#but i woke from sleep and my brother did something that scared the shit out of me so on top of that i am sitting im my room
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it’s almost like 18:00 and i haven’t eaten all day
#i’m the worst of keeping track of doing these#and like. it’s not because i want to starve myself or anything#but i woke from sleep and my brother did something that scared the shit out of me so on top of that i am sitting im my room#literally crying because i don’t know any other way to deal with shit#and my mind feels like it’s about to explode#i probably will go make myself something to eat but im shaking i can’t do anything i just want my sister home#or speaks now
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Pro-hero Katsuki Bakugo NSFW inspired by THE DINNER - Billie Eilish
Warnings: Rough sex, stalking, dirty talk, humiliation, cumming in mouth, spanking, office sex.
English is not my first language, 100% accept advices and correction in the grammar and vocabulary, but please be nice. 🥹
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You never thought that you would ever commit a crime worst than stealing to eat or getting into fights with other delinquents.
But then he arrested you after you had beaten the shit out of some rich kid who often were at your neighborhood, pretending they’re dangerous gang members.
When in fact, they’re just being used by the actual dealers, who know there won’t be big consequences for those kids, their parents will just pay the authorities and they will be free to sell those drugs to their rich friends again.
You knew that, you knew that the criminals you know wouldn’t let those people mess with your family, you knew that they weren’t shit
But for some reason, the moment your little brother came home crying saying they offered him drugs.
That one of them tried to persuade him to sell that shit too, saying that “your thot sister won’t have to sell her body to put food on the table anymore”.
That wasn’t truth, but still, your brother believed him for a moment. That fucking moment you saw red, you couldn’t control your anger.
The moment you jumped that teenager you weren’t thinking straight, you didn’t consider that your brother had nobody else than you.
And that gang of little pussies didn’t dared to do something to you, so they called the cops.
They called the fucking cops, but the pro hero Dynamight came with them. Your neighborhood had a fame, so they thought it was something way worse.
Next thing you know, you are in the prison cell, after listening all type of shit from that asshole’s father, it really didn’t matter if he was the gang member in the picture, you dared to touch that daddy’s boy.
After at least 2 or 3 hours sat there, still feeling the blood pounding in your chest, you hands and knees sore and bleeding. A female guard opened that cell.
- Y/N? got lucky someone paid you bail - The guard said, she clearly wasn’t happy.
- Me? Are you sure? - You were confused, you didn’t had a lot of people who cared for you, and those who did, almost didn’t had money to eat.
- Yeah! Dynamight did, even defended you when that kid’s dad were trying to take you on court - She wasn’t telling you that to be nice, she wanted to know what kind of relationship you had with the pro hero.
- The dad almost exploded when the number 1 hero yelled at his child for being a gang member! - She continued, trying to get something out of you. - He threatened to investigate the teenager and his friends. Do you know him?
- No! Never seen him in my life. - Why would he do that? You asked yourself.
Don't be afraid of me, I'm what you need
I saw you on the screens, I know we're meant to be
You're starrin' in my dreams, In magazines
After that, you stole a cellphone, it was easy considering your invisibility quirk. You needed to know more about that hero. Just out of curiosity.
You followed all the online forums about Dynamight.
When somebody opened a Live video of him saving someone you rushed to the place were it was happening, just to see him arresting the criminals and being interviewed.
You're lookin' right at me
I'm here around the clock
I'm waitin' on your block
And after that, you followed him home, every. single. time.
Sometimes you even dared to enter his house. The first time, you managed to get in as soon as he opened the door.
After sneaking in, you couldn’t find a way out, so you just spent the night there, watching him, learning his routine. You even discovered his real name, Katsuki Bakugo. You watched him sleep that night.
He clearly was agitated, he woke up scared and turned the lights on, walked two or three times around the house, to make sure he was alone, checked if the doors and windows were locked.
He was smart to notice something was wrong, but didn’t figure you were the one disturbing his sleep (or so you thought).
You left at morning, when he opened the windows to let the sunlight in the room.
Some weeks later you had already figured every single way in and out, but he was being more careful, he even adopted a guard dog.
It was a huge one, you even considered stopping your visits, but you realized quickly that it was a gentle dog. It got used to your presence very quickly.
Trying to conciliate your obsession and raising your brother was hard, so sometimes you would steal from his fridge. You knew he wouldn’t mind.
I waited on the corner 'til I saw the sitter leave
Was easy getting over and I landed on my feet
I came in through the kitchen lookin' for something to eat
I left a calling card so they would know that it was me
You were tired of only watching him, you wanted more. You wanted him.
So when you figured he needed a secretary, you took the chance.
Lying in your curriculum, you knew everything that he needed. And honestly, you needed the job.
You even eliminated the other candidates, you didn’t kill them, obviously. Just scared the shit out of them, some even left the estate.
While I'm away, don't read my mail
Just bring a veil
And come visit me in jail
You got the job, of course. And after all that, you can’t back down. You will get what you want. You will have him.
You were in his office, with other employee who were showing you the company.
- This is Y/N sir. She is your new secretary, I sent you a copy of her resume and…
- You can go now, I want to know her better. - He interrupted her.
She looked at you almost saying “good luck” and left.
- I know you, don’t I? Could you remind me where did we met? - He said, his words seemed truthful, but not his eyes… They were daring you to lie.
- You saved me once, but I’m sure you don’t remember that. - It wasn’t exactly a lie.
- Saved you from what? - Fuck. He remembers.
You decided to gaslight him, you wouldn’t destroy what you fought so hard for. You have to make something up.
- Last year… bank robbery, I was one of the people that were held hostage. - You thankfully knew every single one of his operations by head.
He chuckled, looking at you in disbelief.
- You’re a good liar, but my memory is way better. - You tilted your head, trying look confused. - If the police station were the only time we crossed paths, maybe I wouldn’t remember, but the last months you have been quite present, haven’t you?
But please don't call the cops
They'll make me stop
And I just wanna talk
- I don’t know what you’re talking about
He let out a loud laugh, it was dark and scary.
He got up from the chair and circled his tabled. Getting dangerously close to you. You didn’t move a muscle.
He was taller and significantly bigger than you. It was intimidating, but all that you and your sick mind were thinking about was getting pinned under him, held down by those enormous biceps
- It isn’t a coincidence that you always are where I am at, especially when i’m working. I noticed you watching me saving people, every single time. And you always left after me. - He said in a low tone, if he wasn’t so close you wouldn’t hear him.
I'll go back to the diner
I'll write another letter
I hope you'll read it this time, you better
You don’t know that yet, but Bakugo were just as deranged as you are.
When he paid your bail, it was out of heart, but instead of moving on with his life he researched about you, the schools you went, your family, all of your crimes. Things that not even the police knew.
After that, he spotted you on a crowd of people that were watching him arrest a random criminal, more than one time.
Noticed that you didn’t leave even after everyone did, and that you were trying your best to not catch his attention.
You were waiting for something, you were waiting for him.
And after the third time, he noticed you using your quirk, that’s when everything made fucking sense.
All the nights felling watched, the sensation of being followed,
The feminine perfume that just didn’t left his house, his room, his dog, his uniform.
It was you, this whole fucking time.
Bet I could change your life
You could be my wife
He would pretend to be asleep just to hear your steps around his house.
Just to hear you petting his dog and whispering some kind words to it.
Just to feel you coming closer to his sleeping face and stare.
Could get into a fight, I'll say you're right
And you'll kiss me goodnight
- Mr. Dynamight, I just want the job. You’re confusing me with someone else.
In a quick movement he grabbed your wrists and put them behind your back, bending you over his desk, and positioned himself behind you.
You tried to set yourself free, but it was completely useless, you could swear that he would arrest you right there and then.
- You’re fucking insane - He said in your ear.
The cops around the corner stopped me when I tried to leave
They told me I was crazy and they knocked me off my feet
You closed your eyes, accepting your faith. To be honest you didn’t regret a thing, at least he sees you now.
Also, his feelings for you were intense, even if they are anger and hatred, that was enough for you.
But a fucking kiss on your neck and he leaning over you was the last thing you expected.
Your body stiffened, you held your breath.
- What are you doing? - You whispered, shaking.
That’s when you felt his hard dick on your back. What the fuck? Was he excited from all of this? Was he fucking crazy?
They came in through the kitchen lookin' for something discrete
I left a calling card so they would know that it was me
- You’re not the only one who has an obsession.
He didn’t loosen his grip in your wrists, and continued kissing and biting your neck and sometimes the back of your neck, the kisses were wet and aggressive.
- And I am insane? - You weren’t trying to be ironic, you were just astonished.
He didn’t saw it that way, what lead you to receive a hard slap in your ass, and a hair pull right after.
- You don’t get to judge me, bitch. - He said in your ear while holding your hair tightly.
- I wasn’t…- Another slap, you took that as a command to shut up.
He lifted the skirt of your office dress and grabbed the cheek of your ass, that were red from the previous mistreatment.
He slid a finger into your panties and felt your wetness, holding your clit between his fingers while you breathed heavily under him, trying your best to not make noises.
Suddenly, your thong is on your mouth and he’s kneeling to face your wet cunt, he blowed cold air against it, which made you tremble. He held your thighs with enough strength to bruise.
You bended even more, and he licked your folds, sucked your clit, his tongue swirling around your wetness, creating a knot in your low belly.
His mouth is hot and ravishing, almost like he liked the taste.
- Mhm… Dynamight… - You moaned, not being able to complete your sentence.
And with that, you came quickly. The tension and need was too much to handle. Your trembling legs gave in, almost falling, if it weren’t his grip on your thighs.
You couldn’t process your orgasm and he was standing again, his tip teasing you folds, sliding from your entrance to your clit, and going back to your entrance.
You throw your hips back, trying to cause some friction. But you were held in place, and received a hard smack in your ass, and you could swear he used his quirk because of the unusual burn and the loud noise it made
- You’re a big girl, use your words.
- Can you… mhm. Fuck me? Why are you taking so long?
He chuckled, mockingly - I see you’re not so stupid, what a surprise.
Shoving only the tip, he started stretching you out, you’re not a virgin, but there’s way too long since you were fucked, and you didn’t saw his dick, so you weren’t aware of what expected you.
Only the tip already hurt, if it weren’t for how wet you are it probably wouldn’t fit.
It was clear that Katsuki was holding back, each centimeter entering you was driving you closer to madness. Your pussy is sucking him even more.
Bakugo decided to stop torturing you and shoved it entirely into you. It made you scream and the piece of fabric felt from your mouth.
He started pounding into you, not letting you adjust to his entire length, which is huge.
- Put it back in your mouth, if people hear me fucking my secretary it will be worse for your reputation than mine.
You obeyed, not because you cared about what people thought, that was the only reason why you were there anyway. His voice ordering you around made it impossible to not comply.
The table cracking, the friction of your nipples against it. Your pussy burning and throbbing as he fucked you from behind, his grunts and his hand on your hips and ass. Your ass sore from the smacks.
All of that helped another orgasm to grow. One of your hands reached for him, he held your wrist and pulled your other arm, to hold them both as he gripped your hair with his other big hand.
You came with that, held your breath and felt dizzy, almost like you were going to pass out. Your pussy had it’s own heartbeat at this point.
He didn’t slowed his pace, in fact it became more frenetic as you did your best to not keep the oxygen from going to your brain
Suddenly, he pulled out. Turned you around and pulled you into your knees.
- Gonna cum in your mouth, doll.
He stroked sometimes as he stared down at you, face with his usual frown, but his lips were parted and eyes darker.
You opened your mouth in anticipation, he grabbed your face, to keep it like that (but also to caress your cheek while doing it)
As he shoot his loads of seed down your throat some spilled in the conner of your lips, his thumb cleaned your lips and shoved into your tongue.
- Swallow it. - You complied - Good whore.
He stared at you on the floor a bit, you looked away, and that made him grin, obnoxiously.
He lowered to your level, gripping your chin, forcing you to look at him.
Caught you off guard when his lips touched yours, his tongue invaded your mouth, in a dominant yet gentle way. Your whole body shivered.
He broke the kiss and looked at you, without saying a word, he stood up.
- Get up - He circled his desk, you didn’t saw it, but he took your underwear that it was on the desk, and hided it in his pocket.
You got up, fixing your dress and trying to put your hair in place, looking for your underwear, but you were too embarrassed to stay there longer, so you just decided to leave without your panties.
You turned around, ready to leave. Not wanting to face the consequences, or him.
- Did I say you could leave? - You just stopped there, still not facing him
You feel him stepping closer, until he is behind you.
He put your hair to the side, exposing your neck and smelling you there. You got goosebumps all over your body.
I memorized your number, now I call you when I please
I tried to end it all, but now I'm back up on my feet
- When your shift ends, come to my house. You don’t need the address, right? - And kissed your neck. - You may leave now.
I saw you in the car with someone else and couldn't sleep
If somethin' happens to him, you can bet that it was me
–3956
310-807-3956
310-807-3956
#Spotify#bakugou smut#bakugo x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#bnha bakugo katsuki#dynamight#bnha x reader
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Nobody Pt. 6
(C.Sturniolo X Reader)
Summary:
Chris and Y/N never seemed to get along, but sometimes help comes from the most unexpected places
Word Count: 1,318
TW:MASSIVE WARNINGS FOR THIS CHAPTER!!! (TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, MY WRITING IS NOT WORTH YOUR HEALTH), Cursing, SH (not in detail, but it is talked about), Blood, Panic Attacks, Hurt Comfort, SUI ATTEMPT, Crying, Really Depressing, lots of POV swaps, Not Edited
A/N: Thank you for all of the support that I’ve been getting for this story, this chapter is really heavy… PROCEED WITH CAUTION. Please do not read if it will negatively impact your health, this story on tumblr is not worth it. I’ll put a brief summary at the beginning of the next chapter, for those who need to skip. This is probably the worst that it will get. Love you guys so much 🥰
-Madi <3
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Y/N’s POV
I woke up to Chris wrapped around my waist, just like I had for the last seven months. I don’t know how much longer I can handle this facade, but I also don’t know if I can let it go. The worst part is that I can’t even vent to my best friend, seeing as he is the cause of this whole situation. I stare down at Chris, his hair is so soft. I feel the burn of tears in my eyes, trying best to stop them from falling. Failing miserably.
My sniffles cause Chris’s to lift his head up to look at me. “What’s wrong?” I tell him it’s nothing, not a big deal. I can tell he doesn’t believe me, he sits up looking deep into my eyes. “You can tell me anything Y/N, you don’t need to feel embarrassed or anything.” I just cry harder. He pulls me into his lap, wrapping his arms tightly around me as I burrow my face into his shoulders.
we stay like that for an indeterminate amount of time. I cry until I physically can’t anymore, Chris doesn’t make me explain myself.
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Chris’s POV
I barely sleep anymore.
Y/N has been drifting away for months now, and it scares the shit out of me. I’m scared that if I fall asleep she’ll sneak past me and relapse. I can’t imagine what I would do if I lost her, I don’t know who I would be.
I’m scared to leave her alone, to the point that I don’t even want to leave her to go film with my brothers. The fans have commented on how many videos we’ve made at our house, rather than our usual car videos. I just tell Matt and Nick that I feel bad leaving her alone without us.
I knew it was a mistake to leave her alone tonight, but the fans were getting suspicious. We made the decision not to tell the fans, since we didn’t plan for this charade to go on for so long. I don’t know if I can end it, I’m too in love with her to imagine laying in an empty bed again.
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Y/N’s POV (start of the really bad stuff)
The guys left to film a car video, it’s been months since they did that. I haven’t been alone long enough to think about relapsing, but sitting alone in Chris’s room, the feeling of loneliness is crushing me.
I need to distract myself. Chris would be so disappointed in me if I didn’t, and I can’t call him while he’s recording. I’ll cook myself something for dinner, the guys will be happy to eat when they get home.
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Dinner came and went, and I still didn’t feel better. I was scared to call Chris, I didn’t want to bother him and his brothers. It was a mistake.
I stare down, my legs tore to shreds and the wounds on my wrists, I need help. I don’t think I really want to die, I was just overwhelmed. I can’t let them find me dead. I can’t make them hurt the same way that I have. I need to call someone.
I reach for my phone, trying desperately to open it. The blood on my hands makes everything harder, but I can’t get up to get a towel. If I stand up I’ll surely pass out. I’m already lightheaded, just hoping that Chris answers my call.
