet pussy of yours.
its wrong. its wrong to yearn for his touch. you know its fucked up, but you cant stop yourself once youve gotten a taste of him.
“mmh—please r-rin needa come so bad..” you breathed out as your rubbing becomes sloppy but faster.
“do you now.” your eyes widened at the sudden stern voice from afar. you halt before look behind you, only to see him leaning against the door frame.
“rin! wha—i thought you didnt leave until—“ “canceled early due to rain.” he didnt say anything further except walked to the bed. you can feel the dip and you cover yourself in his blanket.
“dont act like ive never seen this sweet pussy before.” closing in on you, he removes the covers before harshly rubbing circles on your sensitive bud, pressing onto it.
“r-rin—! oh god…please..” your hips moved in a circular motion , staring down at his ministrations on you.
yes, you waited for this! for his touch…god he makes you feel incredible no matter the day, mood, or situation. his touch was magical. like a cure to any illness.
that feeling of joy soon fades as he retreats his hand. “h-huh…? rin? whyd you stop! need to come…” you whined and he can only keep that stoic face of his. he caresses your cheek softly as he sighs.
“told you to wait, cant even follow simple directions silly ‘mouto?” that was…true. but if you had known he would come home so early you wouldnt have done it! you swear!
“thought youd take to long thats why…’m sorry wont do it again…” you take hold of his wrist placing it onto your clit to rub, feeling that sensation again..only to retract his hand and grab hold of your jaw, squishing your cheeks tightly.
“who said you can just do that huh? had a fuckin’ bad today, and you just g’na make it even worse for me.” he growled, the pain in your jaw starting to leave you sore. youre squirming under his touch. “s-sorry rin didnt know…” he clicks his tongue before opening the drawer of the night stand next to his bed, revealing a little toy vibrator.
“you do this and ill stuff you with my cock yeah?” he licks a stripe up your cheek and you nod eagerly. you loved his cock, his cum tastes a bit sour but the aftertaste always makes you desiring more<3
rin attaches the vibrator to your bud and you huffed from the contact, the cold air hitting your bare pussy. rin turns it on to the lowest setting and you let out a ragged breath. its not too intense but felt good. but not good enough…you wanted to increase the power just a bit.
but of course rin isnt gonna give you what you want. what he wants. he raises it to the maximum and you squeal. your back arched as you try to reach out to rin to grab hold of. “r-rin! too much!” your thighs tensed.
“yeah, that’s the good stuff.” he would occasionally lower, then higher the intensity of the vibration and it had you going nuts. you just wanted to come, but rin isnt giving you that!
“this what you get and ill make sure you dont forget what happens when you dont listen to your nii chan.” rin is so mean…but he’s actually super nice. hes just frustrated right now and wants to relieve some of that stress on to you which you dont mind. even if he continues to deny your orgasm.
you dont even know how many times youve came so close to cum…but rin knows you too well when youre bout to. he always times it just right so that youd lose that excitement in your pussy. your eyes are teary and you cant even control your breathing from the intensity.
you wanna just touch yourself and finish the job but you know hell even deny you for more hours! so you better behave…even if youre crying for him to just let you cum.
rin coos you, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear before kissing your forehead. “think you learn your lesson yeah?” you nod eagerly. you wanted to come so bad, wanted his seed inside of you.
he chuckled. he knows you want to have that sweet released. but he loves seeing you so vulnerable beneath him. you can take a little more can you? of course you can, you want the best for your nii chan right?
“know you can handle it a bit longer ‘mouto. then ill give you my cock okay?.”
late post again was lazyy (⇀‸↼‶)
divider: magicalboything
#smut#fanfic#anime#bllk#bllk smut#blue lock smut#blue lock#blue lock x reader#blue lock x y/n#bllk rin#bllk rin itoshi#rin itoshi#rin#itoshi#k-aemi
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Yan! Shadow and Sonic jealous of readers friendship with another guy
YANDERE SONIC AND SHADOW JEALOUS OF READERS GUY FRIEND
seperately!
tysm for requesting guys ehehehehehheeeee
SONIC



Sonic isn’t the type to let things get to him. At least, thats what everyone thinks. He’s carefree, fun, the good guy! But when he sees you getting too close to someone else, when your focus isn’t on him, his stomach twists with something dark.
