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drowpaladin · 27 days ago

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quick screenshot of my next character, J'Zurah, crossposted from the blue skies. honestly my brain has been at about 5% for at least a week, i can't concentrate and keep losing whole days at a time basically x.x hoping to feel better and get some free time soon for this pure mage/support run and actually stick with it for a long time T-T

[image id: a screenshot from skyrim of J'Zurah, a white and black-spotted khajiit with lion-like facial features and a white mane. he has a white chest and belly with top surgery scars and 3 black crescent moon patterns on his belly he has ice blue eyes and another black crescent moon mark on his forehead.]

#VHScreenshots #skyrim #tesblr #modded skyrim #never stuck with a pure mage or spellblade for very long #but i am determined to try #i would love to stick with this one for several hundred hours tbh #like the good old days #but like i am really struggling just being awake lately for some reason #squints in possible winter depression on top of the regular kind

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zodiac-monkey · 3 months ago

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#fruits basket #furuba #tohru honda #yuki sohma #my art #rats #hello! it has been a long time!! i am so sorry!!! \;O;;/#a lot of things happened including that i got a job so now i am considered slightly more of an adult (not that this determines adulthood)#and i never ended up watching season 2 and 3...#but now i have to bc there are spoilers everywhere when i try to look anything up about the series!!#i did a full reread of the manga recently and im sobbing bc i understood the later parts a lot more than i did when i was younger..#i feel like i understand more about it every time i reread it as i get older #when i was younger i definitely gravitated towards rereading parts with my favorite characters over and over #i also recently managed to find a tokyopop vol. 22 and 23 so i completed my collection!! \;;-;;/ (i should have done this earlier..)#i am so happy people liked the zine picture! thank you so much for the kind tags!! ;;w;; i see them and they make me so happy!!! \>////</#i hope everyone is doing well!!!

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scissorcraft · 9 months ago

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post-canon siffrin design!!!! might change it up more of course but!!!! yeah!!!!

he does HAVE something to represent odile and bonnie too,,, it's not just his partners (romantic & queerplatonic), he's got his family too, i just don't know where to put them yet :) so for now assume he is carrying them in his multitude of pockets!!

#paper craft #isat #in stars and time #siffrin #isat siffrin #isat fanart #isat spoilers #spoilers #yknow!!! jic!!! i mean it's post-canon so not really but i mean...#anyways i'm nervous posting thi one but i wanna try n post my arts anyways so o7!!!!!#it... is to be determined if i'll draw this design a whole lot bc i am anxiety : ) but!! this is a lil design in my hea.d....#also siffrin does wear His bonding earring (the simple star stud) but wear's loop and isa's on his belt bc he doesn't actually like earring #in his ears* BC LIKE... IDK. THE AUTISM. but he likes the symbolism of it all so he'll still keep their bonding earring and have his gay li #stud <3 #aaaaalso fun fact his lil without-cloak design is so painfully reminescent of my dnd character;s designs :)#bc i project onto both #and they're both rogues #teehee!!!

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kuroo-hitsuji · 3 months ago

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Made it with an hour to spare 😎

Read right to left bc i Always end up with everyone facing the Worst direction for drawing their hair so i had to fix that--

This is so dumb sjshsshgd happy birthday Mephisto get surprise objectified i guess???

#obey me #obey me smut #obey me fanart #obey me mephistopheles #obey me mc #obey me memes #based on a true experience sfjzjgzjg #would like to state for the record that this isn't meant to be mephisto slander i find his annoyingness to be endearing--#also just picked all the boys i think would be most bothered by the situation + asmo bc. he knows all. obviously #my determination not to give my mc ANOTHER bitch vs my constant need to imagine how every character fucks dhjvdjs #(and I'm a sucker for kinda pathetic boyfailure types esp ones that would probably get indignant about being dominated at first lmao)#i did not try at all on the lighting in Levi's panel and for that i am sorry but i literally cannot work on this anymore zjsbbxbzbz #lucifer #mammon #levi #asmo #kuroo #mephisto #my art

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poorlydrawninstarsandtime · 6 months ago

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beating down the situationally inappropriate gay thoughts violently with a stick.

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#in stars and time #isat #poorly drawn isat #isat isabeau #isat loop #isat spoilers #isaloop #isafrin #sloopis #sifloop is implied lmao.#siffrin is... kind of there.#this is gay as hell. why did i make this.#oh wait! i know why. because its funny.#i hate gay people.#(this is a joke. i am gay people.)#i believe that up until this point loop has been trying to (metaphorically) rip his dick off.#and isabeaus been swinging between understandably hurt and bewildered and frustrated and very very determined.#now? hes just confused.