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Chris’s POV
I’m laughing with my brothers and I don’t notice it at first. A small buzz in my pocket. There it is again. As soon as I pull it out I panic.
LOML 🥰 CALLING… ✅ ❎
“Guys! Stop talking real quick.” I immediately press the answer button. “Baby… is everything okay?”
No response. Fuck.
“Matt we need to go home.” He gives me a worried look, but before he can say anything I’m talking into the phone again. “Baby, I need you to talk to me… tell me everything is okay.”
there’s a second before she responds, I can tell that she’s been crying based on the sniffles from her end. “I fucked up Chris.”
My heart drops.
“go faster Matt!” Fuck. “What happened, I need you to tell me what you did!” I don’t mean to yell, but I’ve never been more scared in my life.
“I don’t want to die…” No. This isn’t real. It cant be.
“You aren’t going anywhere, I promise.” I quickly turn to nick and tell him to get 911 on speed dial. “Please just keep talking to me, I need to hear your voice.”
Matt breaks multiple laws in an attempt to get home, but I don’t notice. My whole focus is on keeping Y/N talking. When we get home we all rush upstairs.
“Nick, go sit in the loft.” He looks offended when I say it. “She wouldn’t want you to see her like this, I don’t think she’d ever forgive me if I let you.” He stays where he is. “Please Nick!” My voice cracks as I say his name. He leaves with tears In his eyes.
“Matt I need you to get the first aid kit from under her bed, it should have everything I need.” With that I open the door to the bathroom.
the scene in front of me is like something straight out of a horror film. I can’t even tell where the blood is coming from. I immediately rush to her side.
“I’m so sorry… I tried to distract myself, I promise.” She’s rambling, but I don’t mind. I’m trying so hard not to cry, but she looks so pale.
“don’t apologize, I’m not mad, nobody is mad” it doesn’t stop the tears, she’s still a sobbing mess beneath me.
Matt returns with the kit, clearly distraught. “It’s okay Matt, it doesn’t look like she needs stitches.” He looks frozen in place, and his breathing is erratic. Shit. “Go sit with nick… she’s going to be okay.” After a few moments he finally pulled himself out of the doorway.
by the time I’m done cleaning her up, Y/N’s tears have dried up. “You don’t need stitches…” I stare at the deep lines that run across each wrist. “But it would make the scars smaller, do you want to go to the hospital?”
“NO!” She’s shaking her head violently. “Please don’t make me go, they’ll take me away again!” I can see the tears forming again.
“ok, we don’t have to go.” I grabs the butterfly bandages, and start pulling the skin together, before tightly wrapping it with gauze. She’s more covered in gauze wrapping than actual clothes at this point. I carry her to my room and get her changed, before taking her to the loft.
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Y/N’s POV
Chris changed me, being very gentle around my gauze, and then he set me down on the loft couch next to Nick and Matt. I hear him mumble something about them staying with me while he cleans up.
I can see the relief in Nicks eyes when he sees that I’m alive, Matt just locks eyes with me and leaves. I never meant to upset him, but I can’t seem to find the tears for it right now. I fall into nicks chest and he just holds me.
I tell Nick everything. The relapse. The fake dating ruse. The fact that I really do love Chris.
He just tells me that it’s okay. He promises me that he’s not mad.
Once Chris is done cleaning the bathroom floor, he takes me to lay down in his bed. He’s so gentle when he snakes his arms around me, careful not to hit my arms or legs.
“I told Nick…” he just stares into my eyes. “You don’t have to pretend to love me anymore, there’s no point in lying anymore.”
“who said I was pretending?”
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#madi writes things#chris sturniolo#chris sturniolo imagine#chris x reader#sh!reader#tw: sh#self h@rm#tw: suidice
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YOUR BEST FRIENDS BROTHER - RAFE CAMERON X FEMALE READER
SUMMARY: for the longest you had an crush on rafe cameron aka Sarah's brother but you couldn't date your best friends brother and besides he didn't notice you anyway... well until one night
WARNINGS: 18+, age gap, smut, non con/dub con?, dark! rafe, swearing, choking, hair pulling, dom!rafe, virgin reader, lost of virginity, rough sex, fingering, unexperienced reader, lmk if i’m missing anything
A/N: rafe is 21 reader is 16 btww!!!
also this is short
Sarah had invited you over so you guys could hang out and watch movies. Sarah's dad, stepmom, and little sister had to go to the Bahamas for her dads work for the weekend. Sarah and rafe didn't have to go so they stayed.
rafe has never been nice to you like ever. he always calls you names like bitch, slut, virgin mary, whore, slut , etc. so you can say he isn't very fond of you.
"so what are we gonna watch?" Sarah ask "maybe comedy?"
"nah I like horror better"
"but im in an mood to laugh" Sarah explained
"okay then what about a horror comedy" you secretly loved horror comedies more than horror but you would never attempt that.
"oh yeaa" Sarah said as you laughed at her
"im gonna go get the snacks i'll be right back"
you said while hopping off her bed and exiting the room. as you walked down the stairs you heard something coming from rafe's room so being the nosy person you are you walk back up the stairs and slowly tip toe to his room door and you put your ear to the door.
you hear moaning and groaning you were scared you thought he was hurt so you quickly opened the door concerned and you see rafe laying down on his bed jerking off. he quickly pulls the covers over him
"what the fuck yn get out" rafe yells
You were shocked you quickly shut the door and ran down stairs, what the hell did you just witness. you tried to get the imagine of rafe's long cock out of your head. You opened the cabinet too look for the popcorn when you felt a strong hand grip your shoulder spinning you around.
"you know its not lady like to enter somebody's room without knocking"
it was rafe, he seemed overly calm... weird.
''i-i thought you w-were hurt."
he laughs slowly and looks you up and down. you take a deep breath to calm yourself down
"you might be a virgin but i know your not stupid princess"
he smirks
"wait..." "was my dick the first one you ever seen before"
he smirks once again, you were too embarrassed to answer that question so you looked down to the floor.
he grabbed your face really hard probably bruising it forcing you too look him in the eye.
"answer. the. question." rafe said "i don't like being ignored y/n."
he looked angry. you were scared to find out what would happen if u didn't answer his question so u did.
"y-yes" you stuttered
he chuckles and lets go oh your face which is most likely bruised now
"holy shit"
"rafe just fuck off okay jeez. every time you see me you don't have to remind me that im still a virgin."
you say as you turn around and grab the popcorn and putting it in the microwave. thats when feel something pocking your lower back.
"no ew rafe stop" you move away from him
"fine, fine"
he says putting his hands up in the air like he's surrendering and walking back up the stairs to his room.
you sigh of relief and grab the popcorn out of the microwave, pour it in a bowl and go back up stairs to Sarah's room.
"hey im back i got popcorn"
"finally you took forever" she laughs
"yea umm your brother wouldn't leave me only."
"just ignore him he's an ass to everyone" sarah says while shrugging
you guys ended up watching scary movie 2. after the movie yall soon fell asleep.
you woke up around midnight you looked over at Sarah she was sound a sleep so sneakily you got out of bed to get some water from the kitchen while you were walking down the stairs you felt a large hand wrap around your figure and put a hand over your mouth so you wouldn't scream.
it was rafe.
"stop moving"
he whispered in your ear but you still tried to wiggle your way out of his grip. he drags you to his room and throws you on the floor locking the door.
"oww what the fuck is wrong with you"
you say almost immediately getting up running over to rafe to try and unlock the door but before you can reach it he grabs you by your hair
"i told you to stop moving" "i don't like disobedience"
"oww rafe stop your hurting me"
he throws you onto the bed back first and pulls off your shorts and underwear and gets onto of you. you tried to scream but he puts his hand over your mouth.
he takes his time pulling your tank top and bra off. you tried to scream but it was muffled due to rafe's hand. Once your tank top and bra is off he started sucking your right nipple.
you didn't want this.
you tried to tell yourself over and over again but you knew it was a lie, what kind of best friend would you be hooking up with your best friends brother.
you moaned, you couldn't help it. but you still tried to wiggle out from under him.
he stopped to take his belt off, pants, and boxers then threw them on the floor using both of his hands so you finally had an chance to say something.
"rafe stop please" you begged "Sarah wouldn’t like this.”
"i don't give a shit yn, ill do whatever the fuck i want to you and you cant do anything about it"
"rafe please stop” you pleaded
"i'll be gentle" he said sarcastically
at this point you were straight up sobbing pleading him to stop but you knew it was too late when he felt the head of his cock at your entrance.
he pushed himself into you and he wasn't gentle at all he started thrusting into you at a very fast speed.
it wasn't pleasant at all it hurt like hell, he was painfully stretching you out. it was very overwhelming
“God, your so tight.” Rafe grunts, slamming into you at a rate that will leave you sore for days.
You moaned and screamed tears coming out you eyes as he kept going faster and harder.
“Be good and take me.”
As he worked you closer and closer to the end, he squeezed your neck chocking you.
he never let up on his speed or brutality
You finished around him hard and heavy, your limbs becoming pathetically weak.
As you came down from your high His hands tightened around your neck harder as he fucked himself into you, harder and harder, until he was coming, too.
part 2 ?
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Tom Riddle x twin reader (fem) (AU)
Cowritten by @chxrrybomb22 @midnightgrimoire
[ Sorry if there are spelling mistakes we did go did poof read it and we are both dyslexic feedback would be Appreciated any reposts would also be appreciated ☺️)
18+ warning - We don’t know what warning to add. (Just so you know, it will be dark, just not yet) (first ever fic posted) ~ (P.T 1 remake)
The moodbord was made by both of us x
(Tom Riddle) - {Christian Coulson}
( Adelaide Riddle) - {Lily Collins}
(Alexander McLaggen) - {Hayden Christensen)
Story:
Tom and Adelaide Riddle are like a ying and yang one represent the good and one represents the evil. They have had a shit childhood and that putting it lightly. From their mother drugging their father with a love potion which has only effected tom not Adelaide ( nobody knows for certain why) as Tom has grown to become obsessive and controlling over Adelaide.
Living in an orphanage was not all sunshine and rainbow as Adelaide was bullied for being ‘weaker than Tom and more valuable’. If you are wondering what happened to their mother and father you will be shocked that their mother loved a muggle who didn’t love her back so she drugged him with a love potion and once she given birth the potion worn off and their father fled in fright as he ‘woke up from a sleep’ and he was terrified to find out he was married to a woman he didn’t know and has just given birth to his ‘twins’.
Once Tom and Adelaide were 11 they were approached by a man called Dr.Dumbledore. Who they thought was a doctor to help Tom after he had ‘accident’ with an other child in the orphanage after Adelaide kept playing with the child everyday and not Tom unknowingly putting that child in risk. People were often too scared to approach Adelaide when tom was lurking about which confused the poor girl as to her he was the best brother and twin anyone could ask for ( not knowing how evil he truly was. Completely convinced the ‘accidents were just that accidents’}.
(Time jump to first year in hogwarts after being sorted into different houses)
To say tom was livid was an understatement of the century would not be accurate to the rage he was feeling after hearing the sorting hat split him and his precious twin “ how would she survive without him?” Whyl he was simmering with rage she was content to have made new friends as back in the orphanage she had no friends due to toms actions.
At the hufflepuf table Adelaide was happy to be making friends and having playful conversations with people who didn’t run away in fear of her brother. And this is when she met her future best friend and soon to be lover Alexander McLaggen. For the poor boy it was love at first sight when he saw Adelaide and her soft, warm doe eyes, the complete opposite of Toms cold and calculating eyes. He was completely enamoured which her.
And yes if you are wondering his great-nephew is Cormac McLaggen, the only difference is Alexander was raised right. He felt more comfortable with Adelaide knowing she was ‘ment’ to be in Slytherin with her twin, Knowing they were in the ‘wrong house’ as his family before him were all in Gryffinod the pressure was immense.
Half way through the year tom confronts his sister and warns her to stay away from the boy “not only are we not in the same house but now you’re talking and hanging around MCcLaggen. That childish twat doesn’t stop talking about quidich and doesn’t even know basic potions”
And her response were “so what if he doesn’t stop talking about the things he’s like i mean look at me i love to talk about animals and plants, dose that mean there is something wrong with me? Do I annoy you too? Tom? I am also bad at positions dose that mean I’m stupid?’
“ no your not don’t say something like that your not stupid or annoying you’re my sister, my twin, two half of one soul i could never get mad at you” but what he didn’t say was ‘but i can get mad at everyone else who got in my way to you’.
{ time jump to their 3rd year Tom find out they kiss }
Now they been at school for 3 year everything was going smoothly tom doesn’t know about Adelaide and Alexander secret meetings for the last to years outside the common rooms. ( the only time they get to see each other is in the common rooms as tom makes sure to keep them both separated from each other).
Tom demanded Adelaide to meet him in the library for a study session “what do you mean you don’t get it Adelaide we have been over this you add the water after the trolls snot”
“ but its too hard to remember how do you remember it? It’s too hard can’t we just go in the gardens and looks for bunnies?”
“ you know better than anyone else ‘bunnies’ wouldn’t be on hog warts grounds the womping willow will kill them all and-“ and this was when tom was interrupted by a Cher air and oblivious Alexander not knowing tom hated his guts. “ Adelaide fancy seeing you here i thought you said you don’t like to read?”
At this point you can see this is were tom anger started to boil “ well she needs to learn somehow and no thanks to you.”
“ ok not gonna lie that was a bit harsh but what can you do? We all cant be good at everything like you mister perfect.” Watching the pissing match between the two boys Adelaide had enough and decided she was finished watching them metaphorically go at each others throats. “ ok, ok, ok, Enough i get it, I get it your both the pretty girls. But i need to go and i have had it with you and all your bickering. McLaggen i will see you in the common rooms later after class, don’t forget you need to give back that ‘ book you borrowed’” she quickly got up and headed off the common rooms all the why’ll tom was giving both of them death glares. “ sure ill go get it now” they both race off together to the common rooms to avoid toms glare.
After Tom sneakers in the hufflepuff common rooms to see Adelaide he notice she not there and he starts to panick as it is past curfew set by the teachers, as he starts to franctily search around the common room only to come across fain noise in one of the alcoves on the wall. Pulling the curtain with a greate amount of force only to find not to ind his twin, his other half with none other than that low life boy!!!!!.
Adelaide and Alexander were in their own world completely unaware of tom presents. As Adelaide was telling Alexander all about the new bird she had found.
“I was shocked because it’s not everyday you see a Red-Baked Shrike” Adelaide spoke with so much enthusiasm it was almost like her eyes were sparking. “So what is a red-Baked shrike? And were did you find it?”
“A Red-Baked shrike is a little off white bird with brown wings and back line a cross it eye s almost as if it doesn’t want you to know who it is ~” she slowly stops talking only to see Alexander is staring at her lip with such a intense gaze it could have melt ice and all Alexander could think was how stunning her brown eye look and how the colour in her eyes looks like the most inviting hot cup of hot coco (her favourite drink). Alexander couldn’t help him self from starring at her and thinking when he is around her time stops as if he had the choice all he could listen to was her voice for all eternity. “Can i just say you have the most welcoming and softest voice i have ever had the pleasure of hearing in my life” as he basked in her inviting aura. “ I-I-I don’t really know how to respond s-s-sorry?”
“ let me respond for you-“ before he new it he had worked up the courage to lean over and give her a kiss.
Her lip were Devine, the softest of any silk and My God she tasted better than he could have ever imagined. Adelaide was at shock at first because she didn’t think her best friend and her long time crush would like her never mind kissing her. ( The woman was stunned to speak)she was stunned in to silence and then she returned the kiss with just as much if not more passion. They broke apart from their kiss looking at each other as if they were the only ones left in the world. “Can i just say that was the BEST kiss I’ve ever had in my life” that statement caused Adelaide to ruin the mood by lauhing out loud and Antalya saying “that WAS your first kiss you have nothing to compère it with.”
Unknown to them tom was watching the whole scene go down. He was all but ready to rag that little shit to the forbidden forest and feed him to the monsters that lay within. The amount of rage he was feeling was incomprehensible the only thing that stopped him from confronting them. Was the fact that they were in the Hufflepuff common room as well as the prefects finish the rounds of the castle for the night. Once tom finally makes it to his room he begins to make plans on how to separate that little cunt and his pressure little Adelaide.
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The Obey Me! stories were very entertaining 😊
If you dont mind sharing more, I would appreciate it ❤️
Of course Of course!
