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He said a cigarette would leave pretty marks on my skin and my mind went completely blank
#😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#i might let him#oooooooo its intriguing#but also burns scary#but also hhhhhhhhh hot#can yuo put that outt on me e
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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.
sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.
you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.
it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.
but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.
they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.
they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.
barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.
and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.
but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.
they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!
this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.
#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone#yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr#ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person#and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens#have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists#and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference#we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender#and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different#i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.
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reminder that if you back tsuna into a corner he
A) sends you right back into the worst prison for mafia criminals you just escaped from, but even worse than before (enjoy being unconscious and tied up in your one room swimming pool for the next 10 years)
B) freezes you with flames burning so hot they turned into ice (< this isn't how the zero point breakthrough is explained in canon but it's the more dramatic explanation), fully knowing you were already frozen by similar ones for 8 years until, like, a month prior
C) burns you fucking alive and also undoes the last 10 years of your existence across all existing timelines. also he won't think anything about it afterwards ever (?????? like. it's not that he didn't deserve it, to be clear, but damn. 😭😭😭 middle schoolers when you just want to take over the world(s) for a bit, smdh 🙄)
D) is willing to become the boss of the most powerful mafia family in the world with a bloodstained history if it means getting the opportunity to get his hands on you and kill you beat the shit out of you. but you're lucky he likes you so you could stay on very thin ice long enough for both of you to clear things up
E) gangs up against you with all the current and future strongest people in the world, and then punches you so hard he makes you see the light of doing the right thing despite your centuries years old deep rooted hatred which singlehandedly kept you alive as an undead person
also reminder he did all that while he was only 14 years old. this is all things he did in less than a year.
this is tsuna's resume during the course of less than a year of proper mafia business.
so, you know. the next time he goes "i just want my friends and i to be safe and happy and live in peace. 🥺🥺🥺 please don't make me fight you to make it happen? 👉🏽👈🏽🥺👉🏽👈🏽🥺👉🏽👈🏽🥺"
just maybe, consider listening to him
#katekyo hitman reborn#khr#khr text post#sawada tsunayoshi#i just thought about this very randomly but it's so funny to me#he did all this in LESS THAN A YEAR#and everytime he just went back to his normal civilian (ish) life like nothing happened until the next mafia bullshit he had to deal with#came along#tsuna's so scary actually#he's so unhinged#of course everyone around him IS also unhiged. gotta keep up and match his freak#imagine you're a mafioso and by the time he becomes vongola decimo proper; knowing FULL WELL /these/ were his first baby steps in the mafia#you STILL have the guts or incredible stupidity to go ''are we really letting a civilian succeed to vongola???? 😒😒😒#well that's good news for me i guess 😏😏😏 what will he even do about it 🙄🙄🙄''#like. okay. fuck around and be the next person he'll burn alive i guess. 🤡#could not fucking be me
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#this is one of my favorite pokémon of ALL time. this is one of those pokémon that#when it first came out‚ i had such a Visceral reaction to. i couldn't get over this fucking dog. and i still can't#THEY CAN'T FUCKING SEE!!!!!! AHJGSAKDGASJGDSKCGAJVCKABCKB#i love it SO much it's so fucking. cute. it's so fucking cute. so happy to see that blue haired bitch in the sv dlc having one#DAS IST MEIN BABY. I LOVE IT. lord this is the best. gushing over this dog#while also listening to discO-zone for the first time in a Long time#which is one of my favorite albums of all time. right next to probably vylet pony's cutiemarks and the things that bind us#and burn pygmalion from the scary jokes#there you go. there's my music taste lain out flat. kinda all over the place but discO-zone is one of those that i've loved since i was#a real youngin. and i just rediscovered it last night and UUUUUUUGGHHHH IT'S SO GOOD#MUSIC!!!! AND DOGS. feeling GOOD this morning#by the time this posts‚ it'll be like. two weeks later. but past me was feeling great when she posted this#about to start shiny hunting pawniard for a friend's birthday. technically getting eggs as i write this#wish me luuuuck..! it'll probably be his birthday by the time this posts. lemme check#oh yeah this is gonna post two days After his birthday. hopefully by the time this goes up i've already got the pawniard#HI FORGOT TO TAG THIS ONE#hisuian growlithe#hi from the future again lol his birthday was like a month ago by this point because i ended up queueing up this guy before all the gmax#forms. i totally forgot them. and this whole time i've been queuing them up and shoving them Above this guy. so it was even longer ago#that i queued this guy up at this point. teehee!
