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More silly pictures of me in my Ghost mask that nobody asked for, but I have no one to share these with, so here ya go, pookies ♡ /p
#cosplay#masked men#call of duty modern warfare#simon ghost riley#ghost cosplay#cod mw ghost#simon riley cosplay#simon riley#i even did my makeup for this#but im too scared to show my face#so you dont get to see me in just the eyeliner and eyeshadow#:[#sorry
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Accidently turned my little moment into a small break! Didn't mean to be so quiet on the blog haha. But I've been watching a show while I wait for the WH update and aaaaaugh. I would post doodles but it'd be so unlike my usual WH stuff.
But Moral Orel has taken up so much of my thoughts. I'll be back to my regular shenanigans soon. Just feels nice to doodle some other stuff for a moment.
#text post#just rambling#im not dead!!!#Orel Puppington is my son now btw my sweet baby summer child. my precious sunflower. i adore him with my whole heart he is my SON!!!!#Started the show having a fondness for Clay but boy that CHANGED#Favorite is no longer Clay Puppington. Reverend Rod Putty is my new favorite I love and adore him kiss his silly face#anyway!!! no one cares!!!! haha#call this a multifandom blog and then become too scared to let it BE a multifandom blog#oh btw!!! waving at all my new followers!!!! hello!!!!!!!#boy I got quite a few new ones#welcome welcome!!!
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the never stop blowing up vhs is where cute twinks go to get harmed
#not art#nsbu spoilers#kirk blade.... johnny manhattan..... maybe tenuously cosmo chase#also genuinely I Love that vic ethanol is showing himself to be bit of a dick#and kingskin conversely First Actual Communication With The Player is like. idk I just work here#(I am vibrating in my seat abt liv bloodlust. shes experiencing a bit of emotional consequence. hope she powers thru it and#becomes even worse)#I also love that g13 and jack manhattan are both like. gone#I know in adventuring party they're charting it to shape up as like. usha also slowly losing herself to the work like g13 did#and them becoming one entity entirely in the sense that their selves stop mattering in the face of their hacker capacity#(also called the Forum Moderator Dilemma)#but I also like to think that g13 handed it back to usha cleanly in the second episode with that one interaction#and is now fully unplugged from everything. left the movie. man is Sleeping#we all agree that paula ate jack manhattan tho I think it's fine to assume that#and! the way russell has been like. fully going whole hog full tilt into helping other people and moving the plot along#while Suggesting That Doing Self Reflection And Learning Lessons From This World Might Help to Other People#like I love that. 1/lieutenant syndrome but also 2/extremely transfem coded#like past the ''ohh I have realisationd I'm coming to'' stage. far past. man is bored with thinking abt genders#not new realisation to him! had that thought two decades ago. not motivated enough by anything to change anything#I think I just love the scenario of like magical mystical journey in a fantasy world clearly designed to make you contemplate ur gender#and ur like oh no what? we did that years ago. whats up#deeply interested tho. open up russell we wanna see whats up with u#dang is perfect no note 10/10 more important than anything else he is genre aware and savvy and that truly is all he needs here#the ''let's make it fun'' scene he does with liv is SO good I love him. Im so scared the vhs will snatch him away. hes too genre perfect
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ehehe i had this saved as 'you tellin me theres blood in this bayou??' anyway WOW i drew this (FOREVER AGO) with only pen (ONLY PEN) and fixed mistakes by gluing paper over them. fuckinnnn WITNESS MY PEN SKILLS LOSEERRRR!! also i loooove blood in the bayou guys i miss these characters so much.... i looooved watching them all get just so so scared and clinging to eachother for dear life while crying and crying and bleeding and crying
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi bitb#jrwi bitb spoilers#cw blood#cw gore#BAUAHABAHUH OKAY NOW UHH I TALK ABT MY FEELINGS#DREWthis forever ago and also its been forever ago since i watched bitb. still listen to the soundtrack tho. shit bAAANNGSSS#nathan hanover you beaufifully talented mother FUCKER the bitb soundtrack is the PERFECT music to get high+scared to#THE SOUNDTRACK MAKES IT. TRACKS LIKE forgotten promise INSTILL SUCH A FEELING OF A HOOOTTT SUMMER DAY.. ESPECIALLY IN THE GODDAMN BAYOU#THE AIR is so thick with moisture and so so so hot but so much more than normal#it chokes ur senses if u focus on it too long and the heat is so so so OPPRESSIVE and heavy#i rly like the way i drew rands face here. i normally have a bit o trouble finding a consistent Look for it but#fuck it im ballin#i also like the bit i drew here with kian n rand tending to an unconscious rolan#do you remember that scene? right after the carcrash? rand was so rattled and so scared of rolan being fuckin Dead#shaking him awake and saying his name#n then as soon as rolan wakes up rand goes back to being a lil jacket#like yeahahh fuck you nerrd fuckin laywer loser anyway heres my jacket to stop the bleeding on ur arm. i love you#IT MAKES ME RLY HAPPY TOO THAT THE BOYS WILL ACTUALLY TELL EACHOTHER THEY LOVE THEM#LIKE SURE ITS RIGHT WHEN THEIR LIFE IS IN THE GREATEST PERIL BUT... THE LOVE EACHOTHER GUYS....#also ALSO DRAWING SCRATCHES N GORE N BLOOD N PAAAIIIN IS SO FUN!! YIPPE!!!!#I THINK thats the last o my thoughts so uhh take this and eat. remember to get scared today. i love you
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*''once more, with feeling'', buffy the vampire slayer, season 6, episode 7.
