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#laws of attraction#film thanapat#jam rachata#...film's 1st fanmeeting#but eyes were happier#*goes to heal the wounds of 'reaping from the heart'*
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⭐xingyue brainrots from twitter🌙
(+ progress steps below ✍️)
yaaayy gay men yaaay omg yaaay
#my art#xingyue#renheng#yingxing#dan feng#hsr#honkai star rail#mfw 'i want fuxk that old man' ACTUALLY applies to an old man this time#the ranwan parallels are surface level at best but super arrogant/talented man w/ purple eyes who faces scorn due to his birth status#falls for bitchy ice queen who puts up facades and acts heartless but in reality bleeds empathy!#and also were married in their past lives! albeit under much happier circumstances than ranwan but. yknow.#i'm embarassed by the middle one but goddamn she's going up
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I don't know where all these Spinaraki shippers came from in the last few months but hello hi welcome thanks for being here I love that y'all are here
#spinaraki#spinneraki#shuichi iguchi#shigaraki tomura#mha spinner#mha fanart#bnha spinner#🙈 i accidentally gave then sunset eyes but i dont have the heart to change it#(no seriously - the more of you that pop up the happier i get)#also!!!! theres been like 4 or 5 new spinaraki playlist on spotify since i last looked im BARKING im so excited to listen to them all#also apologies for my apparently just shy of 8 hours playlist on there but ive no regrets#if you ask i can defend each and every song that I've included there with references#honestly kind of wishing someone asks me to defend them#mha jbee#anyways 😭 this drawing makes me go “they were just kids” like agdhdkfkglglg 21 is so young#anyway i cant believe the manga this year (i assume thats why so many ppl started shipping them) its just so!!!!#people said we (shippers) were delusional and that shigaraki never felt anything special for spinner but wow! manga said we were right 😭#i mean!!!!!! they were friends 😭 they played together 😭 Shigaraki dedicated his last message to specifically spinner 😭
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istg if I see the phrase "feelings realization" one more fucking time i'm gonna throw myself out a window
#there is no feelings realization#eddie is not queer#he will not be queer#were we all this unhinged before#have the scales just fallen from my eyes#he is going to be isolated for reasons#having nothing to do with his sexuality#because is a straight man and the sooner we all accept it the happier we'll be#9-1-1 spoilers#9-1-1
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Laptop, now available for 500 pet-tickets (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#W. D. Ghoster#It's a fair exchange don't worry about the arcade ticket-counter jacked up prices just go right ahead and buy now pay later#More of this because it's cute lol#I had a few more that were more general thoughts and trying to expand without getting So huge that they were unworkable lol#Striking that balance ✨ Reasonable attainable goals! Probably! Lol#He's just fun to play around with hehe ♪#I also felt like I was finally starting to fall into a comfortable pattern of drawing him here haha - still no studies but getting happier#Dot eyes are quite cute hehe#He's made up of a lot of elements I've forgotten over time! Smooth round head and no nose bridge exactly - no ears lol#Takes a bit to fall back into the groove but him being cute helps#I do really like the little two-set of him shooing the player's hand away from petting haha#And then being so sassy about remaining unbothered haha - he has a new toy! Stop distracting him!#Yes I spelled gratitude wrong it's fine lol#I'm also quite partial to trying to talk about ukagakas with him and him stubbornly refusing to engage haha#Just a quick fourth wall break that he blatantly ignores hehe#And the final stage - acceptance#Haha ♪
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she looks so scared at the end of ep 13...
