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i think the reason izzy can be so blasé about his relationship with ed is not because hes taken to blaming a shark instead, but because hes actually already done a lot of the processing in the previous episode.
hes mourned his leg, hes had his drunk crying rants. hes gone through the five stages of grief. and then? the crew reaches out to him, offers him their support. they make him a new leg, they nominate him their new figurehead. when he stands there on the prow of the ship, leg on, letter in hand, thats his acceptance, thats his moving on.
#sure maybe then deciding to erase ed from the situation isnt healthy- but it is conducive to his continued healing#it helps him not carry the weight#maybe he needs that to be able to live on a boat with ed#its obvious to me that he has blamed ed for this- he voted him off the boat.#but now? now he needs to move on.#the crew has him. they proved that they have him.#he looks so fucking happy stood there as their new figurehead and maybe thats all that matters#that he finds a new way to be happy#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd s2 spoilers#izzy hands#israel hands#is this obvious to everyone else and im just slow on the uptake orrrrr#idk i felt like. yeah hes actually already done a lot of what lucius is doing now. hes processed! hes over it#or. not over it but found a way to fit it into his reality. to be able to keep going about his day#idk!!!!!#slight clarification- i definitely think. he should keeo working on it! he needs to like. actually speak to ed; for a start#but i just don't think hes completely ignoring the whole situation i think he has properly processed the trauma he just is avoiding#specifically the 'ed' part of it
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I tried to fix one detail that a number of us particularly hated
The Unicornâs Leg
âIs it just me or was the grave marker a bit off?â
The wedding has wound down now, leaving the flatness that always follows a party, even a normal one, nevermind one that took place too soon after a funeral. Fuck the captains for being in such a hurry anyway, not as if Lucius and Pete needed their permission to fuck all over the ship.
âYeah,â Fang agrees, voice heavy, âhowâs Izzyââ his voice breaks ââ howâs Izzy going to walk now?â
âDonât!â Jim hisses at Archie, cutting off an eye roll, moving round the table to put their arms around him. âYou made him such a good leg, Fang.â
Fang tries a smile, but itâs a small, sad thing and it just makes Jim even sadder. âYou all helped. He still needs it.â
âThatâs what Iâm saying. He needs it. Fuck it, Iâm going to go give it back to him.â Jimâs exhausted, in the grips of an adrenaline crash, but they wonât be able to sleep with the vision of Izzy, stuck again, unable to move, while his beautiful leg weathers on the beach, its gold paint peeling, flaking off in the sun, his cravat rotting in the rain, his ring â his precious ring that he was so secretive about â falling into the sand, lost forever.
âYouâre shit at rowing. Iâll come too. Give him back his leg.â
Theyâre moving quietly, getting a boat over the side, when Wee Johnâs voice comes out of the darkness. âYou leaving? You said you would. Donât you want to wait for morning?â
Jim is suddenly even wearier. âI donât know man. I thought I would leave. Kind of sick of it all now, you know? So I might just stay here. Maybe we wonât get killed.â Maybe they would. Maybe it wouldnât matter even if they were. âWe are going to give Izzy back his leg.â
âHe canât walk without it,â Fang adds.
âIs there space in that boat for me?â
âItâs not that smallâ Oh! Yeah, of course, Wee John, you should come too.â
âI just need to go get something.â
Wee John goes off below while Jim and Fang finish getting the boat into the sea. Wee John comes back on deck with Frenchie in tow, clutching his guitar.
âHe never got a chance to give us another song. I thought âŠâ He trails off.
They all clamber down into the little boat and Fang takes up the oars. Itâs not far to the beach. Thereâs a weak light in one of the windows of the shitty little cabin. Jim hopes Ed and Stede are too busy to look out and see what they are about to do.
When they reach the grave, the others hang back, but Jim falls to their knees and starts digging away the soft sandy dirt. Fang joins them, and together they scrape the dirt away, Fangâs tears fall openly, and then Jim is weeping too. Theyâd been too stunned when Izzy was laid in the ground. Too outraged at cruel fate.
âFuck, Izzy,â they pant now, âa rotting leg couldnât kill you, how could you let a bullet do it, man? Didnât even let me try.â
Theyâd thought, after the leg, and Aunty, that maybe, just maybe, they were good at this. Raised to kill, good at saving lives. Wouldnât be such a bad life, would it?
Theyâre getting tired, but they canât stop now.
âCareful,â Fang says, voice thick. âHeâs just there.â
Without noticing, theyâve dug all the way down. Jimâs fingers brush the leather of Izzyâs waistcoat, where the shroud has shifted.
They look up, at Frenchie and Wee John silhouetted against the starlight. John holding Izzyâs leg, gold paint gleaming faintly; Frenchieâs hand wrapped around the neck of his guitar. Jim realises that their free hands are clasped together.
Fang reaches up. âGive it here,â he says, âso I can give it back.â
John leans down, the leg extending into the pit.
And then he straightens. âNo,â he says.
âNo? What the fuck, man! You knew what we came to do, give it here,â Jim hisses at him.
âNo,â John repeats. âI also have something for him, and Iâm not getting in that hole. And neither should he be down there. Bring him up.â
âYes!â Frenchieâs voice is vehement. He sets his guitar on the sand and kneels down. âHe shouldnât be buried in dirt.â
Fang bends, bracing himself against the side of the hole, and slides his arms under Izzyâs body. âIs this okay, Izzy? Am I crushing you?â he whispers. He straightens, Izzy held against his chest. âIâve got you. Shhh, Iâve got you.â He raises him high, and lays him gently on the side of the hole.
Grasping Frenchieâs hands, they scramble up after him.
Wee John is on his knees in the dirt, fingers deftly passing Izzyâs cravat around his neck. âGive me the ring,â he says, and Frenchie passes it over.
âDonât drop it!â
âCourse I wonât fucking drop it!â He threads the ring into its place and tying the knot.
âDid he ever tell you whose that was?â Frenchie asks.
âNot me,â says John.
âMe either,â says Fang. âAll these years, he never said. It was just always there, he never took it off.â
He kneels too, and reaches for Izzyâs leg, sliding it into place and fastening the straps. âThere you are, Izzy.â His voice breaks, and he remains where he is, hand on the golden hoof. âThere you are.â
Wee John is holding something else now. A little pot. âGuys,â he says, âI thought ⊠I dunno ⊠maybe a little more gold paint?â
Fang nods his head vigorously. âMake him beautiful.â
John dips a finger into the pot and rubs it delicately over Izzyâs closed eyelids. The gold shines in the darkness.
Frenchie has picked up his guitar again, and he strums a chord, hums a phrase. Itâs the lovely French song. Jimâs throat is too thick to force any sound out, but in their mind, they sing along, just like they did when they were all a happy family, on the deck of the Revenge and Izzy sang for them. The same deck where he defied Blackbeard and saved them all.
No one speaks for a while after Frenchie lets the wordless song fade away.
They didnât think this through, they only knew Izzy needed his leg.
Now they say: âGuys, weâre not putting him back in the dirt.â
âOf course not,â John agrees.
âYou belong at sea, Izzy,â says Fang, and picks Izzy up once more. âLetâs take you home.â
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Izzyâs body barely makes a splash when they slide it over the side of the little boat, far out in the sea, beyond the Revenge, weighed down with a big rock from the beach.
They watch as it drifts down, ring and leg and gold face paint gleaming through the water.
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Collage riddler x male reader au
Roommate Cuddles
Edward Nashton x Male Reader
Word Count: 1242
Contains / Warnings: Confessions, Cuddles, Mentions of Anxiety, Mentions of Alcohol, Fluff, Suggestive Stuff, Omg they were roommates.Â
(A/N: Iâm back, have quick little fluff as a treat. Also yes I used this banner before.)Â
You had a really weird roommate. That wasn't you being overly judgmental, that was just a simple observation. It could've been much worse with the entire plan of becoming roommates with a random stranger. But there was no way in hell you could pay for rent with your cashier job, and you would rather die then befriend someone at this point. So your only option was him.
One Edward Nashton, the relatively shy guy that was going to attend your collage, with the added bonus of having a job to pay the bills. It was practically perfect.
And it was rude but even when meeting him there was a part of you that hoped Edward would spend the majority of his time away. But that couldn't be further from the truth. You couldn't even judge in all honesty since you were in the same boat as him. Your antisocial behavior that was worsened by your anxiety, it all lead to staying in your shared shitty apartment then going out to enjoying the collage life. Edward was probably the only other person you talked to outside of classes or work, and just like you he was the same.
It was awkward at first, both of you hanging around the apartment only being able to start the most stilted of small talk before it died off into uncomfortable silence until one of you called it quits and went back to your room. But there was a slow change, and it started when those god awful conversation starters actually revealed what interests you both had in common. Quickly warming up to him after that, being charmed by his odd personality that you originally thought would've been a point of contention. You two clicked after that and that was all you really needed to get attached to one another.
It became a usual occurrence to hang out in the living room. At first using the excuse of studying together, but that quickly turned to times where you just enjoyed each others company. From playing games together, trying new budget foods to mixed results, or simply rambling about whatever your minds went to. And today was one of those days, with both of you lazily sitting on the couch. The entire vibe changing when you pulled out a bottle of whine, a joke gift for Edward getting a promotion, a whole 5 cents difference. It became a blurry night with both of you taking swigs from the bottle, talking about your day, mainly complaining about classes. But it didn't take long for things to take a turn.
"Yeah, I feel like I'm starvedâI would have died if touch starvation was a thing." It was a lame passing comment from your buzz, you didn't even remember what started that conversation. But it lead to an odd moment as Edward stared at you nervously, struggling to speak up as he gulped down the wine. "So you uh, never cuddled anyone?" "Obviously not." There was a small pause, his eyes locked directly to yours as you felt yourself become a little nervous, maybe more from embarrassment then anything. "Wanna test it out then?" Edward suddenly asks.
You were visibly taken aback at his offer, Edward softly cursing under his breath, like he realized just how weird that was. "I mean, I'm not... against it. Guess it's good to try new thing." You reply, scratching the back of your neck with a timid smile. "You don't have to, I mean you don't have to settle with me for that." Edward gestures at himself with a forced laugh and that oddly made you feel a little defensive on his part. "Come on, Ed. Who the hell would I trust to cuddle with? I hate the majority of people." He looked away at that, becoming a flustered mess so much that he had to bite down a smile.
"So then... how do we do this?" Edward stood up as a way to start, placing the almost empty bottle to the side with a groan. You laid down with open arms, a teasing smile spreading around your face. "Come here, dude." Edward stood there for a second, with a face like he thought he was about to do something wrong. It took you calling his name again for him to finally lay on top of you, so carefully, like you were made of glass. "Relax. I can handle you." You try to soothe while gently pulling him closer. Edward furiously apologized while trying to shift into a more comfortable position. You couldn't help but let out a chuckle as Edward hesitantly laid his head against your chest before letting out a sigh when your arms wrapped around him. He was going to make a passing comment but it always died off. He couldn't even lie, this was a dream come true, feeling so close to your warmth and scent, it was enough to make Edward nuzzle his cheek against you for just a little more.
And you both stayed that way for who knows how long, losing track of time as you dozed off in each others arms. Only being woken up when bringing up something to keep your minds distracted from it's sleepiness, always dying into random ramblings.
"You're enjoying this, aren't you?" You playfully tease as your grip around him tightened, feeling him hug your torso with a small huff. "Pft, no." "That's a shame, I was gonna ask if you wanted to do this more." Edward paused. "... I really like this then." He said while hiding his face into the crook of your neck. "Yeah, me too." You whisper with a hand moving up to his neck, your thumb gently rubbing his cheek as you heard him let out another sigh.
"I can never imagine doing this with anyone but you." Edward confessed, his hands running down your sides. Fluttering your eyes closed, you let out a small noise as Edward kept his hands on you. You wanted to say something, ask him more but you stopped yourself, instead choosing to stay in the moment to focus on his voice and hands. And Edward kept going, whispering to you confession after confession.
"Ed, you're making me feel so many things. And I don't wanna make you regret this." You groan as he gently kissed under your jaw. "I won't regret this, I promise." He mumbled before going back to littering your neck with kisses.
"Fuck, I really really like you." You let out a lighthearted laugh, feeling him slowly stop. "I guess I kinda see you as my boyfriend sometimes."
"Do you mean it?" "Of courseâ" "No, like you're not joking, right?" Edward looked up at you with furrowed brows, pain lacing his face and voice. You were a little speechless, your mind blanking at how desperate he seemed. It was enough to make you sit up to tilt his head up at you.
"Eddie, who else would I want to be my boyfriend? Who else could it be but you? You're the only person I want to stick besides and I mean that." Edward couldn't stop from smiling, suddenly hiding his face in his hands, letting out a broken laugh. "Holy shit, are you crying?" You quickly go to comfort him, grabbing his wrists as he shook his head frantically. "It's the whine, These areâThey're happy tears. I just thought that this could never happen." Edward laughed again before wiping his running tears. You took that as sign, leaning closer to him with a grin. "Wow, We really are walking stereotypes. Close roommates."
"Roommates for life?" He jokingly asks.
"Roommates for life." You reply.
#Edward Nashton#edward nashton x reader#Edward nashton x male reader#The Riddler#collage au#the batman 2022
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Excerpt: Mika & Terran
Sharing this scene thanks to the request of @thegreatobsesso! Itâs a long one so I have some under a readmore.
In rereading this I realized that one of the reasons I didnât share this before is because I have no idea if some parts of it make sense XD. Hereâs hoping.
Just a little bit of context: Mika and Terran work and both live with Zachary as assassins. Mika dislikes Terran because he killed her twin brother and she blames him for her role. Terran is keeping the fact that he didnât kill her brother form everyone, her included. Terran and Raymond recently had an argument that ended with Raymond implying he didnât want to see Terran again and they have yet to reconcile (this is before some scenes between the two of them that Iâve shared already).
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Roasters was an odd place, with a lot of make-your-own dishes that led to a number of food atrocities. Mika was easy to find, at a table near the back. She gave me a smile when she saw me, the kind that was just a little bit forced and a little surprised. She hadnât been sure Iâd come, and she wasnât entirely excited to see me. âHi.â
I was still focused, but Iâd almost forgotten my persona, so I recafted it as I took a step. âHello,â I said, and wasnât really sure how to behaveâweâd never had lunch out, just the two of us, like this. âYou were right, I hadnât eaten,â I said, finally, picking up the paper menu sitting on the table.Â
âI already ate,â she said, gesturing to an empty plate next to her. âButâŠyouâre welcome.â She lifted the sleeve of her sweater, showing her arms, which were mostly healed over. Some redness remained, though. âItâs healed a lot.â
âGood,â I nodded, and she didnât say anything else. Maybe I shouldnâtâve come. Just by virtue of her inviting me, she held the power right now. I didnât know how to talk to her without having the reins.Â
My stomach growled, though, so I studied the menu, a maze of steps to pick from. I didnât particularly like this set-up, I decided. Shouldnât the restaurant tell me what was a good combination? But there were a few suggestions listed along the bottom, so I waited in a somewhat awkward silence until a waitress came over and I pointed to one of the items. But once Iâd ordered, there was nothing to pretend to look at.
âSo,â Mika clasped her hands together. There we go. âIâm not going to ask again, aboutâŠwhat happened this morning.â I nodded. Good, Iâd forgottenâor ignoredâhow close sheâd come to getting in that morning. âButâŠthe thing isâŠ.â she sighed, looked at the table, then at me. She was nervous. âIt did make me⊠make me think about something differently? Like the other day, you said you had to not care, right?â She looked at me again, and I nodded slowly.Â
âIâve never thought of us as similar, I guess? But this morningâŠâ She groaned in annoyance, but not at me. It was something Raymond did, too, get frustrated over not being able to find the right words. âYouâve always been the enemy to me, I guess. And youâve said that it was Zachary who had you do it, yes, but you were still with himââ She sighed, stared at the table for a minute.
In the silence, I spoke up. âItâs okayâI can just accept thanks for helping you and we can call itââÂ
Mika shook her head. âI know youâve been lying to me.â
I froze. Panic stirred. Okay, so sheâd learned more this morning than Iâd thought, shitâ okay, what did she knowâ
âOr maybe not lying but, something?â she glanced at me, and I tried to not look nervous. âButâI can usually feel people, yâknow? Or maybe you donâtââ she flicked a straw wrapper sitting on the table. âMost of the time, I can get a read on people. Can tell if theyâre trustworthy or not, that kind of thing. Not enough to really get in, but just a feeling, okay?â
I nodded.
âI usually know when people are lying, because they have their guard up, even when theyâre acting like they donât.â She glanced at me without moving her head. âAnd okay, I get it. Nyp, like okay. Zachary does the same thing, keeping his guard up. Honestly, most people do. But most of the time, even with him, itâs subtle. I still get a feeling of them, thereâs just a suppression of some kind. But with you itâs like a freaking wall.â She raised her head to watch my reaction.
And yeah, it made sense. It was the focus. Though it surprised me a bit that sheâd always noticed this. Meant she hadnât fallen for my act quite as much as I wished, but at least she didn't know anything.Â
âSo thatâs why I didnât trust you. And it doesn't help that every time I look at you I think aboutâŠhim...but maybe I could look past it if you were being honest around me.âÂ
I nodded slowly. A disappointment that she knew I was lying, but my secrets were safe. âOkay, so Iâve got a wall up,â I said, trying to sound surprised but pleasedâlike I had no idea why I would but was happy it existed. âThere a reason you wanted to tell me?â
âYeah,â she started wringing the straw wrapper. âI always kinda thought you just didnât trust me, like you thought I was just a kid or too inexperienced or whatever, and I didnât care because weâre not on the same side, right? Like I thought it was about me. And youâre just like, the next Zachary, or whatever. But,â she took a deep breath. âThis morning, it wasnât a wall.â she quickly held up a hand, before I even reacted. âI didnât like, look or anything. But you felt like a person.âÂ
I really shouldâve focused this morning. I shouldn't have fallen asleep, shouldnâtâve frozen in the hallway. I didn't even know if I was regretting helping her or just regretting how sloppily I had.Â
âAnd I started to think maybe it wasnât about me?â she raised an eyebrow.
What could I say to that?
âLike maybe the wall wasnât for me?â Mika guessed, looking a little hopeful. What was she hoping? âYou said you had to not care, right? And like, Iâve hated spending the last few years with him, but itâs been your whole life, right? Maybe Iâm reading too much into it, but I started thinking about what that would be like and how Iâve turned off my emotions and stuff. And maybe youâre not just on Zacharyâs side, and if so, maybe we donât need to be enemies.â
I leaned back in my seat, and she waited. How could I dismantle this? Should I dismantle this? If she was just getting suspicious, yes, but she already knew I was lying. Still, there was no way I could tell her anything. What did she want from me, anyway?
âWhatâs your point, Mika?â
She took a deep breath. âI guess I just want to knowâno. I thought Iâd give you a chance? BecauseâI think you know, I hate living like this. And okay, I have to, yeah. But if you also have to, maybe I should give you a chance. Because if thereâs any chance weâre in the same boat⊠then maybe we can⊠help each other? So, yeah. I wanted to ask you⊠are we?â She stared at me, her eyes wide, perhaps the only time Iâd interacted with her where she hadnât wanted to bite my head off. And goddamnit, why did they have to look so alike?
What am I supposed to do here, Raymond? Because yes, we are the same. Youâre trusting me to keep her safe, keep us safe, and I thought that it was working, but maybe it wasnât, and you left me. And sheâs hurt, because you left her alone and I kept her alone, and I havenât been helping her and you want me to help her. Before, I could say that it was worth it. Worth it because her knowing the truth would put her in just as as much danger as we already were in, and she was even less likely to listen to me than to you.
But that must not be true, because nothing about that has changed. And if thatâs the only reason, I wouldnât need it. Because you left, cut me off, and sheâs fucking right, I do need someone, because you were my someone.Â
I still couldnât tell her. But sheâs asking for help, and sheâs asking to help, and it was much easier when she hated me because then I was lying but I wasnât betraying her. But maybe I always had been, because werenât we in the same boat?Â
She was still watching me, and at least I knew that I was a wall to her so my inner turmoil stayed private. But still, maybe I shouldnât be talking to you in my head.Â
âItâs focus,â I said.Â
She frowned. âWhat?â
It hadnât exactly been an answer to the question. âThe wall you said?â I explained. âItâs the spell focus. Itâs a Nance spell.â
âOh,â she looked thoughtful. âDo you always have that cast?â
It felt so wrong to admit this. I nodded.
âWhy?â
I couldnât say that. Not even a rational reason, though there were a millionâI didnât trust her enough not to tell Zachary, didn't know how sheâd react, didnât think I could explainâbut physically, no answer formed.Â
She shook her head to dismiss it. âWhatever. Okay, so you cast that spell and thereâs a wall? And you didnât have it cast this morning?â
I nodded again.
âOkay.â She nodded thoughtfully, then set down the straw wrapper. âThat doesnât answer the question, though.â
True. âIf youâre asking if weâre on the same side, I donât think youâd trust my answer,â I said. âAnd you probably shouldnât.â
âIf you un-cast, I can,â she said. âI wonât look in or anythingâI donât even think I couldâbut Iâll be able to tell if youâre lying.â
I shook my head. âI donât think I can do that. For the same reasonâI donât trust you enough.â I wished I couldâwanted, for Raymond, for her to be trustworthyâbut the truth was, I knew too little about her, or what sheâd gotten involved in. And I still didnât think she was good at lying. Either she wasnât good at lying or she was very good and pulling an elaborate conâ neither possibility made her trustworthy.
