#but damn im really upset
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locked in on writing until midnight that being said i am a lil 😐 cause my piercings are fucking infected again and i'm allergic to most antibiotics so i can't do anything about it
#medical tw#gonna complain in the tags cause im so over this nonsense#starting to think the best thing to do might be to let them close up#but idk if that even would be best cause wouldn't that be closing them up WITH the infection#went to urgent care about it in may and they prescribed me antibiotics i was allergic to and i ended up with a fever and a rash#if it gets worse i might try and go home over the weekend and go to my pcp cause at least then theyd have my medical records#but damn im really upset#im so sick of this shiiiiiiit#*[ OOC ] . . . a treatise on the effects of caffeine
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are you oka- oh.
#kamo noritoshi#noritoshi kamo#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#yandere kamo noritoshi#yandere noritoshi kamo#yandere jujutsu kaisen#NO CAUSE HE WOULD COVER HIS MASSIVE DEATH GLARE IF HE KNEW YOU WOULD DEFEND THE OTHER PERSON#THEN YOUR ASS LOOKS AWAY AND BRO IS SHOOTING DAGGERS DUDE#i really like kamo#hes so babygirl#kamo has the hugest bitch face. i know it. i know he gives it out when the situation is fucking brutal.#its like the death glare someone else's momma gave you as a kid when you were bad#like bro#🧎♂️ damn im sorry#but in my mind he'd cover his face so you wouldnt be exposed to the death glare#smth smth only wanting you to see his perfect good boy self he crafted specifically for you smth smth#hed rather die than see you defend someone whos not him bc he doesnt want to compete for your attention. he feels it should belong to him#but it only makes the contrast of the peek that he gives others that much hotter. i mean scary#also tell me how you peeped the color change god please#i was so cool for that#the pink one.. your pov. hes double face palming.... at smth someone said/did. oh no!!#but for others its red. death glare. hes gonna make them regret upsetting him so much around you#to the point where he had to take his attention away from you for a second. not only that but your attention away from him too#wow kamo ur so. hot#stan kamo fr bro 🤟#null rot
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fuck arcane
(augh ouch eugh, vander my beloved, crying)
#ganondoodles talks#personal#arcane#arcane spoilers#i guess#more the tags#MAN#i loved him already but man#why do monsters never get to live#i mean given this series is a damn tragedy after tragedy STILL#of course they show more of him and get gets to be there SOMEWHAT but not really but in a way i love alot bc monsters my beloved#i bet theres time travel bullshit but i hate timetravel and i also dont think its gonna fix anything bc this series is anything but fixing#still .......#im honestly not that “upset” bc . yeah i expected that#of course tragic nice beloved man monster will die horribly twice or maybe more .. i cant get that much attached bc yeah ... thats expected
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Me patiently waiting for a way to make comics about the shitty things that happened in 2020-2023 but unsure of how to go about it in a way that will make me feel better smh
#like-#ugh#it all seems rrally stupid and blown out of proportion when i think about it too long#and then when i DO talk about it with other people who were there#theyre like ' yeah that was shitty' but what if my perspective is skewing their idea#idk#I also worry that my memories are new skewed by other people's perspectives#its like a whole thing#and its not like im upset by these things in a way that is actively hurting me#but i am retroactively realizing it was kinda bad????#idk maybe if i make comics about it someone will be like ' yeah that IS really shitty' but#i still dont know if that will be a warped version of what happened#the point is shit happened and i cant make art about it cause what if it really wasnt that bad#i think im just mad cause that person is currently having a great fucking time#and not feeling any regrets about anything#and overall just not facing the consequences of their actions#against me or the people that they hurt way worse than me#like theyre just gonna get away with being a shitty fucking person#anyway#this is not directed at anyone here btw this person ( hopefully ) can't see this#also damn i kmow for a fact that not being able to trust my memories and perspective is partially because of all this#smfh#its really not that serious but unfortunately it did effect me haha
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i love my bitch wife 🩵 somebody make an edit of soundwave to BRAT.. and my LIFE. is YOURS!!!!!
