#but i’m saying two is fine
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i have decided i won’t be trying for tickets for munich as accommodation and transportation would cost me 60€ which is literally the same i’m paying for cologne, frankfurt, and amsterdam combined (i can go to frankfurt and return for 20€?? danke deutsche bahn it seems)
#also first week of uni#so it’d be smart not to miss too many days#but i’m saying two is fine#and if i change my mind#well#maybe there’s still tickets left then#but three gigs sounds appropriate#i think i’ll be fine idk where my high expectations came from#last year i went to one (i did wanna go to more though). just. to say where i’m coming from#i feel kinda bad for not using the opportunity but#i am using it#aw man still five months to go and i’m already stressing#however i feel like travelling and queuing for two full days in a row wouldn’t be very enjoyable and would have a negative effect on my#concert experience#<- i’m just reassuring myself rn#i’ll be fine#let’s see if i even get the cologne frankfurt amsterdam tickets#käärijä#jere pöyhönen
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He’s lying, he ain’t fine
#wow two art post in one day#I’m on a roll POST CANCELED A ROACH JUST FLEW INTO THER ROOM THROUGH THECWINDOW#MYCAT IS USELES IT RAN OVER HER PAW AND SHE JUST IFNORED IT#I killed it it’s fine now :)#I don’t remember what I was going to say now#anyway#my art#traditional art#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi
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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.
#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN#Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags
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I fucking hate being employed this shit fucking sucks I wanna go home
#just had a meeting with my boss#I thought I was doing pretty good because I’m trying my best but she laid out my sins in front of me and told me to lock the fuck in#girl I AM locked in what do you want from me#I work two days a week sorry I’m not a fucking master at this#pretty much all I’ve learned is that I’m far too anxious for this job#the incident she laid out were either human error (which is fair) something due to my anxiety or something straight up did not happen?#like I had no recollection of some of the things she noted I swear to god I am being honest#and I can’t take even the lightest criticism so this was a nightmare for me#she said ‘I’m not in trouble’ but fuck it sure feels like it!#she made me feel like a burden and a failure which y’know… isn’t ideal#honestly all I can say is that I’m trying my best#I don’t love this job but I like the people here and also the job market is in shambles so it’s this or nothing#anyways I was holding back tears but I’m fine now#we are in hell
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my truest most honest conspiracy theory that I fully 100% believe is that they put Scott and Courtney together in tdas 1. because they needed a romance between two characters from different seasons and those were literally the only two they could’ve picked because every single other woman was in a relationship and out of lightning Scott and Cameron it’s unfortunately predictable they’d pick Scott and 2. they wanted to downplay the extremely lesbian activities Courtney and Gwen were getting into by going But Look She Likes Scott (even though she really only thought about him passively AND EVEN ADMITTED SCOTT WAS SO GROSS GWEN WOULD NEVER STEAL HIM FROM HER)
#Scott and Courtney are two high ranking members of my top 5 best td characters of all time#but my god. their relationship was just so bad#Scott liking her is.. fine I don’t have anything against it#I’m just saying if he likes women in charge there were certainly plenty of those in tdas#they should’ve straight up been like. he thinks she’s pretty THAT WOULDVE BEEN MORE THAN ENOUGH#but Courtney liking him feels so#1. relapsing into liking a ‘bad boy’ except Scott isn’t even a charming bad boy she had chemistry with he is litersllu#and I cannot emphasize this enough#just some fucking guy#some guy who she thinks is kind of annoying and gross and smells bad#but if he is so gross that no one will take him from her she will happily accept that#like she is traumatized and going for men she believes pees outside AND ON THEIR SHOES#AND IM SUPPOSED TO BELIEVE. THIS IS WHO SHE WANTS#four white claws deep on a Sunday at 1am will have you thinking deeply and critically about total drama island
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every time someone comments on my tiktok “nice lisp” i genuinely get confused on whether they are expecting me to respond as if i wasn’t already aware i had one. do they want a cheeky “wait.. what?” or a “I HAVE A LISP?!?” or even a “no. no. it can’t be”
#tiktok has two states of mind#and that’s calling me a gay lesbian or saying nice lisp#third one is unique but whenever someone mistakes me for being a guy and then insults me using he him pronouns#the last one is nothing but gender reaffirming i’m fine with that
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bought pre-cut fruit & am finally able to eat fruit 👍 i love fruit but my adhd HATES having to cut things & i cannot just bite into a fruit bc it creates a sensory issue for me when my face gets sticky i can’t stand it so like i have had to narrow down so much the ways i can eat fruit 😭 but anyway being able to just eat it made me actually eat the fruit i am so happy 😩 next i need to get smth that will cut onions for me so i can cook like 90% of the things i want to cook but can’t make myself bc i don’t want to chop an onion so badly…..
