#but also im sooooooo fucking over
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getting real heated about the art vs craft debate (cause its fucking stupid) it's all art. it's all craft. i think white men should be shot for sayign otherwise
#for legal reasons this is a joke#but also im sooooooo fucking over#this supposed dichotomy of what is 'art' and what is 'just' craft#art is a concept made by white men for white men#but here's the kicker you fucking idiot#it's ALL craft#you don't get to rank your work over someone else's#end of story#talking#tw violence#just in case
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visited geiranger today 😗✌🏼
#my dead honest review is that the waterfalls are overhyped but the view is gorgeous as hell when youre up on the mountain#and its genuinely a really pretty fjord but not bc of the waterfalls#like driving through there with the ferry was super nice but bc the fjord is pretty and bc the mountains look so fucking cool#and the famous waterfalls arent even the most pretty ones like. idk why theyre so hyped. anyways. gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous fjord#and i drove sooooooo many of the zig zag roads both getting there and leaving and driving up the lookout points etc#7 in total today and one brought you from 150m elevation to over 1000 so you can imagine how long of a zig zag that was#and i did it all so good as well im a fucking god#soph txts#pic#oh yeah!! and last pics are from up on the mountain behind geiranger where you can see the glacier and stuff also super fucking cool#and gorgeous as hell
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Hello JoJo! Me plaguing your ask box as always
💀 - Does your OC have any phobias?
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🧠 - What do you like most about the OC?
█ 𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐄'𝐒 𝐎𝐂. ⸻ ( ⚝ )
Myell , Thank you! Please plague me all the time. ( You're more of like a blessing! hahaha )
💀 - Does your OC have any phobias ?
╰┈➤ Not a lot of things can disturb him enough to debilitate, often he's able to carry himself even through frightening & uncomfortable situations , though not by means of bravery. Miruku is one of those unfortunate types that shuts down completely during times of incredible stress, during this lapses, Miruku is unable to recognize or comprehend how badly hurt, scared and disturb he truly is and as a result, is able to go on relatively unaffected. ⸻ There is one thing that he does have immense trouble with and that is romance ! He's tittering close to repulsion when it comes to ' romantic love ' and often finds himself responding to it with confusion and dismissal at the very least or disgust and bewilderment at his most worst. He is unable to comfortably be in the receiving end of this sort of affection , likely if he does not know you well enough / trust you in some capacity, he'll think it is a premeditated attempt to hurt him... or that you are being very mean to him. ( you could say "i love you" and he'd reply with a frightened "please don't hurt me." )
🧠 - What do you like most about the OC ?
╰┈➤ Most of all ? The silly aspects of Miruku's personality! I enjoy quirky little characters who are unserious at first glance, who comes off like a comic relief character ( admittedly, that is what I was going for, aside from the ' npc ' behavior ) — with that said, it's also enjoyable for me to slowly integrate his thoroughly skewed personality , that beyond the funny haha's something unplesant might dwell somewhere in him ! cathartic!
#myrmyrtheorca#𝒊𝒏𝒃𝒐𝒙. ⸻ ◜ milko vs you ◞#𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄. ⸻ ◜ character analysis/ miruku◞#* i also enjoy the shipping part but i was talking about this with nimo earlier today ( again lol ) — that like its abit all over the#* place 😭 i am having such a hard time pinning a proper relationship with him WHICH IS CRAZY CAUSE THIS WAS SUPPOSe TO BE A#* oc x canon ship blog?! like i fully intended to just be like “hehehe love u x character” i wanted to he that bitch soo bad#* 😭😭😭😭😭 AND ALSO I FUCK AROUND SOOOOOOO MUCH its actually crazy how many characters i went through to see what sticks#* atm its between dino and takeshi#* kyoko IS a thing in this blog tho — like that one is actually canonized#* kyoko having a gay crush real#* even tho .... canon would say otherwise ..#* Takeshi is Nimo's favorite go to for miruku it think? ???#* but my fave is reborn ... not like as a ship ; as in 'i like to think about him a lot.#* and then Dino is my personal project whatever that means#* blah blah blah fkskdkdkdkdk IM SORRY FOR YAPPING