#dungeon meshi#sorry for overreacting. but also. falin facial journey...#shes so scared im so sorry babygirl#girl who constantly has things just happen to her#and like she ends up different at the end as if she has gone through a character arc. but she hasn't. really#she chose to come back but that's it#aughhhhh#thistle i know you had reasons and you didn't fully realize what you were doing but#poor falin looks terrified#especially the moment right before she turns into chimera#at first she seems just horrified to realize that thistle is talking to her when he says 'dragon'#but then he says 'i'll give you a new form' and her eyes get even /wider/#she doesn't want this!!!!!#and yea i think falin ends up happier with her post-chimera form with its leftover chimera features#but seeing it happen to her against her will...#forgive me for going a little crazy guys#i know shes fictional and i couldn't have stopped the events of The Plot but. shes. aughhhhh#shes so scared!!!!!!#i want plot device girl to live a happy life thank you
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having an american staffy is so funny sometimes because one minute he'll be barking and growling loudly and powerfully at people walking down the street but then when you go to sit down next to him and pat him and tell him that it's ok and there's nothing to bark about he'll look at you like the most innocent whimsical little creature alive wagging his tail and licking your fingers. amazing animal 10/10
#he only barks at people because he wants to protect his family <3#my staffy's name is toby btw :D#he's so sweet he's literally the friendliest animal ever#he's such a big and somewhat intimidating dog to many but the only thing he'll do is lick you a lot and demand pets#literally one time when he was at the vet he was wagging his tail excitedly at one of the smaller dogs and the moment it barked at him he-#-backed away and sat down. like this big muscular dog known for its power got nervous getting barked at by this small little curly one.#on one hand i kinda do understand people being wary of staffies because they absolutely can be dangerous dogs#but on the other hand i think the widespread fear of them is really exaggerated#it all depends on how they're trained and raised#a ''bad dog'' isn't actually a bad dog. they just act aggressive because that's the way they were raised and the life experiences they had.#people think all staffies are gonna go buckwild on them as soon as they approach them and then here's my dog who's literally just-#-a big stinky baby who wants tummy rubs and cuddles <3#the worst my dog will do is accidentally scratch you or knock you over because he got the zoomies#he has sharp claws he can't help scratching people on accident#also cool facts about my dog: he's classified as blue and he has one eye#he had to get his right eye removed because he got a really bad case of glaucoma unfortunately :(#but he's so much happier now because he isn't in pain anymore and he's adjusted to it so well :D#he's also become more brown over the years and doesn't look as blue as he used to but he's still my beautiful blue baby <3#i love staffies they are so sweet
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there may be an influx of ethel cain mutuals atm and im even willing to share the podium but i will ALWAYS be the strangers mutual. stay humble
#BUT GOD IS TELLING YOU AND I THAT THERE IS DEATH FOR ALL OF US#IN YOUR BASEMENT I GROW COLD THINKING BACK TO IT I WAS ALWAYS TOLD DONT TALK TO STRANGERS OR YOU MIGHT FALL IN LOVE#FREEZER BRIDE YOUR SWEET DIVINE YOU DEVOUR LIKE SMOKED BOVINE HIDE HOW FUNNY I NEVER CONSIDERED MYSELF TOUGH#YOURE SO HANDSOME WALKING OVER TO ME NOW I TRIED TO BE GOOD AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD#WITH MY MEMORY RESTRICYED TO A POLAROID IN EVIDENCE I JUST WANTED TO BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS JUST TELL ME IM YOURS#IF IM TURNING IN UOUR STOMACH AND IM MAKING YOU GEEL SICK#WHEN MY MOTHER SEES ME ON YHE SIDE OF A MILK CARTON IN WINN-DIXIE’S DAIRY ISLE SHE’LL CRY AND WAIT UP FOR ME#WE’LL MAKE LOVE IN YOUR ATTIC ALL NIGHT EUPHORIC IN SOME STRANGE DELIGHT IM HAPPIER HERE CAUSE HE TOLD ME I SHOULD BE OH#YOUR SO HANDSOME WHEN IM ALL OVER YOUR MOUTH WHEN IM ALL OVER YOUR MOUTH WHEN KM ALL OVER YOU MOUTH I TRIED FO BE GOOD#AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD AM I NO GOOD WITH MY MEMORY RESTRICTED TO A POLAROID IN EVIDENCE#I JUST WANTED TO BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS CAN I BE YOURS IFNIM TURNING IN YOUR STOMACH AND IM MAKING YOU FEEL SICK#AM I MAKING YOU FEEL SICK??????? AM I MAKING YOU FEEL SICK??#AAAAAAHSHSHAGAFFGQGQUUAHABSBSNJASHDJCNCJSKAIAJABBSBDBNDJEJAMQLWOOSKZNANBABDHIAJQBBANAAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#FOUND YOU JUST TO TELL YOU THAT I MADE IT REAL FAR AND THAT I NEVER BLAMED YOU FOR LOVING ME THE WAY THAT YOU DID WHEN YOU WERE TORN APART#I WOULD STILL WAIT WITH YOU THERE DONT THINK ABOUT JT TOO HARD OR YOULL NEVER SLEEP A WINK AT NIGHT AGAIN#DONT WORRY ABOUT ME AND THESE GREEN EYES MAMA JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU I DO AND ILL SEE YOU WHEN YOU GET HERE#ethel cain
