#but im having fun. such cringe but free fun
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I saw your twt about holding back on telling stories with serious and deep tones and it reminded me of an issue I had a while back. Im a south park fan and I loved reading deep analysis of the characters. and south park being south park, people dont take it seriously and think its just funny so it doesnt deserve deep analysis like other forms of media. I always came across comments saying "its not that deep" or "doing all of that for south park" and I used to hate that so much because why are you commenting that under the authors post? In media there is like a "spectrum" of how deep you are in it as a fan, and it doesn't make you less of a fan if you like to binge watch the show when you feel like it because its funny. Someone who makes fan fiction and psychoanalyses the characters doesnt make them a better fan than you. I hate "it's not deep" because it is that deep to me, I enjoy it, but it dismisses critical thinking and discourages deep discussions about our interests. I want to learn more about the turning point for eric cartman and the friendship dynamics between the main 4. I want to read psychoanalysis of the characters and understand why they do the things they do. I loved reading fan fics with an author that understood how the characters work and put them in situations while making it believable. Whether the content was deep and serious or lighthearted and silly. I don't see those as cringe at all. What I see as cringe is trying to downplay someones time and effort. you dont care for it. cool, just dont make it our problem.
I believe in recent years, this cringe and its not that deep mentality is linked to media literacy/reading comprehension issues. On top of the fact, that fandoms right now has been "normalized", so alot of mean and rude kids and adults are in this space not having a mature and respectful conversation and discussions, as well as zero fandom etiquette. (I understand the past wasnt this magical respectful place but this behaviour has increased compared to past years).
Please don't worry about making deep content, its super fun and there will be fans of what you write/draw that will definitely be into it.
GOSH anon you are absolutely right. cringe culture has done some serious damage to people's creativity and freedom of expression. doing things in earnest is now cringe to so many people (specifically that 18-21 age where they think they're better than everyone else and everything is cringe to them, image is everything) and they actually give you shit for it?? it's crazy. the most harmless thing in the world. whenever my hey arnold comics would leave my target audience on instagram i would get the meanest comments for no fucking reason, because i was taking hey arnold "seriously" (nevermind that hey arnold is probably the nicktoon with the most emotional depth and moments besides ginger but i digress) but hey at least i'm not the one losing my marbles over some random cartoon comic on the internet.
i think rudeness in general has been too normalized not just in fandom, but in social media in general. it's sad. the only thing you can do about it is be kind as much as you can to counterbalance it. i'd like to think that rubs off on people just like how being rude rubbed off on them.
i said that thing about holding back because i'm admittedly too hard on myself sometimes. no one is calling me cringe or making fun of me for what i do, thankfully, people have been super cool and supportive. and it means a lot to me because i'm very earnest about everything i create, even when i try to hold back. i literally cannot help being myself. it's all i know how to do. i'm just glad i was able to grow a platform where i'm free to be openly passionate about the things i like, talk about them and why i like them, the little things that i find fascinating, the emotions they make me feel, all of that shit is awesome and i wish more people did that.
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I wish I had my laptop on this trip because mainlining a bunch of extremely joy-sparking gay tv after months of job hell is really such a recipe for just. Hysterical levels of fandom euphoria. I need everyone in the world to hear about homewrecker Tay Tawan the satanic cult leader, and how past me watched Midnight Museum incorrectly, Boon actually did nothing wrong. It's not his fault he was more slavishly devoted to his witch god than Khatha and probably singlehandedly invented queer identity in 1820 just so he could affirmingly incorporate dick into his nightly worship duties.
