#but i just couldnt carry it on
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every time you read a g/t story where the tiny faints repeatedly and you’re like “no one could possibly faint this much”, think of me, your local tiny who has a disability that involves fainting often. i personally love the representation of a person who drops like a sack of potatoes at the slightest inconvenience. like realistically if i ever met a giant i wouldn’t flirt or run or scream, i’d blink up at them and then hit the ground like
#g/t#POTS girlies RISE UP. BUT SLOWLY SO WE DONT BLACK OUT#i havent had an actual fainting episode in a minute#usually its just presyncope#one time i ‘fainted’ in the sense that i couldnt move see or hear but i was awake and could feel#and ykno that would fucking rule for some gt fearplay actually hold on#like being unable to see the giant or hear them but you FEEL them looming over you. picking you up. carrying you away#oghogoho……i may need 2 write that
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this has been a roller coaster of a design journey but finally I can present you: class swap artificer!adaine and rogue!fabian
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#fabian seacaster#adaine abernant#fh class quangle#goodbye... goodbye hoodie kid adaine..... we have mecha pilot/power armor adaine instead#I couldnt really land how she'd get a hoodie reliably in freshman year given the abernants pattern of confiscating shit from her#so I kinda switched gear and dug a bit into a like sukeban aesthetics instead. and since shes with the AV club I like the idea of#like a radio coord thing for her. hence the suspenders#I fully admit the sukeban thing is influenced by the hacker woman in ghostwire tokyo who I have a small crush on#she's SO cool. too bad about a number of things with that game#the jacket of useful things is a racer jacket this time bc Im predictable like that#her ensemble in junior year is her tank top + overall it might not be clear enough in the pic...#just had the thought ''man I should do turnarounds for all of them'' and immediately had to slap myself out of it#anyways uh! fabian I have inflicted with my favourite thing to do to characters who like to stealth or fly under the radar#which is Bright Extremely Noticeable Jacket That Hides Your Hands#fabian's ghost motif has led me to the famous horror movie trope of silhouette with iconic jacket from afar#(see Sinister and Alice Sweet Alice)#and I love to imagine him hanging the coat up somewhere and opponents aiming there instead of at him#but also the raincoat is specifically modeled after the yellow fisherman's raincoat#and. that led to. me thinking abt fabian pulling riz up at that cliff with a net instead of the battle sheet lmao#so his junior year design is fully Fishing. which is so fucking funny it has obliterated all other possibilities from my brain#ranger flavour: captain ahab#I still debate making him carry around an actual fishing rod tbh. right now Im giving him a rifle grappling hook thing#gods. I just think High School Classmate Suddenly Gets Way Too Into Fishing is the funniest fucking thing that can happen#thank you fabian. thank you for giving me this. love you buddy#still blanking on kristen but! throughout this whole storm here I've realised I just need to fuck around
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Hi hi! For the spotify wrapped art game, can I suggest akataka with 56?
