#but all jobs sound awful and not what i want to be doing in life
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i actually cant with this anymore ngl like. messaging my friends isnt an option bc theyre all out busy having actual lives. but i havent left my room all day and i have washing up to do and i have laundry to do but i cant fucking go in the kitchen bc being around my flatmates is so awkward. like. essentially i have zero friends right now because im nowhere near anyone i can speak to. the one person i could maybe consider as actually having made a friend lives on basically the other side of the city. i want to go get food from kitchen so bad but i cant im gonna have to wait until later im not getting the laundry done. cant focus on the assignment. i have no idea how the fuck im meant to remedy this lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
#have we considered im not cut out for uni#unfortunately its the only thing ive ever wanted to do (go to uni) but turns out it lowkey sucks lol#i cant drop out because there is literally nothing else i want to do#vent#i do have an appointment with mental health services on tuesday#but they have such low availability i had to pick which lecture i was willing to miss in order to go#which is great!!#i dont have high hopes because the only advice ive been given in regards to the flatmate situation is#âgive it a couple weeks and youll get to know themâ#âjust talk to themâ#hello?? they dont want to talk to me thats why all the conversations fell flat on their face#plus they arent nice when theyre drunk and they are often drinking!!#my mum keeps being like âits okay if you drop outâ#what the fuck am i meant to do then#like am i destined to permanently be living at home working at mcdonalds#will end it all if so#tw suicidal thoughts#like. my two childhood dreams were 1) have purple hair 2) go to university#succeeded on the first one at least#but also theres no job that i want to go into. other people can maybe name one or two jobs theyd be happy to do#or have some idea of a career path#but all jobs sound awful and not what i want to be doing in life#i dont know what im going to do if it turns out i cant hack uni#theres nothing else for me#everyone lied also when they said that ppl will be really open to making friends at uni#i tried to put myself out there and go out of my comfort zone and speak to people#and it became apparent that they were not interested#âgo to a society youll meet peopleâ#no. they show up with people they are already friends with. and even if you try to speak to them.#they are not very reciprocal and quickly go back to just talking to their friends theyve already made
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless đ like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors đŻ like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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same soup... different day
#hello it is sarah in the tags again#i feel like i tell myself i'll actually use this as a blog and then i forget and then i remember and then i forget again#venting ahead if that is not ur jam (talking to the 2 followers who actually see my posts)#i like tumblr because it;s so removed from my personal life that it feels really like a place i dont have to be anything for anyone#anyway i've been wondering if i should go back to therapy again but i feel like they might get tired of me because i keep bailing and comin#back like an addict lol like i swear i'll commit this time! sike. ghost be upon ye#anyway this time i'd come in for the big D#i don't like the floor it just feels closer to being six feet under and a bit like where i belong#i feel like a great number of things have happened in the past year and i've met all of it with a very lukewarm sense of dread and anxiety#its not even about feeling happy i dont even think i can feel shaken by anything. i feel like people see my apathy and think it's confidenc#anyway im not going back. they always say the same thing. can't do shit about shit life syndrome. and i don't want pills i'm so sick of the#isn't it something that i'm especially depressed the day before i start my new job? it's a tradition at this point. cheers#isn't it cruel that everyone in my life seem to put me on some kind of bizarre pedestal and no one questions my decisions or authority and#i battle with myself to figure out if i'm doing the right thing (no one will tell me the truth they are all scared of me getting angry)#was talking with a friend about how it'll be if i join their group project in a module we're taking soon.#and she's like well isn't it obvious? everyone will just listen to whatever you say and we'll end up doing well.#no one would challenge you because you're always right. and it's like.. yeah. i guess. okay. (hate that i know she's not wrong)#lol can u tell this is why house is kind of getting to me. learning lots of things about myself watching that man commit medical malpractic#anyway. i didn't ghost my therapist this time i remember now. she left the clinic lol she asked me to connect on linkedin. that was amusing#i always feel like the therapists here never know what to do with me and i kind of have to hold their hand a bit through my psyche#also they seem to be a bit at awe of me which is a bit annoying. and i know that definitely sounds like Issues but it's just like#ugh not you too. please stop i'm sick of it i'm sick with it. i don't want you to be inspired by my awful life and how i handled it#and i have nothing to say for it but... *gestures vaguely* of all of this
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maw why are these troll accounts linked through my ex best friends STILL following me
#im highly convinced at this stage she was the one that made the fake accounts#the gas thing is is that she was mainly an online friend and had she kept in touch with me at the time she wouldve known i was in the#studio in college preparing for my assignment for the semester so i dont fail like there were specific requirements we had to get done for#that week... and you think i would have that time to make fake accounts if anything itd be you and your online friends#emphasis on online because you could hardly make friends or even get a job here so you got one back home#the saddest thing is that the memes can be funny but its just what they represent in this whole situation that sours it completely#dont get me started on her friend she is honestly so polarising even from an outsider's perspective#ugh it doesnt annoy me anymore as it did because at the end of the day it has nothing to do with me but the fact that theyre STILL going on#about it makes me think that her and her online buddies have nothing else to do apart from being with themselves constantly#i had that life but no way did i want to live that way in my 20s đ#i fucked up before that incident but isnt it convenient when we hardly spoke for a month just for the ~fake account~ to appear to stop#being friends like as awful as it sounds but itd actually be a lot easier just to say you dont want to be friends#instead of dragging outsiders into it like you do best#the saddest thing is that she was actually quite fake even before she went down a permanent online rabbit hole#and i was aware of it but because i was emotionally vulnerable at the time i never cut her off since i really wanted friends to talk to#play that cool girl alty idgaf attitude all you like but it doesn't change the fact that you're superficial no matter how much you mask it#ugh im hormonal and i cant sleep but at the same time its nice to be able to freely bc not as many people use tumblr anymore#i block those accounts not because im offended or im precious about my image but they do spam and its annoying af so i dont want that tbh#having pictures with a school friend whilst under the same breath making jokes of their dead brother is not a good look đŹ#i did fucked up things as a result of coping with trauma and alienation as a teenager but this is actually low?#im sorry but it does it screams fake and im pretty sure that the fake treatment was given to me when we first became friends#fake people rarely ever change#i have to get ready for work in an hour this was unexpected#might vent later because i feel like i can do anything on this godforsaken website#the shocking thing to them is that they nothing on me if anything the 'proof' she showed me almost exposed her and her crowd#i have deleted my fb account but i still have the screenshots somewhere
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i wanna do art as a career so badly cause itâs the only option that would be even remotely fulfilling but i really. really doubt thatâs gonna happen and i really doubt i can do it so now i have to scramble to find some other career that wonât make me want to die
#marloâs stuff#something art related is like. the only thing i can see myself devoted to#but iâm not good enough for it lmao#iâm so painfully average#iâm smart and i know iâm smart and i know i could get a well paying job that has something to do with math or whatever#but i. literally cannot look forward to a future like that. it sounds so awful and boring because i hate math and all that shit#and iâm supposed to do that for 90% of my life???#i really donât know what else i could do that would pay me yknow a living wage but also doesnât make me want to die everyday#i donât want a job i hate#but i feel like thats what iâm gonna end up with#lmao#anyway
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Danny lives in a horror movie-DC x DP prompt
Based on my favorite book series "tales from the gas station"
Its not everyday a mission requires the league to travel to middle America in to obtain a highly cursed artifact but it certainly today.