âWhat is your answer?â
âYes,â I said, and for some reason it was easy to say, so easy that I wanted to say more, admit so much, grasp on to anyone I could talk to, but it didn't matter, because I was so tired of this, so tired of hiding it. Keeping my voice steady, not admitting too much. But if there was a chance this all got back to the Syndicate, or someone else, I needed the assurance that I could pretend Iâd been getting her to trust me, not true disloyalty. âI also feel stuck. We could be on the same side, though I donât think thereâs anything to do about it.â
She smiled. âThanks. Even if youâre lyingâIâve just felt alone, and if thereâs a chance you have too, thatâs all I need. Not much to do about it. And I know you donât trust me completely, and Iâm not sure I trust you, but maybe we could tolerate each other? We donât have to talk or like, trust each other or anything, butâItâs exhausting, and I feel like it might be a bit better for both of us to feel like someone else in the house wasnât against us.â
Yeah, it might. I wasnât going to unfocus, but already, the stress of it was calming down. If she was willing to give me a chance, I should let her. I gave her a smileâtried to give her a genuine one, but with focus still up, I wasnât sure if it was possible.Â
âGood,â she said, and with that the conversation died, something having changed yet very little. My food came out a minute later, so I got to eat at least, and I found myself so hungry that I didnât put the toasted sandwich down, taking bite after bite. And suddenly I was self conscious, despite having eaten around Mika numerous times.
Who was I supposed to be around her? I couldnât relax, but I couldn't put on the fake persona Iâd grown so accustomed to being.Â
Once Iâd finished the sandwich and moved on to the fries, Mika spoke up again. âCan I ask something?â
âDepends on what it is.â
She nodded, speaking slowly. âDid Raymond say anything? Before youâbefore heââ
I stared at my fry, tensing every part of my face, because even focusing didnât mean I could forget about that moment. I couldn't think about it, not in front of herâeven if I did have a wall, that might make it might all fall away.
I ate two fries, trying to swallow down the lump in my throat that threatened to force me to tears. Took a gulp of water.Â
âI donât remember.âÂ
Mikaâs face fell. âAre you lying?â
Of course I was lying. That moment was etched into my memory. That moment was what I returned to. But it was also somethingâin a way, the thingâI couldnât tell her.
I took a deep breath, and it sucked, because even if we werenât letting our guards down, sheâd opened up to me, sheâd trusted me, and sheâd offered me something that I needed and she needed, but I couldnât.
How could I give her an answer? If sheâd asked me this just yesterday it wouldâve been so easy to brush her off, to give some sarcastic comment that would make her pissed.Â
âYou are,â she sighed. âFine. Whatever. We can not talk about that.â She stared out the window, jaw set.Â
It was unfair, though, I knew that. I couldn't tell her, but I knew it was hurting her, that she was still grieving him, and that maybe he was the only reason she was taking a chance with me. Goddamnit, Raymond.
I couldnât lie about this, though. I couldnât tell her his last words, partially because they hadnât been his last, and partially because they revealed too much. But making them up was wrong. I couldnât come up with something, couldnât make up some meaningless last words for him. This lie may be protecting them, but that would be betrayal.
âLook,â I said, and it actually came out sounding gentle. She looked back at me. âWhat happened, Raymond was expecting it. He walked into that building expecting not to make it out aliveâwhether it was by fire or execution.â Her eyes fell to the table. âPoint is, he was expecting to die. Anything he said to you, Iâm sure, was far more meaningful than any last words he said to me.â
Of course, what heâd said to me had meant everything, for me, for him, for all of usâ but as far as âlast wordsâ go, I was telling the truth. One thing I knew for sure was that Raymond had been ready to die, and because of that and because it was him, whatever he said to Mika was his last words.Â
And thankfully, she accepted it. She even smiled. âThank you.â
I gave her a smile, too. And even though this was new, even though I had no idea what to expect, I really hoped it would be okay. I think I needed, if I couldn't have a friend, to at least not be enemies with someone.
#When I planned this scene I was walking the golf course near my school and I stopped and sat in the pavillion#in my heart this scene takes place there and they talked much more#Mika#Terran#Syndicate#my writing#excerpt#Part of this is Mika not being articulate but sometimes I can be really convuluted#So if it doesn't make sense you can ask
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Criminal Investigator AU HC
I would first like to start off by saying thank you to everyone.Â
I honestly did not expect the response I got to my Damirae Hospital AU HC list.Â
When I first woke up and checked tumblr ~13 hours after posting I had a holy shit moment.Â
I felt powerful, should I? Probably not.Â
But! Since I am noticing a lack of AUs in the fandom, whether on Tumblr, AO3 or FanFiction.net, whatever AU comes to my mind I shall jot down some hcs for!Â
Thank you all once again!
(Also trying format changes for easy reading)
(Also Also, I am thinking the story is less fluid but more episodic)
Letâs get started:
- So Iâm thinking this is some FBI, SVU, and FBI BAU mixture or whatever. Basically all the great shows we know in love shoved together. From Bones to Criminal Minds and everything in between.
- Special Agent (Dr.)Â Raven Roth is a lead interrogator and is the resident psych consult.Â
Sheâs been educated in interrogation, behavioral science, psychology, forensic pathology, and criminology.Â
She has combat training (hand to hand), she carries (for her job) a gun and at all times has a knife/dagger on her person (people have stopped trying to figure out where she keeps them).Â
Her father was/is crime boss T. Trigon who is currently imprisoned.Â
Was born in the states but fled with her mother to Romania when she was a newborn.
When Trigon found them he killed Arella and took Raven, she was abut 9 - 10 years old.
She took her motherâs last name when she turned 18.Â
Knows two languages besides English; French, Romanian, Romani (various dialects but knows multiple), Greek and Latin
On more than one occasion some goon of her fatherâs tries to recruit her, every time she kicks their ass. (Damian was there for the most recent (he was still green though))
Lives by herself in a decent sized apartment, has a gun safe (gun safety is important!), a cat (Nevermore), and is a regular at a 24/7 bookstore &/Â cafe
Can usually be found wearing some kind of jacket, sweater, cardigan
She once helped save some kids (Melvin, Tommy & Teether) and is now their surrogate aunt, she has photos of them at her desk @ work. (Damian assumes/ed that they were her kids)
She also, when she can, hangs out and babysits them on occasion.
Raven is part of a team consisting of Dick Grayson (unit leader), Kori Anders, Garfield Logan, Jaime Reyes, and very recently Damian WayneÂ
- Special Agent Damian Wayne is a lead investigator (he is still a bit fresh to the unit), translator, sniper and combat coordinator
Heâs been educated in martial arts, explosives, hand to hand combat, close range combat, and combat (basically he knows how to kill you 9 ways to Sunday), also, behavioral science, computer science, criminology, linguistics and language.Â
He can easily translate (into English): Arabic, Mandarin Chinese, Russian, Hindi, Bengali, French, Polish, German, Spanish, Portuguese, he can also learn any language you put in front of him and know the basics within a day
(Having lived in many places around the world he needed to be able to speak and understand in order to survive) (wow dramatic much?)
His father is currently the director (or deputy director, whatever floats ya boat) of the FBI.
His mother was essentially a secret agent who worked for various agencies around the globe. (deceased)
His grandfather was the leader of a, um, well to be honest, terrorist agency. (deceased)
Was sent to live with his father when he was 15 (when his mother died) and has been in the states ever since
Lives alone, he has an upscale apartment that he truthfully spends little time in, has multiple locations in the home where various weapons are stored, his place has a very cold atmosphere
Is either in proper work attire or in work out clothing, there is no in between
Tries and fails not to take work home with him
He sees a therapist (who says he should probably try investing in relationships with the people at his job)
His only âfriendâ (he hates calling him that, more like close acquaintance) is Jonathan Kent who was in his class at the FBI Academy, Jon works in a white collar crime department in Metropolis
The only person he actually kind of sort of doesnât dislike is in fact Raven Roth, sheâs a no bull shit person, he likes that
He may know Grayson because of how heâs Bruceâs kind of son but it does not mean he likes him
He finds Logan annoying as all hell, even if he is somewhat useful
He picked a fight with Reyes first day and regretted it (he will never admit that), he respects him
Anders is overly friendly in his opinion, kind of acts like a secretary with all that positivity and grates his nerves, he tolerates her
(Unlike last time I am not going in detail about the rest of the team, this will be brief)
- Supervisory Special Agent Dick Grayson (Unit Chief) is basically Dick Grayson with a big fancy title but all the same skills
He is also obsessed with Slade Wilson and Red X (who is Jason in this)
- Supervisory Special Agent Kori Anders is a lead investigator and is also a go to for undercover work
- Special Agent Garfield Logan is a lead interrogator, is head of the unitâs K-9 unit and kind of has a thing for Roth (which she does not reciprocate)Â
- Special Agent Jaime Reyes is a tactical analyst, tech analyst and is head of the unitâs SWAT team, he does not do well with talking with people, or change
The Scarab is a computing program that Jaime created himself
STORY START:
- When Damian first joins the team there is another member, Special Agent Terra Markov, she is revealed as a sleeper agent but she aligns herself with the team and sadly is shot and killed in a fire fight
- A couple weeks after Agent Markovâs death everyone is talking about what they are doing for an upcoming holiday, Damian says probably nothing, Raven invites him to spend it with her and her ânieceâ and ânephews,â he declines
- About a day after the holiday Damian is home looking through case files when someone knocks on his door
-- It is Raven. He asks how she knew where he lived, she says she asked Dick, she also says that she knows how it feels to be alone and that he may be insufferable but it doesnât mean he canât have a friend
-- His response is saying he isnât the kind to make friends with co workers
-- âIâm not asking to be your friend Damian, I am asking you to be his,â She reveals a small black great dane puppy âI know that other people arenât really your thing, but having someone in your corner and waiting for you is always nice, even if it isnât human.â
-- Damian invites her in, names the dog Titus and thanks her
--Â âJust make sure no one tries to kidnap and kill you, we donât need you to go full blown John Wick.â Damian has no idea who that is. Raven tells him it is an action movie series that he should watch. She leaves. He does watch them that night with Titus on his lap. (after having gone to the local pet supply store to get everything he needs) The action is inaccurate but he enjoyed the movies none the less, and decides that he probably would go into John Wick mode if someone hurt Titus.
-Â SA Roth and SA Wayne are sent to a high security federal prison to interrogate a prisoner, who refuses to speak
-- When they get into the interview room the prisoner does start to speak, but not in English and not in a language Damian is fluent in
-- Raven on the other hand immediately responds to the prisoner (shocking the prisoner and Damian) âHe is speaking Romani though not the dialect of those overseas, he learned it here.âÂ
-- Damian is fascinated by it and they are essentially switching roles the entire time
-- They leave having successfully interviewing the prisoner, and Raven leaves behind a written list of common words in Romani so that they can possibly communicate with the prisoner better
-- As soon as they are on the plane back Damian asks her a myriad of questions from âHow many languages do you know?â to âWhen did you learn that?â and even âAre you a spy? Sleeper agent? Part of a terrorist cell?â
--Â âNot as many as you, when I was a child, if I was part of any of that you wouldnât be asking.â The rest of the trip is spent with her teaching him Romani and even some Romanian
-Â Dick & Kori eventually get together and after a while they break up. Kori takes some vacation time. At the same Dick has been temporarily reassigned to another unit.
-- Chaos ensues
-- Garfield thinks he should be the interim unit chief, Jaime thinks the same, as does, you guessed it, Damian (Raven doesnât want to she is comfortable with her role on the team)
-- In the end they are assigned an interim unit chief, SSA Jason Todd, who usually works overseas on covert op missions (not gonna lie this could easily flow into a Jayrae thing)
-- Everyone kind of falls into line, except Damian, Damian doesnât like him for two reasons
1) He doesnât act serious about the job 24/7
2) He has been flirting and hitting on Raven the moment he stepped into their sectorÂ
-- Damian hates the names he gives her; âLittle Bird,â âSunshine,â âPrincess,â âRae,â (no one calls her Rae, not even Garfield, at least not after the incident) etc.
-- (Little does Damian know, Jason and Raven have worked together before and are actually friends)
-- This all comes to a head when Damian and Jason are the only ones still in the office after a tiring case.
      âYou shouldnât do that you know.â
      âDo what? All I am doing right now is contemplating where Grayson          keeps the liquor.â
      âCall Raven all those names, she doesnât like it.â
      âReally? Because if you havenât noticed she hasnât exactly asked me to        stop.â
      âShe gets uncomfortable, maybe not to the extent of asking you to stop,       but she tenses up and her body language becomes slightly more            agitated.â
      âYou seem to pay a lot of attention in how she reacts to thinks baby brat.       Seems to me that you like her.â
      âOf course I like her, she is a good friend and reliable teammate.â
      âNo, you like like her.â
      âThat presumption is juvenile.â
      âBut you donât deny it.â
      âTch.â
-- If anything after that conversation Jason seems to doubled his advances. Which confuses both Damian and Raven. Damian because it is inappropriate and HR will be hearing about this. Raven because she was under the assumption that she and Jason were just friends. (Jason actually does have genuine intentions but is like 60% just egging Damian on)
-- Eventually (far too long for Damianâs tastes), both Dick and Kori return. At first it is sooooooo awkward. Like mom and dad divorced have shared custody but donât hate each other but also cannot look each other in the eye. ((Was that a mouthful? Good)) No one can really look at each other the same? Though they do have a meeting to sort it out, get everything out in the open.
- Ravenâs annual kidnapping/attempt to convert her/torture comes almost exactly one year after Damian joined the team (this is his 2nd time dealing with this)
-- This time Damian is prepared. By prepared I mean Raven doesnât even leave her apartment before she is taken to safety.Â
   âDamian what is going on?â
   âChristmas came early this year thatâs what.â
   âChristmas? What in gods name are you talking about.â
   âGod has no dealings in this matter.â
   âYou do realize you are sounding like a bad action movie? It is not even 6 am and I am in your car going somewhere, I have had little to no sleep and I am barely dressed. What is going on?â Damian hadnât payed attention to what clothing Raven was wearing. His mind was on one goal. Find Raven, keep Raven safe. His eyes glanced off the road enough to realize she was indeed not properly dressed. Her body was merely adorned with an oversized tee-shirt, tiny barely there shorts and a pair of fluffy socks.
   âI apologize, it appears in my haste I did not leave you time to properly clothe yourself. As to why you are here, it seems your father and his people have shortened their waiting time this year from one year to a little more than ten months.â Ravens hands fisted her shirt. âThis time I was prepared,â last time he was still new to everything, last time he made mistakes, this time there will be no mistakes. âSince our last encounter with your demon, so to speak, I have been setting in place precautions and safety measures to ensure Nevermore and yoursâ safety. I have also been tracking the movements of his big players. If any came close I would mark it down. Multiple are entering the city at this moment. Seeing as you we taken last time I have made plans to ensure that will not happen again.â The car made a snap turn down an unfamiliar street pulling Raven from her clouded gaze.
  âSo I am going to be okay this time?â Her voice was faint and restraining against hope.
  âYouâre going to be okay.â His hand lightly held hers. Only to stop the shaking, they told themselves, only to make everything better. âNevermore is with Titus at my place being watched by a friend of mine. I have already walked Grayson through everything we will not be expected at work this week, but we can work remotely.â
   âWe?â
   âIâm not going to leave you. Ever.â
-- ((Sorry for the blocks of text))
-- As Raven finds out they are at one of Damianâs safe houses. The one least likely to be tied to her. It is fully stocked with food, has security cameras and if needed weapons. The only problem is that the only clothes there are Damians.
   âThought of everything huh?â
   âI was following their pattern, I expected to have more time to acquire clothing for you.â (he was looking away and blushing, you cannot tell me he wasnât)
-- Raven just resigns herself to wearing Damianâs clothes, yes his brain does stop working for a hot second when he sees her in only his clothes.
-- All attempts to try and retrieve codename: Gem of Scath are foiled (like some good math)
-- So many bonding moments happen. Cuddling (pure accident *rolls eyes*), eating together, inside jokes, etc. At one point Damian answers her phone (he disabled and disconnected the tracer) to one of the mob guys after them.
  âHello?â
   âYou can hide the gem but we will find her.â
   âIâm sorry, is there a jewel you are looking for? I donât think I have and any jewels that I am coveting.â
   âWe know you are with her! It is but a matter of time until we collect her.â
   âI hope you do eventually find whatever you are looking for sir, but I havenât the slightest idea the gem you speak of. If you could give me a physical description? Is it a ruby, diamond, onyx? Is it round or more of a pear shape?â
   â...â
   âWell, I will look for it here, but I do not believe I possess what you speak of. Will you give me your number so I can call you back?â (The line cuts dead, and Raven can be seen laughing in the background, the phone was on speaker)
-- Once the team tracks down, arrests and interrogates all of the parties working for Trigon; Raven and Nevermore can go home. Though both are reluctant in their own way. Nevermore has grown attached to Titus, and Raven well Raven has feelings. Sadly, as Raven knows, feelings are dangerous to have in their line of work.Â
-- Look at Dick and Kori they were together and then they fell apart and the team almost imploded.
-- What about Trigon if he finds out about Damian and how she feels towards him? What kind of danger will he be in then?
-- Like all of her feelings Raven puts them in a box and locks the box away. Not just figuratively, in her safe there is a box with: post its, torn papers, journals, etc. That box has a lock on it. Whenever she has a new feeling that she cannot ignore, like her feelings towards Special Agent Wayne, she takes out the box and writes her feelings down. They can range from a single sentence to pages worth. (Her feelings towards Damian fill a small notebook she has on hand). Once she has written all of her feelings out she places them in the box, locks said box and then places the locked box in her safe, which she then locks.
-- Is this a healthy way to cope with her feelings? Maybe not. But, it is way better than how Damian deals with his. Violence. Also art but violence comes first.
- At this point both Damian and Raven have caught the feelings (highly contagious I hear), which makes this a little awkward and a little not awkward. For one everyone but Raven knows how Damian feels towards her. He does things for her and with her that no one else gets the privilege to.
-- To list a few:
--- He brings her tea whenever he gets himself coffee or tea
--- He talks to her about what he does outside of work, even about his kind of friend definitely not enemy, Jon.
--- They socialize outside of work. Watching bad movies (some of them are not that bad), going to the park with Titus (they once got Nevermore in a leash and walked her), meeting each other before and after work to get breakfast or dinner.
--- He doesnât glare at her
--- He allows physical contact between the two
--- He worries about her (hello he created an entire plan so that she wouldnât get kidnapped, with contingencies and everything, garfield would be lucky to get a plan)
--- His eyes light up when she talks, or enters a room, or you know exists in his vicinity
--- He actually smiles around her (Dick caught him smiling once at Raven and he though Damian was having a stroke)
-- Even though everyone knows Damian likes Raven, very few know that Raven likes Damian back. (this only includes; Kori, Dick, Jason, Titus, Nevermore, and Melvin) She does do certain things that give herself away just like Damian.
--The list:
--- When Damian gets frustrated or angry she puts a hand on his arm, or holds his hand
--- She laughs at things he does (light chuckles, or little giggles)
--- She will talk to him about his interests and actively tries to have conversations with him about things unrelated to work.
--- She blushes when he does something unexpected (like a compliment)((Mostly she tries to hide it until he isnât looking at her))(((Kori has caught the blush before)))
-- Luckily for them it does not take some cliche âOne suddenly becomes in danger and the other one saves them only to be close to death and then they admit their love for one another and promise to go on a date when the other is healedâ situation.Â
-- Damian actually asks Raven out after being tipped of by Jason and Dick that she may like him back. Damian finds out when they have days off at the same time and asks her while leaving work.
  âRaven, you have this weekend off correct?â
  âYeah I do. I wasnât planning on doing anything though. Did you have something in mind?â
   âUm, yeah, heh, I was wondering if you would do me the pleasure of going to dinner with me tomorrow.â *Awkwardly rubs back of neck*
   âLike a date or two friends going to dinner?â *Thinks she sounds harsh* âI am honestly fine with either since we are friends.â *nervous smile*
   âLike a date if that is okay with you of course.â
   âYeah, yeah totally that is totally okay with me.â *Starts sounding like a teenage girl who only knows about 10 words, because sheâs nervous*
    âGood, Iâll be by your place around 1830, if that is okay?â *nerve central, the central nervous system could never*
    âYup that is totally fine with me.â
    âGreat.â
    âGood.â The elevator opens in the knick of time.
    âSee you tomorrow evening Agent Roth. Have a good night.â
     âYou too, Agent Wayne, you too.â
-- When Damian does pick her up he feels like his brain is going to explode. She looks absolutely breathtaking. This is just like all the other times theyâve gone to dinner, except this restaurant is slightly fancier and they are on a date.
-- Raven feels as though all her emotions are leaking out at once, she has no idea what she is doing.
-- In the end they have a good time and decide to do it again. Damian does bring up that all of the breakfasts and dinners they regularly do could now be considered dates. Raven does not oppose that switch at all.
- Fast forward a handful of years (like 3?), Damian and Raven are moved in together (Nevermore and Titus are happy about this, they even allow the humans to adopt another pet, a cat named Alfred). Damian is now Supervisory Special Agent Wayne and is in charge of their unit. Raven has retired from field work and now works at the FBI academy and at Virginia State University. In about 6 months Damian is going to propose and Raven will say yes. Their wedding will be small but happy and full of life.
Once again I would like to thank everyone and all the support the previous post got.
Like last time if anything is disjointed, out of place or seems wrong, please go ahead and tell me. I have been working on this since the last one, but have finally had the time to finish it.
I hope the new year will bring us all some good. Possibly more head canons to come.
