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otterloreart · 2 years

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After months of slow work, i am finally getting to the extremely thrilling stage of being done with sculpting and painting and ready to start clothes!! Ive decided to release the youtube video when i complete the clothes since its been so long anyways.

#my art #fanart #wip #work in progress #im mpt gonna tag the charavyer bc spoilers #but if youve been online you know

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novemberthewriter · 3 months

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learned early on that i can't do LDRs (i need to be able to be physically affectionate w romantic partners often, it aches too much when i cant) but i love long distance friendships like yes i love that we live on opposite sides of the country or the globe and we still build a rapport .

#my IRL friends who werent quite as online as me used to like. marvel over how i was making pen pals so easily and id be like #it's easy you just gotta be rly nerdy about some shit and other nerds find you and before you know it youve been talking for 2 or 10 years😂#the long distance friends really be getting you thru anything even when ppl IRL happen to let you down #idk feeling overwhelmed . friends in my pocket i wish we could all congregate without it costing a small loan of a million dollars #if you think this is about you it v much is <3

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fish-at-fish-fish-resort · 7 months

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getting emotional about splatoon again. god. that fucking squid makes me feel things about my own life im crying all over my yogurt

#pov youve been into splatoon since the first game and in splatoon 3 theres the new capn and thats YOU. thats you those years ago.#thats the kid that saved up their money to buy a wii u. opening it up the first time digging for the splatoon download code hoping it works #ans then it does and then youre in this new colorful world full of whimsy and. and then you got splatoon 2 and a switch for Christmas #and now this lonely teen gets to experience that joy again.#of opening up the switch and putting in the cardridge and inputting the online subscription code hoping it works. and then it does.#and youre back in inkopolis.#and you get yourself octo expansion after watching a playthrough while abroad visiting your family. and you get to pick the looks of agent 3 #and the game asks you because thats you. thats the kid those years ago. thats the teen playing right now. thats you.#and now youre an adult. you preordered splatoon three. you played it on the bus drive home. and you enter the story mode.#and youre faced again with yourself.#that kid finding joy in this world when home wasnt the best.#that teen finding community and frienedship n this game when they had noone to talk to #and you realize how far youve come. and youre proud of yourself. and youre happy youre alive #and now youre an adult who doesnt know exactly where to go from here. but will keep trying.#if not for yourself now. then maybe for a future you who will remember this. then maybe for the past you that you look back to.#and im not even mentioning all the transgender stuff #im not normal about this game guys #fishbrain thoughts

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ei-mugi · 9 months

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one time i was talking to my american online friends about stuff and i was like "haha yeah people always say i look ambiguously european but cant place what i am specifically" and they were like "i dont think europeans have a look though." what do you mean. you dont believe different ethnic features exist...?

#just was reminded of it lol #one i no longer talk to used to insist that i was british because of my not-british accent and would not believe me when i said #no... i dont live there #id told them i was aussie. they didnt believe me though. like they thought i inexplicably had a brtisih accent despite never #having been there ever #another i said i didnt get a SSCoE for HS but a diploma. thats not what diplomas are here but they kept insisting i was wrong #like i have the certificate....its not a diploma.......... thats not what it says.#but they were like just call it a diploma : / its basically a diploma #i know AU isnt that different to the US but at least we are usually a little less annoying #i did see that asshat who was like 'uhhhh climate change means you dont have snow? not for us australians a-durrrrr X D' or w/e #what a twat. even from a purely selfish perspective we still also have climate change. its very noticeable. come on #anyway for a full decade i basically never met anyone online who wasnt USamerican....................#so. i do have some amount of frustration.#they got mad at me for saying bikkie or pressie as slang even tho theyre super easy to figure out from context. also it doesnt matter #'STOP using slang you KNOW us americans WONT UNDERSTAND'#we were talking about christmas!?!? pressie is straightforward!?!? even if not...why are you so indignant #on a more awful note i knew one sheila (white) who was like very vocally/performatively into blm #but then one time when i mentioned aboriginal australians she was like 'what...ive never heard of those before...'#youve known me for years even if you never looked at anything in your life ever id definitely mentioned them before #pretty fucking important. both for my country and when caring about indigenous/first nations peoples. oldest surviving culture on earth #but she was like how was i supposed to know about them : /#because i thoguht you cared about these issues!?!?!??!? also just generally ohhh my god #how could you be vaguely aware of AU history as being similar to your own and then say you didnt know we had indigenous peoples #like. what do i even say #do you think... only america has indigenous peoples??????#its fine not to know a foreign countrys history in depth but just...the absolute basics....about an issue you claim to care about...#sigh. ok this is too long. i feel that last one is justified to complain about tho

