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Grumbo is so interesting
We had a son its a robot that can't cope with the world, lets make him a world where hes okay.
Im bringing our son into the new season, a season in which mumbo is palpably Not Present (due to irl burnout). Oops our son is also not okay about mumbo dissapearance and tears open time/space about it.
*shoots down stress so she can't defeat mumbo on tower tall competition* (tiny voice) "i love mumbo" <- BTW implies he doesn't love stress which may or may not be something
"I don't like that. im all the friend you need" in a tone like mumbo both cannot lose grian and will not Share grian
Grian builds a safe hiding spot and goes out for supplies like a soul breadwinner of a household, mumbo can't help but worry grian is stepping out.
I made the series, i know all the surprises, so im gonna feed you little hints and prepare you for the chaos because i care you specifically.
Mumbo starves to death right in front of Grian, all the while begging him for help he's not able to give (because hes Tabbed Out)
Mumbo runs to Grian while on fire in some last hope for succor.
Grian unknowingly builds the very instrument of Mumbo's unmaking, giving Mumbo the taste of power he ran mad with.
They are doomed and spiraling around each other.
They are the moon and earth. The moon's gravity diverting hurtling space debris in most but not all cases. The moon for which the earth's tides yern. Meanwhile the Earth gives place for the moon, but also drawing it in closer and closer in infinitesimal distances. Yet when they finally reach each others embrace, only carnage will remain.
Grian is the Moon that revolves around Mumbo, and their dance is one of the doomed.
Grian is the hand and Mumbo is the inevitability of Fate.
#i posted this in the grumbo group#but only then realized i can't rb it out#so im reposting it#i wasn't sure itd be a good post when is tsrted#grumbo#waffle duo#grian#mumbo jumbo#hermitcraft#life series#traffic#but anyway free brain worms#i don't have any ability to use them
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everytime i see some dumbfuck transgender terminally online discourse im reminded that cisgender people dont have to deal with this shit and i age 10 years.
#charlie.txt#'oh this text post seems to disregard the trans male experience. oh well. i bet if i go to their blog theyll hold totally normal opinions#about trans men anyway'#it was smth smth 'terfs blame trans women for everything and trans men get off scot free'#what if i took a shit on the keyboard and called it a political opinion?#and then calling the trans men telling you that thats not in line with their experiences transmisogynist?#do we have brain worms.#do we need to go outside.#im actually so sick of you all lol.
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the sequel to “kirby, i’m poly”
kirby is autistic !! yippee !!!!
#happy cringe day wednesday#the worm in my brain gets real annoying about posts like this ugh#my target audience is me though so what’s my problem#kirbyposting#my art or something#Kirby#prince fluff#meta knight#king dedede#elfilin#drawing stimming is so#cathartic?#anyway i have a million thoughts on this but not for today#astrals are autistic idk it’s just real to me#there were a few more doodles but i thought putting the zoomed out picture was probably the best call#is it easier to read like this? That’s why i did this#headcanons#had to get my friend to force me to post this one as well#be cringe be free you know#why does dedede look like that that’s not my art style what happened
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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I want to write Princess Tutu stuff so bad, but unfortunately my brain worms are mostly for Edel and Uzura, and there is not an audience for a puppet set free from her strings returning home to them anyway
#uzura leaving with Drosselmeyer is so impactful#she is free#but she returns to her role anyway#may those who accept their fate find happiness#i hope she's happy#but maybe she will become like Edel was#maybe it's a cyclical way of being#maybe i like it that way actually#damn these notes are just becoming a puppet rant#i think this proves my point of brain worms#she is all i think about#text post#princess tutu#ptutu#ptutu uzura#ptutu edel
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HEDWIG'S LAMENT / EXQUISITE CORPSE • atlanta, 2017