See this is just word salad, I can't use the phone to express myself properly. Not at all. but tldr I'm fandom feral right now. I am having too much fun and the happy chemicals in my brain are popping off and it is gonna be tough to come back down to earth in two days. I'm so glad fandom exists. Thank you gay tv and thank you communal gay tv mind palace. (More word salad. But EYE know what I'm trying to say and it's quite sincere ok)
#dear diary#i am so sleep deprived and i am so giddily in reality escaping mode#midnight museum rewatch on taygun mode + history3 kiseki eighth sense and some playboyy will do that to ya#tomorrow im figuring out how we can watch supanut the ghost uncut so help me god#then its over for me hoes#i just know there is something maladaptive about the mood/brain extremes im flipping between#from last week to this week to next week#but im having fun. such cringe but free fun#and cringe but free is where i shall remain until im forced to return to the bleakness of the Real World#if you understood even 3 or 4 words of this post lml#lmk*#i would be pleased to know if any of this is intelligible or if i really sound as unhinged as i feel#midnight museum#(sorry if you track that tag but also i do for real want to discuss post canon boon theories)
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Disassembly drone irumeanie because I cant be obsessed with things separately
#slaps md and mairuma together violently like two lego pieeces that do not fit at all#HER TAIL POINTS SUPPSOED TO BE A IMP TAIL SHAPE I HOPE THATS CLEAR#COUGSJ LOUDLY AND EXPLODES#oh yeah keeping the paswg ish. style as a second style bc its sooooo fun#disassembly drones#md#murder drones#murderdrones#glitch productions#my art#Yet i still feel cringe so only a few iruma tags#i dont have the strength to tag this under any mairuma tag actually#i wanna draw uzi in this styleeer i actually have a drawing idea for her so that may be soon i love uzi doorman#irumeanie#mairuma#no balls actuallyb im cringe but im FREE#iruma suzuki
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gen loss dump part 2 :]
i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isn’t that cause charlie’s inferno isn’t on apple music cause they hate me so it’s way more of the song out of spite because they wouldn’t give it to me.
#spotify is prolly better (definitely is for finding playlists i use spotify to find playlists still and then add those songs to my own lmao#but dad pays for a family apple music subscription and free music streaming is infinitely better then paying for my own spotify#also my wound reference i feel like i let him off easy from the seven foot tall wire security monster#but idk this was drawn a year ago idk what i was doing#like i agree w the vest just being REALLLL bad bruising and internal stuff but i feel like he had wayyyy more open area besides that to get#fucked up besides just his arms#but i guess since the wire monster also got turned off by the button since it didn’t immediately go at ranboo next then maybe that’s still#reasonable idk#generation loss#generation loss fanart#ranboo fanart#continuing my not spamming tags trend so even though i bc puls have tagged all three of them im not gonna#still posting this primarily for me and for everyone else second#OH THE OUTFITS ARE FROM MY PIN BOARDS#I MAKE OUTFIT BOARDS FOR EVERYTHING ITS SO FUN#LIKE EVERY FANDOM IVE POSTED HERE HAS ONE#ITS BAD#and then irl i wear sweats and t shirt lmao#i found mouse trap game board earrings#i spend too much time on those finding highly specific bullshit#the jrwi one is especially cringe cause i have a different section for all of the what ifs#and that shit lasted one (1) episode#also the full color drawing i’m so >:| about it#i need to practice coloring sooooo badly but i always get frustrated w it#i need to slow tf down idk#but thats also from nearly a year ago so
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I got really excited about Legends Z-A yesterday okay
#pokemon#pokemon legends arceus#pla#pokemon legends za#volo pokemon#avira (pla oc)#az pokemon#my art#they're on their french honeymoon#volo sneaking out to go try and harness zygarde's powers to destroy the world#avira: oh babe for our anniversary? you shouldn't have#they're having fun#im cringe but im free baby!#im operating on the theory this will be 1960s paris and not 1850s paris because i think thats more interesting but we'll see
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ough. ocs save me. ocs. save me ocs
