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Howdy peepers, I've been feeling pretty down lately but I think I'm on the right path to snap out of it!
See yall on monday hopefully
#to be honest recent political news got me anxious and just.. disheartened#not gonna lie rather depressed#but i guess that's a normal reaction#god it's just so awful#change of subject- i might be a bit burned out too because of all the stressing i subjected myself to this month#but worries be damned my grades ain't overall half bad#THO you just can't catch a break when it comes to college it seems#like we have to sign up for our classes on this website#based on your major obviously#and some people just don't pick the right classes hhhhh#and you see the waiting list for the class you need to sign up to is full because the goofs don't know what their course code is#which is weird like 😭 maybe there's a GOOD reason why your group mates' names aren't on the class list#because you didn't pick the right one aaaaaa#get outta here fella pleaaase#also on an unrelated note: it turns out i have a mild case of rosacea#it's not that suprising skin conditions run in the family#my mom's side of family at least#like my grandpa had rosacea. my mom has it too. my sister had acne (not anymore tho). my older brother too has something going on#i just thought i got lucky and inherited my dad's skin but guess not 💀#funniest thing is that almost everything makes rosacea act up#heat? cold? spicy food? stress? exercise? stress? alcohol? GODDAMN SUNLIGHT???#you name it#so yeahh not pleasant#if it won't get better mom will make an appointment with a dermatologist#uhh.. i guess that's all i wanted to say#for now at least#miss you guys hope all of you have been doing well :'>#random squeak
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I'm past wanting to smack my own head against a wall when I see an idiot take that 13 is one dimensional in s11. Now I wish somebody would smack the heads of people saying it against a wall.
I love how we suddenly lose our ability to see a character putting on a front and to analyse their actions when they're played by a woman. Truly. It's so much Fun. It's not like she's trying to live up to what 12 tasked the next doctor to be I.e. laughing and kind and happy. It's not like she's clearly not spending half her time getting bad guys alone to be a threatening terror of a being where the humans don't see bc apparently doesn't count if nobody sees her doing it. It's not that she's clearly only holding onto her temper by a thread multiple times. It's not like that, when she no longer has the emotional bandwidth to lie through her teeth about her virtuous nature, she became a grumpy, reclusive git who annoyed her companions to the point they wanted to bash Her head against a wall.
Gosh it's almost as if they expected the audience to waste a shred of thought on, god forbid, a Woman.
The audacity.
#dw shit#asses shown in fandom but that is just a normal thursday 🤷#if y'all can interpret and analyse the actions and reactions of the men you are perfectly capable of doing so with her#or i guess Not apparently#👀
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sending ren a kiss!! (I love him sm) how would ren/redacted react to an angel who just kinda appears behind people whenever they talk about her. Whether she was there previously or not no one knows but she just appears and integrates herself into the convo. (I love the demo sm! Especially the smaller details like rens heart tattoo)
✦゜ANSWERED: Conancore lmao /pos
Honestly?? I think Ren would take advantage of this situation and just... constantly keep mentioning Angel in hopes of having them turn up ^^; He's really trying to manifest them into his life hsgjshdj
#I'm sorry if this answer is kinda boring!! I genuinely don't think he'd have much of a reaction ;v;#Outside of slightly getting spooked at your abrupt arrival (before going back to normal) of course#I guess it's pretty much how most people would react in that kind of situation#💌 — answered.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#extremely-burnt-sugar#💖 — about ren.#💜 — blog canon.