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snekdood · 1 year

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Quite honestly, i think people just dont like to acknowledge how many times i have been victimized bc it doesnt work for their narrative of the Scary Bad Trans Guy With No Regard For Others And Likes To Kick Puppies And Doesnt Know Real Pain Or Trauma

#bc otherwise yall would have to feel bad about putting me through way more additional unnecessary trauma on here #and i swear its yall who believe everything my abuser says about me. you need to tell yourself its true that i did the shit they accuse me #of and theyre just this pure uwu innocent pewson who doews no wongg umu #yall dont wanna except ive been through hell bc then you gotta accept youve put me through additional unnecessary hell that only warped my #perception worse of a community i thought i was fuckin part of and accepted in but apparently tf not #like you only have yourselves to blame for that shit. for why i hate online queer spaces now.#man it would just suck so so hard for your narrative if i was actually abused as much as i say and my abusive x was actually lying about me #bc otherwise how will you pretend trans men never ever experience any issues ever?#like i dont need to look. ik im one of the main blogs yall like to target and put on blast for transandrophobia stuff bc im super fuckin #outspoken about my shit (nevermind that yall never directly confront me). i already know thats how it is bc theres ppl on here who have a #apparently deep interest in constantly hating me and trying to find reasons im wrong. so when i say something is bad they habe to act like #its good actually somehow. and ik it all roots back to my abuser. there is literally no other reason i can think of that would mame ppl #that invested in hating me unless they believe everything my ex says. so undoubtedly theres ppl in my exs spaces who believe #transandrophobia is fake men arent oppressed ever etc etc. i digress. but ik its yall who've propped this whole shit up #ik its yall who put me on blast for this first and triwled to spread it that i was one of the Big Bad Names in the transandrophobia spaces #so ik yall use me as an example. ik you tell people i lie about everything. ik you tell people i exaggerate. ik you tell people im crazy #ik you tell ppl they cant trust me or rely on me and spread all the bs my ex says about me and even spreads their abuse toward me further #by even doing that shit. yall NEED to keep believing that im the Big Bad Trans Guy that you think i am bc otherwise your whole worldview #falls tf apart. everything you've been standing on online about how trans mascs who believe in transandrophobia are bad would fall apart.#if i am really as fuckin abused and victimized as i say. suddenly you dont get to use me as the example for Bad Transandrophobia Believer #and I KNOW thats the only reason yall choose not to listen or believe us. its LITERALLY just because you're choosing a side in a personal #relationship situation. ik it has nothing to do with politics for plenty of you. you're taking a side and shitting out reasons for why you #did after the fact.#if you really care about politics n shit you should listen to ALL THE OTHER TRANS MEN TALKING ABOUT THIS #besides using one person as your example for why you shouldnt believe people who believe this is a thing.#i mean. even aside the fucking fact that its all bs. if yall dont wanna believe me. whatever. you can get traumatized by them if you want #idefc at this point. if you actually care about politics as much as you say you gotta engage w people in good faith and uh maybe try n #listen to the SWATHES of other trans guys who also talk about this shit and thinks its real.

