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“but it wasn’t that bad”
did it hurt? did you feel scared? unsafe? were you embarrassed? humiliated? terrified? did you feel confused on why? does it keep you up at night? do you avoid being in a similar situation? did you cry? did you want to cry? who told you it wasn’t that bad?
#you’re valid even if it seems not bad#don’t let anyone gaslight you into thinking it wasn’t that bad or could be worse#traumacore#actuallytraumatized#actuallymentallyill#ok to rb#trauma#actuallyabused#10k#20k#30k
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It could get worse and it DID get worse
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MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#deltarune#undertale#deltarune fanart#undertale fanart#utdr#crossover#crossover comic#comic#twin runes#twin runes comic#twin runes au#kris dreemurr#frisk#lesslo#my art#and we're also getting more hints to frisk's little secret#not long until the truth comes out I'd say#depends on how long they can keep in the guilt#but as we've established#this place is kinda made to amplify these feelings#kinda like it was made to teach someone a lesson#HMMMMMM#lesslo seems to know this place preeeetty well#don't tell me they kept him prisoner in there because he kept making everyone's life worse#yep#that's totally what happened#apparently he's immune to guilt though#cheeky bastard#I WAS PROMISED A MINOTAUR AND NOT SOME BITCHY CUPID
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gave roy mustang a dragon. bc he needed to be more obnoxious
#roy mustang#riza hawkeye#edward elric#alphonse elric#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma#fmab#draws#an extremely light sprinkle of#royai#if you're viewing on mobile i apologise. seems like the app is putting images in the pestle and mortar even worse these days#grainy as fuck text ass
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I'm a big fan of hurt/comfort tropes where the hurt is ongoing and escalating. Characters trying to cope with their situation and insisting that it's fine, they're fine, even as things get worse and worse and worse - especially if no one around them knows what they're going through.
Characters hiding their illness, even as they grow sicker and sicker. Characters trying to cope as their homelife becomes increasingly abusive or neglectful. Characters ignoring their injuries, only for them to become infected. Characters being stalked/ tormented by a villain and pretending that everything is fine, even as the villain continues escalating. Characters left homeless as winter approaches and their money dwindles.
I could go on. There's something very satisfying about seeing a character frantically trying to pretend like everything is okay until eventually they can't hide it anymore and get caught (and helped) by the people around them.
#and seeing characters attempting to self-soothe and all their maladaptive ways of coping on their own#that's the good shit#tropes#whump#hurt/comfort#or even if other characters are somewhat aware- but our main character has been massively underplaying the situation#and convincing everyone it's not as bad as it seems (even though it's actually Much Much Worse)#my posts
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art of flirting..
#I love how all of these seems to be a traumatic respond to the tweet before them😭😂#Aegon is crying in his chambers cause Jace is flirting with cregan and made a blood pact#and Luce is like mood my crush also doesn't like me#and Aemond is like i just don't kniw how to flirt but I WILL MARRY U#and Aegon is tagging Luce like bitch stop whining your crush is worse than you#and luce is apologizing to aemond without addresing him😭#it's all coming together#jacegon#jacegan#cregan stark#cregan stark x jacaerys targaryen#jacaerys targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#house of the dragon#hotd tweets#lucemond#lucerys velaryon#aemond targaryen#ewan mitchell#tom glynn carney#aegon ii targaryen#keeping up with the targaryens
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sometimes i think about natural hair machete
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#OOHH#natural hair Machete!#I've drawn him with the trimmed fur for so long I had almost forgotten he's capable of being floofy as f- heck#shedding becomes instantly ten times worse#really captivated by the way you rendered the fur#it looks so soft and voluminous and the way the tufts curl just seems so three dimensional#the shading auh#the little bit of pink on the elbow#and the expression as well#he comes across a lot more casual and relaxed somehow#that's nice#such a lovely surprise! thank you!#gift art#alwaysoutofpaper#own characters#Machete#from pencil neck to mane
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she's quite possibly the best genshin impact character
#[.art]#genshin impact#furina#furina de fontaine#focalors#she's so... I don't know what it is about her I like girls when they're failing and tormented it seems#I could make her worse. Or fix her. I could make her read pirandello and I think she'd go as insane as I did#top ten books that gave me genuinely permanent psychological issues with masks and the ideal of a true self and knowing people. anyways. he#Furina leggi uno nessuno centomila. Per favore. Furina per favore#i've made up my mind I wouldn't fix her I could however mirror her identity issues and make us codepentently attached. Furina speak to me#<- slash jay
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the thing with good omens is that ultimately it doesn’t even matter to me if it’s kinda bad sometimes. these are my good friends aziraphale and crowley and i WOULD watch them do silly pointless nonsense for hours
#like this does presuppose an at least moderate adherence to the source#vs say the cancelled movie version#which was just bad. instead of kinda bad#but the tv show at least whatever its faults does seem to be created with love#i’ve spent far longer on worse shows#anyway. my good friends aziraphale and crowley who i’ve known for most of my life#good omens#h#5h#k
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Just thinking about how others reacted to Jason's death...all of the victim blaming, making him a warning, an example of what not to do, telling him he came back wrong, that he was mean and cruel and dangerous even before his death...constantly making fun of his death and making crowbar jokes and all of that...and how, in the newer runs, Jason seems to just. accept it all.
