#but im so fucking sad over her
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I love you i miss you every day I will never stop loving the time we had and I don't know what to do with all my love. There's so much love here and it now longer has anywhere to go
#about me#my stuff#my ex best friend has been on my mind a lot#i just dont know how to fix it and i think i need to move on#anyway ive cried 3 times in the last 7 days because of it#its just... we stopped living together and then i never heard from her again#i keep checking her socials to see what shes up to but she never posts online (im not blocked shes just not a social media person)#and i have So Much to tell her but i cant because we dont have that friendship any more#i want what we had but its gone#i just want to knownif she still thinks about me#anyway this is a moment of weakness#but im so fucking sad over her#we didnt even hug goodbye she just left and i turned the lights off and that was that
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was it worth it, martyr?
#im so fucking normal about this woman#shes a freak i like her that way LMAO#my art#rain world#rain world fanart#rw iterator#sliver of straw#rw sliver of straw#rw sos#i wonder how recongizeable this is#the limited colors on this were fun#i think it is very important to me that sliver's the Only in game iterator with Only red wires but the blue was too crunchy pallete wise#SAD!#anyways im gonna go slobber over her
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Maybe the poison drips through
Succession 4x10 “With Open Eyes”
#succession#kendall roy#roman roy#siobhan roy#shiv roy#logan roy#tHE ENDING??? THE FINALE?? YALL....#it was perfect but also sad but bittersweet but also poignant im#MANY THOUGHTS HEAD FULL#i honestly love how open ended it was#also i love drawing people upside down so#obligatory upsidedown post haha#they really said lets give the roy kids one happy moment and then fuck them over huh#erio art#erio stuff#i am in the camp of kendall gets therapy (actual useful therapy)#roman gets to live his life w/out burden#pls i feel so bad for shiv it feels like she took one for the team#all her brothers were free of their shackles#but ironically shiv who started as an outsider became trapped instead..#THIS FINALE WAS JUST SO GOOD UGH
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jaya....? (sike. its skybound bad end au. in which jay fails miserably but “nya” never dies. can you imagine?)
#jay walker#ninjago jay#ninjago nya#technically delara.#ninjago#jaya#lol..................#skybound#my art#im not that satisfied with this piece but man. the concept tho#CAN YOU IMAGINE? IT REALLY SAD. IT WOULD BE SO FUNNY.#imagine being the guy who fucked up so bad. everything was your fault. youre the cause of everything that went wrong#all your friends are dead. youre still trapped in a prison of your own making#and you cant fix anything anymore. its too late and you dug too deep into your own grave#but worst of all shes still in front of you#the reason why you made a whole mess of things#the girl you still havent gotten over#but shes also gone. shes right in front of you but thats not her. YOU did this to her#she stands before you as a symbol of mockery of all your failings and mistakes#like its really funny to her#like you couldnt be any more pathetic#:)!!!!!!!!!!!!!#normal about skybound??? nope!!!!!!!! im not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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until next time.... stay fresh [plain text: until next time.... stay fresh]
#splatoon#splatoon 1#wii u#memo's constellations#inkling girl#memo's agents#memo agents: 3#technically. its the splatoon 1 promo inkling but based off of my 3 design#sad im probably not gonna get to play splatoon in its last moments#its okay though#god. the 3ds and wii u era was fucking awesome#im gonna miss her#triforce heroes‚ splat1‚ pushmo world... god. god#i listened to noteblock's 3ds settings remix and it actually made me cry because triforce heroes showed up in the background#and then it hit me how long its been and how much these two consoles have meant to me#the 3ds was really my gateway into art#thank you colors 3d. ive made it so far because of you#man. something about the online services ending the same day as the eclipse over here.#and the wii u was technically also my gateway into art with splatoon. it made me draw so much more#do you know how much splatoon ive drawn. that game changed me. that game makes me who i am today#thank you
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I really wish we knew more about Laufey in Norse myth
Because like
HOW DOES SHE FEEL ABOUT WHATS HAPPENING TO HER SON? WHAT WILL HAPPEN?
Like does she mourn him for what has been done? Scorn and pretend he doesnt exist because of what he will do?
WHAT DOES SHE FEEL?
