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10518 · 5 months ago

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no one I know follows this afaik (thank god) but ohhhhhhhhhh god when will I stop being like this. I’m not even in a place to be in a relationship rn but I’m utterly miserable over someone who barely gives me the time of day anymore & may or may not be openly flirting with someone else in front of me even after everything & like. kms forever and ever

#if you do no you don’t <3 #but yeah no #why am I always the most into people who (maybe) don’t like me back #he *says* he does but also says he can’t be in a relationship rn & we should revisit it a couple months down the line #which is fine bc same #but he doesn’t even flirt with me anymore #and I can’t ask him to take it elsewhere if he’s found someone new bc like where else is he gonna drink this cheap #but #man this is why I don’t fuck coworkers #it just sucks bc we went from talking & flirting all the time & getting handsy on the dl to #nothing #he’s been texting me more the last few days tho & I’m sooooooo hopeful but I know it’s probably just cope #I can’t tell you how many times I’ve cried over this & I feel so stupid #i feel like a dumb asshole #and a simp #i mean given the circumstances I don’t blame him but like #i wish he would just tell me if he doesn’t want to be involved at all instead of stringing me along #tho maybe he’s not and is trying to ease out & im just being delusional #it wouldn’t be the first time!!!#but again if that’s the case just fucking say so #not that I’m one to talk tho lbr this is karma #alas #should I just give up?#tho maybe he does mean what he says & is just taking a step back across the board so things don’t get confused #which would be fine with me I’d just like to know & there’s no way to ask without looking insane #but what if he’s just saying *that* to buy time #hoooooooooooo boy I need therapy lol #rocd go brrrrrrrrr #maybe it’d be easiest if I let it take over & make me stop liking him #but…

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