(Thinking of a scenario where Jason and Roy become friends, how Jason starts to very slowly handle his feelings around his death. How the Jason Roy knows is confident, despite everything, and even if he is angry and hurt and takes that anger and hurt out on the world around him, he still so very firmly believes in making a difference. How after some time Jason decides to try and mend things with his family.
And how slowly but surely, the Jason who Roy knew at the beginning starts to disappear.
How Jason starts to disappear.
How Jason starts believing that he should disappear.
How Jason starts to want to disappear.
And Roy starts to get angry.)
#thinking of that one panel (and fifteen others I've seen) where Jason thinks he should've stayed dead :)#not to bash other bats but. uh. idk what the writers are thinking bc what I am seeing is not a very good look??#I don't know but every single panel I see of Jason in the newer runs he is honestly depressed and suicidal#and how it always seems to get worse the more he is written to interact with the other bats#just. thinking#also if I have to see sad jason then I deserve to imagine protective roy okay that is my right#dc#jayroy#jason todd#red hood
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Stardust.
#last time i was on the thread of burial rites it was the highest peak option. so as for this time. this time. this time.#throw my ashes to the sky.#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#in stars and time spoilers#isat fanart#isat#nohats au#isat loop#isat au#lucabyteart#once again thank @samhainian for the original idea because when we both realised we were picturing the same pose from the prologue .... oug#but! an excuse to draw the outfit i designed for loop again... and uh. i realised something? that had subconciously influenced me#when i was designing the outfit something in my brain seemed insistent on 1. a corset and 2. its shape. which i didnt question at the time.#but i realised when looking at img refs later. oh god. i accidentally recreated the king's armor. which is so much worse than i intended#so. im just going to run with that implication. and you should too. have fun!
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Ghost Train
It was no secret that the trains in Gotham were damaged, whether it was from all the explosions that flooded the city on a daily basis or the fact that the rails were broken wasn't completely clear. At that point, what was once a train station was nothing more than an empty place used by some homeless people to sleep.
Or that's what it was supposed to be, because while the station was damaged and underneath the city, it was actually active. It just had another kind of train, a slightly more interesting one.
In Danny's defense, he was extremely bored and there was an abandoned train station he could use to play with. All it took was calling in a favor from Technus and a fully functional ghost train connected the Infinite Realms to Gotham.
The ghosts, of course, used this for fun. Fighting each other, chasing each other, celebrating, having concerts. It was a way to go to the human world without anyone causing trouble for them, not that anyone was paying attention anyway.
Or at least, no one was supposed to be paying attention, because Waylon was dumbfounded at the sight. He had escaped to the old rails when he had no other choice, his sewers were compromised and he needed a way out. He didn't expect to walk right into a party, or be offered a sandwich with a smile instead of a shout.
He could also observe a clearly glowing train and the fact that everyone there was glowing. They could be metas, or another completely new creature, but Waylon didn't care, they gave him food and he wasn't a snitch.
#dpxdc#Waylon made new friends#ghost friends#and Danny acquired a ghost train#don't blame him#He's a ghost teenager with a lot of energy to waste#and looking forward to returning to the human world#ghost train is a safe way to do it#The ghosts found some homeless humans on the road and Lunch fed them#they accidentally bought their loyalty and silence with food#dp x dc#dc x dp#Waylon doesn't know if someone followed him#he hopes not#maybe he will return to the train station#It seems like a pretty comfortable place and its inhabitants were interesting#he really hopes Gotham doesn't screw it up#or worse that the bats will find out and ruin it
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At the rate FEH is going emblem Soren will be the only version wearing his best outfit (and thats if they ever get to emblem Soren).
