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ratpyramid · 9 months

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Re-reading October 3rd and they just leave Renfield to die. Alone, in the cell he has spent an unclarified but presumably lengthy amount of time in. He dies alone and trapped, just like he spends the whole of the book.

His death is tragic, just as so many in the book are, but is focused on so little. He's just forgotten as soon as he's no longer relevant.

#it is almost midnight #i should sleep but wanted to rant #Dracula #r.m. renfield #renfield #cw death #Dracula daily #i'm not sure if this needs a medical abelism tag #but i'll give it one to be safe #cw medic abelism #tw death #tw abelism

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month

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You made her cry, time to die.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jiang yanli #jin zixuan #wei wuxian #This scene actually takes place many months before the previous scene.#Hence the outfits looking different!#Consider this a flashback within a flashback!#Speaking of outfits - no one noticed/commented on it so I'll give my little continuity nod away:#JZX's bandages on his wrist are from the *last* time he insulted Jiang Yanli.#I considered having WWX maul him like a chew toy again but I think this punchline hits funnier. A kickline. if you will.#And speaking of other outfit nods: This is a meta nod towards JYL's first appearance in this series.#Where I accidently made the flower on her dress look like a penis. Hoping no one would notice.#Then months later...just when I thought I was safe...someone pointed it out and I *wailed*. I AM SO SORRY SHIJIE...#I really to love this scene a lot. We have JYL just trying her best + JZX being a dickhead + WWX being full of rage. Mwah. Delicious.#I especially love how the audio drama comments that Jiang Cheng is on his way over. You *know* he's about to start swinging too.

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iraprince · 7 months

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Hiii, i love your stuff and kinda from a distance really look up at you for, in my perception, being able to express yourself without giving a fuck. Thats sick dude, Im so so afraid, of absolutely everything, its nice to think like i might grow into someone less apologetic of my existence. Nice to see people just being yknow

hey, thank you, this is really really nice. the secret that is probably not a secret is that i am also deeply afraid a lot of the time lmao -- but less than i used to be, and in ways that feel less stifling and self-suffocating, if that makes sense.

like, it used to be "i'm scared that if i express myself the way i want to, everyone will find me obnoxious, so let's just sand those edges down to be safe" -- now my fears are more like "now that i'm expressing myself in a way that feels natural and real, i'm afraid that it's all stupid/vapid/not worthwhile or meaningful" (<- specifically abt my art) or "i'm happy that i talk and act the way i want to now, but what if it makes me impossible to befriend," etc etc etc. which still feels bad and puts me in a funk a lot of the time but at least it's a fear that comes After/in reaction to doing stuff, rather than a fear that STOPS me from doing stuff, you know? like, it's evolved into a kind of fear that's less in my way.

anyway. i believe you'll experience something like this, because wanting to grow is the first step of growing. the fact that u hope or wish for something different means you're already on your way. to fewer fucks!! or at least distributing the fucks u give in a way that serves u better

#stuff like accepting that i'm reserved and i'm not very accessible via messages.#or that my online tone isn't very bubbly and it's weird and uncomfortable to force it.#i stop letting fears about that shape my behavior ('i'll look mean or snotty so let's force markers of Friendliness to avoid that!!') -#- and instead act the way i want to and then trade it in for new fears that come After the action.#also a good reminder to give urself is that if ur fear is abt how other ppl perceive u (as 90% of mine is personally)#u really... can't actually control that. and being very very anxious abt it all the time is usually ur brain throwing a tantrum abt not--#--having that control. bc it is understandably very scary that u don't have that control #as much as it sucks + is terrifying the truth is the only thing u can do is ask urself 'am i behaving in a way that i'm proud of'#'am i behaving in a way that's in alignment w my values + what i think is important'#bc if the answer to that is yes and somebody hates u or is deeply offended by ur existence anyway. well. literally not ur problem #but obv being at peace w that is way way easier said than done + requires tons of practice and will take. probably. years. which is fine #i am stuck with myself. i can either contort myself forever trying to be someone everyone will like and find totally nonthreatening and-#inoffensive and in the process exhaust myself totally and never feel safe or natural myself. OR #i can say okay. so i am a kind of prickly guy with stern and drab speech patterns and close to no social energy. and i think i can still be #-sexy and fun this way. and it is up to other ppl to figure out if they can agree w me on that #ANYWAY enough rambling for now. just another one of those things i think abt a lot so i have a lot of ready-made sentences abt it in mind

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meownotgood · 9 months

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finished redoing the aki shrine.......