#hedwig and the angry inch#euan morton#hannah corneau#hedwig national tour#this is not my video BUT i've been thinking about it So Much lately and was shocked to not see it on my blog#or indeed be able to find a post of it anywhere really (not that tumblr's search is functional)#euan does my favorite hedwig's lament of probably any hedwig i've seen ever#and the lighting design in the bway/tour exquisite corpse was like............ fucking formative to me and STILL lives in my head rent free#and i cannot see that magenta/green lighting combo in any other context without becoming Emotional About It#and now everything everything is doing it in... CITY SONG..... WHICH IS PRETTY DEVASTATING TO ME PERSONALLY TBH#YOU ARE A WOMAN I AM A MAN WE LIVE IN THE CITY AND WE DO WHAT WE CAN#THROUGH THE DARK TURNS AND NOISE OF THIS WICKED LITTLE TOWN..............#anyway no one else has this specific strain of brain worms but me. i'm the specialest <3#hedwig trash blog#forever and ever amen#Youtube
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it’s the last Sunday before Sunday’s banner ends so i suppose it’s about time for me to finally boot up HSR and pull him home… wish me luck
#i’m gonna need it bc i haven’t rlly played much since 2.3 so my savings are.. not Great#honkai star rail#hsr sunday#viddy game stuff#Seven.txt#it’s not that i don’t Want to play i just haven’t made the time to do so lately#i’m trying to juggle 4 live service gacha games at the same time and i am dropping all of the balls constantly 😔#i don’t feel like i’m doing much more than i used to but for some reason i seem to have a lot less free time for gaming lately#idk it’s probably just my time management getting worse#Anyways so yeah i haven’t played much since the Boothill hype. and i haven’t pulled a single new 5 star since his release#but i also haven’t played much at all during that time so i’ve only got 54 pulls saved :)#and if that’s enough to get me Sunday and his LC i’ll lose my fucking mind bc ain’t no way i’ll get that lucky#i Do have a good luck streak with Light Cones but i’ve only pulled for 3 so that’s not that impressive#i got Acheron’s on a won 50/50 at 14(!!!) pity and Aventurine’s on a won 50/50 at 22 pity so those were kinda insane to me#but then i don’t remember how it went for Boothill’s LC and i didnt log those pulls so i couldnt tell ya if the good luck streak continued#so anyways yeah probably gonna have to whale a lil bit but that’s ok bc it’s christmas time#i allow myself to whale (or. more like Dolphin perhaps) guilt-free on these games a lil bit on my birthday and christmas as gifts to myself#i used it on Xilonen and her sig weapon back around my birthday and now i’ll use this one on Sunday#ain’t no way i’m letting him pass me by when he’s the one that really hooked me into HSR in the first place#i was halfheartedly playing for a while but as soon as i saw the first hint of him on that livestream Penacony teaser i was Obsessed#don’t think i’ve ever been that excited for a character that i knew next to nothing about aside from a lil chibi avatar -#- and some line about him being malevolent. and i don’t even like the chibi style At All so that speaks to how strong his design was#or maybe it just shows how i see an angel coded character with weird-cool-head-wings and a halo and my brain worms start raving#well it’s 1am here so Technically it’s Monday now but shhhhhh it’s still Sunday in my Heart ok? and that’s what matters#and it’s still kinda Sunday on the American server bc the daily reset isn’t until like. 3am for me#but it’ll still probably record it as me having pulled him on the 23rd :/ oh well can’t turn back time#i guess i Could wait until Christmas morning but i don’t wanna flirt with the deadline so closely#this is close enough for me to count it as my Christmas pulls#and we spent Too Damn long without confirmation of his playability (though i always had faith in the leaks 😤🙏🏻) so i deserve this lmao#i mean i’ve waited longer. i waited for Scara! i waited for Baizhu! but still. all the ‘he wont be playable’ fearmongerers can kiss my ass
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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It
#blue chatter#they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity#I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit#and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned#I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will#I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me#uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight#and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need#to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told#that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily#even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though#I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right#which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing#I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was#definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.
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taking my heart out and stomping into the ground dont you dare get another friend crush. dont fucking do it.
