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Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable.
But sometimes that comfort is sobbing your heart out because you just feel it so much and it’s okay to cry because you’re not the only one going through it-
#teagan earley’s mother album makes me sob so much#I can’t listen to it often because of that#which I also hate because it’s so pretty#but ik im about to sob
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I just wanna draw them being all soft n stuff okay? :'( <333
#no like they have consumed all of my thoughts#ik im quiet here atm but im freaking out In a feral non girly totally concept way about hazbin#BEEN WAITING FIVE FUCKIN YEARS FOR THIS#AND ITS EVERYTHING I HOPED IT WOULD BE AND MORE#ahem#But yeah!! :'D#I love almost all the characters but these two always have and always will be my favs :'>#<3#tribbleart#hazbin hotel#hazbin#hazbin angel dust#hazbin husk#huskerdust#angel dust#hazbin hotel fanart#husk#angel dust fanart#husk fanart#I LOVE THEM- *sobs grossly*
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itll be a hot minute until this next piece is done but i need to share what im working on or ill die. pearl fight club wip be upon ye
edit: it's done!
#willow draws#willows wips#pearlescentmoon#im v excited abt this one but also stressed about it bc ik ill have to redo the main dance floor to account for etho :sob:
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im so tired. have dickroy sketches cus i havent posted in 2 months. i wont post again ❤️ when i do itll have duke prommy
#digital art#sketch#dc#procreate#dick grayson#roy harper#they are the worst couple ever. i hope they die happy together.#dg pussy is an illness ☹️☹️☹️ that roy is happy to have 😏😏 its terminal ‼️‼️‼️#'jason isnt the angry robin' ok well. have you considered hes a 12 year old boy. with evil older brother. yeah.#hes still not yk but also all of them aee because thats (imo) the point of robin. childrens rightous anger at a world that harms them yk#i have a timeline. theyre very on and off couple core. they argue on vacations. theyre never not touching eachother#how many jokes can i fit in here#one time dg was sobbing at the kitchen table and roy was like 'omg r u ok :(' and dg went 'LOOK AT HIM :((((' and sticks his arm out#and shows the ugliest fucking action figure roy has ever seen of himself and roys like 'hes really ugly' and dgs like 'IK I LOVE HIM SMMM'#sometimes when that happens roy asks if dicks on his period#when dg is mad at roy he'll whine to people about him w roy right beside him. roy is normal and just whines to any animal or child he finds#ok im done ❤️
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(reads my own fic) woah. I'm so good at my job
#im so ngl though. i entirely forgot i wrote that one#like when i posted it i thought it was kinda mid and i think i like. banished it from my awareness#and just set it loose into the currents#apparently people really like it!!! im glad yall enjoy it!!!#ik anyone not following me wont see this but uhhhh#did you know that only on like my 20th new file did i realize hadvar is. following the convoy#at the beginning#somehow i never connected like. him parking his horse where it glitches into your face as him being with you#like i just figured he rode in from somewhere else in the fort#need yall to know that i had an entire fucking draft going for that thing where hadvar begs for reassignment#desperately#when he reads over the prisoner list and gets threatened with insubordination--over an enemy no less#and like he was up all night sobbing his little heart out about how he was killing his beat friend#and i was ALMOST DONE WHEN I REALIZED HE HADNT BEEN COMING FROM THE FORT#HE WAS BEHIND US#WHICH MEANT. RAGH (throws writing tools off desk)#unless i actually posted that one too and just completely forgot#but i think it was the og draft for the hadlof intro angst post#<- guy with memory issues#wish i had writing ideas more often tbh but i gotta sit on something for like. months#cant make a simple post to save my life unless its abt celann and even then its only simple bc i cannot coherently elaborate
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hnnngnncck jontim *passes out*
#just blahs#i should draw them#yall know the moment tim shows up im drawing them#ough#they're so ...#sobs.....#im trying not to give too many spoilers bcs ik i have a few mutuals listening to tma for the first time#but man ....#sobs so many about them#tma#jontim
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Every time I cry, my first thought is just I wish Scrabble were here 😭
#personal#I miss him SO bad and everytime I cry im just reminded of how many times id just scream sob to him about things 💀😭#he probably thought this fucking dumb bitvh again 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😔😩😔😔😔😔😔#does she ever STOP crying 💀#and I love marley but hes just like. a different vibe to me. like he doesnt understand im sad and is happy to sit there#whether I throw up scream cry or not#i felt like scrabble kinda understood. . .. he probably didn't but he never...#well no he was just a huge fucking idiot#one time I was sobbing and I'd left my window open by mistake with scrabble in my room#and I had to pause my sobbing to run out on the roof and chase him back inside 💀#which happened fairly often ...or more than I'd like to admit#he WAS ALWAYS SAFE THOUGH I PROMISE........i just remember going outside once and him staring from the roof down at me on the sidewalk#💀😔 maybe it was more like ik youre crying but despite it all I am about to wreak chaos#marley is like idk what youre doing but I'm here to sleep as close to your face as humanly possible and then get annoyed when youre too#close
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Sorry for the person I will become when Fionna and Cake comes out
#i saw a screencap of simon covered in blood and i almost screamed#this might becomw a simon blog for a bit ik i will NOT be normal about that man KAHDJDJ#not in a simp way but im a victor frankenstein way#likw i wanna swaddle him and cry and sob amd scream#monnie rambles
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hiiii whats this natsume show youre posting about it looks cute?