He plays along at first, flashing his signature grin as his eyes track your every move.
“Oh yeah? He’s a cool dude, huh?” he asks.
There was something off about his voice, something too tight in his posture..
After that was when the subtle sabotage against your little friend began.
Sonic always interrupted the two of you. The moment Sonic sees you two together, suddenly he’s there, an arm slung around your shoulder cracking jokes to force you to focus on him, to acknowledge his presence.
Sonic will isolate you through guilt.
“Y’know, Y/N.. We used to spend so much time together. Guess I’m just not as fun anymore, huh?”
He says while leaning on a tree, ears drooping. His voice was just sad enough to make you feel bad.
He’ll even approach your friend himself, always challenging him to things to try and prove himself better than him. Such as challenging him to a race. If he doesn’t accept, he’ll just flash a cocky smile and remind your friend just how much cooler he is. however if he does accept, Sonic won’t run at his full speed, (unless your friend can run near the speed of sound..!) He’ll run just fast enough to make him collapse in exhaustion. He’ll grin as he stands over his breathless, defeated form.
“Heh, guess you’re just not cut out for keeping up, huh?”
But what if all that doesn’t bring his desired results of keeping him away from you?
No matter where your friend went, he felt watched. Flashing blue in the distance, the feeling of something moving too fast just outside of his vision.
One night, he finds Sonic waiting for him.
Close, still, his usual cocky grin wiped from his face.
“Listen, buddy.” Sonic murmured, his voice as sharp as a blade.
“You’re messing with something that doesn’t belong to you. I don’t like that.”
Then a quick gust of wind whipped past your friend’s ear, a flash of blue too quick to focus on. Suddenly, whatever form of communication the guy had disappeared from his person. Phone? Smartwatch? Gone.
Sonic reappears in front of him, twirling the device in his fingers. Sonic’s smile returned to his face.
“Oops.. It’d be a shame if something happened to you, huh?”
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The next day, your friend was gone. He won’t return your calls, won’t answer the door.. After a while of not seeing him, Sonic questions it.
“Hey, Y/N, what ever happened to your little friend?”
“I’m not sure.. I haven’t seen him in a while.” you said, avoiding eye contact.
He tilted his head, moving his gloved hand from his side to under your chin, forcing you to look at him.
“Heh, told you I was the only one who’d stick around.”
and then he’d probably invite you out for pizza lolololol
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SHADOW
Shadow didn’t like to share. He kept his things to himself. and he CERTAINLY wasn’t fond of the idea of sharing you.
The first time he sees you, laughing and smiling with this other guy, something inside him snaps.
What do you think you’re doing? You’re his, after all.
At first, he watches, lurking. His crimson eyes tracking your every interaction, every small gesture of kindness, every flash of a smile towards him.. His body tense, hardly restraining himself from ending it between you two right then and there.
Then, the warnings.
Your friend starts to notice some subtle, terrifying things. His belongings, keys, wallet, phone, would disappear without a trace, only to be returned later.. Ripped to pieces.
On walks, his footsteps echo. Not because of empty surroundings, but because Shadow follows behind, calculating the perfect time to strike.
When you two have conversations, he’ll stand closely behind you, sending a piercing stare into your friend’s eyes, hinting at him to back off.
And when he doesn’t listen, when he keeps on coming back to you, Shadow begins to escalate things.
One night, your friend is walking home after a late night out. The streets are empty. The air is still. Then something moves in the corner of his eye, a rush of wind, a flicker of red in the dark.
And suddenly, there stands Shadow, menacingly in front of him.
“You don’t listen very well.”
He steps forward as the guy instinctively steps back.
“That’s a problem.”
Your friend tries to run, but he doesn’t get far. Shadow’s gloved hand wrapped around his mouth, quickly teleporting them both into an abandoned, desolate place. A place where nobody could hear him scream.
Before he could even react, Shadow sent a hard blow to his ribs, enough to make him understand. He gasped trying to get up, but Shadow’s air shoe pressed down on his chest, keeping him in place.
“I don’t like repeating myself.”
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About a week later, you started to get worried. You hadn’t heard from your friend at all, all calls going to voicemail and all texts being left on delivered.
And Shadow?
He’s right there by your side.
“He won’t answer you at all? Tch.. Looks like he isn’t that great of a friend after all.”