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a lot of people are insisting on viewing jack and joker purely as romance for some reason and getting upset that it is not... and as a result their opinions are so disturbingly disregarding of essentially the whole show because the society as portrayed in it is so so important to jack and joke's relationship and background like do you think the whole four horsemen lore was just for fun??? do you think the temple and the people it houses is just some insignificant nonsense? do you think Suphanimit is just where tattoo lives? do you think Jennie's death was just a silly shock value???
do you think it's a coincidence that the main leads include a rich kid who steals for the poor and a poor kid who is strongly against theft???
romance is OBVIOUSLY difficult in their circumstances like have you met the average economically underprivileged gay person in an underdeveloped part of a developing country??? it's a love that inherently becomes 'different', stitching within it the social 'other'ness of the main characters. that's what people just can't digest. being used to seeing things as this or that, black or white, good or bad, has choked people out of the ability to perceive flawed individuals learning to love and choose their families despite not knowing how to love or protect in the right way, despite the world constantly closing on on them, despite the impact threatening to rip them apart.
#repost because i wanted to add sth#I think we need to be kinder to this show and its characters#like im pretty sure yinwar knew they would get this kind of reaction from thai bl watchers#but as a viewer i guess i did not think people would be this one dimensional in their perception and expression#there's a reason why the society is the way it is after all#we fail to check our privilege at every juncture & even blind to it when it's pointed out to us#because it's so normal#not understanding the degrees to which 'normals' and difficulties change based on who you are and your social standing#the deep character studies in j&j is to analyse this exact thing imo#but uh anyways this post looks so angry because I was angry but I won't be anymore#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack and joker
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being fictionkin can be so stupid sometimes. Yeah I don’t eat this food bc this fictional character that happens to be me went through horrors that had to do with this food but now I gotta make up an excuse to explain why I don’t eat it when people ask me about it.
#lemon man talks#That’s just so stupid I hate it#literally individually picked out the little bologna chunks they added to the potato salad in this dinner party thing I went to just now#Also every time someone asks me why I cross the street running. I AM FUCKING SCARED OF CARS OK THE CHARACTER#Panicked when I saw a spider the other day. I’m not scared of spiders but it was On Me and I looked at it and fucking panicked#I have never been afraid of spiders I hate this so much#Like ok I guess I’m gonna have this fight or flight reaction bc this thing happened to a character who is me. Whatever#I never know what to say when people ask why I don’t eat bologna#I had one (1) person guess once and it was so awkward#She’s my friend but she shits on alterhuman/otherkin people so i was scared shitless when she guessed#I am aware this bologna is normal I just can Not eat it and the thought makes me nauseous thank you
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okay maybe an unpopular opinion but i think shiori shouldn't actually like hiei that much
#not for any real reason but because i think it's funny personally#kuwabara being the only one at her wedding<3 he's her favorite#she likes yusuke (seems to be kurama's first actual friend (he wasn't at the time))#she loves kuwabara okay. bc ik his ass is such a suckup and he's motherless#and desperate for an adult woman in his life that isn't gonna do wwe moves on him#not that shizuru isn't everything to him but hey it can't hurt to have shiori pinch his cheek and offer him sweets#also unimaginably funny to me to think THIS is very hiei loses to kuwabara#kuwabara who's always getting bypassed by him tripped and dodged#this is what has hiei fuming whereas kuwa barely registers there's some sort of competition#hiei is sour because he knew kurama first yet shiori is just. polite with him#and he with her!! he thinks she's okay he guesses#doesn't really understand why kurama changed his entire self cos of her but alright#he gets it family is family he just doesn't talk to his so 💥#shiori's general reaction being ''im sure he's lovely''#kurama is not helping hiei get points by the way#very ''if you can't be normal go away <3'' about it which is why kuwabara gets 5 stars from both mother & son#and hiei gets a whopping zero#once she heard scuttling on the roof thought they had squirrels kurama checks#and is like im sorry mother ive told hiei to stop storing things in the gutters. takes down a bunch of weird shit#just random human shit he's found. possibly stole. he thinks it's endearing probably#i don't remember where i was going with this really#just. imagine how funny it would be if for once hiei actually gaf what a human thought about him#and she just thinks he's mid. kinda weird but that's alright shuichi we all have our quirks#qeued post#yu yu hakusho#hiei and atsuko on the other hand? god have mercy they get along GREAT 🤕#I'll have to make another post abt that tho this is already way too long
