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noritaro · 2 years ago

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good night gamers

#puss in boots death #nori art #idk what to say for myself #on one hand im down bad so yeah #on another this is just practice #and another i found out my ideal posting time on Twitter and this is just to test that #anyways its 12 am i should sleep auhhfhshsj #also probably weird?? considering i never really post art regarding it #but i really like colouring midriffs #they're very?? shaped idfk #tw suggestive #i guess????

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nabaath-areng · 18 days ago

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Having to micromanage your entire physical battery day in and day out is so exhausting, especially when your ability fluctuates without rhyme or reason with every single day. I'm starting to have to reframe how I view and tackle my task lists because otherwise the grief and frustration becomes so much that I get nothing done. I'd love to complete the entire list today, but I'm gonna have to limit myself to ticking off two tasks just so I don't burn myself out to the point of being unable to do anything later...

#and even then thats no guarantee since i could feel super sick later without warning #OR maybe i feel superdupergood and can do them all no problem and THEN some #but then i also have to prepare for being bedridden after if i dont keep track of how much energy i burn #the event horizon of which ALSO changes daily lmfao #meanwhile people assume youre lucky or even privileged for this #as if being homebound for your safetys sake and spending most of the time being unable to really do anything #is anything worth envying. people assume youre resting when frankly youre just keeping your face above the water #i dont have a choice either. i gave up all my dreams and ambitions just for the sake of trying to survive for once #i WANT to have a life i WANT to have the power to be independent and not be at the mercy of others until the day i die #god sorry URGH its so hard to not feel sad and hopeless and almost bitter about this sometimes #its so hard not to feel alienated and embarrassed by the fact that you practically live in a different reality to people #people whose lives revolve around careers and working to the point where they cant comprehend you as a disabled individual #and what that means beyond the assumption that being chronically ill and overall impaired is a choice and moral failire #whether or not people are aware of that baseline assumption concretely #and i feel stupid and annoying for whining about this when i have so much to be grateful for #just. guhhhhhhhhh idfk. i SHOULD get started here but i can barely move out of bed #exhaustion is killing me i miss going on daily walks my house feels like a prison #i need to stop moping im already spiralling lmfao #trying not to close my eyes lest i pass out yet again despite having gotten more than 12 hours of sleep #cause apparently to my stupid body thats not enough to even stand up #silvi talks

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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months ago

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#it's a strange thing to work in a store that never sleeps. like living in an organism. like forcing its blood to flow #youre there an not. mostly out of sight and out of mind. blinking into existence when something is needed #or at least thats how it is when you work on the back end. and its an oddly gendered workplace when i go in #before the sun is up. before the doors are unlocked. men and boys unload the trucks and sort the packages. women sort the clothing packages #so they do that on purpose? do applicates sort themselves? why do only women work in style?#i dunno. it feels like my 1st real job. its very strange bc there are alloted times and clocking in and out and forced breaks. ive never had #that. ive only had: every moment that youre not working is a waste of time. i worked 10 hour days 6 days a week while getting paid part time #so it's weird. its nice to feel useful. its nice to have my time filled with things to do. but its also like going to school k-12 bc its #like: oh god i gotta get up at 3am so i can go to work. so i dunno. we'll see how i feel after a full week. its also sorta physically #exhausting and maybe i should have said 32hrs instead of 40 so i can actually work on some stuff this summer but i guess we'll see #right now getting a government job sounds better than going back to school but i dunno. i dunno #ill have to start applying in earnest. ay ay ay. what a mess #unrelated

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running-in-the-dark · 2 months ago

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my niece stayed with us last night. it was pretty fun this time, probably because I was feeling better (if I'm already in pain or exhausted, I can't handle it). after we dropped her off, we talked to my mother for a little bit, and then drove to my in-laws. we were there for a few hours and because the guys were busy outside, i ended up talking to my mother-in-law for most of that time. it was... kind of good? I don't know. she actually showed some real emotions, just a little bit, but hey that's more than ever before! I even gave her a weird little shoulder squeeze/side hug, it was so weird.

anyway, I almost fell asleep in the car on the way home because I was so tired, and actually did fall asleep immediately on the couch.