The fact that Loki uses her name instead of Farbauti's interests the fuck out of me
#im gonna write a poem of her mourning him#norse myth#norse mythology#wolffox speaks#loki mythology#Laufey diety#never ever getting over the fact that there has been a fuck ton of shit we dont know about certain pantheons#and im not even a Norse pagan and im sad/angy about it#tho i am a celtic/greek pagan so technically its happened to my dieties too#because old Christians either rewrote it or destroyed it#no offence to the christians here i just have religious trauma#and the destruction of any information about mythos makes my mythology nerd heart die inside
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4am tots
#Mother Chappell Roan and her songs are to blame for this!!!#so fucking Bop!!! but making it's giving me existential crisis for some reason HSAHSAHSHA#like i'm alright with ending up alone ngl. i feel better Alone actually!#tho sometimes i get into this same stump wondering if i'll ever be worthy to be blessed with a loving partner#ok sad time over. im gonna play Stardew Valley LMAOOOO i miss my Elliott </3#tim rambles#my art#2024
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Ok, this is mostly bc I realized we've only seen Sally being passive, but how is she able to hypothetically rip apart larger puppets limb from limb? (if the captions with Howdy hold water with other puppets)
(Slight Mutilation Warning Ahead: Puppet Edition)
they absolutely hold So Much water! it's a combination of a couple things!
a) Nightlight!Sally is really Strong. i'd liken to her to a chimp, as much as i hate them. despite being smaller than people, they're absurdly powerful. when it comes to Her, this comes from a mix of hysterical strength and something Else i've been pondering but don't want to solidify yet, so shh dont worry bout it. it's also much easier to tear fleece & cotton/stuffing than, uh, Biological materials.
b) none of the puppets are really prepared for violence? they've lived in an idyllic world where true, visceral violence likely hasn't even been a Thought in anyone's minds. like, you watch videos of people get attacked by like... raccoons or rats and they visibly Lose because they panic! they aren't prepared! they don't wanna fight! so the much smaller creature wins. They Don't Know How To Fight, Or Fight Back.
b.1) also, Nightlight!Sally is still... Sally. she's still their dear friend. i know that if a close friend attacked me, i'm not sure i'd be able to bring myself to do much other than defend/flee. i wouldn't wanna hurt them even if it meant protecting myself. hence why Wally avoids all confrontation with her & can't protect his friends from her. he can't hurt his neighbor.
b.2) there's also the shock factor. imagine you wake up from a pleasant dream to an absolute nightmare reality. Boom, automatically thrown way off your rhythm. then one of your close buddies looks Fuckin Weird, Are You Okay? and other crazy shit is happening! you're freaking out!! then your Close Friend Who's Off is suddenly slashing at you and BOOM, your arm's gone & your entire brain is scrambled from shock and fear and "?!?!?!?!?!". plus, i doubt the puppets know they're full of stuffing. seeing yourself sliced open and white fluff spilling out has gotta be just. so Unpleasant on principle.
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CLAWS BABEY! RIP TEAR AND SHRED! those sharp grippers are perfect for piercing and ripping! puppet fleece is Paper to her!
her fighting method is attack wildly until the threat stops making noise! it's very hard to defend oneself from it! imagine those cartoon bits where a cat attacks someone and its just a Flurry of Unbeatable Violence
#if it helps. barnaby goes back to sleepytown immediately after this#so he's safe. as safe as he can be.#i would Also like to note that to My Interpretation/Understanding the puppets can't feel actual pain#i believe this for several reasons!#but for this au specifically im gonna make that a thing for Different Reasons on top of the Main Reasons#anyway anyway#the barnaby-sally attack in my head happens Directly after he tries to help her#its already a chaotic scene but he thinks theres something wrong with her for Obvious Reasons#and runs to her to try and snap her out of her apparent daze#and then WHAM arms gone. barely gets a chance to process#meanwhile wally is hiding curled into a little ball with his hands over his ears#bc he Cant Help and he Doesnt Want To Listen#if this makes you sad! oops! sorry! i have a softer scribble queued up for later today if that makes up for it#wh lights out au#scribble salad#i am Also taking into consideration clown's post about the neighbors playing splatoon. iykyk <3#alright its 6 am im going to sleep#meant to pass out Hours ago but that didnt happen!#ah fuck wait cant sleep yet starships just started playing. ninki minjaj...
