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cai-tan · 11 months ago
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fairly certain it's real? and fighting game combos have never really been like what you've said?
In standard combo notation, numbers are used to denote control stick positions (because old arcade fighting games don't have analog control sticks, they're switch-based, meaning they only read semi-cardinal directions), and are based off of a keyboard's number pad: 2 is down, 6 is forward, 4 is back, 3 is both down and forward, etc.
Also button inputs are kind of on a per-game basis, usually going off of whatever official documentation the game has; Guilty Gear has [P]unch, [K]ick, [S]lash, and [H]eavy Slash, as well as [D]ust. Anything that involves putting a number next to a button involves pressing that button while the control stick is in that position (think Smash tilts; 6P is just "forward tilt Punch").
However, special attacks are done with "motions", which is a sequence of control stick positions, otherwise annotated by the motion: quarter-circle back (214), half-circle forward (41236), etc. so 41236S is Zato's Shadow Gallery attack (I think???)
I can't actually tell you what -H- or -D- means off the top of my head since GG isn't my realm (more Street Fighter and Under Night) though I could guess it's a hold-input? (usually in UNI we'd annotate it 5[H] )
There's additional denotations for different versions of an attack that's usually a lowercase letter and a period; j.5H would mean "jumping" neutral Heavy, c.2P would be "close" crouching Punch (sometimes attacks are different depending on how close you are to the opponent), etc.
The IAD part is annotating an Instant Air Dash, a motion used in Guilty Gear to very easily perform an "air dash" while also performing another motion or attack at the same time. FRC is probably referring to a type of cancel, probably Roman Cancel, but again I've never gotten into the GG scene all that much.
inb4 you yell nerd at me YEAH I AM ONE CRY ABOUT IT
i play exclusively zato in every guilty gear game but like dont ask me combo shit. i dont know what most zato players are even doing there.
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what is this. you are making shit up thisis not real.
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aerequets · 1 year ago
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trying to erase the trace of...
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moveslikekeithrichards · 1 year ago
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its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost
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alagaisia · 2 months ago
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Hey if you’re still enjoying and engaging with Harry Potter in any capacity you can unfollow me 😊 please and thank you
Like. I get it. I was super into it as a kid too. I did not have the social context to pick up on the antisemitism or transphobia or sexism or fatphobia or bioessentialism or racism or anything else. I also picked up on surface-level language of Fighting Back Against Evil and ascribed my own values onto what that meant and thought we were all on the same page. I remember when the original kids who grew up with the books started becoming adult fans and picking up on the (blatant!) antisemitism and everybody was still mostly willing to give JKR the benefit of the doubt on it. (“She was writing kids books!” They said. “She didn’t know she was penning a global phenomenon! She picked a common literary trend in European fairy tales (antisemitic caricature) and didn’t examine it closely. It’s a mistake anyone could make,” we said. “She would probably do things differently now. After all, she word-of-god confirmed the vaguest hints she dropped that Dumbledore might be gay,” we said.) There was actually a span of several years where biases inherent in the actual real content of the Harry Potter series were coming to light and even the people pointing them out still seemed mostly to think it was an unfortunate accident.
That time has passed. Years ago! We are long past the first months of “maybe she doesn’t realize this seemingly-feminist tweet she liked was made by a noted TERF” and then “how could she not realize that these many veiled TERF-y things she’s retweeted have implications for the many queer fans of her work” and finally “oh wow okay JKR just dropped an entire transphobic manifesto on twitter. I guess the transphobia was the point.”
Yeah, there were a few months after that where people were still processing and still working through how they felt about Harry Potter and all of its flaws with the context of the now open transphobia of the creator. I was there for that. Remember how I was one of the kids who built it up into something noble and worthwhile based on my own beliefs about what messages it was probably trying to convey? Turns out it wasn’t trying to say any of those things, and when you take the time to examine all of the terrible shit that made its way into the text whether JKR intended it to be there or not, the whole series falls apart. It’s weird to discover that there’s a room in your house that’s rotten to the core, but eventually you figure out you can’t live like that, still going in there and holding your nose and pretending it’s still the same room you thought it was when the termites were only inside of the walls and hadn’t yet started chewing their way through the furniture. Because what’s going to happen is that they are going to infest the rest of your house. If you decide you can ignore transphobia and antisemitism and everything else just because you liked the color of the wallpaper, the rest of your principles are going to crumble too. You get rid of that fucking room. You put those books on a high shelf in the back of your closet behind other outgrown clothes and interests and you move the fuck on.