#the way it looks like hes wearing thigh highs or smthing like im obsessed with him#he thinks hes so cool that he just Has to try Everything himself#barely even waited for thunderhowl to finish his sentence. he heard door & said im outta here#and then got extremely pissed that this stupid fancy door would not bear under HIS superior weight#that he has to quell back the embarrassment of skipping the instructions then being lost & a fool about it#by attempting to retain his superiority & semblance of power by ordering someone else to do it only bcs he couldnt#but hes not gonna say that. hes just gonna order u to do smthing then be upset if u dont and maybe even more upset if u did#i miss him so much my brat king pls come back soundwave the kids miss u#him trying to open the door then immediately going to yell at thunder who was in the middle of explaining how to open the door..#that two second silence from thunder after soundwave got in his face . he is gritting his canine teeth so hard trying not to kill this bitch#and soundwave somehow has the audacity to feel the same if not even more anger#insolent door.. insolent MAN !!!!!#JUST DO WHAT HE WANTS DAMN IT !!!!!#soundwave thinks everyone thinks hes so cool but he is actually so pathetic loser malefailure to me like u dont understand#how badly i wonch this brat man hes so fucking funny 2 me#transformers cyberverse#transformers#tf cyberverse#soundwave#thunderhowl#'open. it. ' and then thunderhowl pins him to the door and says shut it WOAGH HEY HUH WHO SAID THAT#a canon writer of transformers mustve hacked my phone well we know how the story really ended then !#maccadam
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Day 2 of @lmk-season-5-drawing-challenge
Here's the jttw gang:D i remembered this one headcanon that tripitaka has a villanous/unhigded laugh that sort of freaks the rest of the gang out at first so i drew the aftermath of that. Also i just like to draw diferent levels of "what the fuck" faces
#I dont really know to draw zhu bajie and sha wujing#Or horses#Also i was going theought my screneshots after i drew this and i found some with osp's jttw summary videos#And I COULDVE DRAWN WUKONG RIDING A F*CK YOU DRAGON?!#Im not really upset about it but damn#A fricking Dragon#normal tags time#My art#Lmk#lmk tripitaka#lmk ao lie#Lmk sun wukong#Lmk jttw#lmk zhu bajie#lmk sha wujing#Tradicional art
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Gawd I’m. it’s 4:20am and I’ve been listening to exclusively the new 21 savage album since it dropped last night and I’m thinking abt my ocs . And spacewaffles I suppose
#RRRGG I can never get Bacon’s colors right but it’s ok!!!#it’s sooo okay and fine I’m deffo not upset abt it ^_^#lifesteal smp#baconnwaffles0#planetlord#oc: Corduroy#im so proud of the name Corduroy I really like it . need to flesh out her character more <33#UGH ok I dislike how Planet’s head/hair looks and Bacon’s hair is too fucking saturated AND you can’t tell that’s it’s braids !!!#Corduroy looks fine. love you Corduroy <333#according to procreate I spent 2.5 hours on this OHGG MY GOD WHYYY#ok caption true tho new 21 kinda awesome#my favorites so far r see the real and uhh#wait hold on#and just like me . special mention should’ve wore a bonnet . THAT song takes me straight back to middle school and swing screen doors <3333#AND ICE POPS AND WATER BALLON FIGHTS that we were allowed to start past 7pm cuz parents would make us clean up and we had school#damn. I love music#ok bye I’ve been here for long enough and i probs need to sleep lol#nox art
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part of me is like. im less upset about the ongsasun storyline (which is not that out of character imho) and more about whatever the hell they did to aylinluna
but at the same time i wish GMMTV would stop 1) having a character outing others without addressing the consequences that might have, and 2) making the characters get together between episodes 5 and 7 if the only conflict they can come up with for the second half of the show is a (forced) breakup
#i wish i could ban breakups and cheating as narrative tools#sorry but they're so damn cheap i dislike them so much#this isn't half as bad as last twilight was so im not as upset#at least ongsa and sun are SIXTEEN#i expect them to be insecure and self-centered and overdramatic and impulsive and with poor communication skills#it's aylin and luna that im like ???????? are we really going back to them being lovey dovey with no conversation whatsoever????????#okay#23.5#23.5 the series#m: txt
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finding my art on pintrest n seeing a comment telling the poster tht som1 else haz stolen their art n reposted it somwhere else on pintrest is so funny oh my god. thankz but the theft waz coming from inside the house
#textz#twoleg bullshit#also all the ppl calling him a swiftie. please u r killing me#nyanywayz i dont love repostz but i also dont really get like. upset abt thm so whtevrrrr thtz pintrest babie#mainly im just like damn come on i wanna see wht ppl r saying abt my stuff i cant do tht whn i dont kno abt it
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being autistic in fandom spaces is like really miserable because iiiiiii miss social cues a lot. and text cues i either miss frequently or interpret differently than intended. which makes me analyze characters different and need things explained of what was like. Actually meant. but sometimes people are assholes and that always sticks with me a lot more than anybody calmly explainging it to me ever will
