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I've seen the take a few times that jercy makes no sense because they don't have that many interactions in canon and that Jercy shippers are making things up
which, firstly, skill issue; I come from the era when two background characters with like three lines each were one of the biggest ships in the entire Naruto fandom (I can't even remember what Genma's boyfriend's name was)
Secondly: no, by pure math, they don't have that many interactions. The interactions they DO have, though, are moments like when they cross swords and summon a hurricane, or when Percy describes fighting alongside Jason as feeling like he'd been a cyclops his whole life and suddenly had two eyes.
Their interactions are few but gravitational, because they're foils. That's the whole point. Each one's brightness reflects the other's natural luminescence and builds to a glow neither could achieve without the other.
Like to be clear, I don't care what you ship! Ship anything you want! (Yes, really, even That Ship!) But text does not support the notion that Jercy is a crackship and I think people who fall for Jason's front don't find Jason interesting either don't remember these scenes because there weren't that many of them or missed the implications the last time they read them.
#sadly this fandom is extremely bad at picking up on the implications and negative spaces#which is unfortunate because the negative spaces are half the story#and it's having a renaissance which is cool#but also I am a bit 😬#because we're having an Exhausting Takes renaissance too#jercy#rent lowering gunshots#pigeon chatters
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okay i've started watching fantasy high: junior year and it's . So Good so far. but i just have to take a moment to gush about how exciting riz is as aro rep???
like this is junior year, all his friends are applying to colleges, and he wants to make sure they stick together. i really hope they develop this further (and i'm kinda sure they will, given the way they've handled riz's romantic orientation in seasons past) but already this is leagues above any aro rep i've ever seen?? like yeah, a really common fear for aro folks is that their friends will get into relationships and move on.
amatonormativity kind of demands that people prioritize romantic relationships, and also sets getting married as an actual step someone has to take to fully grow up. and, ofc, once people are married it's the expectation that they spend most of their time with their partner. and i've had aro friends who have said that this societal expectation is so upsetting and anxiety inducing, because it essentially means that eventually they'll be left behind by friends as they get married and move onto the next arbitrary developmental stage of life. and the fact that riz is already grappling with that fear makes him feel so fucking real. he's not just a guy who happens to be aro, his aromanticism affects his fears and priorities, etc.
which is so real!! being aro and/or ace absolutely separates you from some huge societal assumptions many people take for granted and it feels refreshing to see people approach an aro character with that understanding
#this is. absolute nonsense sorry it's 8 in the morning and i'm still so eepy gleepy sleepy#but i'm gonna be insane about this dnd show for a bit sorry to all who follow me :)#anyway this is all coming from a guy who probably isn't aro 😬👍#(<- guy who is not as certain about that as they'd like to be tbh)#please enjoy my early morning caffeine brain musings#and also please please someone talk to me about fantasy high i am not being normal enough about it for a guy who doesn't have fh mutuals#figs sillies#fantasy high#fantasy high: junior year#riz gukgak
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lol i pregamed a tiny bit for agatha but now after finishing im just taking shots for coping reasons
#i am…… not all that pleased with the ending#/not trying to sound like a complainy bitch#SPOILER WARNING ->#i expected agatha to die tbh#but honestly what i Did not expect was for the ending to feel unfinished#and for me to come out of it feeling so deeply unsatisfied#and it’s not that any of the scenes were bad really!! i loved them#i just feel like a lot of them…. needed some further context or elaboration that we got absolutely none of#like i have So Many questions still that weren’t at all answered by the finale#and also questions that came up BECAUSE of the finale that didn’t get answered lol#idk i’m just.#i’m so proud of kathryn hahn and all of the cast and crew#and i don’t want to seem ungrateful bc i can FEEL that they put their heart and soul into this show#but the writing and contextualization just REALLY really fell flat for me in the last two episodes#also some decisions that felt…weird and last minute#like the reveal of agatha being the one to take jen’s powers?? still makes zero sense to me#idk i just wish we had more time with them i think#also i’m not upset that agatha died again i kinda expected it but the manner in which she died felt abrupt and inauethentic to. e#it just didn’t feel fleshed out at all idkkkkk#ugghhhhhgg#can’t believe i got fucking got by yet another sapphic show#i’m just asking for one good sapphic show with a satisfying ending PLEASE#(read: NOT necessarily a happy ending im not asking for all that i just need it to MAKE FUCKING SENSE!!!!)#anyway. i have more thoughts that ill get into soon im a bit tipsy and prob and not expressing myself right but TLDR love them all but…. 😬#agatha all along#agathario#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#kathryn hahn#joe locke