His eyes were soft as he watched your expression of confusion turn into one of sadness, loneliness.
Perfect.
Because now, there’s no one else left but him.
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yall are suckers for yandere shadow but its okay CAUSE I AM TOO SLURP SLURP SLURP

#shadow the hedgehog x reader#sonic the hedgehog x reader#yandere sonic the hedgehog#yandere sonic the hedgehog x reader#yandere shadow the hedgehog x reader#yandere shadow the hedgehog#yandere sonic#yandere shadow#yandere sonic x reader#yandere shadow x reader#shadow the hedgehog#shadow x reader#sonic the hedgehog#sonic x reader
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HEY HI HELLO ok so i made like a 4 minute les mis animatic a few months back and it really is like that. u just gotta stick with it. i promise u the end outcome will be SO worth it.
ive been kind of peeking at what u have so far and the way i made my animatic was rlly different, but i think i can still offer some advice! most of the movement in my animatic was made by putting transparent pngs of the characters on separate layers from the bg, uploading it all to a google drive, downloading it onto my laptop, and making the characters move just by using tweening. ALL THAT IS TO SAY if you have it, premier pro worked great for me! its really simple to time things and i found it to be pleasant to work in. but obviously thats expensive (my school provides students with adobe software so im taking full advantage of that lol) so ive heard from friends that capcut works well too! capcut is free but its a bit harder to crop and time things due to it being a mobile app. but hey, maybe i just have fat fingers.
misc tips i can think off ummm... keep things organized!!!! it becomes a nightmare when files are named similarly. definently dont push yourself to work on it at a certain time if you dont want to. it takes a long ass time (took me over 45 hours total) and i find that forcing myself just makes me wanna work on it LESS. i would naturally want to work on it and thats when i feel like i did my best work on it. also do not have a super perfectionist mindset when making the art if that doesn't rlly matter a ton to u😭idk about you, but im a perfectionist when it comes to my art and 90% of the time its not really worth it to spend forever fixing one minor thing or making the ONE detail look absolutely perfect. itll look amazing regardless!!! that being said... dont rush the editing. i rushed my editing because i just wanted the process to be OVER and so my finished product ended up with tons of minor things in the editing that i would have fixed if i let myself sit with it a bit longer.
animatics are hard and you got this!!!!!!!!! im so excited to see how this turns out!!!!! i hope the process is fun for u and if u have any more questions now or later feel free to ask i love getting asked questions :3
I'm starting on a Terror animatic like it's the early 2010's and I'm telling you all here so you can force me to finish it and be held accountable.
Okay thanks.
#SORRY IF YOUVE ALREADY FIGURED ALL THIS STUFF OUT#UMM#FIGURED ID GIVE SOME TIPS IVE PICKED UP CUZ I TOO MADE MY FIRST ANIMATIC WITH NO GUIDANCE AND WAS VERY CONFUSED#it was a big trial and error and learning experience#yeah#umm uurrrhhh#good luck and have fun!!!!!!#i am also making another animatic right now so u n me. suffering together 🤝🤝
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The Acolyte | Born For This (Edit)
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Here fellow gremlins, a shnack that took way too long to bake 💜✨ Guys I burned the dark side cookies, don't tell Roach. Hope they're still sexy and delicious enough for all of ya. Mae-ho is my failgirl hoe, Greasy Qimir my beloved, Osha I love you so much. Together, they make a triangle. You know what that means... Symbolism! And Chaos. Together, they were Born For This.
#the acolyte#star wars#the acolyte edit#theacolyteedit#oshamir#qimir#osha aniseya#osha x qimir#the acolyte spoilers#the stranger#manny jacinto#mae aniseya#verosha aniseya#mae ho aniseya#amandla stenberg#Born For This - The Score#myedit#mimir edits myths#fanvidfeed#fanvid#the acolyte fanvid#honestly between sickness and the potential impending ww3 this took me WAY longer than I wanted it to#but it was fun making it and thats all that matters#gonna go yonk into blankets and eep for a thousand years#save the acolyte#savetheacolyte#renewtheacolyte#I miss my show guys#getting arcane season 2 has made me GREEDY#GIVE US BACK OUR POOKIES DISNEY
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The daily planet runs a front page article calling superman the light of mankind
Cue the batfam launching a counter campaign in support of Signal, the real Light of Mankind.