#it's not something that's super often but it's gotten worse since rejoining danganronpa and i feel so upset#tw vent#but like its happened more often like 3 and ive only been back in here since like july guys.#and ive thought abt these instances for months.#im beinf talked down to because of a fictional character bc my disability makes me inept isnt thay insane?#isnt that insane how people think that its fine to do that? to be incredibly mean spirited over this?#and i get complaining damn it i complain all tje time but it. makes me feel like theres something inherently Wrong with me#i cant understand like everyone else and need some things explained to me#which must mean i have no place here right#this is wjy im so scared to share my works because somehow everything i do is a carnal evil for. whatever reason.#gahh just . maybe if people were nicer but thay wont happen i know that#i feel childish for beinf so uspet im 22 and cant handle how the internet is but.#fandom is my safe space#im being othered in a place i want to feel safe.#it makesme wanna fall off the grid and just leave it all alone amd enjoy in private#and id still see stuff so im not going to do thag since itd be the same scenario just now im talking to me exclusively#but ah it makes me really wanna just Leave . sucks 2 suck i guess#i dont know. ive jus been thinking this for a few months now and ughhh i so g lnow im sick and spilling my guts#micetalk#not tagging my organizational bc i fear this might start something and ugh i dont want that
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Almost done with the 12th doctor
#yeag I think i just don't like doctor who anymore#I'll keep going because im curious and inwant my mind changed sooo badly#but damn....#this sucks#im just kinda mad cause I've had all these people advertising to me on 11 is the best doctor then 12 is the best doctor#i didn't like either i see why people would like 12 but it's just that the show sucks now and i couldn't get myself to care most of the time#ughhhh TwT#he was almost regenerating and said I don't wanna go and i was just like 😐#YOU WILL NEVER BE HIM#tbh i don't think it's possible to be more upset from a show than what i was going through then i finished s4#so this is pretty much impossible to top but damn#this suuuckss#only the Christmas episode left i guess..#and then 13 who#well I've heard so much good about 11 and 12 and then they sucked ass#and I hear a lot of bad stuff about 13 so I'm not really expecting anything#aughh#the companions too...#YOU CAN NEVER BE ROSE YOU CEN NEVER BE MARTHA YOU CAN NEVER BE DONNA#TOT
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Starting to become. Honestly a bit miffed at UPS.
#i never should have looked at the tracking#if it just ends up being a day or two late thats fine its the holidays whatever#but knowing its been at the same facility like 10 miles from the destination for a week now is mildly irritating#it could have very easily been quite early but fine i paid for it to arrive at a certain time and thats fine#but its an hour and fifteen minutes from the end of the estimated window and its STILL not even out for delivery#and for it to be *late* after sitting ten miles away for a week is just#I'm allowed to be annoyed at that right????#like#the person its for won't even be home until tomorrow but thats so hugely not the point#nevermind its been near two weeks total since i handed the parcel off#i could have damn near delivered it on foot by now#these things happen and its the holidays and its FINE but like#i paid double the price to avoid having to drive 30 minutes to the post office#i've been REALLY hoping it gets there at least by tomorrow evening which shouldn't have been a hard ask#and im just#im upset idk#it's dumb but its really bothering me
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feeling abnormal and violent on a Monday afternoon
#uh oh we accidentally did a eugenics with our late addition character! are we gonna talk about it? nope!#cal.txt#spn#supernatural#spn scripts#jack kline#spn 14x19#every day I feel physically nauseous about this#charlie iasip voice can we talk about the pet monster thing I really wanna talk about the pet monster thing#god#dog motif so hard jack rlly saw himself as a damn pet im gonna kill myself#ugh#nothing of substance to say I’m just upset again#the ovulation demons have claimed me
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ive been having trouble reading, since maybe november. i just cant do big blocks of text; it's like my brain will not process them. which fucking sucks bc i cant read books or fanfic. having so much trouble with anything that has more than like 2 paragraphs. can't fucking write, either. audio or heavy visuals helps a lot -- so i can play voiced visual novels, or read manga or manwha or webcomics or what have you. it's just... blocks of text. might as well be squiggles to me.
#borbtalks#and i suspect it's to do with my thyroid. just bc recent change + timeline lines up of when my other thyroid stuff started happening#sigh. it's only three weeks until my next blood test. & then another week until my endo appt#but oh im gonna be so upset if this is entirely unrelated to my thyroid. like damn. i actually really liked reading 😭#not to mention writing 😭#giving both up would fucking suck 😭😭😭
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dante:
#sorry this has probably been done a lot#but yeah#damn he really did do that#mtefil#im so upset actually
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sometimes i think i’m bipolar.
#or just a product of my father idk#but damn#the emotional regulation has not been good lately folks#and just like#very irrational thoughts#i say things that i don’t really mean??#less impulsivity stuff but#idk maybe it’s just the adhd#but i think im fine and then something in the news will upset me
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