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and what if i maybe reworked to breathe life into the world? what if i took the crack-treated-seriously of "cole is the first master's reincarnation" and did something more with it??? man idk. i'm just having thoughts and saying words
#lego ninjago#to breathe life into the world#don't... don't read the old oneshots for this au. they're so old and don't hold up 😬#well no cole & firstbourne's argument in the whumptober one is kind of good#but also man... what a fucking concept#exploring the first master as a character and then comparing that to cole. all the ways he differs all the ways he's the same#in canon cole is already sort of in his mother's shadow for a bit. now what if he was also in the fsm's shadow to some characters#like obviously firstbourne aggressively mothering cole and omega denying the reality that cole is not the fsm shapeshifted into a new form#is baller as hell. i definitely still wanna use that bc it works to the reincarnation theme so well#but i wanna like. present it differently i think. maybe#ugh idk#also a thought i had recently was like. so you know how cole didn't see any reflection in the fsm's tomb??? well what if. in tblitw.#the fsm ALSO couldn't see his own reflection and was the only person who couldn't (not that. anyone knows that)#idk just. little details like that#cole may be human/elemental master but all the ways being a reincarnation would affect him..... augh#i am not being coherent rn and i'm not sorry
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operation do not cry at my irl bestie’s wedding: FAILED
#kayleigh.txt#if the pets didn’t need to be watched i would’ve been one of the bridesmaids#she gave me the same giftbag she gave them and so we’re wearing the same jewelry but alas#but yeah uh. i cried. a lot. struggled hiding it lmao#my bestie looks so fucking beautiful and perfect and her now husband immediately started crying when he saw her#honestly same lmfaooo#she made direct eye contact with me when the officiant mentioned that this wouldn’t have been possible without their loving friends and fam#which. didn’t help stop my crying lmfaooo#i’m fine this is fine; the only other wedding i’ve been to was my sister’s and i was one of the bridesmaids so 🤷🏼♀️#i was not emotional at all during that because idgaf about my sister tbqh#she and i stay civil and tolerate each other for the sake of our father but that is it 🤷🏼♀️#good thing i didn’t wear any fucking makeup because it would be ruined 😂#i am going to hang out eat dinner drink wine socialize and dance a bit#hug my bestie and her husband and cry some more probably#and thej hopefully head home before 10pm 😬🤞🏻#the pets need their pm medications and also just like. attention and all that lmao#because i am their petsitter until tomorrow afternoon/evening#also i am chronically ill and mentally ill and tired and in pain from helping set up the venue yesterday#also also i desperately wanna just. vc with friends and play genshin impact/honkai: star rail/fallout 4 🥲👍🏻#my social battery had been drained dry meeting everyone yesterday so today is. difficult
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the new Game Informer photos of Gehn's preliminary model design in the Riven remake had me imagining Gehn very patiently sitting down for a haircut--even a self-appointed God needs his bimonthly trim!
#and gehn-forbid any barber who cuts his hair too short or doesnt make it even 😬#i am CERTAIN that he is very particular about his hair#myst#gehn#cho#riven#also much as i like the new model i do hope theyll give him longer hair#John Keston's hair was just a little bit longer and had those little waves in the back..... gehn deserves to have his little curls !#redwoods art
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Some more quick little practice doodles, this time of the ghosts
#cbs ghosts#flower montero#sasappis#was really having fun with this style I may do more of the ghosts in it#I had one of Pete too but he kind of uh. Got lost to the ether (aka wherever things go when my tablet decides to die) 😬 sorry bud#also I am still gonna do more tarot cards I just. idk. got a bit bored of the style I think?#hence just all the random doodles lately#it speaks#my art#art practice#fanart
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Got the guts to go out this morning to the stores. I needed to pick up an order from bath and body works; I got some of the vampire blood body lotion cuz they were having a 50% off sale on the Halloween stuff. Then I stopped by target cuz I needed a couple things, especially a hair brush cuz the one I had snapped and broke in half this morning. I quickly looked at Ross cuz I keep seeing people find cute clothes and shoes (I didn’t find shit, maybe I should try when they get truck deliveries on Mondays/Tuesdays). Then I quickly looked at homegoods, I’ve been trying to find this statue of the bride of Frankenstein, still no luck, but I did find some hello kitty bed sheets for my mom that she liked and I got her those.