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when rachel slightly misbehaves (like when she randomly flipped over her bowl of oatmeal lol) i'm literally like. omg omg girl are you fucking stupid cuddy is going to KILL you she's gonna yell for 3 hours about how exhausted she is and how much you inconvenience her and how ungrateful you are etc etc but cuddy just smiles and puts the bowl back... like damn okay... didnt know yall rolled like that i guess they do make moms without bipolar too
#cuddys reactions are so crazyy to me sometimes#like oh i guess they do make moms who can like. self regulate. and not expect My six year old ass to do it LOLOLOL wyld bro#ella#lisa cuddy#talking to myself in the mirror through gritted teeth. i have normal feelings about lisa cuddy and also my mother
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vogler arc chase v tritter arc chase is such a funny contrast. house finally trained his dog <3
#vogler chase having a normal human reaction to the situation#tritger arc chase like I NEED TO ATONE FOR MH SINS I NEED TO BE THE MOST OBEDIENT PUPPY IN THE DIAGNOSTICS DEPARTMENT I NEED DAD TO LOVE ME#robert chase#house md#is this a ship post. not really but it could be i guess#chouse
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i am so tired of female characters being inherently written as ‘terrifying’ or ‘scary’ w no respect to their characterisation.
for one, it feels so fake. i know so many women irl (i am one!!!) and there are very few, of any, that i would categorise as ‘scary as is’. heck, even if we go by tempers—the numbers just don’t match.
but somehow in fics, every single woman is a terrifying force of nature bc that’s…somehow…the only way we can think of women? idk?
and also just, it’s such a two dimensional characterisation that i only see w the female characters. all men aren’t angry and hex-happy and scary all the time. they’re affable, chill, respond to situations thoughtfully instead of always resorting to violence.
i think it also bothers me bc the anger thing flows neatly into the v gendered carefree man child/stuck up fun sponge stereotypes that so many relationships are forced into. it’s just an icky dynamic all around.
and lastly,,,i don’t think it’s even normal for a character to be latently terrifying everyone all the time??? unless it’s a specific quirk of theirs??? like women aren’t dementors bro chill tf out
#i just get. so frustrated by how women are written#and ofc this isn’t just limited to fics#all books have these gendered tropes#and i get so annoyed#the whole thing anger also#is it just feels so disingenuous#bc womanhood & anger (and performing/displaying it) is so complicated bc of socialisation n patriarchy#women are simultaneously not allowed to be angry and portrayed as screechy harpies#and so when characters are written like that it just seems to reinforce these ideas#clearly it bothers me a lot haha#u just can’t escape it ykno? that’s my issue#it makes it’s way into writing on such a subconscious level#and people think they’re writing a strong female character#when really they’ve just introduced someone with anger issues#like. it’s NOT normal to always be scared of someone and their reactions ok?#and it’s not okay for women to always be parenting the people (men) around them#constantly checking to see if something is dangerous or if they’re fucking up or do all the responsible things like#how can u not see ur reproducing gendered notions of personality 😭😭#like plssss#and it’s fiction!!!#we are writing about magic and fantasy#but it’s hard for us to conceive of an alternative perception of womanhood? be so fr bruh#like. i guess what i’m getting at. is that women are also just. People. ykno? we can write them normally#just look at the woman around u for one and you’ll get so many ideas 😭#even if we just take anger#9 times out of 10 a fem character will be screaming and hexing and throwing her weight around#but you can be angry in so so many ways#and u can even be someone who doesn’t GET angry. not in such a way. who can’t hold a grudge.#just. i really wish we diversified the way we wrote women. s’all.#pen’s yapping
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woah sixty notifications anyways,
to preface arctic is my favorite character but narratively not in a “wow he’s a good person” way so let that shape your opinion of my opinion
giant fucking essay under cut i’m sorry
can anyone hear me. why is arctic portrayed in the fandom as tragic and had a negative character arc after killing those icewings with his magic. when he’s been horrible the entire time, just more subtly. he found everything in his life to be utterly tragic and boring and it all to be a big drag. he was a prince and he was expected for the animus powers he held and the offspring he’d have. arctic saw himself as an extension of diamond— which all princes are to their queens, basically— and he hated it. he had no authority over his own life and this was also enforced by the ranking system and general icewing culture.