Locating the Seal of Silent Ashes was a task usually given to Justice League Dark but Constantine was currently busy. So that meant it was left to the poster boys to get this done. They dressed in civilian attire to investigate the last location of the seal starting with the first building on the edge of town. A small dusty gas station near the wood.
The inside had an awful smell, like death and cleaning fluid. The lights gave off a greenish-blue tint. Rats could be seen out of the corner of your eyes. Most of the chip were offbrand and crappy.
Behind the counter was the teenage boy chewing gum. He looked up at the group before going back to reading his book. He had clearly seen better days but didn't show signs of caring about the state of his hair or bags under his eyes. He drank coffee.
The air felt off.
"Hey kiddo, do you mind giving us directions?" Clark started.
The kid narrowed his eyes as he popped his gum.
"You're not from here. That or you're from that cult in the woods. Listen I'm not joining. Seriously cosmic nihilism and fatalism sounds doomed. Hey wait-" the teen checked his notes " No, the cult killed themselves in that mass suicide 2 weeks ago. I forgot."
The teen didn't say anything else as he went back to his book.
The horrified look of the adults shared was almost hilarious. At least to the teen if he looked up.
"Oh, and stay out of the woods. I don't want the police to come back and ask about who saw you last. Seriously if whatever is in there tears you apart I won't feel bad. I put those signs out forever ago and if I get one more girl covered in blood running in here screaming about her dead friends I'll get a headache." The teen shrugged turning the page.
"What do you mean?! Why would-?! Who's killing people?!" Barry asked frantically as Bruce serched for more reports of missing people in the area.
"I don't know. Why would I know? If you want to go in the cursed forest go ahead. I mean that's how they all die. It isn't my job to stop you. My job is to sit here and watch this store." The teen huffed in annoyance.
Before anymore questions were asked the signal of the radio was disrupted and a demonic howl screeched through the radio.
"God damnit. That cunt is back. Stay here." The teen growled as he grabbed his bat from under the counter and walked out the back door. "String bean! Get off the fucking roof you bastard! You know that radio is all I have here!"
A chattering laugh like a death rattle was heard and the sound of 2 sets of feet was heard on the roof then they lept down.
"Come here so I can beat you to death!" The teen ran around the building towards the front of the gas station chasing-what the fuck is that!
It was like a human that was twisted to crabwalk on all fours backwards. Its face was contorted into a black stretched-out smile with no teeth. It had no eyes just black sockets. All its limbs were stretched out to an extra meter in length. It was a skinwalker of some kind with chalk-white skin. It was skittering away from the teen who was swinging his bat at its head.
"Stop running! I told you before what would happen if I found you fucking with me again!" The boy meant it as he finally landed a hit and began wacking it over and over it.
The skin walker screeched and tried to run for its life but couldn't.
After reducing the monster into a black puddle the black-stained teen came back inside to sit back down not paying anymore to the monster blood he was covered in.
"Sorry about that. Most of the freaks around here have learned to stay away from this place. That one is new and he doesn't listen. You'd think they'd learn but Sting Bean thinks he can torment me. Petty bastard." The teen sighed "anyways are going to buy anything or are you going to waste what oxygen we get in here with this shitty ventilation.
Diana couldn't help but admire the boldness of the boy. He had no hesitation or fear against the beasts of this area even if was crude.
"Does Constantine have a cousin or something? Just a more angry one" Barry whispered to Hal.
#dc x dp#dpxdc#dc x dp prompt#dp x dc prompt#danny fenton#danny phantom#batman#barry allen#hal jordan#superman#clark kent#justice league#diana prince#wonder woman#john constantine
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you know the killer doesn't understand
in which spencer is so terrified he's going to hurt you after he gets out of prison that he can barely touch you. an argument ensues.
angst (+ comfort) warnings/tags: established relationship, fem!reader, mentions of violent intrusive thoughts (non-specific), arguing, yelling, use of the word rape, nightmares, happyish ending, mention of showering together, it's a bad time but it's also a good time for us woo i love angsty angst a/n: i miss posting for real so bad i dug up this draft which was mostly finished and polished it up. i think i really like this one and it was based on a request but i lost it:( i hope u guys enjoy this, pls lmk<3
Spencer is by no means happy with his sudden fear of touching youâit makes everything in his life significantly harder and less convenient and he hates that heâs constantly afraid heâs going to break you. He hates watching you hold back from attacking him with a hug when he enters a room like you used to, and he feels terrible every time you ball up on the opposite side of the couch as he reads, waiting for an invitation into his lap but too scared to ask for one (heâll always hold out his arm for you, thoughâheâs not cruel.)