Sigh.
#feh seems to be getting worse with each update#I'm once again saying its time to replace feh with something new#fire emblem#fire emblem heroes#feh#soren#tellius
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Most annoying NMJ or JC take is when someone that dislikes them is like "oh you're a fan of him? *scoff* Well obviously you've only seen cql, where he was super watered down. In the novel he's a dislikable asshole and that's the objectively superior canon I'm working from instead of your woobified fanfic." Meanwhile your main canon is novel canon and you genuinely find novel Jiang Cheng and Nie Mingjue complex sympathetic characters.
#complaining and whining about fandom#mdzs#cql#the untamed#nie mingjue#jiang cheng#WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO THEM#it's quite funny because in nmj's case i actually see shit from cql being carried over to novel canon to hate on him#for example my's treatment under the nie was explicitly much worse in cql because they transplanted the langya captain to qinghe#while the worst we see post-promotion in the novel is cultivators (WHO AREN'T EVEN NIE!) wiping ther teacups#(they're visiting from other clans like xichen. That's also why none of them had seen meng yao before.)#you can absolutely choose to interpret that worse things were happening to him at the hands of the nie off-page#it's definitely possible! but cql has people acting like it's objective canon#also the thing about empathy being inaccurate and biased in nmj's favor#that's another cql thing. in novel canon wwx can and does see things nmj does not notice (like the teacups!)#so even if he has some insight into nmj's thoughts and feelings it quite literally can't be showing things exclusively from his perspective#it was a pretty cool ceative decision from cql! gave us some very interesting character moments!#but sometimes i see people discuss the novel going 'and this was warped by nmj's bias i bet he was even worse in reality' girl wrong medium#in jiang cheng's case a lot of hate seems to be coming from the corner of cql!mains too#so clearly it can't be *that* big a difference in likability
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Why didn't anyone in the series ask why the yeerks didn't ask Seerow for morph tech in order to escape their parasitic life?
Two things!
Thing 1: There are not only laws but taboos against sharing andalite tech. Ax loves his friends, but he still struggles with telling them about andalite tech when doing so would save their lives. He's less worried about breaking laws than he is about betraying his entire species, and he's genuinely scared that telling humans about andalite tech will lead to a second Yeerk Empire. Presumably most andalites feel the same, judging by their appalled reactions any time one discovers human morphers.
Thing 2: As of andalite-yeerk contact, morphing technology is new, poorly understood, and widely feared. We know that ~30 years later, Elfangor and Arbron still don't understand morphing and have only morphed once apiece — they're terrified when Alloran tells them to morph, and regard Alloran's willingness to morph as an outlier. So way back when Alloran was an aristh under Seerow, we can assume that morphing tech was even more rare and widely feared.
Personally, I headcanon that the two-hour limit wasn't discovered until years into the R&D process, and that even today "two hours" is an estimate based on past nothlitizations. So andalites discover morphing tech, they try it out... and a bunch of them get trapped forever. And they don't know why. And anyone trapped as a prey animal loses their mind in addition to losing their body. And maybe after much trial and (catastrophic) error, they discover that it's safe to stay another shape for 5 minutes. For 10 minutes. For 15. So on, until they get up to ~120 Earth minutes and people start getting trapped again. If that's the case, if 100s of beta testers are nothlits, then no wonder most andalites only morph when they have no choice. No wonder they're baffled and even awed by the Animorphs' casual comfort with morphing.
#animorphs#morphing#andalites#morphing tech#seerow's kindness#laws of applied phlebotinum#also: given andalite superiority rhetoric and andalite eugenics#it does seem like most andalites regard being a nothlit as LITERALLY a fate worse than death#and/or that they're SUPPOSED to see being an nothlit that way and assume there's something deeply wrong with anyone who feels differently
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Even if a creator is a bad person it's still okay to like their work. People need to mind their own business.
Honestly it's not really that sort of situation. I'll actively defend Steven Moffat here.
