#but god fucking damn it
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thanks now i will be rotating my brains thinking of cellbit having to break the news to jaiden about roier. she's immediately gonna see something is wrong, more than usual.
#this is about characters OBVIOUSLY#but god fucking damn it#roier got separated from his family#and then because of everything he's just. eliminated.#qsmp purgatory#qsmp cellbit#qsmp jaiden
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i was putting off watching two worlds (because of all the sex scenes to be very honest) and i finally got to it yesterday, finished today
tell me why i was so wrecked over "evil" tai dying? he was trying to do a good thing helping kram and then he goes and dies????? i was so upset.
no one gave him a chance until kram found him in that cave. no one showed him kindness. then kram did, and in time "evil" tai revealed himself to not be so evil and when he tried to help he gets bit by a snake and dies????????????????????????
when i tell you, out of all the things to be upset about in this show, that just hurt me sosososososo bad? i don't have the words to express why it hurt me so bad.
OH AND ALSO when he said, while dying?, he's never been to the cave but something drew him there? bitch.
#rant in tags#two worlds the series#two worlds bl#two worlds#two worlds spoilers#khram#tai#i really don't like sex scenes in media and i always skip them#don't care how important to the plot they are or how beautifully shot they are#sometimes i even skip the kisses#don't like to see it#asexual#so i thought from all the posts i've seen that this series was just 80% sex#so i was reluctant to watch#but#maxnat my beloved#so i finally decided to watch#and i really liked it#but god fucking damn it#evil tai dying hurt me so bad#he was just trying to help#and i know he choked out kram like three times#or was it only two?#but PLEASE#idk i'm having weird emotions about him#i wanted him to live#all he needed was a chance#all he needed was someone to give him that chance and show him kindness#when he said he got beaten up by his father every day??????????//#ouch
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me: man i really have a lot of Sandman fanart i've never posted, i should start doing so so they don't go to waste and all
me today: OH BUT FOR FUCK SAKE
#neil gaiman#im still want to post them#is my work and i've dedicated a lot of time to them and Im really proud of some of em#but god fucking damn it#my stuff
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Soo yeah.
It's 1.30 am, my collage education is hanging on by a thread, I can't bring myself to study for the last shitty exam that my save me from not getting into another semester, but rigt now I do not sleep nor do I study.
Instead I am lying in my fucking bed, crying and looking up fanart of a goth guy I got obsessed with from the first time he was mentioned in my new favourite podcast (which is on from 2016 and I am just finding about it now).
Yes, I just finneshed episode 111, and I am not okay.
#tma podcast#tmagp spoilers#the magnus archives#gerry keay#I mean#I was expecting his story to be sad#but god fucking damn it#this kinda got to me
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I really hope the usmnt gets absolutely humiliated in the world cup
#bombon's yapping#vent#ish#im so fucking tired#like im not surprised they did the Trump dance#and its not like i wasn't already praying on their downfall because the true winner should be mexico#but god fucking damn it#i know its a 'fork found in kitchen' thing#but can i have one fucking week where i dont get reminded of him#like every week i swear i something very xenophobic and racist about immigrants or homophobic#all because they feel enabled by trump#its just so frustrating
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i worked so hard to want to live. and for what.
#d.vents#it’s all feeling very pointless right now#i haven’t thought this much abt offing myself since middle school#i know i have to stay alive . if only out of spite#but god fucking damn it#it’s Really hard to want to keep going rn#i’ve been surrounding myself with my friends or on call with my gf or family all day#because i genuinely feel like if im by myself for too long ill relapse#i cannot fucking believe it#there’s no way that he’s actually gotten elected again. fml#tw sui ideation
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yes i saw britestorm bomber is in the shop
#i got pay...#but god fucking damn it#i can't buy another brite every two weeks#moots are so lucky for liking recent bp characters they don't feel the intense feeling of emptying your pockets for another skin of theirfav#...
