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hinamie · 2 months ago

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completely innocuous vash sheet :) fr practice

#my art #trigun stampede #trigun #vash the stampede #trigun vash #trigun stampede fanart #trigun fanart #vash fanart #STILL dont know the tags gomen ill do research one of these days #anyway . 4 gd days later hes finally done #here is what i am learning . i love his design sm. but jesus CHRIST #all the individual elements r so time consuming i want to tear my face off. im slowly getting more familiar w the arm but God.#im so peeved at how long this took but i am trying to cut myself some slack. remembering tht his design is a 24 hour endeavour #and i drew 4 of him #3 of which being fullbody 2 of which being foreshortened 1 of which being a Maid Dress #the price i pay fr self-indulgence.....the price i pay fr [redacted]#this started out as a treat fr me n it became my purgatory #but it is DONE and now i can look at vash in a maid outfit and tied up and jacket off turtleneck Out and shirtless and- *is shot dead*#anyway huge shoutout to mey rin black butler fr being the og Maid With Gun #stole the thigh bustle from a panel of her it was just too good #anyway take it enjoy the fruits of my labour enjoy him i am . exhausted.

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mysticalsoot · 10 months ago

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cred; @mrbeeboi

anon asks are off, don't try sending hate to me or the asker

did some shitty math with lilly last night, and came to the conclusion that it could be 800 thousand other men that we are assuming to be wilbur.

that makes no sense-

it could be anyone. it could be anyone, but because shelby and wil were shipped together, and other varrying factors, it's immediately wilbur.

i don't think it is, but that's my opinion. it's more in depth then that, but I'll leave it there.

#i tagged the reblogger #so others could se #see**#the descriptions were vauge #there was no solid evidence #or description #it could be anyone with that description #i have more to say #but ill cut myself off here #connorshitposts #mr bee<3 #wilbur soot

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ghostr0tz · 8 months ago

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dump of various vox wips i keep cycling between (various stages of completion, half of these radiostatic)

#sorry i need to put these out here or ill explode and die #i also want to show them off a little i like these so far...#deltarune au sneak peek....#fun fact: the half colored wips are both having their coloring done on one or two layers bc i HATE myself for some reason #i put everything under a cut bc i dont want to clog too much space #wip #hazbin hotel #hazbin vox #my art #radiostatic #i promise ive been trying to cook but im making like 10 meals at once so its taking a while #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin alastor #staticradio #staticlovetune #wips #tw eyestrain #?

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ribbononline · 4 months ago

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you are my favorite artist in the whole world, thank you <3

Ahh thank you so much! Thats a great honor, makes me happy to hear

Sorry Ive been so quiet on this blog lately- real life has been exhausting :') I really appreciate everyones support and little tag comments as always though hehe

#ribbon answers #ive been extrodinarly dead as of late but my vacation is . finally at the end of this week. im almost there #dragging myself over the finish line zombie style #I WISH I HAD MORE TO POST HERE but the only things ive been truly happy w as of late have been my fusions everything else is sketches i dis #dislike. thanks tumblr tag limit for cutting me off #maybe ill do a sketchdump anyhow soon it is what it is

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itshomobirb · 1 month ago

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my therapist, during our last session, asked me what would happen if i put up boundaries between my parents and i. like saying "that's a personal question" if my mother started asking invasive questions.

so i tried it. told her "that's a personal question" when she asked "it seems like you're not drinking as much water lately. are you?"

ladies and gentlemen. besties and brothers of the jury. from the woman who tracks my bowel movements and rifles through my trash and monitors the cameras for every time i leave the house, we got the oh so glorious response of, "oh geez, borb. *really?* you treat us like we're strangers. this is not how you used to be. 😒"

#borbtalks #cant imagine why im like this. has absolutely nothing to do with being called a brat my entire life #nope. my mother's incessant passive aggressive digs have shown that she's obvs been nothing but kind to me 😇#so any little standing up for boundaries. even just straight up disassociating and repeating 'ok' is seen as an attack 👿#poor little evil me #sorry im just. struggling. and it's like 'oh boohoo she said an unkind thing. grow up.' but damn my entire nervous system is wired #to anticipate and be ready to soothe *her* emotions #i cannot meaningfully cut myself off from that until im out of this space #not to mention the inherent power in me renting a room from her #i cannot provoke the bear when im still under her thumb #but once im out of here? i dont think ill ever speak to her again

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jrueships · 3 months ago

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i genuinely cannot stand being around ppl who have to take their anger out on others . i'm so sick of always having to act like the bigger person to my Older brother while he can just tornado around my entire life & belongings & relationships without warrant all over smthing that had absolutely nothing to do with you or anyone, rlly.