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2 wips !!! i will never finish these two so yeah im gonna post them >:))))
overcooked
#larry is pity eating ren's disaster cake#i dont think ren would burn food often though this is a special occasion#btd#ren hana#lawrence oleander#scribbles#also dont expect scary spooky stuff from me i can only think it not make it lol#maybe one day#:(#also the drawings look so different because im still not used to drawing digitally
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bard!riz is so important to me bc the kind of character he would be if the truth-fear balance tips all the way to fear esp. bc he takes so much pride in canon in the fact that his parents are brave badass people and he's following their footsteps. but also bc I have so much fun thinking abt bard!kipperlilly
#not art#she would suck SO much more it would own#sighs dreamily imagining influencer kipperlilly.... kinda love the idea that she's still like the ''frontman'' of her party#and so would still run for student body president#would be a full tossup with the bad kids for now tho. kristen's still a good candidate for the arc#bc (I did lock down sorcerer for her) something abt actively sharing her power that she kinda held onto as Hers rather than A God's#would be good for her. but also riz overcompensating esp. for a previous sophomore year and putting himself out there#esp. in a sense ''filling the seat bc someone else worse might“ and it burning him out#him coming up against Influencer Girl With 374927474837 Sponsors would be insane. he would hate it. he would also 100% do it#trying to think if any other bad kid would run.... fabian even after multiclassing would probs be like if you even Look at me. its on sight#fig does not subscribe to this power structure. adaine is allergic to sunlight and showing her face#gorgug.... he might be in. depends on how it goes for him in sophomore year#even proximity to that kinda popularity might still be scary to him but he Is great at conflict resolution#it would be fun if kipperlilly expectes to run up against someone playing her own game and instead got gorgug who is A Wall#ah...beautiful pictures in my mind.......
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Suffering thru serious yuta withdrawals and so I propose….lifeguard Yuuta
i want to envision him as the super sexy hunk of a dude running in slow mo on the beach bay watch style but honestly he strikes me as the one with the huge bucket hat on and long sleeve rash guard who sits very nervously in the chair and blows the whistle at the smallest inconvenience because he really doesn’t want the kiddos in the pool to get hurt 😭😭 he’s adorable tho imagine him w the little stripe of sunscreen over his nose and his red cheeks and when they block off that one lane in the big pool for the life guards to do their drills then you realize he’s surprisingly agile and his arms did not look that big in his rash guard and he looks crazy good when he comes up from under the water and his hair is wet and he pushes it back godddddddddd
#anonymous#and then he gets bonked in the head by an incoming ball LMFAO#he also looks kinda scary when he’s walking around the pool like he’s all serious and squinting and looking for any violations#he seems intimidating but it’s just the chlorine in his eyes burning that’s why he’s squinting
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warming back up..with silliness.. watching shrek 2 again & Dreams . cause i have a lot of dreams that are weird
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i dreamt qifrey had tattoos and it was scary bc why wouldnt i know that? he's been shirtless in the manga#yet in the dream he had geometric black tattoos on his neck? HOW COULD I NOT KNOW???#i also dreamt today about panels with loads of fire in them like they were in a burning building and tetia's shoes were getting singed#but nobody even cared and nobody in the world noticed the fire except for me only i realise things are on fire#stress dreams..stress dreams about witch hat atelier..i'm not doing well guys#yeah i used shrek dialogue for my orufrey. we're at this level of insanity. i dont even care any more#listen to Holding out for a hero (shrek 2) (10 hour version) thinking of qif & oru & iguin and maybe youll understand#silly personal drawings where ive drawn 'myself' dont fit with my actual art =_= But Once again..who cares any more.