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pteropods · 9 months

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I am happy because everyone loves me ^.^

#havent done one of these since my last blog I think #Hello future me !! This was queued on nov 20 #how are you doing? I'm doing rlly well rn #im reading berserk- just got to v2 of the deluxe editions #so actually volume 4 haha #I assume youve finished v2 by now- did you decide to read it online or wait until you can buy v3?#im also woeking on the ishawuu turning animation #im debating if I should reanimate it to have smaller lines and better animation #I feel like its too fast in the turn and not visually interesting enough #idk idk have you figured it out?#but besides that im rlly happy ^.^#some of my mutuals/friends talked to me today ^.^ both of them were ones I dont rlly talk with much #we mostly interact with likes n stuff #but they were both super nice !! im so happy to have such wonderful people around me #how have the japanese lessons been going? you should have had 8? classes by the time you read this #i jist learned za ji zu ze zo #I assume uve learned more hiranaga by now. how many?#including the ones w/ tenten I know 25 !!#ehmmmm. what else can I talk abt #I cant think of much else to sayyyy #well. I hope ur doing well !!!! have a good day ^.^#Actuay im back like 30 minutes later lolll #I just read my old weather updates from wayyyy backon catsnraincoats #it was rlly interesting seeing what I wrote abt #I would always say the last drawing I had done bcs that was the best way of knowinf what was going on at the time #other than the ishawuu animation my last drawing was the misa comm #have you gotteb more commissions yet?#my old reports had such a strange air to them. I would always wish future me luck and safety. I wish you luck! and stay #safe**#weather report

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princessmyriad · 1 year

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Hate the concept of "business days" for online services. What the fuck do you mean my payment will be processed in 3-5 business days its a fucking program that does it?? The bot needs weekends too now?? Fuck off

#personal #like i know theres not an actual employee youve hired to process every individual order or payment or claim #i know there might be a support team but there is not a dedicated team for this particular action #im looking at you paypal #youre a fucking online payments service. you do not need to TAKE WEEKENDS OFF IM SO FUCKING ANGRY #i bought this gorgeous secondhand piece of clothing from a fb marketplace buy/sell/swap group #my payment was sent on the morning of a saturday. the seller wont ship until my payment comes through to them (fair)#but paypal. my detested. now they wont ship it first thing monday as expected because apparently you take weekends off #so they wont receive my payment until atleast wednesday if you decide to be kind. so they wont ship until atleast thursday. if im lucky #and i wont recieve the item until next week when it could have been here and the entire transaction could have been over by friday.#at the latest.#it makes no sense????#its like. i get ubereats giftcards for myself when i need a pick me up right. i purchase them.online and i get them recieved digitally #to my email within seconds right? except for the one time. they were sold out. of DIGITAL GIFTCARDS #that they GENERATE THE CODES FOR UPON PURCHASE. how do you sell out of a digital product made on request #it doesnt make sense. again if there were teams of real people that moderated this kind of shit yeah obviously they need a break #you get more leeway and patience from me if you have an actual team. but this doesnt #why the fuck are you holding my payment paypal??? huh??? id better see it go through monday morning since youve held it for three days #youre an online fucking company you dont nees to wait for busineas days. send my.fucking money where ive sent it days ago already #im so so pissed #if anyone has a real answer as to why online companies with no human staff in that department need to take a weekend. please lmk

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shopcat · 2 years

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cannot even describe to you the feeling of generally liking and trusting an author in a fanbase and then they randomly come out with 20k of genderbend porn for some explicable reason and you remember cis people are actually fucked in the head and can't be fixed trusted cared for or loved and should be pelted with bricks unti lthey die

#sorry that got a bit dramatic but um Well youve ruined everything havent you you WEIRDO #AND IF YOU KNOW!!!! WHO THIS IS ABOUT !!!!!!!! CAN I JUST SAY !!!!!!!!!! WHY DID WE LET THIS HAPPEN !!!!!!!#THE MOMMY ONE !!!!!!!!!!! SHOULD HAVE BEEN !!!!!!!! A WARNING !!!!!!!!!!!#FUCK!!!!!!!!!! ING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#aw man i broke my pre-new years new years resolution </3 (being nice online)

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happyk44 · 9 days

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One day I will get around to writing this did!Jason ficlet I've been daydreaming about for the last month but rn I'll just tell you that end result is Jason, blurry and unsure who he is, looking at Leo and saying, "I trust you."