HI CRYPTID HIIII OMG im so glad you asked :3c Natsume Yuujinchou (aka Natsume's Book of Friends) is an anime that I discovered last winter after my grandpa and my grandpa's brother had passed and after my breakup during the holidays had left me like. DEPRESSED. Like I was having a hard time with my work and self care and feeling anything positive about myself. I actually didn't like this anime at first; it wasn't until suddenly I was HOOKED on all the subplots and the vast character development that I realized how important it was to me and how much better I felt about life. Like the development is subtle but by the time you register that it's happened, you're impressed how far Natsume has come. This anime got me through a very hard time of my life and it's very dear to me.
I'm SO happy that you asked about it that I've procrastinated my last two graduate statements to develop a little presentation for you LMAOOO It's going under the read more but please go ahead, peruse to your own whims :3c
(And if you ever want to watch the anime it's on crunchyroll with sub and dub (mostly) and the manga can be found if you want to read online. I'm broke bc otherwise I'd try and buy it but YES please, you want to talk to me about boy and his cat SOO bad OOOOOO)
#answered#herequeerstilllivinginfear#this is NOT going in the tag and if it somehow does end up in there im SO sorry#anyway im so glad you've noticed my Weekly Binges into the natsume tag LMAO#after every new anime episode i try and go see what everyone is talking about or whipping up :3c#what a joyous time to be alive!! natsume season seven!! wow!!#i cant wait for season eight i hope it doesn't take long#there are certain chapters i need animated SO BAD#ik this type of anime is not everyone's cup of tea (lord knows ive been trying to get my brother to watch it but he WONT even tho he PROMMY#if you pick it up let me know!! even if you don't like it#im always happy to talk about these dorkuses hehehe#thank you for the distraction cryptid im going to go sob into my applications now LMAO
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my little brother came into the room while i was studying and told me hilda has a new season I AM LOSING MY MIND THE INTRO SEEMS SO COOL AND HILDA AND HER FRIENDS R OLDER NOW AND AROUND MY AGE IM FREKAING OUT LIKE THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHOWS HUHFGUHUGHUSD
#hilda#netflix#hilda the series#hilda the show#hilda netflix#hilda series#im sobbing???#i love that show sm#its one of the shows ik that i forget about and remember every god knows how long later#its nice having like parents and grandparents who are all like cinephiles#artists#and music enjoyers cause theyre hand feeding me all this content#and then the internet comes along giving me more stuff#im overfed guys#i feel like one of those books with a bunch of cds in them#hgufhdug#CD ALBUM#RIGHT
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I just know you'd have multiple restraining orders against you irl and probably still not get it but also still contribute to conversations about yucky abusive traits online and not connect the dots on....how that applies to you.