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Can someone tell me to do it scared
#It = shave my moustache#I've been shaving my (emerging) beard for a year now (thanks testosterone)#But I haven't been able to touch my moustache at all#The reason: as a tween/teen I got badly bullied for my facial hair and ended up waxing it several times bc of the bullying#(done by students *and* a teacher)#So now I have a very complicated and scary relationship with touching my moustache#But I don't love the way it looks on me now that it's thicker#And I'm also scared I won't like the texture after I shave it. But I also had that fear about my side burns and it turned out fine#So#Can someone please tell me to do it scared? That it's okay to do it scared?#Please#If anyone wants to share their story with shaving their mustache it's v welcome too
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my mom told me I needed to just rest in the fact that I am a good teacher and I don’t need to be constantly on the lookout for improvement at every single second. it really helped tbh.
#I am very driven to get better and fill in all the gaps in my teaching#but also she’s so right. and also I am so often driven by anxiety#and really trying to cover every base so nothing ever goes wrong/I never get attacked#because the job is scary! and vulnerable.#but actually anxiety is not the answer here I do need to kind of just … rest in it and keep doing what I’m doing#I am reaching the kids and they are learning. I don’t need extra force and pressure on top of that.#I think it only hurts! me the kids my teaching#all of it.#have to learn how to let go and trust more#anyway just reflecting#we’re at about 6 weeks in and it takes soooo much energy to get going?#and also my awareness of things and of all the work I have to do has deepened#and that’s a good thing! but it can and has made me frantic sometimes#and it’s just. time to breathe a bit#I teach with the foot on the GAS so much of the time lol#and it’s good! but it also can burn me out fast#anyway just reflecting and repeating myself#so thanks for listening
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The kids are fine :)
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#normal oak#link li wilson#hermie the unworthy#my art#taylor swift dndads#dndads spoilers#scary marlowe#wierdly every podcast i listen to has some form of tentacles#cw blood#this is a doodle really im probablly never making into a full piece because i drew a lot similar pieces before it was fun tho#you guys remembered that normal was wearing the teenie costume when he got burned (at least im pretty sure) right?#also that blur is hermie not dood#dood is the tentecles#also links pose is a grant refrence like with the hydra at least it was intended as such#im gonna go sleep now good luck with the angst guys#i mean it was this or hermie dying/dying in normals arms so im not sure which hurts worse
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you’re really special, you’re so next-level! ❤️🔥🌈💫
burn pygmalion album art redraw featuring pandora and verity 🫶 the entire album is in my panderity playlist so!! twas inevitable, truly :3c
#HAPPY LESBIAN VISIBILITY WEEK. kicking it off with a BANGER#look at my girls my terribke awful doomed yuri girls who i love so very much#billie bust up#billie bust up oc#bbu pandora#bbu verity#yeah im putting bbu in their oc tags what about it#panderity#the ship name too also. hehehehe#oh my god wait have i ever even introduced pandora and verity on tumblr before???#pandora is the weasel (she/any) and verity is the dove (she/her)!#they are lesbians and in love… kinda. they may or may not have broken up by the time they enter the billie bust up picture#as in when their whole chapter with billie happens#pandora’s MY EVIL EDGY MURDER VILLAIN!!!! she steals magic capacities and enchants her gem with it making her stronger hehehee#they come in well after bbu 1 btw LMAO#i’ll elaborate on them more in a different post but yknow basic rundown. MY AWFUL DOOMED LESBIANS WHO I LOVE!!!!#band tags? sure why not#the scary jokes#burn pygmalion#The Panderity Chapter
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THEYRE CUDDLING
took me like a few hours and I probably could have done better but i didn’t wanna pull my hair out and also beasts hair is weird coz i like it
#logan has the best pillow#THE TEDDY BEAR IS FOR WHEN LOGAN CANNOT CUDDLE HANK#HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE#yes its very flat but i hardly do big pieces so im still proud of me#shadings scary#also fur is weird so hank looks funny#hanklogan#beast x wolverine#fluffyclaws#burning out art#hank mccoy#logan howlett#logan x hank#beastwolverine#wolverine x beast
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Seeing people drop everything and running back to BG3 because of the new patch is kinda eye-opening because I think. I might genuinely like DAtV better. Personally. For myself.
