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X-MEN: DAYS OF THE FUTURE PAST (2014)
#they should invent an iteration of cherik that doesn't make me want to kill myself#mine*#cherik#x-men#xmenedit#gifset#filmedit#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#otp: i want you by my side#they never talk about this again btw#guys be honest do u think it blew up in their faces in genosha (it totally did. it 100% did)#i think its important to note that in most of the movies (esp. the prequels) erik is always very intently staring at charles without#blinking. and that the one avoiding eye contact or not being able to hold it for too long it's charles#charles does avoid erik's eyes a lot especially in dofp#while erik is always the one doing the intense staring into charles' soul thing BUUUT in this scene#you can see erik breaking eye contact for a brief second when he says 'for what happened. i truly am'#you don't get it he's so sad!! HE'S SO SORRY!!!! and yet he can't bring himself to look at charles in the eye because he gets too emotional#and also the second erik says 'for what happened' charles breaks eye contact too#they are hurting so bad and they can't look at each other in the eyes without getting emotional.................. i'm so normal about them
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#this was a 2 page comic once upon a time ago!#but the other page is one of the many that was lost when my files got deleted last fall#was able to clean this one up enough to post it though#my art#gtav#trevor philips#michael de santa#gta v#trikey#gta 5#gta5#grand theft auto 5#tum/blr dont get me on this. nothing is shown only implied so it should be fine#also sorry will reply to asks 😬 eventually#got some recent work stress on my plate and it makes me more avoidant than usual#i promise im not ignoring u guys on purpose i just cant make myself not freak out these days
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strangers to lovers, where izuku and shouto meet first only in school.
rivals to lovers, where izuku and shouto meet first in school, only for shouto to want to defeat izuku.
friends to lovers, where izuku and shouto meet first in school, only for shouto to want to defeat izuku, but slowly cherish him so much that he leaves everything just to come for his aid.
best friends to lovers, where izuku and shouto meet first in school, only for shouto to want to defeat izuku, but slowly cherish him so much that he leaves everything just to come for his aid and finally even fight a war beside him, with him, and alongside him because he would never leave him, even if izuku's will did.
#tododeku#theyre crazy actually#they match all tropes#theyre perfect actually#to love someone so dearly that you would chase after them when theyre actively avoiding you#thats true love your honour#i think they should kiss thats all#i wrote this because i was looking at all the canon tddk pucs and realised shoutos never able to keep his eyes off izuku#thats so cute#ofc theyre lovers no one looks at not-lovers that way
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Bones theres so many quick-time events in Ivypool’s SE theres just SO many I’m 103 pages in and already sick of it
HOO BOY, it's really not boding well that nearly everyone I've spoken to who's gotten their copy of the SE is immediately noting that it's got a massive amount of quicktime events.
On the bright side though, I've also been hearing that if you can get through those, there's some actually good stuff in here. I'm actually looking forward to getting into this thing, it actually sounds a lot more interesting than usual. In spite of what I'm hearing about the random events which are really just distracting from what's REALLY interesting about the books.
But then again-- it's not very hard to be more interesting than the past 3 SEs, which were mostly poorly edited recap books that just made good characters worse.
#bone babble#I may not be able to get it until friday though#unnnlessss I come across one of those links that I absolutely must not stumble upon#Because That Would Be So Very Bad#It would be Terrible if anyone knew where those links are and you should absolutely tell me how I can avoid them#For Safety Reasons
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do you have a marc marquez lying collection?
from like half an hour ago
#honestly this one is more compelling if he’s not lying and he really kind of believes that he should be outperforming these guys. like marc#motogp#callie speaks#you are incredible you are not god !!#idk he’s someone who has often been able to ride around problems and avoid the inherent tragedy/frustration of unequal machinery in motorspo#and now he CANT and i think he’s goin crazy
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though, lingering over that last post....I wonder how easily this trips into horror story? I mean, in this world where there are child-producing marriages and then sisterhoods/brotherhoods for the rest, this obviously allows the family to keep a stranglehold on their collective assets and wealth. Therefore, I bet that family is an even more tightly-locked cage for those born into it.
Oh, you thought that if you could just escape marriage you'd be free, didn't you? You thought you could join the local order and letter manuscripts or tend goats or say prayers over the dying---but no. No, that's for other people's sons and daughters. You have no escape. You will serve your family forever, whether you will or no. You marry who they tell you to and live in your family's third-nicest castle your whole life; you can have as many lovers and bastards as you want, you can earn coin all on your own, if you can, but it will come to naught in the end. You will be cursed with absolute surety of where you fall: res nullius.
As it was and ever shall be, amen.