Youâre adorable in the way you stand at the foot of the bed in your pajamas, arms behind your back like itâs not your bed too, but it makes him feel terrible. This isnât at all what he wanted for you, and in all honestly heâs thought about ending the relationship because he knows heâs being an absolutely awful partnerâbut he just canât bring himself to. Instead, he gestures for you to get into bed, and you curl up under the covers close to him but not against him, and heâll play with your hair and read for a while because he canât sleep very well. Eventually heâll assume the position of sleep, but some sick part of him doesnât know what to do with the sounds of the city and the fan instead of the sounds of a hundred men rolling and sniffing and shuffling around their echoey cells. He doesnât understand warmth anymore, or softness, or nice pajamas or fluffy pillows. Heâs starting to think he doesnât understand you. And thatâs the worst thought of all.Â
So he essentially dozes for the first week, on and off, always exhausted in the mornings but whatâs new. When he canât sleep, he turns his head to watch you breatheâsome beautiful, sweet creature dreaming in his bed, unwaveringly loyal to him even though he can hardly stand to touch you for fuckâs sake. Youâre beautiful, and it makes him feel better to watch you, even if he canât touch you. Not now that he knows what he is capable of doing to another person. What if he has some sort of PTSDâPTSS, thank you, Luke Alvezâinduced dream and does something terrible to you in his sleep? Itâs not like youâre tiny, but heâs stronger, he knows he is, and lately every time you get too close he remembers exactly what it feels like to exert the full force of that strength, and what it feels like when someone else unleashes their own onto him.Â
Theyâre just intrusive thoughts, and in them he doesnât hurt you intentionally, but he always feels a little bit sick now. He is so, so sick. A bull in a China shop. Spencer knows exactly how breakable humans areâitâs his job to know. If he left so much as one red mark on you by accident, heâs quite sure heâd drill down to a previously unknown rock bottom. And if he reaches that point, he doesnât know if heâd ever deserve to come back.Â
Every day it seems to become clearer that the only humane thing to do is break up with you. But for now heâll watch you sleepâthe delicate rising and falling of your chest, the way you curl in on yourself because you canât curl into him. In sleep you look so peaceful and content. You never look that way awake, anymore. Not when heâs around, which is pretty much always. At least he canât disappoint you while youâre asleep.Â
Or so heâd like to think.Â
Until one night, about a week and a half after he gets home; you whimper in your sleep. Itâs so quiet he couldâve missed it, but he doesnât, and then he watches your smooth brow furrow with worry and he knows youâre having a nightmare immediately.Â
Spencer panicsâbefore, he would have woken you up and held you and comforted you until you fell back asleep and it would have been so simple. Now heâs frozen, afraid to touch you but not sure if he can just lie there watching you so afraid and not do a thing about it.Â
In the end, you choose for himâand it only takes a few moments. Youâre close enough to him that itâs easy for you to close the few inches even in sleep, and maybe youâre slightly conscious but not enough to remember youâre not supposed to touch him.Â
He stops breathing as you fold yourself against him, muttering worried nonsenseâhe catches his name, onceânestling against his chest, one searching arm gently draping over his waist. Every muscle in his body is rigid, and his thoughtsâhis mind goes⌠completely fucking blank.Â
Suddenly, all heâs known, all heâs ever known, is the smell of your hair, the warmth of you seeping through layers of clothing, and the weight of your arm over him. Everything he ever was ceases to exist, and heâs just this, right now. The person youâd turned to unconsciously for comfort, so sure, so trusting that he would keep you safe. He can feel your breath for the first time in months. Slowly every tense muscle unspools. For the first time in a long time he doesnât feel dangerous. He doesnât feel like his entire body is spring loaded and ready to attack at the slightest provocation. Spencer allows himself to hold you, and part of it feels like betrayal because he knows how badly you need this from him while youâre awake but mostly he feels like he could cry. His thumb rubs circles into the middle of your back and your head tucks so perfectly under his chin while he studies the rumpled sheets where youâd been lying a moment ago. He almost feels like sticking his tongue out to gloat at your half of the mattressâhaha, look who gets to hold her nowâbut instead he sighs, shakily, and squeezes his eyes shut.Â
You donât make another sound for hours.Â
Heâs reluctant to let you go when you begin to stir around six AM, but forcibly holding onto you is so far from what he wants to do that he manages. You roll back over to your own side of the bed, and he continues admiring you from afar until he falls asleep. Itâs the best three hours of sleep heâs had in a very long time.Â
Of course, you donât remember it. When you wake up your sadness resumes, and so does the pretending like youâre not sad, but youâre a very good sportâand it helps that heâs feeling much better this morning than he has since he got back.Â
âGood morning,â you whisper faintly, still blinking as you watch him longingly from your spot.Â
Spencer pushes himself up onto an elbow, and you watch with big eyes as he leans over you, stroking your cheek with his free hand.Â
âGood morning. You sleep okay?â
Your brow flickers, and he realizes itâs not a question he asks every morning, and youâre probably distracted by this overt display of affection, but you answer it obediently anyway.Â
âI think so. I had weird dreams.â
He hums.Â
âAbout what?â
Itâs quiet for a moment as he takes in the exact spattering of microscopically fractured pigment over your irises. Your voice is small when you finally speak.Â
âDo I have to tell you?â
That hurts.Â
âNo. But it might help.â
Coming from him? Ironic doesnât even begin to cover it.Â
You acknowledge him with a small hum of your own, studying him with soft, mistrustful eyes.Â
He canât help it anymoreâSpencer leans down and gently kisses you, so tenderly, so chastely, it makes his own head spin. He hasnât kissed you like that since you picked him up from Milburn. Itâs long overdue.Â
Which is why heâs not expecting you to start crying. He pulls back immediately, not far, just enough to assess your expression.Â
âWhatâs this? Whatâs wrong, angel?â He frowns. Your lip quivers in a way that feels like a blow to the chest.Â
âThatâs not⌠youâreâŚâ
âWhat? What is it?â
A fat tear finally traces a path down your cheek and when you speak your voice breaks in the most fragile, devastating way.Â
âYouâre not being fair.â
He has no neat question to summarize all the bafflement your accusation inspires in his lately cloudy head, but the wildly confused look on his face must be prompt enough.
âIâm trying really hard to respect your space and boundaries and not upset you but my feelings are hurt, Spencer, I donât know how they couldnât be. I feel like you donât even like me anymore. Iâm embarrassed around you because I feel like I care about you so much more than you care about me. And then youâand then you wake up one morning and you think itâs okay to act like you love me again but I canâtâI cââ you stop, obviously frustratedânow crying in earnest and lacking the words. âYou canât be mean to me. I know youâve been through a lot and Iâm sorry but you canât treat me like that. Iâm a person, too.â
His chest aches and he swallows down barbed wire.
âIâm not acting like I love you. I do love you. More than Iâve ever loved anyone or anything in my life. Thatâs not an act.â
Itâs not an adequate response, but your words are still spinning in his head until he canât keep up with them. Heâs not used to this, anymore. The language you two had developed is so foreign now.Â
Maybe he just doesnât know how to talk to you.Â
Resignationâa too-calm recognition softens the stormy look that has brewed on your face. As soon as itâs gone, and youâre looking at him placidly, he realizes heâs afraid.Â
âWell, thatâs not enough,â you whisper.Â
Spencer feels like heâs been shot as you push the covers aside and slip out of bed. And he knows what that feels like.Â
âWhere are you going?â And then louder, when you donât hear him because youâve already left the room, âWhere are you going?â
He follows you through the apartment as you march purposefully for the door, slipping shoes on and grabbing your keys and coat.Â
You barely look over your shoulder as you leave, slamming the front door behind you. Things shake from the impact. A mini earthquake.Â
Spencer is too stunned to follow you.Â
Itâs not until a few minutes later when he goes to call you that he realizes your phone is still sitting on your bedside table. He stares at it, tasting metal, because he has absolutely no way to reach you or guarantee your safety. Thereâs no way for you to call him, or anyone, if you get in troubleâand he fears that youâll retaliate against him by doing something stupid and dangerous.Â
He only just manages to stop himself from calling the police and asking them to start looking for you. Only just recognizes it to be an overreaction.Â
Besides, heâs not feeling particularly fond of the criminal justice institution these days. If it came down to it, heâd trust himself and his team over the cops any day.