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casualavocados · 7 months ago

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You should stay away from me. I'm no longer with the gang. I didn't agree. Our boss already agreed four years ago. Pull over and let me out of the car. I'm your boss!

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 01 / Ep. 09

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #uservid #userrain #userspicy #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #again. INSANE that they opened the show with this and then were like. 'these are side characters' like. NO! (& wild how the finale was 90%#them being happy while zherui was getting stabbed. like. clearly the writers knew who the true main characters were lmaooo)#ok anyway i honestly really love the breath chen yi lets out once he gets the door shut. like. its real. its happening.#the RELIEF as well as the determination to have ai di for real in front of him again #and also insane that the first time they touch after four years is chen yi putting ai di's whole body over his shoulder #like. last time they touched was ai di touching chen yi's hair while he slept #does anyone else think about that. does anyone think about the fact that the last time they touched was when they slept together #does anyone else think abt what ai di is experiencing trying to keep chen yi from touching him #but also loving him for coming to pick him up from prison. do you think about the combination of ai di's desperation and dread #compared to chen yi's desperation and relief. like does anyone else think about the combination of gentle and rough or just me #i made half of this while on an airplane yesterday thats how insane for them i am <3

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marty--party · 5 months ago

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O for … OUTFITS

✨ walk walk fashion baby ✨

#martyn art #i like to think most of his clothes are either thrifted or hand-me-downs from his dad #he has several of the same kind of khakis & button ups. i mean cmon … this is Mr. “Ten Sets of the Same Uniform” we’re talking about.#i REALLY struggled with this one for some reason. i have been sick lately though so maybe that’s why #the middle one is based on this older fanart i’m trying to find again cuz the og artist deactivated. i'll link it if i find it again :)#also this is a kind of remake of last year’s fashion prompt #i definitely will be a lil behind with prompts BUT i am determined to finish this week >:/#kiyotaka ishimaru #danganronpa #trigger happy havoc #kiyotakaweek2024

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altschmerzes · 10 days ago

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the hostility that so many people have towards aromantic/aroace character interpretations is... telling.

#gav gab #at this point im like ok sure if that's how you're determined to take it #yes i Am trying to personally take away your ships #what are you going to do about it #i have more to say but ill keep that to myself #anyways makes your faves aro and aroace even harder #and i Am specifically saying aro/aroace and not ace by itself for a reason here btw

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zirkkun · 14 days ago

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i have been working on one singular fanfic, which is going on 50k+ words atm, since like the beginning of December and this is all i have to show of the plot atm please take my offering

#twewy #neo twewy #ntwewy #joshneku #zircon shitpost #this is a shitpost it is not worth more proper tags #this is why i never release fanfics properly tho because either i try to release it as i make the chapter and then abandon it #or i try to finish it all at once and then i disappear off the face of the earth for like 4 months #I AM DETERMINED TO FINISH THIS THOUGH #I OWE IT TO MY BABY SELF #Bc the first fanfic i ever wrote and actually FINISHED was a twewy fanfic #So i wanted to show my growth over the past 12 years by writing a long twewy fic again #The irony tho is that this is (mostly) a joshneku fic and 12 years ago joshneku was my singular notp lmao #i have had character development #testplayer au

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corrie-zodori · 9 months ago

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Idk who needs to hear this but to anyone making a comic or visual series of any kind, don't wait until your art style is "just right" to start. Just do it. Idc if the art is rough or beginner or whatever skill level as long as the story is good. Tell your stories and do it with pride no matter what!

#zodori rambles #also trying to internalize this #because finished is better than perfect #I'll spend a lifetime never being COMPLETELY satisfied with my art I might as well just DO IT #I just gotta get the story down first #i AM FILLED WITH DETERMINATION

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so-i-did-this-thing · 3 months ago

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Cosplaying from a TV series can be maddening, because it makes you hyper-aware just how much Hair & Makeup play with a character's look to dial it in, especially over initial episodes.

I swear I can now figure out scene shooting order on a series based on the styling evolution for my blorbo.