#and the reverse! no longer is becoming a monk or a nun a way to try and climb the ranks of a highly stratified system#because the wealthy nobles don't dump their spares into the church and pay for them to be abbot of wherever#instead they push them into brother/sisterhoods#where they don't have to worry about losing access to those familial assets long term#the question is then - if this system is so good at keeping everyone inside it#how does it break. where does it break.#I think you could do some real gender fuckery with this concept as well but I'd have to think about how#........also we'd probably have to change some probate law around. because there's no way that your third son#should be able to bequeath YOUR castle to his illegitimate son#even if you did give it to your son and his 'brother' on their wedding day.#I'd have to get really into medieval wills though and who has the time.#(I'm avoiding work can you tell?)#for my own purposes
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i think the reason izzy can be so blasé about his relationship with ed is not because hes taken to blaming a shark instead, but because hes actually already done a lot of the processing in the previous episode.
hes mourned his leg, hes had his drunk crying rants. hes gone through the five stages of grief. and then? the crew reaches out to him, offers him their support. they make him a new leg, they nominate him their new figurehead. when he stands there on the prow of the ship, leg on, letter in hand, thats his acceptance, thats his moving on.
#sure maybe then deciding to erase ed from the situation isnt healthy- but it is conducive to his continued healing#it helps him not carry the weight#maybe he needs that to be able to live on a boat with ed#its obvious to me that he has blamed ed for this- he voted him off the boat.#but now? now he needs to move on.#the crew has him. they proved that they have him.#he looks so fucking happy stood there as their new figurehead and maybe thats all that matters#that he finds a new way to be happy#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#izzy hands#israel hands#is this obvious to everyone else and im just slow on the uptake orrrrr#idk i felt like. yeah hes actually already done a lot of what lucius is doing now. hes processed! hes over it#or. not over it but found a way to fit it into his reality. to be able to keep going about his day#idk!!!!!#slight clarification- i definitely think. he should keeo working on it! he needs to like. actually speak to ed; for a start#but i just don't think hes completely ignoring the whole situation i think he has properly processed the trauma he just is avoiding#specifically the 'ed' part of it
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yall probably already guessed it but today is my decompression day where i dont play isat because its stressful and i dont wanna be stressed for a day
the only thing ive been doing is reading fluffy fanfics and playing minecraft and building a house via tutorial with calming music and its very therapeutic
#greching origins#isat reaction#youre gonna be surprised#(probably not really)#but i dont actually enjoy fighting/killing shit in games#like id do it if pressed but also Avoidance Is The Way#despite me waffling around that more characters should be unhinged yeah#so actually 'a little to the left' and 'unpacking' and powerwash simulator are my best friends.#satisfactory also#i loev. machine :>#wish i could present them to siffrin rn. i think he needs that actually now yeah but also in general#and mirabelle too id bet shed LOVE alttl for being able to pretty up things#...anyway today im not playing isat and maybe tomorrow too#done deal. sorry
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Did Eleven ever tell Amy and Rory’s parents that they’re alive in the past? Or did they just go missing a few weeks after a third of the human population had heart attacks?
#updates from cipher#I was thinking about Bill as well. Was her foster mom just waiting for her to come home and she never did?#doctor who#I should write a fic. Eleven rings Brian Williams doorbell and avoids eye contact as he tells him that his son is still alive#but that he’ll never see him again. and he died in his 80s in the 1990s or smth#and the doctor can’t save them because of the paradox thr weeping angels created#god 10 and Martha would have been so close to Amy and Rory during Daleks in Manhattan as well#In a version of events where like. 12 holds off regeneration long enough at the end of TUAT to go tell Bill’s mom that she’s dead*#before he regenerates he’s like. I have to tell her before I regenerate I can’t put this off and do it in a new body#bc imagine if like a companion died while travelling#and the doctor goes to tell their family who they met a few times#but they’re so upset about the companion dying they weren’t able to face the companion’s family for a looong time#not until after they regenerated and the family is horrified to see this stranger has a new BODY and their child is dead#and the doctor not doing it immediately would indicate just how guilty they feel
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{ 度华年 - The Princess Royal } ep. 17 ending cards
#the princess royal#度华年#the grand princess#cdrama#cdramaedit#li rong x pei wenxuan#i've missed themm#i need to catch uppp i'm falling behind :(( stupid irl job#the only good thing is i'm able to avoid spoilers but still#anyway. this cards trend is amazing and more dramas should do it like - i would have killed to have these for tteotm
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in this weeks episode of "i want to cut up elias' brain and put it under a microscope" ...
ive graduated past the need to rationalize the age gap and i think trying to debate it is obstructive to actual discussion of the story. truthfully. listen to me. im telling you that i cannot be fucked to care about it anymore. but i would LOVE to understand his mental gymnastics
he doesnt like children. actively dislikes them, even. he views people around chises age as children. i think if he ever displayed particular interest in one of her peers (which would never happen, but walk with me), we would all have to put him under the jail. but somehow chise doesnt count, to him. its soooo. like, WHAT is his logic here??