**''face the raven'', new who, season 9, episode 10.
#hyperspecific poll#polls#hyperspecific polls#for the record#all of these are indeed true facts about me#i saw face the raven a couple weeks after it came out#i was like. 5 or 6 i think#my mom didnt know what happened in it and she was folding clothes and turned it on#and i remembered it until i saw her show up in early s8 when i was watching the whole show for the first time#(like. 8 or 9 years later)#and was like. ''ohhh so thats her name. she dies right?''#''with a ticking timebomb raven tattoo?''#and my mom was like#''what. why do you know this''#it was very fun#i have wanted to do one of these for months but i was scared#now people are doing them again so#honestly im worried some of these might be too spefific#originally the roman emperor one said 17 cause thats how far i can het#*get#but i figured that was too spefific#so its ten
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Made myself sad over the thought of what if the champions ever met their younger selves
Like imagine Lance ruffling his younger self's hair, young Lance is there w his shoulders raised, an arm over his eyes, hiding his tears, Dratini on his shoulders trying to comfort him, and Lance, voice ever so soft, like he was afraid anyone would hear him, afraid of anyone to hear his voice crack, "you're enough."
Imagine Steven sitting with his younger self, young Steven holding Beldum close as he cries, and Steven's there pulling him to a side hug, he looks away, almost fighting back his own tears, he clutched his mother's emerald pendant tight in his fist, "I miss her too."
Imagine Wallace kneeling in front of his younger self, young Wallace was wearing a tattered dress, tears in his eyes as he held his cheek, hiding a bruise, and Wallace is there wiping the stray tears away. He smiles softly, his own heart aching, "there's nothing wrong with you."
Imagine Cynthia hugging her younger self, young Cynthia was holding her hand over her recently scarred left eye, her other hand was clutching Cynthia's shirt tight, sobbing her heart out. Cynthia pulls her impossibly closer, stroking her hair as she tries to hide her own tears, "it wasn't your fault."
Imagine Iris sitting with her younger self at the roof of Opelucid's Gym, watching over the city, watching everyone minding their business, and Iris just smiles at her younger self, giving her a pat on her shoulder, trying to mask the waver in her voice, "soon they'll see how strong you'll be."
Imagine Diantha with her younger self, young Dia was carrying her Carbink, happy to show her beloved partner pokemon off, and Diantha smiles at her with a sadness she thought she had buried along with her pokemon. She gently pats the head of her Carbink, something she never thought she could ever feel again, "take care of them, okay?"
Imagine Hau comforting his younger self, imagine him telling young Hau that everything will be fine, that soon he'll prove he's more than just a terrified little kid hiding behind his grandfather, prove he's more than that, that he too will be strong like the others, "just be brave. Be the bravest ever."
Imagine Leon placing his cap on his younger self's head, laughing as he did, and he watched in amusement as younger Leon looked at him with his best angry look, then his smile turned somber, and he turned to look at the view from his tower, how isolating it was for a ten year old, how they left a child to bear the responsibilities of the region, "it's quite lonely here, don't you think?"
Imagine Geeta sitting w her younger self at the end of the stairway to the Academy, both sitting in silence as they watch Pawniard run around catching a stray Marill. Geeta then turned to her, her younger self, so lonely and quiet and friendless, then she placed a hand on her shoulder, giving it a reassuring squeeze, even though her own hands were trembling, "don't worry, someone out there would want to be your friend."