#cosplay problems #it's very funny seeing ACGAS try to figure out what they want to do about Sam's hair #floofy Siegfried is Very Good but I miss his tight sides and back from most of Ep1 #did someone look at the scene of him comforting the momma cow and go #“oh no he's too much of a smokeshow”#just sayin' he's fine AF in that scene #I am leaning towards doing a hybrid haircut for my cosplay #tighter sides and neckline but do the floofy forelock of later seasons #when u r determined to use your own hair as much as possible even though that is not what they do with the actor 😅

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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can the mtt commit more crimes that just murder please i know theyre the MURDER time trio but ppppleasse,,,, please,,,,,,

they'd be terrible to be next to on the highway. horror's going 160 mph amd has long past gone over the speed limit. dust's out for BLOOD and by blood i mean your tires. he's somehow sniping those round rubber wheels from the high moving vehicle with the precision of a master fruit ninja player. if your car explodes or flips over in the process that's not his fault. and then to make matters worse for everyone on the highway killer's in the backseat scratching up the doors and windows of your car with a knife everytime horror gets close to another car and oops he accidentally just disfigured your face also did i mention theyre all drunk during this

ok so theyve all got the classic face WHY DONT THEY ABUSE IT!!!! horror gets to do a little paper mache to cover up his head hole and then wearing glasses. killer i dont know what the FUCK he can do to get rid of his perpetual tears but let's just pretend that theyre conveniently gone for now. and then all dust has to do is put down his hood! anyways identity theft is cool. imagine how much they could totally fuck up classic's reputation with this. set up fake tinder profiles and then scam people for their credit card info/free dates (while ordering every expensive thing) and stealing wallets. walking into various grillby's's around the multiverse and telling terrible jokes. like ACTUALLY bad jokes. and then of course just being a huge piece of shit at the bar. god theres so many things they could do pretending to be classic. which one of us is hikaru looking ahh except the only difference between the three is the color of the stains on their clothes (either gray (dust) black (killer) or red. well faded red (horror))

ROBBERY!!!! ROBBERIES PLURAL!!!??? train robbery gas station robbery bank robbery GOVERNMENT robbery (what would you rob the government for?? documents??? idk) anyways. mtt robbing a train except its just a really shitty plan and they dont know jackshit about what theyre doing. killer's taken over the conductor's cabin and now he is booking it. how fast are trains allowed to go idk but the maximum. anyways meanwhile horror's on the tracks fucking up the rails with his strength or whatever (listen i know he's weak but picking and choosing what hcs i believe in is my art) and dust is there to teleport him away before the train crashes into him and turns him into a trolley problem victim. and then of course that shit doesnt fucking work and the train just ends up flipping over and catching on fire or something (killer survives because of course he does he's killer). and then in the end dust just has to flip the entire train over and they just stroll into the part that actually HAS the money

and then they go out and get ice cream. sometimes the murderers need to take a break from murdering and just do NORMAL crime yk???

#dragging this absolutely ancient draft out of the trenches because i've been having a scene in my head that fits this #i mean not REALLY related to this since its not a crime. more like him reckless abandon of life! their own lives! yeah they die #imagining.... trio driving around in the mountains. dust's driving ans horror's in the passenger and killer's in the back seat because he i #and dust just starts speeding up like...... much more than he really should be in the fucking mountains #and killer points it out and now all of a sudden horror is absolutely terrified LMAOOOO trying to get dust to slow down #and then they crash. but if there's no one more determined in the world killer can always load a save and theyre alive again #and dust is STILL speeding when they come back even with the knowledge that they die and horror's still terrified #but dust just tells him to calm down and loosen up a little bit!!! theyll come back afterwards anyways and they dont even die in pain #and after a few more deaths horrors just like. ugh. fine. you know what FINE ILL GO ALONG WITH IT #he says as he starts laughing along with dust because man!! the feeling of looking out at nature right before they die in a blaze of glory #is GREAT!!!! and then you know something something horrordust have trust in killer to bring them back after they all die #something something horror is willing to give up his usual reservations to have fun with the other two #and its so fun afterwards.... because nobody but them gets hurt!!! dust and horror wouldnt wanna hurt anyone after their au lore #and killer has no reason to in this scenario. so it all works out for them!! the only people getting hurt are them and lowkey they deservei #the sans in the au is probably sooo confused as to why the world is reloading even though theres no human doing so 💀 killer you GOOF #theyve probably all died so many times but only they remember it. soooo cute.... only they get to see each other at their weakest 💔💔💔#killer absolutely abuses the save point when theyre all together i just knowww ittttt sooooo well #he wants everything to continue not restart or go back??? ok but everything IS continuous with these two #not like they stay doing one thing over and over anyways so its not really perpetual. anyways dust and horror would get bored along with hi #if they just kept doing the exact same thing over and over trying to find every possible ending. nahhhh #triglycercule this is sooo unhealthy none of them would do this!! ok well they make each other worse who said it was ever gonna be healthy #screw EVERYONE in the violet banquet discord server who indulged me in my trio waltz dancing in a field of flowers at 3 am. brainrot now...#this scene i described in tags totally happened in my trio meet each other fic btw. just that it hasn't gotten to this point at ALL yet 💀💀#tricule rant #killer sans #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #sans au #utmv

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epicfirestormer · 9 months ago

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I'm so incredibly Normal about these two games.

