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happy points (more will be added probably)
i feel much more connected to a friend of mine bc of a rlly good conversation we had (so lucky to have them)
I SPAMMED FRIENDS ABT PRECURE! the tism trauma is healing watch me become unhinged abt the things i love
im feeling good abt myself today
#mine#happy points#the spams and the interests are extremely sensitive to me#like im still pretty terrible at launching on tirades abt the shit i deeply love#i still have a lot of shame abt engaging in my own interests - how fucked up is that?#and i dont think mr man helped#a lot of my issues were heightened after that#but im really trying#im not letting that shit hold me back anymore#im tired of being depressed#i finally found friends who care abt me#who are like family to me#i want to trust them so bad#and ill do my absolute best to do so#funny thing is im sorta falling in love with one of them#clown behavior i know - neither of us are ready in any way or shape for sth like that#but i can wait and dream#and relish in the connection we are building as friends
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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#dream blunt rotation and then those two are in bisexual jail or something idfk#this is what happens when i remember i can draw whatever i want#shitposting#wait no bong rotation my bad
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you're stuck to the ground you have to stay 💭
#homestuck#jade harley#hs#hs jade#homestuck jade#scribbles#i was rereading act 3 and thinking about prospitian cloud visions#and jade seeing memories of her friends she cant reach#and inevitably having to condemn herself to isolation so they can continue to form memories with each other ...#i cannot remember but i dont think she could even access the dream bubbles with them#cannot be with them cannot dream with them#just watching waiting#dreaming. always dreaming#hrrrnnmmm (minecraft villager noise)
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Also have another “first words spoken to you are on your skin” soulmate AU idea where Kara is a journalist assigned to shadow the controversial CEO of L-Corp for the day. It’s a big deal for her to get this assignment, so of course she trips the second she’s near the other woman and tries awkwardly to redeem herself.
The CEO stares at her almost in shock, and then says nothing. At all. Ever, for the entire day.
Kara spends hours following Lena Luthor around trying to fill the silence, but no amount of questions get her to talk. Lena almost seems to be running away at some points - like she’s trying to lose her? - and the few times she’s managed to catch her actually talking to someone she goes silent the second she sees Kara.
She asks around if Miss Luthor is usually like this and everyone looks at her like she’s crazy. Apparently she’s the only one who gets the silent treatment. By the end of her first day shadowing she’s walking away with half a page of observations and not a single quote. Miss Grant is going to kill her.
But that’s okay. It’s fine, this isn’t over. She has four days of shadowing ahead of her and she’ll be damned if she doesn’t finish this with a quote from the woman herself. It’s only a matter of time.
#what if you were an over stressed billionaire who feels like your existence must be a constant apology for the sins of your family#and you’re about to be followed around and studied by some no named baby reporter sent from a fashion magazine#you’re battling the migraine of a century you have five crises to settle all at once and also that baby reporter just said your words#the ones you’ve carried for the last decade - the ones you’ve feared and hoped for ever since#and it’s wonderful probably - this is what people dream of - but the problem is you just don’t have time for this#you can’t have your big soulmate moment#not right now. definitely not with this reporter. it’s not the right time#so I guess those words will just have to wait until it is time#if you can someone manage to resist. it’ll be hard#she does seem like someone it’d be really easy to talk to after all#good luck to you both#soulmate AU#Supercorp#fun shenanigan that I shan’t be writing#mine
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I’M LEGIT TEARING UP RIGHT NOW 🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭
MY BOIS ARE BACK THE MARIO AND LUIGI RPGS ARE BACK OMG I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS RN 😭😭😭
#AFTER ALL THESE YEARS OF WORRYING THE RPG DIED WITH ALPHADREAM#IT’S BACK#AND IT’S A NEW GAME TOO 😭😭#ALL THE BELOVED RPGS ARE MAKING A RETURN#WE HAD SUPER MARIO RPG#WE HAD PAPER MARIO TTYD#NOW WE HAVE THIS#CAN SOMEBODY PINCH ME#I NEED TO MAKE SURE I’M NOT DREAMING#WHAT A FREAKING TIME TO BE A MARIO FAN#…*whew*#now I have extra motivation to finish replaying Bowser’s Inside Story and finally play Dream Team and Paper Jam#I am SO glad releases like this are gonna help keep my Mario hyperfixation alive as we wait for the movie sequel#mario and luigi#mario#luigi#nintendo direct
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damn, you know who I'd have liked to see have a go at the Toymaker?? Jack Harkness. That would've been fun. The Toymaker couldn't kill him, Jack wouldn't respect him (he'd cheat, obviously), and it'd have been a whole thing. :'D
#Dw 60th#Doctor Who#The Toymaker#Jack Harkness#i know Jack isnt The One Who Waits that the Toymaker was referring to (even though he fits the bill) but damn a girl can dream
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EVERYONE GIVE ME SPACE IM MANIFESTING
#spider-man#across the spiderverse#miles morales#miguel o'hara#spiderverse#peter b parker#gwen stacy#fanart#my draws#i'll love anything this movie gives me bc i love miguel HOWEVER#him becoming miles' second dad would be everything i dreamed of and more#thanks for coming to my talk#wait sorry THIRD dad i forgor he literally already has a dad HAHAHAHAHA#miles can have three dads. as a treat
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Yeah, you know what I don't have a caption for this.