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They say to never trust how you feel about your life after 9PM but it's always before 9PM somewhere. Anyway I think I might be a therian
#don't take this post 100% seriously I've been sick and#crying my eyes out to “no more birthdays” associating the song with trying to relive a childhood that isn't mine (childhood trauuuumaaaaaa)#that's a big problem I have#deep down I always think someday I'm gonna wake up and I will have been born a few years earlier-#so I can be an “appropriate” age to experience all my favorite media as it releases and interact accordingly#i always think- if that were the case I could have avoided my traumatic years and grown up much happier#don't get me wrong- I'm happy right now- you'd be hard pressed to find me on a day I'm not#but there's some existentialism that comes with wanting to magically wake up a different age- in the past- in a different life#I want to have lived any life but mine#and I just keep waiting for it to feel better again#it never does#crowfish crap#that therian part is definitely coinciding with autism and gender non conformity#when I picture myself I immediately picture my fursona- not a human who (at the moment) appears feminine#i hardly know anything about the subculture itself however#blathering#its true btw don't trust how you feel about your life at night time
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2023 reads // twitter thread
Tears in the Water
NA contemporary slice of life romance about a competitive swimmer with anxiety at a sports university
they start seriously questioning their gender when they make some new friends and start dating a trans volleyball player
queer friend groups, aspec characters
#Tears in the Water#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#trans books#nonbinary books#asexual books#i enjoyed this overall!#a good slice of life with lots of gender feelings#a few nitpicks:#there were a lot of like….jumping STRAIGHT into 3 paragraph dialogue about feelings about gender or sexuality or anxiety with no breaks#which like isn’t inherently bad I just think there could have been more of a lead up/build a lot of the times to make it feel more like a na#natural conversation#(the occasional word-vomit-monologue is fine but this was like. all the time)#re: the aroace side character; he’s ace and questioning if he’s aro and we mostly see that through the lens of negativity;#or he’s talking about his feelings as if it’s a negative thing to the MC and the MC is like telling him he’s probably aro and it’s valid#I guess there is an important space for aros who don’t want to be aro coming to terms with it (and he is happier about it by the end!)#i just don’t relate lmao i’ve never wanted to be allo. lmao.#i think something felt just slightly off about how it was written and discussed? maybe more the fact that it was through the MCs eyes more t#than anything#and also shoved into one chapter rather than. spaced out a bit idk#(also I don’t understand knowing you’re ace but not really knowing anything about being aro? but i guess that is also probably something#people experience irl)#(anyway; not a ‘this is bad representation’ criticism just a ‘could have been slightly better’ one)
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#and if I knew any better then I never would've left you#and if I knew any better then I never would have listened to them#and if I knew any better than I would not have looked so broken in daylight#and if I knew any better they wouldn't look so bloodstained in the night#and if I knew any better I would never have displeased you so seriously again#and if I knew any better maybe you could have still looked at me with happiness in your eyes#and if I knew any better maybe I wouldn't be suffering this much#and if you didn't hate me maybe I'd be happier#and if they weren't so fucking cruel maybe I could have been happy#and if I were way more like them and way less like me maybe I could have been happy#and maybe I would just be sad#and maybe I would just mourn this state of unhappiness and unfeeling and disrememberance#inanimate insanity#ii suitcase
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I thought I was imagining things when I said Season 4 felt different but I’m definitely not because I started rewatching Season 1 and it is WAY calmer, funnier, the pace is slower etc. It carries the air of a satire. Season 4 is packing huge emotional punches almost every single episode. No wonder it feels devastating week after week and not like the same show. They’ve mostly abandoned the comedy and the satire. It’s fully a drama this season.
#it isn’t a bad thing per se#but if you wanna feel happier watch season 1#they have literally never been happier than they were in season 1…they’re all smiling more and laughing more lol#Kendall has a light in his eyes still#it’s like Jesse started off lightly mocking the characters and then got really invested in them like the rest of us lol#succession#succession spoilers#text
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uh oh getting too invested and adding too much love to a fic!