Again this was all really fast pace when it happened so like if it seems like so much happened at once, it did, now imagine how that shit felt when it happened.
We were at when Asmo got all pissy and defensive when him and Satan asked me who I'm making a pact with next. I was joking like "You, Asmo, obviously, cutie."
The way this man was like "Do you think I'm that stupid? None of us are as Stupid as Mammon"
I was obviously like "It was a joke."
All this man had to say was "oh"
BITCH APOLOGIZE CUZ YOU ASKED AND I MADE A JOKE WHY'D YOU ASK HOE??? This all happened before I made a pact with Levi idk if I mentioned that but yeah. Nah cuz imma be honest it scared the piss out of me to see Levi try to pounce on me because I got all the trivia questions from the anime right and he couldn't believe I wasn't cheating. The others were however giving me easy questions but that wasn't on my command lmfao
He was a pouty baby when he admitted defeat in the observatory /aff, but yeah not long after I went up into the attic I was in the kitchen and Mammon force fed me Beel's pudding. Bro tried to turn Beel on me and I literally started crying bro. This man is huge and I already have a fear of men so this was not helping bro. I also know how food aggressive he is so I dead ass thought this was it. He asks me if I ate the pudding and I threw Mammon under the bus and was like
"He forced me to take a bite. I told him to put it back."
I've never seen a man's head turn so fast. Man was gonna murder tf out of him. He threw him through the wall and shit. I had to stay in Beel's room for a while cuz that destroyed my room lmfao and pretty soon after that Luke showed up on the doorstep cuz he had a fight with Simeon probably over his prejudice against the demons but I didn't ask so eh. Me and Beel decide to hide him like a good friend and this mfer goes missing. I get there to the basement fast enough that that he's not gonna rock Luke's shit but like he's still pretty pissed so like the traumatized mediator I am, I walk over and grab the book from him and go.
"Hold on, Luke doesn't even know what this is and what it does. There's no need to be hasty, you're a very reasonable man Lucifer. Here's the grimoire back." and I almost had him calmed down enough to see reason and fucking Luke snatched the book out of my hand, I could've beat his ass myself ngl.
I forget what he said to Lucifer but it pissed him off to the point of wanting to kill him again and he threatened as much so Beel jumps in front of him and is like "No punish me instead because its my fault! I let him stay in my room."
So now Lucifer is trying to kill both of them and I tell him no. This man has the audacity to ask my suicidal ass if I wanted to die. I gave this man a look and he realized who he just asked and was like "Actually don't answer that.. One of them is dying. You're going to choose"
I was like "uhm no one is gonna die." This man starts yelling at me that I'm just a human and all this shit about how weak I am. Well, my stubbornness makes up for my lack of physical strength so fuck you lmfao. Anyway he mauled me and I woke up in Beels bed, he looked so relieved that I woke up poor man. He offered me a pact cuz he felt like he owed me and I didn't want him to feel like he was indebted to me or anything so I said yeah to it.
Then the sleep over happened. Man Asmo was wild because he one got us sucked into a labyrinth by his Ex and also he was literally trying to use his charm on me which like why tf are you looking in my eyes like that??? Its hurting autism. Anyway we almost died cuz of his bullshit. That was just the first day too. The next day this man was fucking up the scavenger hunt for the other groups and it was making me and Simeon uncomfortable and Simeon said something which probably hurt his feelings more because they used to be brothers in heaven. He ran off after bitching Simeon out and then I got sent to try and speak some reason to him.
He didn't like that either cuz he was like "You can't tell me what to do. I'm a demon this is what demons do, they ruin things and by the way I'll never make a pact with you." And while he was talking all this shit he was cornering me between the rail and himself. I was so scared he was gonna throw me over and just say I killed myself. Then he has the audacity to be like "Actually if you can get a picture of Lucifer sleeping I'll do it" And I just nod my head cuz I'm fucking terrified bro. I tell Mammon, Levi and Beel we agree to go on and try to do it cuz money, spite, fuck it? idk. but what's important is we got stuck in the dungeon again with Solomon this time. We almost get eaten but Solomon summoned Asmo and did some magic shit so Asmo could better charm this snake. We ended up getting out again but Asmo was whining about his beauty sleep the whole time /Pf. Not long after that (I think? Its been 2 years almost give me a break please sob) during the dinner ball thing that Diavolo did when Lucifer was making his way over to threaten me, I was so violently trying to avoid him. I ended up getting passed to him anyway. I wanted cry man. This man was pretty much trying to crush me against him while saying shit like "I don't know what you're planning but you need to stop before i make you."
BESTIE I HAVE DONE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING INTENTIONALLY PACT WISE OTHER THAN WHAT I WAS FORCED TO AND WHAT WAS NECCESSARY PACT WISE. Nah cuz I shit you not I literally never asked for a pact with any of them other than Mammon and Levi, They all came out and asked me and for one reason or another I was like "fuck it we ball." Anyway, Funny little side note, instead of packing my actually pretty dresses/outfits that were good enough for this occasion Barbatos ended up packing my sequence dress. I've asked him why he hates me on multiple occasions because of it and its our little joke now. He said "I simply did not see the other options" smh time demon, for shame /j
Solomon saved me from Lucifer and the unlocked my magic power for me to use. Well dumb dumb Mammon (/aff) got us stuck in the labyrinth AGAIN and I summoned Asmo and Asmo was like "OOOO Power GIVE. we can make a pact teehee" I'm gonna be honest I agreed to the pact because genuinely that man kinda scared me. We obviously end up getting out and that night Asmo was all up in my bed just looking me over and pointing out all of my details. He was fr even trying to look in my mouth bro ┗( T﹏T )┛
Mammon's jealous ass came in after Asmo basically illuded to trying to fuck. Then one thing lead to another and all of the brothers and Solomon ended up in the room. Someone threw the first pillow and suddenly it was an all out warzone until Lucifer and Diavolo walk in to see what the commotion was. Lucifer wanted to yell at us but Diavolo stopped him and wanted to join. It was no longer a war and just a straight up massacre after that bro.
Lucifer said "hit me if you dare" and obviously I didn't value my life because as him and Diavolo are killing everyone with their deadly ass heat targeting pillows I sneak up behind this man and smack him in the back of the head with a pillow. I shit you not the room froze and he started slow turning I SWEAR HIS EYES WERE GLOWING
I started praying and begging Simeon to help me lmfao I have never run so fast in my life. I managed to hide with Simeon under the covers. I was terrified in the best way lmfao
Okay that's all the mental energy I have for this one. Feel free to ask for more if you want lol
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Absolution and Mercy (7x9-7x10) || Jay Halstead x Healstead Sister
*re-posting this because I'm stupid and accidentaly delated my blog 🫠
This is the plot from season 7, episodes 9 and 10 but with Jay's younger sister involved in the story.
Did I cry a bit writing this? Yes I did.
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Becca was usually the first one to be picked up after her afternoon classes were over, but this day she was left alone in the sidewalk. It was getting dark, she was cold and scared. At the distance she detected how a car was approaching her at full speed, but it wasn't Jay. It was Will, and she only realized that when he parked in front of her.
-"Sorry I'm so late. In my defense, Jay called me all of the sudden. I drived as fast as I could, then I got lost. Are you going to get in or what? It's freezing outside".
-"Where's Jay?" The girl asked when she was inside of the car.
-"He didn't say. He was in a hurry when he called me, he might be working in a case, something must have poped out unexpectedly. You know how it is".
-"Are you taking me home?"
-"No, I can't leave you there alone. We're going to my place. Jay will pick you up later, or I will take you back with him. He will give me a call, don't worry".
But that call never happened. During the course of the night, Will called his brother several times, but he never answered.
-"Do you think he is in danger?" Becca was starting to get worried.
-"No". Will lied. -"Maybe he's still working and he's not carrying his personal phone".
That argument didn't convince her at all.
-"It's late and you have school tomorrow, so this is what we're gonna do. Go take a shower, I'll find some clothes you can use to sleep on. I will take the sofa, so you can sleep comfy in my bed".
Not wanting to, Becca obeyed her brother. She couldn't hide her concern for Jay and Will was trying to ignore it, pretending nothing was going on. He was also quiet preoccupied but didn't want to show it. When his sister was out of the room, he gave it another try.
-"Hey, man. It's me again. Call me back as soon as you hear this...please. Bec's alright, don't worry. We're just...We want to make sure you're safe".
The sun began to set on the horizon without news of the missing Halstead brother. Will had barely slept during the night, he distributed his time between trying to reach Jay and checking on Becca, who also had a rough night. He was half asleep when a ray of light coming through the window woke him up.
-"Shit". He muttered looking at his cellphone. There were no signs of Jay.
He went to his room and found his sister sleeping under the blankets. He had to make a plan and act normal, she obviously knew something was wrong.
-"Bec". He softly moved her shoulder. -"Bec, wake up".
-"Is Jay back?" She asked half asleep.
-"No. I'm taking you home so you can get ready for school. Come on".
-"Do you think he is going to be there?"
-"We'll find out".
Will opened the door of Jay's appartment with his copy of the keys. He entered first, making sure everything was in order. Becca followed him when he gave her a sign to get in.
-"This is not good". She said. -"Where is he?"
-"I don't know. I'll pass by the 21st after I drop you off at school. Let's hope they have an answer to this mystery".
-"No. We'll pass by the 21st before you drop me off at school".
Trudy Platt was at her desk talking on the phone with the State's Attorney. She got confused when she saw both Halstead siblings entering the room, their presence wasn't a good singn, she felt it in her guts.
Sergeant Platt went up to the bullpen with Will and Becca behind her. All of the detectives were gathered there, except for Jay. The little girl looked all over the place and made a disappointed face when didn't spot her brother.
-"Hey, is Halstead on a UC run?" Trudy asked Voight.
-"Not that I know about".
-"State's Attorney is all over me. He's supposed to be in court right now. His brother and little sister are also looking for him". She pointed at them with her head.
-"He called me yesterday and asked me to take care of Becca. He was supposed to pick her up later, but never showed up. We went to his place this morning and wasn't there". Will intervened.
-"Hailey, you know anything?"
-"No, I called him a few times, but---".
-"I did too". Platt said.
-"No answer". Will concluded showing his phone. -"This is so out of character for him. He's overprotective, he would never forget about Becca like this. He didn't even called to make sure she was already with me, didn't ask if she was fine as he always does".
-"I ran the GPS on his truck...". Platt stoped and moved her eyes from Will and Becca before continuing.
-"Nothing I say will make her go downstairs". Will stated as giving her permission to keep on talking.
-"It's parked on a street in Englewood".
-"How long has it been there?"
-"All night. I ran the in-service calls to that block, there were two calls of suspicious persons at a house on that street".
Becca took a few steps to the front to reach her brother's arm.
-"Thanks, Trudy".
-"Check it out". Hank ordered to his detectives. -"We'll keep you updated". He said to Will.
-"Please find him". Becca begged the sergeant.
-"We won't stop until we find him". He reassured her with a smile and petting her head.
-"Let's move. I'll take you to school". The doctor said to his sister. -"You already missed a couple of classes".
-"Are you joking? I'm staying" She said staring directly at his eyes.
-"You'll be better at school than here or at The Med".
-"I myself will inform you when we find him, it's a promise". Trudy ended the conversation.
School was being worse than usual for Becca, she couldn't stop thinking about her brother. She was so deep in her toughts that she didn't even hear the daily mockery of her classmates. The clock was ticking slowly and her eyes began to fill with tears.
-"I'm here to take Becca Halstead". The school's principal interrupted the class. -"Take your backpack, sweetie. They're here to pick you up".
The tone on the woman's voice reminded her of that time Burgess and Roman took her to the bullpen because Jay was being threatened. She took her stuff and walked throught the hallway to find Trudy Platt at the office.
-"Here she is, Sergeant. You can take her now".
-"I promised you that I would inform you as soon as they found it. The team just found him".
-"Is he-".
-"I don't know anything else". Platt interrupted. -"I just know he was found". She lied, she wasn't the indicated to talk with her about his condition. -"Come on, I'll take you to The Med. Will is waiting there".
The Med was full of cops and detectives as usually happened when one of their own was wounded. For Will it was surreal that this time the victim was his brother, he still couldn't assimilate the fact. His mind was all disturbed constantly changing from the doctor to the brother role and viceversa. Apart from Jay's state of health, what worried him the most was Becca. Despite having notified a lot of bad news during his career, he had no clue how to discuss the situation with his little sister. He didn't want to, but he didn't want anyone else to be the one telling her the news. He was also uncommonly scared to enter the waiting room where the policemen were waiting for updates.
Hailey Upton was sitting leaning over with her elbows on her knees, the fear was evident on her face. Looking at her teary eyes it was obvios how much she had been crying. It wasn't strange at all, she and Halstead had been partners for a couple of years now and their relationship had grown to a good friendship, a very good friendship. Detective Rojas sat next to her and extended her a coffee, leaning a hand on her back as a reassuring gesture.
Kevin and Adam were also there, both standing up, for anxiety did not allow them to stay still. The rest of the place was packed with uniformed. Hank Voight was on his feet, concern was evident through his eyes. A lot of officers and commanders approached him offering their support.
With a heavy sigh and holding back a lot of emotions, Will encouraged himself to go inside with them. Everybody stood up at his presence. Detective Upton quickly positioned herself in front of him, followed by the rest of the team.
-"Hey, Everybody". Somehow he was managing to stay as the doctor, not the brother. -"I just talked to Dr. Marcel, he said the bullet grazed an artery. They are still trying to repair it".
-"Will?" Hank Voight intervened. -"Is he gonna be ok?"
-"He's lost a lot of blood". Words stuck in his throat and dried stoped talking. Ruzek gave him a pat on the shoulder to show emotional support, there wasn't relly anything else to do.
-"Will..." Maggie interrupted from the outside of the waiting room. Everyone turned their attention to the charge nurse and there was no need for her to explain anything. Becca was right behind her, her big hazel eyes wide open looking at all of the cops and some other familiar faces, trying to comprehend what was going on.
-"Oh, Bec...". Will approached to her sweating cold, with his heart raced in fear.
-"Wh--What's going on?" She asked, not being able to take her eyes off the cops. -"Sergeant Platt told me they found Jay, but nothing else. What happened?". Her voice was charged with despair.
The detectives' eyes were all on Becca, wide open as if waiting for a reaction from the girl.
-"Yeah. Ok. Hmm--there's no easy way to say this". His voice was very low and raspy. -"Jay was kidnapped, but his team found him and...".
-"Where is he? Can I see him?" The little girl interrupted calmly.
-"Jay was shot, Becca. He's going into surgery right now". As a doctor, he knew there wasn't other way of saying it.
-"Oh". The girl said as if it was a casual situation. -"But, I mean...he's going to be fine, right?".
-"He's...lost a lot o blood".
-"But it's Jay". Becca interrupted with a smiled, more as a symtom of a nervour breakdown, eyes starting to get teary. Maybe she didn't realize it, but she was avoiding the rest of the information. -"He has been shot before, he's like indestructible".
At that moment, Becca sensed how Maggie held her shoulders, and the weight of the world fell on the little girl. The atmosphere felt the same as when Jay told her that their mother had died, as same as when Will explained to her that they would have to disconnect their father. All of those memories and feelings were taking control over her, but this time Jay wasn't there to help her go through them.
-"Bec..."
-"No..."
-"Becca, he was shot in the chest, no bulletproof vest. He has lost a lot of blood...".
-"Will--". Maggie tried to stop the doctor.
-"Shut up!"
-"...but he's in surgery right now with Dr. Marcel, one of the very best in Chicago and he's..."
-"Just stop!". Becca cried.
-"Dr. Halstead!" Maggie insisted worried for how Becca was taking the news. There has to be another way of notifyig.
-"...doing his best to save our brother's life. He is in the best hands". He tried to hold her, but she refused him.
-"Is he goig to die?" Becca asked in a very low voice and bursted into an uncontrollable crying.
Will held his sister as tight as he could, so tight she was barely breathing under his arms. He tried to keep his composure, but broke down when he heard his little sister crying loud. He kissed her head, there was nothing to say, nothing to do, just be there for each other.
The intelligence team witnessed the scene and was moved by it, but most of all it made their anger grow even more. Tears rolled down Hailey's cheeks, Adam just stared at the floor with his arms crossed. Hank Voight patted Becca on the back as he passed through te sibblings to run into Burgess, who had just arrived.