#pokemon#pokemon champions#pokemon hcs#no bc they were really fucked over in my aus and hcs man#like they were just kids yknow#they were just kids who had to grow up too fast#they were just kids who were left alone by people who shouldve taken care of them#they were just kids who were so fucking scared of facing the real world#but they had no other choice#bc no ones there to hold their hand and tell them its going to be okay#they have to show a brave face for people to take them seriously#and tho some did have good support somehow that still wasnt enough for their walls to break#iris and hau could never fault drayden and hala. they gave them love and support when they needed it#but they were also kinda busy w their own stuff yknow#and its like how leon and diantha couldnt fault their brothers for taking their own childhood away bc they had to raise them#bc their brothers are so important to them. their light in the dark. and they dont want them to go through the same shit they did#like you catching my drift??#idk im like tired na its 11 here na actually cjdmnd#but hey yeah hahah#edit: made changes on geetas bit to fit it more hahah
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Walks in late with a Starbucks, new nephew on one hip, positive covid test and shop updates in hand, commissions in pocket, hyperfixations for weeks, and eye bags that may as well be gucci-
Hello
#kim speaks#im not dead yet!#only one of those is a lie#i dont really drink starbucks#but anyways i hope yall are well!#expect drawings from my absence and twitter sporadically#i missed yall#ive been scared to post because of the long time after comic update#but its my blog#my comfort and stress is directly correlated to art production#and once i missed a post i was too anxious to show my face#but i like posting my art#and the comic too :V#so mini life update more like it#hope to see yall soon ;9
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ppl are always asking me how ive never been in a relationship....
1. i DO NOT talk to ppl i don't go out much even when i go out i have to hide in the bathroom after every hour to decompress or else I'll start crying
2. apparently im too intimidating to talk to
3. apparently ppl have had crushes on me from a far but are too scared to say anything to me
#literally i get asked all the time if I've ever dated im like no never and ppl are like um how? and im like idk i guess nobody likes me#☹👎#like the 3rd one i can vouch for cause my friend told me a guy had a crush on me but was too scared to say smth because he told her#he liked me but couldnt tell me to my face and apprently he kept showing me signs but i cannot tell unless u tell me#i just think ur being nice to me like. yea 😭
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sincerely i think the worst part of having bjds of different sizes and styles is you will get a guy bc u think he looks nice and then you realize his head is massive and doesnt mesh with ANY of your other guys...
#twist rambles#^guy that finally reached out to doa members to be like hi. HELP PLEASE. bc like... i dont normally have realistic sculpts so its really#scary for me. but its something where i think id like to umm. do a slightly different faceup than what i tried w him last time. bc hes a#robot to me. so i want to have the circuit boards and stuff showing. initially i wanted half his face to look like that but now im like...#small sections would look rly good of like. tiny bits of the skin peeling off to reveal circuitry. if that makes sense. but also its so so#hard for me as a guy w shaky handsssss augh#like. hes 70 cm tall and JACKED. and my other biggest doll is 68cm and pretty sldner so its so scary. this also reminds me i need to keep#wiping the old faceup/body paint off my other doll so i can like. well. make a silly b.lack jac.k doll ok :3 but i gotta get references too#hmm. much to do. but anyways. its so scary idk his eyes are a lot smaller bc his features are more realistic so like. im very scared about#it bc i just. yeah. its very different to my other guys bc like... i prefer a slightly less realistic doll. so its so scary. but i fell in#love w his face and his body ohhhh god yall dont even KNOW how bad and how much work thats gonna be. beautiful jacked so.nic the hed.gehog#body <- due to the fact he is blue. only partially tho. which is why im doing circuitry. bc i then dont have to um... wipe the 5 billion#spots of paint off. sorry thsi is so rambly in the tags but. its so scary for me#bjdposting
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#i would post my art here. but i... just dont feel like i could. its like showing hundreds of eyes a passion project.#you dont know how they would react. and that frightens me.#my art isnt that good in the first place. far too cartoony.#and my way of drawing humans? its so difficult to draw humans.#and yet... i just want to post it. i want people to see it.#i want people to see my art for some random fanfic.#i dont know why i just want to share my human caine art so much.#i guess their fanfic and post combined just make it difficult to not want to share my idea on what happens next.#for those who are reading-#the art piece i want to post of my human caine design staring at his reflecting in a handheld mirror. wide-eyed. holding a hand to his face.#its just... i dont even know why im so scared to post it at this point.#seasalt speaks
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my m/ash thoughts so far are that im having fun and i love h/awkeye :)
#started from s1 then jumped to s4 then back to s1 just to see for myself which i preferred#so continuing from s1 for now but if an ep is boring/unenjoyable then im skipping sorry#but i do that for other shows too so.#censoring the name of the show so it hopefully doesnt show up in tags. they scare me. scared to show my face in the tag again lol.