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i hate the medical system <3
#sooooooo tired of old men talking to me like a child#i have two fucking degrees my guy. and one of them is pure mathematics.#dont explain things like im four and then go 'mmm i dont believe you' when i answer honestly.#i promise you. none of whatever the fuck youre doing. has anything to do with my sudden onset nerve pain. i promise.#its also exceptionally cool to be like 'hey have you broken your nose its like really crooked'#and also#'did you hit your head as a kid' because despite the several xrays. and doctors. and chiropractors ive had over the years.#apparently ive got a thick skull (bahduhmtss)#and when i say no i havent had any traumatic injuries like that. hes like mm well sometimes you just need time to remember#bestie i am twenty three years old. that is not a lot of years to recall. ive never had a concussion (or even close to) or motor accident.#i promise you if it happened @ birth it doesnt suddenly just present as nerve pain with absolutely no goddamn trigger. illness or otherwise#im sooo tired of the fighting. so tired of explaining the story over & over & over again. so tired of forms & questions & no fucking answers#c.text#illness tw#medical tw
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ive been watching a lot of id.v stageplay recently (courtesy of milo telling me about it) i had heard of it before but didn't act upon it because im not a live action kinda person... until my friends straight up started sending me cute and silly tiktoks of stageplay nort.on and im so!?!?!?! im so... ... hes so fucking cute ekekekekekwkwk he's so quiet and yet he drops the most hilarious lines in a very stern tone i lovehimsomuchbehehehfbdhdjd this brought me back again AHAHAHDVHSSH
#i have occurences where no.rton just shows up to my feed and then i indulge in it for a bit...#like when his hunter fool.s gold form was revealed and i was ALL over his hunter form (I STILL WANT TO EAT HIM. ROCKS.) for some time#and now the stageplayfjfhfhhdhfhrHHHRRRHRRR#THE AMOUNT OF SCREENSHOTS IVE TAKEN OF HIM IS UNHOLYYYYYYYYYY#HES JUSTSOOOOVUTE GNVNVVNKKK#the issue with consuming id.v content is that they don't really have canon personalitys showing for the cast#so seeing that this stageplay just take what we know and deepen it is FANTASTIC#during curtain's call the actors expressed that concern and im so glad they brought the characters to life eekekekehhe JUST LIKE NORTO--#AUAUAUAYGG HEEHEE heeosoooocute ilovehimmmmmmmmmm#ALSO ALSO YOU KNOW HOW I ALSO HAVE A FAMILIAL AND PLATONIC IN ID.V?#NORTO.N SEEMED TO INTERACT WITH THEM PARTICULARLY A LOT..... THEY DON'T HAVE CANON INTERACTIONS BUT SEEING THE STAGEPLAY OF THEN INTERACTIN#MADE ME SO?!?!?!?? (COMBUST!!!!!) IT MADE ME FEEL SO... HSSKDJDHDHSJJJSJSJSJE#FOR ME... IVE ALWAYS TREATED NORTO.N/NA.IB LIKE THESE TWO WHO BEEF WITH EACH OTHER EASILY (NAIB IS FAMILIAL)#AJD YES THEY FUCKING BEEF WITH EACJ OTHER SOEMTIMESHDHFHDHSHS BUT THEY'RE ALSO BROS ON A COUPLE OCCASIONS AND IM SOOOOOOO. TEARY EYESSS AAA#AND FOR EMMA MY PLATONIC AHH HE'S SO GENTLE AND POLITE WITH HER GKGKGKFKFKFKF JUSTNLIKE HOW I IMAGINED!!!!!!#kevin was being all social and touchy with emma and she was a little uncomfortable BUT SEEING NORTON INSTINCTIVELY THREW KEVINS HAND AWAY#OUUUGGHH OUUUU HE CARES FOR HER IM DYING (IM ALSO A NORTO.N EMMA SHIPPER BE QUIET/J) I LOOOVE HIIIIIMMMMMMMMMMMMM MWMAMWMAA HE CAN PROTECT M#HE ALSO JUST ATE A WHOLE ASS DONUT LIKE. IM FUCKING GIGGLINGGGGG ITS A RUNNING JOKE IN THE COMMUNITY THAT NO.RTON IS ASSOCIATED WITH DONUTS#BECAUSE HIS MAGNET (CONNECTED TO PROFESSION) LOOKS LIKE ONE AKAAKSJDHHSHADNFBNDJDDH I LOVETHEDETAILSSHDBSB#OIOOOOUUGH I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND HES SO QUIET BUT ILOVEHIM 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚#~ rambling#norton campbell.rom
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don't you love watching your friend beat up your boyfriend and beloved (tiso) (hollow)
#sorry i feel the need to talk about it as well this is an important moment#LARA FOUGHT BOTH TISO AND HOLLOW ON STREAM#TISO WAS HELLA DIFFICULT BUT AT LEAST I GOT TO SEE HIM IN ACTION AND HES SOOOOOOO WAAAAWAAAA#but hollow. holy fuck she GOT THEM SHE GOT THEM!!!!!#IM SO PROUD#this is also me studying to fight hollow SOON (SOON I SWEAR SOON ILL GET TO THEM)#EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR LIN RN SHE ABSOLUTELY KILLED IT AND IT WAS 2 HOURS WORTH#IDK IM JUST WHAYWHAHEHAGEGAHEAH IM HAPPY#lara dying over those two and im like mhmhmhhheshrhe they're so cute aheheehds 😍😍😍😍 SHEKAKSHDJAKSJAIA