-"I got an update on Angela Nelson".
-"Okay".
-"Doctors removed the bullet. She's gonna be fine".
-"Where is she?" And with that only question, they both left the place in a hurry.
With all of the movement that was generated, Will separated from Becca and took her by the shoulders: -"Come on, let's sit". They walked embraced, everyone moving to let them pass. She knew all of the detectives who were present, each one of them tried to make her feel their suport: Atwater squeezed her shoulder, Vanessa gave her a warm smile, Adam gave her a hug and Hailey sat right next to her holding her hand.
Not wanting to leave the hospital, Intelligence detectives had to withdraw due to a case assigned by Superintendent Crawford, something Hank couldn't avoid. Detective Upton was the only one that refused to leave, and no one contradicted her.
A couple of hours passed, but it felt like an eternity for Becca. There were still no news about Jay and that made her agony grow.
-"Why is it taking so long?" She was walking from one side to another, anxiety starting to increase.
-"These procedures are very delicate, they take a lot of time. You know what? You should go home". Will suggest. -"I don't think it is a good idea for you to stay here so much time. I'll find someone who can take you. You need rest, to change clothes, you haven't even eat anything".
-"I'm not going anywhere, Will". Becca answered with a stern tone that reminded of Jay's way of talking in distress. They were so alike.
-"Dr. Halstead". Maggie interrupted. -"I'm so sorry, you are requiered in the ER".
Will stared at his little sister, not knowing what to do, he would never leave her by herself in a normal day, much less under the circumstances they were going through.
-"Come on. I can't leave you here alone. Take your backpack, you can stay in the Doctor's room or in a dormitory while I find someone who can take you...".
-"I am not going anywhere, Will". Becca repeated her own words, this time with a little bit of anger.
-"Bec, I get it, I totally do. You want to stay here for Jay, but we will be updated in the ER, I just can't leave you here alone".
-"Alone? This must be the safest place in the hospital right now". She said pointing to all of the cops around.
-"I am not going anywhere". Upton interrupted before Will could continue. -"I can take care of her".
-"Hailey, you don't have to, you are already going through a lot right now and you are on duty, so...".
-"Nobody will move me from here, Will. It's ok, for real".
-"Is that all right for you?". Will looked at Becca and noticed the tiredness and sadness in her eyes as she nodded. -"Ok, all right. Just promise me that you'll eat something, kiddo". He approached to his little sister and kissed her forehead before parting.
-"Not really hungry, but I'll try".
-"Please do it for me. I'll be back as soon as I can".
His heart dropped when he walked out of the room, she also felt a little bit helpless, alone. It was true that she knew Hailey since a few years ago, she liked her and trusted her, but she wasn't her family and that's what she needed at the moment.
-"What if I bring you a hamburger from the cafeteria?" Maggie smiled to Becca. -"Don't you dare to say 'no' to me. I know it's your favorite, I'll be right back".
Becca took a deep breath and sighed, her leg was shaking a lot even standing up. Despair and anxiety were taking over her small body, she felt the urge to hit something or somebody. Her mind started going around, she couldn't live without Jay, what would she do without her big brother? She was nothing without him. A lot of memories came to her mind, good ones and bad ones. Suddenly she was crying without even noticing it.
-"Hey!" Hailey called her from her seat and forced a smile for the girl. -"Wanna join me here?".
Becca sat next to her brother's partner, not really knowing what to do or what to say. She tried to hold her tears, but failed, so she wiped them away as soon as they got out of her eyes. Hailey placed a hand in Becca's shaking leg.
-"You don't need to do that. You can cry in front of me, I won't judge you. I mean, look at me". They both smiled. -"Here, hold my hand, squeeze it. Breath with me, it will help you ease your toughts: 4 in, hold 7 and 8 out".
-"Thank you". The little Halstead sister said when she was more calmed.
-"I know you and Jay are very close. He's so private, but he still talks a lot about you with me".
-"He does?".
-"Yes. When we started working together, before knowing he had a sister, I always tought he was talking about his daughter".
-"Imagine that". Becca made a disgust gesture and laughed a bit. -"I know you two are very fond too. He never talks about work with me, but you wouldn't be here if you didn't care for him". She didn't feel like revealing right there that Jay had talked about her before.
-"He is a good partner, it's hard to find one". The girl stared at her for a few seconds, then they stayed in silence for a couple of minutes, staring at the floor. Becca was a sensible girl, she understood there was more behind Detective Upton words and suddenly Hailey felt like family.
-"I'm really scared". She confessed while unconsciously hugging Hailey's arm.
-"Me too". The detective held her tight. -"But your brother, he is a tough guy, he's strong of mind and body. And he loves you so much, he won't stop fighting to overcome this and come back to you. I can assure you that".
A very special connection was formed between Hailey and Becca in that exact moment. In Hailey's arms, Becca found the peace she needed to rest, and fell asleep while she stroked her ginger tousled hair. Inside her chest, Hailey was feeling the urgent need to protect the little girl, as if she was her own sister. She never let her go while they waited together, if anything, she held her tighter as time passed by.
Rojas found them like that when she went back to the hospital to check on Hailey.
-"Hey". Vanessa announced her presence.
-"Hey". Upton answered back in a low voice, trying to hug her roomate, but couldn't really move with Becca asleep in her shoulder.
-"I got you some gyro from Greek Islands, I tought you might be hungry".
-"That's really sweet of you. Thanks". She took the back with her unoccupied hand.
-"And I got you some clean clothes from the appartment".
-"Thank you". She genuinely smiled.
-"Have we heard anything about Jay?" She sat down next to her friend.
-"No". Upton sadly answered, unconsciously checking on Becca, who was now half awake. -"He's gonna freak out when he wakes up, the man hates needles. I can't figure him out, he's the first one through the door, a war vet. And he'd rather take a bullet than get the flu shot".
Becca, who was now listening everything, internally laughed at that last comment. That was a good description of his brother.
-"Hailey, I know how hard this must be for you".
-"It's always hard when something like this happens".
-"It's hard because you love him". Vanessa Rojas said simply.
Becca's heart began to beat a little bit faster, this time for a good feeling instead of anxiety. Of course she was in love with her brother, everything made sense now. And she knew Jay had feelings for her too. Maybe that was why she felt so secure by her side.
-"Of course I love him. He's my partner". Hailey answered to finish the conversation.
Both detectives phones started to buzz and Becca took advantage of that to pretend that she had just woken up.
-"Ruzek got a lead on the home invasion". Rojas looked at her phone.
-"Yeah. Um, I'm gonna stay". Hailey said looking at Becca, who looked devastated even after having rested a bit.
-"Is everything all right?" The younger Halstead asked when Rojas left. Hailey nodded her head, not being able to controll her sobbing. The last conversation had moved a lot inside of her and was now a mixure of feelings.
Another hour passed by and Becca couldn't take it anymore.
-"Where's Will? He was supposed to be back soon and also keep us updated.
-"He was here a few times, but you were deep asleep. He didn't want to bother you. He had no news, though".
-"I heard my favorite Halstead didn't want to leave her brother's side". A familiar voice called, it was Trudy Platt. She approached with a bag in her hands. -"So I thought it would help to bring you some clothes, hunny. I mean, CPD sweaters and pants might not be the best, but they should be more confortable than that uniform you've been wearing all day. These are the smallest I found, I'm positive they'll fit you".
When Becca came back from the restroom, all changed and carrying the other clothes, she found Hailey and Platt standing up in front of Will. Fear ran through her entire body once more, not knowing what to expect, since the three of them looked very serius. It was Hailey who spotted the little girl petrified in terror at the entrance of the room.
-"Bec". Will called her. -"He's all right. Jay is going to be fine".
-"Are you sure?" She dropped her clothes and started to cry happy tears.
-"It will take time for him to recover and I can assure you he will be a pain in the ass, but he's going to be all right".
Becca laughed and jumped into her brother's arms, who lifted her up a bit in the air. Upton and Platt presenced the scene with teary eyes of relief and a smile from ear to ear.
-"Can I see him?"
-"He's still asleep, but of course. You can wait by his side until he wakes up. Come on, I'll take you there. My shift will end in a couple of hours and then I'll fully be with you two".
-"Oh, but wait!" She turned to Hailey, before following her brother. -"You should come with us. Will, she can come with us, right?".
-"I don't think is a good idea. I'll wait in here until he wakes up, don't worry". She rushed to say before letting Will answer.
-"No. I really think you should come". Once more, there was that tone so similar to Jay comming from Becca.
-"There's no problem, Hailey. If you want to, you can come". The doctor confirmed.
When Jay woke up, Hailey was out changing her clothes. Becca was the first person he spotted when he opened his eyes.
-"Hey". He managed to say and raised his unharmed arm trying to reach his little sister, taking her elbow. -"Why are you crying?" She took his hand and squeezed it as tight as she could.
-"Because I'm happy you're alive, dummy". Jay smiled when he heard her voice.
Both siblings had a lot of things to say, but they didn't need words to express their feelings. They stared at each others eyes and it was enough to understand what they were going through.
-"I know". Jay said feeling how emotional Becca was. -"Come here". He opened his arm within his posibilities and with a lot of caution she laid down her head to hug him back. -"I'm sorry. I'm so, so, sorry". He kept repeating in a raspy voice.
They stayed like that for a while. Jay couldn't stop thinking about his actions and what would had happened to Becca if he had died. She was the only thing on his toughts when he received the shot. Becca relaxed when she heard her brother's heartbeat, it was the definitive evidence she needed to make sure he was really alive.
-"How are you feling?"
-"Like I was asleep for a year".
-"You needed a little rest".
-"Sorry to interrupt". Detective Upton came into the scene, embarrased to be the reason they had to separate. -"I didn't noticed you were already awake".
-"Don't worry. You are just in time". Becca smiled.
-"Hailey?" Jay started and she walked to the other side of the bed.
-"You know I hate hospitals".
-"Oh, you are just fine already, aren't you?". Becca rolled her teary eyes, but the comment made Hailey laughed a bit.
-"I do".
-"You gotta get me out of here".
-"It's not optional, no".
Hank Voight entered almost immediately and stood next to his detectives.
-"Becca, happy to see your eyes lighting again". He greeted her first with a head nodd, then talked to Jay: -"How's the shoulder?"
-"It feels like I'll be flying a little crooked for a while.
-"I went and talked to Will and he said no structural damage, so you got lucky".
-"I guess you could call it that".
There was something going around Jay's mind, but he couldn't ask with the presence of his little sister. He didn't want her to leave, but he had to ask Voight, and there wasn't going to be another chance.
-"Uh, Bec--why don't you go and..."
-"I guess I'll go find Will, yes". Becca said feeling the tension.
-"How's Angela doing?" He finally asked when they were alone.
-"She's under arrest".
From outside the room, Becca saw Hailey and Voight going out having a brief conversation, they looked concerned. When they split up, the Sergeant walked into another room and Upton rushed out of the hospital.
-"Is your shift already over?" Becca asked Will when he passed by, not even noticing her.
-"Half an hour and I'm done". He said looking at his clock. -"Look at you, all smiley again".
-"Jay woke up. They are running some tests right now. He's going to loose it if there are needles involved".
-"He just received a shot and I do believe he would still be afraid of a needle". The siblings laughed.
The three Halsteads stayed together as much as they could, but it was getting late and they were tired. Becca's eyes started to close due to mental exhaustation, she had cried all day and her mind was pushed to the limit. Now that everything was calmed coudn't avoid to fall asleep although the chair she was sitting in was the most unconfortable.
-"I think it's time to go". Will said. -"She stayed by your side all day, didn't want to move for a second. She was really, really worry".
-"Maybe I wasn't the indicated to be in charge of her". Jay sighed and spat what he had in his mind. -"Maybe we should have let aun Clair take her".
-"And just let her go to New York far away from us? Like, never see her again? What are you talking about, Jay? Where is this comming from, anyway?"
-"It's not the first time I've put her in a situation like this".
-"Stop thinking about it. It's the sedatives, you are all sensible and tired and need more rest. We are good, Jay. There is no one with whom she is better than with you, not even me".
A few days passed before Jay was discharged. Becca noticed how a lot of people visited him more than once: Kim, Adam, Kevin, Vanessa, Hank, Trudy and a bunch of other cops she didn't recognize. Her brother was a beloved soul and the love he received was extended towards her. She stayed inside of the room with all of the visits, except with Hailey. She always found an excuse to go out of the room when Detective Upton arrived.
-"All right. Finally, time to go home". Will said carrying a bag. -"Got you clean clothes and other stuff you may need".
-"Thank you".
-"Are you sure you don't need a hand?" Dr. Halstead asked before going out.
-"I'm good. I'll be using only one hand for a couple of days, so I might get used to it from now on".
-"I'll be around if you change your mind. Bec, let's go. Give the man some space".
Becca already knew all of the hospital, specially the ER, so she was left alone on the hallway while Will went back to work. She went to the vending machine to get something to eat while waiting for Jay. She got a juice for herself and was about to take a bag of gummies for her brother when a voice interrupted her.
-"Isn't a little bit early for candies?" It was Dr. Charles.
-"Oh, no. These are for my brother. He is about to be discharged, I tought about getting him his favorites".
-"That's a nice gesture and I'm happy to hear he's going out.
These past days were very hectic, weren't they?".
-"You bet".
Becca started walking slowly back to Jay's room, the psychiatrist by her side.
-"Dr. Charles?"
-"Yes, tell me".
-"Did Will send you to spy on me?"
-"What makes you think that?"
-"I know you've been following me around the hospital for the last couple of days. If I go to the restroom, you are there. If I go to the cafeteria, you are there. Whenever I'm alone, you are there...and now we're here". Becca smiled.
-"Oh. It wasn't my intention to make you feel harassed. Your brother Will wants to make sure you are fine, that's all".
-"No, it's ok. I think I understand".
-"Good. Well, now that we're here, would you mind if I ask you how are you doing? Your mind and body were under a lot of stress for a long period of time".
-"I'm fine. I mean, Jay is alive, that's all that matters".
-"Hm. You are right. Anyway, I'll be around if you feel the need to talk. Even when you go back home, you know I will be here".
-"Thanks, Dr. Charles".
That last conversation was strange for the little girl, why would she need to talk to Dr. Charles? Jay was alive, everything was fine. She couldn't stop going around it in her mind, she tought about telling Jay about it, but when she was close to his room she detected someone else inside, it was Hailey. Becca stood watching from afar how the detective was helping her brother to put on his sweater, that made her smile. She didn't know what they were talking about, but from her place it seemed they were very close from each other. Becca turned and walked away to give them some space.
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Tom Riddle x twin reader (fem) (AU)
Cowritten by @chxrrybomb22 @midnightgrimoire
[sorry if their is spelling mistakes we did go did poof read it and we are both dyslexic]
18+ warning - We don’t know what warning to add. ~Just so you know it will be dark just not yet~ (P.T 1 remake feedback would be appreciated and any repost ☺️)
(Tom Riddle) - {Christian Coulson}
( Adelaide Riddle) - {Lily Collins}
(Alexander McLaggen) - {Hayden Christensen}
The three moon bored are made by both me and @midnightgrimoire and they are at the bottom
Tom and Adelaide Riddle are like a ying and yang one represent the good and one represents the evil. They have had a shit childhood and that putting it lightly. From their mother drugging their father with a love potion which has only effected tom not Adelaide ( nobody knows for certain why) as Tom has grown to become obsessive and controlling over Adelaide.
Living in an orphanage was not all sunshine and rainbow as Adelaide was bullied for being ‘weaker than Tom and more valuable’. If you are wondering what happened to their mother and father you will be shocked that their mother loved a muggle who didn’t love her back so she drugged him with a love potion and once she given birth the potion worn off and their father fled in fright as he ‘woke up from a sleep’ and he was terrified to find out he was married to a woman he didn’t know and has just given birth to his ‘twins’.
Once Tom and Adelaide were 11 they were approached by a man called Dr.Dumbledore. Who they thought was a doctor to help Tom after he had ‘accident’ with an other child in the orphanage after Adelaide kept playing with the child everyday and not Tom unknowingly putting that child in risk. People were often too scared to approach Adelaide when tom was lurking about which confused the poor girl as to her he was the best brother and twin anyone could ask for ( not knowing how evil he truly was. Completely convinced the ‘accidents were just that accidents’}.