#it's pretty annoying because my mother-in-law of course asked me how applying for jobs is going. I haven't applied for a single one yet #bc dude I can barely get through the day. I sleep for 12-16 hours a day. and I'm almost always in some kind of pain. and I'm not doing so #good mentally either. come on! I interacted with a handful of people in one day and had to sleep for like 6 hours.#anyway so I said it's a bit difficult because I'm constantly tired - it felt like the only thing she might kind of understand?#annnd she said its probably a vitamin D deficiency and I should get that tested (I won't because I'd have to pay for that and also I think I #read that taking vitamin D supplements doesn't actually help? I can't remember now and I don't want to look it up bc I know it definitely is #not the only or even main reason I am always tired.#I took vitamin D tablets for several months last year (?) bc my previous GP recommended it and. it did absolutely nothing at all #plus. like. I can't sleep. I sleep like shit. always. so. idk? that definitely doesn't help #and I sleep more when I'm in pain and all that too. so.#and she knows I have a bunch of health issues but. nope it's vitamin D because that's one thing and it's simple and here take a pill you're #fine now! wait why aren't you fine now? oh I guess you're just lazy 🙄#< that's 100% how that would go #ugh. Just let me sleep for 5-10 years. maybe that'd fix me....#like. I'm trying to get myself back (?) to being an actual human person again. I'm trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I'm trying to #live and not feel like I'm drowning every fucking day #finding a job is only gonna add more stress and exhaustion and everything. if I want to try to help myself this is the time to do it #okay rant over I'm going to sleep now #personal

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salsa-di-pomodoro · 2 years ago

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I've been playing Luigi's Mansion 3 blind for the first time despite having had the game for three to four years and i just want to say i absolutely love Luigi. I thought this when i played Luigi's Mansion 2 and i think it now this guy is so brave. Like he's just a little guy and he's got a resting happy blank face and he's so so scared but he's being so so brave about everything, people don't give him enough credit. Guy is a scaredy cat and still chose to stay in the haunted hotel where everything wants his ass dead just to save his friends and family. And he's doing a damn good job of it too, King Boo and the other one are getting increasingly pissed every time i see them <3

Anyway yeah if my brain wasn't already occupied with like three different blorbos he'd be a great candidate for one. Luigi my beloved (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡⁠*⁠♡

(if he gets paired up with someone i'm glad it's Bowser. He deserves someone how treats him right and we all know Bowser is the guy for that)

#ive been doing nothing but playing this game for three days help #FR THO LMFAO I ONLY TAKE BREAKS WHEN MY SWITCH DIES. OR WHEN I GET CALLED DOWN. FROM MY BED TO EAT #BOTH MY CONTROLLERS WONK HORRIBLY BUT THAT DOESNT STOP ME ITS JUST A GOOD GAME :D #i cant remember the last time i was so taken by a game. the dact that im playing blind probably also helps #i have had to ask for help from my brother a few times cause i didnt want to use the internet and onky twice did we have to look anyway #i love figuring out puzzles. this is the game for me i think #damn i gtt all the sound effects and songs stuck in my head as i go to sleep now. lmao #its also been helping me feel alright lately... this is so nice #anyway pls no spoilers past floor 12 <3 #luigi nintendo #luigi's mansion #luigi's mansion 3 #should i tag bowuigi. if anyone sees this tell me #anyway.#luigi my beloved #<3

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 9 months ago

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does anyone wanna think about oxenfree ii with me

#camera talks #oxenfree ii spoilers #oxenfree ii #was thinking about riley and rex #augh ouagh uagh oaugohag (sounds of me fucking dying)#they are so deeply upsetting to me #and. choosing to let riley continue living (aka let her raise her son Knowing they are going to end up like her and her dad)#Kinda Fucks me up mannnn #and every convo with rex is actually so deeply important to me #the way riley interacts with rex even though she has a distant relationship with her parent-#like it shows she wants something better for him. even when she knows the outcome #godddd they make me sick. ill even #i can discuss the intricate and amazing relationship dynamics between riley everyone else for actual hours #but also its 12 so i should be sleeping :(

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icelogged · 1 year ago

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hello one more bitch for the road 😔✌🏾terf is not a synonym for transphobe. terf is an acronym. tme trans people can be terfs. next scheduled bitchfest is between me our heavenly father amen or to annoy you specifically ❤️

