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Eddie Dear Headcanon!
Eddie would Love the lego flower sets. They're so pretty and and putting them together is fun!
He'd show them off to Frank all excited and Frank would like them too I think :)
#eddie decorates the post office with them :)#i just think he'd have a good time building them#even if they're complex i dont see him stressing to too much#if it gets to a certain point he'll step away and take a breather 😌#maybe he could invite Frank to help :)#welcome home#eddie dear#frank frankly#dizztalkstoomuch#welcome home headcanons#tbh i want one of these lego sets#i think they're so pretty#but i dont have the space sobs
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"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/"#i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want#but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care#i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now#i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit#i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do.#there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know#i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW.#i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends...#btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines#i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words#to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court#anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him#why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it?#they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out#way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone.#the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames?#something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey#I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now
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"impure regression" it's therapy, impurity came free with your xbox
#while there isnt a right or wrong way to experience age regression#i will say it defeats the purpose if youre not allowing yourself to feel negative emotions#youre nurturing a safe space for yourself!!! you can be sad or angry. sob throw a fit be sensitive over meaningless things thats the point#regardless of if its a trauma response or a way to destress#if its involuntary or not#its for you. you should feel comfortable#idk i just despise the phrases pure and impure regression#i think people fail to recognize that most people experience age regression#“healing my inner child by buying a barbie i wanted when i was 8”#“making myself feel content by caring for my children the way i wouldve wanted to be”#“my hair got messed up today and suddenly i was 14 again”#“i drank a coke for the first time in years and felt like i was 23 again”#like age regression is such#a normal thing#whether its utilized as therapy or not#i feel like things like agereblr and ageregram or whatever have like#dilluted what it means? i guess#i dont know im yapping#merkitty babbles#sfw interaction only#age regression#inner child healing#sfw agere#agere#safe agere#sfw#age dreaming#agedre
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Sora, who has murdered people and then laughed about it (maleficent, shan yu, floatsom and jetsum, sinking several ships of actual humans in the Caribbean though to be fair this one IS kh3) when grabbed by two people lightly on the shoulders: this is so unfriendly!
#listen i know that dream drop fed us sorikus a literal snow white narrative complete with a paopu fruit bearing rainbow keyblade#but was it worth it? was it worth it?#i think we could have kept thriving with just ''its riku! i looked everywhere for you!'' on his knees sobbing while he awkwardly dodges hug#from literally everyone else#we were doing fine without the gayblade#and i blame 3D for the lack of sora's love of murder in kh3#and for other lines which have sora come across as dumb instead of just distractable#cough i dont computer cough#sora you fly a fucking space ship regularly#what the fuck do you mean you dont computer#if you didnt computer then you donald and goofy would be fucking dead by now#sora#bad quotes bracket#regularpat#also before anyone comes in here saying that was Roxas's anger 1) sora is called angry several times in the kh1 manga and in recom itself#2) its both Roxas and Sora's anger combining. Don't forget the mental state sora is in in kh2. He doesnt know if RIku is alive; ppl keep#calling him Roxas; he just woke up and his memories are a fucking mess still; and then Kairi gets kidnapped#sora's infamous kh2 murder spree is mostly him for the non org members#then roxas' anger helps out once he starts taking out nobodies
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#zevie plays hsr#HEJSNDNMDD WHERE DO I START#THIS WAS MY FAV LIL PLANET ARC THING#i loved the dream stuff i loved all the people i met!!!!!!!!#ROBIN IS SO CUTE IM HAPPY I GOT HER NOW THAT IVE MET HER#robin you are so amazing#I WAS SO HAPPY THAT EVERYONE WAS HERE#welt Dan heng himeko march and stelle ?!?!? EVERYONE!!!!! i loved how big the group was hsjdkckck omg#boothill black swan acheron firefly (blade was ? there ? kind of ? he drove her?) BUT YOU KNOW!!!!#so many people!!!!!#sunday#i have thoughts about sunday but im in no head space to even try to articulate them#HEJSNNDND#OMG#IT WAS GOOD#aventurine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my fav character so far!!!!!!!!!! i love his backstory so bad#the scene where the other aventurine was exposing his personality shejdjjsnd that’s when i was like mhm mhm!!! great guy love that sm#BABY AVENTURINE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!#love his character so bad but again not in a space to try and say anything that isn’t keyboard spam rn#HEY#YOU KNOW#I WAS CRYING WHEN ROBIN HUGGED SUNDAY#UTS OKAY THAT IM SOBBING RIGHT?#I WAS FULL ON ‘😭😭😭’#SNIFFLE#clockie you’re so cute#I DONT WANNA LEAVE PENACONY#this was so fun
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I MUST SPEAK OF MY HAL AND AM GIJINKAS.