#whenever i find myself Ailing it always comes back to the guys in my head#wym its 1 am ive only been typing in their doc for four hours#its so fun... theyre so fun... oc brain take me home...#there's a reason my discord name is 'oc factory' yk yk#its true! its Accurate! its like an assembly line in here except way less efficient and perpetually broken!#playing with them like dolls...#absolutely unprompted#im making an exercise in Freeing Myself From Cringe tonight#*said through gritted teeth* cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead#im having fun but also dealing myself Psychic Damage!#ough. agh. ough. ough. agh. ough
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extremely funny that i point blank refuse to admit my current hyperfix like i will not refer to it by name and you have to pick up clues or comb through my posts like a little pervert. like i just wont do it and its so funny to me i didnt know i still had a sense of SHAME
#to be clear im having so much fun like i dont think ive had this much fun with an interest in a WHILE but#i cant tell anyone outside of like 4 people because i can see the sims -- symbol#not even because its wrong or evil its literally just so fucking cringe. but i am free#txt
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you guys need to hold my hand and tell me im not cringe for drawing my oc/tav interacting with the bg3 companions. im having the struggle of my life [this is a problem i've had since forever]
#not the first instance of the embarrassment emerging .#thankfully the desire to draw these silly things is stronger than my embarrassment#but to be actually cringe im not against kind words about it#or feel free to share similar plight sif you have them .#the ''oc/canon is a very fun thing and when others do it i love seeing it. but if I do it im the stupidest bitch alive'' curse
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ive peaked (made insert oc for xmen)
#bahaha sorry guys#x men#marvel#fandom oc#oc#original character#digital art#x men oc#x men fanart#wolverine#marvel oc#i hate making fandom ocs bc i feel so cringe#i am cringe and im not free im trapped by the endless cycle of loathing fun and myself also#wow that got dark#shes got crazy lore (mostly hoeing around)#i placed myself at a moral highground because “im better than new fans” and “ive always liked x men more than avengers”#“so this is my god given right to make this bc i like the less popular one”#and yk none of those are really things that make me better than anyone#but no matter what i say to convince myself/others#i will always be better than everyone#if uoure reading this a) go to hell or b) have my babies#my art
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babe wake up dorian made a fursona
#his name is gray so together we are dorian gray#stupid ass pun i love it#anyways gonna get a bit real here#i was always too scared to make a fursona because of how people perceive it as ‘cringe’#and god fucking knows i was made fun of and mocked enough when i was younger i did NOT want to give people another reason to hate me#so as dumb as it sounds this is kinda a big thing for me yknow#being cringe came free with my autism and honestly im just tryna have a good time#my art#furry art#fursona#furry oc#furry fandom#idek how often i’ll draw this guy but hes coll to have nonetheless
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Honestly, every single time the whole 'poppy playtime is a bendy rip-off' stuff ever shows up I find it all extremely unconvincing and silly.
For one thing, rip-off usually is meant to imply that it's a cheap lazy copy of a better more polished thing, and uh. Sorry but even from chapter 1? Poppy Playtime is a better game than Bendy, it has a simple but understandable story, the game manages to be thrilling, creepy, and very intense at times... I mean that Huggy chase in the vents ALONE puts it way above Batim for me.
I mean BATDR had the most slow stupid chase I've ever seen [and every other encounter with the ink demon is text telling u he's there and then a timer goes down and u get jumpscared] and batim's chases were either silly or just not nearly as theatric or terrifying as that.
When making the vent sequence I mean not only is it absolutely horrifying to realize how fast Huggy is in there but also it's so theatric and cool? The fact that you round a corner after thinking you escaped only to see a terrifying animation of that thing crawling toward you is awesome! I wish Bendy had stuff like that!
And all the stuff it shares with Bendy are generic things Bendy ripped from other horror games/media anyways. I'm not saying Poppy Playtime isn't inspired by Bendy I for sure think it is but Bendy is such a generic story that somehow fails to do tropes 100 other horror games have done any comparison only makes Poppy Playtime look better.
"It has employees being sacrificed for their company" That is not a concept Bendy invented, literally look at any of the sci-fi horror series Bendy is very inspired by. This is literally a twist in the original Alien.