#girl what happened to just saying a person is transphobic… i promise your transphobic uncle tim is not a trans exclusionary radical feminist #evidence of life #i had coffe for the first time in god the almighty christ knows uwu teehee #coffee*#so i might be worse than usual 😔😔#like wow it is definitely affecting my body slay i guess the gap changed my tolerance?#anyways point is i have never been tipsy in my entire life i thought i’d be a light weight given my body type but like nope #that’s pretty weird to me because i’m fake straight edge [special occasions if they have what i like] and that’s been rare in the last bit #i haven’t had alcohol at all this year and i think the last time was once last summer at a backyard family friend party thingy #i’m not trying find out what tispy and drunk feels like though #so like huge gaps and it doesn’t do anything but this coffee which is more regular than alcohol (but that’s not saying much)#and baby i am feeling it like that is caffeine huh wow #ophelia over sharing on the internet cw oph won’t stfu cw hi :3 ->#i’m having it because i couldn’t take my anti psychotics that also help me sleep because i had a late night and an early morning #and i couldn’t risk sleeping in #not that i actually wake up at like 6 or 7 or even 5 #fastest wake up time was in bed after 10pm woke up at exactly 12:36 am #the good thing is i feel significantly more rested and have more spoons than i before it and before it made the cycle consistent #well the whole cocktail works well together but shout out to her she’s my babygirl for real <3 #also this just reminded me i didn’t take my morning meds its still morning it’s fine :3 i just should really get a regular take time for #morning like i do with the night ones it is all a critical science but night ones must be as consistent as possible or i face certain death #<- lie hyperbole #did i reread this [the tags] absolutely not <3 #bitchfest presented by oleta ophelia

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mangostar · 2 years ago

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grrrughrgurh i keep seeing puss in boots stuff n i have to stop myself from going innsane i wanna watch it sooooooo bad

#i love puss in boots so much whahhhbaisikajc #watched the first puss in boots today even though i said id do it like. 2 weeks ago LMAO #im ngl fuck that egg #its been awhile since ive actually been excited to watch a movie #OH SHIT WAIT WHENS THE SPIDERVERSE COMING OUT I FORGOT ABT THAT #OH ITS THIS YEAR... that was a movie im also very VERY excited to see #like. i didnt care abt spiderman that much but then i saw spiderverse and my whole life has changed i love it so much #i should def rewatch spiderverse #not right now tho.. its almost 12 and i need to sleep #its been hot all day and now its raining abit and its making everything humid i just wanna go to bed #goodnight !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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foxlow · 1 year ago

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Hey, just wanted to say to everyone who follows me for ninjago art, sorry for the lack of ninjago art. Motivation for ninjago has been almost nonexistant for more than a month and ninjago art has become harder to do, kinda did a sketch but it was meh. With this I'm not saying that I'm leaving the fandom, I still love seeing arts and other stuff, its just that, I don't know when I'll do ninjago art again.

I know I don't owe an apology to anyone but I still feel like I need to say it. Hope that the people that see this understand (probably nobody cause its late in a weekday (plus I am a small account so I don't see why I'm doing this))

Thanks for your support!

#Might delete this if anxiety starts killing me #Probably tomorrow cause its like almost 12 am and I should do the sleeps #Also this sounds so much like a goodbye #Motivation is weird duigayurbj #This could go to me just making art tomorrow and this being pointless or just straight up not doing ninjago art again

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hoybero · 2 years ago

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Can i just like delete myself from having to do basic normal human stuff. I need a break from humaning. I cant do it anymoreeeee

#school sucks #and also its like 12 am rn #and i dont remember if i drank water todayor not #i just wa yknow #also i may have #aUtIsM #but i be undiagnosed #so idk #im very tired #i should probably go to sleep #my phones almost dead #yea imma sleep now

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jimingyue · 1 year ago

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🖋️ meowful-musings Follow

🕊️ birdwatching Follow

what's wrong with dry food??? my humans feed me it all the time and i think it's fine

💀 elusivehider-deactivated948204

op wheres the natural feeding option

🌲 outdoorsy Follow

you guys are getting fed?

#im a barn cat so maybe im missing something here #meowtthew don't look

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☀️ pawsitive-affurmations Follow

ITS OKAY TO BE A MOGGIE

YOU ARE NOT LESS VALID IF YOU ARE NOT A SPECIFIC PEDIGREE!!!!!

☀️ pawsitive-affurmations Follow

extra special shout out to cats who have "common" coat colors. grey tabbies and black cats i am rubbing against your head affectionately <3

🪤 m0usetrap01 Follow

as a grey tabby i really needed to hear this :"3

#i feel like i never see positivity posts for moggies even tho we're the most common type of cat....

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🎵 rage-against-the-meowchine Follow

i cant believe there are cats ACTUALLY advocating for kittens to be separated from their mothers before 12 weeks??? kittens still need to learn how to interact with other cats before being placed into their furever home omg you guys know you're advocating for undersocialized and aggressive cats right

❤️ loving-paws284 Follow

um op some of us??? matured early??????? i was separated from my mother at 7 weeks and i turned out fine... interesting how you assume that kittens being separated from their mothers at a younger age will lead to the degeneracy of the next generation...hmm i wonder where i've heard that before...