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My fucking cat jumped onto the door of the terrarium I was building and shattered the glass
#my cat is okay#she ran away from the sound#but I locked her in my office Im so mad right now#i just have to. fix it#I already did what I could for tonight#siliconed the shattered panel on the outside and made a temporary brace while it set#but im just#fuck#dude that was a $200 tank and I didnt even get to use it before lydia cracked it#i can add a panel across the worst of it#but god fucking damn it#i wish I had a roommate to cry with right now#i think the worst part about living alone is just being trapped with the feelings#FUCK#dude I saved up for this tank for forever fucking hell#shit#i can fix it#I can#murphy speaks
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how i live w the fact i ended up picking up a lot of shitty habits from my abuser
#➳ valentin vents#im not him obviously ! im not that bad . i'd never hurt someone the way he hurt me and so many others .#but god fucking damn it#i act so much like him#i act so much like him i hate it i hate it i hate it#why#i'm better than him#i'm not horrible like him#i'm not i can't be i'm not#fucking helllllll oh mygod#i'm not like him . i . am . not .#but sometimes i kinda am .#fuck
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its humanly impossible to describe the feeling you feel when living paycheck-to-paycheck and watching almost 2000 euros get pushed through the cheese grater that is rent, utilities, groceries and transportation and by the end of the month you barely got anything for yourself and sit there with 85 euros in your bank account
...all while your banking app already anounced that it will be withdrawing your 1000 euro rent payment in 4 days.
#ive never once been paid late by this company and I'm confident its gonna come in within the next two days#and if not i have a safety cusion and text HR with a loud 'YALL WTF' bc i also still need my inflation adjustment#but god fucking damn it#2000 euros used to be A LOTTTTT during university#but now bc my rent is like four times as high and everything else is also more expensive its... insane
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Legitimately I just want to crawl into a hole and disappear.
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the thing that sucks most about Joanne Rowling being a terf is that she is actively hurting real life trans people every day.
the second worst thing about joanne being a terf is that the Harry Potter intellectual property is So Much Larger than her. look at the credits for just one of the harry potter movies. every single one of those people put YEARS of time and effort and dare i say love into those films. think of all the people involved in theme park design and operation who put together the wizarding world park lands and detailed them so lovingly and fully
and yet even though the intellectual property of harry potter is so much larger than joanne, she's poisoned the whole well
i feel so. so immensely sorry for every person involved in the harry potter ip who isn't jkr. doubly sorry for every trans person involved. it's fucking sad
#fuck harry potter#I just feel sorry for danrad and etc. who just. god. god damn#imagine putting that much work into something and then. yeah
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God fucking dammit world, just when I fall in love with a name I just gotta get kicked with it being the name of two not-so-cool pop characters!
And now I'm too bitter, and i don't want to set my heart into another name.
#i really wanted to ditch my deadname for that new one#but god fucking damn it#it just *had* to be the name of a comic main character that glorified p3dof1lia here on tumblr#i'm just rambling nonsense#i just got mad because a video about that one online comic just appeared on my fyp on yt#and i just had to see the name i was 100% sure that i wanted on there#I'm just bitter#this won't deter me but still#the other one is just a character that's too meh for me#BUT GOD WHY DOES EVERY CHARACTER WITH THAT NAME HAVE TO BE FEMME#FU-
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above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.
#pig originals#im so fucking tired. right now. let me know if something here doesnt make sense or whatever but god damn#its always the fucking singling out of transfem people i just. want everyone to have a normal life#i want everyone to have the chance to worry over their clothes or whatnot not whether. they're going to be respected as Actual Human Beings#i want us all to have the opportunity to live quiet happy lives forever#can we fucking do it!!!!! ahh!! ahh im going to explode
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in constant mental anguish because I can’t protect my friends from the horrors 24/7. screaming crying throwing up
#I am not a violent man#…#I’m neither of those things actually#but I do want to hurt one of my headmates#and again I won’t#because it goes against everything I believe in#but god fucking damn it#I want an easy answer to my problems#and while violence isn’t a good answer#it’s a really easy one#-Party
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the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.
#i can't believe i'm saying this#DEADPOOL CAN GET IT#Logan I'm sobbing I understand why you lunged at him#I would too bestie#it's the sass for me folks#paint that car white as much as they painted it red my god#a deadpool thirst post? from me? more likely than you'd think#this is a branch in realities i know it#i've never had Feelings for this motherfucker until this movie#all i'm left with is anger now because WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME#camera crew could have just made it landscape but noooooo they had to do a medium shot of this son of a bitch#i'm sending an especially affectionate fuck you in ryan reynolds' direction#i love how you love deadpool#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#don't get me wrong i've always adored deadpool's personality. nobody's that hilarious and not have humongous balls i mean trauma.#but i've never went 'why he kinda' until this specific shot right here#@ camera crew why the fuck did you zoom in? WHY?#for me? well it's infuriating#do it again#gif is credit to the owner#30 tags aren't enough for me to dismantle how this shot made me feel. tumblr you gotta update#damn tumblr i'm tryna feed a village here#guys just find my other post
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