#pookies why do you think my asks are always open#i lov rambling#speaking of whihc#kib rambles#SOBS#hal 9000#allied mastercomputer#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#2001 a space odyssey#2001 aso#im completely mental#what being insane does to a mfer#if i was more insane i would post my rambles of them anywaye but i dont want to#unless someone asks.... ofc.......#this goes for that HAM post a while back aswell
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me when i plan out a sweater in tunisian crochet in a faux knit stitch (bc i dont know how to knit but love the look of knit color work) at a certain size from my gauge swatch but i decide tunisian crochet is too hard so i just actually learn how to knit instead. and have to redesign my sweater pattern at a different size bc the stitch sizes are completely different on the gauge swatches from tunisian crochet knit st to actual knit. anyways. bye forever
#RRAAAHHHHH FIBER ARTS DILEMMAS!!!!!!#just kidding it’s fine#cro talks#knit#crochet#AND. knit ends up being a lot thinner than the tunisian knit stitch. so it’ll be a more comfortable sweater tbh#but this is about my brain/sciencecore sweater. sobs and throws up#but its ok i realized i had more repeating motifs i wanted to include besides just DNA and test tubes. like lightning! and more#and i think knit gives me more space to work#also the reason tunisian crochet was too hard is that A) i dont have a tunisian crochet hook so i had to improv one out of straws and duct—#tape. and it was not very good.#and and color work is generally harder in tunisian crochet#but i literally didnt know how to knit until 2 days ago when i decided i could do it. and then i did it
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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!
#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again#pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji#but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i#suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their#mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y#idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and#flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone#forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont#mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik#is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and#since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH#wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig#i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction#+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like#on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs#significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i#a restaurant or something#Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse#who is To be honest rather bare minimum#normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST#woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that
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#ok. this is the fucking bullshit thing abt grad school. u go to fucking grad school bc u r a fucking tryhard nerd freak#who is either naturally very smart or ur so fucking anxious u r incapable of allowing urself to get a bad grad#and then u go to fucking grad school and everyone's like: man fuck ur classes. if youre getting streight As then u aren't focusing on ur#research. and theyre right. but u still cant fucking let go of the idea that if u get a bad grad the world is gonna fucking end and u r a#bad person. u didnt try hard enough. all this to say i have a final project that i put way too much energy into and not even in a good way#i would just open the document. start sobbing. and then close it and spiral abt how i didn't want to work on it. so its bullshit#i mean. its a good project idea ans i probably sound like i kno wtf im talking abt bc i do. i worked on that topic for 4 years but like#i could make it wayyyyy better. its bullshit. i didnt even number the citations to give more page space. i made section headers. i didnt#wrap text. i could add like 4 more lines of text if i wanted but i think im not gotta bc fuck it. ugh. i dont even. i fucking avoide#stochastic stuff altogether which i kno im gonna have to fight abt but like fuck it who cares abt randomness. i just wanna focus on the#predictably aspect of community composition. fuck u. i shouldnt have picked this topic. i mean. i had to bc its like the one microbe thing#i could do but its also like the exact topic that makes me wanna rip my hair out and start screaming. like jesus christ who tf cares? ugh.#i think id give myself a B if it was an undergrad class. but the standard is higher in an all grad class. ugh. i hate this. i should just#send it abd be done. i dont even kno when its due tomorrow. before class i guess. idk i felt like garbage today. fucking vertigo bby. i feel#ok now tho. so maybe the allergic reacting is over???? fingers r still arthritisy tho. jesus. im falling apart#ive got a pretty good sounding excuse for being lazy tho: owo i had an allergic reaction to my antidepressants 🥳 but nah no excuses we run#this body into the ground. like the good old days.#unrelated
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im going to cry i love animals so much
#dogs and their little snoots and the way they paw at you their eyes their teeth their ears the way they trot someimts#have you guys ever seen sparrows bathing in water its the mist beautifult hing ever i fukcifn love sparrpws and crows theyre so smart#so annoying but so smart#dont even get me started on cats i will not shut up#their little teeth taht stick oit the space betwwentheir forehead name a more kissable space their noses the way they srunch their noses g#d their big beautiful eyes they look at you hwen you pspspsp them theyre so adorable their paws their little toe beans the way they flick t#their ears im sobbing i love cats i want one
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Im kind of feeling like i can't take it anymore