…except that he never had any ill thoughts about that. it was always about what power his mother held over him. interesting! he didn’t care for the system and the hierarchy enforced by it, because by being an animus prince he was naturally at the top all the time and he didn’t have to care about how he treated other dragons because he was his mother’s favorite little dragon.
he detested THAT. his MOTHER was the one deciding everything for him. and he was powerless to do anything about that! how could a prince stand up to his queen and mother, animus or not, and live past that conversation. so he lashed out outside of that. he hated and ignored snowflake because she was just an extension of his mother. he describes her as “sparkly and boring the way mother likes” because he never bothered to see past what role she served in his life. she’s actually deeply complex as we can tell by runaway winglet where she’s her own pov, with an intricate and dark mind and more motivations than arctic ever had in his life.
arctic does not care, because he considers her lower than him. his mother can exercise her power on him through other dragons all he wants, but he still knows that he is severely more powerful and more important than any other dragon except her in his life. …and also, i think he has a weird complex about female dragons. hear me out,
when arctic meets foeslayer, it’s the first time he meets a nightwing. he expects them all to be boring and not of any interest to him in the slightest, but foeslayer just happens to overhear his conversation with snowflake and finds it hilarious. she laughs in his face, makes fun of him for forgetting his betrothed’s name. this is interesting to arctic. nobody has dared to make fun of him in his entire life because of his status. instead of being upset, like most icewings would, his situation with diamond shaped him to respond with amusement. what does he have to gain from laughing at himself with a nightwing? well, he gets a bit of freedom. room to stretch his wings and see beyond his mother’s (and the icewing rankings, but mostly he thinks of it as his mother) suffocation on him and every opinion he dares to hold.
arctic barely sees foeslayer as a romantic interest because because she’s charming, funny, pretty. he sees her as a way to piss off his mom. look at this dragon who doesn’t follow rules, who is starkly not an icewing noble with pretty glittery scales, who is not at all someone diamond could ever see her precious animus son with. foeslayer is crass and doesn’t think before she speaks and clumsy and not at all caring of how other dragons think of her and arctic likes that. he even gives her one of his earrings and enchants it, dares to defend her in the meeting hall by saying that she hadn’t actually stolen it and that he had given it, because he knows it’d get to his mother. he’s spitting at the ground in front of her feet, saying, “i can do more than you want me to”, “i am my own dragon”, and “you don’t decide my life”.
to arctic, female dragons in his life are a tool more than they’d ever be individuals.
obviously arctic’s rash decision to fall in love with a random nightwing is not the narrative’s favorite choices. obviously.
let’s skip forward a lot and, almost at the end here i promise, look at how he treats his offspring.
by the very start he meets darkstalker with contempt. he doesn’t like his name (because it’s creepy, and because foeslayer chose it and not him) and he doesn’t like how much attention foeslayer gives him. let me restate. arctic, the grown, married, ADULT MAN. Is jealous of his newborn son for taking up more time in foeslayer’s life. how interesting.
he detests darkstalker because he also looks more like a nightwing than whiteout. we don’t see whiteout hatch (because darkstalker is off running around and being the most self absorbed guy ever, even if he pretends he’s not) but we know this about her and arctic. arctic named her, and arctic doesn’t think of her as much of a dragon and more of a pretty thing he can flaunt around until he’s done. darkstalker points this out, which is means to scrutiny because darkstalker himself is a very unreliable and rose tinted narrator, but i think it makes sense based on arctic’s track record, honestly.
female dragons are NOT anything he cares about as individuals. Loud and clear. this is not a trait that is recently developed after he finds out foeslayer ‘betrayed’ him. He has been like this the entire time.