oh, i think i was doomed before i began
56 is special girl by dodie. a particular fave, so im glad u chose mishanks for it since they've been on my mind. :')
wrapped 2023 game
#wrapped 2023#mishanks#akataka#dracule mihawk#shanks#akagami no shanks#red hair shanks#one piece#one piece fanart#got carried away with this one pals lol#i was just so excited about it :'))#btw if it's not clear: they were dueling and then shanks just dropped his guard to kiss mihawk cuz he couldnt take it anymore#and mihawk (probably freaking out) kicked him to get him out of his personal space lol#btw i positioned this as shanks pov but an argument could be made that the song in general is more of a mihawk thing#depending on how u write his backstory#might revisit this tmr and remove the white square lmao im always more ham-fisted with my symbolism when im tired
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prompt #46 "Sirius is showing Regulus’ baby pictures to James and Reg is MORTIFIED" for the @marauderswithpalestineproject !! 🍉
thank you @kat-m-toast for the donation (and the prompt, which was just SO up my alley, i loved it) and also thanks to everyone else who donated and participted! 💕
and as a bonus a little closer look at those baby pictures :)
#MWPProject 2024 Fandom Initiative#MWPProject2024#extra shoutout to my sister for letting me use some of our shared baby pictures as reference here#Sirius black#regulus black#regulus black fanart#sirius black fanart#marauders#marauders era#marauders fanart#james potter#james potter fanart#black brothers#jegulus#hp#mine#my art#i tried really hard to put remus into a Situation in one of the photos in the back again but it just didnt fit this time :((#breaking my streak of long remus in confined photo spaces in fanart#i spent SO long on this because i got a little too carried away with all the details oops#james has the same little heart thing hanging in his flat in one of my other drawings btw i thought it was cute#(ignore the fact that wrote draw instead of paint i couldnt change it anymore since it looked weird when i did)#(also dont think too hard about who might have taken and lovingly labelled all of those baby pictures of regulus and sirius)
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911 Hiatus Rewatch and Characters Saying The Name of The Episode:
5x09- “Past Is Prologue”
#911#911edit#911hiatus2023#911 abc#911 fox#my edit#911hiatusnames#usercam#long post#like really#this goes on forever and i am so sorry#i couldnt stop#i just kept going#and the scene ended aoskaoksoaksoaksoaskaoska#firefam moments in the truck my beloved#i got carried away#yeah#hope yall have that dash function that shortens long posts on kosaoksaoksaoksaoksas#sorry?#911verse
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various doodles as a part 2 of sorts to this
#rain world#rainworld#abyssdoodl#wanna know why it took so long? cuz for some reason i had to do a painting a wholeass painting why do i do this to myself#ft me being an idiot and missing the scavenger merchant in shaded so i just carried a lantern mouse with me the whole way to crypts because#thats how i thought they wanted you to go#i indeed couldnt see shit#and i didn't really know there were spiders it was just 'the mysterious darkness that wants to eat me' but hey it's okay i have my mouse :)#you'll protect me lil mouse right? right?
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4pc chicken
#“i ordered the 4pc chicken and left him with the bill i just walked away”#“you should have seen his face bc i knew he couldnt afford it”#“you can probably still hear the whispers of desperation and betrayal in the air over the sound of the deep fryer”#“like sure i'll never get over him and will carry his presence in my soul and heart and body in both life and death and beyond that even...#“but i have big plans and dont want anything holding me back. im thinking of starting a club at my new college”#“we'll see”#anime#anime memes#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#stsg#satosugu#sugusato#geto suguru#suguru geto#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#jjk hidden inventory#hidden inventory arc#4pc chicken
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would u trust me to be able to carry heavy grocery bags
#absolute anomaly of a human being (positive) for a cashier today at the supermarket#packed all the bags. ok thats fine thats normal (though notably#he did pack them WELL)#but then proceeded to Put All The Bags In The Cart For Us.#if it was just my mom then fine#BUT I WAS THERE??? DID I NOT LOOK LIKE I COULD CARRY THE BAGS???#i swear to god im sure i was older than him too but i also might look younger with the mask#and u know that thing thats like everyones masc till they put their customer service#voice on. well. i do that as a customer too LMAO so maybe idk#but like. im not small. im short but i wouldnt say im like tiny#and i lifted them after and yeah theyre heavy but not incredibly so????#he was like hey is it ok if theyre heavy and we said yea and he just assumed we couldnt do it#or. more to the point. that /i/ couldnt do it#and like i guess yeah thanks good job dude (genuine)#but also what the fuck. am i a joke to you.#me#trying a middle part because the fringe was becoming untenable#didnt realise how visible the facial hair is. i hate shaving
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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Just finished both seasons of Earthspark in preparation for S3 this week. First of all, don't believe the review-bombers, this show is FIRE. Second of all, I need all of you to guess,