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i dream of being able to go get a couples massage but instead of w the love of my life it’s w my colon & she finally gets what the FUCK has been WRONG w her WORKED out 😭🙄
#stream#GET A GRIP#I HATE BEING ALIVE#i need to make a new tag where it’s literally just posts of my pussy causing my suffering#shitter nation#that’s it#that’s the one#swag#i say swag so innocuously that my chinese flatmate will just say it too & it makes me laugh like u know when someone has like an affirmation#& start saying it it’s that except i feel bad kind of bc the way i use it is literally butchering the word#me sitting on the bus & it stops: swag#it’s just so fucking funny ALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKALAKSLA like I CANT HELP IT IM CONSTANTLY SAYING IT MY BROTHER GOT ME STARTED DOING IT LIKE#THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyway#my family got hit by the hurricane yesterday & thank fucking GOD that PINE FELL IN THE OPPOSITE DIECTION bc YALL#literally it would’ve taken out the bedrooms#like the whole root system has TIPPED#but do we know why ? YES WE FUCKING DO & ITS BC FATHER KEPT CUTTING DOWN ALL THE BRANCHES bc ‘it’ll damage the roof!’ which i mean in this#case … FAIR …. BUT ALSO IN THIS CASE IT WAS SOOO TOP HEAVY#i mean like they always made ME afraid bc u can see them sway but i just thought ‘like a sailboat u need a mountain of a wave to tip’ &#hurricanes ? are the mountain … BUT SHE LASTED DURING ALL THE OTHERS#LITERALLY ALL OF THE OTHERS like this tree is older than the house & the house is OLD [FOR AMERICA] it was built in the late 70s/early 80s#like she took HARVEY & IKE FINE#which i was there during but i worry abt them bc of the lack of cell service wifi & power but i know its over so its just clean up now#sucks to be my brother bc my father sent pics of him w an axe having to cut the tipped tree from the road lmfao#wait why is he using an axe we literally have a chainsaw#probably bc the tree’s wet & it’ll fuck up the chain & it has to be out of the road bc that’s where it landed btw lmfao it was house or road#& it’s in the road thank FUCK - NO DAMAGE TO ANY CARS literally we were sooooooo LUCKY#ANYWAY i’m only on a few hours of sleep & tired & my knee kills bc it actually got damaged during the omar assault so ive a new knee brace#swag … :( im just so tired. i’m so over constantly feeling like im being watched 24/7 it has genueinly put so much stress on me
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god sometimes i rememebr i had this weird crush on my friend and k could not act normally next to her for a good month because i was having lovely internal monologues
#i was such a mess it wasn’t even funny#because i was so conflicted#every two seconds id start panicking when i was next to her like#OH FUCK does she hate me?? am i gay? ahhhhh fuck fuck fuck#the amount of times i questioned whether or not i was a lesbian during that time was insane#to this day im still conflicted over whether or not i really wanted to be closer to her or i am in fact a lesbian#i mean i haven’t had a real crush since then and that was my first real crush#aaand that was about 2 years ago?#so i’m still considering myself aroace for the meantime 🎉🎉#i also had insane internalized homophobia about then sooooooo#real fun period of tome#sodaramblestoomuch#oh extra info#i followed her into 2 hyper fixations
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no one I know follows this afaik (thank god) but ohhhhhhhhhh god when will I stop being like this. I’m not even in a place to be in a relationship rn but I’m utterly miserable over someone who barely gives me the time of day anymore & may or may not be openly flirting with someone else in front of me even after everything & like. kms forever and ever