#but HE runs and tells on ME?#i was just going to let shit blow over #lock myself away as fucking alwys like when we were little and he would cuss up a fucking storm #screaming crying and throwing the shit i bought over being unable to beat a game he plays every fucking day #set on fucking Easy mode #and hes hitting a bat into the door or wrecking my shit in my room or fucking. yelling abt me to the fuckin dog #and in the 'dog's voice' making the animal agree with him bcs im? acting crazy #over a fcking video game that u cant even tell him to turn off or at least stop fucking screaming and wailing or else it'll just set it off #sooner #when dad did it he was fcking drunk and i was illegitimate #it's like i cant even fcking escape fcking hell.#hiding all my bad grades in math bcs i couldnt read a stupid fking number right bcs i didnt want ppl screaming at me #for causing even more trouble than they already have to deal with and just living as dumb bcs it costs less #ill get over it ill try harder #i always have to be the bigger fucking man and im so fucking tired of it #but how are u supposed to cut off someone youve been assigned caretaker as b4 u were even born #im so fucking exhausted #anyways so yea. im pretty sensitive to tone so if i seem like a baby to smthing i apologize #i rlly just. cant stand sme things sometimes #i love getting told i never felt like a friend to my other siblings not only bcs of our massive age gap but also theyre legitimate and #i dont drink or smoke so apparently we cant hang without them always checking the time on their phones #while im taking them out to smthing they like like it's so fun i fcking love it here #anyways yea. love zero comprehension or compassion. love it. loving my life

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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Honestly your tags are so fun to read every time, i'm almost more excited for them than the actual post (but not entirely because your art is SO GOOD!!!! i adore it). If you don't mind me asking, what are you studying?

i am studying psychology because i refuse to see a therapist so ill figure out whats wrong with me myself !!!!!!!

#snap chats #WITH. a minor in human resources ☝️ because im evil or something #and whatever character/s i decide to fixate on for the next three years i will also psychoanalyze them I Guess. //loud coughing//#tbh i only saw a therapist to get medicine but since bloodwork is expensive without insurance i dont even do that anymore. sad !#but yeah im a certified rambler if i dont share every thought i have so people understand me as much as i want them to ill die #which is why charles xavier if youre out there you have full rights to my brain .......... //gross wink sound//#why cant telepaths be real itd make my life so much easier. i woudnt have to talk a mile a minute anymore #because i do talk very fast because growing up my mom would cut me off a lot #so now i talk fast in fear of being cut off without all my thoughts being heard. anyways.#thank you for also enjoying my art :] a sideshow to the glory that is my tags i KNOWWW but im glad my efforts are not unnoticed 😌#back to My Major tho when i was in middle school i thought i wanted to go into comic books #but then i thought id lose my love for drawing if i did it professionally so now i do it. semi professionally #on my own terms babyyyy thats right. and if im lucky i get paid to draw my faves im living the dream babes #thats why my text posts take nine years for me to type im legitimately sitting here thinking if i said everything i wanted #and if i worded it right but even then after it's up im like 'but did i word it right tho' but its like 'bro just fucking POST IT'#'ITS NOT THAT DEEP' its as my favorite professor once told me 'youre very paranoid' and he's right !!!! im very paranoid 🥰#ok im done now. see thats why i say Ok Im Done Now its a sign im forcing myself to shut UP #wait not done Almost but not quite i was rewatching 97 to Try to get caps of charles in his combat uniform #and i fear i still cackle at erik telling charles to shut up like PLEAAASSE...... i need that bit CLIPPED #it makes me giggle ... someone remind me to clip all of erik's cameos in the squirrelgirl podcast btw #ive been meaning to do that for weeks but. oops <3 i need all my grandpa's moments CATALOGUED and AT THE READY..#ok i done fr now i have class with my you're-paranoid professor in like an hour and i wanna get some work done before then #BYYYYYEEEE. FOR LIKE TWENTY MINUTES PROBABLY IDK

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burningcomputerpersona · 1 month ago

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ahhhhhhhh guess who made the mistake of getting a haircut

