#but i am losing this battle
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everything is going good and great <- boy who is lying
#vent#i just had a pretty severe panic attack about moving home <333#2nd of the night xoxoxo#i am scared to go to sleep bc then it’s one day closer to moving out xoxoxo#can’t believe my life just ends on the 24th of june#sorry 4 the struggle posting rn it is just Quite Difficult#i am coming to terms a little bit with the reality of my mom perhaps having some narcissistic behaviours that might be impacting me a lot#i am not using that term lightly this has been heavily discussed with my therapist of 2 years#i’ve tried to be so practical and positive about this move and i’m trying to like#respect the grief of everything i’m losing while not letting myself get out of control about it#but i am losing this battle#i do feel sooo out of control#leeds i’m going to miss you so terribly#it will be okay btw it’s just going to be a tough year ahead i think
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Slovak Miku!
#hatsune miku#watercolour art#ťumbľr#čumblr#czsk#ert#for anyone curious this is kroj from veľké kostoľany#western slovak folk dress simply doesnt get enough love and I am Here to change that#the colours are a bit off I hope its not too ugly orz I am losing my battle with transforming traditional art to digital for posting#i dont think Ive actually seen a slovak miku so Im jumping in on the trend 2 days too late to Represent#kinda wanna do other vocaloids in different kroj from other regions too. esp my faves
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Shadow fans,,,, how are we possibly still alive right now like this is absolutely insane
#ALL THIS FOOD????#so funny tho movie shadow leaked on a popcorn bucket and then a toy box#just release the trailer guys c’mon#ANYWAY SONIC X SHADOW GENERATIONS I AM LOSING MY MIND#THE POSTER#SONIC BATTLE ACKNOWLEDGMENT????#LOOK AT MARIA#OMEGA AND ROUGE????#TEAM DARK COMEBACK???#***THREE*** ANIMATED PROLOGUE EPISODES???#I AM GOING INSANE#YEAR OF SHADOW 2024 REIGNS SUPREME#WE ARE EATING THESE LAST FEW MONTHS LETS GO BRO#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations dark beginnings#sonic movie#sonic movie 3#year of shadow
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YEJI // 241102 Hush [Miss A]
#itzy#yeji#formidzy#ggnet#femaleidol#femaleidolsedit#femadolsedit#idolady#ultkpopnetwork#kgoddesses#kpopccc#hwang yeji#yejiedit#itzyedit#fighting a losing battle against the stage lighting as you can see. but i really am not immune to ms hwang yeji.....
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When you need to lie, but you're a good boy.
#Lies of P#lop#neowiz#pinocchio#fanart#comics#interrupting your local d2 art fever for puppet time -- we shall return soon#I'm not done with the game yet so i ain't checking tags#steamrolled this one bc i still wanna do another d2 comic for the weekend#cant lose momentum yet yelp#as i prepare this post i'm stuck on the cathedral boss for two afternoons already#like-- i am having progress with the battle and improving my timing so i guess that's something?#i'm not a souls player -- that's my brother -- but when i doubt myself he pats me and#'nah you are a souls player - you have persistence' and honestly he's not wrong#i'm actually enjoying the learning process of the battle even tho i'm stuck for two afternoons#i mean i spent 37 hours on the demo so at least i am taking my time sdfghjhgfd
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Idk who needs to hear this but time and time again isn't over!!!
Webtoon removed the "time and time again will return!!!" Banner and I don't know why, but it's not over!!! There's still another 1/3 of the comic to go! There's a lot more stuff that I'm working on and it'll be coming back soon!
Please be patient with me, I know it's been a long time... But the stuff I'm making is really good and there's a lot of reasons it's taken this long. I promise I want it back more than anyone.
I'm trying to come back around the end of October. I'm doing my best to get everything ready in time, so no promises, but I'm on track to do so! I'm just one person writing and drawing everything, and my editor was fired so I'm not even getting any notes anymore. It's literally just me. I'm doing my best I promise!