#transformers#earthspark#transformers earthspark#maccadam#poll#my post#tfes#tf es#tf earthspark#this show is genuinely so good#'oh s2 is terrible' it literally isnt#its definitely not as good as s1 but its PERFECTLY SERVICEABLE#yes the themes of s1 aren't carried over and im very sad about that#but if you get over that it has a number of fun moments#its transformers we're just here to have fun#ANYWAYS#i couldnt fit it in this poll but shoutout to earthspark having bumblebee get severely beat up#and then he gets so badly drained of his energy he briefly SHUTS DOWN#and then passes out and has lasting damages that remain for MULTIPLE EPISODES AFTERWARDS#and shoutout to him having parallels with one of the new terrans. TWITCH I LOVE YOU#also the nb character that made everyone hate the show? i would die for them#their episodes are some of the sweetest things ever and genuinely has one of the kindest conversations#about queerness that ive ever seen. this character was made with LOVE and SO WAS THIS SHOW
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shoots her with creature beam !!! i think qmouse can shapeshift so actually i can draw her however but i thought it would be fun to give her some extra demon features
#there's no reason both dont have the shoulder spikes except that i realized i wanted them After i already copied over the sketch#qsmp ironmouse#ive never drawn digitigrade legs before but that is what those are supposed to be#she's just so fluffy its hard to tell#i think she's physically v strong too catch that demon picking up Em and carrying her around literally all day no problem#pick up all of Em's moms too go for a fun picnic#the flowers thing is just because i added some flowers to the top of her head and then i couldnt let go of it#WHISKERS I SHOULDVE GIVEN HER WHISKERS#LIKE AN ACTUAL MOUSE THAT WOULDVE BEEN CUTE#next time maybe next time#shape sketches
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btw i will never be over how tommy kept his compass locked in his enderchest at all times, and tubbo never took his out of his offhand
#my post#listen i KNOW tommy couldnt have kept it on him often bcus dream wouldve destroyed it#but. yknow. something about tommy heart-on-his-sleeve innit keeping it locked up#and tubbo close-to-the-chest _ having his displayed where everyone could see it#like tommys very much more 'i think with my heart not my head' and tubbos more inclined towards what the 'most logical' thing to do is#but when given an item that could in all honesty represent their heart. they both carried it differently than youd expect#idk its just an interesting detail to me
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GOD I wish we could’ve seen the damn crew reuniting with Freelancer and Gavin after the ward opened after Inversion omfg
#I like to think that when the ward opened FL just DIPPED while carrying Gavin#Lasko and Huxley looked for them for a bit but couldnt find them or contact them#Lasko prolly thought they were dead until they called back an hour later 💀#…someone write that#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted lasko#redacted damien#redacted huxley#redacted freelancer#redacted gavin
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I'm so angry. They told me to wait so Allister could pass things on his own and so little has come out of him they want me to come back but they want me to come in through an appointment in the afternoon instead of the urgent care and, they're literally having me come in 3 hours before they close.
That's not enough time for them to do anything, to monitor him, administer multiple enemas, anything. I'm not even sure the deobstipation is worth it because i guess I need to clarify, that's just a fancy word for "digging stuff out by hand so you can like only get so much out as far as your fingers can reach anyways despite how risky the procedure is"
They genuinely should've just done it like weeks ago if they thought he would need it at all. They kept having me come back over and over and over and over despite me literally telling them I had to crowdfund his veterinary care and now I'm going to be spending almost 2 grand in payment plans over the next year. They could've just spent one day giving him as many enemas as possible until he was empty but then we have to give them time to even work, so....
I kept telling them over and over that there was a risk I would spend so much money on vet care that I couldn't euthanize him and all of these treatments have almost completely drained my funds and then they tell me "oh jsyk constipation is like an extremely agonizing way to die uwu". I would have to forward money and completely empty out my savings account to afford rent and his treatment if they want surgery today. My rent might even be late and unlike my last landlord who was an individual unit owner, this is a management company that will charge you $75 late fees after so many days
Every appointment has been over 100, 200, 300 dollars and I've had like 5 or 6 of them at this point and he's still not pooping, at least not a lot; he's dropping marble sized pieces kind of, everywhere. I just. Jesus fucking christ if he isn't getting better like??? I can't??? Do anything else? I can't be homeless in this area; there are literally homeless addicts breaking into my locked apartment building to sleep in our laundry room and the stairwell. I cannot be homeless again.
