#but he was supposed to be

[dirtytransmasc]

Miles 42 headcanon;

though it takes time for him to become as soft and vulnerable as he is, Ganke is one of the few, if not only people, who he can truly be "weak" with, to any extent, so he tends to be really soft and mushy and romantic with him, to the point that its almost unnerving.

he's so used to playing this cold, bad boy, "I feel nothing" attitude all the time, being the prowler and his uncles mentee, but its exhausting, so when he's with the one person who expects almost nothing of him, he just stops and lets himself go.

he just wants to be held and loved, he wants to be a nerd and talk about the book he just finished, he wants to watch cartoons and anime, he wants to spend all day in his pajamas and never quite lose the warmth of sleep, he wants to just be a kid, and Ganke lets him do that.

some days he just lets himself drop into verbal shutdown and lay in Ganke's bed with him. maybe they cuddle, maybe they don't, sometimes touch is too much, even when Miles is clearly in a soft space. maybe Ganke will talk and Miles will listen, maybe there's music on, or maybe Miles has noise cancelling headphones in. its fine, his needs are fine, because he's with Ganke, and its ok to be weak with him. maybe they play videogames, or Miles reads and Ganke traverses the internet doing gods knows what, or they throw on a movie, maybe they sit in the silence doing nothing but enjoying the company. whatever it is, its good, its safe, its ok.

Miles is a little spoon, when not on guard, and enjoys feeling his boyfriends arms around him, feeling the rise and fall of his chest, his own hands reaching out to touch his face or his hair or to hold onto him. he's safe in Gankes arms, he doesn't have to be the Prowler there, he doesn't have to be the "man of the house", he doesn't have to be anything more than a kid.

[teaboot]

Sometimes I think a lot about my mom's cat

My mom's cat is a common domestic shorthair we found on the side of the road as a kitten

Regular cat, not a maine coon or one of those massive breeds. His mom was smaller than a loaf of bread

But in a sort of a Clifford The Big Red Dog situation, he grew super fast, and really really big, and took a super long time to stop growing

Worried that she was overfeeding him, she eased back his portions, but he stayed a massive round baby

When he started having kidney problems, she took him to the vet.

The vet took a look at him and said, "holy fuck, what are you feeding him", checked the nutritional listings on his chow, and told her "Yeah, maybe he's reacting badly to the amount of grain in this, try a meatier diet"

So my mom wound up special-ordering this specific high-protein prescription cat food made of like. Kangaroo meat or some shit that cost like sixty bucks a bag

And, as typical act two in an episode of House, he somehow got worse on the fancy specialized stuff that was supposed to be Primo Athlete Olympic Feline Blend

Like. WAY worse. His guts were inflamed and his kidneys were shutting down and he was all sore and HE WAS STILL HUGE, just miserable and sad

So shetook him back to the vet, where they had to help him pee (he was apparently close to bursting and had some kind of blockage too) and went "Yeah no this is NOT normal and we don't know what's going on, we're gonna do some tests but in the meantime you should go back to what he was eating before, at least that wasn't actively killing him" so she did

And he still wasn't great, but he also improved

And so they take his blood and do an ultrasound and a couple g's later she gets a call back like "this is gonna sound crazy, but we want you to put him on a low-meat diet. Just the least amount of protein and iron and shit. We need you to find the grainiest, filler-iest dollar tree kibble available and give him some of that bad bad shit"

And my mother is a woman of science. So she did

And he GOT BETTER

His energy picked back up, inflammation went down, he started drinking normally again, got back to pissing like a fuckin champion

And so it turns out that out of all the random ass freeway bonus cats we possibly could have scooped out of a ditch, WE got the one-in-a-million freak of nature with a SPECIFIC genetic defect that means a paleo protein free range diet is essentially poison and he THRIVES on cheap ass garbage

Like. He medically NEEDS junk food

I dont really understand how that works, but i cant argue with results.

If we had four of him, they'd outweigh my mom. And he's FINE

Also blind, but that's unrelated

Im not using him as a symbol or a metaphor or anything. I just keep catching myself thinking about my mom's Big Fucking Cat

[kiryuing]

[kuronekoartsblog]

I offer you: Tim Drake being absolutely demolished in a way or another for being good at videogames, both by his opponent and his own teammate

Recently this is the only thing capable of pumping some dopamine in my ADHD brain so this is what u get lol

More to come!

[starryeyedgazer]

Happy 23rd anniversary to the day my dad was supposed to be in one of the Twin Towers.

[lazylittledragon]

some beach babes i started while i was on holiday <3

[magentasnail]

I'm absolutely obsessed with the book of bill, best thing i've ever read and it no joke gave me actual nightmares !! 100/10

[mynnthia]

was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.

to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:

kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him

[evgar]

nicky loves putting flowers in his mama's hair, naturally whenever rio is around she makes sure to grow the prettiest ones for them

[nipuni]

"I am a higher dimension life form, I am a complex space-time event"

A step by step process of this will be available at my Patreon next month, you can find prints of my work at my Store 😊

[gin-juice-tonic]

remembering one of the times i was getting evaluated by a therapist to determine if i was "really trans" or not or whatever and he was like "so if you transitioned to male, how would you dress differently?"

and i was like "i.. dont know. I wouldnt?"

and he looked at me blankly and wrote something down and said "really? you wouldnt wear anything more masculine?"

and i realized i'd given the wrong answer so I just said "I would... wear... suits?"

and he smiled and wrote something else down like "ah! yes"

[chloesimaginationthings]

Gregory knows he looks LIKE HIM in FNAF..

[endrae]

sketching the edgiest shit of the most polite and kind man ever? more likely than you think

[bleepzip]

heartless?

[lotus-pear]

he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣

[miitarion]