The team. Theyâre always a resource. If worst comes to worst, he thinks, robotically making coffee as he tries to talk himself down, and she doesnât come home before dark, Iâll call all of her closest friends. If she doesnât come home before the morningâthe thought makes him feel sickâIâll deploy every fucking resource at my disposal.Â
Maybe thatâs an overreaction, too, but he has to find a way to self-soothe somehow. Planning makes him feel better. Being prepared for the things you never see coming makes him feel better. Itâs impossible, of courseâbut the illusion of control is stubborn and so seductive.Â
Thankfully, it doesnât come to that.Â
At around 2 PM, he receives a couple of texts from Garcia that are a massive relief.Â
Penelope: Sheâs at my apartment
Penelope: BE NICER TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!
The series of emojis that follow (including an octopus?), he doesnât even try to decipher. He simply drops his phone and sighs deeply into his hands, releasing an extreme amount of paranoid tension that had been tying him into knots. Lately, heâs had this sense that everything is fleetingâthat the things he takes for granted are painfully, violently impermanent. It doesnât take anyone with a degree to figure out why heâs been feeling that way, but itâs so all-consuming heâs not sure how to cope with it. Just a few days ago, heâd been wondering how to break up with you. Now heâs asking himself how the fuck he thought heâd be able to do that when heâs barely functioning after a few hours without you.
Itâs a question he still hasnât answered by the time the front door opens at 10 PM. Itâs clear by the deer-in-headlights look on your face that you hadnât been expecting him like thisâleaning over the counter, half-empty mug by his hand, staring at nothing in particular and waiting for you to come home. Neither of you have changed clothing since this morningânot that you couldâbut you look apprehensive as you close it behind you, never facing away from him. The whole thing is like a teenager being caught sneaking back in by a weary parent.Â
For a moment the silent confrontation stretches into the horizon, a non-specific point as neither of you seem inclined to be the first to talk. You just watch him watching youâleaning against the door rigidly as if you canât get far enough away. But heâs too tired for this. Too worn out.Â
âHowâd you get home?â
You swallow.Â
âPenelope.â
Spencer nods slowly, rolling his bottom lip between teeth and finally looking away.Â
âYou really should have brought your phone.â
You scoff, peeling yourself from the door.Â
âOf course thatâs what youâre worried about.â
Itâs the same situation as this morning, but in reverseâhim following after you down the hall as you storm toward the bedroom.Â
âWhâshould I not have been? You scared meââ he says your name, barely catching the door before it can slam in his face. âI was worried about you.â
âWhy?â you face him, laughing bewilderedly as if the situation were at all funny. A kind of manic energy crackles from the surface of your skin and in your eyes that renders him unable to think of a reply. âBecause you thought I would get raped and murdered and then youâd be sad?â
âYes!â Spencer yells, eyes widening as he fails to contain his frustration any longer. âThat is fucking exactly why I was scared!â
You step forward, getting in his space. It jars him, momentarilyâhe wants to get away from you. Being angry and so close to you is terrifying. What if he lashes out? What if he hurts you? Heâs seen crimes of passion. His blood is freezing in his veins.Â
âOf course you didnât give one single fuck that I left you. You didnât think for one fucking second that I might be tired of this. That wasnât what you were scared of at all.â For every inch you near, he backs away. Another scorned, bitter laugh from you that feels like poison coursing through his entire circulatory system. You notice everything, eyeing him up and down as he cowers from you. âWhat is this, Spencer? If you hate being near me that much, just fucking break up with me.â
Youâre close enough that he can see the tears welling in your eyes, but heâd know they were there even if he couldnât observe them. He would hear it in your voice. He would feel it. But he canât do anything about it. Right now, heâs paralyzed.Â
âIf the only thing holding you back is wanting to spare my feelings, just fucking do it. This isnât better. I donât give a fuck if itâs hard for you. Itâs hard for me, too, but Iâm not just going to ignore it anymore.â
Thereâs no more room. The wall is at is back.Â
âHoney, please back up,â Spencer breathes. Last time his back was to a wall, heâd been gagged and beaten. Donât lash out. She never hurt you. It wasnât her.Â
âDonât tell me what to do!â you shout, as tears begin to spill over your cheeks. âEither break up with me or stop telling me to go away!â
At that moment, as you break down and your words become muddled with sobs, you raise your fist.Â
Spencer watches it approach his shoulder as if in slow-motion.Â
On instinct, he catches your wrist.
Thereâs a lull as he waits for something to explode, for something to go terribly, deeply wrongâ
But it doesnât.Â
He realizes his grip is gentle. He realizes youâd never actually hurt him like that. He realizes how little resistance heâd found when he stopped what was sure to be nothing more than a petulant, petty bump against his shoulderâa maneuver that wouldnât have hurt in the slightest. It was nothing more than a desolate, childlike display of feelings bigger than you know what to do with.Â
In the second that it takes him to realize all of this, to realize he is not endangering you in the slightest, nor you him, youâve begun to truly sob. Standing just inches from him, head angled down as he holds your wrist carefully, you are the picture of a girl who has been running on empty for a very long time and has nothing left to give. Spencer twines his arms around you, tucking your head under his chin and slowly rubbing your back like heâd never forgotten how to hold you. It stuns you, and the tears pause for just a secondâbefore youâre wrapping desperate, weakened arms around him and sobbing even harder, albeit silently, into his shirt.Â
âI donât want to break up,â he whispers, his own voice shaky with understated emotion. âIâm sorry. Please donât say that. I donât want that.â
âWhatâs wrong with you?â You cry, a desperate plead caught between sobs that wrack your body against his against the wall. And he knows itâs not an accusation. Itâs not an insult. Itâs a question borne of confusion and fear. Itâs what a child might ask a sick dog while tears stream down feverish cheeks. And itâs completely appropriate, considering he never tells you anything anymore and heâs only just realizing how scary that must be. Spencer is back from prison but you may as well still be living alone for all that you know about him. He tangles a hand in your hair and holds you against his chest, breathing you like nitrous oxide.Â
âI donât know,â he whispers. The room beyond blurs as he stares at nothing, focused only on the tingly euphoria of feeling you under his hands clashing with the ever-present and crushing shame that he couldn't do it sooner. âI donât know. Iâm sorry.â
âI donât want youâto be sorry.â Shuddering breaths and gasps still cleave your sentences in half, and Spencer listens so intently he thinks there might be harmonics hidden in the layers of your voice. He clings to every syllable like youâre wielding the word of god in a five-foot-something body. âI just miss you so mâmuch. I want you toâto love me.â
âI do,â he promises immediately, lips pressing to your ear. âI do love you. So much. So much.â
When you donât respond, heâs not exactly surprised. He almost asks what he can do, what you needâbut is quite sure thatâs not the right move. Instead he doesnât say a thing. Only holds you.