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A Moment Apart | Caspian x Reader
Warnings: Nothing
Time/Era: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Word Count: 1.7k
Summary: After Y/N gets swept to Narnia with her cousins, she meets a certain someone who piques her interest. Goodbyes are hard, but this one seems more like a âsee you later.â
Request: Hi ! I just got back home and read your first Caspian one shot, and let me tell you : i LOVE your writing so much!! So im just going to request another caspian os because i love him so much ahah. Can you write something where the reader first meets him during VOTD and she has to go back on Earth then some times after he ends up in our world and meet the reader again? Take care đđ
A/N: Thank you so much for such a sweet compliment! If you love Caspian, saddle up because I have 4 more requests for him coming after this one. Thanks for requesting and enjoy! Please give me feedback. I was thinking of doing a part 2 for this, so tell me whatcha think about that idea! :) Also, I was listening to A Moment Apart by ODESZA when writing, so thatâs sort of the vibe of this imagine~
Part 2 | masterlist | read on ao3
Being Y/N Scrubb was about as fun as it sounded. Her parents very obviously favored her little brother, Eustace, and didnât have a care about what she did. Y/N was much older than Eustace anyway, so they werenât exactly friends either. The only thing that was getting her through the long, boring days was the fact that two of her cousins had come to stay with them.Â
Y/Nâs cousins, Lucy and Edmund, were closer to Y/Nâs age and much more tolerable. Instead of acting as if they were superior due to having an âimmense vocabulary,â they were kind and funny. They would actually listen to Y/N and treat her like an equal. Y/N hated being treated as an inferior by an eleven-year-old.Â
âHow are you even related to that?â Edmund asked one afternoon. He had been the victim of Eustaceâs âintellectual insultsâ a mere five minutes before.Â
âI could ask you the same thing.â
~
âIs the water...moving?â Y/N asked, gazing at the painting next to her cousins. Eustace comes in and sits on the bed.Â
âWhat rubbish! Thatâs what happens when you read-â
âCan you shut your mouth for just five seconds, please?â Y/N turns around and glares at her brother before turning back to the painting. She continues to stare, taking in every detail of the painting. The magnificent blues and greens swirled together to depict a wonderful ocean scene. The boat was just as breathtaking; it had a huge mast adorning a brightly colored sail and what looked like a dragon carved into the bow. It didnât take long before Edmund and Eustace started fighting.Â
There was something about the painting that screams adventure. Whether that be the vivid imagery or the bright colors, Y/N didnât know, but she wished that she could be on the boat. Maybe then she could get away from Eustace and his constant chatter.Â
As if by magic, water started to drip from the corner of the painting.Â
âLu? Do you see that?â Y/N asked as the trickle turned into a constant stream. The water was getting all over the carpet; Y/N couldnât help but imagine what her mother would say.Â
âEdmund! Look!â Lucy screeched, grabbing the attention of her older brother. The painting now had water streaming from every edge of its frame and the water was starting to pool. The bedroom flooded in record time and the four were pushed under. Furniture began to float around them and they had to dodge chairs in order to not get impaled. Y/N had never been the quickest swimmer, resulting in the leg of a chair clipping her arm.Â
The need for air overpowered the pain of my arm so she fought to reach the top of the water. When all four of their heads surfaced, they were no longer in the small room, but in the middle of the ocean.Â
âWhatâs happening?!â Y/N screamed at her companions.Â
âSwim!!â Was Lucyâs only response. That was when Y/N noticed the huge boat coming straight for them. âHurry!â Y/N kicked her legs as hard as she could, but the current was strong.Â
âStop!â A hand wrapped around her ankle and pulled her back. âYouâre safe now! Stop swimming!â
âEdmund, itâs Caspian!â She recognized that voice to be Lucyâs. âWeâre in Narnia!â
Another voice answered her. âYouâre in Narnia!â
The voice was deep and strong, laced with a thick accent. It was also slightly scratchy but in the best way. Y/N had the fleeting thought that she wanted to hear it again, and again, and again.Â
~
Y/N was covered in a plush towel as soon as she was brought on board. The boat deck was riddled with things and creatures, most of which couldnât care less about her presence. She scanned the deck for any sign of her cousins; Edmund and Lucy were talking animatedly with a tall gentleman. He was wet, probably one of their rescuers, and his white shirt was clinging to his torso. The strangerâs hair was also sopping wet, pushed to the side and dripping into his eyes.Â
âEdmund!â She called out desperately. He looked over and the three walk over.Â
âAnd who might this be?â The handsome stranger asks, looking down at Y/N. He was quite a bit taller than her. Y/N couldnât bring herself to speak; his hair had fallen to either side of his face and it created a perfect frame around his eyes. His warm, chocolate brown eyes were wrinkled at the corners due to his grin.Â
âThis is our other cousin, Y/N,â Edmund spoke for Y/N, an amused look on his face.Â
The man takes a hold of Y/Nâs hand and brings it to his lips. âPleasure to make your acquaintance, my beautiful Y/N. My name is Caspian.â He kissed her knuckles and released his grip. His eyes followed the line of her arm and landed on her injury.Â
âOh, youâre bleeding,â His eyes burned into Y/Nâs skin.Â
She squirmed under his gaze. âOh, uh, yeah. A chair hit me.â
âA chair? Hit you?â He crossed his arms and put his weight on one leg. This made his hip jut out slightly and his coat flair.Â
The conversation Y/N and Caspian were having seemed to really amuse Lucy and Edmund. They kept sharing knowing glances at each other. Y/N wished she knew what they were thinking.Â
âNo matter, come with me. Iâll patch you up. We canât have you bleeding all over my deck, now can we?â He turns on his heel and begins to walk towards the flight of stairs behind him. Y/N looks to Lucy for help.Â
âFollow him,â She mouths, a grin taking up her entire face. Y/N bites the inside of her cheek and follows.Â
Caspian led the Y/N into a large bedroom that was lit by a wall of windows. There were various different paintings on the walls, a full-sized wardrobe, a desk, and a door leading to a balcony. Y/N came to the conclusion that this was Caspianâs living quarters. Caspian pulled the wooden chair from the desk out and twisted it around.Â
âHere, sit,â He motioned his hand towards it. Y/N laid her towel down on the seat and sat down. Her wound had left a large trail of blood down her arm and she fought the urge to wipe it with her hand. Caspian opened one of the desk drawers and pulled out disinfectant and a bandage.Â
âGive me your arm,â He said, the words tumbling out of his mouth as he kneeled in front of the chair. He delicately cradled her arm in her hands and examined her cut. The skin of his hand was soft and gentle as it handled Y/Nâs forearm. Taking a handkerchief out of his pocket, he tenderly cleaned the blood from her wound.Â
âYou are very pretty,â He almost purred. Y/Nâs stomach burst into butterflies.Â
âO-oh, thank you.â She stuttered in response, making him chuckle under his breath.Â
He sprayed the disinfectant and Y/Nâs body reacted naturally.Â
âOw! That hurt,â Y/N shrieked, pulling her arm back and almost out of his grip.Â
âI know, I apologize. But it is necessary, you donât want an infection.â Caspian pulled Y/Nâs arm closer towards him and covered it in a bandage.Â
âThere you go, as good as new.â His hands trailed down her arm and grasped hers, bringing it to his mouth again. He kissed her knuckles twice then stood up.Â
~
In the following months, Y/N and Caspian got very close. He taught her everything about Narnia and all about her cousinâs accomplishments. It was hard to believe at first, but once she saw Caspian and Edmund spar, she believed it. She loved watching Caspian spar; his face always scrunched as he focused and some of the sounds he makes. Mercy, the sounds he makes.Â
âI guess this is it, then.â Y/N says, looking up into the eyes of the man she had become to love.Â
âI will find you again, my love.â He said, taking a step closer to Y/N.Â
âHow? Cas, I probably wonât be able to come to Narnia again,â She sniffled.Â
âIâll find a way, I promise.â
Caspian leaned down and pressed a lasting kiss on Y/Nâs lips.Â
âGoodbye, Y/N. Until I see you again.â
~
Life was boring outside of Narnia. About a month passed since the crew had arrived back home, and none of them have really left the house. Y/N spent most of her time people watching from the window.Â
âI wonder what Caspian is doing right now,â Y/N thinks out loud, talking to no one in particular.Â
âProbably fighting someone or eating or something. Thatâs pretty much all he does,â Edmund responds.Â
âThat is not all he does!âÂ
âOh right, he kisses you too. But youâre not there so that isnât really an option for him.â Edmund grins wickedly and turns back to his book.Â
âEd! Thatâs not funny!â Y/N frowned. She hated thinking about her favorite boy being sad. Especially because of her.
âI thought it was funny,â He responded. Asshole.Â
âLuce, can I go to the store with you? I canât stand being in this house a moment longer.â Y/N stood up and looked down at the street. It was full of people going about their business. An old man sat upon a bench eating a banana.Â
âIâm not sure you would really want to. You might see that boy.â That was another thing Y/N hated about being at home. The last time she went to the market with Lucy, this boy wouldnât stop hitting on her. He was tall, blonde, and had bright blue glasses. He was conventionally attractive, but there was only one boy on Y/Nâs mind.Â
âAck, youâre right. Never mind.â Looking back down at the city below, she saw a strange figure walking down the road. He was wearing a long poofy shirt and black trousers. He looked sort of like a pirate. The fact that he had long hair only added to the pirate look, as did his long boots. He reminded her of Caspian. She sighed and turned her head towards Edmund.Â
âEddie, come look at this guy. He looks exactly like Caspian.â
Edmund groaned and stood up, his only intention was to entertain his cousin. He knew that she was just trying to get over the guy, no matter how annoying it was. He looked down at the stranger and had to do a double-take.Â
âUm, Y/N, donât freak out, but I think that is Caspian.â
#caspian#prince caspian#king caspian#caspian x#caspian x reader#prince caspian x reader#king caspian x reader#caspian imagine#prince caspian fanfic#prince caspian fanfiction#king caspian fanfic#king caspian fanfiction#the chronicles of narnia#the chronicles of narnia fanfic#the chronicles of narnia fanfiction#the chronicles of narnia the voyage of the dawn treader#narnia#c.s. lewis#c. s. lewis#ben barnes
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Adventures Tend To Repeat
Summary: Rick and Evie are off on an adventure but this time it doesnât go exactly how they planned.
Warning: brief mention of blood.
Note: This is for @sweater-daddiesdumbdork I hope you enjoy this! An adventure with an unexpected curse puts a hamper on things for Rick and Evie, will they be ok? Weâll see!
Thank you again for all your kind words about my writing. Hope this lives up to it! Have a great weekend! - Rachel
Rick held his breath as he eyed the silvery idol. He reached into his back pocket and took out the small pouch of sand. Slowly he wrapped his fingers around the legs of Lord Venkateswara and he brought over his hand that held the sand pouch. His heart was thudding hard but then he did he switched the two. Nothing happened. He had done it. He looked around, so swinging axes nor poison arrows flying through the air at him.
Feeling safe turned on his heal and ran as fast as his legs would carry him to Evie. She was standing guard. Earlier another treasure hunter had been close on their heels when they had left Nepal so, they could not rest. This time Indy could not help them. It was just them. He tucked Lord Venkateswara in the leather pouch that hung from his hip.
He stopped right at her. Out of breath but excitement coursing hotly in his veins! âWe did it Evie, the collection will now be complete.â
âIâm so relieved. You took forever.â She smiled up a him.
He smirked. âNothing I couldnât handle.â
******
Rick wiped his brow as he held his breath. Eyeing the silvery idol reached into his back pocket, he grimaced it was in his other pocket. Biting back a sigh, he reached into his other pocket and took out the small pouch of rocks. Slowly he wrapped his fingers around the head of Lord Venkateswara and he brought over his hand that held the small rocks. His stomach churned hard but he then he switched the two. Nothing happened. He did it! He Ed Reed looked around but then he tripped. He fell with a thud, but he had not dropped the idol. Luckily no swinging axes nor poison arrows flying through the air at him.
Feeling safe turned on his heal and ran as fast as his legs would carry him to Evie. He ended up running right past her! âCome on! Letâs go!â He called, together ran to the mouth of the temple and stopped. She had standing guard. Earlier another treasure hunter or perhaps natives, they could not tell had been close on their heels. They had been following them since they had left Nepal. They could not rest and had to keep their eyes peeled. This time Indy was on his own hunt for some special relics and could not help them. It was them and the pilot. He tucked Lord Venkateswara in the leather pouch that hung from his hip and it fell straight through.
âI thought you had that fixed.â Evieâs brow furrowed. Her look of concern worried him.
âI did too.â He pressed his lips together. âAt least I am out of there.â
âYeah, but...â Her voice trailed off.
******
Evie held her breath as she looked over the brass idol. Reaching into her satchel, she took out the small pouch of sand. Gently, she wrapped his fingers around the legs of Lord Venkateswara and then she brought over his hand that held the sand pouch. Her heart was racing in her chest but then she did it, she switched the two.
But then she paused, wait a second. Rick was supposed to go in here. Why was she in here. Looking around, she was confused. She adjusted her hat. Well, at least she had done it. She hoped he had not fallen asleep. He had not been able to shrug off his tiredness since Nepal.
An arrow flew past her. She bit back the scream of worry. She began to run. Grateful she had worn her pants and boots today. She kept on running dodging arrows left and right.
Her racing heart skipped when she saw that he had slumped over and was sleeping where he stood. She dodged a final arrow and running over to him, she hoped she could wake him. Earlier their pilot had been bitten by the bug of greed and was hinting them, they had to be careful. She wished Indy had stayed by the boat. She hoped she could wake him. Carrying him was going to be no easy task. t was just her. After tucking Lord Venkateswara into her satchel she started to try and wake Rick.
âRick, come on you have to wake up.â
*****
Rick held his breath as he eyed the silvery idol and he stopped and stood up. He was here before. A sharp realization washed over him. That little idol had cursed Evie and him, damn it. He reached into his back pocket and took out the a small rock, which confused him but he went with it. Slowly he wrapped his fingers around the legs of Lord Venkateswara and he brought over the rock. His heart was thudding hard but then he did he switched the two. An arrow flew from out pf the darkness and went through his arm, he threw his head back and screamed. It echoed and bounced off the walls of the tavern.
He dropped the idol, it fell with a hard thud onto the floor. His blood dripped the stone ground as snatching the idol off the ground and quickly slipped into his pouch. Holding the arrow, he made his way over to where Evie was standing. He let out an anguish sound.
âRick! Oh no!â
He groaned. It broke his heart to see tears well up in Evieâs eyes. had done it.
âEvie,â He swallowed. âThe idol cursed us, I donât know but I think weâre stuck. I think weâve done this a few times.â
âBut but..what should we do?â
He took a deep breath, trying to focus despite the pain. âMaybe..maybe we should just return it but do it together. Maybe?â
âAlright. Yes! Itâs not worth it.â
*****
Evie and Rick knelt by where the idol stood. Blood, was streaked his white shirt.
âTogether.â He managed to say.
âYes.â
Together, they out their hands on the idol. âLord Venkateswara, we will leave you here. Please free us of your curse, so we shall go on and protect out son whom we love dearly and our friends.â They shared a look. âWe will share of your generosity and nature of forgiveness if you free us.â
The ground shook. They remained holding onto the idol. âRick!â She smiled. âItâs gone.â
The arrow, the blood were gone.
âIt is.â âRicked looked at the idol and bowed his head. âThank you.â
âWe will leave now.â
The ground rumbled once more and then together they ran out. It wasnât until they were on the ship watching the water glide by the boat did they both feel like they could breath.
Evieâs warm eyes looked up at him. âIâm so glad you are ok.â
âI couldnât have done it without you or Lord Venkateswara for that matter.â
âStill has his giving nature.â
âYes.â He pulled Evie close then. âPerhaps now we should take a bit of a vacation, see some of our family. Itâs been a while. All of this had been a little close.â
âI agree.â She agreed and nodded. A grim shadow fell over her face. But then she smiled up at him. âIt will be good to see our family, its been awhile.â
Rick nodded.
A gentleman in smart clothes, one of the crew came up from below decks. He came over to where they stood. âThis was delivered why the two of you ventured into the temple.â
Evie took the crisp envelop. âThank you.â The man stood back so they could read it.â
Rick inhaled and nodded.
âGo ahead.â
Evie opened the envelop.
Rick & Evie,
Dear friends I need you,
This is urgent. There was been some looking and disgraceful activity near Machu Picch, we have to make amends and bring things back to order. When you get this, please send word and come immediately.
Indy
âWe gotta go. We canât leave him in the lurch.â Rick, grimaced.
Evie nodded. âWe do. Alright. Once at the airstrip we will have to give them the new flight plans.â
On the back of the paper, she scrawled a quick note. She looked at the man, who had come up deck. âCan you send this message back to this coordinates?â
Rick rose an eyebrow. âYou think heâll be stay there?â
âAlright here too.â She quickly scrawled a second pair of locations. âAnd please send it here too.â
âVery well madam.â He took the note. âWith pleasure.â He took the note and went below deck.
Rick pulled Evie closer. He pressed a kiss to the top of her head. âWe will take a vacation afterward.â
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Ugly Duckling | Chapter 2
Part 1Â | Part 3
We were running to catch Greg and Tamara, when they opened a portal to God knows where, and jumped in, taking Henry with them.
    "No! No!" Emma shouted while David, her father, stopped her from jumping into what was only ocean now. "We have to follow them! There has to be a way!"
        "Not only do we not know where they went, but Hook stole the last bean!" Regina growled
        "I don't care!"
        "Without it, there's no way to follow"
        "There has to be," I argued. "We can't just let the, take Henry!"
        "They've taken Henry?" Gold asked as he and Belle showed up.
        "Yeah. You're the Dark One. Do something." David threatened.
    "Gold, help us." Emma all but begged.
    "There's no way." he shook his head, 'I spent a lifetime trying to cross worlds to find my son. There's no way in this world without a portal."
    "So that's it? He's gone forever?" I asked, defeated.
    "I refuse to believe that." Regina looked ready to kill.
    "What is that?" Belle looked past us, into the harbor.
    "Hook."Â
~~~~~
    "What the hell are you doing here?" Emma asked as Hook stepped off his boat.
    "Helping."
    "Well, you're too late." Regina hissed.
    "Am I?" He raised an eyebrow in her direction.
    "I thought you didn't care about anyone but yourself."
    "Maybe I just needed reminding that I could."
    "Enough waiting around," Regina urged, stepping towards the Jolly Roger, "let's go."
    "Go? Where? I thought we were saving the town." Hook asked, confused.
    "We already did." David scoffed.
    "We need to get Henry." I explained, "Greg and Tamara took him through a portal."
        "Well, I offer my ship and my services to help follow them."
    "Well that's great, Hook, but how do we track them?" Regina asked.
    "Leave that to me." Gold interjected, "I can get us to where we need to go."
    "Well, let's do it." Mary Margaret gave a curt nod and we followed her onto the ship.
~~~~~
    "So, are you done trying to kill me?" Gold looked at Hook.
    "I believe so."
    "Excellent. Then you can live." He magic-ed as weird globe into his hand and pricked his finger, his blood dripped onto its surface and showed him an image.
    "Where is that? Where did they take Henry?" Regina pushed.
    "Neverland."
    Emma gave Hook the bean and he chucked it into the water. Pulling the strap of my Jessenger bag close, I gripped part of the rigging, something told me this want going to be a smooth ride.
~~~~~
    Not long after we arrived in the Never-sea, Gold fricked off on his own. Told us to stay where we were and he'd get Henry and get back.    Â
    It'd been almost an hour when there was a thud against the side of the ship. The ship began to rock as Snow and David tried to keep it steady.
    "What is it a shark?" Emma asked.
    "A Kraken?" David added.
    "Worse," Killian corrected, taking the helm, "Mermaids!"
        "Mermaids?!" Emma shouted.
    "Yes, and they're quite unpleasant."
    "You think? snapped as one of the mermaids hit the boat.
    "I'll try and outrun them."
    "How many of them are there?!" Emma looked over the rail and the screeching increased.
    Regina managed to catch one and throw a fireball at the water where the rest of them were, effectively scaring them off.
    As the rest of them bickered about what to do, the mermaid blew into a shell, summoning a storm. As the heroes fought, the storm got worse until Emma realized what was happening. The fighting was making the storm worse and to stop them and get their attention, she jumped off the side of the ship.
    Everyone stopped what they were doing to save her since she nearly drowned. Once she was back on the boat the storm had stopped altogether, but the Jolly Roger was too damaged to keep going. So we got it close enough to shore that it wouldn't capsize and waded our way to shore.
    Cold and wet, we clambered onto the beach, and they started going at each other... again.
    Emma gave a small speech and we were off to find Henry.
    We started a trek to a high peak where we would be able to see where Pan's camp was.
    "Jesus, it's hot." I huffed, pulling off my hoodie and tying it around my waist.
    "You alright?" Mary-Margaret asked, falling back to walk next to me.
    "Just a little floored, it's been an exciting couple of hours." I laughed.
~~~~~
    Well, the ridge turned out to be a bust since, in the past thirty years, it'd grown a bit. We backtracked a bit and made camp.
    It was when you tried to sleep on Neverland that you realized it was impossible. The thick air was filled with the sobs and cries of lost boys. Only, the adults couldn't seem to hear it. I pressed my head against the rock I was leaning against and pushed my headphones against my ears.Â
    I watched Emma get up, and I gave her a questioning look.
    "Going for a quick walk," She mouthed and I nodded, leaning my head back against the rock and shutting my eyes.
    She was gone for a moment when I felt eyes on me. I glanced around and didn't see anything, then Emma stormed back into camp with a paper in her hand.
        Somewhere on the paper, there was a map that would reveal itself when Emma accepted 'who she really was.'
    She and the rest of the group worked on that while I kept an eye around the camp.
    Maybe I wandered a bit further from the group than I should have, but this was the last thing I expected.
    A sharp yelp bubbled out of my throat in surprise. It was until a few seconds after that I cried out a pained "Shit!"
    A spear was pinning me to a tree THROUGH my left shoulder, and blood was beginning to drip from where it stabbed me. A lost boy stepped out from behind a tree, a dark smirk on his lips.