#i physically cannot wait for dream productions tomorrow though!!!#i need some movie night emotion yuri...sigh#but i'm also really jazzed for the mind workers as well because they look so fun!!!#inside out#inside out dream productions#inside out fanart#paula persimmon#xeni#can you kinda tell that i've never made an attempt to draw the mind workers before LMAO#val art
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You think this will be THE last update for book 7.. or will there be more chapters q-q. (I'm totally not desperate for book 8 HAHHA)
I think we're gonna get at least one more chapter where we wrap back around to the Diasomnia boys (I have THEORIES!!!!), but I think 13 will probably be the last one! maybe also 14 as a short epilogue/setup for episode 8, depending on where they cut after we deal with Malleus. we are definitely approaching the endgame though! ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ the party is almost assembled...the light is at the end of the tunnel...it is almost time to go throw pies into Tsunotarou's silly face until he comes to his senses...
(disclaimer since I don't think they've actually officially confirmed that there's going to be an episode 8, that this is of course just me assuming that Grim's arc/whatever's going on with Crowley probably/various other wrapups are going to be a separate episode, and aren't gonna be folded into the absolute beast that has been episode 7. BUT it does make for a nice break point and makes sense thematically with Ramshackle being, like, the semi-official 8th dorm and all, so I think it's a pretty safe bet at this point!)
#twisted wonderland#joseimuke games are serious business#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers#mostly because i'm gonna talk about spoilers at least#the dream chapters have all been pretty solidly focused on their respective dorms so far#so i figure this friday will be riddle's dream + a little extra bit at the end where they talk about what comes next/hook for 13#and then we go back into waiting mode#i do genuinely try not to speculate TOO much because i don't want to get too caught up in my own expectations#but my theory at this point is that silver is going to get lured back into dreams somehow so we can get silver dream + story card#(or at LEAST the diadorm reruns. i will not believe 7 is ending until we get those.)#and even if i'm wrong about that we still need the closure between him and lilia + mal's arc to be wrapped up#presumably malleus will also have a moment where he's like 'actually. heck this. (pulls out a gun and shoots his phantom)'#(not to mention grim has to eat a rock again)#but yeah anyway i think all the diasomnia stuff is gonna need its own chapter#so i'm more like...are they gonna cut it right after we fix mal or will 13 be the entire ending to 7#my other based-on-nothing theory is that they might be trying to time the end of 7 to be around the fifth anniversary in march#(...which actually feels less likely now that the february schedule's out but HEY it ain't disproven til it's disproven)#i think chances are good we'll start getting 13 in march at least so hopefully we'll have a better idea once that starts#i am mentally preparing for the fifth anniversary to be where they unveil episode 7: the squeakquel
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oh bartender! one Stanford era Sam winchester night of self discovery please !!! and yeah sure make it unrecognizable as spn fanart thank you
#this was based on a dream I had a veery long time ago where jess introduces Sam to the local punk scene#bc idk that woman just has friend everywhere I'm sure of it#and Sam finally finds out what it's like to be allowed (and even encouraged) to take up space. Violently.#no freaks here#just passion and autonomy and music so loud he's going to develop tinnitus.#very self indulgent but i was waiting on election results (rip) so i think it can be excused#supernatural fanart#Sam winchester#stanford era sam winchester#punica granatum#this is a 1/? chapter situation bc i have many ideas similar to this for him but idk if I'll ever get to them godbless#spn fanart
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Lackadaisy Enrichment
#in our enclosures!!#video linked as source; which i'm glad to see already has a million views and is trending. That's Right#lackadaisy#WHICH i have been reading since at least '07 when i was thirteen my god b/c this animation is based on the ongoing webcomic#like does its influence show up Directly in some Discrete way i can point to in my art? not very easily probably. And Yet.#the inspiration....i wasn't able to be Regularly Only for at least another year / art done Nonprofessionally Online was novel to me#like wow ppl can make & post fanart of w/e they love huh....didn't know webcomics were a thing & i never really read that many since but.#good god the quality of Lackadaisy at its onset is like this is superb?? this person putting in all their talent and effort???#and Then you get years & years more art and i don't even know what superlatives to throw out abt its quality as it evolves. obsessed w/it..