Later, youâll pull back and heâll swim in your teary gaze, and then kiss you. Heâll trace silent apologies into every inch of your skin under the torrent of the shower, and heâll do whatever it takes to make you understand. But for now, for the first time in months, youâre holding each other, and thatâs all either of you need. Â
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Yandere Contained Monstrous Family Â
Thinking about being born into a monstrous family
You, a baby human lovingly in the arms of a vampire man and his werewolf husbandÂ
âAw isnât our little peony just perfect!â
âAnother gorgeous cub, in our pack. Good job hon!â
âThanks!â
Inside your opulent crib with a bone ladden mobile above you and the heads of two of your eldest siblings show
âThey havenât got nearly enough fur!â your moth brother saysÂ
Your basilisk sister scoffs,â Or any scales for that matter!â
Life is lovely for awhileÂ
Youâre the apple of everyoneâs eye as the youngest of the family
But itâd be early on when youâd discover that wasnât all that made you different
If they had been more careful perhaps you wouldnât have discovered what the family hunts were all aboutÂ
Chasing humansâcreatures just like youâfor sport
Who could blame 5-year-old you?
The school lessons youâd sneak to listen to always said to call the authorities if something was wrong
You can vaguely recall the events that followed your brain clearly walling off the memory out of guilt
Time has passed and you are a partially thriving adult
Able to support yourself and devote your time to your study of the mythical
In a movement that had recently come to light, plenty of creatures spoken about in folktales were appearing
And your place of work was housing them
Housing was a strong word
maybe detaining and experimenting were better
As part of the maintenance crew, your job is to upkeep the creatures by their specified scientists demands
Occasionally offering your observations about whatever habits they have when it comes to eating, cleaning, etc.
As someone whoâs been working with the facility for a long time so long you may not remember when youâve become the experienced lead of your department
But you do still interact with the creatures specifically the most high-priority or high-maintenance ones
And like any other, youâll report for duty with the newly acquired vampireÂ
Apparently, theyâve been talked about for their violence and intelligent ramblings
Claiming it was married to an earlier capture and the father of some others
So far it drained forty of your employeesÂ
So now it was time for you to come face to face with this menace
Youâll wave off the security guard as you come up to the window
âYour file says your name is Villar?Â
âGRAAGRH!!!â
âWe wonât get very far if you keep lashing out like this. Iâm in charge of making sure you eat, I suggest you get it in gear if you want to ever to see your husband again.â
At the mention of his husband the blonde vampire deflates
His black scleras morph into whiteÂ
He tiredly rests his head against the silver bars despite the skin burning
âYouâŚwill let me see him?â
You tilt your head sympathetically,â If you can comply with some of our tests. Itâll be a lot easier to make it a necessity for you two to meet if you cease killing so much of our staff.â
He growls tearing himself from the bars to glareÂ
âWhat do I have to do to see him?â
You smile flipping through your clipboard
âThereâs three blood tests, four endurance tests, and intelligence quizzes for a start. That sound like a plan?â
The vampire reluctantly nodsÂ
You look back at the camera and begin to walk outÂ
âHey! Whatâs your name so Iâll know to tear your throat out if they lie to me?â
You smile again on your way out hushing the security guard
âIâm (Y/n). Pleasure meeting you Villar.â
The black-haired vampire loses his vitriol as heâs reminded of the little bundle heâs agonized over losing so long ago
âWAIââ
âDoctor (Y/n) your absolute genius has saved this company again.â
âI appreciate the thought, but Iâm just someone trying to have a peaceful work environment.â
As planned you handle the older werewolf man
Violent, giant, and usually rotting in his cornerÂ
He hasnât moved much until you got involved
*knock**knock*
âHey bud, Iâve got good news for you.â
At the sound of your voice, the werewolf Rod is at the silver bars, practically grazing them as he gets as close as he can to your little window
âHello (Y/n), have you been eating well today?â
âSure did but I have an update about your husband.â
He stills but looks interested
âHeâs going to work with us so he can see you.â
âThat isâŚwhat you want?â
âYes and for you to do the same.â
He stands tall for once, taking an unusual air of authority
âI refuse to do anything if my conditions are not met.â
âEven if it means not seeing him again?â
He growls and turns away from the window
âLook my Uncle is not going to let me go in alone for your tests. Even if youâve been peaceful so far, he just doesnât want to take that chance.â
He snarls at the mention of your uncleÂ
âFine. Then come in with twice as many guards but I will only agree if itâs you.â
You thank him for his time, âweâll have to see what Uncle says.â
When you leave the werewolf man slinks back into his cornerÂ
Youâll have to negotiate with your uncle about the most prized pieces of his collection his facility
Not to count the latest editions claiming to be related to the vampire and werewolfÂ
The real obsession starts because every member of the original family realizes just who you areÂ
And using your job as a mediator to piece together how you managed to slip out of their grasp
When Villar and Rod finally meet they nuzzle and kiss each other as they whisper to one another
âThatâs them! Isnât it? Our babyâs okay!â
âI know, now we just have to take them far away from here.â
Thus chaos is bound to ensue as they balance escaping with their long-lost human childÂ
With promises to pay back your abductor and all these scientists back ten-fold for the pain theyâve brought their little family
Part 2
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wrong name
pairing: tyler owens x best friend!reader
summary: you were doing a great job suppressing your feelings for your best friend until you hooked up with a guy and called out tylerâs name in bed. but itâs fine, tyler would never find out, right? right?
word count: 3.4k
warnings: smut, unprotected sex, car sex, fingering, praise kink, dirty talk, minors DNI (18+ only)
It had been one week since the most mortifying moment of your life.
Youâd gone on a first date with a guy named Finn because thatâs what you do when youâre trying to get over your crush on your best friend. You hope that maybe youâll meet a guy that youâll fall harder for and stop crushing on the guy who would never see you like that.
So, you went back to his place after dinner, and the sex was mediocre at best.
At first, Tyler only popped into your head for second. You imagined how much better it would feel if it was his hands running over your body. Then, you had more intrusive thoughts. Like the thought of Tyler bending you over and fucking you.
Itâs only because you were desperate. There was nothing worse than trying to pretend you were having a good time when you were just bored out of your mind.
So, you suggested to Finn that he should blindfold you.
From there, your imagination really soared, and you allowed yourself to believe you were with Tyler.
It was a fun little secret, just for you.
Until you both came, and you called out Tylerâs name and not his.
You were praying youâd spontaneously combust because you couldnât face him after that. You quickly scrambled back into your clothes and went home.
You were doing okay at pretending it never happened. When you were lying in bed at night, the memory liked to sneak up on you and mortify you all over again.
So, you were boycotting dates for the moment because you couldnât risk doing it again.
You had a boring night of wine and a movie planned for yourself when Tyler called you. âHey, Tyler? Whatâs up?â You asked him, cheerily.
âYou got any plans tonight? I was thinking about going out to a bar.â He suggested.
Even over the phone, his voice ran right through you. Goosebumps ran down your arms as you tried to hide your excitement. âThat sounds great. Pick me up at 8?â You suggested.
âSounds perfect, see you soon.â He replied.
You hung up the phone and flopped backwards onto your bed. The heat rushed to your cheeks. You had to fight the urge to giggle and kick your feet.