    "What the actual Fuc-... Ah!" Yelling hurt worse than I thought it would.Â
    The fucker started laughing, "Poor little girl! Did I hit you?"
    "Little gi- Bitch you fucking IMPALED ME!"
    "Well, that's what you get coming to Neverland." He got up in my face and before I could slap the smile off his face he grabbed the spear and pressed up.
    A scream ripped through me and I instinctively kneed him in the crotch. He let go and dropped to the ground.
    "You little bitch!" He pulled out a knife and went to stab my thigh when someone caught his arm.
    "What do you think you're doing?!" An unfamiliar voice hissed. They pulled the boy to his feet, turning their back to me as they reprimanded him. "You know Pan wants them alive!"
    "Yea but she-"
    "You wanna piss off Pan?" They, who I assumed was another Lost boy, grabbed the boy by the collar, lifting him off the ground. "Now get out of here, I'll clean up your mess."
      He threw the boy into the dirt and the shorter one scurried away.
    With an annoyed sigh, the new lost boy turned back to me. He was pale, had light blonde hair, and had a club by his side. He studied me for a moment before pressing his hand into my right shoulder.
    "This is gonna hurt." He muttered before gripping the spear and harshly pulling it out of my shoulder.
    "FUCK!" I fell into his chest and the hand that held me still wrapped around my waist.
        The moment his skin touched mine we both went rigged and goosebumps erupted across my body. The world froze.
        He was so much taller than me, I felt so small this close to him. The clunk of the spear against the ground pulled me back to reality.
    I hissed in pain as I pressed my hand to the hole in my shoulder that was now gushing blood. "Shit shit shit shit shit!" My mind was racing, tears falling from my eyes, as I tried to figure out what to do since at this rate I was gonna bleed out, and fast.
    I could barely come up with a coherent thought when I suddenly lifted into someone's arms. I looked up, wide-eyed, to see the face of the same lost boy, his hood falling back. His eyes were such a pretty shade of gray, they flickered to me.
    "What?" He snapped, and I realized I was staring.
    I looked away as it began to pour.
    He cursed and made a sharp turn, heading into a cave in a nearby cliffside.Â
    He all but dropped me on the cold ground and went to make a fire, muttering about how this was going to be a while. My eyes wandered my surroundings until everything started to become fuzzy and my head started to spin. I looked down at my blood-soaked clothes and my eyelids began to feel really heavy.
    "Hey!" I felt someone shake me and I struggled to look at them. "Open your eyes damn it!"
    I groaned and went to push them away, but my arms felt like lead.
    They grabbed my face and growled, "Wake up!"
    I managed to open my eyes and met the face of the blonde lost boy, frustration filling his beautifully stormy eyes. I was light-headed and the word 'Pretty' slipped out without a second thought. His eyebrows scrunched and his hand let go of my face, moving to my injured shoulder.
    *3rd Person P.O.V.*
    He pulled his knife from its sheath and cut her sweatshirt up the middle. He watched as confusion grew in her glassy eyes, the bloodless would kill her if he didn't work fast. He peeled the sweater off her, leaving her in just her sports bra, and tore the, mostly, clean sleeve into a makeshift bandage.
    After efficiently wrapping the wound, he pulled her to rest against him as he tied the bandage off in the back. He went to move away but froze when she made a small noise and nuzzled into his neck. That when he realized the position he put himself in. It'd been a very long time since he's been this close to a girl, let alone one this cute, and half-naked.
    As carefully as he could, he took off his cloak and spread it on the ground before gently laying her on it.
    He sat across the fire from her and watched her breathing as thunder cracked over Neverland. Something inside him hurt like he was missing something he'd never noticed missing before.Â
            *Bradey's P.O.V.*
    I woke up on the cold floor of the cave, the events leading up to me getting there a little fuzzy. I noticed my favorite sweatshirt torn up and bloody on the floor, and there was a shirt draped over me. I sighed and sat up, pain shooting through my left should. I winced as I pulled the shirt on, it smelled like campfire, pine, and something I couldn't quite put my finger on, but I liked it. Snatching up the remains of my hoodie, I started back for camp.
    "And where did you wander off too, love?" Hook asked as I trudged back into camp. "And what in the Hell are you wearing?"
    "Long story," I huffed, leaning against a tree to catch my breath.
    "There you are!" Mary-Margret fussed, coming over to check on me. She gasped when she saw the tattered shirt in my hands. "What happened? Where's all this blood come from?!"
    I pushed down the shoulder of the shirt I was wearing to show her the bloodied bandages, "Must've wandered into target practice," I smirked before my knees gave out.
    "Bloody Hell," Hook caught me and sat me on the ground, while Mary-Margret quickly got Regina who started healing.
    "You'll still have a scar, but you'll live," She explained and I thanked her. "How did you already not die? This wound is hours old."
    "I think one of the Lost Boys helped me." I said, "I'm not sure, the details kind of got lost on the blood loss."
    "And that's his shirt?" Hook motioned to what I was wearing.
    "I guess so. It's actually pretty comfy." I admitted.
    *3rd Person P.O.V."
    "So how was your little adventure, playing nurse?" Pan asked, appearing next to Felix, not far from camp.
    "You said you wanted them alive."
    "You're not wearing a shirt." Pan pointed out. "I want them alive for now. Don't go getting attached, Felix."
    The taller boy's eyes narrowed, "I'm not."
    "Keep it that way."
#ugly duckling#chapter 2#felix ouat#ouat felix x reader#felix ouat x oc#Prisma-the-Pretend-Avenger#prisma the pretend avenger#Prisma Writes
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your top 5 anime couples?
ok so the funny thing is i wrote out my answer to this ask a few days ago and just as i was publishing it my internet decided to die so i lost the whole thing and got rly sad. but iâm back now and perhaps with some better answers so maybe this worked out to your benefit lolÂ
edward/winry (fullmetal alchemist) â this is pretty self explanatory but nonetheless, i adore the potential with these two. i think thereâs a lot of subtleties to their relationship that arenât touched upon enough in fandom, like how far their intimate understanding of each other goes, how their fears for each other manifest in the work that they do every day, etc etc. theyâre a wonderful portrayal of the childhood friends to lovers trope just by way of the fact that they know each other down to a microscopic level. like i think it canât be overstated enough just how amazing it is that a part of edâs life is in winryâs hands and a part of her life is in his hands, and how that builds upon the foundations of their unbreakable trust in each other. i also love how their relationship is built on the fact that theyâve essentially been the heads of their households since they were kids. that burden and sense of responsibility they share in is so palpable and esp fun to explore in the post canon when they finally have time to focus on themselves and what they want to do with their work and their family in the long term, i love to think about it!Â
tsumugu/chisaki (nagi no asukara) â there isnât a lot i can write here without spoiling the events of the series itself, but to describe the basics of these two, it comes down to a sort of complicated love polygon that theyâre caught in the middle of, and i love how it plays out here. chisaki has loved one of her childhood friends for her entire life, so when her feelings start to change and she develops them for tsumugu instead, sheâs weighted with this intense sense of guilt that parallels to a traumatic event that occurs mid series. chisaki is someone who hates the idea of change and growing up and tsumugu as first her friend and then her potential love interest is someone who subtly tries to challenge that mindset and help her grow, all while caring very deeply for her. itâs a really nice case of push and pull, and what amplifies it even more are all of the sea associated metaphors that their relationship is entwined with. chisaki is like this tumultuous and unpredictable sea, while tsumugu is the boy in the boat who patiently weathers her storms. itâs magnificent (and on netflix)
junichi/yurika (kids on the slope) â the funniest thing to me about this manga is that unlike most ppl my greatest takeaway from it was the relationship between these two as opposed to the main focus between the homoerotic, catholically symbolized best friends (which is still impeccable), but i have my reasons! i like these two bc they depict what a mature relationship between two people, no matter how damaged, ought to look like. when they first meet, jun is charismatic, flirtatious, and daring, yurika haughty and alarmed but also intrigued. thereâs a brief potential there for some magic, and then they donât see each other again for several months. the next time they meet, all the previous facades have been shattered. heâs been disowned by his family and now lives alone, depressed and jaded by the world, and sheâs growing increasingly frustrated with the impositions put upon her as a pretty girl from a rich family growing up in 60s japan. the conversations between them thereafter are very charged and challenging as they poke and prod at each otherâs world views, but itâs ultimately a healthy banter thatâs necessary for them to come to an understanding and move forward. jun fears hurting the people he loves and isolates himself as a result, and yurika pushes back at those walls and limited thinking bc theyâve been towering over her all her life. itâs just a beautiful exploration in balance esp since theyâre a couple that has to make it on their own without their familiesâ support, so they need mutual understanding to surviveÂ
marco/connie (gangsta.) â the relationship between these two is pretty complex. marco is originally a born and bred child mercenary, but at a point in time he begins to harbor some doubts about the work he does with his âfriendsâ, and the turning point in his life becomes the death of connieâs parents at their hands. connie cries these angry, unforgiving tears and stares at him with so much hatred in that moment that it rocks him to his core, and a series of events leads to him abandoning the mercenary lifestyle and completely starting over in an effort to repay kindness to the people heâs only ever harmed. whatâs interesting about these two is that connie rly holds him to this endeavor. sheâs constantly skeptical of him and she doesnât like him nor holds these great hopes for him to improve as a person. she makes no moves to help him initially when heâs mocked and jeered at for attempting to start fresh, and why should she? he ruined her life. but the interesting thing is that marcoâs persistence when it comes to doing good and wholeheartedly repenting is something that begins to intrigue her, and slowly she starts to let him into her life. first as a delivery boy she greets at the door, then as maybe an acquaintance, then a friend, and somewhere along the way, a lover. itâs a really dark relationship (explored in more detail in gangsta. cursed) but i love how itâs explored and how they push each other to be better peopleÂ
taichi/arata (chihayafuru) â if you know anything of this fandom you know this is the unpopular choice, but nonetheless, my reread this past year enlightened me to it. i feel like these two really take rivals to lovers to the next level. their initial friendship as kids barely touches the surface of some of the insecurities each of them harbors, but as they grow up apart from each other thereâs this simultaneous loathing and longing that manifests in each of them for the other thatâs really amazing to watch unfold. thereâs so many backhanded comments between them followed by bouts of remorse and self-hatred, thereâs secret expressions of just how happy they feel when theyâre able to play each other, the tension that exists between them as they fight not just for chihayaâs love but for the love of karuta is so so intense and devastating, and ultimately itâs a really well fleshed-out exploration between childhood friends vested with different life experiences that ultimately put them at odds with each other. the way their relationship has developed up until now in the manga is just crazy to see and i sometimes wonder if theyâd be more popular had they been straight lmaoÂ
#i hope you check out any of these series!#like obv i am focusing on specific ships here but the series in general are also rly good#mine:recs
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This is awkward
Summary:Â could u maybe do a reddie x daughter where she gets her period, but wants to hide it from richie and eddie bc theyâre guys, so she steals richieâs phone and calls bev for help. but like as she goes over to bevs house (maybe they live close) richie and eddie think sheâs missing or lost and they freak out? i just feel like thatâs such a reddie situation lmao
warnings: period talksÂ
In retrospect, she really should have seen it coming. All the signs they taught you about in health class presented themselves full force, from having abdominal pain and a bloating stomach after eating a cracker, to using the bathroom more than she usually has to.Â
Never the less, it remained a shock when she wakes up at five in the morning to searing throbbing in her lower abdomen that leaves her helplessly whriting. The clock strikes six am at the exact moment she groans, curling her body into a fetal position and covering her stomach with her arms.
She lays still for a while, tossing and turning in an effort to find a pose that wonât hurt, but nothing helps, and so she decides to go to the medicine cabinet and fish out medication to reduce the ache. In order to do that, she removes the heavy silk comforter off her body, and shivers as her temperature reduces from the added coldness that sticks in the room. Itâs nearing summer time, so the sun is gleaming up every last detail of the room even at six oâclock, rendering the lightbulb hanging from the ceiling useless.
She gets up, and as soon as turns around to readjust the comforter out of the corner of her eye she spots a red blood stain, soaked into the covers of her one person bed. Ellieâs first instinct is, embracingly enough, to cry, the sight of blood leaving her squeamish and ready to do whatever it takes to get rid of it.
Her pain tolerance is high, but the second a blotch of blood presents itself anywhere near or on her, it needs to be removed point black. Â
It clicks in her mind what this situation means and what the logical explanation is, but sheâs still in a daze that allows her to calmly rip the covers of the bed an paddle downstairs to the washing area, carefully avoiding to touch the blood itself, free of any panic or discomfort, beside the continues stabbing sneers. Only after disposing of the covers in the washing machine and shutting it with a small click, she sobers up and worries.
Ellie grabs a towel of a mountain of dry-cleaned clothes that Richie was ordered to organize room by room but forgot after a last minute stand up show the night before and wraps it around her middle. The towel specifically is her favorite, colored blue with the animations of winx club printed upon it, as a child her favorite cartoon show, with her name embroider on the top thanks to her uncle Mike. A trait she copied from Richie was that she lost stuff so much that Eddie got sick of it and started writing her name on article of clothes and shoes so that if someone found it they returned it to the right person, and because at the time Mike was practicing embroidery, he sowed her name in the towel as a gift.
The edges of the towel are worn out and frayed, but the texture is soft to the touch and smells like sunscreen, in a way tied to a few of Ellieâs preferred treasured memories. Itâs the only at hand though, and time is of the essence, and she wants to wants desperately to avoid any more blood spillage.
Scanning the floor while hurrying to a bathroom Ellie cautions that she stays upright and doesnât hit her toe against the doorframe like she idioticly does time and time again. She reaches the bathroom she unlocks the door from its hinches and opens it soundlessly, her parents lost in dreamland a door over. She feels weirdly docile about the whole thing, not at all trembling or making rash decision like she foresaw whenever she thought of this moment. The bathroom door shuts behind her, and she silently awaits for any sound to emerge from Eddie and Richieâs bedroom, but none materialize, thankfully.
At that point, thereâs not much she can do. The house is empty of anything remotely resembling pads, with Richie and Eddie not needing them and Ellie hadnât required them so far either.
Having two fathers is a blessing that Ellie is magnificently proud of, and most of the time she forgets that core families usually exist of one father and a mother. Richie and Eddie fill up any void that a mom could possibly leave behind, and so she is often oblivious that her home situations isnât ânormalâ. There is nothing that a mother adds that Richie and Eddie donât provide her, but maybe this is the one exception.
Ellie learned about menstrual cycles and how to deal with them via sex ed in school, but at home not a word was ushered about this. Unintentional no doubt, since Richie took it upon himself to bring up as much cringe-worthy conversations to shy her away from trying anything stupid. She never brought the topic up, and it must have slipped from Richie and Eddieâs mind too.
She debates waking up Richie and Eddie to drive her to the store, but itâs too early for that, the sops opens at nine, and there honestly sounds nothing worse but rousing her fathers for something like a period.
Richie will joke, and Eddie will research the whole thing down to the smallest details to aid her with all the knowledge found on the internet, but what she would really benefit from is a girl simply explaining the whole thing to her.
The solution literally falls in her lap, as Ellie accidentally knocks over the parfum Beverly left behind last time she visited. Aunt Bev and uncle Ben live two streets away, in a giant modern home they fosters pets in, at the edge of a forest.
They reside there any time they arenât on their boat travelling around the world, but with Beverly six months into her pregnancy, they swore to not go on any outings up to the birth of their very first child.
Both Ben and Bev work every weekday, but if Bev is home, sheâll be happy to help, Ellie is certain. She should call first, to let Bev know she was on her way and to ensure Bev wonât contact the police on her, a figure appearing out of the blue early morning might not present well. The only problem with that is that Ellieâs phone was dropped in the water of a bath, cracking the phoneâs screen from the hard landing and drenching it in water, causing all the phoneâs functions to give out.
Calling aunt Bev is only an option if Ellie locates a phone, and her best bet on that is her pops.
Richie obsesses over his phone, and while he says thatâs not the case, Eddie humorously hid it once and it send Richie in such a frenzy he explored the whole house top to bottom and discarded any and all cabinets to locate it.
Eddie chides the overexercise usage and resorts to conking Richie over the head if he dares to divided his attention to it for over ten minutes, but itâs all in a loving way, Eddie wouldnât ever dream of hurting Richie.
A compromise was formed, Richie promising to leave his phone unattended on the bedside table at the end of the bed, and Eddie dialing down his complaints. The phone canât ramify itâs toxic radiation from that far, but itâs close enough that the alarm clock rouses them up if necessary.
Invading Richie and Eddieâs bedroom is a dangerous game to play at, Eddieâs hearing out of this world with precision and picking up on the smallest, barely there clamor, but assisted with a tad of luck, Ellie might be able to evade waking them. After all, sheâd rather get caught sneaking in, than having to provide a valid reason she ought to shop.
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The clock strikes eight a.m. when Richie stirs awake, the light streaming through the window in such a way it glistens directly in Richie eyes, and in order to avoid it he swivels around on his stomach. His arm covers Eddie side, snoring loudly right net to his ear. Huffing out a laugh, Richie retracts his arm to cover his eyes from the sun that maliciously demands him to wake.
Eddie sniffles, his hand lifting in search for Richie and sighing happily when his fingertips bump against Richieâs shoulder, tugging his arm back in position.
âToo earlyâ, he grumbles, smacking his lips to rid himself of his dry mouth and burying his head further into his pillow. Richie laughs, kissing his husbands bare shoulder and readjusting Richieâs shirt heâs wearing after.
Weekends are a synonymous with rest and sleep, but Richie starts the day bright and fresh anyway, cooking a giant breakfast with Ellie to lure Eddie out of bed under the guise of food.
It strikes Richie as odd that Ellieâs not up and about it yet, he strains to hear any movement in the house but he comes up empty.
âArenât you gonna make me breakfast, babe?â Eddie asks his lips curled in a teasing smile, accustomed to their morning routine.
âSure thing Edsâ, Richie says gooey, slobbering a kiss on the first part of Eddie he can reach, his temple, knowing that Eddie revolts the thought of kissing without brushing teeth first.
âWait I was kidding come back,â Eddie whines, outstretching his arms to stop Richie from getting up but failing.
âYouâll be so much happier when the foodâs ready, trust me. Iâm going to wake our munckin up too.â
He steps away from the bed, pulling his shirt, bunched up thanks to the wild gestures he performs in his sleep, down in the meanwhile and yawns so wide his jaw protests.
His limbs feel lose and relaxed of waking up not so soon ago, and they seem to be begging Richie to crawl back under the cover and cuddle with Eddie some more, but tour life stretched itself through all the aspects of Richieâs life these past months, and he really long for some time to spend with his daughter.
As he stumbles blindly, his hand scours the miniature table, but the only thing he can find are his glasses, neatly tucked away in what must have been Eddieâs doing after Richie zonked out.
At first he thinks he missed it, but then his glasses help him see clearly, and he notices that the phone is no longer there.
âHey, Eds?â
The only answer he receives is a grunt, muffled by the blankets Eddie hides under.
âDid you hide my phone again?â Richie asks, his eyebrows knitted together in confusion. Eddie shakes his head without looking up, napping on.
âHuhâ, Richie responds, deciding to let Eddie wake at his own terms. He probably ditched the phone somewhere and is drawing blank on where it could be, but itâll be found again soon. With a deflated shrugs, Richie leaves the room to wake up his daughter, excited like a kid on Christmas to rope her into mischief.
Eddie huffs, forcing the blanket of off him and screwing his eyes open, scratching at a spot on his back that insistently itched all night.
Soon, Ellie will run in with coffee, with a meticulous steady head so none of it spills, and announce that breakfast is prepared. Some of it will be burned, other things will be so delicious Eddie will look forward to it every day of the week till he eats it again. Regardless of how good the food is, the most important thing is that itâs family time, and that no interruption or distractions occur but the laughter and unprovoqued leering both Richie, Ellie and Eddie gathered throughout the week. Â
Eddie smiles contently, resting his eyes a tad longer and imagining the inviting warm smell flowing up from downstairs. What he gets instead is frantic running up the stairs, loud thuds that rattle the foundation and follow each other quickly, subsequently followed by the bedroom door ricocheting of itâs hinges.
The urgency behind it spooks Eddie, who scrambles out of bed before Richie manages to utter a word.
âEllieâs not here.â
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âThank you for helping me aunt Bevâ, Ellie reinforces Bev, who brought out mint tea and joined her on the sofa to watch tv.
The movie provided background noise to the conversation they previously held, Ellie a little intimidated otherwise.
âAny time honey you know this.â
Bev smiles brightly enough that her pearl white teeth show, her hair in a braid swiped over her shoulder, she radiates happiness to a degree Ellie has never seen.
âI love dad and pops, I do, but you know how they getâ, Ellie grimaced, his hands twisting nervously in the hem of the shirt she wormed herself in on the way here. A laugh bubbles out of Bev, already nodding her head.
âThey mean well but yes. Iâm glad you confided in me.â On instinct, Ellie dropped her hand down to pet the soft fur of Ben and Bevâs dog, a lifelong companion to them but also to her. She swiped nothing but air, Ben took the dog on a walk in the park, leaving the two girls to discuss thing among themselves. It was sad she didnât get a chance to say hi to them, but she figures sheâll visit again later.
âI really should get going,â Ellie starts, her hand enclosing the plastic bag filled with supplies Bev landed her gracefully. âPops and I love arranging breakfast, so I should really get home before they wake up to me not hanging around the house.â
Bev blinked innocently, surprise grazing her features. âWell, it is nine am, will they not be awake yet?â
âItâs not that late yet is it?â Bevâs phone rings loudly, startling Ellie out of her stupor. Even from her angle on the phone, she deciphers her pops names before Bev announce that itâs Richie.