"It has a scary woman forcing you to do tasks for her" Once again, not a concept Bendy invented, a scary mysterious person forcing you to do fetch-quests is a concept found in tons of horror media. And at least Poppy Playtime gave you a chase with her and let you defeat her, look at poor malice. She's barely on screen for more than 10 minutes before she gets stabbed.
"It has a cult worshipping the monster" This is something tons of horror games and media have done too. I mean In The Tall Grass has a guy who worships a giant magical rock in the middle of a grass maze, Bioshock [which Bendy has only been taking more and more direct inspiration from while failing to grab any of the compelling parts] also had a lot of themes of religion and cult-ish behavior, almost every horror media franchise has at one point done a cult thing.
Bendy couldn't even come up with a reason Sammy worships the ink demon, the best motivation we've ever gotten is just that 'he's crazzyyyy the ink made him insaneeee'. Who is the cheap rip-off here?
At least Poppy Playtime gave their cultist a motive for worshipping the monster + a proper boss fight that feels intense and looks awesome! Bendy didn't even let you kill Malice [she got stabbed in front of you and then just collapsed on the floor how thrilling] meanwhile you get to kill three of the villains in Poppy Playtime and the gameplay and action in those scenes have only gotten better as the game went on.
I mean Sammy walks into a room and goes "AAA SCARY I'M BEING MURDERED" then later shows up and for NO REASON sees a normal human man and assumes it's the ink demon before once again someone else kills him for you. In Poppy Playtime you defeat Catnap as he floods the world with this horrible nightmare-inducing gas that intensifies the color palette and his design. Fight off versions of him that are illusions that you need your flare gun for, then watch in a wonderful animation as he mistakes the monster for his savior before getting killed by it, in a brutal way I might add, which game are we accusing of being cheap, lazy garbage again?
I just find this argument to be people who Really Really need to find a reason to hate Poppy Playtime which I think is silly. The devs being weird, shady people is already enough reason to dislike the game, you don't need to invent reasons why secretly every part of the game is malicious or bad. But esp when I see Bendy fans saying they don't support Poppy Playtime or dislike it bc of its devs or even saying its cringe ummmm.
I have bad news about the fact Bendy's devs are worse and it took not one, but TWO over an hour long videos to cover it all. Plus the Bendy games are just the worse games in every aspect, if I could sell my batim copy for a copy of Poppy Playtime I wouldn't hesitate at all.
Saying this as a bendy fan, we have no right to be super judgy towards Poppy Playtime. If Poppy Playtime is embarrassing cringe, Bendy is too and is way more embarrassing of an interest. We shouldn't spread misinformation just because we all want to hate Poppy Playtime, you can dislike Poppy Playtime without making up a bunch of nonsense to justify it.
Honestly seeing people just blatantly be unfairly mean to Poppy Playtime only makes its critics look worse and makes it hard to take any backlash to the games seriously. Because surprise surprise if you spread misinformation to make a point people will quickly stop listening to Anything you have to say bc they won't trust you're telling the truth anymore.
#feel free to reblog but Im not gonna tag this its way too rambley at least for my taste to go in the main tags#ramblez#also man can I say I didnt want to make this post super long but theres so many other points I could make in poppys favor#the fact we got to see the hour of joy and it was terrifying we dont even know if joey actually killed anyone anymore#the gameplay itself is more diverse and fun then batim which is a walking simulator that pretends to have fighting n stealth mechanics#at least Poppy n Missys friendship gives u a reason to care for missys safety before shes put in danger#Missy can actually express unlike Boris who sits there looking cute with no proper expressions until he gets yoinked and ur supposed to car#bc he was uh adorable? And therefore you spend an entire chapter tryna get him and get an extremely bad boss fight in return-#also soundtrack wise I like poppys tracks more theyre unique and fun and you can tell which part of the game they come from#bendy has so many dramatic reveal stingers and tracks that are really hard to tell which part of the game they come from#bertrums boss fight has my favorite theme bc its so specifically crafted for him and unique and meanwhile Norman has one of the worst imo#a lot of Bendys soundtrack if I played it for you right now it would be hard to guess where its from bc it all kinda sounds the same#the reveal music for the machine for bendy land for heavenly toys for alices domain all sound the same x_x#its just so frustrating but yeah my point is can we all stop making up new reasons to shit on poppy playtime its just kinda dumb#it feels less like actual criticism and at this point just feels like elaborate justification for cringe culture which I hate#okay thats it bye sorry this is 10 pages long-
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What’s your best piece of writing advice?