..but lemme hush lol. God bless 😭
#also..?? seeing yall hype behavior like that??#and calling it cute??#and pushing them to still harass esp sexually...??#I'm very confused truly?#this is not jokes about offputting strange lack of social skills etc#..this is yall fueling hyping and molding someone into a bigger issue#then they come back with sob stories??#then it's magically ok?#as an abuse survivor I'm just like 😳#like yeaaa ik they life is /:#but that doesnt excuse their behavior#or them projecting what they lack or want on to others#when it clearly makes them uncomfortable...#or worse..#and you hype them up?#and romanticize it even more..#thus they do too..#and the cycle continues..#im waiting on THAT major post#bc sooner or later it's coming..#by multiple ppl prolly it seems#not even worth mentioning who im talmbout bc like prev stated 😳#honestly ruining alot of queer circles for me#but..if yall like it i love it ig#anywayssss#lee rambles
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so magical that yakuza 1 and shadow the hedgehog came out the same year........ 2005 the best year for sega honestly.....
#snap chats#AND DAYS APART TOO IN JAPAN (rgg1 dec. 8 while shadow was dec. 15)#the gap is significantly wider for US releases but thats not important.....#japanese kids were winning on christmas i swear#'snap why are you bringing this up' isnt it obvious. i am playing shadow the hedgedhog#and i keep thinking about daigo playing shadow and then later down the line just talking to mine bout it cause he can be a lil sillay#i hope he had dreams where he and shadow got to be besties. and by Him And Shadow i mean he dreams himself as sonic#because obligatory Same VA Joke Is Obligatory IF WE CAN GET ONE (1) W FROM RCS VOICING DAIGO. LET IT BE THAT AT LEAST.#for me..... let it slide for me..... yes ik it was jason griffith voicing sonic (and shadow) back then but let it slide this once..#i refuse to acknowledge modern shadow. unless it's from that one uhhh fuck what was the cartoon called#its on netflix Point Is the one time shadow was actually like his old self girl i sobbed. too bad sonic was a dipshit though#a soul for a soul ig.... i think its ok just this once....#im getting so off topic but this is how i inflict my other interests upon you lot#i trap you into reading a post vaguely about rgg and then i make it about something else :)#look at my pfp you fool. i legally have to talk about shadow the hedgehog like once a month ok let me have this#while im here. like /i/ know this game is nine years long but sometimes i forget HOW long#326 endings and for what. because they love me thats why.#fym 'revenge at last' is only ending 11 that seems like the third route or so you'd take (only black doom missions)#ok ive talked long enough. anyway bye im gonna uhhhh god idk.... i keep getting distracted#i started watching kagerou while my sister was playing mysims the other day but i got too engrossed by her playing to continue#mysims was like. A White Whale of sorts in my house for a while since it was one of like five games my sis actually played#and it was her fave but one day 1.) we lost it 2.) our wii stopped working. since that day she's blamed me for losing it#WELL then i found it and i got the wii u working SO all that can stop now 👁️👁️ ok ive fr gone on too long#unfortunately i cant talk about EVERYTHING i want to lest i just turn this into a general games blog. but i wont i prommy#for now. bye fr i think my sis just got home actually LMAO
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Niche history ramble(also boy king mention at the end ofc) //
I was reading abt Maximillian I today, the second Habsburg emperor, bcs ive prev read about his father who I think is very interesting. But omg somehow this guy is even more interesting, but in a completely different way(I like his father Frederick III bcs I think his life is very funny ooc, but Maximilian I is genuinely really cool!) Also it's surprising to me that it took me this long to read about him, considering I very vividly remember seeing his portrait in a museum in Vienna. It's weird looking at it being used as the display pic for his wiki page bcs im like ...I've seen that in real life omg....
He's referred to as "The Last Knight"(as well as being nicknamed "Heart of Steel") And god I love now having random knowledge, cause I'm reading this like "ha, how very Don Quixote of him" and then the very next line in the biography was like, historians question whether he genuinely was like a knight or if he was a Don Quixotic figure 😭😭 glad to see I was on mark. Anyways, I wonder if Cervantes knew abt this, like I wonder if him being popularized as the last knight was a widely known thing back then. It's funny how Don Quixote was written at the end of the 16th century, but even back in the beginning of the century, being a knight was still kinda an outdated thing. I like how the two views on Maximillian I are either that he was the Last Knight or the first Rennaisance prince who had Machiavellian ideals. It fits into my weird obsession w those two works(The Prince and Don Quixote)
Anyways that being said. Boy King au Fernando is def like this, except he has literally nothing to back it up djfkkglg. Like at least Maximilian I was actually out there being insane. Fernando just sits in his cozy reading room, fantasizing while reading The Prince, and commissioning suits of armor as decoration(thats what he says. The real purpose is to dress up in them so he can feel cool.) I think this is honestly a reason he goes along with the marriage. He begrudgingly finds Seb's family history to be very cool and interesting, and he isn't opposed to being around it 🤭 Well, begrudgingly isn't the right word. He's very earnestly obsessed with it, but he can never tell Seb that bcs Seb will literally never let it go.