#michelle speaks#unfortunately they don’t pre-cut most of my favorite fruits but that’s ok i still like the fruits they do cut#they don’t have most of the fruits i like in general rn bc i love plums and peaches and pears#pears are in season but they don’t have my favorite pear anymore it seems 😔 red bartlett my beloved 😭#SOMEONE. TOOK my last red bartlett pear that i was going to eat & favor for NO REASON. and i have not been able to have another one since#*SAVOR not favor#it was cruelly stolen from me. AFTER i requested it not be. i was going to say it’s fine but it isn’t.#and it will NOT be fine until i can have another one again. which they do not have them at whole foods rn. so who knows when that will be 😑#took myself over to the whole foods website which states that ALLEGEDLY. they have red pears. which they do NOT!!!!! bc i checked two days#ago and they DONT. not that it matters bc i am too mentally exhausted to cut a fruit which was the whole point of this post#and now i’m just complaining that i can’t get a pear and a previous incident that took place where i was ROBBED.#but ANYWAY!!!!! i bought fruit and ENJOYED it bc i didn’t have to cut it and the moral of the story is that if u have adhd and cannot do#things u should figure out what abt the task bothers u and see if there is a way to get around it or make it easier. supercorp bless u
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Sodapop would’ve been the type of kid to make himself puke just to get out of school instead of faking a fever or cold like everyone else.
#I can puke on command because of how much I did it as a kid#unfortunately I abused the power too much and now it holds no sway 😔#I puked in front of my mom three times one morning and she said I had to go anyways cause I missed so much school#I’m like a straight A student so I don’t see the problem tho#we HAVE gotten at least two letter saying they might pursue legal action if I don’t start showing up every year from sixth grade#but like I show up MORE than other kids and THEY haven’t gotten sued so I’m probably fine#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#sodapop curtis
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in honour of the dlc dropping today
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#also the words in runes and ancient greek say ghost of sparta#im not sure if the ancient greek is correct so if it isn’t don’t worry about it sweetheart#i encourage you to zoom in and stuff because a lot of the finer details got lost in the colouring#this and something else was supposed to be done for the anniversary but i kinda didn’t finish it in time#i started this in OCTOBER with the mimir portait😭😭😭#there are two more things to go with it#but since the other two have to go together i’m fine with just posting this on it’s own#rendering saves lives people#i’m actually so proud of this you don’t understand#in my mind i thought dec 12th was FRIDAY 😟 and not tuesday#the reason is only something the gods can answer#gow kratos#gow fanart#kratos#god of war ragnorak#god of war valhalla
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I know Byakuya was mad as hell when he found out Ichigo loves Shakespeare.
like, yes, they’ve settled their beef a long time ago, Ichigo likes Byakuya, Byakuya grudgingly respects Ichigo (at least after TYBW). BUT! there’s no way in hell Byakuya forgets about the whole “stealing Rukia’s Shinigami powers” turn ‘ryoka boy invasion’ thing. and there’s also no doubt in my mind that he’s one of those ppl who think delinquent = bad student. Byakuya views him as brash and impulsive, thus Ichigo having “refined” tastes in literature would make him combust on the spot.
bonus: he definitely claimed Ichigo can’t read, back in his ultimate hater era.
when he comes to terms with these news he begins supplying Ichigo with Soul Society’s literature. they have a book club together, trust.
proof I’m not making this shit up:
the Avatar AU is coming, trust. it’s just really long and complicated, and not actually finished yet, lol. so yeah, have this for now.
also, it made me think of the other Avatar AU (the one with the blue ppl), so I’ll maybe write that too??? that coke I be snorting at night is potent, lmao.