hi babe sooooo i used to write a lot. and then i stopped writing for many years. and then started writing again. and since january of this year i’ve posted 89,675 words lol. and what really helped me just write and write well (imo—this may just be a lot of shit) is not giving A FUCK.
i write and don’t know if anyone will read it, i write stuff that i want to read, i just start writing words and stop writing when it makes sense to me and then i post it and guess what PEOPLE READ IT!! if you write what you want, whatever you want, the right people out there will find it and read it! and they’ll like it because it’s genuine and real!! this is true!! i’m not just saying this lol write whatever you want and it will attract the audience you want!!!! and that audience will encourage you to write more!!
#damn I didn’t realize ive been writing so much!#but im writing and having fun because i stopped caring about the imaginary bad faith reader i just write whatever and people like it#free yourself! write cringe!!
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Anyway I am once again up to No Good, by which I mean I am making that Good Hunter Aloysha comic because I am Weak And Foolish ✨️
#sin scribbles#(its 6 pages and SIX PAGES ONLY and its all completely sketched out already lmao so 😂)#(im not going to polish it as much as I do for altar i dont think but ill make up for it with absolutely unhinged aloysha energy)#(Almost all 6 pages is just that tbh. ft a special surprise.)#(special 2 me anyway SHUT)#(i am cringe but i am free and i will make a THOUSAND SELF INDULGENT COMICS unless god himself takes the pen from my hand)#(this panel reveals nothing but intentionally so LOL)#(the comic is set when aloysha was still living in yharnam so. like 10 years before she met ruza lmao give or take)#(i am having MASSIVE FUN)
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Guys do I cave and watch the funny little pony show?
#side note#thinking about how much I enjoyed making little pony OC with goober club#so much fucking fun#I've dabbled in the fandom anyway#you'd think I'd have watched it properly by now#maybe its because im afraid what people will think of me#but like who actually cares 💀#horse show kinda cool#I don't have to tell people I know either lol#like why not y'know#pfff#I need to know the lore#draw another oc#im cringe but free
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Although I'm a couple days behind, I've been participating in Cringetober and it's been a blast! Here's the first four days I've done!
#aitsf#kaname date#volo pokemon#pla#pla oc#virginia frost#aki hayakawa#angel devil#akiangel#my art#I don't think ive ever completed a full month of drawing challenges before#but i think ive got it this time#I'm really just trying not to overthink it and have fun#be cringe and free as they say#it's been a hoot and a holler so cheer me on im gonna get through the month!!!!
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I STARTED WORKING ON MY TTRPG AGAIN
DISCOHEADS, WOULD YOU LIKE TO PLAY A TTRPG THAT'S LIKE DISCO ELYSIUM BUT INSTEAD OF BEING MADE BY A BUNCH OF TALENTED ARTISTS AND WRITERS IT'S MADE BY SOME COMMUNITY COLLEGE WASTER WITH NO IDEA WHAT SHE'S DOING??? DO I HAVE THE PROJECT FOR YOU
I WILL BE POSTING UPDATES SOON
#Disco Elysium#custom ttrpg#QuinnRPG#that last tag is for any of my buddies who wanna see the progress of this as I work on it#also if any of my good buddies want to help in any way it would be much appreciated :333333333333333 im having a lot of fun with this so fa#another set of eyes on this thing would be very helpful#augh#i am cringe and i am free
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