#it's basically jason explaining how he experiences a combined covert/overt presentation #and so sometimes he thinks he's jason and rhen realizes hours later that jason phased out way earlier and it's been T this whole time #leo and jason are dating - which is complicated when sometimes you're an old man or a 14yr girl #and even more complicated when sometimes you dont realize that you're that old man or little girl until hours or even days later #after youve spent a couple hours here or there fooling around with your 17yr old best friend/boyfriend #so when leo understands this they talk about how they'll deal with it going forward #and ultimately jason is just. i trust you. i trust you with my intimacy. i trust you won't hurt me.#because overt systems online will say littles can't consent but what happens when you're blurry but all you know is you love your partner #and then a few days later you realize you were 40% teenage alter and 60% adult alter #or that a younger alter phased into the front and no one noticed because sometimes you don't notice #you still think you're you. maybe a little different. maybe your approach shifts. but there's no sudden sense of i am X not Y #i wish covert systems spoke more about situations like this 😅 i understand why covert systems aren't as prevalent online as overt systems #and that's basically what the story is trying to explain. that jason is complicated. but. he trusts leo not to make it worse.#leo won't. he loves jason. he will stop when jason says stop. he will hold his want for physical touch when he sees jj's twitches.#he will take care of him. even if he doesnt know who he is. and that's why jason trusts him.#happy talks about his stories #did!jason #alrighty i gotta get ready for a meeting in five lol

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dearreader · 5 months

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something very odd about a person nearing 30 who’s hyperfixated on a character for 10+ years not able to understand that he was intentionally written as a villian and that what he does is bad but goes out of there way to say other characters are worse for the same things he does with the only difference between the two being they’re not their fav and feel remorse for their actions

#i’m not tagging this with the fandom #if you know you know and i’m not explaining cause i’m not in the mood to fight people #but on god the fact that someone who is basically in there 30s has worse media literacy than 5th graders and refuses to see their fav #as the villian the author literally wrote them as is so baffling #like how are you going to lose the understanding your fav character battle to me #A SWIFTIE WHOSE BEEN HYPERFIXATING ON THIS SHIT FOR ALMOST 3 YEARS WHILE YOUVE BEEN DOING IT FOR TEN PLUS!#i’ve faught some of the most insane online battle with people certain taylor swift is gay #HOW ARE YOU TAKING THE FUCKING CAKE FOR BIGGEST IDIOT IVE EVER SEEN?#that’s genuinely fucking sad and embarrassing for you #like i can’t even feel anger cause i feel so much pity and for your poor ability to understand what you read #kelly babels #kelly rants #save #this isn’t about swifties

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mouseonvenus-main · 6 months

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mouse do you have any thoughts about batim/batdr? ur the only person I know who's interested in it rn 👀

OMGOMG HIII (pls check my tags for why this tooks so loong)

I am a big fan!! I was super into batim as it was first coming out, I think the lore is fascinating and I adore the art style! I have been really wanting to get back into it for a long time, but since I can't buy the game rn I'm trying to find a playthrough to watch 😅

As for batdr I unfortunately don't know much about it, since again I couldn't play it myself and was struggling to find playthroughs; miraculously though I have so far been able to avoid most spoilers 💪 I have so many videos and posts saved for when I finally get caught up on it LMAO

Since I don't know the latest lore I feel like I'm not informed enough to have too many opinions, but I would really really love to get back into it! Definitely in my list of things to check out when I have time. Would love to talk about itore of it should ever suit your interests 👉👈

Thanks for the message!!