#i was planning on growing it out for real i swear #but then the back of my hair got to that length (like it always does) where it starts touching the back of my neck wrong and i cant stand it #so i figured I'd juuuuuust get a trim maybe only the back so it wouldn't keep bugging me #and it started off pretty good too she was doing well with everything and i liked the way it looked #then she asked me a question with two options. and i answered the question. and she repeated my answer. good enough right?#well i think she maaaay have forgotten my answer in the span of like 2 seconds bc she started cutting SUPER short suddenly #and now my perm is completely gone lol #i think she's used to going a bit shorter so it looks good in like a week when it's grown out a bit #and you don't have to go back for a haircut every 2 weeks #but like. i would rather not hate my reflection (more than usual) for a week or two while it grows out yknow #eurghhhh it's not that bad tbh ive had haircuts where i wanted to kill myself and this is just 'hmm maybe i should wear a hat for a week'#but still. very annoying. and especially so bc i was actually feeling optimistic with where we were going at the start #anyway there's this weird phenomenon that keeps happening where I accidentally get my hair cut too short #then i decide this is going to be the time i finally grow my hair out for real #and after a while the back reaches that length where it starts bothering me again #and ill get a haircut juuust for a trim #then i somehow end up with a bowlcut #it's an emo bowlcut to be clear. so im not super hung up about it bc i still love that haircut for reasons i cannot comprehend #but everybody else seems to go 'ew a bowlcut why' except for the alt queers who go 'omg gender'#which i consider to be one of the biggest compliments i could ever get. and have gotten. seriously that moment will never leave my mind #like having someone that you consider Gender to look at you and say *you're* very gender? my crops have been watered my cattle have been fed #etc etc. anyway this currently has the shape of a bowl cut but it's too short esp on top #so im back in my 'okay im gonna grow it our FOR REAL this time' phase again. as it goes. like fucking sisyphus.#anyway. im gonna be tearing it up in the pit at origami angel tomorrow so if anybody's also going feel free to join me there #just gotta let off some steam. goddammit i knew i should have gone the queer route and just done it myself. in my defense i still had a perm #and i didn't trust myself to cut curly hair. turns out i shouldn't have trusted the barber either bc she just held it straight out #and chopped right across. and soon the curls were gone and everything was straight. ...that sounds like a metaphor for conversion therapy #'yeah just head into that place by the time you leave you'll be straight'#anyway. sorry for the waterfall of tags if ur still here kudos to you and may you have a wonderful day #mine

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iqmmir · 9 months ago

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Hi im back . For some time

#.mimiming ❜#um . hi im gonna slee soon but i missed you all so much #umm first of all im trying to ccut down in screentime because my therapist told me to #second. after two or three months of convincing myself that i literally do not care im only going to school for just a few more days (onl #y today and wednesday) i literally do not care #i almost keep crying . because well um #idk. i was originally planning on cutting off contact with everyone #because of stuff thats happened before #but my friends. my current friends dont just treat me as a therapist or something so #also one of my wives would probably hunt me down and kill me if i tried to cut off contact #but ill still miss this stupid class and this stupid school and all the stupid teachers and students #and the horrible tasting canteen food #and the playground ive played in eight times total despite being here for 12 years #idk man #also because of my periods my mood swings were so much worse #and i just ..idk i needed a break ig #anyways im back for sometime then ill start looking for a job #me friend said maybe we can do something together #idk #you can always send me asks and dms tho 👍👍#im not really sure . like about anything right now #ill try to get the drawing requests done soon maybe #wild how time passes huh #god i need to stop acting like such a grownup im literally three years old

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thisisadecisionimayregret · 3 months ago

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My one work friend is pissed off today and snapped at me and god it's like. I was around her for maybe five minutes and only asked for her help moving some racks out of the way and she got really mad at me and just. Even telling myself that she's probably just upset about something else and I just came up at the wrong time, it still fuckin sucks y'know? Like. I really just kinda feel like shit now

#like i cant articulate this well rn but.#my brain is very much going 'oh so she hates you and you dont actually have any friends here'#which is probably not true. but it feels emotionally very real and true and #like i gotta just try and cut myself off from everyone #love the mental illness 🙃#samantha talks

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velvetwyrme · 3 months ago

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Is your shop permanent or a one-time thing? Like ur lil side gig/trying it out or smth

I'm trying it out at the moment!

I'd like for it to be permanent, because I have a deep love for making things and I think its super cool to be able to have things that I made/designed become objects that people enjoy and/or use! (And I have other stuff I'd like to add to the shop in the future!! I have so many ideas!!!!)

Saying that though, whether the shop actually stays open is something that really depends on demand and also whether this ends up being something that I can sustain in the long run (in terms of time, effort, money, motivation, etc.), which I won't really know until I get further into things :P

At the moment, the shop is intended to be permanent (although the items offered may change later on), but since I'm still feeling things out, that isn't a certainty.

I... hope that answered your question! I'm real sleepytired atm lmao

#anon #velwy.txt #inbox #its been something ive been sitting on for a While #and yknow. id like for it to work out!#but also i do try to be realistic with my options #id... really like to keep doing this!#waugh ok im cutting myself off here or else ill start rambling in the tags more :x #thank you for the ask! it wasnt ome i expected but it did make me consider a lot of things again #shop asks #shop stuff

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oktoramaa · 4 months ago

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woah 300+ tumblr followers thats crazy.. i just hit the same thing on twitter today as well. should prob do something for hitting such a number but i dont wanna. thanks anyways though i really appreciate the support.