#if you do no you don’t <3#but yeah no#why am I always the most into people who (maybe) don’t like me back#he *says* he does but also says he can’t be in a relationship rn & we should revisit it a couple months down the line#which is fine bc same#but he doesn’t even flirt with me anymore#and I can’t ask him to take it elsewhere if he’s found someone new bc like where else is he gonna drink this cheap#but#man this is why I don’t fuck coworkers#it just sucks bc we went from talking & flirting all the time & getting handsy on the dl to#nothing#he’s been texting me more the last few days tho & I’m sooooooo hopeful but I know it’s probably just cope#I can’t tell you how many times I’ve cried over this & I feel so stupid#i feel like a dumb asshole#and a simp#i mean given the circumstances I don’t blame him but like#i wish he would just tell me if he doesn’t want to be involved at all instead of stringing me along#tho maybe he’s not and is trying to ease out & im just being delusional#it wouldn’t be the first time!!!#but again if that’s the case just fucking say so#not that I’m one to talk tho lbr this is karma#alas#should I just give up?#tho maybe he does mean what he says & is just taking a step back across the board so things don’t get confused#which would be fine with me I’d just like to know & there’s no way to ask without looking insane#but what if he’s just saying *that* to buy time#hoooooooooooo boy I need therapy lol#rocd go brrrrrrrrr#maybe it’d be easiest if I let it take over & make me stop liking him#but…
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SUPRISE so I made the realization as to why I've been so unproductive for so long in terms of art/photography/writing after the blog switch and so yeah ha that's nice
#so turns out being destabilized and then having to deal with multiple big issues and not talking about them at all isn't good for output#sooooooo to anyone who by any chance was waiting for anything good/interesting/with a purpose from me#theres your answer#i shouldn't have eaten ive been up for hours now#oh and also its probably a leading cause why ive just shut the fuck up about everything#because im back in the apathy of things and actually nothing makes me happy anymore so there's that#just kinda ranting here cuz i know no one will see it#but yeah so maybe someday this way of constantly being afraid of people and needing permission to exist will kill me#and ill be happy when it does because being angry/scared/empty all the time is exhausting and i swore id make it through the school year#but the school year is over now#and life is too fucking long for my tastes#yeah this is going nowhere ill go back to being silly stupid funny cal so no one has to think twice#cal rambles#tre talks
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missery missery missery missery missery mis
#meds cancled by the government#only thing thats a stimulant enough to work for me#new meds#suck asd#want to kill everyone in sight#my best friend keeps saying that im scary when im mad and if i get even slightly annoyed they start freaking the fuck out#this doesn't help anything#they tell me to listen to music and give me headphones cause mine are shit oc#my earbuds one is missing other broken apparently#i lost the earbuds they gave me#they act like im sooooooo fucking stupid#everything is so loud#im a violent dog i wish i didnt bite#ive been in school for thirty minutes and am shaking cause its all so loud#also they came into my car and started playing thier own music i didnt tell them to fuck off cause i really shouldnt need music anyways#if i would play my shit they would play thiers over it they were just joking but i couldn't say anything cause then they would be scared#bitching
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// I'm never going to school again this shit is fucking absurd
#screaming into a pillow (kicking a trash can and yelling (mutely typing in my car))#i am so fucking busy with work and they have me doing school shit too#hey hey hey hey jove !#hey jove !#dont forget to do me your class assignment they give you this every week!#dont forget !#^3^#dont forget to spend 60-130 dollars every week to do an assignment! while you are doing your work also!#hope you dont mind. your entire kitchen suddenly breaking down#hope its all fine with like. you being at work from 8-10 in the morning to 7 to 11 at night#o3o#can you squeeze in time to make some desserts for me your best friend college who you paid money for?#tyyyy >7</***#peeling myself#can you leave me FUCKING alone man#anyways time to make a cake mousse oats and. a fhcking god damned parfait !#glad to be making VEGAN#im going to blow this place up fr#btw you only have a class for 6 weeks at a time sooooooo 😳🥺🥺 once this six weeks is over were coming back and maybe never ending ?!?!#enjoy this race season! hope its great!#its not great btw. its fucking busy. and they make me go through a metal detector now.