#ITS SO FRUSTRATING !!!!!#i think someone is cool and then they pay an attention to me and i am lost#i am drawing them pics and making them little gifts and thinking about all the fun things we can do together#i spend my free time thinking of reasons to talk to them#u might be like hmm this sounds like a romantic crush#but i can assure it is not#it CAN turn into one over many years#i kno bc one did and i suffer even more for it#its Very Obvious bc when its a non-platonic crush i will get suuuuuper possesive and jealous#but UGH friend crushes suck especially bc i dont have the bandwidth to rly pursue them AND#i always feel like i come at it too intensely so in order to escape rejection i run#its fine i am fine i can be Normal about things#its okay i will hide from this one like ive done all the others#its this person named Toad and they are so cool they do like climate activisim and they support local punk bands#its also reminding me of Dev. i am so sorry dev.#he was this super cool ass dude that i worked with for 4 years and he was So Neat and interesting to talk to#he knew soooooo much about cooking and he was really well read#and his humor was great. super dry and sarcastic i was always laughing lol#i wanted to be friends with him SO BAADDD#and he has no social media or even like. texting#so before i left i demanded his email address#and I emailed him One time and he replied and i ghosted him#bc here is another issue: i cant fucking communicate#how keep friends if u dont talk to them????#anyways the brain worms are eating good tonight
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i am crazy but i am now free from the confines of my mind 🎀
thank u for sharing and bringing us into ur big brained idea ❤️🫂 we can be crazy together
#smh all my figure skating mutuals are EUROPEAN and ASLEEP! the curse of being american#i'll rb your thoughts for them in the morning if they dont find it tbh. they deserve to be seen#one of my friends in another fandom wrote a hockey player/figure skater au and i HAD briefly contemplated something like that#for thee boys....but i'm not well versed enough. and also i am so easily distracted it wouldve gotten abandoned anyway#anyway i hope u are free of ur brain worms!!! but also if ur not u know where to find me/us 😉😘#ask reply#Anonymous#🎀
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hate the way carver and bethany are talked abt tbh 😔
#it's either 'whiny annoying' carver vs 'pure sweet' bethany or 'boring badly written' bethany vs 'more interesting' carver AND IT'S RANKKKKK#like all four of those takes are incorrect and show a lack of understanding of both their characters#esp the warden/templar/circle thing bc that whole discussion is sooooooo wack#'bethany is happier in the circle' could write an essay abt why that's SUCH a poor reason for going that route#yes iconic let's have bethany go to the place called the gallows <3 where mages are famously tortured <3 because she's happier there than#as a free warden !! never mind the fact that the reason why she's 'happier' is because she's one of the most privileged mages there <3#allowing her to become complacent in the suffering of mages <33#never mind the reason why she goes willingly is because she views her magic as a burden to her family <33 and already has a conflicted#perspective <33#worms for brains!!!!!!!!!#anyways!! lots to be said abt the various ways carver and bethany are looked at there's a TON to dive into#anyways.txt
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Game review from real gamer. i am not finished at all but saga of sins. Yeah. Platformer where everything looks like stained glass and u turn into monsters to enter people’s minds and fight sin. U can pet the dog and also enter the dog’s mind (he is free sin)
#txt#its scratching the history/religion/art fixation part of my brain so good#u are a littel priest and u fight the demons in sinners’ minds to free them but… are u really freeing them or are u committing sin urself??#its a lot of this tortured littel guy being all ‘hey what is sin REALLY? love thy neighbor but cannot fuck?? hello god whats up w that’ but-#-in a plagued by demons sort of way#what is the morality of it all? idk man the priest just got back from the crusade and have been just as many comments on how noble that is-#-as there have been ‘hey not cool’ and ‘why r u trying to purge sin when wrath made u kill fellow humans’ etc#im not expecting an answer on that exactly as the game is *very* european lmao#anyway i think its gonna end with either fighting god or fighting the devil OR u turn into the devil. some hell on earth kinda deal#also. hope no one reads so far but this dude looks like how i draw ye ole medieval nicky and i have brain worms. so its a bonus#but by itself. im fucking LOVE the stained glass look of it all#its not terribly original game play as it is a platformer but man never seen a game with this look#so 10/10 for aesthetics lol#yike im done now. sudden need to tell everyone abt my fav game of this week u know how it is
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OPEN STARTER
mutuals encounter chiyo!
emotions swirl within her chest as her friend's hand remains wrapped around her wrist, overwhelming and maddening. chiyo wouldn't call herself an angry person, but frustration masks itself as such. it isn't because of them -- not really, even if their well-meaning actions have led to this. a shaky huff pushes itself past her lips as chiyo stares at their hand ( they aren't letting go, and she doesn't understand why ). it's her fault. it's always been her own fault.
" why do you--- why do you care? " chiyo can hear the sharpness of her tone, regrets it as her words cut through the air ( she doesn't want them to stop caring, is terrified of that, actually ). she's shaking her head, feels her heart pounding against her ribcage. " i don't... i just mean, i'm not easy. i don't make this easy. i know i don't, and i think you know that, too, so i don't get why you aren't letting me go. "
it's a bad day. that's all it is, and chiyo just wants to save them the trouble of handling her when she feels so... messy. gently she tugs at their grip on her wrist, chancing a glance at their face ( it's a mistake because her heart quivers upon being seen ).