#maybe on Friday I’ll go out again to check tj maxx#and I’ve been wanting to go look at five below for their new stuff#I’ve also been wanting to look at Spirit Halloween too (I need to get the guts to brave pass the animatronics and spiders 😬)#(yes as much as I like Halloween/ I am a bit of a scaredy cat and I’m terrified of anything with spiders)#also I’ve been wanting to look at daiso for forever! especially look at stationary/stickers/display shelves for my trinkets
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Alright, sit your shit because clearly a discussion needs to be had.
You can write whatever the hell you want on AO3 (that's their rules, set up your own site if you don't like it IDC) but you need to tag what you write. You need to tag it in its entirety.
This includes characters being killed, s/h, sexual assault, EDs and whatever the hell else I'm not thinking of. This means tagging "implied rape/non-con" and not "implied sexual content". This means tagging "suicide" and not "minor character death".
If you really really don't want to tag that because it spoils the fic, clarify that there is untagged elements in the fic and include the more detailed warnings in a dropdown in your author's note (there's a tutorial somewhere) or in the end notes of the fic.
Write whatever your heart desires, but please let your readers know what they're signing up for.
TL;DR: write whatever you want as long as you tag it appropriately
#hi jesus christ i just read untagged s/uicide and it was tagged BITTERSWEET ENDING i am not doing great 😬👍#ao3#filed under: speaking#ask to tag#<- seems counter productive but the point of this post is so ppl know to tag this shit and also im still a bit shaken up so if u think#i should tag this tell me /srs im done thinking for a bit im gonna go watch youtube now
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grabs ur shoulders OH ANON IM GLAD YOU ASKED :)
i like it as a ship, i don’t mind it at all! one of my FAVE trial moments is in trial 3 when gundham gets confused about the uhhhhhhhibuki’s body thing and chiaki is like “oh you want me to explain it to you right? because you dont understand what im saying right? :o” and gundham says “an even bigger jerk?! IMPOSSIBLE!!! >:(” and then he continues to speak gibberish @ her while she’s trying to explain it, their own mini rebuttal showdown lmao AND THEN hajime has to consent with sonia’s statement to prove that chiaki is right before he just rebuttal showdowns with hajime (”’does that mean you have a rebuttal?’... hmph, thats a good line.”) omg i love him :’)
uh anyways there’s also that little part in chapter one where chiaki helps look under the lodge with him. “oh these two are silly :)” was one of my first thoughts when i was getting through sdr2 for the first time
she also has that thing with thinking animals are wierd/they make her uncomfortable SOOO gundham would be The Guy for her to talk to about getting more comfortable with them (like how in her third fte her and hajime go to the ranch and she pets the cow AND like with pekos first fte hajime suggests she go talk to gundham about her own problem with animals RAISES BROWS)
sonia x gundham x hajime x chiaki poly i love any combo of those four tbfh!!!!! im a fan!!! call me a parrot how im polly wanting some crackers!! <3 double anyways this got too long, have this little doodle anon thank you for your question :)
#BREATHES this got longer than i meant for it to get anon my bad 😬#ari art#ask draw#sdr2#AND ALSO?? in her 3rd fte chiaki says she can get nervous from human interactions bc of how they may react so she often doesnt bother?#VS GUNDHAM who doesnt like human interaction at all? and tries not to touch ppl? despite feeling alone at times#HMMMM sounds like something they can work on together maybe?? with help from hajime and sonia???hee hee hee yay touch starvation! :) /j#gundham tanaka#chiaki nanami#danganronpa#alright im done now#OH WAIT to the anon still in my ask box I SEE YOU 👀 i will answer you in due time lmao just hang on a bit bc once again#i am drawing a pic for the ask rip me#gundhamronpa
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I caught myself looking like 😑 again at the grocery store today and I feel so awkward. I don’t want to come off as an asshole to anyone working there (it must suck as a job, especially during summer tourist season) but my face is just like this! I think it would be really funny if I got a custom t-shirt one day that just said “sorry, it’s (probably) not you. My face is just like this” with the 😑 emoji under it