#im so frustrated that banner has been gone#and people think the comic is over because of that#which is reasonable to think#but it... idk#its already an uphill battle to try snd retain audience after a hiatus this long#let alone when webtoon is actively building thr expectation that theres no need to come back...#im so frustrated#every day there is something new with them its so exhausting#this isnt even the thing I've been majorly stressed about this is a fresh new frustration#i feel like they're not just being unhelpful#at this point i feel like theyre actively sabotaging my career.#im not allowed to promote my books#i can't make my links too big so no one can find me#people dont even know i have a patreon#i can't make any announcements on the comic#and now people think th whole thing is over and it isnt!#im so ;_;#im so frustrated and demoralized#and people complete reasonably are losing patience and interest#and. ah... it's fine. like genuinely it is fine.#it will come back soon and i am doing a good job#and everyone who sees it's back will be happy with what ive done#cause it's good. its really good...#but. yeah. idk. webtoon has been actively keeping me down since the beginning and im so over them#I've been so mistreated aysudjejjdjdjdj#i just want to finish the series and go ;_;#taking all my power to not **** ******#just gotta power through and get the fuck out#text post#update
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I can’t stop thinking about Loop. Imagine doing everything, anything, to get out of a traumatic situation but the price is you. Your body is gone, your name is gone, your family doesn’t recognize you, you feel like most of your memories of them are gone too anyway. Suddenly you’re denied your identity. It’s like YOU never existed… and someone else took your place. You, whose biggest fears are forgetting and being forgotten in turn. You, who’s hesitant to change and now you’re forced to. You can’t even really blame anyone else because you did get your wish, right?
It’s explained clearly in the game, but the implications of it just hit me extra hard sometimes. Siffrin is as much of a study of Loop as Loop is of Siffrin. They share(d) their fears too so mal du pays words essentially becoming the truth to Loop is just… 🪨🪨🪨🙁🙁🙁💥💥💥💥
What do you do when all you have is ripped from you, all your worst fears come true, and youre forced to just… come to terms with it?
#isat spoilers#isat loop#2hats spoilers#shaking you by the shoulders#i love siffrin and loop so much#’’wkb’’ consider: i am new and also stupid#yes ive KNOWN but i didint really GET it yk? like how horrifying losing you self is#they make me die#postgame loop makes it hit extra hard bc ppl are partially defined by their experiences#the longer siffrin and loop exist as separate the more they diverge#that must be TERRIFYING. to an extent to both of them#of course they’ll always have many similarities as they started as the same person but like#loop is just despair au siffrin#<- specifying postgame fics that explore loops identity bc canon had them fade out#which i love btw delightful angst i love everyones takes on loop#in stars and time#isat#i think genuinely in Loop’s shoes as someone who’s also hesitant to change: if I didn’t cry 24/7#i’d be clinging into who i was and still want to be in some ways. but as i’d heal i’d probably want to be distinct#like im me and always will be me but i want what i experienced to not be a footnote. i dont want to be a mirror#’’i am who that family loved but im also someone new’’ yk? its so hard to battle with those two opposites of ’’im []’’ & ’’im not YOUR []’
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if anyone else is still a dirk gently fan in 2024 please contact me immediately
#my art#dirk gently's holistic detective agency#dirk gently#todd brotzman#brotzly#artists on tumblr#illustration#i am always in a losing battle in regards to liking relevant and active media </3
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please I'm losing my fucking mind
#listen. it is possible that this is fake#but if it is. they did a very good job holy shit#also this was posted just before people from both Kendrick's and Drake's team called the rap battle 'officially over' in a kinda sus way#anyways I've been mostly reading reddit posts on it (which are very unhinged) bc tumblr people care less#but I am. losing my mind out here I needed to bring this one over#tracking tag#rambling#kendrick lamar#drake#music#current events
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me sending yet another email to a French public service to ask them why they use so many gratuitous English words in a service that's supposed to be non-discriminatory and accessible to everyone in the country
#this time it's about the paris library network which offers new book suggestions every month#and so many of the category titles are in english..... why? all the books are in french#'cosy mystery' 'space opera' 'road trips' 'climate fiction' < all of these were in english#i don't care how widespread some of these phrases are; you are public libraries and the public speaks french#do you really want to discourage people who don't read in english from clicking the links to check out the books?#why are you doing this. i am throwing virtual tomatoes at you#a lot of older people are confused or intimidated by this deluge of english loanwords. fuck them i guess?#and yes i picked napoléon in waterloo because i know this is a losing battle#même à la fnac on voit des intitulés de rayon en anglais alors que le rayon ne contient que des livres français...