he wants to bring whiteout to the icewing kingdom not because he cares about her, but because he wants to use her and make his mother like him again. arctic wants to go back and grovel to his mother using his daughter as a bargaining chip, because he doesn’t want to kill his offspring, that’s a bit too much for him. but he does want his mother’s attention back, because foeslayer has stopped serving the role of a surrogate caretaker to him. now that she knows better. arctic by this point has learned loud and clear that the nightwings (against foeslayer’s wishes and hidden from her but he doesn’t really care by this point) wanted to steal him for his animus powers.
that’s.. not what he wanted. in the unwilling prisoner sense AND in his fantasy of sticking it up to his mother and spitting in the face of her power over him. now he’s in the power of another queen that he doesn’t like. isn’t that great, it’s all looped back on itself and arctic realizes that he receives consequences for his actions of being a complete asshole and misogynist!
anyways yeah. he’s one of my favorites because he’s deeply complex, at least in my brain if the complexity i’ve outlined here was unintentional on tui’s part and was just a big fumble that ended up being GOLDEN. also this essay doesn’t exist to try and convert anyone into my way of thinking and as a big brainwashing scheme to make you like arctic, no, i just wanted to get my thoughts out clearly before i got cancelled for the thought crime of liking a fictional dragon misogynist.
anyways cheers if you’ve made it this far, thanks for listening to my insanity.
#wings of fire#wof arctic#arctic wof#arctic neg#…is that even a tag. whatever#this is a weird one to post because like i’m a design blog#not a writing blog#but i just really want to put this out there because arctic is so special to me#he’s terrible and misogynistic and should rot in hell but it’s all a matter of his reaction to a circumstance#and we can all get behind that right. doing things we wouldn’t normally because of extreme circumstances#i sure as hell hope it’s not misogyny for you reading this but hey. whatever i guess i’m not your dad.#tw misogyny#cw misogyny#misogyny#mentions of misogyny#ask to tag
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I just realized I missed one of the head canons whoops
they are totally old senior dog(dream) and little orange kitten(swap) coded to me
That's funny, I always think of them as kind of being equal measures of both. Like, Dream is way older than Blue but he doesn't have a lot of life experiences because of (gestures vaguely at his whole situation) so he makes silly mistakes with new things and gets exciteable about new experiences. Then Blue has more world knowledge than Dream but also sometimes the knowledge he has is made up and wrong (either by him or his brother) so he still ends up doing goofy things, and he also gets exciteable about new things because he's got that positive outlook.
Actually... now that I'm reading that back I think they're both little orange cats lol
#UTDR#Ask#italic-doing-random-shit#I guess I just think of them as like. both thinking the other knows what they're doing or talking about#But they rarely ever do#Like when a new thing happens Dream just copies Blue's reaction because he thinks that must be normal#But Blue has just kind of decided this is right and now since Dream's doing it too he takes that as confirmation#These two are just a positivity feedback loop lol
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took a b12 supplement today and thought i was having a manic episode but nope. what i was experiencing is called 'happiness'
#speak friend and enter#guess i did need a shot of b12. they were right#not to be a downer but i hate that my knee jerk reaction to having my vitamin levels somewhat normal is 'oh my god somethings wrong'#i just spent so long without anything being able to touch me through the fog of. whatever all that was#that i forgot what it felt like. today i bought a digital piano and i'm going to do what i couldn't before - learn to play#anyway im trying. im trying to not hesitate and give into its plenty. joy is not made to be a crumb. whatever you say mary oliver