It starts as a joke but quickly derails into an all out war.
#bruce offended parent and signals biggest fan wayne#hes so petty about it during JL meetings. he shuts down all the lights on the watchtower#Batman we cant see#well thats not a problem cause the light of mankind should be able to light up the room while stating directly at superman who just#looks so resigned#Tim floods the internet with pictures of Duke using his powers and fighting villians all with the hashtag theRealLightOfMankind#Duke is having the time of his light#he poses for Tim and makes rainbows on days it rains and poses like sailor moon#its a fun joke for Duke#its a matter of life or death for the rest of them#Dick has to stop Damian from breaking out the kryptonite not knowing that Jason has already stolen it and is heading for metropolis#batfamily#batfam#bruce wayne#batman#signal#duke thomas#tim drake#red robin#dick grayson#nightwing#superman
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VIDEO KILLED THE RADIO STAR
#great god grove spoilers#great god grove#hector great god grove#inspekta#paint 3d my friend paint 3d#i got the itch to do pixel art but i've been thinking about mixing media types lately and how the contrast looks and ough... i wanted to tr#i don't 3d model like at All and i haven't used paint 3d in ages but this was a lot of fun to make and thats all that matters!!#my art
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Ana took the picture ❤️
#i drew this for halloween i think the year before last#and then didnt finish it bc i knew it should look like an old photo but didnt know how to go about it#& then i finally accepted i could just experiment & it didnt have to be perfect#so i messed around & i think it looks pretty good! mostly it was to see if i COULD make it look like an old previously folded up photo#i went outside my box a litte & it was fun! & thats all that matters ✨✨✨#🥹 look at me doing art again#tony stark#iron man#avengers doodles#avengers#mcu#jarvis
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Who give af if the writers didn’t “confirm” jayvik, girl have you people ever shipped shit before? You gotta do the legwork yourself, being confirmed doesn’t matter. You weaken yourself on such pointless principles.
#JUST SHIP IT IF YOU LIKE IT MAN ITS NOT THAT HARD#I keep seeing people talk about how ‘well the writers didnt intend for it’ well that doesnt matter because you read it differently#thats what shipping is#thats what all of this is#if you need confirmation before you can ship something… well girl thats your life but certainly not mine#im used to the trenches of having to build this stuff up myself man#and this isnt even that! youve got so much to go off of!! who give af!!!!!#girl do your own thing!!!! live your own way!!! make that fuckin yaoi or so help me GOD#you deny yourself fun for the sake of being irrefutably correct#you dont need that#if it speaks to you the way it is then great!! art is interpretation!!#dex rants#dex talks#arcane spoilers#arcane#jayvik#you guys gotta be stronger than this#was exploding into nothingness after declaring all you ever wanted was each other not enough for you?#you need not weigh yourself down with semantics#be free be kind and have fun
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the Joy and Whimsy defenders
#i kinda dont like how this piece came out but also i love it at the same time LOLOL#i had fun making it tho so thats all that matters#jrwi#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders fanart#jrwi pd#jrwi pd fanart#prime defenders#jrwi vyncent#jrwi william#jrwi dakota#dakota cole#vyncent sol#william wisp#my artwork
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I feel like ? I gotta remind people it’s ok to unfollow a blog when it upsets you in any way >> like if I ever do that sure, you can let me know if it was anything I did personally I’d appreciate it but if you just don’t enjoy something it’s ok to unfollow ;w; can’t stress enough how important it is to put your mental health first 👌
#pix habla#fnaf#✨💖 even if you don’t like frogs and I post about frogs does that make sense#i see some yall not liking some of the stuff I draw and just kinda wonder ? why you still follow lol#i won’t take it personally#even if it’s a mutual heck I’ve even told my friends to unfollow if they ever need a break from my blog =w=👌#because It’s nothing personal >>#i used to ok so funny story xD I used to follow a friend in middle school on social media#and we were good friends but had nothing in common in what we posted about =w=#like she loved Beatles fanfics (don’t ask do not ask idk I didn’t read past the titles)#and i loved sonic :v#and like#thats aigh ? you don’t gotta ? follow a blog that doesn’t bring joy no matter if you’re close or not#i would honestly hate it if I’m making anyone upset or unhappy#so yeyeyeye I’ve said this before in other fandoms but like >>)✨✨💖 put 👏 your mental health 👏👏👏 FIRST ALWAYS👏#Stay safe y’all ✨👌 have fun be free#we’re all just… sitting here… online 😔 ain’t nothing to it
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As part of a two-part reverse bang-bang, here's some more Valentines art to which @probablytoooldforthis wrote an amazing fic, Sweets for the Sweet! Please go check it out, I promise you won't regret it, and keep your eyes peeled for the second chapter - and artwork, of course - coming out on White Day aka the 14th of March!