#bleach#kurosaki ichigo#kuchiki byakuya#this can apply to more than just Byakuya but I think he’s the best example of being baffled by Ichigo not being a one-dimensional person lo#l#I’m going to suck every last drop out of Ichigo’s character sheet#literally OBSESSED with it#I know SWA (Shinigami Women’s Association) went crazy when they found out about the book club#BREAKING NEWS: Kurosaki Ichigo knows how to read?? War hero responsible for saving the 3 worlds STUNS with his love of fine arts#the poems Ichigo must be getting serenaded with every time he steps foot in Seiretei be going crazy for sure#imagine some poor Shinigami sitting at their desk trying to figure out what better epithet to use when describing Ichigo’s hair#all while he’s busy getting a beating of his lifetime from a dude who says his hair looks like a regurgitated orange#he’s too occupied giving Grimmjow bloody smiles and the most sickening heart eyes to think about how he’s two seconds away from a concussio#n#grimmichi sneak managed yippeeee!!! (*´꒳`*)#grimmichi
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fauci saying “vulnerable people will fall by the wayside” and that some will die but that’s ok because we’re not going to see the “tsunami of cases” we’ve seen before is so dehumanising. so babies with no immune system, elderly people, disabled people, and people without adequate access to healthcare can all die of covid. but it’s ok guys because actually they’re just falling to the wayside and everyone else will go back to normal and be fine (sarcasm).
my death or the deaths of my family or friends wouldn’t be us “falling by the wayside”, it would be us being failed by our government, healthcare systems, and communities who have refused to take coronavirus seriously despite mounting anecdotal and scientific evidence of the harm this virus does. fact that people can accept the deaths of vulnerable groups just because they want to eat in a restaurant or don’t want to wear a mask is horrifying
#yall can reblog this#for those of you touting community care or progressive values or allyship to marginalised communities#i better see y’all masking#it goes without saying that if you can’t mask then my saying mask up does not apply to you#but for the people who can mask please do so to protect yourself and others#masking up also protects people who aren’t able to mask#I’m just so tired of being told that death to a virus that is preventable via masking and air filtration and proper testing availability to#prevent spread by allowing people to stop their chain of transmission#is just. fine. like all these people will die and apparently that’s fine and actually a great thing#also. with one or two covid infections formerly healthy people enter vulnerable groups. because the studies coming out right now and#what we know about long term sars1 effects (because covid is not a cold or flu. it’s sars2. it’s severe accuse respiratory syndrome)#are showing that the long term effects on the bodies of people who have had covid will be disasterous#and if covid had been properly felt with then maybe only some people would be facing that reality. but the amount of people who have been#infected not just once but multiple times. with some people having close to double digit numbers of infections. means that the amount of#people looking at sars2 long term symptoms could be quite a large group#coronavirus#my post
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demi/puck at wc but like. specter of lotte right
#avoiding being productive by kopeckeringing god bless. but i’m Thinking#going back to this article ab demi responding to lotte questioning the dutch team’s leadership and if they really had a proper strategy#and it bring’s up a quote from puck saying that it makes the rest of the team more confident knowing demi is so strong#like AUGH. also the two of them getting closer in paris… puck being a little shell shocked over beating Demi Freaking Vollering on stage 4#but the journalist bringing up puck’s quote like ammo for demi’s side of things…. getting w someone like a post breakup Fuck You#and not even like she’s using puck to get over lotte or even thinking she’ll notice but it’s like an I Moved On sort of thing#like she’s soooo unbothered! she’s Fine!!!#also puck did seem a little starry eyed w/ demi#being not only new to road but having her first win be against the literal best in the world and to have her sing your praises to the media#PLUS THAT CLIP OF THEM TALKING POSTRACE WHERE DEMI’S LIKE “ahh you won” and the first thing puck does is go in to hug her 😭😭#like i would be having a girlcrush too fr. not to mention demi vollering looks like demi vollering soo.#idk i feel like demi is someone puck respects/admires a lot and to have someone like that like you… no better way to be absolutely taken#so whatever happened w lotte puck’s automatically gonna be on her side and it’s nice to have someone tell you no you’re right they suck#in a breakup. even if she feels split about it if puck’s there to be like fuck them demi you’re better!! it’s sort of like a tether right#everyone needs a friend(?) to hate on your ex 😌😌 and maybe they’re a little in love with you#it’s just easier to be with someone who likes you that much with no caveats as opposed to something more complex but also an emotional mess