{ time jump to first year in Hogwarts after being sorted into different houses}
To say tom was livid was an understatement of the century would not be accurate to the rage he was feeling after hearing the sorting hat split him and his precious twin “ how would she survive without him?” Whyl he was simmering with rage she was content to have made new friends as back in the orphanage she had no friends due to toms actions.
At the hufflepuf table Adelaide was happy to be making friends and having playful conversations with people who didn’t run away in fear of her brother. And this is when she met her future best friend and soon to be lover Alexander McLaggen. For the poor boy it was love at first sight when he saw Adelaide and her soft, warm doe eyes, the complete opposite of Toms cold and calculating eyes. He was completely enamoured which her.
And yes if you are wondering his great-nephew is Cormac McLaggen, the only difference is Alexander was raised right. He felt more comfortable with Adelaide knowing she was ‘ment’ to be in Slytherin with her twin, Knowing they were in the ‘wrong house’ as his family before him were all in Gryffinod the pressure was immense.
Half way through the year tom confronts his sister and warns her to stay away from the boy “not only are we not in the same house but now you’re talking and hanging around MCcLaggen. That childish twat doesn’t stop talking about quidich and doesn’t even know basic potions”
And her response were “so what if he doesn’t stop talking about the things he’s like i mean look at me i love to talk about animals and plants, dose that mean there is something wrong with me? Do I annoy you too? Tom? I am also bad at positions dose that mean I’m stupid?’
“ no your not don’t say something like that your not stupid or annoying you’re my sister, my twin, two half of one soul i could never get mad at you” but what he didn’t say was ‘but i can get mad at everyone else who got in my way to you’.
{ time jump to their 3rd year Tom find out they kiss }
Now they been at school for 3 year everything was going smoothly tom doesn’t know about Adelaide and Alexander secret meetings for the last to years outside the common rooms. ( the only time they get to see each other is in the common rooms as tom makes sure to keep them both separated from each other).
Tom demanded Adelaide to meet him in the library for a study session “what do you mean you don’t get it Adelaide we have been over this you add the water after the trolls snot”
“ but its too hard to remember how do you remember it? It’s too hard can’t we just go in the gardens and looks for bunnies?”
“ you know better than anyone else ‘bunnies’ wouldn’t be on hog warts grounds the womping willow will kill them all and-“ and this was when tom was interrupted by a Cher air and oblivious Alexander not knowing tom hated his guts. “ Adelaide fancy seeing you here i thought you said you don’t like to read?”
At this point you can see this is were tom anger started to boil “ well she needs to learn somehow and no thanks to you.”
“ ok not gonna lie that was a bit harsh but what can you do? We all cant be good at everything like you mister perfect.” Watching the pissing match between the two boys Adelaide had enough and decided she was finished watching them metaphorically go at each others throats. “ ok, ok, ok, Enough i get it, I get it your both the pretty girls. But i need to go and i have had it with you and all your bickering. McLaggen i will see you in the common rooms later after class, don’t forget you need to give back that ‘ book you borrowed’” she quickly got up and headed off the common rooms all the why���ll tom was giving both of them death glares. “ sure ill go get it now” they both race off together to the common rooms to avoid toms glare.
After Tom sneakers in the hufflepuff common rooms to see Adelaide he notice she not there and he starts to panick as it is past curfew set by the teachers, as he starts to franctily search around the common room only to come across fain noise in one of the alcoves on the wall. Pulling the curtain with a greate amount of force only to find not to ind his twin, his other half with none other than that low life boy!!!!!.
Adelaide and Alexander were in their own world completely unaware of tom presents. As Adelaide was telling Alexander all about the new bird she had found.
“I was shocked because it’s not everyday you see a Red-Baked Shrike” Adelaide spoke with so much enthusiasm it was almost like her eyes were sparking. “So what is a red-Baked shrike? And were did you find it?”
“A Red-Baked shrike is a little off white bird with brown wings and back line a cross it eye s almost as if it doesn’t want you to know who it is ~” she slowly stops talking only to see Alexander is staring at her lip with such a intense gaze it could have melt ice and all Alexander could think was how stunning her brown eye look and how the colour in her eyes looks like the most inviting hot cup of hot coco (her favourite drink). Alexander couldn’t help him self from starring at her and thinking when he is around her time stops as if he had the choice all he could listen to was her voice for all eternity. “Can i just say you have the most welcoming and softest voice i have ever had the pleasure of hearing in my life” as he basked in her inviting aura. “ I-I-I don’t really know how to respond s-s-sorry?”
“ let me respond for you-“ before he new it he had worked up the courage to lean over and give her a kiss.
Her lip were Devine, the softest of any silk and My God she tasted better than he could have ever imagined. Adelaide was at shock at first because she didn’t think her best friend and her long time crush would like her never mind kissing her. ( The woman was stunned to speak)she was stunned in to silence and then she returned the kiss with just as much if not more passion. They broke apart from their kiss looking at each other as if they were the only ones left in the world. “Can i just say that was the BEST kiss I’ve ever had in my life” that statement caused Adelaide to ruin the mood by lauhing out loud and Antalya saying “that WAS your first kiss you have nothing to compère it with.”
Unknown to them tom was watching the whole scene go down. He was all but ready to rag that little shit to the forbidden forest and feed him to the monsters that lay within. The amount of rage he was feeling was incomprehensible the only thing that stopped him from confronting them. Was the fact that they were in the Hufflepuff common room as well as the prefects finish the rounds of the castle for the night. Once tom finally makes it to his room he begins to make plans on how to separate that little cunt and his pressure little Adelaide.
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[VOID]!ALPHATALE ALPHATALE: REIMAGINED
Original Work by @vibeless15
Reimagined by CrystalVA
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Chapter 7: Try Something New
William woke up in his bed, it's his birthday again. "Adam's asleep... Guess I'm up early..." William rubbed his eyes and stretched, "Did you sleep well, blue prince?" William looked down to see the ghost flower on his bed, "Hey there, you scared me for a second..." William stood up and quietly put his jacket on, making sure not to wake Adam, "Well, how much do you remember?' the flower asked curiously, "I remember everything a lot clearer this time... Normally, I only remember it like a dream, but now everything is so clear. It's weird..." William sighed, hoping the conversation was done so he could move on and just live out his birthday normally. "You are aware that many more [RESETS]s have happened than just what you remember, correct?" The flower looked on curiously, "Astral Mother made sure I knew... One of her little experiments was testing and training [RESET] awareness... I'm pretty sure I'm the only one between me and my brothers who even somewhat remembered anything..." William looked down, sadness filling his expression, "hm... Well, I do hope you don't think everything will be fine after this. Your mother is very upset about her Genocide run." The flower said as it began disappearing, "Don't call her my mother. She lost that title long ago." William said sternly. "Of course, my apologies. I'll see you around, blue prince." The flower fully vanished.
Adam woke up a few moments later, "Oh shit- you're up early!?" Adam got up, excited he didn't have to wait to dig into the cake Quenya had prepared overnight. The morning went mostly as it did before, only noticeable difference being William's tiredness and the lack of a need to wake him up. "Hey, Will! You good? Ya look dead." Adam said as he stuffed his face with the last bit of cake on his plate, "W-what? Oh! Yeah... I'm just really tired, I'm fine." William shot up from his slouching position, "Anyway... We got any plans for the day?" William turned to Quenya, who had finished washing the dishes and rounding up the Temmies, "Hm? Well... Yes actually!" Quenya excitedly stepped towards the table where Adam and William were sitting.
Quenya revealed the tickets for the ARA Resort, which William tried to act surprised about. Everyone got ready as they did the first time around, and left for their day out. This time around, the three got to enjoy a wonderful show from Aurora without so much as seeing Astral Mother or Frisk. The next day started similarly, with William surprising Adam by being awake before him and the two going downstairs for a meal, normal breakfast instead of cake this time, much to Adams disappointment.
"Now that you're stuck here eating... I've heard you two are failing gym. Somehow I don't think it's because you're not 'fit' enough for it. What's going on?" Quenya leaned forward, starring William and Adam directly in the eyes, "Hey! It's not our fault they don't like us just because we're 'royalty'!" Adam was clearly upset, and William was trying to pretend he wasn't skipping classes. "That's why you impress them so much they can't fail you!" Quenya dramatically flexed as she shouted, "Mom... You bent your fork..." William pointed at the fork in Quenya's hand, "Ah! Shit! Whoops..." Quenya tossed the fork in the trashcan and grabbed a new one to finish her breakfast. Once the three finished breakfast, Quenya hurried William and Adam out of the house to be on their way to school.
The two walked towards the school, with Adam far in the lead. Adam reached a turn, where they saw Ares, Jacob, Chara, Delios, and Frisk all standing together, "Oh? HEY GUYS!" Adam shouted as he sped up even farther ahead of William, who started slightly speeding up. Adam ran up and aggressively hugged Ares, "Hey, watch out for the book!" Ares shouted, causing Adam to shift to a side hug, "Thank you." Ares said as he returned the hug. Adam looked up at Jacob, who had bandages on his head and arms "You look great today..." Adam said, patting Jacob on the back, "T-thank you..." Jacob said before looking towards Delios, who shot him a nasty look. "Sooo... What're you guys doing here?" Adam asked, "Chara said he had some news to tell everyone." Delios answered. Frisk ignored everything while leaning on a brick fence.
Finally, William rounded the corner and saw everyone. Chara noticed William and quickly ran and hugged him tightly, "...You did it..." Chara whispered, "Heh... I sure did..." William softly chuckled. "Now... What I wanted to tell everyone is... Me and Will are dating!" Chara excitedly announced, to which Delios and Frisk just walked away, "Sorry, but that's not all too surprising." Delios said before he disappeared behind a corner. Adam lightly smiled, "Can't disagree with Del on that... But I'm happy for ya anyway!" Adam said before giving Jacob a soft hug and continuing on his way to school with Ares while Jacob walked back to the castle. "W-what just happened?" William asked, stunned by the situation, "An announcement no one cared about, that's what." Chara answered, unaffected by the situation. "Huh... I guess that's that? It's 'official' now?" William asked as he started back on his way to school, "Yep! Sure is. You earned it after the last timeline." The two embraced each other for a moment before going their separate ways for the day.
A Few Hours Later...
William took a detour to the garbage dump near Waterfall City, where he let himself drift down stream on top of a pile of garbage and think. Now that him a Chara were actually a couple, he felt like he needed to think about a lot of things in involving being in a relationship, like his schedule and places to bring Chara. Like a waterfall. "A waterfall would be nice... Wait... OH FUCK!" William shouted as he fell down a pit deeper into the underground, "Ow... I definitely sprained something...." William said as he rubbed his right shoulder, "Ugh... Where the fuck am I?" William looked around, seeing nothing of interest other than a lone training dummy placed on top of a small pile of trash, "hm? That's... Odd..." William thought as he grabbed a metal rod and poked the dummy. "HEY! Do you just poke random people trying to sleep!?" The dummy erupted in anger, "Uh... Sorry, I didn't realize you were... y'know... alive. My bad." William apologized as he tossed the metal rod to the side, "Damn right it is! Now you're gonna sit here and listen to me complain about life as punishment!" The dummy shouted, with complete seriousness. "Do you... need someone to talk to? If you're lonely just say so, I'll listen for a bit." William said as he sat on an old crate that was barely held together. "W-what...? Really?" The dummy instantly softened, "I-I... Ok..." The dummy tried to put its aggressive mask back on, but realized it would be useless.
The dummy shared a lot, but Astral Mother was the primary reason for the dummies anger, and why it was stuck down there. "THAT BITCH TRICKED ME! She said I'd get a new body for my ghostly form, but failed to mention it was just to be a more realistic training dummy! The audacity! The audacity! Obviously, I wasn't gonna LET myself be cut and beat! So she threw me down here! THE AUDACITY!" The dummy continued shouting about the audacity of the situation as William silently looked at his muddy reflection on the dirty water. "RAH! SHE DESERVES DEATH! Wouldn't you agree!?" William stood up and smiled at the dummy, "She really does... Sad she's nigh untouchable..." William whispered as he teleported just outside of Snowdin and walked home. "She really does..." William reflected on his time with the dummy all evening.
During all of this, Frisk, Delios, and Ares were forced to listen to Jacob's screams as he was experimented on by Astral Mother. "So annoying..." Frisk groaned as he sat on a chair near the corner of the main room in the castle. "Shut up." Delios stood in front of Frisk, anger filling his eyes. "Since when did you care about any of these rats? I thought you couldn't care less, as long as they were useful." Frisk thought back to the previous timeline where Delios had been more affectionate. "Honestly... I couldn't tell you, but I don't care. Shut up." Delios said, stemming like he's mixing his "normal" personality with the more kind personality he experienced in the previous timeline. "... How strange, I don't seem to give a shit." Frisk said before shutting his eyes to take a nap, "You brat!" Delios shouted as he summoned his massive hammer and prepared to crush Frisk, but was stopped as Ares jumped in front of him, "Stop! If you're gonna fight someone, fight the actual problem!" Ares shouted as he looked towards the entrance to the secret lab. "She's why any of this is going on at all..." Ares sighed as he picked up his book he left on the ground, away from Delios's hammer.
2 Years Later...
William fell asleep on the couch the night before. He woke up to the pleasant sound of embers hopping around the fireplace. "Things are so... peaceful. I really thought everything was just gonna go to shit again... but... I can't feel safe with her in charge... No one can. She's up to something... I know it." William thought to himself as he slowly got up and made his way to the back of the house. Quenya was training in the backyard, striking the dummy with massive amounts of anger in every strike. "Hey, mom! I have a question!" William shouted, causing Quenya to stop, "*huff* *huff* Yeah? *huff* What is it Will?" Quenya grabbed a towel on the backyard fence and wiped some sweat from her forehead, "If I were to plan to kill the Astral Mother... Would you help me?" William asked, bluntly and with complete sincerity.
"WHAT!? ARE YOU INSANE!? HOW CAN YOU SUGGEST THAT!?" Quenya grabbed William by his shoulders and yelled. "Well- If we just make a plan, I really think we can do it!" William released himself from Quenya's grasp, "WILL! She has a leash on EVERYONE! She has greater power than I could even imagine! And... She has an even stronger leash on me... and I'd rather die than risk hurting any of you... Please, we can survive like this..." Quenya's voice became softer and quieter. "Mom... What'd you mean? What did she do to you!?" William realized just how little he knew about his moms life before him and Adam showed up. "William... let's go inside... Adam deserves to know what I'm about to tell you..." Quenya relaxed her body, walked inside with William, and told him to take a seat on the couch before going to grab Adam.
Quenya returned a minute or so later with Adam shortly behind. Quenya began explaining what prompted the sudden family meeting, William's question. "Will!? You wanna go that far!?" Adam agrees with the sentiment, but wouldn't go as far to suggest assassination. "As if she doesn't deserve it..." William mumbled. "Now... Onto why we're actually here. I need to tell you two something..." Quenya started explaining how Astral Mother created her all those years ago in the Great War of Human and Monsters. "Why does that mean anything!? Are you sentimental towards her just because she made you!? Is that why!?" William was more confused than anything. Was it really just because of sappy sentimental reasons that Quenya couldn't even consider this? "No! If you let me finish, you'll understand!" Quenya raised her voice and quieted William. "I... have a chip, of sorts... it gives her complete control over me anytime she pleases... It would... explode if we tried to take it out. I want nothing to do with you two dying... Especially if it's by my hands..." Quenya slowly explained as tears formed in her eyes, "Just let us live quietly... Everything has been so peaceful recently..." The tears in Quenya's eyes began falling, "Mom... We all know it won't last... Plus... I know something you don't..." William got up and hugged Quenya with Adam joining the hug, "W-what? What do you know?" Quenya stared curiously at William, "A lot..." William sat down and began attempting to explain everything about [RESET]s and everything they've forgotten.