#look i know people have done those ''yttd is just danganronpa but better'' and they're right #but have people ever draw parallels between yttd and 999 #because i sure am. i sure have.#i just rewatched 999 and man. the story fucks me up each and everytime #the doomed siblings narrative. being apart of something that they don't understand. the main character having connections to the villain.#the narrative of wanting to save someone you love but unable to. because fate determines that they must die.#junpei and sara are so fucking similar and Not at the same time #akane and joe are weirdo friends who would get along great #i am trying so Desperately hard not to spoil anything. this is the closest i can get #if this post can get anyone to play 999 my mission is complete #if you like yttd you would like 999. they got so much Stuff going on it drives me crazy #your turn to die #9 hours 9 persons 9 doors #yttd #999 #999 game #zero escape #the fire burns #the fire crackles with joy #low quality memes #low effort memes #memes #shitpost

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lycanlovebites · 8 months ago

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You know what? Fuck you *hits Father Ardelian with the shoujo filter and babygirlifies your priest*

@stjohnstarling

#wmom #father ardelian #victor ardelian #Victor wmom.. my favorite blonde tortured white boy turned babygirl.. I love u #what manner of man #tbh this is not my best work but I am working under trying conditions ok (iPad is dying on me and is determined to quit me out of procreate #5 times while working on this 😔#I was less worried abt proportions and such and more concerned with the fact that my iPad is a sickly victorian #child and keeps rejecting my gentle coaxing and attempts to clear storage on it and trying to make sure #it doesn’t corrupt any of my projects #anyways idk if anyone saw this but like two weeks ago I posted this drawing except it was my oc Gabriel #the Hans of the southern isles lookin guy #I decided to redraw this (aka make some minimal changes) to make it Victor #so if anyone saw this same drawing but a redhead w glasses… no u didn’t <3 #priest tag #My art #art #priest art #Sorry to tag u St. John #I know you probably like seeing stuff about your oc but like. Every time I do it feel like I’m gonna explode #like please don’t hate me. But I drew your guy. please accept my humble drawing. Sorry to bug you but here he is #anyways uh I hope someone likes my pink girlypop priest drawing. Happy pride you little freaks <3 (affectionate) (I’m freaks)

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corpsentry · 11 months ago

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breaking the law and outing myself on the internet because i'm showcasing my senior dance thesis on april 28 at 6:30 and 8:30 pm Eastern Standard Time and i want You to see it

we don't have a livestream link yet but we will. in the meantime look at these cool posters and this cool blurb. ok now save the date SEE YOU SOON

#my stuff #my art #these posters went through 14 separate drafts. it was a harrowing and difficult experience #i am Fully Going through it which means 1) physical health is suffering 2) social life also but 3) the thing is going to be so fucking good #sarus is gonna be the best thing ive ever made when we finish it. i Know it #so i want you to see it because it's one of those ambitious stories where everything's bigger than life #and the world is old and young and scary and kind and people live fearlessly and with cowardice #BUT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK. IF YOU JUST KEEP WALKING. this is going to be one of those stories #so many dance blurbs and descriptions are like stupid technical like oh we explored the effect of weighing down our hands and feet #on our Center of Gravity and how it altered the rotational momentum of turns and jumps #or else they're stupid esoteric like oh the wind blew..... and the children wept and all over the world the oceans rose... (global warming)#so i was determined to make this blurb (which is going in the schoolwide email blast) accessible and provocative #and inviting #in a provocative way #im very Locked in rn. im Hyperfocused as fuck. i am not eating as well asi should be but IM TRYING #AND THATS WHAT MATTERS #im inviting all of u bc this is a piece that is going to try and say something and i want everyone ive ever loved to hear it #oghey bye

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passionfruitmango · 6 months ago

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So I was freeballing this idea I had for a carrier type of thing and it didn't work out, but I decided to trust the process and accidentally made a hat for furby???

It's kind of like a cute floppy little sun hat??? The video shows it better imo! :D

Thought I wanted to unstring this to reuse the beads for the next carrier idea I have, but this is just so cute I might keep it and use a different color scheme for the carrier? (I am low on the Kiwi green beads, but I have plenty of other colors X3)

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