Seb just finds him staring up at paintings of Seb's ancestors, and Fernando, tears in eyes, hand on his heart, proclaims "I'll continue your legacy!!!" Seb is both mocking him like "he's not even your relative" but also has tears in his eyes like omg he's my family 🥺 he's accepted being my family 🥹
#suffering in silence: no one irl wants to hear my habsburg stories </3#im in an austrian studies class and im like omg right up my alley#and then all he talks about are sisi and franz josef SOB#this is very pretentious of me and ALSO a joke yknow#but he showed a family tree of the Habsburg. but it started at the top w maria theresa#so like. its not really a habsburg family tree. its the habsburg-lorraine tree :)#ik it goes back way too far for us to be able to meaningfully cover all of it or even a lot of it#but im like YOU KNOW THERES PEOPLE FROM BEFORE RIGHT??? 😭#as i said to my friends. if theres photographic evidence of this person then i am not interested#<- basically. pre 19th century guys are my favs :)#i mean i like josef ii and maria theresa but ideally my favs are early 1700s and earlier#well anyways#this comes hand in hand w my characterization of boy king stuff#like i read these and i am genuinely interested and want to regal it to other people bcs yay history!#but then my second thought is: okay how do i apply this to the boys#im getting deeper into fernando's characterization lately#i think hes the type to be like. i was born in the wrong century 😔#catie.rambling.txt#boy king au
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Share any Julie and Frank ideas you have :)
I’d like to hear them :D
sobbs ok I can't be coherent but I'll try
they cuddle so dang much,,,, like Eddie has to wait his turn
just finished a game? cuddles n tea
had lunch together? cuddle time bby
Frank's just tired and overwhelmed? feel better cuddles!
Julie's having a not great day? super cuddles.
these two can Not be in the same room without being either next to each other or on top on each other. Julie is only the Only people who can surprise hug Frank and they won't get upset. (Eddie can too, after they get together hehe)
they're both just so physically affectionate with each other. hugs, cuddles, hand holding. that cheek kiss thing french people do on tv.
Frank's calls Julie their Jewel. In my head at least. it's perfect, bc she is. Eddie is their Dear, Julie is their Jewel.
Julie is the only one to get away with calling them Frankie so often. Frank will occasionally tolerate it from others, but Julie is only one who Really gets away with it imo
They just love each other so much,,, Julie thinks Frank is funny,, I keep thinking of Two (2) things.
Barnaby's line: "A sense of humor only Frank could love"
I think Clown said that Frank and Julie would both write "Frank" on the funniest neighbor question from the worksheet.
These tidbits make me Weak. Maybe no one understands Frank and Julie's humor, or it's just terrible, but they think the other is funny. That means so much to me,,, sobs
They are so incredibly close that they Get each others humor even if makes No sense. I want a friend like that sniff
I think they can just look at each other and know how the other is feeling. Frank is so calm around Julie's wild antics that the other la probably think he doesn't even notice it. They do, they're just letting Julie have fun.
Also Frank has a somewhat wild side too and I love the idea of Julie bringing it out. They go bug hunting and Frank ends up 20ft off the ground in a tree having the time of their life. They get back and the two of them are covered in dirt, sticks, leaves, etc and they're holding hands and laughing and smiling and- Im just,,, sobbsss sobbing on the floor
wait I mentioned Eddie earlier hold on ok.
Eddie loves Frank and Julie's friendship. He's so happy to see them being happy together and having such a great time. I feel like Frank may have been worried about Eddie getting,, "jealous" ? over their friendship with Julie. But he isn't and he makes that very clear.
