#but i WANT to die
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I feel like giving up. Trying to pay for the things that are necessary to live like food and housing, and failing seems all the more worthless and exhausting when you don't want to live.
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I think I have finally finds the love of my life, I hope so, I really love him but I don't know how to tell him 😔
#disordered eating mention#ana trigger#tw ana shit#tw edd#i wanna be weightless#actually bipolar#borderline blog#bpd things#eating disoder trigger warning#ed bllog#bipolor#ptsd#bpd#pbd#bipolaire#i'm so tired#i dont even know#i love me#but i want to die
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2 years of ups n downs. I was so willing to stick through it and start a life with her. We were so close to living on our own and getting away from other people’s problems. We were finally about to be just us. But her grip was slipping and I was blind. She left me because even though we were together she felt alone. And I ignored all the signs. It’s my fault it’s all over. It’s my fault that I have to fight with myself and my thoughts again. All happened on Christmas….
That was just the start of this year/ the end of last year.
Not to mention I’m now homeless living in my car… fortunately I have a job but it doesn’t pay enough for me to live on my own in an apartment…
My parents kicked me out and hate me.
I lost the love of my life.
I’m afraid I’m going to lose myself.
I want to hold on but it’s so hard alone.
#i don’t want to die#but I want to die#I need mental help#2 years#i fuck everything up#i’m so pathetic
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rules for thee and not for me
#sorry the t/rf thing was like an actual roach infestation so I made a new post and deleted the old one and turned off reblogs#but I didn't want you to be without the og comic so here you go guys#nice fresh and clean#old tags ->#funnies#btw you're allowed to watch the silly sisters and the giggle brothers just keep your morals consistent istg#its very embarrassing when you criticize someone for enjoying something from a problematic creator#whilst openly being a fan of another thing with an awful creator and defending them because you like that thing#really weird hill to die on
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my mom loves to lie and like she always swears she was NEVER homophobic or anything to me as a child “i even have a gay work friend” but a really funny memory resurfaced recently where i asked if i could use birthday money i had to buy a rainbow flag when i was like ??? 7?? because i LOVED rainbows. and she said no that means something Evil and god will hate you . so what did i do. but ask my grandmom for a rainbow sweater for christmas and proceed to only wear that sweater for three years when it got cold because i didnt like the idea that god hated colors and i wanted to challenge him
#id also stare really hard at the sky when i wore it because i wanted to see if he would#acrually strike me with lightning because i thought it would be a cool way to fie#die*** <- and no i didnt realize rainbow = gay for another SIX YEARS#that was AFTER years of g#‘google images girls kissing’#scratchpost#txt
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this place is so fruity!
#ace attorney#my art#franmaya#maya fey#franziska von karma#i rarely make ship art but sometimes I have to or else I will die#maya's japanese text says “AYASATO” (her japanese surname)#and franziska's says “LOVE”#>;3#hope you like these drawings haha I wanted them to be just right!!!!!
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because i could not stop for Death
she kindly stopped for me
#they make me feel sick in the best way possible and i want to die#agatha x rio#agathario#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#marvel#lady death#evgarart#agatha all along fanart
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#real life#girl thoughts#this is what makes us girls#girly blog#hell is a teenage girl#follow this blog for more#girl blogger#girly tumblr#new blogger#born to die#girlhood#this is a girlblog#girl blogging#i love being a girl#girly stuff#tumblr girls#girlblogging#just girly things#im just a girl#my blog#blogging#pink blog#bed rotting#girl rotting#what is life#i hate everything#quoteoftheday#i want to disappear#mentally unstable#hell is a place on earth
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People don't like to admit it bcs cringe or w/e but Homestuck really did revolutionize the webcomic as a storytelling medium and I am endlessly frustrated that before webcomic artists could really stretch our legs fucking webtoonz swooped in, set a new, more restrictive standard, and then monetized and monopolized the ever living fuck out of the concept of The Webcomic until it drove away anyone who couldn't be a professional quality manga artist for free, and now the only webcomics that actually feel like spiritual successors to Homestuck are so obscure they're basically cult classics that you have to beg people to read.
Like it's just so wild to be in high school and see Homestuck be like "we're using like fifteen different artistic mediums to tell this story bcs we can" and be really fucking inspired by that, only to grow up and see basically every webcomic ever have to conform to One Single Standard or fucking perish.