JKR uses the money made from her transphobic antisemitic children’s books to actively funding hate groups and to lobby for legislation that will and has actually affected the actual lives of trans people in an entire country. We are past the point of grieving something you were wrong about in childhood. Kids are wrong about a lot of stuff. You grow up and you learn new information and you change your behaviors based on it. You have to choose. It is transphobic to pretend there is not transphobia where there is. It is transphobic to support the work of someone who is using those funds to take rights from trans people with every fucking dollar. It is hateful to continue to engage positively with a story that at its very core is rooted in hate and bigotry and prejudice. You can choose to do all of those things but you cannot claim ignorance of them and you cannot choose those things and still pretend that choosing them upholds the values we convinced ourselves that Harry Potter stood for over a decade ago as uninformed children. You cannot choose to do those things and pretend to still support your trans and queer and Jewish neighbors. I do not want you in my neighborhood. Leave.
#mine#Harry potter cw#yeah I don’t want to see or think about this shit either and I’m sure most of my followers are on the same page of just like. let’s wipe it#from the public consciousness and do our best to just completely ignore it and forget it existed and in doing so take away JKRs platform and#influence and also stop the continued harm the series will do by propagated hateful biases in people who continue to read it#but despite heavily culling my feed over the course of the past several years and thankfully mostly not seeing HP fandom things anymore#I’ve been seeing a lot of responses today to people defending it and honestly I forget that there are still people out there doing that who#think they are just fine and normal fandom people with non-hateful and terrible interests and it makes me so angry#maybe more so because like. I was there too! I was annoyingly obsessed with Harry Potter from the ages of idk seven? up until whenever JKR#started being openly transphobic. I have so much fucking knowledge about this book series that will never leave my brain. and yeah it was#weird and hard to have to rethink things and realize that no actually it does feel bad and uncomfortable to continue to be a fan even#passively of these books. it was a big part of my childhood and several of my friendships. I fully get it. I was the weird kid also.#it was weird and hard to say oh actually this sucks and I don’t want to be a part of it anymore. but I did it! I got there! because it was#more important to care about real actual things and people than it is to fondly remember a book series for children.#and at the time it felt like maybe I did hang on a little longer than I could have and was a little later than some people and figuring out#my feelings and moving on from the whole thing. but it was still fucking years ago. and you’re still here?#because you like the color of the wallpaper in this shitty rotten broken down tacked on room? because we used to spend time there together?#buddy the room was giving us lead poisoning the whole time and the rest of us have accepted that and we are all outside doing other things.#you will find connection and community in so many places in your life. I promise. get the fuck out of that terrible awful room#and for gods sake stop bring out handfuls of mold you found under the floorboards and shoving it in our faces#nobody fucking wants this. we did it. we’re done.#so yeah I think I have an extra level of disdain because I know from personal experience that it’s not *that* fucking hard to care more#about real life trans people than about antisemitic children’s books.
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bunnihearted · 3 months ago
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#today i thought about this a lot because#it was a veryyyy bad day noise wise#it goes up and down even if im generally easily disturbed by noise#but sometimes i feel more ok with it and can cope somewhat#but some days it is just extra bad and it is physically painful and im constantly stressed#today was one of those days where i almost just broke down and started screaming and crying#i managed not to. but god my upper body hurts a lot bc i get so tense and i cannot relax#all the CONSTANT noise is so painful lol#so yes i thought about it a lot today bc i was doing bad and i realized.. even if i already know#how like.. amazing it is that i can feel such a way .. and that in this existence a safe space for me does exist#his voice just does smth to me on metaphysical (is that the word?) and undescribable levels. it just /reaches/ me#it's so cool that i have physical reactions to just hearing the sound of his voice? i feel my heartbeat slow and my body relaxes and im like#idk how to explain but i feel soothed to my bones and my soul feels cradled. it's like his voice just erases everything else#i just think that is so amazing? like how can that be? how can i experience all of this inside of my existence?#im just in awe of how that can work. how this person's voice has such effects on my being. how it makes my hyper stressed body just feel#okay and calm and soft when i exist in the space of hearing his voice..#maybe i sound crazy :$ .. but thats just how i feel. like today when i was on a walk..#and omg it was noise overload it was crazy i felt my entire neck and throat and shoulders hurt so bad and i wanted to scream and rip my#hair out. i just kept imagining his voice and wanting to just be in that space and soothed state my body enters his voice alone puts me in#im not sure if thats weird or bad of me.. :c but thats just what happens!!! and selfishly i crave it!! i'd never be demanding or forceful#i have more than i couldve ever dreamed or asked for. i can listen and breathe and be ok. and i can imagine his voice too..#soft fluffy cloud that envelopes me.. maybe i *am* crazy or too intense but its just the truth#and ig what im trying to say it is that im infinitely thankful & grateful for this. that i can have felt this. & know it exists like wow??