Probably an incredibly hot take but what can I do.
#the bold truth is that I don't like tactical combat and I don't like big open locations#and I don't like not-voiced protagonists and to be entirely honest I'm not that invested in#characters being mean to each other or me being able to be evil#...which IRONICALLY means that every single gradual change in DA franchise that people hate#was actually moving it closer and closer to being right up my alley.#anyway I'm sure a few years later I'll be bitten by bg3 bug again if only for Vice and Karlach alone#but right now the thought of going back to class building and turn-based combat after the dynamic datv fights#is scary#so I kinda didn't realize people would be. excited to go back#GOOD FOR THEM DON'T GET ME WRONG#I'm just realizing I have even more dirty casual takes to be burned at the stake for lol#Oh. Also. Veilguard has a better character creator. BY A FUCKING MILE
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#absol#they look happier than umbreon which is strange to me. umbreon being all sad and angry while absol#known widely as The Edgy pokémon‚ is like. smiling a little bit. they're vibing they're totally fine#they're glad they got to be in rescue team#you go girl. go off‚ absol. even in rescue team they didn't feel like they had a Super cohesive tie to the story besides Being There and#helping and whatever but maybe that's just rescue team being my least favorite pmd game. but maybe that's part of *why*#if i'm right. i might not be right. maybe i just didn't pay enough fuckin attention in rescue team. there's *two of them*. someone out there#must like them enough for there to be a remake. and i know the general pmd community considers rescue team better than the 3ds games bc they#'re all nostalgia-driven like all pokémon fans and think that the older games are OBVIOUSly better even though the 3ds titles are#total masterpieces just like the rest of pmd. i'm not gonna complain abt this here bc i think the general pmd fanbase on tumblr are like#generally pretty nice and appreciate the 3ds games. y'all are nice here. elsewhere it gets scary. luckily everywhere else is crashing and#burning before our eyes. score. although apparently tumblr is also trying to given the whole “collapse reblogs” thing they're doing??#big yikes. hope that doesn't happen. anyway
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“And the main house [of the Kallicertes estate]?” “Burn it.” (...) “Tear the buildings to the ground,” said Irene. “Cut down every tree, grub up every living thing. There is to be no stone unturned. And when you’re done, pile the wood into whatever remains of the house, and then I want it to burn. I want it to burn for days.” (...) “Relius,” she said, calling her adviser back from the doorway. She’d been staring out the window so long, he’d quietly excused himself. “There’s a bank of coleus along the east side of the garden.” “Yes, my queen?” “Leave it untouched.”
— "Burning Down the House of Kallicertes" in Moira's Pen (2022)
QoA (pre-RotT?) Irene is so conscious of her own contempt to the notion of worship — she calls what she gives the New Gods "lip service," and once the presence of the Old Gods is revealed to her, instead of anything akin to awe, what she develops towards them is a sense of... resentment? Mistrust? Presumably due to their betrayal of Eugenides, whose devotion she witnesses firsthand in her prison*
This passage of the short story is so striking — her destruction of the actual, physical house of Kallicertes is explicitly motivated by personal revenge; it happens by decree, by the power of her word...and then, just as personally motivated, this command to spare the coleus plants that were her only allies. This expression of gratitude, like the expression of anger that preceded it, is so unpragmatic and sentimental and final — there's at the same time a feeling of humane and of divine in it...I just love it.
#*I'm less sure of this but I wonder if there's some resenting the gods for enabling her/being complicit in the harm she inflicts on gen#& it must be scary to see a devout follower so thoroughly betrayed as that idk. But also to see your unworshipping self so clearly used as#a tool for this betrayal -- because it becomes clear it was not done for your sake even if it did aid you... idk! I just wonder. humbling#anyway!#this passage makes me think there bust be a coleus nymph or entity who's like this: :O when she sees the rest of the estate burn#marry me irene attolia#queen's thief#the queen of attolia#moira's pen
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