#but at least i’d feel better

[exospherethoughts]

Everything is so dirty here and I want to get rid of all the things I own here and clean the bathroom and my room and the kitchen and every surface and cupboard and nook and cranny but I can’t because my parents will see and I don’t want to have to answer their questions about why I’m obsessively cleaning. I’m so tired. I’m so so so tired. I just want to be able to enjoy this trip, I’ve been waiting five years for this, but my mind won’t leave me alone. I don’t want to spend the whole trip heavily dissociated, but idk how else I’ll be able to avoid having a breakdown. I hate my brain so much.

[tj-crochets]

The giant ant is complete, and it turned out so much better than I’d even imagined! It’s also surprisingly easy to comfortably carry around, which I did not expect

[pixlokita]

Does anyone know of a certification program that’s actually like … worth it ? College advisors, my therapist and family are being either too realistic or pessimistic and I’m trying to do the research myself >>; but I’ve gotten a couple of certifications and license in the past that either don’t hire or pay so little you can’t afford anything :’> plus they keep landing me in the hospital when I do overtime which is still not enough xD tbh the advisors at college said them and a lot of people just have to work two jobs but like idk? There has to be another option ? Anyway just asking here because I’m hitting a wall and whenever I choose anything I get the worst jobs , the kind that get sued for breaking labor laws.

[sparklybuildingsdesign88]

If I’m going to be under an old white man’s rule, it’s gonna be 3 of them and they’re gonna be ancient vampires. Who wants to run away and join the Volturi with me? 🙋🏻‍♀️😂

[dkniade]

In the past I’d (incorrectly) assumed everyone wanted to be given some space when they’re upset (e.g. sitting with them silently and doing our own thing)

and also that people would surely tell me what they’d want me to do to help them, because I couldn’t guess how myself (e.g. a hug? Affirming their feelings like “it must be hard for you”/“it’s indeed difficult that this happened”? More casually like “Man, that sucks”? Offering them food and distraction? It really depends)

I’m also not the type to say “I understand how you feel” because, well, I often don’t understand

Helping/Comforting others when they’re upset really isn’t my forte

[mobsplainer]

death 13 is like the most out of character arc in stardust crusaders it’s unreal . like im sorry but you’re telling me that everyone thought kakyoin was crazy for thinking the baby had a stand when they literally fought an ORANGUTAN with a stand…? like ofc this is before iggy but what is the logic here . you can believe an ape has a stand but a baby is too far..? if i was kakyoin id be pissed as hell when joseph finds shizuka in part 4 id come down from heaven and haunt his ass like “i bet you feel real dumb right now”

[alaskan-wallflower]

sometimes i forget that people on here don’t know i’m visually impaired/legally blind, or that that’s even a thing with people with albinism (i’m actually like…blind. not in the “oh haha i’m like a bat, i can’t see the board!”, it’s the “i’m never going to be able to get a drivers license unless it’s extremely, extremely limited to daytime and two lane highways only, needs an iep, can’t read less than size 24 font without squinting, reads braille because my eyes get tired, can’t see snow/rainfall, can’t see 3d, can barely see my keyboard” kind of way) so when i try to make a blind joke it doesn’t hit as hard as it does if you know me irl. sigh.

[shewhoeatssand]

I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever

[inga-don-studio]

New job jitters never really go away, do they?

Sunday was my last shift at the job I've been trying to get away from for over a year & a half, and today I start a new (but in the same field) job at a place I've been trying to get my foot-in-the-door for just as long lol.

Technically I'm ridiculously experienced in what I'm going to be doing starting out, but HA HA OH BOY that really doesn't reassure the anxiety brain gremlins.

[flygonscales]

2 weeks at uni and I’ve already reached peak procrastination. I found masking tape and somehow decided that the best use of my time was to make a tiny Belphemon-sleep.

[makkie-is-screaming]

Is it stupid that I don’t want my brother to get close with his half brother …

[cuteniaarts]

Small drawing collection of my latest creation Emran as a teenager/freshly minted Air Acolyte, for my dear partner in unhinged OC shenanigans @katkastrofa, as promised <3

[deepseawave]

obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog

Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️

Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D

[deus-ex-mona]

how long was this ft4 car ride even??

[allpromarlo]

halfway through the luofu story on my hsr replay and i really think mc should’ve gotten to be meaner to kafka

[kavehayati]

I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.