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gyuswhore · 10 months

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woke up with a raging headache, ate a donut for breakfast, got into a pissy fight with my mom while my dad spectated, ate lunch 7 PM and I'm now on my second donut as i beg the lord to give me motivation to write

#i wanna write it #but i cant bring myself to do it #em.talks

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dreamsy990 · 1 year

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i cannot do art properly. if a drawing i post isnt colored theres a 100% chance i didnt sketch fucking anything. i refuse to learn anatomy ill fuck about and find out eventually. reference? whos she? i literally dont know what im doing and the fact that i come out with something that isnt entirely trash is really shocking

#none of this is like. a brag i hate that im like this #idk if it came off that way #but like. i wish i could do this normally #like i see people being like 'you should do studies' 'you need to learn anatomy' and like #i should #i should do those things #but i cant bring myself to do it #idk #stale pepsi water #this is like half a vent

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araneol · 8 months

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How can you motivate yourself to eat?

#like I know I should #but I cant bring myself to do it #pls give tipsss #ed recovery #tw restrictive ed #tw ed relapse #recovery is hard :(((

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obsob · 9 months

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oooooooooough i love you i love you i love you!!!! hand in loving hand !!!!!!

#mine #cats #i was like losing it over th colouring yesterday like this SUCKS and then looked at it 2day n was like. anyway #ive been unstoppable since ive figured out how 2 do glowy things #me n my partner went ice skating this evening !! so so fun #i love how girls will just peacefully hang out in the centre ice doing spins n boys will fast and furious skate around at 100mph #like we dont need to be doing all that #as soon as i see a boy w hockey skates enter the ice i am now leaving the ice #anyway....i got a slightly dubious fantasy audiobook 2day we will....see...how it is #whenever i read a fantasy book written by a man my hackles are up i am scenting the air i am growling #have i finished assassins fate u ask.....no :3 #its been sitting at 30% for like 4 months i cant bring myself 2 read more KJBDSSK #there is like so much book left. so much that can go wrong #i will finish it soon i prommy i prommy...n then listen 2 th tawny man audiobooks :3 #ngl this fitz n fool trilogy isnt super doing it 4 me im not finding it as Invigorating for sm reason #still good !! but def my least fave of th three trilogies #anyway. i am going 2 bed

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icewindandboringhorror · 25 days

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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?

*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)

*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)

(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )

(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)

#polls #tumblr polls #I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup #the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli #section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff #so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just #blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most #neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol #I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me #but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T #I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee #person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times #But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol #And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly #When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one #sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it #Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something #Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and #coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single #coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to #have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus #make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as #possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get #to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol

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jinstronaut · 17 days

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a taehyung a week until he's released ♥

week 14/52 for @aprylynn ♥

+ bonus

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vodid · 2 months

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zero's pressure

#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything #and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure #i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution #because of yourself #i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time #what CAN i do?#vent #just some adhd things #and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management #sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig #i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me #anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought

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catwallace · 9 days

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cat wallace from blom's recent twitch streams has possessed me body and soul

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#i thought abt @ing him but i. cant bring myself to do it #scott pilgrim #cat wallace #wallace wells #scollace #my draws

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clefablepb · 1 month

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kinda old fern n finn n jake art i've never posted for some reason? :P get robloxed idiot

#i actually know the reason lol. i wanted to draw a buncha these and post them all at once #BUT I GIVE UP. these r so old especially the top one and if i make more the difference will be much more noticeable me thinks #not like i've improved. i barelyyy draw anymore even tho I WANNA DRAW. I LIKE IT. WHY CANT I JUST. DRAW.#i wanna practice more and draw more and get better but i cant bring myself to do ittttt im so mad #adventure time #fern the human #finn the human #jake the dog #fern mertens #finn mertens #roblox screenshots #my silly art #shitpost

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mxrtified777 · 5 months

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unfortunately i got sick right before the weekend, so now my freetime that would normally be poured into creating art is being used for sleeping and being angry at God; i did manage to scribble out a revised outfit design for MH ryou, though. guy that looks like he volunteers at the library every week

#not happy with the drawing itself but im pleased with the outfit #my art #yugioh #yugioh fanart #ryou bakura #monster high au 2 electric boogaloo #still working on a tkb outfit. this is technically a highschool au but i cannot for the life of me draw tkb in any kind of modern outfit #it just. it just doesnt belong on him #i cant bring myself to draw him wearing pants. i just cant #or with any kind of form fitting shirt. hell any form fitting clothing at all #also tried to give malik an outfit that doesnt include cargo pants. that felt weird. im probably going to change that #how do i make mummy themed cargo pants. pinterest save me #stfu chris #doodles

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blueskingdom · 8 months

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screw the leafs have auston’s side profile instead