#vent#bad sad sleep-deprived and mentally ill#i am currently crying myself to sleep just fucking sobbing because everything hurts#my brain is failing me my body us failing me#i dont know what to do with myself#so many things are happening so many things hurt and i have no body to talk to#i have never felt so utterly alone#i hate myself for even writing this because i feel so pathetic and as if im just whining for attention#because i probably am#some lame ass cry for help because i really don't know how to function at this point#truly i am just so fucking alone#and there is just so much that is happening and i cant share it with anyone so it just all stays in my stupid brain and#probably makes me more mentally ill or smth#and for however long all i do is keep myself from crying during the day bc i cant let my family catch me having mental breakdowns#yet i have all of these painful thoughts that are plaguing my mind all the fucking time#i am just so so tired#and i keep thinking about death and it's so fucking scary#i just wish i wasn't myself and i had a different brain i could be better than this because maybe then i would be fine#at home im in toxic hell#in online spaces i have no one actually close to me#in my brain i have horrible thoughts and hardcore daydreaming distactions that dont fix anything#in my course i think im not doing well enough and im scare dthat my the end of it im still going to be a useless unemployed moron#on my silly blog i think if i dont make content i have no value and ehatever i make is not even that good or interesting#so i better cover it up with quantity but i dont have time or ability to do so#which again makes me into a fucking Nothing#god my head hurts so much#that's what u get for wailing at 4 am#anyways i am doing horrible and i can't take it anymore truly reaching my fucking limit#all my fault tho so ☺#delete later and if someone actually reads it Um sorry for this i am hashtag unwell 😋💫
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literally insane thinking ab tate just with a little hole in the ground that he has just like. A blanket and a box of trinkets in. his little safe place he can hide and not be found. like tiny closet sized not big at all. thinking ab how its a tight squeeze even when hes a teenager but esp as an adult if he ever has to hide in it again
#tatum: headcanons.#resisting the urge 2 say it's basically grave sized#haha actually. actually i have a very bad thought#like i just. i just dont think it would be out of character for his father to make him 'dig his own grave'#tate sobbing digging this hole spending hours and hours digging just for his dad to forget ab it 2 days later bc he was drunk enough#throwing garbage into it which eventually overflows and becomes The Pile#tate clearing out the hole and turning it into his safe space#mhm#it hurts more if it was originally meant 2 be a grave
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crying in the club toniteeeee
#HI. DONT LOOK AT ME IM HAVING FEELING THIS MEAT SUIT ISNT MADE TO HANDLE#just one of the many downfalls of being “human”#whatever the fuck that even means ARHGGRHRG#its midnight so it means “i need to be an incpmprehensible mass among the stars” hours have begun#but alas the best i have is my bed. cant even survive in outer space w this body this is ridiculous#i long to be built like a tardigrade#iykyk#missing my claws so much. i need them back. please :(#and where are the other eyes im supposed to have. WHERE. how do they expect me to see with only 2. HOW.#arhggggmghgh SOBBING#i think i looked at my reflection for too long today and it set off a chain of events#chess shh#i am like fully genuinely angry dont hmu
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#suddenly remembered before all of this i put my only pair of bedsheets in the dryer#like. 5 hours ago.#ran down there and they were on the grimey ass floor. which#IS ON ME.#but. did i also have one of the worst sobbing shaking breakdowns ive had in years? IN A PUBLIC SPACE?#yeah. yeah i did. unfortuantely.#LITERALLY CANT DO A SINGLE THING RIGHT. WORHTLESS ASS BEHAVIOR.#dont deserve the body i inhabit#people are literally DYING and im just. making Messes.#vent#delete later
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I truly consider steven universe to be a historical landmark of not only animation and tv history but also queer history and it baffles me that this isnt as common of a consideration as i thought
#THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO THINK SHE RA IS MORE CULTURAL SIGNIFICANT THAN STEVEN UNIVERSE??????#IMEAN- YEAH SHE RA WAS GREAT AND DESERVES RECOGNITION BUT NO WAY IS IT ON THE SAME BAR AS STEVEN FUCKING UNIVERSE RIGHT?#I THOUGHT THAT WAS A NORMAL AND COMMON OPINION?????#steven universe is a fucking cultural historical and artistic LEGEND why dont we treat it like that??????#you dont have to like the show but you have to recognize its cultural significance especially in queer spaces#it ended poorly because the network fucked it over yall know this right?#steven universe#this shit makes me sob
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If you'd have just kept walkin'/And we'd never got to talkin'/I could go on existin'/Not knowin' what I was missin'But you set the bar for this stubborn heart
a current yet future playlist for andy and mason.
i atlantis by noah gunderson, phoebe bridgers | ii�� strawberries & cigarettes by troye sivan | iii eyes off you by PRETTYMUCH | iv i ain’t ever loved no one like that by donovan woods, tenille townes | v stuck with u (acoustic cover) by adam christopher, paige maren | vi the few things by jp saxe | vii i walk the line by halsey | viii i like me better by lauv | ix second changes by gregory alan isakov
a ship fanmix for twc by @seraphinitegames
#cigarette cw#twc: andy yasar#agent mason#andy x mason#grapecase fanmixes#they're not there yet but they will be. soon. and then i will laugh.#a clowns playlist for andy and mason#smoking cw#i have so many feelings about how these songs dont apply yet but they really do#the way these two already make SPACE for each other#and that -- was already the death knell. the first and last nail#/sobs#i know the story will never allow them to share a cigarette but that's what headcanons are for#day dreaming about the intimate rituals#twc
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