" you don't need to take care of me, you know. it's not your job. "
#interactions | chiyoko#testing out a different format for the header?? but i dunno if i like it so we'll see about that#also!! if you decide to reply to this pls don't feel pressured to match my length!#it's a lil long just bc i gotta establish a scene :' )#also also i always get nervous with these kinda scenes bc i'm like is this realistic?? over the top?? oh dear#like pls feel free to tell me if i ever write something poorly bc we all have our weaknesses and i feel like serious conversations like thi#are mine uvu#anyway lemme see if i can't write a few other things now that my brain worms have been fed asdf#OH feel free to use any of chiyo's verses!! and to assume friendships!! bc a friendship is the only way she says any of this tbh asdf
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also ty everyone who send album reqs!! I'm gonna check them out tomorrow + respond to ur asks with thoughts 🩷🩷🩷🩷
#i always love music reqs anyways!#even if you're unsure if i'll like jt#feel free to drop whatever auditory worms are eating your brain whenever u want#i love seeing what my friends are loving + i'm open to all kinds of music!!#elkk.txt
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drawing a summoning circle with my blood, i neeeed himh sooo baddd
cw: dubious consent by virtue of hypnotism in the first bullet point, writing is more suggestive than outright smutting but im keeping it under a readmore to be safe minors do not interact
Incubus Jamil Viper who takes no chances whenever he feeds. Always making sure to keep his prey completely subdued, unable to resist. It only takes a single moment of your gazes meeting for his magic to take hold. The initial alarm in your eyes glazing over, tension melting from your frame.
Incubus Jamil Viper mapping your body and lavishing it with the attention that your previous partners could never muster. Of course, he brushes it off as you being sensitive and touchstarved. You're easy to tease and willing to vocalize your pleasure, maybe he'll keep you around for a bit longer.
Incubus Jamil Viper taking his time, driving you to the point of complete frustration. He doesn't have to use his magic at this point, it's better that you're lucid. He wants you needy and pliant, he wants you crying and begging for him. He wants to hear his name spilling from your lips as he grants you sweet release.
Incubus Jamil Viper being a possessive glutton for your sexual energy. Every other human he feeds from pales in comparison after getting a taste from you. He tries not to show his attachment, but he can barely spend more than a night away from you(r bed). On the rare occasion, you'll find homecooked meals in your fridge after he leaves. He doesn't need to leave a note for you to piece together who it's from. Some days, he thinks of draining you completely dry and moving on. Other days, he can't seem to stomach the thought of not being able to visit you again.
Incubus Jamil Viper trying (and failing) to avoid his growing feelings every time you take charge of aftercare. It's easier to constrain this relationship as a transactional one, but you seem to value him outside of your nightly trysts. He doesn't let you touch his wings or tail, not even his hair or his horns. But, as he grows more fond of you, maybe that could change.
For your consideration: incubus Jamil Viper.
#had this sitting in my drafts for too long i must set it free (and infect the other jamilnatics with worms in the brain)#if im gonna be constantly staying up i might as well be productive or sumn#im still hurting from not being able to get any of his ssrs this month but whatever ill make my own reparations#babygirl one night pls 😩🙏#(tbh if i were to stumble upon incubus!jamil id turn into one of em doujin ojisans. thats how bad i want him)#anyway 💥explodes back out of existence💥#dellet-asides#dellet-writings
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im also (naturally) on the astarion train so thanks u dumb vampire. im mad at u
{pls note idc abt sharin f/os / crushes or anything, life is free roam}
#jupiter.speaks#> WHY DOESNT HE LIKE ME 😭 I GOT HIT BY A WEIRD PRIEST TO IMPRESS U BRO PLS /lh but i did do that cuz he said itd be fun#> this doesnt surprise anyone i know. im also thinking abt my guardian but im waiting until further in the game so i can see if hes real or-#> or some funky guy lyin to me. the worm in my head or whatever#> srry for the mildest bg3 spoilers but that is legit like. the first scene is the worm. tadpole. whatever#> also more minor spoilers!!!! but on lunch break i saw this video of a guy failin a skill check against a mindflayer and he just. died#> like he just got eaten??? and then the game ended ahdjkdndjfmd this is like EARLY game uve been free roaming for maybe 20mins n THAT?!?!?#> anyway. yea. both ff16 and bg3 are taking over my brain#> im just not talkin abt 16 bc i got to this huge like. end of act 1 part and it upset me so much i had to close the game. wdym bro 😭
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