"Wh-what? None of that makes sense... But, those stories... They feel... so familiar..." Quenya started shaking with fear. "That... That... THAT HEARTLESS BITCH!" Or... maybe rage. Adam shot up from the couch, "William... How can I help?" Adam still felt hesitant about killing, but he knew if anyone deserved it, it was Astral Mother. "Before anything, I have to figure out how to deactivate the bomb in Mom's neck..." William walked over to Quenya, "Where's the chip?" William asked, "it's in the nape of my neck, do what you need to get it out so I can kill that bitch!" Quenya was fired up. William began feeling around the back of Quenya's neck, seeing if the chip was deep or surface level. "Of course... It's too deep to feel... I assume I won't be able to expose the chip without it exploding... I gotta think about this..." William sat down and closed his eyes for a moment to think. "Mind if we help?" Said a voice from near the front door. "Who- Ares!? Delios!? What're you-" Adam reacted to them first, "Calm down... I came by to visit, and brought Dell with me. We heard what you were talking about... We wanna help." Ares approached William. "I can help disarm the chip. Grab my hand Will." Ares reached his hand out, which glowed a purple color.
William grabbed Ares's hand. He almost instantly felt different. He could see through things! He could see Quenya's skeleton, and the chip. "X-Ray vision!? How the hell did you figure that out!?" William was shocked. He had no idea purple magic could do something like this. Normally purple magic was virtually only used for defensive purposes. Ares didn't respond, he looked at William's chest with a look of worry before quickly letting go of William's hand. "W-What was that? What'd ya see?" William didn't get a chance to look down and know. "It's nothing to worry about... I think the magic was just messing with my head..." Ares was terrible at lying. "Ugh... I'm not gonna stop thinking about that... Whatever! I think I can deal with the chip..." William ran to the kitchen and grabbed an apple to show what he was planning. "Ares, can you make it so I can see the seeds of the apple?" William reached his hand out, "uh... Yeah, sure." Ares grabbed William's hand again. This time, the vision wasn't quite as strong, but enough to see the seeds. "Ok.. if I just..." William got close to the apple and hovered his hand over it, glowing with his blue magic, slowly moving his fingers. Within a few seconds, William phased all the seeds out of the apple, separated into their basic pieces. "Amazing..." Everyone said out loud, "I am so glad that worked... Ok mom, lean your head down." William said as he finished repeating the process to all the seeds is the apple. "Alright... Let's get this over with..." William said as he held Ares's hand and hovered his free hand over Quenya's neck. "Ok... Disable the explosive and bring the pieces out... easy..." William thought to himself as beads of sweat formed on his forehead.
After a few minutes of very careful handling, the chip was slowly phased through Quenya's neck in hundreds of its separate pieces. "Hooooo... Thank everything..." William said before he collapsed onto the floor, exhausted because of such precise use of his magic.
An hour or so later, William woke up on the couch surrounded by Quenya, Adam, Ares, and Delios. "Jeez..." William slowly got up, "Finally, now we can move on to the next step, getting enough people on board..." Ares said, instantly getting to thinking, "Actually... About that. How'd you get... him... to help?" William asked, pointing to Delios, "Ah, of course. I made him aware of Astral Mother's brainwashing. That wasn't too hard once I found out what method she was using." Ares said casually, "Wh-what? How the hell- nope. Just gonna stop here and accept it. You'll turn this into a college lecture on brainwashing if I ask." William said as he relaxed into the couch, "...Fair enough. Now, onto recruitment. We have, Me, William, Adam, Quenya, and Delios. Jacob and Chara shouldn't be difficult to get on board. Frisk could be an issue... He's far deeper under Astral Mother's influence than Delios was. Muffet could be good to get on board, she already leads riots against Astral Mother, so that's a pretty clear ally."
"OK! You're starting to ramble. Let me handle our assistance." William interrupted confidently, "...I suppose you are a better person to talk to people than me." Ares settled his thoughts. "Although, I will need your help with Frisk!" William requested as Ares and Delios left back to the castle for the night. "Leave it to me!" Ares shouted before fading out of view.
END OF CHAPTER 7
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!! Vent !!
I'm so sorry btw. Just needed to bring it all up.
Sometimes I just sit and think about the fact my brother was born about a month after I turned 12
(Jan. 15th and Feb. 23)
At first, it was just helping here and there. Still everyday. But I could get into bed on school nights (which instead of sleeping was me time mostly because yk)
Slowly he became my full responsibility. At like 13-14 I was accused of being on drugs. I wasn't doing 🍃 at the time.
So my mom goes through my entire room, finds nothing.
What was really going on? I was just tired. No mom, my eyes aren't red from 🍃, it's because you just woke me up. I mean, sure, I was laying on laundry in the bathroom.. But come on! Give a girl a break. I was TIRED.
when COVID hit, it was full time. 24/7. So since I was home, I was taking care of my dad's mom and my brother. While trying to keep up with school work and zoom classes. To say I did horribly..
But by the end of that school year my mom pulled me out of that school and put me in homeschooling.
So. That's great. I guess I could say I have experience in childcare. Not that I ever want to work with children.
I'm undiagnosed, I know that. With what? Probably a lot of shit.
My brother is ADHD/autistic we believe (not hard to see it) and I have to be the one watching him every day?
Who thinks it's a good idea for a holding-on-by-a-thread neurodivergent adult to take care of a equally neurodivergent child?
My mom apparently.
And she still gets pissed when I don't finish something or do something.
I'm simply just tired. So tired.
One day I know I'll get to leave, go stay with my girlfriend. Or my aunt. Whichever comes first. I know it will get better. I just have to keep going. I know I'm likely burned out but I don't have much of a choice. I still have a child who relies on me.
And you know what? My mother calls me so many different fucking names. Yells. (Which, I WILL cry whenever someone raises their voice at me.)
I'm a bitch if I get an attitude.
I'm a bully if I'm not nice to my brother.
I'm stupid and ignorant if I don't understand something. Which, I'm now too scared too ask for someone to repeat something or to ask for help. Because I should know how to do the thing already apparently.
I'm a liar when I say I don't like ground meat because of its texture. Because I've ate it before. Or, when I say I'm going to the bathroom but my brother doesn't want me to leave. And I go to the bathroom, but then I go sit in my room.
And *oh* the disappointed and disapproving look my mom has given me as she passes my room after I refused to cuddle with my brother saying "it would have only taken only ten minutes and he would have went to sleep"
context: My brother will ask to cuddle when he's tired. And if you allow him to curl up he'll likely fall asleep within 10-30mins.
More context: SA has made me VERY uncomfortable with just about anyone touching me. Sometimes I can't mentally or physically handle anyone touching me AT ALL. and it got really bad so I was turning down my brother a lot. And yeah, I feel fucking shitty. I love that kid.
But I need space sometimes.
And often these things linger in my head. It gnaws. It's always there. I randomly cry at night because of the amount of fucking shit my family has put me through.
Sometimes I feel like I'm actually a really bad person. That I am these things I'm called.
Then I remember. I video things I do sometimes. While chatting with the people I'm closest to. I talk through my process. I can stay on track. It's a lot more fun.
Also I started this really upset and um lost what I was saying. But um that's actually a lot I wrote, I'm sorry.
Peace out
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Wow.
I'm so sorry you had to deal with all that. Children shouldn't be raising children at all. I've heard and seen so many parents do that to older kids, make them in charge of their younger siblings, take care of them, see to their needs, everything. It shouldn't happen.
I'm betting your mom is around my age so I'm ready to throw down.
And please know you having boundaries with your family, especially your little brother, is fine. He needs to learn that sometimes you need your own personal time, as does your mom, because you're a human and not an in-home babysitter.
Ugh. 🧡 I'm sorry you've been dealing with this. I'm going it looks up soon for you!
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The past will catch up
Pairing: Simon Riley x y/n (more characters will be introduced once it starts coming all together)
Tags: child abuse, cursing, ptsd, violence, drug use, death, blood, etc
Note: I’m thinking of making this a series. I really liked how this turned out. I’m not originally a writer this is just for fun so please understand that the formatting may look “different”
| Summer of 95 |
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The sounds of summer nights in Manchester were quiet. Especially with all the rain. Kids were hardly ever out due to Manchester’s current outbreak with the IRA. War was hell. Despite people’s differences… was it really worth killing each other for it?
Young Simon Riley was staring up at the ceiling recalling his day that he spent with a girl, Sidney Adler. A girl that he’s loved since he even knew what love was. He met Sidney in boarding school, and from that day on they’ve been friends since.
Simon liked Sidney; Sidney was an escape for him. Lately, he wasn’t able to hang out that much with her. Between curfew and his father working him ‘till sundown. He hardly seen Sidney anymore. He missed her. He missed her a lot.
The room was dark and dense. The only noises that were comprehensive was noises of the outside and his brother Tommy sleeping below him on a bunk bed that their father bought for the both of them a few years back.
Simon hated his life. More specifically he hated his father. He’d always dream of growing up and leaving Manchester but he would always come back for his mother. He loved his mother. She was a light to his dark, dark world.
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A sudden loud noise woke Simon out of his day dreaming.
“GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF ME WOMEN.”
Echoed through from the other room. Guess father was back. Simon sat up in his bed trying to wake up his brother. “Tommy”, Simon whispered slapping him on the arm. “Tommy!”, Tommy awoke from his sleep. “What Simon?” He answered in a agitated response. “Mom and Dad are fighting again.” Simon hopped down from his top bunk and slipped on his slippers his mother got him for his birthday. “Go back to sleep Simon, they always fight.”
“No I’m scared.” Simon was scared it was the truth. But despite his fear towards his father. He had to make sure his mother was alright.
Simon peeked through the door
“You think you can take my kids away from me?, I’ll fucking kill you bitch.” Simon could hear his fathers harsh words from the living room. His mother was crying. He peaked his head through the door witnessing the dangers of his fathers wrath. “You can’t keep doing this Raymond! You always come home drunk, you never work, you stupid peace of shi-“ (SLAP)
The echo of his fathers hand made Simon flinch back.
There were times when Simon questions the morality of the world. Why did war exist? Why did people kill each other? He could never understand or find the answers he wanted. He couldn’t comprehend the sheer hatred of people against people, he wasn’t raised to see things that way.
But what he really wanted to know was why did his own father hate him? Now that was the millionth dollar question.
“What are you looking at boy?”, shit he got caught. “Nothi- nothing sir.” Simon backed up as his father approached him in an uneasy manner. “You know what?”
“You always give me that same damn look your mother gives me when she’s got something smart to say.”
Goddamn this bastard. Simon clenched his small fist. “You got something to say to me boy!” Tears swelled up in Simon’s eyes. “No sir.” Raymond scoffed. “I’m playing with you Simon, you and Marie both are always so serious” Raymond got uncomfortably close up to Simon.
“See I simply think you both don’t show me enough respect” Simon was frozen in fear as his father put his hand on his back
Simon suddenly felt his head tug back. “Now, you listen Simon, and you listen closely.” Raymond had a fistful of Simon’s hair tugging his head back to where he could hardly move.
“LEAVE THE BOY ALONE, RAYMOND!” Marie begged sobbing helplessly on the floor. “
“WOMEN, I TOLD YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP OR I’LL BEAT YOU IN FRONT OF HIM!”
Raymond turned his attention back to the boy that he was insulting. “Do I have your attention now?” Simon nodded tears streaming down his face “Never, ever do we show weakness Simon, never. We do not love, we do not care, we do not cry. Do you understand?
Simon started sobbing. Then a hard slap hit his face
“I SAID… do you understand?” Simon swallowed “Ye- yes. Yes I understand”. Raymond finally released the death grip he had on Simon’s locks. “Good, now you remember this. You’re a ghost son” Raymond shoved Simon down and left the room without another word.
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As Simon heard his father’s footsteps grow more faint he got up off the floor and ran to aid his mother. “Mom are you okay?”
“Yes. I’m okay Simon, oh honey your face”. She examined the bruise that was given to Simon by his father. “I’m ok mom I just need to make sure you’re ok”. Simon helped his mom off the floor. “Let’s get you to bed, yeah?” Both walked towards the bedroom that they sometimes shared.
Tommy was no where to be found or heard of. Guess he went off with Father, Simon thought. “I’m sorry he does this to you Mom. He’s a monster”. The look of grief Marie had in her eyes was like no other. She hated the fact that she couldn’t get away from him, and what was worse was she couldn’t get her boys away from him or he would kill them all.
“Why does he hate us?”. Simon tilted his head down with tears falling from his eyes. “
“Oh honey, he doesn’t hate you. He hates 𝐦𝐞”.
Marie pulled the young boy into her chest. “Your father wasn’t always like this. Over the years he got colder. Things started to change once I got pregnant with you.”, Mary explained stroking Simon’s dirty blond locks. It reminded Simon of when he was younger and how his mother use to hum lullaby’s to him to calm him down before his father got home. “He would always claim I cheated on him, and that’s how I got pregnant with you.” Simon lifted his head to make eye contact with his Mother. “Did you?”
“No of course not. Some people just change for better or for worse, and your father changed but it only got worse for us.”
Simon tightened his hold around his mother. He always felt safe when he was around her, her presence was soothing and warm. She had this beautiful smile that could light up a dark room.
“I love you Simon, my sweet miracle baby boy.” Marie had Simon when she was 19 years old. At the age of 15 she had her first kid, Tommy. Shortly after the being in labor with him she was told she couldn’t have anymore kids. Few years later she was pregnant again.
“Simon, I know you don’t understand now but; there will come a time and point when you must leave this place. I want you to get everything you’re looking for. Manchester isn’t your home. It was never mine either. I came here to run away from my family.”
Marie had a lot of history that she never told anybody. Not even Raymond, and her boys were still too young to understand. “No Mom! I’m not leaving you. If I go, you go. Remember?” Simon made a promise to himself; to his mother, and that was to get the hell out of dodge together.
Simon just couldn’t think of a world where he would leave his mother behind with a man that was eventually going to kill her.
Marie gave him a warm smile. “No, please just listen to me I need to make sure you’re safe. You’re my son, it’s my job to protect you; and I’m so sorry that I’ve failed at that job here lately.” Marie stifles a sob trying not to cry in front of the boy. “You’re not a failure, Mom. You’ve tried your best.” It wasn’t suppose to be this way. It wasn’t always like this. An 8 year old shouldn’t have to worry about these type of things. These were grown-up problems. It was so unfair to him, it was unfair to his mother, it was unfair to his brother. His entire life was a mess and it only has just begun
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“Let’s get some rest.” Mary scooped up Simon to put him in bed with her. “Rest my son, and when you awake I’ll make you your favorite.” Simon drifted off into a slumber. Letting the vibrations of his mother’s humming be his white noise.
“The monsters gone he’s on the run and your mommy is here. “Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful boy.” Marie smiles as she listens to Simon’s steady breathing.
“Good night my son sleep tight. See you in the morning”
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| January 2002 |
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“Simon! Simon slow down just please just talk to me son.” Marie’s pleads were almost enough for Simon to hear her out.
Years have passed and Simon was older now. Much older now.
“Ma, I’m sorry but if I don’t leave, bad things will continue to happen.” Simon stormed into his room packing his bags for registration. He enlisted in the army shortly after the events of the September 11th attack.
“Please just slow down. Where are you going?” Marie desperately asked pacing around her son.
Simon sighed and shook his head. He couldn’t give her a response right now, or at least the right one. “I’m leaving for boot camp. I enlisted ma” Simon handed his mother his acceptance papers from the UK forces.
A familiar voice entered through the door. “What’s going on here?” Raymond crossed his arms leaning against the door frame.
“Not your concern dad” Raymond tilted his head at Simon. “Excuse me? You don’t talk to me like that boy I’ll knock your goddamn teeth out and make you swallow them” Simon scoffed at the threat.
Marie spoke up through the tension. “He’s enlisted in the army, Raymond.” A dry chuckle left the old man’s mouth. “Simon? In the army?, ha”. Raymond approached Simon.
“Unpack the bags boy, let’s settle this like family-“ — Simon suddenly turned around at lightning speed knocking his father over with a punch that bloodied his nose. Grabbing him by his collar with a strong grip.
“Do I have your attention?” Raymond’s eyes widened like quarters. He slowly nodded. “You listen to me and listen to me closely old man.” Raymond’s face was covered in shock. “I’ve had to deal with you for 20 goddamn years, I do not need you tell me what I should or shouldn’t do, are we clear?”
Raymond chuckled through his teeth, which only boiled Simon’s blood more making him hit his father again, and again, and again until his knuckles were bruised and bloody. Through all the blood running through his ears he could hardly hear his mother’s cries for him to stop.
“I SAID ARE WE CLEAR?” Raymond muffled a yes choking on his blood.
“Good, now you have until sun down to pack your things and get on a train. I do not want to see you here again or so help me god, I will kill you and feed your remainings to the GODDAMN DOGS” Simon shoved his father to the ground taking his bags, and his mothers hand.