#I decided I wanted to be a comic artist bcs homestuck inspired me#in the sense that it was like “fuck it tell your story however you want to”#and now it's like “tell your story this one specific way or fucking die”#wtf
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Bruce: Congratulations, Jason! You’re the first of my kids to graduate college!
Dick: Yeah, first and only one for all eternity!
Bruce: *Ignoring Dick by sheer willpower* Anyway, what are you planning to do next?
Jason: I think I’m going to continue my education in English Lit.
Bruce: *nervously* Great. You’ll get a Master’s Degree, right?
Jason: …
Bruce: …right?
Jason: Actually, I’m going for a PhD.
Bruce: This is a terrible joke. You’re over the supervillainy, right, Jay?
Jason: Look, my application to GothamU’s PhD program was accepted!
Bruce: No child! Of mine! Will get! A PhD!!!
Jason: I’m hoping to be a literature professor at GothamU, if I survive long enough.
Bruce: *screams incoherently*
Dick: I think you broke him.
#in Gotham saying I want to get a PhD#is equivalent to saying I want to enlist in the army#like we admire your sacrifice please don’t die or go crazy or be evil#either that or announcing that you’re dropping out of high school to start a rock band with the local pot dealer#incorrect batman quotes#batman#dc#dc comics#dcu#batfamily#batfam#jason todd#bruce wayne#dick grayson#incorrect quotes#incorrect dc quotes#incorrect batfamily quotes#humor
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jason ignored the clearly labeled tupperware and ate tim’s leftover garlic chicken pasta
#dc#mine#jason todd#tim drake#red robin#red hood#batfam#yeah jason wears ankle socks with boots#listen if its wildly AU and they're little creatures or kids or something i will draw them so schmoopy and cuddly and lame#but if they are adults/canon adjacent? they're so fucking annoying#they do not know each other and do not want to#they'll die for each other. but cannot be in the same room
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my main advice for writing an enemies to lovers relationship is to resist the urge to make the characters' loathing and attraction mutually exclusive opposing forces. it's okay if they're getting weirdly into it and having Thoughts whilst also sincerely wanting to kill each other with hammers.
#🐉#read some really good [redacted to avoid maintags] fics lately where theyre like#'yeah i used to pray for you to die badly and in pain. but i also wanted to have nasty fight sex with you in the meantime.'#thats what its all about <3
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"why should I get invested in shows if they'll just get canceled" I was deeply invested in Heroes (2006) and it was not canceled, it just got really terrible. I also got really invested in the sandwich I had a few weeks ago despite it only lasting like 15 minutes. You must embrace the ephemeral. You must be willing to love things that may not love you back, that might betray you, or that may die an untimely death. As the great philosopher Mr. Mitchell Lee Hedberg said "I'm not gonna stop doing something because of what happens at the end."
#now granted he did die of a drug overdose but you know. one can take the good lessons#anyway. point being i understand being deeply frustrated with the state of the tv and film.#but also we can admit that for every gem canceled there's like three real duds too#idk if you want something that's guaranteed to have a bunch of seasons and you know the ending for go watch shows from the 70s#the number of adults on this site who lack the emotional wherewithal to watch an ongoing narrative is. yikes.#queue
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The twin devils, humbled by her blunt force trauma
#gerard way#mcr#humor me folks 🙏#there is a pair of wolves in the foreground of the tbp album art that represent the devil & i wanted to draw them as dogs here#on account of the humbling and also her dog head umbrella prop from a couple of shows#like maybe she is the master of her own living hell. as an affront to nature who refuses to die#or something 😆😆😆#digital art#x
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More of The Good Ending AU! ft EuryMene baby and Godparent Polites (YES HE LIVES TOO!)
#epic the musical#epic the musical fanart#epic polites#epic: the musical#fanart#polites fanart#polites#Polites has been holding him for over an hour#Eury wants his son back#Mene is just glad for the help#I accept name ideas for the baby#Polites lives#he doesn’t die in the cave#artists on tumblr
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When I tell you my soul is slowly being crushed, it is not by school and shit. It is by this sort of sodden fucknugget bullshit.
bc of my crack fic people have been sending me every manner of Grinch x Tony the Tiger headcanon……who wants to hear the one that finally snapped me like a tennis player’s tendon
#I actually love the fanart tho#No hate to y'all this is awesome#Still. Kill me#But it's cool!#But I want to die#tony the tiger x the grinch#Why was that the first tag that came up when I typed 'tony'#Ur fanfic is famous#What the flying chicken nugget fuck is happening
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