im not explaining this well, maybe this belongs in the drafts. but do you get what i mean man??? this is perhaps another instance where the simple answer is "hes stupid"
more importantly, regarding the reason why so many adults protest the nature of his relationship to chise:
#original#elias#i think a lot of this could have been avoided by having chise be someone whos about to graduate high school#and is suicidal over the idea of not being able to attend college or get a job or even be housed once she becomes a legal adult#but i think her being 15-17 is important because shes learning how to participate in society again and making friends is easier at her age#also the fact that elias is described as a child more times than can fit on two hands so its important that they are both juvenile#i think of all the ways this manga could have avoided being a Hear Me Out hall of famer. but i guess im glad the fandom isnt huge#i guess i just want to say that us as the reader are allowed to approve of robinthorn. any approving adult in canon should be sho- WHO SAI#glaring hole in yamazakis research of english culture revealed by the fact that no one has ever called elias a nonce
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We get a new colleague in December and i looked him up and he's so heavily und unconcealed right winged i feel nauseous. I mean he's Extremely right-winged. Climate change denier, corona denier, racist, anti gender equality, anti queer, everything. And i didn't try to dig up dirt or anything. It's literally the first thing you find if you just google his name
#i want to cry#i was literally shaking lmao#I'm still not able to wrap my head around this#the majority of the people of our team is relatively left politically so i really am baffled by this choice#i know i can't avoid people like this and you have to find a way to work with them even if they want you dead (lol)#but i don't really feel comfortable anymore working there if this is an acceptable candidate for them#or if people in the team are just completely fine with it even if they don't personally have these political views#if they're just 'ah idc I'm glad we have another colleague so we have less work' or something like this#or 'that's just how it is'. like i Know this is just how it is but we should be angry that a person like this is even considered#I'm sorry but i don't think you can separate your company or yourself from politics and worldviews#hiring such a person is a clear signal that you don't mind these political positions or even support them#like I'm sure there's more people in our department as a whole who are right leaning and afD etc supporters#but this man isn't even hiding it he's proudly writing articles over articles about his views and you're hiring him for a#position in which he will represent your company and your journal#alright whatever#i guess i'm going to look for a new job when my program is over#not because i think i can avoid people like this#but because i really lost all respect I had left for this company and our management#i KNOW they're everywhere. i KNOW! but still. fuck this#void screams
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And another thing (this is the last one, I promise, I will stop going on tags and rabbitholing my way into reading discussions i disagree with)
Another thing I don't know where came from is the idea that the rest of the party doesn't interact with their relationship, that it is something isolated and that the others don't comment or interfere with, that it's kept apart from the group, because that is simply not true?
I'm too lazy to look for exact quotes right now, but in episode 65 Ashton was the one, after Laudna's outburst, that insisted for her to go somewhere to reconnect with Imogen, sure Imogen kept saying she would be with Laudna, but Ashton very clearly knew that some time alone with Imogen could make her feel better.
But you also have other things sprinkled out through the campaign like the "are you staring because you are jealous?" From Fearne during the dusk arc, FCG after getting the share dream spell suggesting numerous times to use with them, FCG getting Imogen to kiss Laudna's forehead for the ritual, Orym comparing Imogen's loss to his own six years before, "that dead lady's got a lot of love in her heart", Ashton and FCG helping Laudna on the gift shop, Fearne trying to to help in episode 65 telling Laudna Imogen was thinking about her the whole time.
My point is the party is not alienated from them, they have private moments, sure, but some post I read was talking about how the party doesn't interfere with the "stagnation" of their relationship, which just sounds so weird to me? Where exactly do they need to interfere? Unless one of them was having trouble and was asking for advice (which is something that, ya know, happened) I don't see why they need to interject, unless you want their relationship/dynamic to change, because it is not your cup of tea, so it isn't that the other characters don't interact with their relationship is that you want the interaction to be different (which is valid, I disagree but everyone has their taste in shipping and fiction in general), but trying to say that they keep their relationship far removed from the others is not really true is it?