Youâd been friends with Tyler for years, which didnât mean you stopped getting butterflies around him. You just got better at hiding it.
You both had been through a lot together, and you didnât want to jeopardize it by letting he find out you were harboring feelings for him.
So, you picked out a cute black dress to wear. One that Tylerâs eyes would linger over, but heâd never admit it. Just like every time the two of you went out to a bar.
Youâd just finished getting ready whenTylerâs red truck pulled up outside your apartment. You quickly ran down the stairs to greet him.
âThere she is,â he said, his eyes running down your body as he got out of the truck. That look of awe was enough to make you feel dizzy.
You could feel the butterflies start to swarm as he walked closer to you. âYou look gorgeous as always.â He said, taking your hand and spinning you in a circle.
You thanked him as he pulled you in for a quick hug.
âYour chariot awaits.â He joked, opening the passenger door for you.
The drive there went by in a flash. You and Tyler knew each other like the back of your hands, so you could easily spend hours talking about nothing and everything.
âSo, any particular reason you wanted to go out tonight?â You asked, looking over at Tyler as you both took a seat at the bar. You knew Tylerâs favorite solution for problems at work was going out drinking with you. No one could calm Tyler down the way you could.
âCanât it just be because I wanted to hang out with my best friend?â He asked, cocking his head to the side. You rolled your eyes at him, swatting his arm. âWhile I am a delight, I know thatâs not it.â You encouraged him, letting your hand linger on his forearm.
His eyes darted down. The way your small hand was gripping onto his muscular arm was enough to distract him. You quickly pulled your hand away, feeling slightly embarrassed after seeing his reaction.
âJust tornado stuff. We had this big opportunity to get a bunch of data, but some of the equipment malfunctioned. We lost almost everything.â He explained. He was eager to move the conversation past how he had almost malfunctioned because you grabbed his arm.
You gave him a small sympathetic smile. âIâm sorry, Tyler. Thatâs frustrating. Youâll figure it out. I mean, youâre the tornado wrangler after all.â You said, cheesily trying to cheer him up. Tyler chuckled and looked down at his hands.
Ever since Tyler had been branded the âTornado Wrangler,â you loved to tease him about it.
âOh, câmon, you know I hate when you call me that.â He groaned, smiling at you. You cheekily shrugged your shoulders.
âI gotta go to the bathroom real quick. Can you watch my drink?â You asked him. Tyler quickly nodded, sliding your drink over in front of him. You rushed towards the bathroom, where you assumed thereâd be a line.
âTwo shots of tequila please,â Tyler heard a man come up to the bar and order beside him.
He didnât pay a lot of attention to it, until he saw the man down both shots back to back, out of the corner of his eye. âRough day?â Tyler joked, looking over at the man.
âRough week,â the man corrected him, with a grim expression. Tyler looked at the manâs face, not being able to shake the feeling that he knew him from somewhere.
âWait, do we know each other? You look familiar.â Tyler said, furrowing his eyebrows as he thought. The man gave him an awkward smile and shrugged. âI donât know. I donât think so, man.â He said, knowing heâd never seen Tyler before.
Thatâs when he saw Tylerâs eyes light up in recognition. âOh, wait. Youâre Finn, right?â He asked him.
Finnâs expression only became more anxious and worried. âYeah, umm. I am, but how do you know my name? I donât think weâve ever met.â He asked.
Tyler quickly shook his head, trying to assure the man who was growing more nervous. âNo, we havenât met. You went on a date with my friend Y/N last weekend. She showed me your picture before you guys had your date.â Tyler said.
Finn nodded in recognition. All the memories of that night came rushing back to him. âOh, yeah. That explains it.â Finn said, sheepishly. It was clear to Finn that this man he was speaking to didnât know anything about how that date went.
âSorry, donât want to be rude. Iâm Tyler, by the way.â Tyler said, quickly shaking Finnâs hand. Finn stared blankly back at him. âTyler?â He asked, feeling his blood run cold. Tyler nodded, giving Finn a friendly smile.
Meanwhile, you were on your way back to the bar.
âHey, Tyler. Iâm back.â You said, reaching to grab your drink back from Tyler. Your gaze drifted past Tyler to the man that was standing beside him.
âHey, Y/N. Good to see you.â Finn said, with a fake smile. You felt yourself freeze. You wanted to run away, but you couldnât convince your feet to move.
âOhâuh, Finn. Yeah, good to see you.â You nervously lied. Your eyes darted between Tyler and Finn. You were praying Finn hadnât found out Tylerâs name. You were also praying he hadnât told Tyler what happened.
âI guess you havenât told your friend, Tyler, here that our date was kind of a bust.â He said, coldly.
You wrapped your hand around Tylerâs bicep, trying to tug him towards you. You wanted Tyler to get the hint that you really wanted to leave.
Tyler turned to face you. He saw the pure panic in your eyes. âYou okay?â He asked you, quietly.
You tried to form the word âno,â but no sound would come out of your mouth. All you could imagine was Finn telling Tyler what happened. You could practically see the way that Tylerâs face would change.
âI think the guy deserves to know.â Finn said, noticing the way you were tensed up. You werenât hard to read in this moment, but Finn had been humiliated when you said the wrong name. So, he wanted revenge.
âThatâs none of his business.â You said firmly. You refused to look Tyler in the eye. You were worried that if you did, heâd somehow see into your soul and know what happened.
âLetâs go.â Tyler said, standing up and wrapping his hand tightly in yours. Tyler knew how uncomfortable Finn was making you and wanted to get you out of there as quick as possible.
Tyler turned to leave, pulling you with him when Finn yelled after you both.
âWe hooked up, but she called out your name, not mine.â Finn said.
You felt the hair on the back of your neck stand up. Your stomach sank. You felt like the floor was going to open it up and pull you under.
You tugged your hand away and ran out of the bar and into the parking lot. Tyler was trying to process what heâd just heard.
He turned around to face Finn, who had a grin on his face. âThe lady told you to shut up.â Tyler practically growled, shoving Finn against the bar.
Tyler turned on his heel to follow you towards the car.
When he got outside, he saw you standing by the passenger side of the truck. Your arms were crossed, and your eyes were focused on the ground.
âSweetheartââ Tyler started to say before you cut him off.
âI want to go home.â You snapped. Your tone came out harsher than you meant to.
Tyler slowly nodded. He didnât want to push you to talk about something you didnât want to talk about. You both got into the car in complete silence.
Tyler hesitated before putting the keys in the ignition. He glanced over at you. He could see your eyes starting to water as you still refused to look at him.
He cautiously reached over to let his fingers interlace with yours. âWill you please look at me, sweetheart. Iâm not going anywhere. Youâre not scaring me away. I promise.â He said, softly.
You hesitantly looked over at him. He gave you a soft smile, trying to calm you down. âFinn was a douchebag for telling me, but Iâm not going anywhere.â He assured you. You softly squeezed his hand.