#emma posts#when it doesn’t look like 😑 it looks like 😳#i just remembered today that part of the reason it’s like this was that in highschool if i looked like that my bullies got bored#was always switching between 😑 and 😳 and now those are just my defaults#the 😳 would probably be around regardless tho#it’s kinda funny how my teacher mom has strangers approach her regularly but my dad and I and maybe my brothers don’t get that#but my dad is 6ft with a 😑 expression most of the time in public#my brothers have different vibes but are also huge#youngest has got an awkward gentle giant energy#and middle kid has what I can only call a ‘more subtle bakugo rizz’ if that makes any sense#dude needs to take his meds like the rest of us#I really went from 😳 elementary to 😑 highschool expression wise#and one is anxiety and autism while the other is autism and defense against bullies#but now my face is just like that by default and it’s super awkward#I’m also self conscious about how i look while laughing#but that’s a mostly separate thing#mostly#non-human animals get the ☺️ expression though so they like my vibes better#I also try to be like that with kids. and I am a little internally. but I also panic about how the respond to them#I’d blame one specific younger cousin experience but I’m not totally sure#either way I look a little less 😑 to them but probably still a little 😳#kids with anxiety seem to like me though. we get each other’s vibes I guess 🤷♀️#but gods. I don’t want to look at cashiers like 😑 in the checkout but i keep doing it#and when i consciously try to stop i often look more like 😳#girl has no rizz if you’re not a cat#I react the same way to energetic dogs as I do most kids which is a bit weird tbh#I end up looking like a combination of 😳��😬😦😅 when I try to talk to neighbors#my only advantage is that people think my jokes are funny. at least in person#and I can at least tell when someone is faking their smile response#if there are two things I can usually pick up on it’s nervousness and amusement
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Trying to get ahead of an unsustainability cycle that might be starting up this week,,, (I start work).
#this turned into a bit of a rant whoops#mypost#have been chilling recovering from breast reduction the last month#steadily helping my mom out around the house more and more#but neow imma be working a ~35hr week (not including commute times during rush hour rip)#starting tmr#and I’m remembering that 1) it takes me more time to shower bc I have to be careful with boobz. also I have to wash my bra every night bc da#scars can’t get infected. so the whole process of showering is connected to also washing and drying my bra and putting on lotions n such so#it takes an hour minimum#2) doing stuff for my mom… is always spontaneous and urgent and takes up more time/energy than I think#3) my mom is bad at food stuff on a personal level and that’s transferring to the household bc a lot of stuff including a) she’s hella busy#and stressed. b) the price of food 💀keeps goin up ayoo. c) she is restricting herself to only eating twice a day??? idk why????#d) she also considers a meal to be anything she throws together no matter how unbalanced/nontasty it is#e) I’m also so bad at cooking/meal prep/etc but lowkey have a Thing abt food rn and cannot eat random junk even if I’m v hungry#. all this to say: idk how to do my household duties (communicating with mom. nightly dishes. small stuff that builds) when I have a feeling#imma be hella hungry this whole week.#WAIT I FORGOT THO IMMA BE MAKING MONEYYYY 💰 💴 💵 so I can pay for lunch at work ayooo#((not thinking abt budgeting atm lol 😬. I’m fortunate enough to have a 529 plan for college so semester times are all g)#4) I’m also doing two coursera courses atm (personal finance for young adults and Good With Words) …. I will prob not be able to get much#done in these courses when I have a full week rip#5) I gotta prepare for abroad (applying for visa. dealing with large government structures 😭😭😭) and in general attend to my emails#all dis. hmm#oh and also personal upkeep: gotta order eczema lotion. gotta get in contact with doctors abt leg and jaw PT. gotta follow thru with PT.#falling behind on a productive schedule while balancing my moms needs and my needs and my long-term health/personal project stuff is gonna#be difficult…#hm#writing this out is. hm.#all g all g I am a young adult I gotta handle this stuff now 🧑#great freedom = great responsibility and all that shiz#FUCK I FORGOT I HAVE TO EXERCISE TOO FUCK!!!! DANG NABBIT
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*takes an ativan to sleep. instead, ends up staying awake to enjoy not being so anxious.*
#me when this wanes in a couple hours: 😬 I have made a huge mistake#I am feeling very chill tho.#can’t completely blame me for wanting to enjoy this brief period of low anxiety#this is like a not big dose. I can tell. but it IS helping take the edge off and relaxing me a bit#1mg and I’m a beeeeeg boy so… it is what it is 🫳#wish they had an emoji for when your hand 🫳 is horizontal and you rock it back n forth. let ‘ehhhh’ ya know? mehhhh#they should let me design emojis for a living and also give me a million dollars every month forever because I’m so nice and cool and smart#you can ignore this#text#oh also kiss kiss kiss 😚
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how do i stop feeling like i'm in trouble all the time fr. sitting here on my lunch break like everyone's gonna be soooo mad when u get back...from lunch...which you are allowed to have.....(?)