#i promise not to go on a rabbit hole again#i was looking for a special analysis of Imogen that i read before and disagreed with and ended up with three posts complaining about shit#which is not my normal at all so *sigh*#i'm going back to enjoying fandom now thanks#text#i don't even know if i should tag this tbh#🫣🫣#imodna#this one is probably safe#i just like being able to find things later#my last negative post three is too much for me#left in my drafts to think it over but let's post it#(as you can see i'm very conflict avoidant lmao)
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he looks like a predator lowkey
DAMN i mean 😭 damn,
tbh, not to get preachy or smthin, this is just my personal onion, im not the biggest fan of 'i always knew smthing was wrong with x' or 'he always looked like a creeper to me' / 'gave off those vibes' bcs i kinda feel like it diminishes survivors' .. surviving. And gives off this sense of 'as long as you look out for These Static Qualities that All Fucked Up People have, you will be SAFE' thumbs up quota kinda thing,,, which is very dangerous and way too broad for an unfortunately worldly and everslipping issue in society. SORRY ANON, i just wanted to get this off my chest and thot this was a good opportunity, it's just my personal probably underrated thots
#the most fucked up things abt truly fucked up ppl is sometimes not even being able to tell theyre fucked up#until irreversible shit happens#like before the giddey event my only opinion on him was he gave off american psycho vibes and in appearance#when the stuff came out abt him tho i was like damn that crazy#i dont wanna turn a coincidence into a sole cause tho bcs thats slippery#esp with a poc as the person of possible predatoration (this shit is NOT a word LMFAO WATEVER)#and this is NOT me saying only white ppl can be predators or smthing stupid like that#like the ones with the dahmer cut and the glasses and jakcet or whatever#bcs again that just lowers ppls guards and raises them at maybe inopportune times sometimes#but with esp poc appearance criticisms are very much eggshell walking bcs it's easier for Very damaging stereotypes#and just bad thot processes in general to follow them#in general#like i know when i was younger i was always avoidant and quiet to white girls who tried to approach me bcs i didnt want ppl making Bad joke#abt us just bcs *i* know bad (like BAD bad. not just white ppl love mayo jokes or wtver lol) ideas create those opportunities#and also i read a lot (i liked fictional better but read some history too) and also looking like. yea. u know#i knew#just in general... unfair assumptions create unfair actions/opportunities#try to be avoident of that in general.. even if u feel 'justified' sometimes thats just personal!#personal feelings should be specified as personal juust in case u know. it takes 2 seconds to safeguard#bcs not a lot of survivors get justification or Feel justified in surviving and#idk man#anyways#gets off my soapbox and shrinks ten feet
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The Winchester brothers? Oh I think you mean Sam Leahy and Dean Singer <3 I think their mom is Mary Campbell-Winchester so maybe that's where you got confused <3
#listen I just think symbolically rejecting the family legacy on the family legacy show where the legacy is perpetuating pain and horror#is interesting#I'm just musing. i think sam would actually do leahy-winchester or winchester-leahy#mr dad did the best he could. he reconciles to him and he's proud of the men of letters thing#dean i think. clean break.#when cas says maybe i should get a surname and dean immediately suggests singer and confesses sometimes he pretended his name was singer#as a kid. just to himself.#and sam pops up and is like. it could be. if you wanted. just saying. i think it'd mean a lot to the old man.#and dean dismisses it but sam catches him writing in his journal:#mr and mr dean singer. mr and mr cas singer. mr dean (cas) singer.#dean mary singer#mrs dean singer ? (that one's crossed out Dean's not ready to crack yet)#and dean never makes an announcement or anything he just starts introducing himself as dean singer and cas as castiel singer#mary i think it's important to her to keep Winchester bc for her Winchester was an escape from HER family legacy of pain and suffering#I think for a while after resurrection she tried saying to other hunters that she's mary Campbell to cash in on the family name#because whenever she said Winchester she was met with suspicion from John alienating himself lmao#or people commenting positively on sam and dean and she was trying to avoid being reminded of and associated with them#but that felt like a betrayal of what her younger self had decided AND a betrayal of John. whom she loved.#even if she finds out that love was engineered and manufactured. it's still something she felt. it's still something#she poured so much of her young life into#and it represents the hope that her sam and dean might be able to work through things#so eventually she says with defiant pride I am Mary Campbell-Winchester. no matter what reaction she might get from other people.
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sometimes I think about how during the pandemic I was constantly taking pictures or editing photos or learning new things in between projects from my old job when my hours got cut and how creatively fulfilling it was in such a dark time and then think about how I’ve barely touched my camera all year and wonder what happened
#I mean I know what happened I got a corporate job lol#I think about how when I got this promotion two years ago I treated myself to my dream camera (within reason)#That I never thought I would be able to afford or justify#and I’ve used it so little since that I wonder if I should sell it#along with most of my gear#Now I think about ways to avoid a three hour commute daily and how to disconnect from social media and fandom spaces#And also at my old job I used to use my old camera all the time so even if a lot of my job sucked that one part didn’t#So I could constantly flex the muscle#now my job is all screens and words and reports#and my big plans to keep it up as a side gig petered out because I realized I’m not cut out for it and need downtime
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