He used his other hand to brush a piece of hair behind your ear. âSoâŚyou were calling out my name, huh?â Tyler asked you, with a cocky smirk.
Your eyes went wide. You tugged your hand away from his and covered your face with your hands. âTyler,â you complained, dragging out his name.
He chuckled to himself. âI wasnât trying to tease you.â He said, holding his hands up in surrender.
You peeked at him through your fingers. âThatâs exactly what youâre doing, Owens.â You said, groaning to yourself.
He shook his head. Then, you felt him grab both your hands. His rough calloused skin scratching against your soft hands. He moved your hands away, looking you in the eye.
âI was just offering to make your little fantasies a reality.â He said in a low voice.
You leaped across the car, grabbing the collar of his shirt and kissing him. His hand flew to the back of your neck as he kissed you back.
You could taste the liquor on his lips. The kiss was sloppy and hungry. Youâd both wanted this for too long to be patient. His fingers weaved through your hair, holding on tightly.
His other hand grabbed your waist. His fingers caressed the silky material of your dress. His mind could only think about how much softer your skin would be under his touch.
You seemingly read his mind. âGo ahead,â you mumbled against his lips. You could feel his lips curve up into a smirk. He slipped his fingers under your short dress, caressing your upper thigh.
He noticed the goosebumps that were covering your legs. It only encouraged him more. His hand slowly moved higher up your thigh.
You whimpered against the kiss. You felt the familiar aching between your legs. You needed his touch like you needed air. âSo needy for me, baby,â he said, cockily.
The pet name sent a shiver rolling down your back. You bucked your hips up against nothing. âPlease,â you begged him.
He rubbed his thumb across your clothed heat. A small wet patch had formed in your panties. Another whine came out of you.
He quickly pushed your panties to the side and plunged a finger into your folds. You gasped, pulling out of the kiss. Your eyelids softly fluttered closed.
âOh, fuck,â you mumbled softly. Tyler peppered kisses to your shoulder as you leaned your head back. Your senses were overwhelmed. There wasnât a single coherent thought in your head. He curled his finger inside of you, making you buck your hips against his hand.
âYou want another, sweetheart? Can you handle that?â Tyler asked you. You furiously nodded your head. He could feel his jeans becoming strained as he watched you writhe under his touch.
He added another finger, stretching you out. Your mouth hung open as you adjusted. Your wetness only allowed Tyler to move his fingers quicker. He quickly moved them in and out, watching as your breath quickened.
Your stomach started to tighten. You reached for anything to sink your nails into. Your hand landed on Tylerâs bicep.
He pressed his thumb into your clit. âTyler,â his name fell effortlessly from his lips. He quickened his pace. Every breath and moan from you made him go faster.
âCum for me, baby,â he praised you.
He started rubbing circles around your clit. You whined, helplessly grinding your hips down against his hand. You swore you were seeing stars. âOh fuck, Tyler, Iâm gonnaââ you swore, biting down your lip.
âGo ahead. Cum on my fingers.â He instructed. Your orgasm hit you. You clenched around his fingers, riding the high. âTyler, so good,â you mumbled. Your legs were shaking, and you threw your head back against the headrest. He continued pumping his fingers into you.
âThatâs it. There you go.â He softly praised you. Tylerâs fingers slowed down, helping you down from your peak. He brushed your hair out of your face and kissed your lips softly.
He wiped his soaked fingers on his jeans. You softly nipped at his bottom lip. His smirk grew again. âWhat do you think youâre doing, sweetheart?â He asked you.
Instead of answering him, you climbed across the console into his lap. Tyler pulled out of the kiss to watch you, in shock. His eyes were wide at the sight in front of him.
You were straddling his lap. Your skirt was hiked up to your hips while your cum was running down your thigh. Your makeup was smudged. Your lips were swollen. And you looked tired out from your orgasm.
âHold on, just a second, baby,â he said, quickly sliding his seat all the way back and leaning the chair as far back as it would go.
As soon as you both had more room, you were back all over each other. Tylerâs hands were possessively holding on your hips. You unbuttoned Tylerâs shirt as you kissed him. Feeling the last button come undone, you raked your nails over his bare chest. Tyler groaned into the kiss. Your touch was magic on him.
âNeed you,â he mumbled against your lips. You tugged his shirt off his shoulders and threw it in the back seat.
Tyler leaned back as you reached for the hem of your dress. He watched with a cocky smile as you pulled the dress over your head. Heâd just been fingers deep in you, but the sight of you in your bra and panties was enough to make him crazy.
âSo fuckinâ beautiful, darling,â he practically moaned. He grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you down to kiss him again. Your hands struggled to undo his belt while he unclasped your bra.
Having Tylerâs hands on you had your skin burning. You felt like your skin was on fire, in the best way. You could sense his desperation. His hands explored your body, not wanting to leave any part untouched.
His hands covered you, helping you undo his belt and unzip his jeans. He quickly tugged his jeans down to his knees.
You pulled out of the kiss to take a breath. Tyler buried his face in between your breasts, leaving sloppy kisses and a trail of saliva. He leaned forward, taking one of your nipples into his mouth.
Your eyes rolled back, grasping onto Tylerâs arms. âNeed you, Tyler,â you mumbled.
âAll you had to do was ask, baby.â He said, tugging down his boxers. His cock spring out, slapping against his stomach. He watched as you practically drooled over him. He brought you back into the moment as he pulled off your panties.
âYou want to do this right here? Or you wanna move into the backseat?â He asked you, smirking at your eager expression.
âRight here,â you said. The words came out rushed as you captured his lips in a kiss. He smirked against your lips. âHang on, sweetheart. If youâre gonna ride me, youâre gonna need this.â He said, grabbing his cowboy hat from the backseat and plopping it on your head. A bashful smile appeared on your face.
You shifted your weight, holding onto Tylerâs shoulders. âGo ahead, cowgirl.â He encouraged you with a wicked smile.
You slowly sunk yourself down onto his length. A low groan escaped Tylerâs lips at the feeling of you wrapped around him. âFuck, darling,â he moaned, grabbing at your hips. He helped lift you up and let you plunge back down on his cock.
âOh, Tyâ so good,â you mumbled, rolling your hips back into his.
Tyler took a mental picture of you riding him while wearing his hat. He wanted to remember it forever.
With his assistance, you sped up the pace. You were ramming your hips down against his. With each thrust, you could feel Tyler reaching deeper inside you.
âThis what you were thinking about with that other guy? Thinking about wrapping your sweet pussy around my cock. You fit perfect. Itâs like you were made for me.â Tyler praised you. His comments went straight to your core. Your legs started to shake.
His name fell from your lips. He bucked his hips up to meet yours halfway. âNeed toâŚf-f-faster,â you stuttered, feeling your muscles begin to tighten.
âDonât worry, Iâll help ya,â he assured you, grabbing a tight hold on your hips. He slammed you down on his cock.