There was a huge hate movement for him back in the early 2010s - which, in retrospect, formed largely because he was running 2 of the superwholock shows at once, one of which went through extremely long hiatuses* and the other of which was functionally an adaptation of an already well regarded show**, making him subject to a sort of double ire in the eyes of a lot of fandom people. Notably, his co-showrunner, Mark Gatiss, is rarely mentioned and much of his work is still attributed to Moffat (and yes, this includes that Hbomberguy video. Several of "Steven Moffat's bad writing choices" were not actually written by him, they were Gatiss.)
People caricatured the dude into a sort of malicious, arrogant figure who hated women and was deliberately mismanaging these shows to spite fans, to the point where people who never watched them believe this via cultural osmosis. It became very common to take quotes from him out of context to make them look bad***, to cite him as an example of a showrunner who hated his fans, someone who sabotaged his own work just to get at said fans, someone who was too arrogant to take criticism, despite all of this being basically a collective "headcanon" about the guy formed on tumblr. Some if it got especially terrible, like lying about sexual assault (I don't mean people accused him of sexual assault and I think they're making it up, I mean people would say things like "many of his actresses have accused him of sexual assault on set" when no such accusations exist in the first place. This gets passed around en masse and is, in my opinion, absolutely rancid.)
On top of that a ton of the criticism directed at the shows themselves is, personally, just terrible media criticism. So much of it came from assuming a very hostile intent from the writer and just refusing to engage with the text at all past that.
Like some really common threads you see with critique of this writer's work, especially in regards to Doctor Who since that's the one I'm most familiar with:
A general belief that his lead characters were meant to be ever perfect self inserts, and so therefore when they act shitty or arrogant or flawed in any way, that's both reflective of the author and something the show wants you to view as positive or aspirational.
An overarching thesis that his characters are "too important" in the narrative due to the writer's arrogance and self obsession (even though this is a very deliberate theme that's stated several times)
A lot of focus on the writer personally "attacking" the fans or making choices primarily out of spite.
A tendency to treat the show being different to what it's adapting as inherently bad and hostile towards the original.
Just generally very little consideration and engagement with the themes, intent, etc. of the shows
This one's a little more nebulous and doesn't apply to all critique but a lot of it, especially recently, is clearly by people who haven't seen the show in like 10 years and their opinion is largely formed secondhand through like, "discourse nostalgia". Which. you know. bad.
I think these are just weird and nonsensical ways to engage with a work of fiction. I also think it's really sad to see the show boiled down to this because that era of who is, in my opinion, very thematically rich and unique among similar shows, and I'm disappointed that it's often dismissed in such a paltry way.
This isn't to say people aren't allowed to critique Steven Moffat or anything, but the context in which he basically became The Devil™ to a large portion of fandom and is still remembered in a poor light is very tied to this perfect storm of fan culture and I just don't agree with a ton of it.
* I'm sure most people have seen the way long running shows and hiatuses will cause people to fall out with a show, with some former fans turning around and joining a sort of "anti fandom" for it while it's still airing. That happened with both these shows. ** Doctor Who will change it's entire writing staff, crew, and cast every few years, and with that comes a change in style, tone, theme - the old show basically ends and is replaced by a new show under the same title. As Steven Moffat's era was the first of these handovers for the majority of audiences, you can imagine this wasn't a well loved move for many fans. *** I know for a fact most people have not sought out the sources for a lot of these quotes to check that they read the same in context because 1) most of them were deleted years ago and are very difficult to find now and 2) many of them do actually make sense in the context of their respective interviews
#and yeah i think the hbomberguy video is kind of bad#I can pull up examples but a lot of what he's saying is very rooted in this sort of critique#maybe most egregiously he sometimes just explains something very poorly or outright incorrectly to make it seem worse or more nonsensical#ex. saying a scene in doctor who 'steals a huge chunk of the plot' when it's less than 30 seconds long#saying two characters randomly start hanging out again while not mentioning the episode entirely dedicated to this#or the way her decision to keep hanging out with him is the emotional turning point of the entire season#etc etc etc.
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Boop 🐾
#this isn't what I wanted to post today but it's what I had to post#boop#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#cat spock#cat#fanart#art#traditional art#I got so overstimulated today I had to take a nap#I made this drawing 3 times and I hated all of them. this is the most tolerable one (the nap helped. before it seemed even worse)#animal au
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