Also, I this is an unrendered version, the finished version will be posted within about a week's time (hopefully) since I don't have access to digital drawing at the moment YuY
#this piece makes me so happy#and the fic even more so#i really wish i hadnt ended up on crunch time to even get this half finished version done but whoever said i was a responsible adult#whoever said i had time management skills#whoever said that was wrong#anyway THEYRE MAKING CHOCOLATES BECAUSE I COULDNT NOT#viktor is very concentrated UuU#also if any actual confectioners (is that the english word? idk) see this feel free to yell at me in the tags for everything thats wrong#my experience with making filled chocolates is extremely limited and very messy#so uh#this is probably not accurate#BUT THEYRE HAVING FUN AND THATS WHAT MATTERS#i like to think viktor has clips to keep his hair out of the way but he always somehow manages to lose them oh how sad how “unfortunate”#guess yuuri will just have to keep his hair up yet again how tragic YnY#also yuuri 100% knows viktors clips dont magically disappear but he cant get himself to say anything because does he really mind?#no#no he doesnt#not at all#he gets to lovingly brush viktors hair out of his eyes what in the world would he be complaining about?#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix#arom antix art#katsuki yuuri#viktor nikiforov#viktuuri
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mark hears your giggling before he ever sees you. it felt weird being at this party without you, but now that he hears you, so satisfied with whatever plans you'd strung together with his friends... he finds himself giddy with excitement. donghyuck tells him to stop looking for you quickly, acting as though you hadn't given yourself away.
he hears your voice before anyone else joins in: "haaaappy birthday to you..."
and then he sees you, carrying a cake with lit candles. the rest joins in, and mark's smiling harder than before. he sees the way the light reflects in your eyes as you make your way forward, leading the charge. he knows the cake in your hands is homemade, too, because you'd been casually asking him little questions for weeks now. what flavor he'd want, the colors, any decorations...
you could have literally bought him a crummy store-bought cupcake and he'd love you as much as he does now.
you set the cake down in front of him, and for a moment, he just wants to quickly kiss you before going back to the party. but he feels the way you lean in for a second, giving him a lingering kiss on the cheek.
"happy birthday, cutie," you giggle, "i love you."
he doesn't say it back--not now. not unless he wants to get teased by his friends for how in love with you he really is. when he says it to you later, you just smile and give him this cheeky "i know."
"all i have to do is look at you to know," you tease, stealing a kiss from him during this quiet moment the two of you have together. you giggle, leaning against him when he curls an arm around you. "no wonder your friends tease you so much."
(and his subsequent giggles say it loud and proud, too: he adores you with everything he is.)