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you know its fucking bad when you consider buying a game ultimania that was never translated into english
#i did this with ffxv and now im about to do it for ff12. WHY DO THESE SHITS NEVER GET LOCALIZED#LIKE SQUARES FLAGSHIP FRANCHISE AND IT NEVER HAPPENS. which is crazy bcus kh got one#well. maybe cus kh has the guaranteed audience for it since a larger portion of the fans are invested in the lore#but come the fuck on man#i seriously need to learn japanese this has happened to me too many times#chatots#sorry i was on the ff12 wiki trying to source the claim that the original difference between rava and veena was hair color and not skintone#bcus i keep having to see people say its the latter when thats a ffxiv specific thing like ZERO viera in ffxii are white bar the feol#which are only in the sequel and theres like 5 of them. and a whole thing with them is that theyre white as fawk#so it doesnt make sense that some non feol viera in lore are also white and we never see them LIKE CMON NOW#but its difficult to properly dispute bcus like the bangaa clans the rava and veena are never mentioned in game in ffxii.#like thats info exclusive to the jp only ultimania#cool that ffxiv uses lore for the other games as cool references/incorporates them into itself but#sooooooo fucking annoying when its popularity means any changes it makes to said lore infect the perception of the og game#extremely funny that they made ashe and whatshisface siblings instead of finances after a decade of jokes abt them looking related tho#anyways. nerd rant over.
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I hate character design
#raey spam#im actually not even designing anything rn im just coloring what i already have#but im gonna have to fuck w kel's design a little probably & actually finish omoris#i wanna draw the refs for these soooooo bad but finishing all of them#is gonna take me 1 million years#also wont be able to draw them for likw 2 weeks Lmao#ooooh you wanna ask me to see my designs sooooooo bad (delusional) (lying to himself)#oh fuck i still have to write a story for this#fuck#good news is im way better today and can actually think straight so writing shouldn't be Too bad#anyways aubrey's evil in this au. her designs kind of split between an innocent young girl and rw aubrey#she's not Actually evil in fact thw only big change i made to the rw story is giving her a clear moment#where she starts to realize she was projecting her own self hatred & guilt onto everyone else#& she does this directly in front of hero sunny and kel#might also change the rw to take place over 4 or 5 days instead of just 3 but idk yet
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I want you all to know that I want to post Danganronpa related things really, really badly, but I fucking can't because I'm not through all the games or the anime yet, and so I have the tag and related tags blacklisted to avoid spoilers.
But you can bet your ass that the second I can, my followers will be drowning in Danganronpa for weeks.
#ramblings#but yeah this is why I haven't been posting as much fanart or other things in a while#because the fandom I want to start looking into is norotirous for being unable to keep spoilers down to a minimum#which is fine.#Lowkey I personally don't get into the fandom for whatever media it's attached to because im the same way#but this time the hyper fixation is a fucking *nightmare* of a monster and it makes me not want to interact with previous fandoms as a resul#my friend has been having to curate my fanart for me and I love him for it but it's not as much as I wish I could be indulging in#or the fact that im very limited in my fanfic pool right now#it'll be worth it tho#I just know it#the story is sooooooo good so far and the characters are amazing#I get why Nagito was in the Tumblr Sexyman running now btw#(I can also tell I'm going to be mildly disappointed with how most people portray him but thems the breaks)#(I'll love the fan fiction and fan comics anyway)#but yeah#hard to be active when the things you want to freak out over are things you can't touch yet
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im gonna start catapulting one rich white british woman into the sun per day until they stop making shitty television
imagine thinking so highly of yourself you believe your lack of forethought is somehow a good thing and not what slowly rendered a beloved story unrecognizable ♥️
#finding out jkr hired the ppl responsible for s2-s4 of killing eve for the hbo hp remake is sooooooo. lol. lmao.#like i knew they were evil but now i see the type of evil they are much more clearly#i was right on the money when i said the killing eve writers room invented toxic femininity sdkhdkflghl I WAS HALF JOKINGG but i was right#despicable rich white english women making horrendous hateful empty art that punishes any woman who isnt like them <3 yay <3#killing eve#jkr tw#also lmao imagine having to hire a mediator between yourself as the writer and the actors bc THEY HATE YOUR GUTSSSS#still not over “it seemed like a good idea at the time” did it sally. did it really#edit: oh my god gardner's family tree is full of nazis this is SO.... godddd sandra oh im so fucking sorry
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