âOopsâ, Ellie mutters, grimacing as the severity of the situation begins to down on her. Sheâs in big trouble now. Accepting the call, Bev puts in on speaker, a hand apologetically stroking Ellieâs arm conveying that yes, Bevâs sorry, but Ellie might get killed today.
âBeverlyâ, Eddie distraught voice shakes through the microphone. A sinking stone weighs Ellie down, flushed with guilt, she hadnât thought sheâd be here so long, she only counted a five minute drop by.
âDo you know where Ellie is? Sheâs not in her room or in the backyard either.â In the background something smashes to the floor, in addition to cursing that sounds more like roaring, and Richie running out.
âI really think she snatched my cellphone. Maybe she called someone to pick her up?â
Bev attempts to capture their attention goes unheard, the bickering between Eddie and Richie hardly begun.
âI fucking told you Richie, dump the goddamn phone so much.â
âHow the fuck is that my fault? It has nothing do with thatâ, Richie argues frustrate, itâs obvious from the way he snapped back at Eddie he is equally as overwrought as Eddie.
âYouâre right, itâs mine. Iâve pushed her away by being to hands on. I should have given her more freedom to do what she wanted and I-â
âEddie no. I honestly donât think thereâs anyone less strict as you. You remember when she was ten and she asked for two ice creams in a row and you just gave them to her because we were on a vacation?â
âStop dad. Popâs right, Iâm not running away for fuck sakeâ, Ellie yells out eventually, frustrated by the conversations taking place.
âEllie?â A chair is pushed back and screeches across the floor, intending on the floor Eddie hammered on about being careful on.
âStay where you are, weâre on our way.â Richie grounds out, seizing hold of his jacket and racing to the car. The connection then severs and dead silence is left in its wake.
âGood luck with that.â
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Though Bev, Ben, Eddie and Richie live nearby, Ellie is shocked by the fast response as the car halts not fully parked, Eddie and Richie jumping out in pajamaâs.
Bev opened the door, so they waltz right on it without regarding Bev, seizing Ellie in a close knit hug both Richie and Eddie participate in.
âDonât you ever, ever scare us like that again. You hear me?â Richie threatens, his words crackling with relief that his daughter is fine.
âIâm sorry, I wonât. I honestly thought I would be back before you knew it.â
âWhy are you here in the first place?â The family remains close, Eddieâs hand holding Ellieâs forearm loosely.
A blush shoots up her cheeks, coloring them bright red at the question.Â
âYeah about that, Is it not enough for me to promise to never do this again?â
#reddie#reddie x daughter#this is so bad#I'm sorry#my writing#unfortunately#richie tozier#eddie kaspbrack#eddie as a parent#richie as a dad#reddie as parents
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Hwang Hyujin x Fem!Reader gang!au powers!au Warnings: implied smut, swearing, attempted murder (kind of??), major angst iâm really sorry oops, dubious consent, excessive drinking, theres a lot of backstabbing in this, y/ns character is very questionable, dfhdohfdihfsh Word count: 10.3k once again im really sorry, this is kind of dark and sad and oopsies? And although Iâm pretty sure people know this, Iâm just going to put a disclaimer that this is not how I see any of these members. The characters created in this were just for the sake of the plotline. Thank you!
The hum of the bar sounded far away as you shifted the white powder into thin lines. Your friends crowded around you, swaying in excitement as they waited for you to finish your assault on the drugs. Once you did, you stepped back, allowing them to sniff it up like a bunch of dogs. Laughter and cheers broke out as someone finished first and you clapped along with them. Puppy dog stares were thrown your way as the coke completely disappeared and you pulled another bag out with a roll of your eyes.Â
A smirk pulled over your lips as another round of applause consumed the place. You stepped away, letting your friends decide how they distributed the drugs. With a sigh you slid into the booth, taking a sip from your water bottle. The feeling of a thousand eyes watching you made you feel itchy, but you forced yourself to remain cool as you kept your interest on your friendsâ actions. That was the biggest problem of being your fatherâs daughter: the constant attention, the judging, the silent whispers when you passed by. As stupid as it sounded, these people viewed you as if you were a god of some sort. It made no sense considering that you had nothing to do with the business and you never would. You had zero interest in your fatherâs business, but it was just the fact that your father was so respected that had people watching every little thing you do.Â
And you knew what they said whenever they say you. âIs she really his daughter?â âHow could someone so smart have such a troublemaker as a child?â âDoes he know what she does when his back is turned?â Your father did know what you did and whether he approved or not, he said nothing. It had been made clear ever since you were old enough to understand that the only thing you shared with your father was blood. As long as you smiled and looked pretty for the cameras, you were free to be as stupid as you wanted. And thatâs exactly what you did.Â
âIt must suck to be compared to him all the time.â
You pretended to be surprised as you craned your neck to meet the strangerâs gaze. Youâd seen him staring you down earlier and had watched with a sly smirk as he approached as carefully as he could. He tilted his head, his sandy blonde hairâobviously dyedâshifting along his forehead. He reminded you of the pretty boys you always ran into at the gala, from the expensive, but casual dress to the cold, calculating stare that burned in his eyes as he observed you. But like every other time, you decided to bite the hook he threw your way to see what he was attempting to sell.Â
âA bit,â you hummed, turning away and sipping your water again. If he wanted to talk, heâd have to sit down in your eyesight. You werenât going to give him the ego boost of turning to look up at him. You forced your smirk away as he sat down in the booth with you. âBut it stopped affecting me a long time ago.â
He nodded, gaze flicking to where your friends argued over the splitting of the drugs.Â
âI suppose I canât relate to that one,â he muttered, âmy parents arenât really the kind to live up to.â
Your gaze remained cool, but the comment took you by surprise. At this point, most of the boys would be trying to convince you that both of you were in the same boat: overbearing parents, hating the rich life, miserable with their lives. Your eyes unintentionally narrowed, wondering what kind of game he was going to play at.Â
Maybe heâs not playing a game.Â
You brushed aside that thought. Not once in your life had you been approached by someone who didnât have an ulterior motive. Their belief was that someone like you could get them anything. It wasnât exactly a lie, you probably could, but their main goal was your father and little did they know that your father would never give you anything. His number one rule was that you had to get everything on your own. He built his company from the ground up, now itâs your turn.Â
This boy just had a different strategy than the others.Â
âI doubt you rebel to gain your fatherâs attention. Actually, it probably doesnât have anything to do with him, right? This is all for your own sake.â
This time, you failed to hide your surprise. Your lips parted as you side-eyed, setting your water bottle down. He wasnât even paying attention to you, he was just staring at the people who kept glimpsing over in your direction. You looked over at them too, eyebrows furrowing until they looked away with a sheepish gulp. You turned back to the boy, eyebrows raised.
âGot any more assumptions youâd like to make about me?â You asked. He chuckled and shook his head.Â
âWell then, I suppose I should get out of your hair now,â he huffed, standing up. You watched as he sauntered away, back towards the bar. You bit your lip and then with a sigh, you stood up and hurried after him.
âHeyâlook, Iâm sorry about being cold, itâs not everyday a nice person approaches you in a club after youâve just given your friends a bunch of coke. Iâd like to talk a bit moreâŠâ you trailed off, uncertain of what exactly you were doing. You were never like this. âBut letâs do that outside, yeah? Itâs kind of loud in here.â
He grinned at you and then as corny as it was, offered you his arm. Your elbow linked with his, a sarcastic smile pulling at your lips as the two of you left the club. The cool night air was a relief as it brushed against your bare arms and you breathed it in. The crisp taste was a big step up from the disgusting smell of sweat, alcohol, and the bitter scent of drugs. The two of you walked down the sidewalk for a while, not saying anything to one another.Â
âYou know, if weâre being honest here: I didnât know who you were until just a few moments ago. The people I was sitting next to were talking crap about you, but it just seemed like they didnât know you at all and I wondered how they could be so mean to someone they didnât even know,â he muttered, âso thatâs why I talked ot you. I supposed I⊠felt bad I guess.â
You tilted your head, a small smile pulling on your lips. Then you ducked your head, face starting to heat up.
âWell⊠thanks. I guess youâll need a proper introduction then; Iâm Y/N,â you murmured, shaking his hand.Â
âHyunjin.â
The two of you kept walking. You didnât realize it at first, but it seemed you were moving towards you apartment a few blocks away. Truth be told, you didnât know what you were doing. This wasnât exactly who you were: you didnât just start making friends with outsiders, you stayed in your tight friend circle, using it as a protective shield. But you couldnât deny that you were willing to let this guy take you to bed, for whatever reason.Â
âWhy do you let them treat you that way?â He asked. âThe people that judge you. Youâre not so bad, why let people believe that?â You stopped walking, staring at the ground in front of you. There were a few people who could see past your front of not caring, but they never asked you if you were okay truly on the inside. They never asked why. Although, you never asked yourself âwhyâ either and you werenât sure you had an answer.
âWhy?â You repeated, looking up at him. Then you shrugged. âI wishââyou coughedââI wish I knew why.âÂ
Something flashed across his face, but it was too fast for you to be able to read it. He tucked his hands into his pockets, a melancholy smile on his face.Â
âSo, did you have any plans of dragging me out here or we just going to walk until we run into a wall?â He asked, successfully taking your mind off of your inner struggles. Then you shrugged, brushing against him.Â
âWell, my apartment is right around the corner, Iâm sure we could talk more there.âÂ
He raised an eyebrow. âOh, really?â
You lead him back to your apartment, swiftly unlocking the door and stepping into the place. You were glad you had decided to clean your place on a whim. When you turned around to ask if he wanted anything to drink, you found him directly behind you. His lips crashed against yours and you gasped into the kiss, your hands clutching at the front of his jacket. He pulled back, dark eyes searching your face.
âI hope this is what you meant when you said talk more,â he mumbled, laughing slightly. You chuckled, wrapping your legs around his waist when he hoisted you up.Â
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Your phone wouldnât stop buzzing. A loud groan fell from your lips as you rolled over, sleepily searching for it on the nightstand. Your fingers gripped it and you opened it, eyes blearily squinting at it. There were a bunch of texts from your friends, asking where you were. There were two texts from your mom, wishing you goodnight and you smiled at that.Â
You shut off your phone and set it down, but when you tried to shut your eyes, they kept fluttering open from the light peeking past your curtains. And it didnât help that it was freezing cold. Your arm flopped across the bed as you tried to grab your blankets, only to realize somebody else was completely burrito-ed in them. With a gasp, you sat up, pressing a hand to your head.Â
âAh, fuck,â you huffed. You didnât even drink last night, but you mustâve been so tired because your memories were struggling to sort themselves out. He approached you, you shooed him away, but then decided against it and now heâs in your bed⊠stealing your blankets and completely naked. âWow.â
You stared at him for a few seconds before deciding to just let him sleep and then youâd carefully nudge him out the door once he woke up. You pulled a sweatshirt and shorts on, stumbling on sore legs to the kitchen. It was embarrassing; your legs were all wobbly and there was a trail of clothing leading out of your bedroom. In silence, you made yourself cereal and sat down on the floor, spooning it half-mindedly into your mouth. Due to your lack of trust for people, you werenât much of a âone-nightstand girl,â but you decided to break it just because of some pretty, poetic-sounding boy? A boy with a suspicious purple, gradient tattoo of a tiger.Â
âDo you always sit on the floor when youâre eating?â
Milk sloshed everywhere as your spoon accidentally dropped into the bowl. You glanced up mid-chew, staring at the boy. He was on the other side of the island, so all you saw was his bare upper-half; and it made you wonder if he had any pants on. His hair was a mess and his under eyes were puffy.Â
âI didnât have the energy to walk back to the table,â you commented. Your body shook as you stood up and the clang of you placing the bowl on the counter rang through the kitchen.Â
Thankfully, he had pants on.
He shifted nervously, his gaze studying the clean, white interior.Â
âI-I should probably leave,â he stuttered. You nodded slowly, watching as he looked around for his shirt.
âSo was all that smooth talking last night just to get into my pants so you could go back to your buddies and brag about it?â You queried. He froze, staring at you. You crossed your arms.
âNo, Iââ
âThat tattoo, thatâs a gang symbol right? The big one that resides in the Deep City? Go you, you can go back and laugh about how stupid I must be to sleep with some guy after knowing him for ten minutes!â
He take a deep breath, eyes closing for a moment.
âI was supposed to kill you Y/N.â
For a split second, it felt like you couldnât hear anything. Your ears started ringing and your heart just stopped. He had a million chances last night: you didnât exactly keep a physical or mental guard up around him last night. You fell asleep in the same bed as him. Yet, you were still alive. Your mouth went dry.
âTh-then why didnât you?â You whispered, eyes wide as you stared at nothing in particular. You couldnât find it in you to look at him.
âBecause the reasoning behind it was stupid, especially considering just how⊠how human you are,â he explained, âI guess itâs just the people I live around and the oneâs Iâve interacted with always seem so inhumane that I forgot thereâs people out there who arenât stepping on anybody that gets in their way.âÂ
You couldâve died last night.Â
Hyunjin approached you slowly, placing a hand on your shoulder.
âYou were my mission and I couldnât finish it,â he said, his hand slowly sliding down your arm and then letting it go. âBut I fear that I may have put you in more danger than if I just killed you.â
You looked up quickly. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
He laughed, but it was high-pitched and shaky.Â
âChan is going to be pissed, thatâs what it means. The point of killing you was sending a point to your father, but with nothing happening, heâll continue to just go through with what he was doing.â
You watched as Hyunjin started pacing, his brow creasing and lips turning down. You were glad that you were still alive, but part of you was really starting to feel bad for him. Maybe itâd be better if he did kill you. This Chan guy must be fucking terrifying.
âWhat exactly is it that my father is doing?â You asked slowly in a low voice.Â
âYour father has been getting in contact with gangs throughout District 9 and has been gradually cutting off the lower class from the trading cites. His business has become as successful as it has today because we gave him his start-up sum and we agreed to back him up as long as he followed the rules we set. Unfortunately by doing what heâs doing heâs broken those rules and we decided to send him a warning, which hââ
He was cut off by the obnoxious ringing of a phone. Hyunjin stiffened, pulling his cell from his pocket and staring at the device. Teeth dug into his bottom lip as he looked up at you.Â
âLook Y/N, you should be dead. As far as my gang knows, you are dead, got it? I need you to stay low and not attract attention to yourself until I can think up some solution. I promise Iâll be back as soon as I can.â And with that, Hyunjin answered the phone, muttered a âHi Chan!â and then raced out of your apartment. You watched him leave, heart hammering. But the fast pace of your heart wasnât from fearâa smile was pulling over your lips as you remembered all the crap your father used to spew about building from the ground up. All these years youâd been forced to believe your father was some kind of god, but he was just as human as everyone else: a human who had gotten himself in quite a mess.
You gave yourself an hour to get ready before you slid into your car and raced towards your fatherâs work. Around this time heâd probably be enjoying a salad in his office, reading through the newspaper, and probably muttering to himself about what he would be doing if he wasnât stuck in his office. Your palms grew sweaty as you pulled into a staff parking spot and made your way into the building, waving at the receptionist as you passed by to the elevator. You stared back at yourself in the doors as they closed, thinking through what youâre going to say.Â
Your chin stayed high as you marched down the hallway towards your fatherâs office. The door was cracked open and as you peeked in, you were slightly pleased to see that you were right. You swung the door open, letting it loudly bang against the door stopper before you fully stepped into the large space. He looked up, both eyebrows raised as you strutted towards the desk, plopping yourself down in the seat. Your father chewed his salad slowly, fork hanging halfway between his mouth and the container. He set down the fork and swallowed, wiping his mouth.
âWhat brings you here Y/N? I thought youâd still be bed around this time, nursing a hang over,â he grumbled. You scoffed, crossing your arms and leaning back in the seat.Â
âDonât act like you know me so well; âcause if you did, youâd know I donât drink,â you muttered, âand I came here to talk about business. I mean, why would I visit you in the dainty little work place if it wasnât to talk about something work-related?âÂ
Your father looked more disappointed than the time you came in to tell him you crashed your new car. He didnât prompt you as to what you came to talk about, instead he went back to eating his stupid leaves. A grinding noise filled your head as you pressed your teeth together and out of defiance, you threw your legs onto the desk. He didnât even flinch.Â
âI heard youâve been talking to some gangsâwhat are you planning? Going to start some trouble?â You snapped. That caught your fatherâs attention, although you had to have a trained eye to notice it. He only paused his chewing for a second, one of his eyebrows ticking upwards slightly and his nostrils flaring. You bit your lip to hold back a smirk. âAre you trying to use them to get out of whatever agreement youâre stuck in? Maybe try to get info out of them?â
You paused, tilting your head, but your father refused to grace you with a reply.Â
âI think itâs funny that youâre doing that, considering how you made an agreement with that one gangâMirohâisnât it? Theyâre the ones who invested in your company and they can probably topple everything youâve created with just a bat of an eyelash, but you still have the guts to go against them? Sometimes I really have to wonder if weâre actually related,â you hummed, looking down at your nails.
âHow do you know all of this?â His voice was dry as he asked the question. You looked up, feigning surprise.
âOh so now you want to talk?â
âY/N, tell me how you know all this? Who told you all this?â He snarled, tossing your feet off the desk. You refused to let yourself flinch, keeping your gaze cool as you stared him down. You leaned forward, elbows resting on your knees.
âDo you really want to know, father? Do you want to know how they were planning to kill me in order to get to you? And how I so willingly let one into my apartment; and not just my apartment, but my bed and well, mââ
He cut you off by pounding on his desk. âYouâre lyingâif they wanted you dead, youâd never see the light of day.â
âYou donât seem too upset by the idea of me getting slaughtered by one of your friends.â
You couldnât help but smile, seeing just how ticked off your father was. It may have been childish, but getting under his skin was one of the few things that brought joy to you.Â
âItâs true, but the one he sent wimped out for whatever reason. Told me to âlay lowâ as to not attract Chanâs attention. He also told me about what youâve been doing: so is it true? Are you drabbling with other gangs? What are you getting into; drugs, sex-trafficking, using them to kill people who get in your way? What about cutting off those who canât pay for the luxuries you bring to this district? Why would you do that? Youâve always hosted a fair business so that everyone would have a chance to get up on their feet and survive; why decide to stop helping those in need now?â You kept firing the questions, watching as his eyes got darker and darker. He took a deep breath, eyes closing for a millisecond, before he opened them again to stare you down.Â
 âAt the end of the day, Y/N, this is my business and itâs my decision what I do with it. I donât understand why you care so sudââ
âBecause Iâm not going to be killed because someone wants to soil your name. I donât even owe you that much.â
Silence followed after that. It was a truly amazing sight. You had never seen your father look so stumped by something youâd said before. Heâd always kept the same, blank, uncaring face on whenever you would talk. But now he sat in front of you, mouth hanging slightly open. You had more to sayâa lot more actuallyâbut feeling like you just had the last word was a pretty good feeling; so you stood up, gave your father a tight-lipped smile, and then left the office.Â
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A week later and you found yourself stuck in your parentâs home, eating a pint of ice cream all by yourself. You had been arrogant to believe youâd make your father stop was whatever he was doing with the half-assed speech you gave him. He continued with whatever business he had with a few of the gangs throughout District 9 and to keep you safe from Miroh, he demanded you come home and hide behind the tall walls and many bodyguards of this place.
âYou know your father doesnât like you eating in the living room, Miss Y/N,â Hattie, the butler, murmured as he stepped into the room. You took another large spoonful of the ice cream.
âYeah? Well tell him I donât like my life being threatened because of his dumbass actions.â
You didnât even like vanilla ice cream, but it was the only sweet thing you could find in the hellhole.Â
Hattie cleared his throat, âwell, you are expected to be ready by six tonight for your fatherâs banquet. This isnât something you can ditch.â
You opened your mouth to argue, but he tutted at you and motioned you upstairs. With a loud groan, you stood up and dragged yourself upstairs to take a shower. Nearly an hour later, you stepped out and made your way to your room. A long dress was draped across your bed, a sticky note attached to the top. It was a note from your mom, saying you looked good in black with a little smiley face. No matter how much you hated your fatherâs little events, you couldnât go against your motherâs wishes. Making her happy was one thing you could properly commit yourself to.Â
You took your time getting ready, not bothering to pay attention to the time. The dress highlighted your body where you needed it and the black silk did look good on you. You curled your hair at the ends and kept the makeup application light. You stared yourself down in the mirror for a few seconds, wondering how tonight would go. There would be cameras and interviews and all you had to do the whole time was keep a smile on your face and pretend like you were your fatherâs number one supporter. You turned as the door opened and sighed when Hattie stepped in.
âYour car is waiting,â he murmured. You grumbled a thanks and grabbed a pair of white heels and followed him downstairs to the car. Neither of your parents were there, instead there were three bodyguards seated in the car. Your expression fell as you slid into the passengerâs seat, eyeing the bulky trio in the back.Â
âYou guys are going to look terrible in pictures,â you grumbled.Â
The ride there was painfully tense and quiet. The chauffer wished you luck as he dropped you off and you thanked him for the ride before walking into the hall. It was already almost full, businessmen and women conversing and milling through the place. You wandered through, eyes searching the place desperately for your parents. You spotted your mother quickly and hurried towards her. She smiled at you, offering you the second flute of champagne that she held.Â
âWell it seems I was right, you look stunning in that dress,â she murmured, smiling at you over the glass, âof course, you always look beautiful.â
âThanks, mââ
âObviously you got it from me!â She flipped her hair. Then she patted you on the shoulder and slid away, smiling and welcoming the guests. You stood there, clutching the flute in your hands, watching as people moved around you. You faltered as your gaze settled on a tall and lean figure dressed in all white, with an oddly familiar mop of blonde hair. As if sensing your stare, the boy turned around, eyes widening when he saw you there. At first, you thought it was surprise, but instead, horror was painted across his face. As quickly as he could he pushed through the throng towards you.