#nonranghaes.thoughts#nct x reader#nct x you#nct x y/n#mark lee x reader#mark lee x y/n#mark lee x you#mark lee fluff#nct fluff#u cant hear me screaming but happy birthday to my fave silly guy#he is so silly and smart and fascinating.... he Says Things and ppl make fun of him for it but i understand so thats all tht matters /hj#also dont expect me to write a ton for nct haha i just love mark a lot <3 hes so silly and cute i adore him#nonranghaes.nct
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the way that diff languages sound r so fascinating they're all different and all so vivid
#russian is like the surface of a feather like it's light but not exactly “soft” but still very delicate#german is . cute ? i think it's adorable . it has a lot of momentum it makes u wanna talk fast and talk a lot#like it's squishy . sleek surface w a soft inside#thai is like song . it's like interprative dance or maybe a trust-fall . everything follows from the previous thing#it feels like a little fairy flying up and letting itself fall and flying up again and so on (for fun). its so beautiful but also playful#mandarin chinese is like . idk why but it gives me the same vibe the concept of Observation does . like to read and to see and absorb#and then to translate that into smth else . like . imagine a poet people watching or an artist preparing a canvas w practiced hands. thats#the vibe. soft and elegant and musical but like...in a way that feels lived-in. arabic feels wise ? like music or poetry u read#and feel nothing about then years later u stumble on and it applies to everything in ur life. that kind of vibe. like it knows more than u#and itll make sure ur heart and soul grows as big as its lexicon . polish is like snowflakes falling . it has the feeling of complexity and#elegance but it's also so so light and slippery and...maybe not elusive but the feeling of losing a dance partner in a waltz ? like fun and#light but also an underlying elegance and somberness still . turkish is like the feeling when u get a text from ur crush#and your heart tightens and you cant tell if it's really painful or really amazing . it feels like unrequited love . or a caress#or making out with someone when you know its the last time you'll see them. its beautiful in a yearning longing way#korean is like joking around w ur friends and you've stayed up until like almost 5 AM and youre so delirious that everything is funny#and ur speaking kind of lightly and openly and everything you say holds a lot of weight and doesnt matter at all. you laugh at everything#and youre practically talking in inside jokes and watching the sunrise together . one of them hits u on the shoulder lovingly. ur by a fire#yoruba feels like the metatheory of the matatheory . abstraction until it circles back to intuition or maybe#it feels like plotting the route of a comet or maybe like the soft warm whirr of statistics. trying to verbalise beauty somehow#when you know the best thing you can show it is by telling everyone just look!! look at the sky just look!#anyway yh i think i could do this for every language ever tbh
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Heugh ok big time spoilers warning for 1175 (and prior ofc) I'm gonna be rambling so don't expect anything analytic 🫵
GOD OK SO. Its been commented on multiple times throughout the novel that the diciples of Mount Hua (sect leader, elders, 5 swords, etc) want to carry some of the burden that Chung Myung carries. Hyun Jong asks him to trust him and not go after the Myriad Man Manor (I think that's what it was called before they formed the big bad alliance....) in the direct aftermath of the attack on the sect (chapters like. 350-420 ish if I'm remembering correctly?). The 5 Swords try to protect him during that final fight at the north sea when he's been buried in rubble, and then they try to support him again in the first yangzte river battle (the one where the 3 year pacification pact came from) and so on and so forth. This is a VERY COMMON THING.
Everytime they manage to get stronger to protect the sect (lifting some burden off of Chung Myung), the enemies get stronger and the situations get worse. They (being primarily the 5 swords + Tang Soso and Hye Yeon) begin to realize that despite getting stronger, Chung Myung is always at the forefront of the battle in the most danger. They haven't had a single major battle where Chung Myung was not present to help if needed. This also brought up the idea that they are indirectly putting Chung Myung in even more danger because he has to focus not only on the battle, but on saving them if needed (this has ALSO been brought up multiple times but i don't want to give examples so).
Now I know that this isn't Mount Hua's fault, they're being thrust into terrible situations with not great timing, but all of this has STRENGTHENED Chung Myung belief that no one but him can protect Mount Hua to the standard needed. (It's very interesting to note that he has ended up on the OPPOSITE side of the spectrum from his previous life, which Chung Myung actually comments on in chapter 1175!!!). Its been mentioned a lot (by that fuck ass monk Bop Jeong and others) that the success of the Heavenly Commrade Alliance lies damn near solely on Chung Myung back. Even Tang Gunak, Meang So, and Seol So Beak themselves admit that they were initially drawn towards CHUNG MYUNG and not towards Mount Hua. Namgung Dowi is a similar ish case, having been drawn to the Heavenly Commrade Alliance by Mount Hua and the Tang clans's actions at Plum Blossom Island (which Chung Myung lead). Long story short, if Chung Myung did not exist in Mount Hua, there would not be an alliance in the first place (which the novel straight up says).
Another concept that's been brought up lately is what exactly is Mount Hua willing to give up in the name of chivalry. Up until now, every single action taken by Mount Hua has had a positive impact on them while also upholding the chivalrous reputation of the sect. THIS IS WHERE CHUNG MYUNGS CURRENT STRIFE IS COMING FROM!!!! At the current moment he doesn't know what direct he wants to push Mount Hua in. Does he tell Shaolin to fuck off (picking the Heavenly Commarade Alliance over joining the 10 Great Sects) and deal with the inevitable consequences of that (reputation hit and more death among not only commoners but amongst Mount Hua diciples) or does he agree to Bop Jeong's plan and risk everything from the past repeating for the sake of chivalry? He is blinded by his indecision, even mentioning in chapter 1174 that if he were faced with the situation Chung Mun faced with Chung Jin (Chung Jin disappearing towards the end of the war), he wouldn't know what to do and he would "let it all slip from his grasp".