#HIIIIII OMGGGG #TYSM FOR THE ASK #I feel so baaaad I have no idea how long this has been in my inbox 😭😭😭😭#i swear i look at my notifs every time I'm online and I never got informed that you sent me this #im so sorryyyy i know it's probably been a minute since youve been on full swing batim/batdr lmfaooo #anyway. i prommy it wont happen again please send me more asks i love hearing from my beloved mutuals 👐#i am always down to talk about shared interests!#asks

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fvkvrodani · 8 months

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#p.#venting.#youve been hit by! youve been struck by! the unwanted dread of not being religious enough in any way shape or form.#pretty sure the ocd is coming from how chronically online ive been for the past years... bc on the internet you dont let ppl grow;#past their mistakes; you hold that over their heads. (unless they did some p shitty things. then thats different.)#its like. ''oh you wanna repent? you wanna actually be like everyone in your family? no. fuck you.''#like. damn ok!!#i really need a good cry but i keep repressing that bc i. dont know how to cry anymore it feels like. which is weird to say but. yeah...

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be-good-to-bugs · 10 months

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i will be in hell world forever and that is ok i guess

#the bin #i am resigned to my fate unfortunately #maybe its easier to believe itll be like this forever. idk.#ive been so desolate for so long and i just cant get myself out of it at this point. and there is absolutely nobody to help me #people will say when youve reached a low point like that how important it is to reach out to the people around you who care about you for #help but who is there for me to reach out to? my sister? ive tried and it didnt matter and i dont want her help anymore #honestly. theres people caring about your concept because they know you and youre family and then theres actually caring about YOU #and there isnt anybody who cames about ME they just acre about the concept of me. not even the version of me they have in ybeir head #its just routine to 'care' about me. lik3 you would anybody. but its very surface level. doesnt go beyond wishing i SEEM ok #and not wanting particular harm to come to me. but they dont care about ME. the oerson i am. i guess it makes sense cause im not close #with literally anybody. i was never even actually close to my sister. i just felt pressured to tell her private stuff about me #every time after it felt coerced tho. like i felt tricked into doing it or forced to because shes so weird about everything #ugh. her being so weird has made it so much harder to socialize with anyone else #i dont even want to ask her for transportation to places to socialize because she makes me so uncomfortable #and the only other people i have to talk to are family members who i cant talk to about it becasue shes their family too #:( ive hit a new low somehow! yay...#ugh. i dont even have online friends to talk to. i wish i did but i could never. im not interesting to talk to online at all #just like. objectively. my anxiety makes my type like the most boring person ever online and ut sucks #maybe i could try again if i used voice chat but idk. then id have to meet people. im tired of being so lonely though :(#i wanna just play minecraft or smth with some people and forget abt how sad i am for once because i havent been able to for years

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xomoosexo · 1 year

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this internet thing that "13-16 shouldn't be friends with adults" is so silly to me because all of my friends are 18, 19 and 20 while i'm 16, and we're like. normal??

like if the adult is a Normal Person and acts normal towards them it's not weird? just my opnion tho

what is this in response to

#okay i think this is a complicated discussion its hard to fully comprehend if youve never been in the adults position #i think in the discord/online gaminh space a lot of adults game with and are friends with older teenagers and its very normL #like there are 16yr olds i play mc and hang with #but im not close friends with them tho i know people who are #anything younger than 16 is definitely a no tho for me thats just super uncomfortable #and i think at your age the differnce between 13 and 16 doesn't seem that great but trust me its huge #like just the point is that yes at 16 you can totally have healthy friendships with people in that age range buuuuut #its important to stay vigilant because even if you think someone is normal/a good person they can still take advantage of you!!#at any age- but especially when you are younger!#askies

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ars0nism · 2 years

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fandom people when a character who actually did bad things and isnt some pretty tumblr emo twink realizes the error of their ways and actively works to get better