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#idk if it's because i've given autism a very in depth look now or if i just always been like this and never really thought about it#but i'm finding it harder and harder to match my feelings to what i guess i'm supposed to feel?#like when something sad happens and i have no reaction to it#it's not that i'm not sad or that i'm glad it's happening but i just have no feelings?#which in turn bring put feelings of guilt because i'm not sad or worried enough...#it's such a weird experience and i'm of course not saying that autistic people have no feelings#that's so not what i'm saying#but it is a trait of autism to have difficulty pinpointing what you feel and also difficulty expressing it in ways other people usually doit#so perhaps it is because i've learned about that that I'm accepting that maybe i just don't feel things ''the normal way''#but i'm having a weird one tonight because my mom had to leave because of an emergency with my grandma#and it's 1am right now#and i am worried. of course i am. I don't want my grandma to suffer (although i have accepted she's not gonna live much longer)#but i still don't want her to die obviously#and most importantly I don't want my mom to have to go through that... to see her mother die? that's horrible#i'm obviously sad and worried#yet i'm sitting here drinking coffee and laughing at funny videos like nothing's happening#and i feel fine... like as if my mom was just sleeping at home like every night and not at a hospital visiting her dying mother...#and i know that years back i would have gone ''what the fuck is wrong with me?!'' and perhaps maybe forced myself to feel worse#or to cry or whatever because I can't be chill when something bad is happening...#and maybe i'll feel that way when my mom is back because I can't be calm and happy is she's sad#that would be rubbing it in her face#so maybe i'll feel more guilty then?#idk it's a weird feeling that i wanted to put into words#mostly for when it happens again i'll have a record of it somewhere#idk#angel talks#personal
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Ash IG Story
#would you like to take a guess on a scale of 1-10 how much I'm losing it#i guarantee whatever you are imagining my reaction to be... you're underestimating it#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton#ashton irwin#ai ig#instagram#video#Boston 2023#kh4f post#i just think that hands#and beard#and arm#and sir... dare i say... is that a vest 😛#godddd his neck tho#and the 🤸🏻♀️ tiny 🤸🏻♀️ necklace 🤸🏻♀️#goddddd i love him tho#like. he's pretty and he plays pretty music prettily#with his giant hands attached to his giant arms#👁️👄👁️ what a sight to bear witness to#I'm being normal about it thanks for asking#the 5sos show tour
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ROSWELL I COME BRINGING EXCELLENT NEWS. REMEMBER HOW. I THINK IN ONE OF THE SEASON 1 TRIVIAS. I SAID YAKKO MADE AN ASHE PLAYLIST ON SPOTIFY BUT I COULDNT FIND IT ?!?!!??!
i am like. NINETY FIVE PERCENT SURE I JUST FOUND IT .
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/22gglnwBGWkmhUMDAilPGN?si=c-XinhFuSsmRogskoNibUQ&pi=u-fOOiw-8dQbKE
I HAVENT FULLY LISTENED TO IT YET BUT FROM THE SONGS THAT R ON HERE THAT I KNOW. OAUGHGH. dragging you down to the winters family torment nexus with me kicking n screaming
ME WHEN IM ABOUT TO TAKE A NICE SHOWER AND PLAY SOME CELESTE AND WIND DOWN N GO TO BED ^_^ & THEN MAC GHOSTIEZONE COMES IN WITH THE STEEL CHAIR. JESUS FUCK DUDE IM IM KICKING AND SCREAMING AND STUFF!!
#UNFILTERED REACTION AS I CLICK THIS LINK AND THE FIRST TRACKS I SEE ARE BURN MY DREAD AND SUFFERING. that one image of the guy from the#office with his hands in his hair kind of smiling wildly at u. oh my GODDDDDDD okay okay okay i guess im NOT gonna be normal tonight!!!!#oh my goddddddddddddd. feeeling. Normal yes Normal and stuff. yeah. god.#mac tag!#pd lb
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Thurvishar and Senera teaming up in their footnotes has me ridiculously sentimental
#they’re on the same side!! they’re working together!!#i’m on the verge of tears adjafkafmafnF. normal reaction to footnotes#a chorus of dragons#i noticed in the first chapter they were referring to kihrin in the past tense but you know what? i am choosing not to think about it#i’ve simply already hit max capacity in worrying about his ability to stay alive. we were there most of the last two books i’m all emptied#what else… this one didn’t have any intro note… that surprised me but i guess it makes sense. no reason to give anything away now
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