#it was honestly relaxing to do... I feel a lot better after doing it.....#and I think it looks so much nicer now #still need to cat proof but I'll do that in a bit #the terror is napping so aki is safe for now lol #I'll take a better picture tomorrow or the next day #so I can get better lighting #I needed to buy a new set of lights because the ones I have burnt out #I love my akis... my shrine gives me so much joy.....#it was nice to spruce it up...#aki <3

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pitske · 4 months

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I think you need a Software Upgrade!

#mangle #I drew mangle again to absolutely nobody's surprise #I just really wanted to draw something mangle related to this song #there's actually another song I wanna draw something to that is probably what I'll be drawing tomorrow.#had a lot of fun drawing this #the binary text is just cropped lyrics from the song its probably not comprehensible since I didn't really care aout making the numbers #small enough to be read as one whole word sequence #the binary text was also just the most annoying thing to figure out how to do. the text specifically. I just. Krita why.#still had fun though. I didnt pick the EXACT shade of the spotify embed either because the slightly darker version just looks nicer. bet yo #didnt even notice until I told you #the drawing itself is just the (two) idiot(s) calling even though they're literally attached.#also software upgrade innitially I just didnt know how to do that for mangle except that shes just messed up etc. so i did hardware upgrade #one head has the old ass phone and the other a newer headset (still an old model)#I think that's all the explaining I need to do. mostly based off of the vibe the song gives me #love y'all stay safe!!#pitskederdoenerhaendler #pitske’s art #mangle fnaf #fnaf #fnaf2 #fnaf 2 #five nights at freddy's #the mangle #fnaf mangle #Spotify

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hermit-frog · 1 year

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SHADOW AND BONE S1.E5 — “Show Me Who You Are”

#shadow and bone #kanej #inej ghafa #kaz brekker #shadowandboneedit #kanejedit #tvedit #socedit #sabedit #soc #*gif #inej looking at the camera in the 1st one like “u see this bs?” lol #4th gif gives me a vibe of “stay safe or i'll kill you myself” which would be #closer to the book. inej is a savage‚ and kaz is sillier in soc #ep5 was…a lot

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shannonsketches · 3 months

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lays on the floor do you guys ever think about how in ResF Bulma falls for Vegeta's fake-out with Freeza and both she and Yamcha are worried about Vegeta's villain fake-out strategy in Champa and Beerus' mini tournament and how it's only been a couple of years since the Buu saga and how Vegeta straight up stopped using that strategy after that tournament

#i do #do you think he noticed it upset her twice in a row and was like 'oh I haven't earned the trust back yet i'll retire this strat'#'it's fun to scare people but i do not like my wife being scared we can put this one up on the shelf for emergencies only'#because like bulma can consciously trust him and I'm sure she does but one can still have The Fear if you've seen your spouse relapse befor #And he probably thinks it's very amusing but it is also almost certainly very not funny for her no matter how much she trusts him #and the next arc is Trunks and she's so worried about the way he left she ignored the PDA rules and squished him when she saw him alive #Because Geets determination can be self destructive when it comes to Bulma and Trunks and he killed himself to protect them once before #and knowing how connected they've been for so long some part of her probably Knew he would opt to stay behind and die like he was going to #And I love the idea that between those two events and all of the things Trunks tells him about Bulma during the GB arc Geets has to really #really be confronted with how loved he is -- and it's not that he wasn't aware before but knowing she even missed him at his worst #and loved him maybe even before she was pregnant -- means the cruel part of his mind can't make excuses for why she stayed with him #I also like to think that being confronted with the idea that Bulma is still scared for him getting his worst wires tripped #wouldn't be offensive to him. Knowing he's still got work to do if his wife is worried about those things happening to him again #is just proof that she loves him with his flaws and was still thinking about it and supporting his recovery when he didn't #even notice he was recovering -- which has always been true of her -- and now he has the chance to support her recovery in return #and being in a place where he can still put that work in to make her feel secure in his priorities is a privilege and a gift #and man I just really like how casually comfortably close they are in Super's manga I love them a lot they worked so hard #to make each other feel safe and secure for the past decade+ that it's Easy for them both now and they're SUCH a confident couple #and I am once again shaking the anime by the shoulders WHY didn't you give us that they are SO the team's Mom and Dad in the manga #until Goku riles Vegeta up -- then Piccolo is the team Dad. Bc Piccolo is the team Grandpa aksjda The Z-Fighter's locker room judge #dbtag #vegebul #putting the whole essay in the tags again oops #happy pride i am gay for a whole married couple