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Raymond Reddington
Season 4 Episode 21 - Mr. Kaplan
#james spader#raymond reddington#the blacklist#reddington#red#raymond red reddington#blacklist#tbl#my screenshots#screenshot edit#4x21#season 4 episode 21#goddddddd he made me feral but also....the two mr kaplan episoded...guys...GUYS I FUCKING CRIED I SCREEEEEAMED I I AM STILL NOTNOVER IT AND#I WATCHEF THE TWO KAPLAN EPISODES LIKE 3 WEEKS AGO#uuuugh im still so fucking....sad about kaplan being dead :(((((((#she was an angel ok🥹💕💕💕#i love her#ok so that lil scene with Red and the car and he says that he could get into the car and run the guy over to threaten him 👀👀👀👀👀fuckk me
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Spoilers for Thousand Autumns/Qian Qiu English Volumes 1-3
Reading Volume 1 of Thousand Autumns: hmm I can see the potential for romance, but Yan Wushi is too much of an asshole for me, but maybe later on he’ll grow to like Shen Qiao
Reading Volume 2: Yan Wushi sucks! You betrayed him?? After Shen Qiao called you a friend??? I hate omg WHYYY???
Reading Volume 3: NO WHAT??? YAN WUSHI COME BACK!! Shen Qiao tried to save you after everything wtf don’t go! You would turn yourself in??? BITCH COME BACK DONT GET HURT AGAIN PLEASE
My emotions regarding Yan Wushi have been all over the place I cannot put a name to my emotions regarding him help me
please tell me he is ok I need to read volume 4
#yeyarants#thousand autumns#qian qiu#shen qiao#yan wushi#yanshen#WHY IS HE SO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND#i have been extremely freaked out over how Shen Qiao and I had the same thoughts regarding Yan Wushi#we basically on the same wavelength regarding him#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL#I felt very neutral towards him when I finished volume 1#then extreme hatred and betrayal towards him in volume 2#and now I feel sad and hopeful that he’s ok because he literally turned himself in help me idk what to feel#YAN WUSHI IS IN LOVE FUCK#I wanted to get volume 5 of erha and volume 3 of yuwu#…but now I need volume 4 of qian qiu#I LOVE SHEN QIAO BUT OMG THE TURMOIL I FEEL REGARDING YAN WUSHI IS SO CONFUSING#DO I LIKE HIM OR NOT IDK#BUT I WANT TO KNOW IF HES OK#*point at Yan Wushi* you sir are a complicated enigma#and I need to know wtf is going inside your brain#I’m so confused I would have been fine hating him but now I feel like a concerned mother wondering where her child is#yan wushi the man that you are#meng xi shi#I can’t read erha or yuwu because I have become invested in this shit HELP ME#I NEED TO KNOW#YAN WUSHI ARE YOU OK???#im gonna reblog shit after once I’m done because I did not want to know any sorts of spoilers
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Anybody know how to get rid of a curse 😭
#throwback to when i was a kid and my mother the monster that she is wished upon me to never be happy just as she isn't#and that i should never be granted love or happiness. just like her.#this happened repeatedly#my heart gets broken over and over while ppl around me find love and get to keep it and be happy#i feel so fucking broken. like im literally not a person. idk what im doing wrong#i love my friends' love. im genuinely happy to see them thrive#ive been alone and yearning for a quarter of a century#i cant take it anymore#of course i had to fall in love with someone who wont be with me#thats the easiest way to make sure im fucked up and alone for as long as possible#and it's happened several times#they may love me but they cant be w me#I'm literally so fucking sad#the one person who was gonna make it work. i made them hate me bc of some huge misunderstanding abt the nature of our relationship#i miss them the most in the whole world. i think about them constantly. biggest regret of my life#the grief of it all is eating me alive. i keep getting close to being happy n in love and. dare i say it. loved#and then its all getting ripped away from me. again and again#every day it hurts and it makes me paralysed and i cant do shit or be who i want. i wish i could b sedated forever#goodnight lol
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Doodles for you all
#i didn't like that fabby had the same shaped glasses as phoenix so i thought halfmoons would be fun :3#also that last juniper one im SO SAD abt because the sketch was sm better but because my sketchbook is a monster he would have smudged#by a monster i mean (goes and weighs it) 826 grams.#that is more than i thought#then again#my last one his somewhere over a kilo? so uh. yeah#my one for art was like 4 and a half by the time I was done with it so yeah#ANYWAYS juniper you fucko#AND PRISM!!!!!!! oh i love her so#it's a little hard to tell because the strap on her goggles is in the way HOWEVER i do give her a nose bump#the goggle strap tends to sit on it when i draw it but auuu i love her#me realising im an artist and i can draw her HAPPY as MUCH as I WANT with her ROBOTS which SHE LOVES#also the reason i do all my drawings traditionally is becahse my desk is currently a mess and I don't want to fix ny set up for digital#but i can do artfight this year for the first time ever so I have fucking PLANS!!!!!!!!!!!!#im genuinely kinna excited <- had a singular oc which is my fursona#well ok in my defense i DO have an ieytd oc in the works but i have 0 ideas for a design but it is a funny concept#time for me to shut up#ieytd#i expect you to die#[agent moose's art]#john juniper#roxana prism#robutler#the fabricator