#gaius i am kissing you on the mouth #like if youve been following my blog at all before my hiatus yall know im a SUCKER for middleaged men.#he was made for me specifically #its all 'people can change' until theyre not ur favorite zuko lookalike huh. is that it #sorry im hostile ive been thinking about him a lot #I THOUGHT IT MADE PERFECT SENSE AND THEN I COME ONLINE AND I SEE BAD TAKES AND I JUST #HUH?#LIKE #WHAT?#i spent like 2 months embarrassed about the fact that i liked his arc but no more. he is my old man blorbo. fuck you #if u dont like him or whatever you cna block me idc but im just so tired of pretending i dont #honestly 90% of my followers probably dont even know anything about this. but. yeah #going into the tags of like. 75% of my favorite characters. is just like. horrible. it sucks. i dont do it

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txttletale · 8 months

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roadhogsbigbelly is doubling down. genuinely incredible (yes i am aware how deeply funny it is to start a serious post with that sentence. it is my one allotment of levity)

oh okay you just assumed that "loliporn" was involved and something that i deserved to be associated with defending and accused of making "integral to the queer identity" because of stuff that the OP (who i cannot stress enough i never followed or talked to or knew in any fucking way!) did that got called out months after i made my addition?

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the rest of his post is just a very lengthy way of saying "umm if you didn't want to be called a pedophile because you were mean about stardew valley maybe you should be more careful about how you reblog from". yeah buddy im sure you apply that standard to yourself too huh. im sure you pull out your Bad Person detector every time you reblog a fucking post and beam OP with it. you literally screenshot my post about how as a trans women i get this standard uniquely applied to me and went "um its a good standard though. answer for the actions of every fucking person youve ever reblogged a post by".

and all this whole fucking schtick where he's like "ummmm im not calling you a pedophile :) i just assumed you thought 'loliporn was integral to the queer identity' based on source: i made it up and am going out of my way to repeatedly say you're agreeing with pedophiles and not being wary enough about pedophiles and that 99% of people who make the type of post im accusing you of making are pedophiles" is so fucking pathetic and if you fall for it you are a blatant transmisogynist like come the fuck on man.

i am no longer having a nice time on the computer, i am pretty fucking angry. and all this because he "doesnt have much skin in the game" but he doesn't like my stardew valley takes! yeah man real proportionate response.

not to mention the aside he makes to say 'wah wah someone told me to kill myself' amiguito do you have any fucking idea what my inbox has looked like since this entire transmisogynistic harassment campaign began a week ago? i delete those asks because i'm not into flaunting every piece of online abuse i get to make myself look like the victim in computer arguments but it has been constant and graphic! breaking news, women are people too, some of the most cutting-edge research suggests they might even have feelings!

"oh i censored her identity i dont know how she even found it" oh okay so you were anonymously pedojacketing me to your thousands of followers while vaguing about a post i made that had thousands of notes and using the same screenshot that an uncensored version of was passed around with thousands of notes as part of a transmisogynistic harassment campaign last fucking week?

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how could anyone possibly have guessed it was me! it's a real mystery man it was basically witness protection. "oh but i didn't know, i didn't know she was trans", maybe he'll also say he didn't know about the harassment campaign, hey fucker, maybe apply some of the constant scrutiny you're reserving for women who are mean about farming game and apply it to yourself and consider looking into these things before baselessly making pedo accusations against someone!

this transmisogynistic crybully shit is absolutely fucking insufferable and i am absolutely sick of it and anyone who buys into it. i'm done assuming good faith or ignorance. i am not going to be a good placid little bullying target and acquiesce to this vile shit. it's truly fucking incredible that a tme guy can be found out as an actual pedophile and guys like mr. belly can immediately jump into action to use this as an opportunity to denounce a trans woman who had one interaction with him ever that consisted of five minutes spent typing an addition to a post and hitting ''reblog''. & if you don't find that sickening then straight up you are not safe for trans women to be around.

#tattletxt #Youtube

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