#dnn#girl you don't understand george and sapna.p have been dating for 5 years and were engaged but made room for drea.m to join in and#drea.m turned their lives around and george and sapna.p want to marry him so badly but every time they ask him he tells them it's too early#bc he's trying to be practical and wait but in reality he would like nothing more to marry them on the spot bc he would die for them and th#ey would do the same for him and every near death experience brings them closer together and just further convinces them that they couldn't#bear life without all three of them together so why not get married and it's just the visual of all of them in bed just having this late#night conversation like let the world wait let time stand still they couldn't be happier than where they are now: in each other's arms GOD#alright gn y'all have a good rest of your day#🍟
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Being a villain isn’t all fun and games! Just mostly (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#Charm compilation <3 It's been a while!#Especially so for some of these - like the first ones!#Some of my very earliest Charm doodles were set to ''Ready as I'll ever be''#A lot happier the first time around admittedly haha ♪ Or more confident and proud and feeling justified perhaps#Charm's villainy has gotten a lot more angsty which is very funny on her cute face hehe <3#She'll cut loose again once she fully gives into it - if you're gonna be evil you might as well make it fun! She'll get there#Yet another WOY style TVAU Charm - I'm gonna get an outfit one of these days I swear!#I've been working on a design breakdown of classic Charm lately actually she's just - agh how did I do it first try??#Accidentally excellent design with lots of stops and places for the eye to rest and a good mix of 3D details and 2D ''textures''#She was designed with the 3D-looks-2D style in mind initially - I have to get back into that mental space somehow agh#Another style that every time I see it out in the wild I'm like ''Oh Charm would look perfect'' lol - y'know the Little People toy line?#Soft plastic with cute chibi proportions! I did talk about the designs as cute palm-sized toys way early on as well haha#Just so fun to imagine holding her like an ice cream cone pfft#Candle ♥ I sometimes forget that candlemaking for Charm is what drawing is for me lol - expression! Delight!#She makes candles based on her interests :D#This one just so happens to be green with red accents - and look the red wick is back! Probably could've gone with a pink one for tongue but#It's fine ♪ A different candle perhaps! Hehe <3#Do aliens exist in the JD universe? I mean it's me so probably but hmmm#Taffyyyy <3 Sweetest sheep best little lad <3#So relaxing to hug ♥#That last one feels so oddly on-model?? Or on-vibe??? I dunno I'm just terribly happy with it hehe#Charm being cute and posed just a little strange in a natural way :D I like it very much!
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I'm so fucking mad
#she dug up and threw away some of my plants.#because they didn't look particularly happy#here's the thing though; they were reviving. I have been keeping an eye on them and they were not dead#they were starting to look happier and they roots were fine#I refuse to listen to anything she has to say about growing plants now. because she will not use her own knowledge#when it's inconvenient to her#I think she's hurt the other plants that she is using as an excuse to get rid of mine.#EVERY TIME.#I am being forced to lose every source of fucking joy I have#because I dared be the son of her disappointing daughter#and she's not disappointing either. she just got fucked over at every point
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Not a resolution - just maybe a bit of hope and intention to start out the year
#a prayer - as much of prayer as one such as myself might make - for 2023#metallic pens were used - and so bc shiny hard to see the writng - but i like it in person so - is what it is on camera man ;)#i'd done the eye months ago but never continues with it because i wasn't sure what i wanted from it - but it felt right today#not a bad way to make use toa new year's day#art journal#art journaling#a thing i made#a thing i did#i might not be talented but i am enthusiastic and well intentioned and that is enough#it's about making a creative and sometimes joyful noise - not about if other people find that noise "good' or not#because for me it's good if i needed to make it and wanted to make it and then i did make it - that's why it exists#the rest - and any more - that's details ( and sometimes detritus too lol)#and because my handwriting is not good - text reads:#a prayer for 2023 - may my meyes more truly see- from hands + heart spring forth creativity#and overall- I strive to be a happier better and more stable me#(this is not about toxic positivity - i just want to keep looking for good things - to work to be happy - do things that make me happy )#(i want to be better about working for what i want - to rest yes - but not lose sight and really not work on what i need to )#and stability is about my mental wherewithal but also much more - i have a lot of ducks to get in rows - and that's me acknowledging it
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