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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺
#kai.rambles#i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired#which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id#and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no#and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing#and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass#and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day#and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting#my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy#didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents#who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning#so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id#and he was just being a fkn dick#but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush#and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰
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i really need to finish this one day
#one of my fave ideas but i keep getting stuck or starting over. third time's the charm hopefully#anyways. posting it as an excuse to rant because i'm losing my mind over this rn for no reason#incoherent but i just need to Talk or my brain won't shut up#you ever think about how fucked up it is that aoi feels guilty over what happened. i do. i think about her a lot#he can't even look at me. we aren't even blood related but he still had to go to jail because of me. i still love him#in reality none of it is her fault. it shouldn't be about doumeki in the first place. baby girl you were 15 when it happened.#you can say that yashiro is cruel in his dismissiveness (on the surface) of doumeki's trauma but you can see where he's coming from#you got a glimpse of what your sister was going through? of what i went through? and now you're sooo guilty over it? and who does it help?#doumeki's so focused on his own feelings that he ignored aoi when they were living together. “saves” her by pure chance#proceeds to focus on his guilt and ignore her again. if yashiro didn't get involved she'd be sitting in the rain for god knows how long#yet she still loves and to some degree idolizes him#yashiro and aoi both saying that doumeki isn't the type of person to be a yakuza too. doumeki's good doumeki's better than that#and then ch 24 happens. where yashiro says that he's going to throw up and doumeki's response is “i probably won't stop even if you do”#“guess i am like my father after all” and yashiro still goes “you're not. you're pure and im the problem”#(touches doumeki's face. rare gentle gesture. he's gentle afterwards too before leaving. man.)#he's not cruel enough to repeat what he said in the earlier conversation and he doesn't actually believe it anyway#but i wish yashiro was cruel there. it shouldn't have been about doumeki and his feelings. again.#something about yashiro throwing a knife at another person and it flying back at him huh#for all the talk about how doumeki supposedly romanticizes yashiro it really is the other way around. always has been#which is a whole other conversation but yeah. everything about aoi and yashiro in relation to doumeki makes me so fucking sad#but this is also what i mean when i say that aoi doesn't haunt the narrative per se but still has this weird presence?#she's in the parallels. she's in the brief but important mentions. she's in the “your sister was lucky she had you”.#wips tag
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i love my pirate wife have i mentioned i lov my pirate wife
#shes so cool... .#the outfit change fucks#im so glad i chose her#it's making me sad i deleted potion permit i want 2 finish romancing Leano <//3#i forgot about the game until i found it while clearing out space n i chose dragon age over it#but now im sad LMAO#the gameplay gets a lil old but man... for pirate lady... id do anything#also i just noticed my hawk looks like she is plagued by a vision in this n i do not know why
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If you are one of the people who harassed Jakei block me. I don't need, or want, you here.
#ac rambles#important#i feel so so bad for her#like man#those accusations were over things that happened almost a DECADE ago?#are you the same person as of ten years ago???#if you are then congrats you made no evolution throughout all these years#its hard for people to understand but if you dont like dont click it#dont harass the content poster just go see something else#ive been doing that throughout the years ive been here and im fine!!!#im so fucking sad dude i loved underverse#but at the same time jakei went through so much shit#she endured for so long#maybe too long for her own sake
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