âWhat are you doing here?â He asked, sounding breathless once he was in front of you. You snorted.
âThis is my fatherâs banquet, did you just expect me to stay at home with a bowl of cereal?â You snapped. Hyunjin glanced around, his hand wrapping around your bicep.
âOk I get that, but the problem is that youâre supposed to be lying low,â he hissed. You frowned, eyeing the sea of people, starting to question what or who Hyunjin was scared of. Then you paused, breath hitching slightly.
âWhat are you doing here? Where're your friends?â You whispered, unconsciously pressing closer to him. âPlease donât tell meââ
His expression said it all. You cursed under your breath, worrying where your mother was.
âChan⊠still believes youâre dead,â he muttered, âbut since your father hasnât changed at all⊠he decided to take matters into his own hands.â
âAnd what exactly does that entail?â You asked. It was then that you realized Hyunjin was slowly starting to usher you through the crowd, pushing you towards the doors. âHey, waââ âHyunjin!âÂ
The boy stiffened and you did too, head jerking up as two boys dressed in similar suits appeared. One had light brown hair while the other had black. The brown-haired oneâs gaze shifted from Hyunjin to you and from just the stare, you felt dead. Part of you wished Hyunjin had killed you because the look of pure, uncontrolled rage really had you fighting the urge to pee. His gaze shifted back to the blonde.
âWhy is she still alive?âÂ
Hyunjin awkwardly laughed, âuhhh⊠surprise?â
Both of their expressions showed that they were definitely not impressed by this surprise.
âThatâs why nothing changed, dammit,â the black-haired one huffed, silver eyes flashing as he looked towards you. You looked down, not liking the energy either boys were giving off. Was this your execution? If it was you hoped it was quick and you prayed they didnât chop your head off. You wanted to be buried as one pieceârest in peace, not pieces.Â
âChan, come on, I know weâve done some really radical things in the past, but⊠sheâs an innocent human. Why should we be dragging her into this?â Hyunjin pleaded.Â
âYeah!â You piped up, âmy dad doesnât even like me⊠heâd probably just continue anywayâŠâ
You trailed off, lips pursing as the one you assumed was Chan stared you down.Â
âIs everything okay over here?â One of your bodyguards walked over, expression calm as he surveyed the three. This was just getting better. Chan eyed the bodyguard, then looked around at the people around you. Some had started to watch. He cleared his throat.
âI apologize for the mess.â
The bodyguard frowned. But before you could stay around to figure out what he was planning, Hyunjin grabbed your hand and dragged you out behind him. He carelessly shoved people out his way and burst through the doors. You sprinted behind him, just barely managing to keep up with your high heels on.Â
Then you just stopped running. You tried to keep going, but your body was no longer listening to you. Hyunjin turned around, face paling once he saw your face. Exhaustion started to pour into you and keeping your eyes open became a chore. Hyunjin cursed and started physically dragging you. You proved to be much heavier than he anticipated.
âMinho, come on, get the fuck out of her! You and I both know this is completely wrong,â he growled, pulling on your arms.
âChan ordered it Hyunjin, itâs pretty simple,â your mouth moved, but the voice that came out of you was different. It was deeper and more husky. âNow not only will she die, but I fear that you wonât see another day.â
âAnd what will killing her do?â He snapped back, pulling more desperately on you, âher father has no regard for her. Heâd grieve for maybe a day, but then go back to what he was doing.â
âYou and I both know that her death is more for political reasons than anything else.â
You didnât like talking about your death as if this wasnât your body.Â
The blonde paused and then met your stare.
âYou recover pretty fast from any damage your host takes, right? But I doubt you do from any damage your actual body does.â
You wish you knew what the living fuck was going on. Hyunjin disappeared before your eyes and without your consent, your body turned around, gaze searching the area. And then you gasped and there was a sharp pain in your head. You slumped onto your knees, pressing your fingers to your temple. It felt like you had just come up for air after being underwater for a long time. Hyunjin appeared again and he scooped you up with ease, sprinting away.Â
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âWhy canât I go back to my apartment or my fatherâs?â You huffed, curling tighter into the blanket as Hyunjin paced the room. He frowned at you.
âBecause those are the first two places theyâd look,â he grumbled.
You rolled your eyes.
âYou know, I find it funny that you suddenly have decided to hide with me and âprotect meâ once your life has also been threatened,â you griped. He stopped pacing, turning to you with a furrow of his eyebrows. His eyes glimmered and then he snorted, soft laughs following the noise.Â
ââOnce my life has also been threatenedâ? My life was threatened the second I decided to keep your ass alive so donât pull that shit on me. I was keeping you safe by not interacting with you anymore. How would I explain to Chan why I would be missing for a few hours every day? Itâs not like I can just flat out tell him that Iâm visiting the chick I was supposed to kill!â He snapped. He shook his head, pinching the bridge out his nose. âGod, if I knew you would such a fucking nuisance, I wouldâve snapped your neck without batting an eye.â You opened your mouth, but closed it, deciding not to poke at him any longer. You didnât know what or who exactly he was, but the energy that vibrated off him let you know that you werenât just playing with fire. Hyunjinâs pacing started up again and you let out a sigh, burying yourself deeper into the blanket. He hadnât explained where you were, just saying that it would be a safe place until Chan found a different solution. According to Hyunjin, Chan was not one to waste time and was probably already had another plan of action. He said that they might try looking for you for a while, but eventually theyâd lose interest and would stop.Â
The place you were staying at was pretty simple. Almost everything was white: the walls, the floor, the counters, the couch, and anything that wasnât white was a light gray. The simplicity was enough to drive you insane. The lack of excitement in the place made you feel trapped, despite it being said that white makes things seem bigger. You wanted to get the hell out of here as soon as possible.
And the only way to do that was by working willingly with Hyunjin.Â
âOkay, but letâs say that Chan still demands both of our heads after heâs come up with another solution⊠is there a way to talk him down?â You asked, âor maybe thereâs a way to get out of here soon and convince him to do something else?â Hyunjin shrugged, slouching down into the armchair. âUnfortunately, Chanâs really stubborn, even when he knows itâs not necessary. He might not try to kill you once this whole thing has blown over⊠but I doubt Iâll be as lucky.â
You didnât want to feel any compassion for himâhe tried to kill you just a week ago and probably couldâve cut you just seconds agoâbut somehow this whole time, youâd missed just how much he was risking. He was still young now and the gang had risen up five years agoâheâd grown up with those boys and now he was losing that family⊠for you. He was losing his life for a complete stranger. He didnât deserve any of it.Â
âW-whatâs your exact plan then?âÂ
âMake sure youâre safe and then I suppose Iâll leave and find somewhere else to live,â he muttered, shrugging. You shook your head.Â
âYou canât just go aloneââ
âY/N, I truly do appreciate your concern, but you should be worrying for yourself. With you no longer being an option, Chan will come up with other ideas⊠that wonât hurt you, but I fear theyâll do something much worse... â he trailed off, glancing at the clock on the wall. He cleared his throat. âItâs getting late, we should probably get to bed and weâll talk more in the morning.â
You wanted to talk more, there was so many more questions that you had, but the exhaustion in his face stopped you. The two of you bid each other goodnight and then you walked to your room, carefully shutting the door behind you. You laid in bed silently for a while, trying and failing to fall asleep. You were wide awake, worry worming its way through your stomach. There was no way you were going to get any shut eye tonight. You sat up, clicking on the lamp beside your bed and then jumped.
âWhat the living fuââ
The light-brown haired man from before stood at the end of your bedâthe own you assumed was Chan.Â
âIâm not actually here in case you were wondering how I got in here,â he stated, âIâm actually just a hallucination your mind is creating instead of talking to a different voice inside your head. A member of mine has telepathy, if youâre curious.â
Your mouth opened and closed, but you found you had no words. Chan studied the place and then let out a sigh.
âItâs unfortunate you donât know where you are or else we could hunt you down and get this over with.â
You blinked, trying to find something to say.Â
âWhy are you here?â You squeaked out.Â
He let out another audible sigh.
âY/N, Iâm not a cruel man. Are my actions always right? No. Iâve always taken it upon myself to make sure that everyone here lives a fairly safe life and mostly behave under a stronger power. You were probably a young teen around the time that the JYP district cut us off and let us fall into a brutal world full of crime and poverty, so you probably remember that, right? I started Miroh because people should never live the way we lived and my goal was to create a power to protect those who couldnât protect themselves.Â
âYour motherâs business idea offered a solution that we desperately needed. JYP cut us off because the docks were never safe, but by one simple form of transportation, they would happily start offering us goods again. So we offered them money. Now your parents are taking the money and power they have and using it so that gangs can help them rid of people that they no longer want to feed or help. I apologize that my first idea was to kill you and yes, I heard what you said earlier, but it seems you donât know the truth about the business,â he stated. His head tilted, eyes glinting. âIt is true, Y/N, that if your father was head of the company, killing you wouldnât do a single thing. But, since itâs your mother who sits back and pulls every string and is the reason for every action that has happened in the company, your death would have worked to our advantage. Your mother was the⊠âall powerful mastermindâ while your father was just the face of the company. She was the one giving commands while pretending to be the perfect trophy wife and mother.â
âYouâre lying,â you breathed out. Chan snorted. As the two of you stared at one another, you saw something that was more than a hungry predator. It was a strategist, a puppet master, that wouldnât stop at anything to get what he wanted. It didnât matter if that was true or not, because he already had you in his clutches.Â
âY/N, Iâm here to make a deal and since I think youâre more like both your mother and your father than you think⊠I have a feeling youâll accept it.â
You snorted, âyou wish.â
He raised an eyebrow, a smirk forming on his lips.
âI donât wish on shooting stars Y/N, thatâs too risky for me.â
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 Several days passed in that apartment, just you and Hyunjin spending every single hour of the day together. The air between you two was tense, with Hyunjin becoming more stressed every day. You found him planning what he was going to do after this whole thing blew over and reading over his terribly made notes, you felt really bad for what youâd gotten him into. He didnât seem to have much idea of what to do, except that he had to leave District 9 and just start over somewhere else. It didnât matter how many times you asked him if he was okay; he just continued to claim that it was time for him to grow up and move on. Â
 âSo⊠youâre really going to go?â You asked, sitting down across from him. He glanced up from the stack of papers in front of him and shrugged.Â
âWell, itâs either that or possible death,â he huffed. There was a joking lilt to his tone, but it wasnât a good enough cover up.Â
âAlone?â He searched your face.
âI mean⊠yeah. The only person I could really bring along with me is⊠you and I wouldnât do that to you if it means you could live happily and safely here,â he explained, looking back down at his papers. âPlus, I doubt youâd want to come anyways.â
âIâve complained a lot Hyunjin, but I do enjoy your company. You have a big heart and weâre all human, right? No one deserves to be alone.â
He laughed, but gave no response. Hyunjin continued to flip through the papers, writing down notes and pausing every now and then to mumble stuff under his breath. You leaned across the table, straining to see what he was looking at.Â
Papers and maps of the other districts stared back at you. JYP was crossed out with big black letters spelling out ânot an option.â SM district had question marks on it, YG had possibility written on it, and district V was also crossed out.Â
âWhy isnât JYP an option?â You understand Vâit was right next to 9 and wasnât walled in and overly protected. Chan could storm in there anytime and easily find him.
âChan has connections in JYPâone of our members used to live there,â he sighed, âand honestly, Iâm still not comfortable with how close it is. At least thereâs a whole district between here and the other capitols.â You nodded, although truth be told you didnât know much about the other districts besides 9 and JYP. You had never been educated on the places beyond the border and had been raised to believe that this district was the best possible place for you to live. Even now you didnât know much: you didnât know how big the overall place was, how far away the other districts were, and if they were âknownâ for certain things. Hyunjin seemed to realize this quickly.
âWe were both part of the generation that was raised to believe that leaving this district would do nothing for us,â he said, a melancholic and nostalgic tone taking over his voice. He seemed to zone out for a while and you wondered what he was remembering. It mustâve been childhood memories from elementary and middle school: during the time theyâd been very adamant about that statement. âI guess the only difference between us was that you had to continue through highschool and I dropped out and learned from those around me.â
You nodded and stared at him, wondering if the two of you had ever been in the same school together.Â
âYou know that teaching wasnât what the District 9 government wanted. JYP enforced that upon us: they were desperate to keep us in so that nobody would have any idea of leaving to go there. They were worried about over population or being overrun by âlesser, untrained beings.â They were trying to brainwash us.â
âIs that another reason why JYP isnât an option?âÂ
Hyunjin shrugged and continued writing down notes on the paper. You watched him, fidgeting in your seat. What would happen after all of this is over? Would you actually be safe or would you have to go with Hyunjin? âYou know, I wasnât lying when I said Iâd go with you,â you stated. He didnât look up, but you still saw the way his lips rose. You got up and walked into the kitchen, grabbing a glass of water. Neither option felt safer: staying here and hoping for the best or following Hyunjin into an unknown plan. He was smart and seemed to know what he was doing, but you also had to take into consideration your other options.Â
âY/N, Iâm grateful for you offer.â
You blinked, surfacing from your thoughts. Hyunjin reached over you, grabbing a glass out of the cabinet. Your body shivered as he brushed against you and the smell of a light cologne infiltrated your senses.Â
âThe only problem is that Iâve vowed to keep you safe and Iâm not even sure if Iâll be safe beyond here,â he whispered. He didnât move from his positionâhis arm rested on the counter beside you, glass in hand, chest just inches away from your back. You were total strangers and yet he cared more about your well being than both of your parents ever had.Â
âYou didnât even know me,â you murmured back.Â
His other hand fell on your lower waist.Â
âYou donât have to know someone to know they donât deserve to die because of their familyâs actionsâŠâ he trailed off and you felt him lean closer. His warmth seeped into you. âPlus, I have to admit, I was pretty stunned by how beautiful you looked that night.â
You laughed, trying to brush it off as corny, but your body gave you away as your cheeks started to burn.Â
âReally?â You mused, âare you talking about in the bar or when you had me pinned beneath you on my bed?â
Hyunjin chuckled, his chin resting on your shoulder and arms completely wrapping around your body. You turned your head slightly, meeting his dark stare. His fingers were soft as they reached up to brush across your jawline and gripped your chin. His lips hit yours and he carefully pushed against you. It was a completely different feeling from the last time, he was less persistent. It was sweet and delicate and had you feeling like you were waltzing through the sky. He pulled back, eyeing you through half-closed eyelids. A dopey grin covered his face.
âHonestly, Iâve been waiting to do that again.â
You paused and stared at him for a few seconds.
âYou risked your life for me, despite me being a complete stranger,â you said softly. Hyunjinâs face changed, his lips starting to fall. âAnd you continue to do it⊠and we donât even know each other.â
You turned around to fully face him.
âAt least let me get to know you a bit so Iâll feel less guilty about everything youâre losing for me.â
A silent agreement passed between the two of you and you walked into the living room, both of you sitting down on the couch, facing one another. Hyunjin took a deep breath and then relaxed. He tilted his head, a lopsided smile taking over his face.
âWhy did you join Miroh?â
He sighed, âgoing right in arenât weââhe licked his lipsââI wanted a family. A real one. And when I met Chan I was offered the chance to live a life with other boys my age and grow in a close knit circle. I had friends that I could rely on for everything.â
Your lips pursed and you looked down at your lap. âAnd you gave that up for the sake of my life.â
âY/N⊠Iâve killed innocent people before and Iâve always hated it. I guess you⊠were more like my chance to escape. To prove to myself that I wasnât a completely horrible person,â he murmured. You nodded, trying and wishing you could understand the situation he was in. But despite growing up under similar conditions and probably only metres away from one another, the two of you had two completely lives. It was something you could probably never completely fathom.
âWhatâs your favorite color?â You asked, going light.
Hyunjin grinned. âYou really like asking hard questions, donât you? I like black and white.â
âI said the singular form,â you huffed. He shrugged and brushed his hair out of his eyes.
âLet me ask you a question.â
âOkay.â
âWould you actually come with me if I asked?â You faltered and looked away from his stare. You studied the curtains behind him and pursed your lips. You had offered to go with him, but the question was if you could. Could you leave behind this life youâd grown accustomed to? Did you technically owe it to him because this was happening because he saved your life? There wasnât much here for you: you parents would never give you the company, you didnât have any ârealâ friends, and sometimes you felt lost here. But what was to say somewhere else would be anything different? AlthoughâŠ
Although maybe being with someone who truly cared for you would help. Help you feel like you belong, like you have somewhere to call home.Â
âI-I think it would be hard⊠but I think if you asked and really meant it, I would,â you whispered in reply. Hyunjin nodded and paused for a moment.
âI donât want to be alone Y/N and I want you to come, but Iâm not going to ask you to,â he stated, âI have a feeling that taking you away would do more damage.â
You didnât want to dwell on that; you didnât want to get caught up in some fantasy in your head and then get your heart broken.Â
âWhere are we?â âI canât tell you, it could risk Chan finding us.â
âRight. Sorry,â you mumbled.
âNo need to apologize,â he sighed and then glanced at the clock, âIâm going to head to the store, okay? Stay put.â
He got up and you let him leave. You had learned quickly that Hyunjin had a way of locking the door on the outside and there was no way to leave while he was gone. You let your eyes shut as you fell back against the couch, wondering what you were supposed to do.Â
âCouldnât have tried any harder than that?â You jumped, eyes flying open. Chan stood across from you, arms crossed. You opened your mouth, ready to point out that it wasnât like you could pry the answer straight out of his head.Â
âI have to say, Iâm slightly concerned right now. Itâs really hard to tell if youâll continue with our agreement or if youâre going to fall for him and his carefully worded poems,â he snipped. He looked around, examining the place. âY/N, I can tell that youâre starting to like himâactually, you already like him, but your feelings are quickly growing stronger. And I know that right now, youâre not happy with your parents lies, but you and I both know that going with my idea is a much better thought than following Hyunjin into the unknown.â
âYou donât have faith in him? He grew up with you, didnât he? He must have inherited some of your wit and intelligence or whatever,â you snuffed, âhe seems to have a good idea of what heâll do.â
âWhat heâll do without you. You going along changes plans. Heâll have to decide what is better: your safety or his life. Iâve been surprised how dedicated heâs been to you up to this point, but how do you that someday he isnât going to wake up and realize that all this shit heâs doing for you isnât worth it? He might just ditch you in some district youâre unfamiliar with and leave you to fend for yourself.â
You grit your teeth. âI donât believe Hyunjin would do that.â âThe only thing you know about that boy is his age, his favorite color, the taste of his lips, and how he feels inside you,â Chan hissed as he walked towards you. He crouched down in front of you. âHyunjin was trained to survive and you arenât weak Y/N, but heâll realize quickly that his best chance of survival will be without you. Trust me. All of my boys have been trained to even ditch one another if it means theyâll see another sunrise.â
You blinked, leaning away from him even though he couldnât hurt you. Your heart was starting to race. You didnât like the position you were in.
âIâve been inside your mind Y/N, Iâve seen your deepest desires and darkest secrets. I know you wish to belong somewhere, to feel like you have purpose in something. With this deal, Iâm giving you that chance. So are you going to take it or risk everything youâve ever known on a boy that has a million secrets that heâll never tell?â
âIââ you cut yourself off as you heard the door click. You didnât realize how much time had passed. âIâll get the information you need to you by tomorrow.â
Morning came too fast. Your head was pounding as you sat up in bed. You groaned, but despite how much pressure was in your head and how sore your body was, you had to get this over with. . You left the room and made your way into the kitchen, staring at the empty wine-glasses and two wine bottles on the table. Of all the things youâd done in your life, youâd never felt this dirty.Â
âOne of my parents' apartments in Glow Town.â
âI canât believe I did this just for that,â you whispered to yourself. You pulled your sweatshirt tighter around yourself, you were really fighting the urge to throw up. As you looked up, a boy appeared in front of you. The same one from that nightâMinho you believed.Â
âWell,â he hummed, âletâs go.â
He held out a hand and you didnât ask a single question and just took it. Your stomach folded in on itself as you disappeared. You jumped into a new placeâa fancy office. You turned around as you inspected the place and stared at Chan. He sat at the desk, spinning a pen in his hand, dark eyes concentrated on you. Sympathy burned in them.Â
âY/N I knââ
âCan I please go shower?â You asked, your voice raspy. âI-I donât feel the best and I think a shower would help.â
Chan frowned and glanced at Minho. Then he nodded. Minho lead you out of the office, being careful to not touch you. The place was nice: simple just like the other apartment, but it had more elegant touches. You noticed a few other boys as you passed through the halls, but none of them said anything.Â
âEverything that you need is in there.â He opened a door and you mumbled a âthank youâ before stepping inside and closing the door behind you. You wasted no time turning on the shower and letting the steam fill up the bathroom. You stepped in and then slid onto the tile bottom, bringing your knees up to your chest. Your teeth dug into your lip and you pinched your eyes shut.Â
Your cries were soft as you buried your face into your knees, body melting. It didnât feel right to be sitting there, knowing you were safe while Hyunjinâs life was on the line. You gasped, covering your mouth and wished that you hadnât taken the deal. You shouldâve let Hyunjin leave safely. Your parents had lied to you your whole life and although your mother understood you, she barely took the time to talk to you and hangout with you. Would it have hurt that much to let them die? Hyunjin had only cared for you in the short time that you knew him. The least you owed him was a chance at freedom, but you took that away too.Â
âI fucked up, Iâm so sorry,â you mumbled to the air. You felt disgusting. You scrubbed your whole body down, not stopping until every inch of you was bright red. There was nothing you could do to get rid of what you did. It would hang onto you for the rest of you life.Â
There was a knock on the door and someone told you to hurry up. So you gave yourself another minute to calm down and then stepped out of the shower. There was a stack of cleanly folded clothes on the counter and you quickly put them on. You brushed through your hair with your fingers and then stared at yourself in the mirror. Your eyes were red and puffy and parts of your arms were still red from your vicious scrub down. Dark circles sat under your eyes and there were teeth marks in your lip from where you angrily chewed on them. Then you bent down and searched through your jacket, finding the necklace youâd taken from Hyunjin. You stared at it and then tucked it in your pocket.Â
You opened the door and found Minho waiting for you. He didnât make any comment on the fact youâd been obviously crying. He led you back to Chanâs office, but this time he let you go in alone. You did and stood nervously in front of the table.
