#just. thinking

[varpusvaras]

Just thinking about how others reacted to Jason's death...all of the victim blaming, making him a warning, an example of what not to do, telling him he came back wrong, that he was mean and cruel and dangerous even before his death...constantly making fun of his death and making crowbar jokes and all of that...and how, in the newer runs, Jason seems to just. accept it all.

(Thinking of a scenario where Jason and Roy become friends, how Jason starts to very slowly handle his feelings around his death. How the Jason Roy knows is confident, despite everything, and even if he is angry and hurt and takes that anger and hurt out on the world around him, he still so very firmly believes in making a difference. How after some time Jason decides to try and mend things with his family.

And how slowly but surely, the Jason who Roy knew at the beginning starts to disappear.

How Jason starts to disappear.

How Jason starts believing that he should disappear.

How Jason starts to want to disappear.

And Roy starts to get angry.)

[sapphoshands]

has agatha ever flown with anyone other than rio? has anyone else ever trusted agatha harkness to make them a broom - or cared about her enough to make her one?

[estrangedandwayward]

Still thinking about larys helping aegon off the floor, a display of physical strength which he would normally keep hidden, a brief slip of his mask of helplessness he told aegon about last episode. He disarms himself in a way, by showing the strength most assume he doesn't have

[gravitycreature]

a conversation w a friend kind of has me thinking abt the fact that a lot of the things people hate robbie for is stuff that very much looks like symptoms of bpd (borderline personality disorder) and how people make exceptions for other characters w symptoms of other neurodivergency but then turn around and talk about how much they hate robbie

[koukaaa-descent]

perhaps if purpose was abandoned for the sake of love, the wish would have taken another form

[lesbichens]

i just think we don’t talk enough about how similar fanon barty and sirius really are and what that means when you think about regulus being drawn to becoming friends with barty when he got to hogwarts and lost his close relationship with sirius

[lsrgkwtvr]

am i too cool for anon hate i jus realized. i dont think ive ever gotten a hate anon in my entire 7 almost 8 months of being on tumblr

[mariluvvs]

forever and always by taylor swift and s4 byler.

[ilostyou]

i’m also so curious to see how much buck and tommy had Talked about stuff prior to that snippet of the date because. it’s so specifically interesting to have buck asking about if tommy’s always been out and then calling himself an ally in the same breath

[frozenhi-chews]

I love lizard designs of Starlo, don't get me wrong. I just personally see him as a STAR. Like, if it wasn't for his family, I might've genuinely seen him as a sort of lizard. Maybe. But the thing is, from various things that he has himself to his family, I just see him as a space entity.

First off there's his names. Starlo and North Star. He literally named himself after a star, that being Polaris. Which is fitting, he's a guiding light of sorts being the sheriff of the small little town he runs. Then the name Starlo itself. Again having "star" in it.

Then there's his FAMILY. His brother, Orion, his mom, Crestina, and his dad, Solomon. Orion is a star, his mom is a moon, and his dad is a sun. Heck, their names even reflect space stuff too. Orion is a star and is named after a constellation (did his parents know they named him after a human constellation or was it sheer luck? Ifk it's cool either way). Solomon is likely playing on the word "Sol," which means sun. (It's also a biblical name but that has no bearing on this). And Crestina is literally just a fancy word for crescent. Like a crescent moon. Which she is. The space themed run pretty strongly here.

And lastly is his room. Having space literally plastered ALL over everything. Even Starlo's BED is a rocket ship. Like hey, what could make the space themes more obvious? Ohhh I dunno. Some of thr flavor text saying "See you, Space Cowboy" on it??

Like I said, I do like lizard/reptile designs. I just can't personally see him as one. He's a star, at least to me. Heck he's that way in Starcake, and it helps with the whole space theme in Starcake. Space Cowboy x Alien. Love it here

[rialewrites]

okay idk if on to anything here but like. i used to be much more on edge in the dark. i don’t want to say scared of the dark exactly, but i jumped at shadows much more with the lights off (lights on yeah a little), so much even that i would hide all of myself but my eyes under the covers, from tippy toes up to the top of the ears, with barely enough space to breathe lol. but i’ve been moved out of my parents’ house for over a year now (a Huge Endeavor that required, for various reasons, A-Team type shenanigans from all available siblings to execute) and i’ve recently noticed that i’m much more comfortable in the dark. i barely think about it now. that hypervigilance shit has really calmed down now that i don’t actually need it on All the Time (it’s still probably instilled some habits i won’t be able to get rid of of course) and i gotta say. so much nicer to chill in bed / go to sleep this way.

[mama-bun]

i’m so stupid to think that i’m ever wanted or needed,, no even my own parents want me around. i deserve everything they’ve done to me. i wish they’d do worse. i wish they would. because i know i need it. i deserve it.

[coachbeards]

sassy feeling inferior to rebecca, growing up with really really high expectations pushed onto her because she’s a competitive swimmer, being there when they caught paul cheating on deborah, also falling for a man who repeatedly flirted and presumably cheated on her, knowing who keeley was because her ex would [redacted] to her, implied to have a habit of flirting with other women because rebecca was told of the divorce after he hit on her, sassy making a snide comment towards keeley and saying it’s because she can’t help but say mean things to pretty women, being such a mess….sassy collins i am so sorry you never felt wanted and pretty and good enough 💛

[magpiemending]

currently thinking about like... You Can Just Make Stuff. like every object you can go out and buy, pretty much, was made by a person (or many people) at some point. and you may not have the right skills, or materials, or equipment for a specific item, but it is theoretically possible to make just about anything yourself. someone did make it.

corollary to that, if you understand how something is made, and what it's made of and why, you're most of the way to understanding how to fix it.

[canonically47]

missing people so much it hurts physically is like. such a weird thing but it's happening to me rn. like wow my mind is hurting so much thinking about them that my body decided to join in?? should i cry as well???? the many wonders of the human body