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npdiyozane · 7 months

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Tag with your favorite npd4npd ships (headcanons are very welcome).

#I'll start!!!#fumiiyo is a very big one for me #kunimitsu also gives me npd vibes so I'll say kuniiyo too even though I don't care about that ship as much #I'll say tsuruten too even though I'm not entirely dedicated to headcanonning both of them with it #you know what I'm including yaosuku too because qpr rights (the qpr thing is also a headcanon)#my posts #npdposting #actually narcissistic #actually npd #actually cluster b #npd safe #cluster b safe #npd positivity #not sure if this is positivity per say but it's gotta be better than people just ranting about ableists in the tag #npd #narcissistic personality disorder

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teathattast · 2 days

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There's hurting in your eyes lately

All the weight you bear is getting heavy

Let me do for you

What you do for me

'Cause no one's evеr loved in vain

And we only grow from the pain

Givе to me your trust

And I swear I'll keep it safe

#love notes #duke dumont #ain't giving up #when your world is closing in #I'll lend a helping hand #I'll be the one to take a stand #keep you safe however I can

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a-cakehound-or-critter-a-day · 7 months

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2/19/2024 Its not the bark that's worse than the bite, it's the puppy dog eyes...

#{❤️Critters.exe💗}#<- block this tag if you dont want to see these!#{❤️Critters.png💗}#{❤️2024 Art💗}#{❤️Cakes💗}#cake hounds #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #Ive grown up with kitties mostly but Ive dog sat and goodness gracious they both give you the saddest eyes when you cant share :(#its not safe for you to eat!!! im sorryyyy!!! :'(#would stamina jellies be safe for them to eat... if its just cookie run meat????????#next post is just going to be them getting a treat to make up for this one /half joking #oki doki away I go I'll see yall tomorrow with another doggy!

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engagemythrusters · 1 year

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dogma didn't want to do a portrait but tup and kix made him… and there's only so many flashes he can take before it looks like war.

#this took forever ... hopefully that won't be a recurring thing...#fuck #anyway. MUCH self-doubt and frustration aside.#this is from my No Order 66 AU!!#the massiff is Exo and she's here bc Dogma got reconditioned after Umbara #it didn't stick but... well. reconstructing your brain to nothing will have effects even if you DO remember who you are.#her tasks are DPT and interruption and fetching help when needed #for dissociation/meltdowns/ptsd flashbacks/etc #and also crowd control (give him space sometimes!) and finding Dogma if he wanders off while dissociated #and a few other small things that that follow the same principals #(she can do a bit of retrieval--not really her thing but she was trained a bit in it)#(Dogma keeps wanting to have someone teach her to help w/ tup's seizures but rightfully everyone tells him no.#Tup will get his own service animal if he needs one. and he denies one for now.#dude you had a chip erode part of ur brain and then had experimental surgery that fucked u up but okay. fine. have it ur way!)#anyway she has her longer spikes filed down for safety during DPT. it's completely safe--like cutting fingernails!#OKAY yeah thats it. hopefully some day i'll WRITE this au. xoxo mwuah #saleucami au #clone trooper dogma #dogma #clone trooper tup #tup #clone troopers #exo the service massiff #massiff #star wars: the clone wars #the clone wars #star wars #my art #mimse art

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welcometogrouchland · 6 months

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Anyway since they're apparently not going to go with the "Steph leading/babysitting a team of young heroes" book idea (pause for despair) I'd like to pitch MY idea for Steph: Steph gets back into playing piano (she already started doing so in Batgirls #18!) and ends up taking on a mystery related to the basement rock scene in Gotham (I know the underground concert game there is INSANE absolutely prime serial killer territory)