âPlease sit.â âWhat are you going to do to him?â You rushed out. Chan tilted his head.
âWhat do you think? Iâve already sent a team out to get him,â he hummed. You swallowed and played with the end of your shirt.
âYouâre really going to kill him?âÂ
âHe went against my orders and betrayed the gang, he deserves much worse. Iâm showing him mercy by doing that,â he said.
âBut thatâs really being thrown on my shoulders,â you deadpanned. Your hands curled into fists. This wasnât what you wanted. You couldnât take this.
âY/N. you suspected what would happen, but you still gave me a location. We all have to deal with backlash throughout our lives. What you did was for the best.â He said it like it was so simple: as if someone wasnât going to die. âNow, I put you in charge of your parentâs company. You donât think it, especially now, but youâre a good person Y/N. Youâre the perfect person to run this type of companyâyou want to help those in need, I saw that inside you. You just have to move on and not let this drag you down. I donât want a repeat of this situation in the future.â
You slowly sat down in the chair, hands gripping the armrests.Â
âYour parents already understand the situation. They know what happens if they resist. Youâll be announced as the new CEO in two days and in those days I expect you to go home and rest. Try to sort this out and not be such a mess that day.â He looked up at you and sighed. You probably looked like a charity case. âI donât want you all teary-eyed up on stage. That wonât work in your favor at all. You need the general public to love you.â
âYeah,â you huffed, âI understand.â
âNow,â he said, clapping his hands together and standing up. âI have a driver downstairs for you, so letâs get you going.â
Chan escorted you downstairs. The millions of stairs made for an awkwardly long walk. Neither one of you said a word, the only sound being your footsteps echoing loudly in the staircase. You stepped outside and you shielded your eyes from the sunlight. You were about to duck into the car when you were distracted by a commotion. A group of boys were getting out of a car. Chan tried to push you into the car, but you resisted, watching in confusion. Then you recognized Hyunjin, struggling against two of the boys. Your mouth fell open and you didnât realize that you shouted. You stepped away from the car, watching as the three boys starting moving him towards the building entrance. Hyunjin glanced around and met your stare. For a second, you saw this look of relief in his eyes and something warm, but in a flash in disappeared. There was the startled look of realization and then the hurt and anger that followed.
âScrew you!â He snapped. You stepped back as he momentarily escaped his hold, lunging for both you and Chan. He spit on the ground, his eyes darting between the two of you. But his gaze still softened when it landed on you and you felt bad that it made you feel a bit better. Hyunjin paused and licked his lips. His voice cracked. âI really canât fucking believe you.â
A shaky breath escaped you as the boys managed to get him under control and he was dragged away. This was your fault. You covered your mouth and quickly crawled into the car. Chan tried to bid you goodbye, but you shut the door before he could. You reached for the necklace in your pocket and stared at it as you were driven away. You pressed it to your chest.
âI wonât let myself forget you,â you murmured under your breath.
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A year later
 Your arms ached as you trekked through the grass. It was slightly muddy, due to the rain just hours before. The place was empty, not a single human in sight. Only gravestones with the occasional soggy bouquet of flowers in front of them. It was slightly cold, a light breeze pushing through your clothes. The sun wasnât anywhere to be seen, leaving you with just the depressingly, dark clouds.Â
You still resented Chan and hated the monthly meetings he forced you to go through, but part of you had to owe him this. Him being willing enough to have a small funeral for the boy and give him a gravestone. He hadnât wanted to, but you had argued for this. Given it your all.Â
A year had passed since that day. You still regretted everything and sometimes it became too much to bare But somehow, you forced your way through it and now you had a reason to keep going. Just a small reason, but it was good enough.Â
You paused, staring at the stone for a while. It was a simple gray stone with no fancy carvings. It only held his name on it: no dates and no quote. There were no flowers or candles, just the head alone. You sighed and carefully crouched down, placing the bouquet down.
âThatâs your daddy,â you whispered softly to the bundle in your arms. Tears pricked the corners of your eyes, but you smiled. You looked down at your daughter. She was awake, dark eyes staring up at you. âYou should always be proud to be his daughter, Noe⊠he was the best person ever.â
You paused and took a second to wipe away a stray tear.Â
âHe wouldâve made an amazing father.â
You brought her up to your chest and kissed her head. You stood up and then looked at the sky. She was your one reason to keep going. The only thing left of him that you had. You wouldnât let yourself forget him.
And you hoped that his memory lived on with her.
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Ayesha Liveblogs Class Action Park
âGene was effectively kicked off of Wall street. So he did what anybody in this situation would do... buy up two ski resorts in Vernon, New Jersey.â Thatâs how I deal with all my career-related angstÂ
âGene turned to his old buddy Bob Brennan, always there to find cash or investors any time Gene had a wild new ideaâ bdjdjjfkdbf find u a friend like Bob, I guess?
âWho we got? How about these teenage employeesâ oh NOOO
If your employer makes you call him Uncle maybe thatâs a warning signÂ
Gene giving his teen employees $100 every time he puts their lives in unparalleled danger has a similar energy as my dad giving me $5 when I was sad but 150 million times worseÂ
You know, if they had advertised the slide as a slide that could bite you like a shark, they mightâve been able to play off the teeth thing in their stride (in any case Slidey McBitey did not slow them down?)
âYou couldnât go down the canonball loop if you were too small, you couldnât go down if you were too bigâ the Goldilocks of Dangerous Water Park Features
The way that everyone in this documentary says âwaterâ as âworderâ is very Jersey
I mean it absolutely doesnât surprise me that there were no engineers involved in this but wow thatâs a choice
The animations in this documentary in place of stock footage are truly on another level:
The accompanying dialogue to these images: People who Six Flags or Disney wanted nothing to do with; these guys would literally track Gene down at amusement industry conventions. You can tell these guys went and did bumps of coke and went just [unintelligentible] fuckinâ letâs just drill a slide right in the fuckinâ middle of the mountain and itâll shoot âem 20 feet in the fuckinâ air--
âIt was not fit for a safe ride by the average person in publicâ you donât say, Bob Krauhlik, Head Lifeguard
I mean those like... bubbles for people to roll around in exist? Why couldnât Gene have invested money in developing those in the seventies and just had people go down a very slight hill? Must EVERYTHING in this park be a deathtrap
The fact the Ball Man (presumably) survived the ride collapse, the freeway, and falling into a swamp,,, invincible
âWe started sending employees off of [the airborne slide]â These guys really needed a union
âHeâs gone on to lead a normal lifeâ jhfkjhkjf the disclaimer
Honestly a built-in bidet/lota situation in a water slide doesnât sound bad
Gene fulfilling my lifelong dream to get to lay on the baggage rollers at an airport
âThe Aqua Skoot was also home to a thriving bee nestâ I hope the bees were okay!!
âYouâre probably concussed, and you have like a hundred and fifty people from New Jersey just being like âPussy! You fuckinâ bitch!â this sounds in line with everything I know about New Jersey
âNo lifeguard every blew a whistle and was like, âHey stop chanting the word âpussyâ at this injured, bleeding personââ I would pay money to see any lifeguard I know say that
Bob Krauhlik said: The first rule of Action Park is we donât talk about our suppressed traumatic memories of Action Park
âJust literally imagine teenagers you know right now opening an amusement parkâ As someone who knows MANY teenagers this scenario sounds terrifying
âI was a good girl, so I wasnât really involved in much of the shenanigans that took placeâ if u say so Faith
âI may have attended one [party]â HA I knew itÂ
This cattleprod story reminds me in a horrible way of a Paris Metro authority memory but long story short people will try to attack you physically if they think u cheated a $3 ticket; capitalism warps the brain
âBut if weâre so bad, why donât they just make a new town?â Iâve never heard a whiter sentence in my life
âHe was a cool dudeâ [cut to]Â âI think he was a piece of shitâ POETIC CINEMA
Gene annoying the state of New Jersey into relinquishing their land... incredibleÂ
âGene was free from the pesky state of New Jerseyâ is that what it says on the sign when you cross state lines into PennsylvaniaÂ
âIt mightâve attracted a more, say, working class clienteleâ ah the water park class divide
I donât know what kind of mindset for just bodily-functioning all over the pool but I hope I never reach that pointÂ
You really should need a sobriety test to operate anything motorized I think they couldâve made thousands on a Go-Kart breathalyzer
âIt had a top speed of over 60 miles an hour, it was worth itâ said Ed the Park Operations Manager, about driving a go-kart on the highway
âAction Park had full-on, Miami Vice-grade speed boats, where riders regularly tempted fate by treating them like bumper boats, a common action, that would send many a guest tumbling into a pond murky from leaked gas and oil, and known by employees to be infested with snakesâ Somehow that sentence got worse and worse with time
The guy who literally crushed another person with his boat and then moved to the next ride: I pretend I did not do it
âHe wound up getting getting ejected from the parkâ they said, about a person literally attempting to set other patrons on fire:
Bob the Lifeguard really speaks with way too much fondness in his voice of trying to throw carts on top of people sliding down a fibreglass and concrete slide
âOn an an average day, you would have 50 to 100 people injuredâ the 80s were a lawless timeÂ
âGene Mulvihill had a vision of a place where there were no rules - something between Ayn Rand and Lord of the Fliesâ strike that this is the whitest sentence Iâve ever heard
HAHAHAHA I canât believe the lawyer is now explaining Action Park with the argument that the 80s were a lawless time
â[D*nald Tr*mp] realized it was too wild, too nuts even for himâ kjghkgjhkg this comment aged poorlyÂ
The audacity of this man to blatantly exhaust everyone into submission
Kayaks did nothing to deserve being associated with electrocuting water park attendeesÂ
Every time I think this documentary canât get worse they introduce a new concept like The Death Zone at the Grave PoolÂ
âThey expected to drown at the Action Park Wave Poolâ DID THEY, BOB? DID THEY REALLY?
âNobody should ever be the second person to die in a wave pool, you know why? âCause after the first person dies in a wave pool, close the fuckinâ wave pool!â Chris the Comedian has summed up this entire documentary in two sentencesÂ
This documentary has intentionally saved the worst for last this whole interview with the family of the (first) deceased is deeply upsettingÂ
The Wave Pool death happened a week before the Kayak death??? THEY DIDNâT EVEN CLOSE FOR A WEEK???????
âIts time came and wentâ IS THERE EVER A TIME FOR A WATERPARK WHICH KILLS MULTIPLE PEOPLEÂ
Weird that the woman whom Gene got fired from her job and who deposed him became his friend
âWas he a villain or a victorâ I think thatâs a false dichotomy you can be victorious at villainyÂ
âThe spirit of Action Park lives on today in the Fyre Festivalâ Correct me if Iâm wrong but I donât remember Fyre Fest killing anyone
âFyre Festivalâs bullshit, man. Gene gave you everything he fuckinâ promised youâ grievous injury???
Thereâs also something weirdly poetic about the name of the park going back and forth from Mountain Creek to Action Park and vice versa every few yearsÂ
Iâm gonna leave off with this not: Not a single visible minority was interviewed for this documentary as a park attendee or employee and while thatâs probably more a product of selection bias and New Jersey itâs also all the argument you need for diversity in any field. Diversity of thought and culture does not a loop-de-loop-death trap makeÂ
#ayesha says things#ayesha liveblogs class action park#liveblogging#films#documentaries#long post#death w#????
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come live with me (and we can be pirates) | camden, isaac & sophia.
the lahey house was a quaint thing in the middle of a lavish neighborhood. the house directly across from it was the kind of big and pristine that made camden eye it distrustfully, parking his car as close to the laheysâ curb as he physically could, just in case that was the kind of family to rant and rave and call the cops about used cars in their affluent neighborhood. his 2013 hummer wasnât exactly broke down, but it looked like an old station wagon, compared to some of the cars on this block.
the lahey house was in the same boat. it was a small thing, brown bricks and white trimmings, with a little american flag jutting out just above the porch light. in a startling moment of clarity, camden realized it was for him. it wasnât a mark of pride, either; it was ed mocking him. camden didnât know how he knew it ââ could not remember his father outside of what little lori had been able to tell him, because it sounded a lot like camden had all but forbidden her from coming over unless she absolutely had to ââ but he did it.Â
rare rage funneled within him and he swallowed it down. what was he offended for?
battling his nerves, camden killed the engine of his car and sucked in deep, measured breaths. logically, he knew he couldnât waste time sitting here. for one thing, if heâd been gone for eight years ââ an estimate, anyway; lori told him he was twenty-six now and heâd been eighteen when heâd enlisted, details that he had never really known before ââ then he owed a lot of explanation. or maybe he could get an explanation. beyond that, if heâd left his siblings and his mother with someone like ed lahey, then he needed to make sure that they were okay. siblings aside, he had a son waiting for him back home. though lori had said she was fine with babysitting jeremy, camden had also called noah over for a few hours, if only because camden was working an overnight shift and he felt bad enough about leaving lori with jeremy for that long. not because jeremy was a bad kid, but he was camdenâs responsibility and that wasnât fair of him to dump on anyone else.
but he had the feeling that isaac and sophia, the two kids heâd left behind when he went to the military, had been his responsibility, too. had camden left them in anyoneâs hands, or had he left them to fend for themselves? he couldnât figure out which choice turned his stomach more.
pushing down the bile in his throat, he got out of the car, body rigid with fear and anxiety and the terrible, familiar feeling of not knowing. every step up to the door felt like a death march, his feet too loud against the ground, his shoulders too tense. and for the first time, camden wondered if they would recognize him. lori had, but they were in love. lori had been an adult when he left, just like him. how old had his siblings been? camden had definitely filled out since he was eighteen, but would they recognize his smile? would they recognize the birthmark that always had people asking if heâd been punched in the eye? would they recognize his eyes, his mannerisms?
would he recognize anything about them?
before he could let his fears talk him out of this, camden rang the doorbell. he took two steps back from the door, hands clasped behind his back, looking every bit like the soldier he couldnât even remember being. he tried to relax, but how could he? two kids that he couldnât even conjure up images of, and they held his entire world in his hands.
#gen. : â camden r. lahey !#par. : â camden paras !#re. : â camden x isaac !#re. : â camden x sophia !#tit. : â come live with me (and we can be pirates) !
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I found this on twitter and wanted (try) to answer them here instead. :B Great questions! thanks. @LM_Nocass twitter.com/LM_Nocass/ status/1292935841258647553
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1. Which part of herself does Carol see in Daryl? Â ||um same brokenness past and seeing that thereâs good parts in him. Heâs not like Merle and Ed. 2. Which part of himself does Daryl see in Carol? Â ||They both know what itâs like to be abused and have an understanding. He sees strength in her. /...I think they slowly start to think theyâre not alone on feeling like the odd one out or fighting to live before Apoc. They eventually think theyâre a lot alike and connected right away. s1-s2. I guess they both started to grow at the same time and look after each otherâs back ever since.
3. If there was no za and they met each other, would they be so close? Why?   ||Yeah I think so. But not so close or âearlyâ on. Probably lil glimpse of like oh theyâre alike and good people. But other things in the way...like Carol or Daryl be stuck in bad situations and die or something. Yâkno Daryl wouldâve been like âmini Merleâ or like.... dead from stopping a fight or prison. Carol could just be dead or lost herself from being with Ed. ...Unless they got away from their abusers :) I can see thereâs a chance of them getting close.  *âmini Merleâ I think I got this phrase wrong. Mini Merle is Merleâs hand weapon thing. I meant that Daryl would have become more damaged,lost, and be similar to Merle then. ..like a younger Merle.
4. How do you think, Alexandria's ppl ship them or they donât care? Why? Â || BTW, I think of what the writers want or had in mind.. Anyway, when Rlchonne happened or Abe and Sasha went canon, it just seems like very neutral whatever way. Well I guess the show isnât that .. charactery and romantic. -_- Â Anyway, I think they care and are supportive and of all Team family but mind their business. I think practically everyone knows about Caryl and their close relationship. I guess theyâre like in the same boat as us or general fans. We would be happy if they get together but if not then like ....hmm you guys are so together~ Â Um..I guess people would be going WTF if Caryl grew apart.
5. AU: real life. Which one of them is more attractive to believe in supernatural stuff? Why? Â || they both seem to be into that. erm Iâll say Daryl.
6. AU: real life. Which one of them is more attractive to send a lot of Red heartFace throwing a kissSmiling face with heart-shaped eyes and etc? Why? Â || Carol is more open to display of affection. But Daryl got his heart on his sleeves. Heâs straightforward tells/show you how he feels and means it.
13. What would do today's Carol if she met someone like Ed? Â ||Probably she be able to stand up to him when he starts to be controlling and she speak out and say itâs not right. Idk..maybe them talking it out will make Ed change himself if he wants to. And she walks away from him early on. 14. If today's Carol met past Carol, what would she say to her? Â ||Youâre stronger than you think you are. You are enough. These hard times made her wiser in Apoc./life. Sheâs always a mother..when theyâre gone, theyâre still with her. 15. If today's Daryl met past Daryl, what would he say to him? Â Â ||This doesnât always have to be this way/Merle-life. Youâre not alone. Good people will stick with you. Trust them. Your goodness matters. You donât need to depend on Merle. If Merle wouldnât change now then he wonât later on. Idk... Daryl is so loyal and to his brother. So itâs just he gotta let Merle/his past go. 16. Why does Daryl prefer the crossbow, not a bow? Â ||I guess thatâs what hunters like to use most often. Idk. 17. AU: real life. Which one of them is most likely to surfing in the Internet for hours? Why? Â ||Carol because she mentioned internet in s4. lol Okay um yeah Carol I guess. I think she likes to research on things. Daryl is more outdoorsy kind of person. 18. AU: real life. Which one of them will have a private acc on social medias and who wonât care? Â ||I think both would be private...or heck Daryl not private but barely any content. lol Just hunting, nature stuff and games.
19. AU: real life. Which one of them will send memes? Â ||Carol because she like goofy or sassy jokes.
20. AU: real life. Â What profession is suitable for Carol? Why? Â ||hmm housewife, teacher, nurse, or something to look after the community.. She likes to cook but Idk if she likes to do it often. Some job to care about the people and place.
21. AU: real life. What profession is suitable for Daryl? Why? ||A hunter, mechanic, or construction worker. Something like hands-on job.
22. Which of them has a black sense of humor? Â ||I think Carol have a dark/black sense of humor. Daryl is ..more less humor-y. more sarcastic. idk what im saying.
23. Had Daryl ever thought about having children? If he did, he would prefer boy or daughter? Â Â ||I think he never really thought of it till heâs away from Merle/past life. But Idk I think he doesnât really think on it. He just wants to protect all kids. Heâs Uncle Daryl. I donât think he has a preference.
24. Is Daryl asexual or demisexual? Or other? Why? Â Â ||Read ? #10. I say so far it seems like heâs demisexual from what Kang said and from what people/fandom been always questioning him from the show and from that 6 years in woods plot. (Also the show isnât that showy on romance and relationships so I didnât think they would bother to address his romance/sexuality but they did so ok.) I guess I always think of him as demisexual...or someone who would be friends to lovers kind of person. Heâs the closest with Carol so..slowburn to canon, yeah? /// This makes me think of Carolâs relationships and how she is fine having sex anytime ..no emotions involved way...She doesnât really have or know a good emotional canon relationship except almost with Zeke, I guess. 25. Carolâs fav movie genre(s)? ||Romcoms <3
26. Darylâs fav movie genre(s)? Â ||action / horror :O 27. When the show ends, what kind of ending do you want for them? Â ||I want good writing and that flows right. Caryl be Caryl. I guess them riding off to the sunset to New Mexico. Or..looking after team family in ASZ or TF working together to find/help Rick and living their best lives in a community. A happy ending pls. 28. Which one of them is good at math? Â ||hmm Carol. Daryl would be good at reading..science.
29. If there was Caryl movie, what song(s) would you add to it? Â || hmm a song to add, I would pick ..âYou and Meâ by Pink I think. Or, âX and Yâ by Coldplay. Or, âCosmic Loveâ by Florence Machine. 30. Did Daryl help you? Â ||I really appreciate the writers and the acting did with Daryl and Carol. Theyâre really unique, interesting and relatable characters. Daryl helped me to keep being myself and do whatâs right even when you feel odd ball out. Idk I also like that we see characters like Daryl and Carol what we stereotypical think they may be like in s1 but then we see theyâre relatable and we can be more open minded to other people. Â I liked that we see him getting a chance to grow and see how loyal he is. 31. Did Carol help you? Â ||Yeah. I really like how sheâs like I guess most people in s1, quiet, timid, not quite fit into the Apoc. world, but learns to trust herself, get braver and open up. Sheâs like so strong and brave now but itâs not surprising to see that in a way because we see her character development and I like how writers and acting, made it so relatable and realistic to me. We all can be like Carol. //I think sheâs a great character to watch for mothers who lost kids or was a abused wife/person. Same with Daryl as a abused child/brother in that Merleâs lifestyle.
32. What did Caryl give you? Hope? Strength? Â ||I really like what became Caryl in the show for years. They became one of my fave ships. Theyâre unique and I love that we see their strong bond and connection. Theyâre soulmatey and angsty. Idk I feel like they gave hope that there are people that will get you and have your back. And strength, they grown so much and made me think about myself to keep facing my fears and be in a healthy relationship. 33. Carolâs fav music genre(s)? Â ||Country pop. Idk.. I think McReedus are into Rock music so. 34. Darylâs fav music genre(s)? Â ||Country rock. ...Idk Metal music.