#social anxiety kicking my ass so bad every day#unless my supervisor actually says hello you are doing an amazing job today and i dont hate you im like omg she hates me bc i suck......#miscounted the kids yesterday and left one on the playground for like two minutes and im still traumatized#she wasnt alone or anything there was another class w teachers but 😬🔫#killing myself killing myself killing myself#i counted them five times today tho#and the playground was empty which made it easier but ugh#infinitely better than my last job and im actually good at this but i still feel like my supervisor doesn't like me#even tho i think she's just a bit awk and has anxiety also lol#she was reading a book abt coping with anxiety the other day lol#also my other coworker w the drama likes me but the drama is always threatening to happennagain bc she doesnt like our supervisor#anyway#my mentor just got here before lunch for her half day shift so i feel better but aaaaa#way less stressful than my last job tho and im grateful but very stressed lately#also the owner of the school was in the room im taking lunch for a while and im like omg she's gonna be annoyed that im here#she's gonna judge me for having a chocolate bar like a shitty spoiled young person or whatever and listening to music bc im rude#i need to calm down fr#she complained abt lazy inconsiderate young people at my job interview so now im paranoid abt every interaction w her lmao#bc i am a lazy oblivious young person and also i took a sick day my first week which is what she was complaining abt said young people doing#but i legitimately was throwing up i Had to call out#that's life in child care#but ughhhh#i was determined not to bc this is a job where they expect you to come in even if ur sick#but puking is my limit i genuinely couldn't do it#anyway.#normal adult experience#doctor who told my mom i was high functioning i want our money back
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I’m at the state of restlessness where I want to do a million different things. I want to start playing a new game I want to start an art project I want to work on commissions I want to deep clean my room I want to write a 50k fic I want to make a game I want to binge watch an entire series I want to learn a language I want to get into a new hobby I want t
#Shima speaks#HELP#I’m going a little crazy with cabin fever apparently. Lmao#Good news tho is that I’m p much over my sickness#Just have a cough and a bit of a stuffy nose now#Otherwise I feel. P great#Anyway I am actually debating HEAVILY on playing a new game#(AKA me replaying an old favorite for the millionth time)#I just can’t decide which game I want to play…#My heart has been saying Emerald Heart Gold or PMD Sky.#Problem is idk if I’m in the right MOOD for PMD Sky.#If I start a playthrough I have a strong feeling I’ll drop it halfway through lmao#Anyway. I go back to work Thursday for end of year crunch 😬 And then I’m off again for the weekend so.#I feel so MOTIVATED I just can’t actually put that energy into anything#Also it’s midnight here I should probably go to bed anyway. LOL
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you are ALWAYS swinging at the hornet’s nest and then regretting it and i’m like king you are choosing your own sordid destiny
I’m sorry I can’t help it. The thoughts must be voiced. What am I supposed to do, keep it to myself like a smart individual? Absolutely not. Closes my eyes and posts it to a complicated divided fandom on tumblr instead
#these are my roots#I kept stumbling into the hornets nest by accident when I first joined the fandom#and went hey this isn’t so bad…#which it isn’t.. not really#I’m just being dramatic. Another unfortunate trait of mine#mac asks#also!! I do genuinely want to know what people think#because it’s hard to tell sometimes from my dash y’know. it’s a bit of an echo chamber by design#things just get out of hand. a lot. whoops 😬#this is entirely my fault and I am incapable of change
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