🐈 fluffy-the-cat Follow

OP got bit too hard during a play-fight as a kitten and it shows XD

🐟 tunafeesh Follow

also op have you ever considered that just because somecat is kind of scared and unable to deal with strange cats or humans, it doesn't mean they don't deserve to be adopted?? you sound like a vet psyop honestly

🎵 rage-against-the-meowchine Follow

oh meow god saying that kittens should be fully weaned before leaving their mother is NOT veterinarian rhetoric and i never said that they deserve to be euthanized!!! my mother literally died when i was 3 weeks old and it seriously messed up my development so stop putting words in my mouth, thanks

anyway friendly reminder that underweaned kittens are prone to illness and often struggle with basic cat behaviors like litterbox usage, and in some nyavinces it's even considered kitten abuse

#discourse #cant believe "kitten abuse is bad" is controversial now

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🍃 naturalliving Follow

BORN TO DIE

WORLD IS A FUCK

猫神 Kill Em All 1989

I am trash cat

410,757,864,530 DEAD BIRDS

#outdoorliving #outdoorcats please interact #outdoorcat friendly

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🎣 salmonpurina Follow

can't believe cats are uncritically reblogging that born to die world is a fuck post. i know it's funny but op is literally an outdoor cat truther

#like cmon now you just have to go to their blog #lulu speaks

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gentle reminder that pushing cups off the table is not cute and can cause a lot of distress in your human!!!! gentle reminder that our teeth and claws can easily hurt them more than they can hurt us!!!!

🐰 evil-tabbystripes Follow

evil reminder that the cup should always be pushed off the table. evil reminder that you should always bite and claw at your human no matter what. you can do whatever you want forever

💀 tabbystripes-deactivated098712

make your own pawst

💀 laser-point-deactivated8574721

umm i know a tomcat who did that and his human ended up putting him down so...

👬🏻 nyasunaruenjoyer Follow

Nyaverage shelter cat behavior

#not nyaruto #re-nyab #pickles shut up

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🌈 nyaoi-warrior Follow

saw two male cats sleeping together on the porch today. homeow behavior imo

💡 discourse-meows Follow

hey um what the fuck??? it's really not okay of you to go assuming other cat's sexualities, especially cats you don't even know???? as a queer cat i'm VERYY uncomfortable. real-ass cats didn't consent to your nyaoi fetish, thanks

🌈 nyaoi-warrior Follow

1. i was making. a joak

2. i'm literally gay???

#literally what's your pawblem

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🎩 amazingcatshow12 Follow

reblog if you've ever caught the laser pointer

🎩 amazingcatshow12 Follow

i know you fuckers are lying

🍭 gaykittens Follow

this tom hasn't caught the laser pointer

🎩 amazingcatshow12 Follow

shut the heull up

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🐾 b-e-a-n-t-o-e-s Follow

grey toebeans >>>>>>>>> pink toebeans and don't let the haters make you believe otherwise

🐁 ladymouser Follow

op shut the fuck up ALL toebeans are beautiful!!! just bc you're miserable and insecure doesn't mean you can bring others down based on things they can't control

🐾 b-e-a-n-t-o-e-s Follow

oh so the cat-human separationist wants to preach to us

#long post #cat #fake dashboard #unreality #dashboard simulator

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phagodyke · 7 months ago

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insanely busy at work today. haven't had time to pause even for a few minutes since I got in at 8:15 and its now 1pm AND I missed an entire meeting I was supposed to have with my boss bc I was trying so hard to focus on what I was doing + was so busy I couldn't even log into a pc to check my calendar but its okay she came and found me in the lab and I wouldn't have had time to attend it anyway ahhhhh

#taking my lunch break and then hopefully i should just have enough time to squeeze everything else in but itll be tight #also annoyed bc my boss forwarded me an email she sent to supply and asked me to ask them for an update #in the time u spent sending me that email u couldve typed out an email asking them yourself!!!!#i dont even have time to stop and draft an email. not that they ever reply to emails i need to go find one of the guys in person #but hes so hard to pin down ive looked for him twice already grrrr #dont have time for this shit!!!!#whatever im.on my lunch break now god im so fucking hungry #SO BUSY I COULDNT EVEN STOP TO TAKE MY MIDDAY MEDS EITHER !!!!! im gonna have to stop splitting them bc its so inconvenient #i dont have a fixed lunch i just have to take half an hour inbetween whatevers planned for the day. so i cant take it at 12 every day #im not allowed my own stuff or water or food in the lab so i cant just take it while im working like i could if i had a desk job #so yeah but whatever at least ill be able to sleep properly tonight #.diaries #hate being this busy it makes my mind feel like its abt to scatter in every direction i keep forgetting stupid little things

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nerdie-faerie · 8 months ago

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This has got to be the worst move out yet