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a package came and i freaked out but it wasnt the book IT WAS MY LUP WIG HELLOOOOOOOOOO
#melonkittii#do you guys want to see. im too scared to post my face but i can show one photo i think
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having a crush on an introvert as an introvert is terrible
my way of communicating is me looking at him but only when he’s not looking and he’s way too quiet and in his own little world to notice
#teacuprants#teacupinlove#JAJDJSJ#he’s cute tho#hmm#I need a get over it tho#gotta focus on my education#sighhh#I’ll die alone ig#BUT IM SO LONELY#guys plz#I just want someone to show interest in me#I’m good I swear#I don’t look THAT bad#face reveal#nah jk im too scared#…unless
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Sometimes I'm like "what if I show you guys my face" and then I'm like, "nah, better not" 😂
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Encouragement
Gonna be thinking about “I’m kind of beautiful, in a terrible way.” forever and ever
#the ‘it is.’ always gets me when i reread it. it is. it is. it is.#man idk i been in a Weird Mood the whole week!!#i’m dehydrated and hungry all the time. im emotionally exhausted and my teeth are uncomfortable in my mouth#there’s a massive inexplicable bruise on my right knee and my fingers do not feel like they belong to my body#but hey. im here#i just have to work up the courage to drink water and brush my teeth and eat food that wont hurt me#i been getting back into jigsaw puzzles so ive. been doing those#im not sure why i showed these.#i think. just. maybe they will help someone.#encouragement#you know.#personal post#honestly had i shown more this would be considered a vent post#which issss a tiny bit funny. a wee bit. a bit funny and goofy#but. you know. about that second little part:#giving your physical features to your ocs and your favs..#i think it is one of the highest forms of self love.#the example i used was with human charley. i gave him my nose.#i have very complicated feelings towards my tongue. so i gave it to tapon#my babylike (according to witnesses) and asian face i’ve given to the sarl triplets.#i could give other characters my birthmarks#my moles. my scars.#i can give them the worst parts of my body#and i can give them the best parts of my body#i think. one day. i will have given every piece of me to someone or something else#and that is when i will truly know what its like to be Myself.#idk im rambling in the tags as usual#who reads these? who has clicked the ‘see more’ and read through all of my little words?#who out there are you to see into the side of myself i’m too scared to put in the main post?#i love you. whoever you are.
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thinking about husband!toji who becomes overly affectionate and possessive when he sees some other man eyeing you down like a piece of meat. Of course your pretty self doesn’t even notice, too worried about showing him the dresses you think are cute and he sees the guy just down the aisle staring at your ass, sizing you up and stripping you naked with his eyes. So what does Toji do? He’s already extremely intimidating no matter what, with his broody nature and muscular build, most people won’t even dare to look your way, but some do. Toji simply stares at the guy, full on stares like a psycho and if that doesn’t scare them away, he grabs you by your ass, im talking ass in hand, squeezing it and pulling you towards him. “Toji!” You’d whine with a giggle, pressing a kiss to his lips. “What was that for?” You question, smiling up at him. “Oh nothing, mama, just some fucker keeps staring you down like you’re his.” He pressed another kiss to your lips only this time he didn’t pull away, making out with you right in front of the guy who rolls his eyes and walks away.
And when you and Toji go out to a party or the club, he swears he can’t step away from you for one second without some asshole trying to hit on you. He goes to the bar to grab you both a drink and the moment he turns his head, some guy is dancing up on you, ruining your vibe. “I have a husband.” You point to the ring on your finger, the diamond glistening in the light. “So? He don’t gotta know—” Toji throws his drink in the man’s face and throws a punch right to his jaw. “Fuck man!” The dude drops to the floor in pain. “Get the fuck away from my wife, you understand? Piece of shit.” Toji holds you by the waist, taking a sip of the drink he didn’t throw at the man before tossing it on him. “Let’s go, baby.” He whispers in your ear before pressing a kiss to your cheek.
And when you’re back home, all you do is smile at him, pulling him in by his jacket. “You’re so sexy when you get all protective and possessive.”
“Oh, yeah? Does it do something to you, mama?” His lips curl into a smirk. You nod at him, biting on your lower lip.
“Ah!” You yelp with a laugh as he tosses you over his shoulder and carries you to the bedroom which will be occupied all night.
#—☆classyrbf#jjk#jjk x reader#jujustu kaisen#toji x reader#toji x reader fluff#toji fluff#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro fluff#toji fushiguro x reader fluff#toji drabble#toji fushiguro drabble#jjk drabble#jjk x reader fluff#jjk toji#toji fushiguro
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