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I think if this Christmas taught me anything, it’s that my family has absolutely no idea what colors I like
#I hate feeling ungrateful for gifts#so much#and I’m not even saying everything I own has to fit one specific aesthetic#cause it doesn’t!#but… if it’s something that comes in multiple colors…#let’s just say dull blue and off-white/cream might be two of the colors of all time#…just not two of the good ones 🙃#(jk if you like those colors ily just stop reading now)#and at least the blue would be fine if it were a shirt or something#but for real when has anyone in my life ever seen me buy an off-white anything??#I’m not even convinced it should exist as a color#white can exist. light yellow can exist. grey can exist#but off-white? probably shouldn’t#anyways this is why I don’t like receiving gifts#I’m too picky and particular about things#so then I end up feeling like I’m a bad and ungrateful person 😭#why am I like this#personal
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actually crashing out, vent in tags
#been planning this xmas party w my friends for a month#my mom got super into and we’re cooking a bunch of food for it#well we talked about what movie to watch and a couple of friends said the shining#didnt wanna watch that#thats not a christmad movie#but i was under the impression we never agreed to a movie#so i bring it up three weeks later#and my friend gets pissed at me for changing the movie#when we never agreed to one in the first place#like it’s my fucking party i think i should have some say#so we finally agree to home alone#and i think everything is fine#then i get a text today#saying we need to start at 10 instead of 11#because one of my friends#has to fucking work tomorrow at 3#i start crashing out#bc this shit has been making me so anxious#and this just made it worse#i want to cancel the party but i cant#my mom already spent a bunch of moneh#they want to fit in a 3 hour board game and im like#when are we gonna have fucking time for that#jesus#so i’m pissed at two of my friends#my best friend has apologized to me for them#love him so much thanks pookie#anyway#been cleaning the house to prepare for these stupid idiots#i don’t think i’m ever hosting anything ever again
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you know I have really had a hard time in recent years and arguably every years… and today.
Today. I woke up with NO PAIN. 0 pain. Nothing at all. No nausea, no cramps, no uncomfortable bloating/constipation, no excessive anxiety, no ceaseless despair, no depression numbness, no headache, no unexplainable abdominal pain, no suffering, no PAIN. NONE. 0!!!!!
I just woke up.
I forgot how fucking NICE that is!!!! I’ve been on cloud fucking nine all day just because I didn’t start the day in misery!!!! I don’t think I realized until today how fucking awful my default existence has been in the last few years!!!! If it wasn’t physical agony it was mental agony if it wasn’t mental agony it was emotional agony and most days it was all!!!!!
This peace won’t be forever and it’s one stellar day out of many awful ones and I’m not cured nor will I ever be but by god I’ve been tough and I’ve been strong and I’m only realizing today HOW tough and strong
#starlight personal#it’s not an exaggeration to say that I haven’t woken up This Fine in at least two years#like I’ve been hoping and trying so hard and hoping and hoping for so long and like… it’s getting better#I’m doing better and I’m managing better and I’ve come really far#and I want to be proud of that for a minute and grateful that I’m on an upward trend rn#life is ebb and flow and things will get hard again but I’m trying to appreciate when things aren’t#like GOSH it’s so fucking nice to not feel sick at all what the hell do some ppl just feel like this all the time????
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found family is the best trope. argue with the wall
#don’t actually argue#twas a jest#found family#found family trope#fanfic#tropes#literally every piece of media i’ve consumed in the last two years has this#maybe that says something#im sure it’s fine#ao3#ao3 fanfic#dnd#deadpool and wolverine movie#x men#they’re literally all family shut up#smosh#there’s more but it’s almost 1am i’m tired
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