Eddie would end up getting closer to Julie and they become really good friends, I'm sure they've had their own cuddles at some point lol. Julie has that effect on people.
so now it's just,, all three of them in a cuddle pile in Frank's living room. Frank in the middle surrounded by his best friend and partner. sigh what a dream
cough this is getting long I think,,, and was complete nonsense. but just,,, Them! Frank and Julie. Julie and Frank. Inseparable besties. The champions of platonic cuddles and physical affection.
#wailing in the club rn#holds them gently#the ideal friendship#they are everything to me#literally thank u so much for this ask#ik it made no sense but im very tired rn#one thing i didn't mention/ramble about#the one audio where they're talking#and playfully talk about each others noses#nose like an orange#banana on his face#yeah i love them for that#they're just so playful with each other!#and giggly#while im over here sobbing at how cute they are#im going to chug some caffeine now#and play pokemon#maybe I'll think about them more who knows#welcome home#frank frankly#julie joyful#eddie dear#brief eddie appearance but he is here!#dizztalkstoomuch#neon child
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#havent really been active on tumblr the last few days but now i came back to post another vent and fuck off again lol hiiiiii#i havent cried in way too long. ngl sobbing hysterically in your bed does hit different lol#anyway. what a great time to remind myself of every single bad thing anyone has ever said about my body and my face <3#anyway i finished the sobbing till i cant breathe session and now my one eye hurts like there's sth stuck in it but there's nothing#but while i was digging in it trying to find sth under my eyelid that could explain the pain i really really looked at it#my friend once said my eyes are the colour of a swamp and by god she was right.#and like damn. i was never insecure about my eyes but maybe i should add that to the list.#but like whatever. like obv im not gonna start being actually insecure about mu stupid eyes but it did hit me that there is really#not a single thing about my body that i can with all confidence say is nice/pretty/whatever. not a single thing that i genuinely like.#like at best case it's 'not as bad as it could be'. like i have nothing lol. cant even honestly say something as silly as 'i like my eyes'#cause no. they look like a swamp.#idk im just so tired of trying my best all the time and still looking like a rotting leaking bag of garbage.#i try to remind myself that i dress funny and do fun make up and that is what people will notice about me but the truth is#everyone will still always see that under all that bs im just plain ugly and just generally unattractive#and ill never be able to distract anyone from that not really#like ik people who like me dont care about that but thats the thing.#im just tired of being one of the people that will always be liked/loved/whatever 'despite' sth.#like there is nothing of value in me that is NATURAL. its all fucking fake.#anyway. wish i were dead same old same old.
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people on my twt feed kept comparing pandora hearts and dgrayman and bc my 11 year old self was so obsessed w dgm i decided to pick it up again and 😭 i see why i was obsessed lmao
#the anime makes me kinda nostalgic but i cant stomach it bc ep 50 or so was a bunch of fillers that werent in the manga#hhfjfj ik i was super mad about it when i was watching that i stopped watching#but anyways!#i finished vol 2 for dgm and im sobbing my eyes out what the fuck...#NO AND IK IT GETS WORSE IM NOT READY .....#like i had this feeling id like allen anyways bc he was my fave when i was little the same way i was attached to oz as a kid JGHFJFJ#BUT NOW THAT I UNDERSTAND IM LIKE....OH.....OH NO#anyways like. allen and yuu having a conversation about self sacrifice and i was like 'ah....oz and elliot convo retrace 26 nodnod'#but the difference is that like. oz was afraid of losing everything so if it meant sacrificing himself he didnt mind so long as someone#stays...#meanwhile allen says that hes lost everything so he has nothing else to lose#allen had such a kind heart also bc of how much he has lost and him tending to guzol and lala made me uglycry like i was 11 again OK....#also yuu saying 'exorcists are destroyers' but allen acknowledging it but wanting to use that power to protect I WILL DIE ACTUALLY LMAO#NO THE NEXT VOLUME IS GONNA SLAP ME SO HARD DUDE CANNOT WAIT....#miranda and krory!!!!!!! big excited!!!#or i think krory is vol 4... OH MY GOD LAVIIIIIIIII 💞💞💞💞💞💞#ok thats all i wanna say jenfjdjf#like allens so optimistic but its the kind thats formed by going through The Worst and that makes me sob#dudes only 14 and going through it#jshdjjd that would also check out for why 11 year old me was obsessed w him. ok#snow speaks#i dont have the next volume on me.... makes me sad....#snow reads dgm
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