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#kirby#firearms#guns#swearing#ask to tag#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#it's a goddamn Day once again#while still recovering from the rest of the week my doctor informed me that it's clinic policy that I can't stay on my prednisone#so I have to either leave the clinic or lose the one med giving me even a desperate tenuous grasp on basic tolerable qol#and then while I was drawing there was some kind of altercation in another building#so now I'm on high alert for that too#also fun fact I have not touched a firearm in 7 1/2 years but I drew that m4 from memory lol#(btw this is a play on 'I am not god's strongest soldier')#(which is a play on 'god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers')#tbh I should've drawn kirby sharpening a knife but this is what we got today
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conceptually the hollow forest is cool and all but someone needed to tell these game designers that “dungeon with unavoidable encounters where the only viable strategy is to prolong the battle for like 10 minutes purely to avoid losing literally all of your mana” is a fucking horrible gameplay experience
#like hey everyone! we took battles that would normally take you maybe 30 seconds and forced you to prolong them indefinitely!#what a fun piece of gameplay am i right???#and you CANT SAVE IN THE DUNGEON EITHERRRR JESUS CHRIST MARIE I JUST WANT THIS TO END ALREADY#hi everyone. if this isn’t the last dungeon in persona 4 i’m going to lose it genuinely#personal#AND THE BATTLES DONT RVEN GIVE YOU A SIGNIFICANY AMOUT OF EXP EITHER. AND NO MONEY. GOD
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HOW ARE WE FEELING PUFFRIES NATION???????????
#bfdia 14 spoilers#bfdia spoilers#I'M LOSING MY MIND#lost my mind so much in fact i stayed up til 4 am working on this#enemies puffries interaction is not what i had on my bingo card for BFDIA 14 but i am LIVING FOR IT!!!!#brb boarding on the enemies to friends to lovers puffries train rn#or at least enemies on Fries side. puffball seemed a lot more heeheehoo throughout their interaction#i hope we get more screentime with them in BFDIA (and if they ever do more IDFB) cos I NEED THAT LORE!!!!!#bfdi#battle for dream island#bfdia#battle for dream island again#puffries#bfdi fries#bfdi puffball#object show community#osc#fanart#fan comic#my art#my comic#artists on tumblr#digital art
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at the beach :p
#i am having a fun art block wish me luck im gonna try to claw my way out#anyway... the kanji for sea in nanamis surname and gojo being symbolized by the sky its canon#i took gojos eye... but i gave him something better... alive nanami#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#if you squint...#its mostly my au where nanami lives and gojo loses an eye in the battle w sukuna#my art#nanago#nanami kento#kento nanami#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#gonana#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart
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Honestly, I don't know what to think now
I know I'm not the best to be around
Wanna die, put me in a coffin
Pop 20 pills, hope nobody stops it
When I die don't act like it's shocking
Gave you all the signs now I'm done talking
#alone#empty and broken#sad girl#sadness#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#i wanna die#i am unwell#trans women are women#trans women#trans woman#I’m losing this battle#I don’t know how much longer I can last#I can’t see the point anymore#sadboyProlific#dying inside#SoundCloud
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I really need Nightwing to be taken away from TT post-haste. I can't take it anymore. This whole dumb ass plot is so nonsensical and relies heavily on everyone in the room losing all sense of logic and reason. If Dick Grayson was any kind of in character this whole plot would have been over before you could say "Heartless fucking sucks." Please god when will the nightmare end
#DC#DC Comics#Tuesday spoilers#Dick Grayson#Nightwing#Robin#Batman#My meta#Anti Tom Taylor#Delete later#I was half laughing half crying all the time losing braincells while reading this#He said he'd make Nightwing fall and he did#Both in terms of character and in terms of the overall quality of the book#Don't tell me that a family of detectives did not see this coming#They're not omniscient sure but ajshdgsjshdgh GAAAAAAAH ITS SO FUCKING BAD#And there's THREE MORE MONTHS OF THIS HELP#I am being tested I know it#They say God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers but I am not strong enough I'll admit it. Please take it away
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