35. Describe Carol in one word. ||Brave
36. Describe Daryl in one word. ||Loyal or uh a word that means does what he think is the right thing to do...and caring. Uncle.
37. What do you expect from them in season 11? Â ||Idk Iâm really clueless. TWD right now is really not by the comics anymore and itâs hard to speculate now. Iâm kinda hoping they have something a plot that relates to taking care of the Grimes kids and a plot/s that relates to Rickâs journey/TWD show. Idk well I guess they be figuring it out what to do with Maggie and politics with the ..spoiler- new communities.
I hope for good writing and if they go canon, I hope they write good relationship/romance writing. As in they donât separate them and break up a bunch of times or be boring. eek. I hope itâs like they still be like the subtle canon ship..like RIchonne as there is something else they have to do together. Like they be canon but they talk about the new plots/problems/family in s11 and their relationship grows.
38. Your favorite Caryl season(s)? Why? Â ||Itâs season 2 or s10. I feel itâs the most Caryl interaction and them deepening their relationship. 39. When do you think Daryl was ready to start a relationship? Or do you still think he isn't ready? Or he is ready rn? Â Â ||Whenever the writers are ready. :\ Â I think as a character heâs ready...yeah especially s10. Heâs not hiding and being emo in the woods in s9. Heâs not the (Rickâs)sidekick character anymore. Heâs I think grown a lot by being with people and opening up being a leader-like now, domestic?,leading character, and I think heâs now more ready to have romantic relationship if he wants to. And for Carol ..rn is like does she feel worthy or ok to have love again. ooh angst. 40. Which of them is owl, and which of them is lark? Why? Â || I think Daryl is a lark/early bird because he likes the quietness and time to hunt, and Carol is a night owl because she likes to know what else is going on when itâs the dark.
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Opalescent Tides - Chapter 1
âAmethyst wakes up on the shore of Beach City, and she couldnât be more confused.âÂ
Fandom - Steven UniverseÂ
Pairing - Pearl/AmethystÂ
Rating - TÂ
Human/Mermaid AU.Â
Next ChapterÂ
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Waves crashed against the shore, and seagulls cawed from up above. Though her eyes were closed, the glaring sun bore straight through Amethyst's eyelids. She stirred, gritting her teeth as the sand ground against her blistering skin. Finally, she forced her eyes open, letting out an audible gasp as the sunlight hit her eyes.Â
As soon as Amethyst's eyes adjusted to the sun's blinding rays, she finally managed to look ahead. She was the surrounded by beach, the dark and endless ocean... and just behind her was an even darker and more ominous patch of trees. Not a single grain of sand around her was familiar. Amethyst heaved herself to her feet and looked herself over -- her dark brown skin was covered in blisters... She must have been laying in the sun for quite a while, she observed. Amethyst hissed through her teeth as she pulled a layer of skin off of her sunburnt arm. 'Gross.'
To make matters worse, Amethyst was thirsty. The kind of thirsty that made her head throb and her throat feel like she'd swallowed a mouthful of sand -- though, to be fair, that wasn't entirely out of the question. Regardless, Amethyst crouched in front of the water and cupped her hands in it, taking a reluctant sip.
'Ugh, of course it's saltwater! Dumbass.' she thought with a groan, immediately spitting it back out. 'Guess I gotta find some fruit... Or even running water. There's probably people somewhere, right?' It was unlikely she'd waken up on a deserted island -- she had no memory of a shipwreck, or being on a ship in the first place, or... Anything at all, really. Now that she thought of it, she couldn't remember anything.
'Alright, don't panic. It's probably not amnesia, I'm just... really fucking sore and thirsty. Maybe I'll feel better once I get some water.' Taking a deep breath, Amethyst made her way through the patch of trees up ahead.
From the outside, the woods had seemed endless; but after only a few moments of walking did she hear a loud crack, followed by the sound of fizzing. Amethyst tensed for a moment and gazed upward, but her fear eased once she saw a beautiful red firework shimmering in the evening sky. 'And where there's fireworks, there's gotta be people!' she thought, her heart racing. She quickened her pace and headed towards the source of the noise, grinning even harder as another firework echoed in the woods.
Her feet soon met pavement, giving her a short moment of relief before the concrete burned the soles of her bare feet. So she quickened her pace until she reached a patch of cool grass.
Amethyst looked around at the quaint little town around her. The road was lined with various vendors; some were selling meats and vegetables deep fried beyond recognition, while others were advertising toys, games where one could pop balloons with darts, people selling fish in plastic bags... The latter of which made Amethyst shudder.
"Lemonade! Only twenty-five cents!" a tiny voice drew Amethyst's attention. She locked eyes with a small, curly-haired boy sitting behind a chipped wooden table. His cheeks were bright red from the sun, and he wore a pinkish-red tank top with a yellow star on it. On the table before him, there was a plastic pitcher filled with lemonade (the ice had already melted, but Amethyst sure didn't care), tiny paper cups, and a jar filled with quarters. "Get your freshly squeezed lemonaaaade!"
As Amethyst approached lemonade stand, she fumbled through her pockets in search of change, but they were filled with nothing but seaweed and grains of sand. Ugh, really? I don't have anything?' she thought. In all honesty, she was struggling to remember what twenty five cents even looked like. Trying to remember anything other than her name made her head ache... So she shook it off. Now wasn't the time for that; dehydration was getting to her, and if she didn't get something soon, she'd only descend even further into insanity.
"Hey, kiddo!" Amethyst greeted, shoving her hands into her pockets as she approached the boy.
"Hey, Miss!" the boy greeted. "Do you want some lemonade? I made it all by myself! Well, mostly -- my dad cut up the lemons because he doesn't trust me with knives, and he also helped me squeeze them because I wasn't strong enough... But it's delicious, I promise! And only twenty-five cents! My name's Steven, by the way!"
"Oh, that's awesome!" Amethyst licked her lips, her eyes locked on the pitcher. "Here's the thing, though... I don't really have any money. At least not right now, but uh -- I'm absolutely dying of thirst, so do you think I could -- "
"Say no more!" Steven said, thrusting a tiny paper of cup of lemonade Amethyst's way. "Don't worry 'bout the quarter. It's on me."
Amethyst smiled weakly. "Thanks, buddy. Next time I get my hands on a 'quarter', I'll be sure to pay ya back." She reached for the cup and downed it immediately -- it tasted purely of sugar, with maybe a hint of lemon, but to a woman on the brink of dehydration it might as well have been liquid gold.
"No problem! And really, it's no big deal if you don't pay me back!" Steven said. "Hey, you gotta place to stay? Not to be rude, but you look like you've been sleeping on the beach."
Amethyst blushed; with her soaking wet hair, sunburnt skin, and sand-covered tank top and shorts, it wasn't hard to guess, but she still felt self conscious nonetheless. Even after the cup of lemonade, she was still too dehydrated to think... She could barely even remember where her actual home was. But she wouldn't dare admit that; no, she'd find her way back home soon enough, and if not, she'd spend the night at a hotel until she was well again. "Mm... I'm just passing through." she said with a shrug.
"Ohh, I see!" Steven said, though he didn't look fully convinced. "Well, here's another glass of lemonade for the road! On me." he added with a wink. Amethyst smiled gratefully and ruffled his hair. "Thanks again, little dude." As she turned and headed off, she took another sip of the lemonade and continued on her way.
As she walked, she glanced around in search of something, anything that looked familiar. 'Do I... live in this town? Maybe I passed out drunk on the beach... But I've never heard of hangovers causing legit amnesia.' she thought, scanning all the little houses. None of them rang a bell.
She glanced back towards the direction of the beach, her stomach turning. 'If I'm not from here, then... Maybe I washed up in some kind of shipwreck? But from where? Ah, but there wasn't a boat anywhere, so maybe not... Or maybe someone mugged me and whacked me over the head...' she thought, tapping her head as if it'd shake a screw loose and jolt her memories back into place. Everything was so foggy... And the fact that it was getting dark wasn't helping. With each shade the sky grew darker, a feeling of unease grew within her gut... She could see some of the vendors starting to close up, which only sent her anxiety even further into the sky. The only thing scarier than being lost was being lost and alone, especially at night.
Amethyst seated herself on a nearby bench, drinking the last few drops of lemonade in her cup. She tossed it into the nearby trash can and rested her chin in her hands. She watched as a family of five walked by, the littlest of the three children holding onto the mother's hand. 'Do I have even a mother...?' she thought, gazing down at the pavement. 'Or a family? Anything? Ugh, what the fuck is even going on?'
She hated just sitting there; part of her knew that she needed to keep walking, looking for a hotel so she could rest her head, or even psychological help... But her body didn't want to move. She felt like she'd been hit by a train; maybe she was beaten and mugged after all. Nevertheless, for the time being, Amethyst leaned her head back against the bench and watched the seagulls as they swarmed above.
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Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock.
With her chin in her hands, Pearl gazed at the worn down cuckoo clock. It had been gathering dust in the corner of the store for months, now; an antique worth a few hundred dollars, and it drew quite a bit of attention for Beach City patrons, but none of them had the guts to actually purchase it... And after weeks of living with it, getting startled by that obnoxious bird every damned hour, Pearl was starting to understand why.
On cue, the clock struck nine and the bird popped out of its little hole. It cuckoo-ed loudly -- nine times to be precise -- before retreating back to the safety of its little wooden birdhouse.
"Thank goodness." Pearl let out a sigh of relief. After the longest 8 hour shift of her life, she was finally able to close up. Before any customers could come in for some last minute shopping, she sprinted over to the door and tugged it shut, turning both of the locks and flipping the open sign around.
Stairs creaked from above, and Pearl turned to smile as Garnet approached. "Hey there! I was just closing up." she greeted.
Once Garnet reached the bottom of the stairs, Pearl saw that she was holding two milkshakes; one strawberry, the other banana. "Here you go." she said, handing the pink one over to Pearl.
Pearl beamed with joy. "Oh my goodness, Garnet -- that's too kind of you! Thank you so much, ah..." she said, immediately taking a sip.
"It's the least I could do. I still feel terrible that you had to work alone on such a miserably hot day..." Garnet sighed, leaning against the counter.
"No, no, don't you dare let yourself feel bad about this." Pearl reassured, resting a hand on Garnet's shoulder. "I'm the one that told you to get some rest. Working in this heat is already hellish enough -- I couldn't imagine doing it when you're dealing with those unbearable cramps."
"Still... You'd think I'd be used to it, getting it once a month and all." Garnet blushed, taking a sip of her milkshake.
"While that is true, sometimes mother nature decides to be a little extra cruel. She likes to keep us on our toes." Pearl smiled, giving her shoulder a comforting pat. "Since our sales were pitiful today, counting the drawer and cleaning the store should be a breeze... And after that, I was thinking of going out for a swim... Would you like to hang out by the pool, perhaps dip your feet in?"
"Not sure... I was planning to go up and lie in front of the fan, if I'm being honest. But if I start to feel a little better, I'll head over."
"Alright." Pearl smiled sympathetically. "Feel free to use my rice sock! And help yourself to my chocolate stash as well."
"Already have." Garnet smirked. She turned and made her way up the stairs.
Once she was gone, Pearl reached for a feather duster and quickly wiped down all of the little nick-nacks that lined their shelves. Then, she unlocked the cash register and pulled out the drawer.
"Twenty five dollars and thirty cents..." Pearl sighed once she'd finished counting. "Another week of ramen noodles, I suppose. Perhaps some rice and beans if we're feeling fancy." Shaking off her frustration, she locked the money up in the safe and made her way up the stairs. 'It'll be alright. Everyone has shitty days... Especially when they're first starting out. And besides, tourist season has just begun! Perhaps we'll need to advertise more...'
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Pearl slipped out of her sweaty work clothes and into her modest one-piece bathing suit. She grabbed a towel from the bathroom cabinet and headed back down the stairs, slipping out the back door. "See you later, Garnet!" she called, letting the door fall shut.
She hurried across the street towards the Universe household; an eccentric family of three, and regular shoppers at the antique store, they'd once told Pearl she was free to swim in her pool whenever she pleased... And she certainly wasn't turning down an opportunity like that.
Once she reached the house, she rapped on the front door. As she heard footsteps, she smoothed out her hair -- after all, there was a one-in-three chance she'd be greeted by the beautiful head-of-household known as Rose, and while she certainly had no intentions of being a homewrecker, she wanted to look presentable around her nonetheless.
"Good evening, Pearl!" Rose greeted, and Pearl's heart fluttered in her chest.
"Good evening to you as well!" Pearl grinned. "I had a long day at work, and thought I'd stop over for a swim -- if that's still alright with you, of course!"
"It's more than alright." Rose winked. "Come on in! Unfortunately, Steven's already headed off to bed, and Greg's watching a movie upstairs... As for me, Aunt Flo is currently visiting, so I can't join either -- otherwise I'd gladly swim with you."
"Oh, that's not a problem at all." Pearl said, admittedly a little disappointed; mother nature was particularly cruel today, it seemed. "I just wanted to cool myself off, anyway! It won't be a very long swim."
Rose smiled warmly. "Alright. Next time, though! Steven's been wanting to have a pool party... perhaps this weekend?" She shrugged. "Anyway, feel free to help yourself if you need anything to drink, or if you get hungry... I'll be in the living room. Gotta catch up on some reading, now that I've got some peace and quiet."
"Thank you! I think I'll be fine, though." Pearl nodded gratefully. As Rose headed back towards the living room, Pearl continued to make her way through the house and towards the back door.
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Before she knew it, the sun had set; the once beautiful sunset had turned pitch black, and stars appeared one-by-one. Amethyst had half-dozed on the bench for God knows how long; and in all honesty, her body was still sore -- if anything, even more so than before. As much as she didnât want to get up, she knew she had to find shelter soon...
'Guess I should look for somewhere to sleep.' Amethyst thought. As she pulled herself up to her feet, every muscle in her legs ached in protest. 'Fuck's sake...' she thought with a grumble.
Amethyst began to head down the road, searching for anything that resembled a hotel... She gazed with envy at the houses and apartments that surrounded her, with lit-up bedrooms and people chatting loud enough to be heard through the window screens. Amethyst came to a sudden halt as she heard a familiar voice -- the voice of the boy who'd given her the lemonade earlier, to be exact.
"Ooh, mommy, look at the moon!" he shouted, pointing out the window. "It's a full moon! Do you think there's gonna be any werewolves?"
His question was followed by the sound of an older man chuckling. Amethyst's heart sank; for a reason she couldn't quite parse, she wanted Steven to notice her standing right in front of his house... Maybe if he did, he'd have some more pity on her and let her spend the night inside.
But the boy didn't notice; he turned back around and away from the window, saying something else that Amethyst couldn't quite make out, now.
Clenching her fists, Amethyst eyed the front door. 'Maybe I should just... Straight up ask. Worst case scenario, they tell me to fuck off. I think I can handle that.' Taking a deep breath, she took a step towards the house -- only to fall right on her face.
"Fuck!" she hissed through gritted teeth, gripping her knees. As she tried to right herself, however, her legs refused to obey. 'What the...?' She ran her fingers across her calves, noticing her leg hairs slowly disappearing; purple, opalescent scales began to take their place.
"What was that?" a voice called from inside the house. She no longer wanted to be seen -- not while this was happening. Amethyst dragged herself behind the bushes just before the front door opened. Silence filled the air for a moment, before a deep voice announced, "I don't see anything." and the door shut once more.
Amethyst would have let out a sigh of relief if her legs currently didn't feel like they were on fire -- if they could even be considered legs anymore. At this point, they had begun to fuse together, forming a shimmering fish tail. And to top it all off, her unquenchable thirst had returned.
'The beach... I need to go back to the beach.' Amethyst thought. Her arms trembling, she began to struggle through the grass, though she couldn't quite remember which direction the beach even was... But before she could feel completely hopeless, something on the other side of the picket fence caught her eye -- a massive pool of water. She could faintly smell chlorine, but that didn't matter -- water was water, and if she didn't get to it soon... She feared what would happen.
She spotted a small hole beneath the fence; probably dug up by a groundhog or other woodland creature. Amethyst dug her claws into the hole that'd already been started -- taking a short moment to gawk at the fact that her fingers were webbed, now -- raking out clumps and clumps of dirt until the gap was just big enough for her chubby body to squeeze through.
The pool was finally within reach. Amethyst dragged her body across the remaining grass and leapt in with a splash, and almost instantaneously did her pain begin to wash away. She drew in a long, deep breath, allowing the water to enter the gills that opened up on her neck. No longer did her throat crave water, or did her muscles ache; like magic, she was healed.
Amethyst was confused -- far more than she ever thought possible -- and yet... she was calm. Her eyes fell shut, and she slowly drifted down to the very bottom of the pool, sprawling herself out on the floor.Â
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Pearl made her way through the back yard, her flip-flops squeaking beneath her feet with every step. Placing her neon beach towel on the lawn chair and setting her shoes aside, she approached the pool and dipped a toe in to test the temperature.
"Eep!" Pearl immediately jerked her foot away. 'Goodness, that's cold...' Bracing herself, Pearl climbed down from the ladder and submerged her entire body in the water.
"Ah... there we go." She let out a sigh of relief once she adjusted, gazing up at the night sky. The full moon illuminated the surface of the pool. Crickets sang from the nearby bushes and trees, and fireflies glowed on the other side of the yard. The row of moonflowers framing Rose's garden had bloomed for the night. âI wish I could stay here foreverâŠâ she thought, smiling warmly.
Pearlâs peaceful mood was soon interrupted, however, by the mosquitoes buzzing near her exposed skin. "Shoo!" she hissed, splashing water at the swarming pests. When that proved ineffective, she sank down into the pool until the water met her nose.
But as her feet met the floor, her toes brushed something... Soft. Slippery, too. Pearl turned her gaze downward, expecting it to be one of Steven's many pool toys -- only to see a fin covered in shimmering, opalescent scales... And attached to that fin was the torso of a beautiful, lavender haired woman.
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Hiya!! I've seen a lot of baby asks going around on Llama's blog, and I wanted to ask you about baby sanses from AMitS and TDtLU and Mc! Or maybe baby Mc and Sanses??? IDK, I just thought it would be cute :) (Have a nice day!)
ouo,,,,,,,, (I'm honored once again, thank you @llamagoddessofficial , sans-babies are great)
SO BABY SANSES- haven't thought about that for either of them yet so thank you for asking, hope this satisfies your babybone needs
AMitS Sans is a mischevious lil' baby... Really likes to teleport and make his guardians fear for his life when he just disappears and hides when they look for him... He is still in a fell universe. Reader meets him on one of these occassions, both being out of their house and Sans was out hiding underneath her table at a cafe... She reaches down and wonders where his parents are, and how he'd get there without her noticing... is he alone? Baby Sans hasn't gotten proper parenting and hasn't been with 'anyone' for awhile so when reader picks him up and "talks" to him, he attaches quickly. Maybe she'll try to hand him to the police or somewhere else for anyone looking for their child... But every time she tries to hand him to someone, his tiny bonyhands are going to grip stronger to the shirt she's qearing and bury his face in her chest. So.... She takes him home.
He's a very clingy baby, always wanting her attention and holding on to any part of her when she's close by. Really likes being hold in her lap and near her chest, where he can hear her heartbeat. It's... calming. She'd have to bring him to work from the lack of anyone to take care of him and that's a good thing, because other than her Sans doesn't seem to want attention from anyone else... also gets jealous when she gives anyone attention and would be quick to tug her shirt to make her look at him.
She'll have to read up on monster babies, because he's her baby now, whoops.
TDtLU Sans (Black) is a quiet baby, still untainted by his negative view on humans, and is very curious about the land above his home. Monsters like him are able to learn to fend for themselves since the moment they were born, but that doesn't mean he'll be exactly like an adult right there and then. He floats alone in Skull Reef (occassionally visiting someone....) and likes being around the shallows. He's fascinated by boats and likes to tail them.
When reader goes to the beach, Black is absolutely not afraid to just go out from the water to look at her, curious at the surface creature. She'll be shocked to see a monster for awhile- before she sees how tiny he is and her wide eye(light)ed look. She stays very still om the sand as baby Black stumbles on the sand a bit, not used to his weight above the water until he finally topples onto her lap, caught by her hands. She asks him "How are you?" And "What's your name little guy?" And... Black is still a baby, he can't answer her, just making baby noises at her questions. He makes her coo at him, and he'll coo back, and she's smitten with the tiny thing. He's still not in full control of his tentacles and they quickly latch onto her without his conscious decision sticking to her arms and waist and lap, she has to keep taking them off herself. Reader is equally as fascinated at the baby monster that stumbled upon her as Black is at finding this pretty creature above the water. She'll play with him on the sand, picking him up everwhere and take a dip in the shallows while he swims around her.
Unfortunately for both, Black can't go living with her like AMitS Sans does, and when she has to go home, he makes whining noises and is close to bursting with tears when she tries to walk away from him. Reader is weak for the little inkling and comes back to hug and him and kiss his skull, telling him that she'll come here everyday. Of course baby Black doesn't exactly understand what she's saying but feels slightly reassured. So she comes everyday, possibly moving to house right off the beach to take care of the seemingly alone baby. He can mostly take care of himself but she still babies him like any other baby. He really likes it when he sits on her lap and can wrap his tentacles around his waist and arms- instincts tell him that's the good hug. He waits for her everyday in the shallows after she goes home, waiting for her to come back.
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As for baby reader, that is for another time :>
#mom#ask#AMitS ask#AMitS#TDtLU asks#TDtLU#babies...#i did my best#amits sans is clingy#black loves his very much#baby reader soon :>#(as in- i got asks for that an i'll do that next ;v;)
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