#if i see a new lackadaisy comic page i Will be acting out. obviously this animation is a delight & also stunning. and fascinating to also#juxtapose as a Translation / Interpretation of the comic in a different medium & standalone snippet of Story#and that we're not even quite there in the comic timeline; Taking Notes abt character info we get distilledly here....genuinely love like#take it back to '07 i'm like oh boy can't wait for the dream team to assemble. then a decade later when it did? Oh Boy. that is payoff lol#namely hooray for stitches and mudbug at the field office for every passing gangster. killing one marigold associate but not the other#which seems like a promising start to shootouts w/the other dream team triumvirate. i adore that in canon so far mordecai freckle & rocky#have met but only over a nice brunch. re: all intentions anyways. anyways i'm like Gifs Must Be Made while i'm also so riled afresh abt the#comic that i've been sooo hype for for over fifteen yrs now babeyyy Deservedly. i've done a couple of rereads & ought to do another....#For Interest it'd probably take a few sittings to catch up from the start but there is much to be engaged over....this ongoing story that's#historical fiction prohibition bootlegging cats with plenty of focus on characters & several Mysteries. which i'm better at parsing now lol#like one of the more recent rereads like Oh Of Course x (probably) accidentally killed his y & z took the fall & that's a binding secret...#Not [oh of course] abt the circumstances surrounding a's death & how b & c were involved. nor the ''what's marigold's damage'' mystery#which is great. love to not know things. love that we can readily follow all the emergent drama everyone's wading in nowadays. hell yeah#anyways admire my organized approach to gifs here. four shots each Expressions Atmosphere Action Groupshots#sure might've muddled through gifmaking for this anyways but fr being a huge lackadaisy comic enjoyer for now most of my life helps#and its very Overall Inspiration like. just really getting the [you can really just draw stuff out here] going. fr the art's detail & skill#and that enrichment like i'm gonna have a great time following this. And I Have#you don't expect a crowdfunded indie animation in the mix back then but hell yeah fellas#SIGH ok removing a 4th gif that's broken / not displayed despite reuploading then entirely remaking it. if it's a bug i'll try again later
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Hot bath
Dream: is.. a cold hose... abnormal?
Hob: ... HOW cold?....
Bonus:
Dream's been clean for awhile. But Hob just keeps pouring hot water because he can tell Dream likes it.
#he hasn't had a hot bath from humans#I drew this on august 12th#that's almost 2 months ago#hob and his little step stool so he can reach Dream#horse girl au#GET BATHED IDIOT#dreamling#hob gadling#dream of the endless#monsterfucktoberbingo#Dream: I don't believe it was.. cold enough to freeze... wait....#Hob: I AM GONNA KILL BURGESS#the art tag#centaur#centaurs#webcomic#the sandman
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model-san coords are so inspo to me 😭
#also notice the minimal head wear..#innocent world#egl community#egl fashion#jfashion#where is she now...#i either own these or they're on the top of my wishlist#can you believe this is all from 2009#very specific era in my brain#i want that lace blue dress and cardigan combo so bad#im waiting for the perfect cardigan to pop up on sale though#ill know it when i see it#and that pink dress is my dream dress rn#sorry i always talk in the tags lol#shes wearing the same socks in 3 of these pics damn lol sock chan
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Really stupid doodle a did at work while talking with a coworker. In short, our logic was this "What if Homelander eyes slightly lights up when he gets really excited or similar?" and then this came out lol
We were also talking about cats and how they just stare at you sometimes and there it was also the urge to just pat pat Homelander in the head, so I just mixed everything together lol (don't ask what's the logic, we don't know either 👌��)
#doodle#straight up stupid and nonsensical thing#just because I can#can you image having a mini Homelander just staring at you waiting to get petted?#a dream truly#ngl I missed drawing stupid doodles during work lol#butchlander#billy butcher#homelander#the boys#mangywayway
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Prompt:
Jason learns how to dream walk and terrorizes his family before they become aware of his resurrection.
(it backfires)
#Jason hellbent on making Bruce suffer:#let‘s see how much I can twist your dreams-#Bruce: depressing dreams about weeping over his son‘s dead body#sitting at his grave#fantasizing about killing the joker#of a young Jason screaming at him#jason: wait#hold on#go back#ok ok FINE my dad is suffering enough let’s go for Dickwing-#Dick: similar dreams to Bruce#jason accusing him of not being there for him#telling him to come join him#jason: wait I would NOT ask that of you h my GOD#ok fine let’s see the Replacement-#Tim: abandonment issues and trauma#jason: … goddammit#I need to go back don’t I#prompts#jason todd#batfamily#batfam#dick grayson#bruce wayne#tim drake#fic#red hood#robin#batdad#jason comes home
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