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“Where the hell is Tommy?”
The last time Simon heard from his brother, he was all geeked out on Meth. “I don’t know son, I haven’t heard from him ever since we all had that fight.” Simon rolls his eyes. Well fuck him. He’ll eventually find his way back he always does.
Both eventually arrived at the train station. “ My train should be arriving soon….” The silence while waiting was enough to drive a man mad. Seconds felt like minutes, minutes felt like hours, and hours felt like days.
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“Son, I…” Marie spoke through the silence with hesitance. “I know, Mom. I know.” Simon already knew what she was thinking. He already had his mind made up about leaving.
Marie grabbed Simon’s face caressing and looking at her son’s features. He looked so much like his father, and Simon couldn’t stand it. “Son, you know you don’t have to go right? You can stay. Stay with me.” Simon’s face dropped. Grabbing his moms hands. “I can’t.”
He couldn’t stay here anymore. “I can’t stay here anymore, it’s not because of you it’s because of me. We need to start healing Marie.” Simon never called his mother by her given name. It was a sign of respect, but he needed to make her understand he was serious about this.
“Staying here in Manchester. It’s not for me. I can’t stay here knowing I have a past I can’t escape.” Simon took a seat next to his mother. “So… you’re just gonna run from it?” Marie looked at Simon. Her blue icy irises pierced through Simon’s soul. “I guess I am. Hell, I’m no better than father”
Marie scoffed “You’re nothing like your father. You’re far from the man he is. There’s nothing but good in you Simon, you may not see it but I do.”
Simon wasn’t a good man. He was far from it.
His father bred that into him. All he felt was anger, and grief he couldn’t stop feeling all this goddamn anger. Simon put his head into his hands with a heavy sigh
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“And Sidney?” Simon’s ears perked up at the sound of his lover’s name. “Bloody hell, how did you know?” Marie laughed and hit Simon on the shoulder with a playful slap. “I’m your mother, you think I don’t see the way you look at her?”
Simon loves Sidney. Part of him wanted to stay. He could find him an apartment settle with Sidney, maybe even have children, or get married?
No definitely not.
That kind of life wasn’t in the cards for him. He had to leave this life behind.
“Take care of her for me while I’m gone, ok?” Marie made a slight nod. Simon sighed getting up from his seat. “Train should be here any minute now.”
Simon stood with his hands on his waist, biting his lip.
“Mom there’s so much I want to tell you I just-“. “Hey, stop it” She interrupted. “You don’t have to say anything I just want you happy. You deserve to be happy.” Marie recalled the memory years ago of her telling Simon that there would be a time where he would run, and for him to never look back. That time is now, but she hated it, she wanted her sons by her side.
Simon stood up reaching in his bag to pull out a large stack of cash. “Here.” He gestured the money to his mother. “Take it. It’s about six to seven grand in there. You take that, and also.”
Simon reached behind his back to pull out a gun. “Take this, if Raymond doesn’t leave tonight. You make him leave, understand?” Simon put the weapon in his mother’s hand.
Absolutely no words could come to the women’s mouth. All of it was happening so fast. “Where- how? did you get all this money? And- and the gun. Simon how-.” Simon took a seat by her side again. “It doesn’t matter how I got it. What matters is you take this money, take this gun, find Tommy and run away.” Simon had to know his Mother and brother were safe. This was the only way he knew they were both safe. He kept a promise all those years ago and he was going to keep to it.
Simon could see in the distance the train approaching. “I will come back for you, I promise. Once I’m settled I’ll get us all a home where we can stay. We don’t have to answer to no one, Ma.” Marie wrapped her arms around her son’s neck nearly crushing him
“Don’t you dare forget me Simon Riley, you come back home to me.”
Simon furrowed his brows in confusion. Of course he’d come back to her. “Hey, hey this isn’t goodbye forever. I’m coming back for you.“ Simon placed his rough hands on the soft, thin skin of his mother’s face.
“You’re my girl. I’ll never abandon you, just like you never abandoned me.”
Simon pulled his mother into his chest. She was so small compared to his 6’5 frame. The train started ringing as it approached closer.
“I have to go now” Marie sniffled with a nod. “Ok, be brave my son, I love you so much.” Simon gathered his things throwing on his pack. Simon gave his mother a goodbye kiss on the cheek. “I love you too.”
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| Present |
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It was quiet. A little too quiet. Simon sat on the couch looking down at the glass of whiskey he poured himself. Recalling all the memories he had. He was in his own thoughts, in his own worl-
“Simon!”, Simon snapped out of his illusion by the sound of your voice. “Yes y/n?” You rolled your eyes and scoffed at him. “Did you even hear what I said?”. Simon looked at you with a look of pure guilt “uhhh I-“ You giggled at him. There were times where Simon would space out a lot. It literally took you having to scream at him to get his attention. He never would explain why he would have these space out episodes, they were kind of scary to you. He looked like a damn zombie sometimes.
You scattered towards your fiancé sitting on the couch. Moving his glass of whiskey out of his hand, you sit on his lap wrapping your arms around his neck. “ I said… do you want me to cook something or just get takeout?” Simon usually didn’t care. He���s a man. As long as he gets to eat then you were both square. “Hmm how bout’ I have you for dinner love?” You scoffed at his inappropriate remark.
“Ohh hahah, you’re so funny.” You rolled your eyes. He suddenly sat up with you still in his lap. “Mmm you think I’m joking?” Oh god, now was not the time for that.
“Simon I’m being serious. What do you want?” The feeling of his lips on your neck was enough to make you go feral. You had to get up before it involved into something you couldn’t get out of.
Simon gave you a teasing smirk. “Take out is fine love. You’ve been working all day, let’s both eat, take a shower together, and maybe try making a Simon Riley Jr?” You let out a belly laugh. “You’re an idiot Simon Riley” you kiss him, “takes one to know one darling”.
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You head towards the living room to receive your phone. Pizza sounds good right? Before you dialed the number there was a loud knock on the front door.
“Who is it?” No answer. You looked through the security cameras on your phone, and seen a man about six feet tall with dark hair and a hoodie on standing over your porch. You slowly open the door to him.
“Hi, may I help you?” The stranger was handsome. He was tall and broad. “Hello ma’am, is this the residence of Simon Riley?” You crossed your arms. “Yes, it is who wants to know” The tall man’s attention was then looking behind you.
You turned only to look at Simon’s stale expression. It was nothing like you’ve seen before. His face turned pale like a “ghost” and he stopped in his tracks like a deer in headlights.
“Hello Simon, it’s good to see you again.” The stranger smiled at Simon like he 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 him.
“What’s going on Simon? Who is this man?” Simon looked at you then back at the man.
“It’s my goddamn brother”.
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3.50 Be a man about it
Another overcast morning darkened my room, causing me to look at my phone to see the time. I tried to sleep in, but I always woke up at the same time every day. I didn't hear many cars speeding past our house, so I figured school was still out and offices were closed and gave myself a day off too. No one would likely be at the spa anyway after gorging themselves with turkey and holiday goodness. Besides, they had rude girl now. I closed my eyes and attempted to return to my dreams, but the sounds of Dad opening and closing doors and shower water striking the tub interrupted me. Soon, he'd turn the TV on, so I gave up and got out of bed.
I had such a nice chill spot in my room and never used it, so I sat on the couch and thought about what to do with my free day. All week, I thought of my sister and aimed to call her, only to be distracted by everything. With nothing to steal my attention, I called her on SimTime before life invariably threw something else at me. It was so good to see her face. I didn't fully realize how much I missed her until I saw her bright blue eyes and heard the sass in her voice. But to my surprise, she didn't look happy, and my big brother alarm system booted up.
She said she didn't like the family she lived with because she felt like they were always talking about her. I let out a tiny sigh of relief because, honestly, she always felt like someone was talking about her, so this was the status quo for dear Less. I imagined not speaking the language increased her paranoia, and for that I sympathized with her. But despite her issues with the family, she said she's still happy to be in Mt. Komorebi, and that was all I needed to hear to initiate the shutdown protocol. Life was not without its trials, so I didn't expect she'd go over there and live in a bed of roses. She went to find happiness, and as long as she remained happy, I was good.
I rarely had idle time, but when I did, my mind often drifted to Sophia, and that morning was no different. No matter what I did or who I was with, she always lived somewhere in the periphery. I missed her so much and owed her a date as well. I sighed and sank into the couch, running my hand through my hair and wondering what was wrong with me. I had this gorgeous woman who waited patiently for me to get my shit together. She was the only one who wanted what I wanted, yet I spent more time cultivating relationships that went nowhere. At the time, it made sense to me. But now, it all seemed kind of pointless, especially after getting clarity about what they all wanted.
When I was in high school, Mama told me something I never forgot. Two things, in fact. She said to be honest about how I felt, and to find someone I could not live without, and I'd been trying to do that ever since. Despite my thoughts and what I've done, the honest truth was this. No matter who I met, no matter what I did, my thoughts were always on Sophia. And when I thought of her, my sentiments were always long term. That clearly sounded like someone I could not live without. It's just like what they said: the heart wants what the heart wants. But I behaved like a scared little boy, hiding from the monsters under his bed. I already felt like I was behind in life, and I didn't need anything else stunting my growth. It was time for me to overcome my fears and create the life I truly desired. I didn't have to jump into a relationship right away, but I needed to accept that I had already found what I wanted, quit messing around with my other friends, and let Sophia know what she meant to me.
After thinking of ways to convey this message without making it sound like a proposal or even asking her to be my girlfriend, I decided to take her to dinner at the fanciest restaurant I could find and spent the next few hours scouring the Internet for locations and reading menus and reviews. Yasmine called during all of this and asked me out again.
Memories of her bouncing boobs danced in my head again, tempting me to accept. Sophia didn't know what I had planned, so I could cancel without penalty and get an encore of the other night. But I didn't want to. I owed Sophia my time, and I wanted her to have it. And as anxious as I was to woohoo again, I was reluctant to risk losing her for a few hours of fun with someone who didn't care about me. Besides, at some point, woohoo will be an option for us, and it will be a thousand times better because I... Because we cared for each other. I sincerely appreciated our night together and would never forget Yasmine because of it. But frankly, I didn't need her anymore. When the time was right, I'll find a way to let her know.
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Summary: Billie Eilish realises she is in love with you
It might have been the way you looked at Billie, or the friendly way you were towards her. She couldn't explain why she loved you There were so many ways. The way when you hugged her and her head buried into your chest. The cuddling was her favourite. 'Oh shit, i love him? No it's probably just friendly love, not real love' Billie thought, she snuggled up towards you. "You okay?" You said turning to her "Yeah, sorry i'm just cold" She mumbled. She wasn't that cold, She buried her head into you.
The tv was blurring in her head, she couldn't even remember what they were watching. 'Oh, i do love him...' she thought, she was embarrassed. "I think i have to go, Finneas needs me back" Billie said hopping herself off of you "Oh, okay See you tomorrow?" He stood up going in for a hug. She couldn't. She has loved people but they weren't that serious but with you it was different it was real. 'Fuck' She thought to herself walking out before YN could get the hug he always loved to get.
Finneas was a bit stunned from hearing the door opening "Billie? What are you doing back so early? Weren't you supposed to stay at YN's?" He questioned looking at Billie walking up the stairs "Yeah it's just- I don't know, I'll be in my room" Finneas knew something was wrong when he got a message from you 'Hey dude sorry i didn't know you and Billie had plans or else i would of waited' Finneas let out a quiet 'what?' at the message responding with 'Huh? I didn't need her home. Maybe somethings up' he replied with turning off his phone.
Billie flopped right on her bed playing music while thinking. 'shit i shouldn't have left. I can't face him that's so awkward' But the main question in her head was 'Why is my love for him different from the other people I've liked?' It annoyed her. She woke up at 11:12AM although although barely any sleep she still managed to get up and answer the door when she heard it going off after the third time.
She ran down the stairs opening the door expecting delivery or one of Finneas' friends. "Billie, Hey!" YN said "Hey YN, Finneas isn't awake yet i'll get him to message you when he is" Billie said trying to close the door only to be stopped by your foot "Sorry, i came here for you. Did i do something wrong? I'm sorry if i scared you or if i was rude to you. Your brother said you didn't need to go back. So I should apologise in person." He let out that same cheesy but cute smile. Billie wanted the conversion to end but she didn't want to be rude "Yeah. Sorry" She was about to close the door but Finneas grabbed it and opened it "Come in dude, it's burning out there" He pushed the door out of Billie's grip.
Finneas made Billie sit down with YN "I'm sorry if i did something" Yn apologised, Why would he apologise. it would make her feel more bad. "It's nothing" She sat back on the couch to try and look like she wasn't uncomfortable. YN was right in front of her "If that was true then you wouldn't of lied" Finneas yelled in the background 'God why won't he shut up' I thought "If you didn't want to hang out you can say that i won't judge you or be mad" He smiled bouncing his legs rapidly "That isn't it" She looked down itching the back of her neck "Then why?" Finneas said now in the room "Shut up Finneas" She said harshly
"It's just- I don't know" It was quiet for a minute "I think i have feelings for you and i didn't want you to be weird about it so i kept quiet" She didn't know what to respond with so she responded with what she could "i don't know what to say" YN said "Neither" Finneas said walking away. YN stood up and sat next to Billie. He went and leaned over and hugged her "I don't know what to respond with. I'm not good at this."
#billie eilish x male!reader#billie eilish headcanon#billie eilish x reader#billie eilish smut#billie eilish#billie eilish x yn#billie eilish x you
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A progression of Dean healing enough to sleep through the night with Cas
-2010- (season 4-5)
When Cas first starts spending time with the Winchesters, he quickly realized a couple of things. Number one; that both of these brothers had endured more trauma in their life than any one person should ever have to. Number two; that Dean truly has been looking out for Sam his whole life. And number three; Dean has never had anyone looking out for him.
Cas would pop in to their motel room at night sometimes, still forgetting that they would most likely be asleep, as humans do. One occasion, Cas had popped in on the two sleeping brothers, resigning himself to wait in the corner of the room until they woke up in the morning.
Dean had suddenly shot out of bed, gun drawn and pointed toward Cas. He had a wild look in his eyes, wide with fear. A second later he relaxed, lowering the gun and sitting heavily down on the bed.
"Jesus Cas," Dean said, scrubbing a hand down his face.
"Hello Dean"
"You scared the shit out of me Cas. You can't just stand in the corner watching us sleep like a weirdo," Dean said, shaking his head as he pushed himself up into a sitting position.
"My apologies. I didn't think you would wake up. It is night time," Cas explained with a shrug.
Dean glanced over at Sam, checking to make sure he was still asleep in the bed next to his, then sighed.
"If you're gonna hang out in here at least sit down or something," he said, gesturing to the chair and desk on the other side of the room.
"Okay," Cas nodded, moving to sit in the chair obediently.
"There you go," Dean said, rolling his eyes. "Night Cas."
"Goodnight Dean,"
And so Cas sat at the desk until the boys woke up in the morning. As he did on many other occasions, heeding Dean's advice to sit instead of standing in the corner "like a weirdo". Time after time, Cas noticed how fitfully Dean slept, tossing and turning all night long. Sometimes even thrashing around before jolting awake just long enough to glance at Sam before passing back out. The poor human had probably never slept soundly since the day his mother died.
-2011- (season 5-6)
Cas had learned to not make himself visible when he popped in while the winchester brothers were sleeping. Dean had almost shot him too many times. He knew better than to spook him like that anymore. But he still frequently waited in their room while they slept.
He watched silently as Dean woke up multiple times each night, breathing hard, heart racing, drenched in a cold sweat from the nightmares that plagued him. He would sit up, eyes darting around the room until they landed on Sam, sleeping soundly.
Usually, he'd lay down and go back to sleep, but sometimes, when the nights were especially bad, he'd get up to take a few swigs from his flask before getting back in bed. One particularly bad night, Dean quietly let himself out of the room, walking to the impala and leaning against the hood.
"Hello Dean," Cas teleported to stand opposite Dean, making himself visible.
"Jesus christ Cas," Dean gasped, clutching at his chest and jumping in surprise. "You gotta stop sneaking up on me like that, you're gonna get yourself stabbed," he said once he caught his breath.
"It is late. Why are you up?" Cas asked, ignoring Dean's empty threat.