I just also. There's trauma there too. I can't do what my mom constantly did and drive myself into debt over an animal and risk my housing if there's not a good prognosis. That abusive crazy cunt literally stopped trimming her aggressive dog's nails until the poor thing literally started becoming paralyzed and then she was working 12, 16 hour shifts and leaving this poor thing along in an apartment to pee on pads and her carpet. And SHE'S the one who has Allister's mom :(
I just. Have to see. Maybe I'll give them a phonecall and see if I can come in earlier. I'm just so mad. They never even gave me a quote for how much it would cost to euthanize him. I might have to put down my happy cuddly baby or wait for him to conpletely deteriorate. I can't wait to open up commissions no one will want or be happy with so I can financially recover from my cat dying.
#im just glad im away from my mom#every single day i remember some different traumatic thing she caused ne to experience#even walking outside this apartmsnt whenever i smell strong dog urine i remember her dog... wasting away#i couldnt even travel for my grandmothers funeral without her having to bring a dog literally collapsing and needing carried#humiliated in front of my cousins and extended family as they politely tell me in private that my mom has to put the poor dog down#not even being able to bond with my family because her dog has collapsed after getting out lf the car#my mom screaming at me in a public parking lot because shes literally forcing me to help her carry her dog and i was so stressed i left#she and my sister honestly deserve each other. ill never speak to either until the day i die
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So it occurs to me that I posted most of their lore on my OC blog (though a few posts on here have the story info) and honestly I think it's very important to note that the entire reason a guy from Florida is recruited to help defeat the demon lord isn't him as the hero. His younger brother (by about ten years younger) is the Chosen Hero and... not very good at it. So the goddess (Solei) who had selected the hero has to begrudgingly go back to earth and convince his older brother to help save her world.
(Also Reynold admits to Solei that "Sascha could never be a bad influence. He's the best impulse control I've ever had" and she really doesn't like to hear it. That's terrifying.)
#my characters#sascha is The demon lord and there is truly only one at a time#solei however is simply a goddess - not the only one of divinity#i dont actually know if thats been mentioned on either art blog lmao#also its not pictured here but reynold is recruited and only asks for one favor when in the other world (from solei)#he wants to be a woman while he helps his brother#she thinks its a weird flex but ok whatever buddy you can be a woman#and the logic is not him actually wanting to be one its just you see his younger brother finds it weird#to have a guy cling to him and dote on him like reynold does and said One Time WHY COULDNT YOU BE A SISTER THIS IS WEIRD#and so reynold is briefly rey for about a month before being held hostage by sascha and hes like... super polite#and asks her if she was cursed and so shes like uhhh what and he mentions looking at her gives him a headache#because the core and the outer appearance arent the same and he can revert her back to her original form if she wants#and she does so rey goes back to reynold which is very nice and reynold appreciates it#because honestly looking at rey in a mirror gives HIM a headache cause solei designed his appearance#and it was so bright thank you demon lord for giving the florida man his natural boring look back#also reynold will always carry sunglasses because solei can just appear and she is way too bright to deal with without eye protection#solei is not amused and thinks its basically slander against her godly appearance and reynold just smiles at her and tells her tough luck#he wants his vision for his new hot husband she can deal with a little insubordination#florida man begs for torture bc he can handle that and he knows it#is instead handed courtesy and manners and doesnt know what to do with it - quickly developing what he claims is NOT stockholm syndrome#solei and sascha quietly muttering about what that could possibly mean cause they dont know what this guy is talking about
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he, and i cannot stress this enough. he is a rock.
#adventure time#wizard city#blaine#larry#digital#emphasize. the kid has not realized yet that larry cannot function. hes a rock#they all seem to get that he needs to be carried around#but otherwise they. they dont . like.#its so. funny.#but hes clearly not exactly conscious in there. mister oh boy i cant wait to see spader now that i have eyes again WHERE IS HE.#mister 'just got carried out of the memorial service'#._.#well. okay. i know no one else cares. but no one MENTIONED *spaders* death in front of him. maybe he just couldnt See. he didnt have Eyes.#sorry for the larry brainrot its . a curse.
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