Along with this indecisiveness, he's also agonizing over his importance to the alliance. He is now in a position similar to what Chung Mun held in the past, and he's having a difficult time coping with that. Chung Myung rationally understands his importance, going as far as to say that if he were anyone else, he would never let himself go onto the front lines. The issue lies in his survivors guilt. He wouldn't be able to make the decisions needed for victory if he himself wasn't there to be able to prevent any death he could.
Along comes Baek Cheon, who has been one of the main vocalizers for all the things mentioned above. He notices the things Chung Myung tries to hide. There are many, many times where Baek Cheon is one of the ones that knocks some sense into Chung Myung, but the one I really want to focus on is their interaction in chapter 1175. Baek Cheon, despite all the jokes, is the head diciple of the second generation. Chung Myung is his Sajae, his junior brother. He CARES about him. He doesn't like seeing him not act like an insane asshole. He KNOWS Chung Myung, enough to know his habits as well as his fears and motivators.
He uses his knowledge to comfort him in a blunt way by saying that he will outlive Chung Myung. And oh, isn't that heartbreaking? To acknowledge that Chung Myung would rather spend every day in hell than "allow" a diciple of Mount Hua to die before him (again). Baek Cheon says this as an offhand comment, a subtle reassurance without making it a big thing because he KNOWS that's one of the main things driving Chung Myung. Throughout this entire exchange, Chung Myung unintentional image of being a "perfect human" starts to strip away. He reveals to Baek Cheon that he doesn't exactly know why he holds all of this burden, but that he feels he is the only one who can. (Circling back to the guilt he feels due to his inaction 100 years ago).
Towards the end of the chapter, Chung Myung starts joking that he'll be back to normal soon, that he just has a lot on his mind. This signals once again that he is pushing against Baek Cheons silent offer of support. As they sit in silence, Baek Cheon brings up the question that has been eating at the entirety of Mount Hua for a while. He asks if they were stronger, if HE were stronger, would it have lightened his worries? The final sentence of the chapter indicates that Chung Myung doesn't answer this question.
Chung Myung cares so much about Mount Hua that he continually shoulders on more and more responsibilities because to him, that is the only way to atone for his past inaction. I just wish he could see how much Mount Hua cares about him in turn.
#VJFJFJJFJSJF WHY IS THIS SO LONG#ngl guys i lost the idea of what i was writing like halfway through#so it doesnt make. the most sense#i always want to do an in-depth look into BIGA's characterization of chung myung#and how his past interacts with the present#but everytime i think about it i can never quite find the words#ANYWAYS#i had fun writing this so thats all that matters even if it doesnt make any sense to anyone but me#no one gets him like i do fr (jk)#rotmhs#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#rotbb
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I'm such a sucker for Percy taking his partners last name
Does hypening make sense? yeah but like Percy deciding to take his partners last name entirely can be so special to me i just think it can be a very sweet gesture and might be good for him im not sure how to explain why i think that but i do
Like There are so many Weasley's and he knows that so he sees no problems taking a rarer last name or one that would like die out in wizarding Britain if he didn't
and internally he still feels like he's not really a weasley in the first place but he'd never admit that
this is doubly true when shipping him with characters that are like the only ones we know with that last name even if we don't know their family situation Oliver, Stan, Penny
and double double true for Other Pureblood characters that would care so much that he'd be willing to do that Like Flint
Like I've been mostly hcing that Dennis is left legit all alone after the war with not only losing his brother but his parents too so that's another scenario where I think it would be a very sweet gesture
#percy weasley#perciver#flintley#Stercy#Denperce#penelope clearwater/Percy Weasley#doesnt matter who it is with just Its always really neat#more so when it is a choice he makes Ive seen some where its just like forced onto him and while it makes sense thats not as fun to me#just like Percy Wood Percy Flint Percy Shunpike Percy Creevey Percy Clearwater Percy Davies I'm Here for them all
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