"Couldn't sleep," Dean shrugged.
Cas moved to stand next to Dean, leaning back against the car as well. To his surprise, Dean didn't protest. So they sat there, silently staring up at the stars, for hours.
"Night Cas," Dean said as he stood up, clapping Cas on the shoulder as he headed back inside the room.
"Goodnight Dean,"
-2012- (season 7-8)
"You should sleep Dean," Cas says, moving to sit beside him on the log he'd set up his post on.
"I'm good Cas, you can go back to sleep," Dean shook his head, waving Cas off. He barely looked at him though, too busy darting his eyes around, scanning the area for any danger.
"I'm an angel, I don't sleep," Cas argued.
"You're not an angel here," Dean said.
"That may be true, but you're more human than I am and you haven't slept in days," Cas argued. Dean needed to sleep. He was on edge, frantic, practically shaking as he repeatedly scanned their surroundings.
Dean finally turned to look Cas in the eyes. Exhaustion was evident on Dean's face, his eyes red and bloodshot, his mouth pressed into a thin line from the constant worry and fear.
"You can't stay awake forever. Let me take watch for a while," Cas said softly, placing a hand on Dean's shoulder.
"Okay. Fine. But I'm staying right here in case anything happens," Dean sighed. "You'll wake me up?" he asked.
"If anything happens I will wake you up," Cas agreed.
Dean nodded, satisfied by this answer, and moved to lean back against the tree. He closed his eyes, letting out a quiet sigh of relief, as he finally resigned himself to sleep.
Cas sat watch while Dean slept, fitfully, even more than he usually did. He had so much adrenaline in his system that his body could hardly let him rest, despite being exhausted. He was stirring, shifting around, and mumbling incoherencies under his breath.
"Rest Dean, I've got you," Cas whispered, turning to press his fingers to Dean's forehead. He hoped he still had enough juice, even in purgatory, to provide Dean some solace. It seemed to settle him a little, but he scooted even closer to Cas in his sleep, pressing his side against Cas's.
"Goodnight Dean,"
-2013- (season 9-10)
"There's plenty of rooms down here, so whichever one you want is fine just claim it," Dean told Cas, who was finally moving into the bunker with them.
Cas looked down the long hallway uneasily. He'd never had 'a room' before. What would he put in it? He didn't have any things, just the clothes on his body.
"Hey man, you okay?" Dean asked, noticing Cas's hesitation.
"I don't have anything," Cas said, struggling to articulate the way he was feeling.
"What you mean like clothes and stuff? We'll go get you some. And you can decorate your room however you want. It'll be fun," Dean said, clapping Cas on the shoulder.
Cas had gotten used to spending time in the brothers' motel room, all of them sleeping just a few feet away from each other. It felt safe.
As if reading his mind, Dean continued, "It was weird for Sam and I too, at first. I'd been sleeping in the same room as him pretty much my whole life. But trust me, it's nice having your own space. Plus Sam and I will still be just down the hall."
"Thank you Dean," Cas nodded, giving Dean a smile. "I will take this room," he said, gesturing to the one next to Dean's.
"It's all yours," Dean smiled back, giving Cas a pat on the back. He was secretly relieved that Cas had chosen the room next to his. Knowing that everyone he cared about was under one roof would help him sleep.
"Goodnight Dean,"
"Goodnight Cas,"
-2014- (season 11-12)
Dean was, shaken, to say the least. Cas had never seen him like this. Normally Dean was the epitome of stoicism and bravery, but today his facade had cracked.
He waited, of course, until Sam had gone to his room and was out of earshot, before he let out the shaky breath he'd been holding for god knows how long. Cas watched as Dean sunk down into one of the dining room chairs, his hand shaking as he reached for the beer he'd gotten out.
"Dean," Cas said, moving to sit across from him.
"I'm fine Cas," Dean sighed, already knowing what the angel was about to ask.
"You're not," Cas said simply.
Dean sighed again. "Just tired. Adrenaline's wearing off," he shrugged, avoiding Cas's gaze.
"Maybe you should go try to get some sleep," Cas suggested.
"Don't know if I can," Dean said softly, shaking his head.
"Come on," Cas said, standing and holding a hand out to Dean, who looked up, finally meeting Cas's eyes.
Silently, Dean accepted Cas's extended hand, letting himself be led to his bedroom. He stripped down to his t-shirt and boxers then climbed into bed while Cas turned off the lights.
Dean felt the bed dip as Cas sat on the other side. He didn't say anything, but his presence was enough to calm Dean enough to sleep.
"Goodnight Cas," Dean mumbled into the darkness, already drifting into restless sleep.
"Goodnight Dean,"
-2015- (season 13-14)
"I think I'm gonna hit the sack Cas, I'm beat," Dean said, leaning over to grab the remote and turn off the tv that was hung opposite his bed.
"Oh okay," Cas nodded, standing up from the bed as Dean got up to turn off the light before climbing back into bed.
"Goodnight Dean," Cas said, heading toward the door.
"Where you going?" Dean asked, rolling over to look at Cas.
Castiel blinked in surprise, unsure of what to say. Sure, he and Dean had shared a bed before, but only under unusual circumstances like when the motel only had singles or when Dean had just almost died.
"You want me to stay?" Cas asked.
"Don't make it weird man just get in bed," Dean said, rolling back over to face away from Cas.
Cas smiled, walking back into the bed and climbing under the covers to join Dean.
It only took a few moments before Dean was asleep, snoring softly. Castiel still didn't sleep as much as humans did, although he did require some, but he was still awake when Dean suddenly sat up, gasping.
"Dean?" Cas sat up, placing a tentative hand on Dean's back, which was damp with sweat.
"Fuck," Dean said shakily, breathing hard. Cas could feel him shaking.
"Nightmare?" Cas asked, remembering all those nights when he'd watch Dean wake up in a panic to check on his brother in the bed across from his.
Dean nodded, scrubbing a hand down his face. "Sorry," he mumbled.
"Don't," Cas said, "It's okay Dean. You're safe."
He grabbed Dean's arm gently, pulling him down to lay next to him again. Dean rolled over onto his side, facing Cas, and rested his head on Cas's shoulder.
Cas wrapped a careful arm around Dean's body, unsure of how to navigate this new occurrence. When Dean didn't protest, Cas pulled him closer, so he was pressed up against Cas's side. He could feel that Dean's pulse was racing, but it was starting to slow, his breaths beginning to steady.
They lay in silence for a while, until Dean's vitals returned to normal. Even then though, he didn't move away.
"Goodnight Cas,"
"Goodnight Dean,"
-2016- (season 15)
"I'm going to bed guys. Cas, you coming?" Dean asked, standing up from the dining room table, where they'd all been drinking and talking.
"I'll be there in a minute," Cas said. Him and Sam had been in the middle of a conversation about greek mythology that he wanted to finish before joining Dean in bed.
"Alright, night Sam, goodnight Cas,"
Once they finished their chat, he headed to his and Dean's bedroom, entering quietly to find Dean already fast asleep. Cas stood in the doorway for a moment, watching Dean sleep, like he used to do in motel rooms all those years ago.
Things were different now though. For one, Dean didn't sleep with a gun under his pillow anymore. And for two, he probably wouldn't wake up until the morning, no longer plagued by the nightmares that had haunted him his whole life.
Cas smiled at that thought as he undressed, climbing into bed, thankful that Dean could finally, truly rest.
"Goodnight Dean,"
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And Hell Followed - A Far Cry 5 x FtM Reader series Part Four
Deputy Y/N Jackson is in the middle of a Holy War in Hope County Montana. Originally sent to arrest Joseph Seed he ended up becoming the leader of the Resistance, but the deputy has a secret. A secret that only Whitehorse knows. When his younger brother and sister show up one day out of the blue, Y/N finds out that his own personal hell has found him. Now with the help of the very people he was supposed to stop can he save his family and himself?
I know this summary sucks.
Anyway I hope you enjoy this slow burn series
Trigger Warnings
Mentions of past child abuse
Mentions of past child SA
Mentions of SA
Stalking
Guns
Drugs
Religion bashing (the Deputy has religious trauma)
Religious trauma
Transphobia
Homophobia
Angst
Tag list @gamergirl-06 @capriskunk @transpanda07
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It was late in the afternoon when I woke up, there was a pressure against my chest but in my half asleep mind I thought it was Boomer laying on me like he normally does.
Out of habit my right hand began stroking what I believed was his fur, this continued for a couple of minutes until...
"Deputy why are you playing with my hair?" John's sleep riddled voice asked.
I stopped moving my hand.
"What?"
"I didn't say I didn't like it"
The sunlight was pouring in through the open curtains opposite the sofa, a soft glow encased John as he looked up at me from his position on my chest, his baby blue eyes sparkling with innocence.
Suddenly he lifted himself up so he was leaning on one arm as his other hand reached out to gently grasp the left side of my face.
"Deputy, can I?" He asked me, his voice a soft whisper.
I found myself unable to speak so instead I nodded my head yes.
Then my eyes fluttered closed as I felt his surprisingly velvet smooth lips touch mine in a passionate kiss.
Our lips moved in sync as he began to unbutton my shirt when the sound of my radio coming to life snapped us out of our trance.
"Hey Dep, it's Mary May, I was just wondering if you would come to the Spread Eagle to help me move some supplies"
John got off of the sofa so I could move to get my radio.
"Yeah sure, I'll be there soon" I replied
After buttoning up my shirt again and making myself presentable, I turned to look at John who was standing there, looking characteristically shy and unsure of himself.
"I have to go" I told him as I grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze.
"I know, go, it's sounds like your friends need you" he said as he squeezed my hand back.
Before I left I turned to look at him one last time. He smiled at me before he made his way towards his kitchen and I knew that things had started to change between us.
••Timeskip••
I had managed to make my way to the Spread Eagle without being spotted by any Peggies and I could see why Mary May asked for my help.
Boxes were piled high on top of each other and some looked like they were about to fall.
Grabbing one carefully off of the top I made my way inside where I was greeted by Mary May and Pastor Jerome looking over a map of Hollan Valley.
"Hey guys where do you want me to put this?" I asked as I made my way further inside the bar.
"Oh shit Dep you scared me, uh just put it over by the pool table for now" Mary May said as she went out side to collect another box.
"Looks like you had a rough night Deputy" Jerome said as he brought me a cup of what smelled like coffee.
"You could say that" I replied as I took a sip.
"Can I ask you something"
"Anything you know that Deputy" he said smiling.
"What I'm about to say has to stay between us"
"Would you rather go to my church to talk?"
"No I think it's better said now, if I wait any longer I'll chicken out"
"Then I'm all ears, what did you want to say?"
"Last night I stumbled across something that made me see red, and now things between me and someone I'm supposed to hate has changed drastically" I paused before continuing "he knows one of my darkest secrets and I ended up kissing him this morning"
Pastor Jerome stood there silently for a moment before putting his hand on my shoulder
"Is this to do with one of the Seed brothers?"
"How did you know it was to do with the Seeds?"
"Tracey told us about the river side picnic you had with them the other day, don't worry, I know you would never purposely betray us" he said before turning his attention to the box of supplies I brought in.
Before either of us could say anything Mary May walked in with another box.
"You know where I am if you want to talk more" Jerome said as he grabbed the box from Mary May who then went back out to collect another one.
I went outside to help her, my mind still roaring with thoughts of what happened last night and before I left his ranch.
"What was that all about?" She asked as I grabbed another box from slowly shrinking pile.
"Just need his advice on something" I responded vaguely.
"You're not thinking about switching sides are you?"
"No, I know what Tracey has beeb saying about what happened between me and the Seed family the other day but I was spotted by Jacob before I could leave, then I made some excuse about just stumbling upon them, then Joseph told me to sit down and I felt trapped, I didn't know what would happen if I just refused and left but then Peaches showd up and started purring when Faith stroked her and it felt normal"
"Normal, how, what do you mean by normal?"
"I mean, they were acting like your normal every day family, there were no talks of the Cult, the Resistance, nothing" I said as I pulled out my map.
"I was thinking about heading towards the river near Duches' island, just to see if I can find anyone else who needs saving from the Peggies"
"Sounds good, and sorry if it felt like I was giving you the third degree, just had so many people switch sides on us in the past, hate to lose you too Dep" Mary May said before returning her attention to the rest of the boxes.
Suddenly a car came to a screeching halt in front of us.
"Bloody idiots" Mary may said as she was carrying the rest of the boxes inside.
"Yeah" I said not really paying attention, my mind still on what happened at John's.
"Hey big brother" a voice said, snapping me out of my thoughts.
Looking up from my map I spotted what looked to be my baby brother
"Elijah, what the hell?" I asked him as he and our little sister Ava approached me.
"He's out" was all Elijah had to say before I was ushering the pair inside the Spread Eagle.
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i’m sorry i keep venting but i swear this is my lowest. and i don’t really have any other way to filter it out because it’s like it’s consuming me and i can’t get it out of my head and i don’t wanna relapse again so. tw for self harm, sa mentions and suicide (i’m not gonna do anything but things will be mentioned.
today has been absolute hell. i don’t know why but the ask from this morning has me all jumpy or whatever. i just feel sick. i dunno. i guess i deserve it. i deserve to feel this way. i deserve what happened to me because i hurt people. i don’t like to say i was assaulted because i was young when it happened (8-12y/o or so) and it just kinda feels like i don’t have a right to say that because it wasn’t that much. like my grandpa used to slap me on the ass. he touched my chest area once or twice but that was it. but he did that to a lot of people. and i dunno. i feel like i can’t call it assault because it wasn’t. he didn’t know what he was doing because he had alzheimer’s and was demented. i dunno. i wish he was nicer. he used to scream at me and my brothers a lot. he made us cry and hide a lot too. he wasn’t very nice. but he’s still family and i have to love him. and i thought i was over it but the stupid ask from this morning just had me like…i dunno. feeling weird.
i suppose i deserved it. if i told my family they would tell me im being a dramatic attention seeker. so i guess that’s what im being. but i dunno. i hate complaining about this stuff because it doesn’t do anything. but still. and the shit about my brother doesn’t bother me as much. he was probably joking around or whatever when he was touching my clothes. it’s blurry now. but it’s whatever. i deserve this all. i deserve it. and i keep telling myself that.
i relapsed last night. for the first time in about nine months. i had one of the worst mental breakdowns of my life. i was just stuck on the bathroom floor crying while i relapsed. it wasn’t that bad. i shouldn’t count it as s/h. it never broke skin. or well; that much at least. i don’t even know hat happened, i was just thinking for too long and i ended up spiraling. i thought about ending it last night while taking my meds because i was thinking about how easy it would’ve been. i deserve it. but i was thinking like…i dunno. running from this won’t do anything. so i guess i have to face it myself.
every time i hear my mom tell me im a loyal friend, or that im kind, or whatever, all i can think about is how many people i’ve hurt. and it’s just become my life now. i hardly sleep. i either don’t eat or i eat til i feel like throwing up. i feel like there’s no escape and i did this all to myself. i wish i could turn back time. i do. but i cant. i wish that i could tell my past self what a fucking idiot she was. i don’t want to keep fighting this. i wanna be happy. but i feel like i can’t do anything.
everyone says im just doing ‘good’. good in school, in clubs, in whatever. but good isn’t great. and i need to be great. i need to be exceptional. i need to be exemplary. i need to be the best. that’s always where my mind is at. and if i’m not the best, i’m nothing. and i am nothing. i will always be nothing. because i can’t get off my lazy ass to do anything productive so i either drown myself in work or i do nothing but waste time holed up in my room because there’s something wrong with me and i can’t turn it off.
i’m scared. but i deserve to be scared. i deserve all of this and all of what’s to come. i don’t even think it’s because of friend issues either anymore. i just finally woke up and realized how meaningless everything i do is. because i’m not a good friend. i’m not a good sister. i’m not a good partner. i’m not anything. i’m not the best and when i’m not the best, i’m nothing.
#vent#tw sa mention#tw suicide mention#tw self harm#tw self destructive behavior#tw vent#im sorry i keep venting#im sorry i haven’t done anything today#im at my lowest and i don’t know why#i think part of it is the birth control im taking#but i just feel like i don’t have the same motivation i did a week ago#i’m sorry for not posting today#i’m not in a good place#please don’t send any asks like that again#i know it seems dramatic to be all ‘boohoo my day was ruined by an ask’ but i don’t wanna relive any of the past rn#please
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