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bigweldindustries · 3 months ago
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got my hands on a flac file of pendulum's napalm and am listening to it through the entirety of my personal hifi system and I could cry and/or bust the fattest fucking nut rn
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theartinmyheart · 3 months ago
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eeunwoo · 1 year ago
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letbuckfuck · 7 months ago
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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much#it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with#i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown#friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any#close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it#would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely#i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with#other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too!#it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes#it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know#like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk#to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that#i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that#it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have#more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i#don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so#they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine#wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine#and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom#which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn#anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed#i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight#shut up hanna
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novelmonger · 1 year ago
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I feel like all of my time is being stolen away these days because we're remodeling the bathrooms. It doesn't actually require much of me at all, but somehow just having workers in the house and not always knowing where they're going to be and when makes me feel on edge all day. And somehow that precludes me from getting anything done, apparently.
Anyway, I've gotten to chapter 12 of 35 in my punctuation textbook. I was planning to put in a few solid hours of work today, but I didn't do any at all, and I'm not entirely sure why. Feeling rather discouraged, even though a large chunk of the time I spent not doing homework was spent on writing and brainstorming, so it's not like I wasn't being productive. Just productive in a different area than I was expecting. And everything seems to take five times longer than I realize it will.
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perilegs · 11 months ago
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ok but has a man ever told you you have a dainty rook piercing area? i don't think so 😌
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therosevest · 1 year ago
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guys i really dont think i have it in me today.
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halinski · 1 year ago
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krynutsreal · 1 year ago
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one day when I get the confidence I will draw myself with mondo except it will not have the same energy as the drawing I did with taka and I
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gatheryepens · 1 year ago
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Week 2 of exams done one more week babyyyy ;)
#in one more week I’ll be done and chilling ;)#so updates#paper 1 chem was really nice#ocr a is being really nice year which is great to hear#BUT#they only gave one sheet of extra paper in the back#my guy at least put two 😭😭#I had to use the extra paper that is very fancy 🎩#but I’m hopping I did the added writing correctly#but finished the paper with quite a bit of time to spare to check#someone also asked me a question before the exam and I felt so smart like thanks for putting your trust into me 😭😭#maths paper 2 was rough ngl#probably my least favourite exam so far#I ran out of time which isn’t great but looking at it positively and hoping the stuff I was able to answer is all correct#tbh I didn’t have loads of question left which is good#and bio paper 2 which was today#I was really hyped with energy for no reason but it also was a pretty nice paper#once again ocr proving to be the superior exam board#I had probably the most amount of time left one this one and the 6 markers were also really nice one was a gap fill#which I wish was just asking to actually write the process because it’s easier to visualise in my own words#but like before the exam I was giving a quick overview on some stuff to people which didn’t come up which I’m sad about#since the topic is really nice#also one of the invigilator took her shoes off in exam and whenever you’d put your hand up she’d be like put them back on and it was funny#I also was sat at the front and put my hand up and the invigilators were stood like two desks down talking and didn’t see me and I’m like 🙃#gatherrambles#gatherbeingstudious#gatherstudies#g/alevels#also I’m ill rip :/#which affect my studying motivation :(
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orcelito · 1 year ago
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Aw fuck I just remembered everything that happened at work today
I better get a DAMNNNN good raise after all this lmao
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