You could feel him brush up against your g-spot. You clenched your eyes shut, a whimper escaping your lips. âThat the spot, sweetheart? Donât worry. Iâll give it the attention it needs.â He said, flipping your body over so he was on top.
âYou did so good, honey. But just let me do the work. You focus on cumming for me.â He instructed you.
He braced his leg against the console and started pounding into you. Your legs began to shake. You wrapped your hands around the headrest, your knuckles turning white.
âIâm almostââ you said, breathlessly. The noises bouncing off the truck walls were almost pornographic. You could hear every thrust. From Tylerâs low groans every time you squeezed around his cock to the sound his cock made as it slipped through your wetness.
His hand flew down to your clit, rubbing small tight circles. âCanât last much longer, darling,â Tyler moaned. You could tell from his erratic thrusts that he was telling the truth. You vision was starting to go white as the muscles in your abdomen contracted.
âOh, shit. Iâm gonnaâ oh, fuck, Tyler.â You called out as you came around him. Your walls clenched down around his cock, pushing him over the edge. âOh, fuck,â he groaned, bucking his hips into yours and he came inside you.
He collapsed against you, slowing his pace and bringing you both down from your highs. His sweaty body pressed against yours.
âSo, howâs that compare to what you were imagining?â Tyler asked you, pressing a chaste kiss to your lips.
You gasped for breath. âS-so much better,â you mumbled, breathlessly.
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Francis Mosses x GN!Reader
AUTHORS NOTE; Haven't written in a while, but thanks to Arlo, a friend (Hi Arlo, I know you're reading this), Inspiration about Francis Mosses struck (he bought me That's not my neighbor and then continued to freak out about Francis with me) so I wrote this. I have so many thoughts about Francis, so... tell me if you want more because i will deliver ngl. Enjoy (or don't, I don't dictate your feelings)
WARNINGS/ CONTENT INFO; Porn with little to no plot, Submissive Francis, a little non-consensual at the start (but not in a super weird way, imo?), Gender neutral reader (no pronouns used, tried to write as GN as possible with the compliments and thoughts about Readers appearance), not proofread nor have I thought about this much, more a drabble than an actual thoughtful story (not apologising because I had such a long break from writing anything and obviously it's gonna suck a little when I come back)
NSFW UNDER THE CUT!
The first time Francis had realised that he hadn't gotten any touch from another human being was when someone brushed up against him on his way home from work. He had felt like a creep afterwards because he hadn't stopped thinking about what could've happened if the person hadn't moved away and had just stayed pressed against him. That was a week before you started your job as a doorman.
The second time Francis had noticed was when a friend of his had spoken to him on the phone, talking about his new girlfriend. Said friend gave too much intel on their sex life. Francis had wondered if he could have someone the way his friend explained - he quickly brushed the thought off. That was two days before you started working as a doorman.
The third time, he noticed when you had smiled at him. It was your first day, and he was tired from work. You had repeated his name after reading it off of his ID, and he had looked at you for the first time since his eyes kept falling closed, and you smiled so brightly. You had told him his name was nice, and you said it again. Francis swore that the way his name rolled off your tongue was the most beautiful thing he's ever heard. Not even an angel could sound more wonderful. Suddenly, he was a lot more energised. Totally not thanks to the fact that he had immediately grown hard the second he had seen your smile. He had gone to his apartment that night and had jerked off for the first time in probably months. He had always been too tired to previously, but now he couldn't stop thinking about how you'd sound moaning his name. Maybe you were more of a groaner, or you'd whimper and whine. He came as he imagined how you'd look sucking his dick.
Since then, Francis has always looked forward to entry checks. What had normally kept him away from his bed and a good night's sleep was now the best experience of his day. He loved the way you spoke to him even though he was too nervous to respond. Sometimes, he deliberately didn't show his ID at first, just so you'd ask about it, and he could listen to you talk a little more. He felt guilty about it. He knew you had never agreed to feed into this weird little obsession of his. It was awful of him to do this - have you talk to him enough to give him more scenarios to think about that night.
A few weeks after all this had started, Francis had built up the courage to finally ask you out. Just something simple, dinner at his place. He had to cook for himself all the time. Cooking for you as well wouldn't be too different, right?
Francis was wrong. He was anxious that the food wouldn't taste good and kept tasting it just so he could make sure it hadn't mysteriously switched tastes in the last 20 seconds. When you knocked on his door, he took a minute to make sure he didn't look like a mess - though you wouldn't mind either way since he always looked like a mess when he came through during your shifts.
You looked so good when he opened the door. Your hair fell perfectly, your lips looked a little too kissable, and Francis had to stop his train of thought just so he wouldn't embarrass himself by having yet another boner caused by just the way you looked. You were a little shorter than him, smiling up as he let you inside.
"You look good." He mumbled, his cheeks flushing. He seriously had to lay off thinking like a high-schooler. His nervousness and awkwardness were getting really annoying - to him, at least. You grinned, chuckling softly as you took off your shoes. "Thank you. You do as well." His heart for sure burst at that - he knew something else would burst as well if he didn't stop thinking right this second.
Throughout the evening, ignoring his thoughts came easier and easier. The two of you had eaten, you had told him he was a good cook, he had almost excused himself to the bathroom because of it. Now you were sitting on the couch, drinking wine and talking casually.
"You know, when you first walked through, I swore I would die." You giggled, looking at him with a mischievous look. Francis was confused by that statement. "How come?" He asked, tilting his head at you in question. "I was sure you were a doppelganger. You looked too handsome to be real." You cheekily answered, cheeks slightly flushed as you downed your wine. Francis blushed heavily, looked away from you, and thought about your words for a moment. The silence was loud as he wondered what to answer. "..you think I'm handsome?" He questioned while looking at the floor. If he had looked at you, he'd have seen the way you stared at him, your own cheeks coloured a deep red. "Extremely." You muttered. It took him a minute before he could look at you, but when he did, his lips pressed against yours in a desperate kiss.
When you reciprocated, Francis groaned and pulled you closer until you sat on his lap. He was just a tiny bit embarrassed when you gasped and felt his dick press against you. In all honesty, he had held back the entire night, and he was allowed a little selfishness. "Sorry. Can't help it." He muttered between kisses. You just grinned against his lips before grinding against him. A whimper fell from his lips - that was the moment he was actually embarrassed. "That's cute.." You had mumbled, a cheeky grin on your face as you started placing kisses against his jaw and neck. One of your hands trailed down his body to rest right over his crotch, Francis unconsciously bucked his hips up against your hand, whining. He didn't notice anything else as you caught the skin of his neck with your teeth carefully, leaving the softest bite mark on him. He shuddered at the feeling and gasped before realising that you had meanwhile unzipped his pants. A groan slipped from his lips as you ran a finger over his dick, still hidden from sight by his boxers, but god knows he would cum the second you'd touch it without. "Is this okay?" You asked him, and he nodded faster than he even knew he could. "Yes. God, yes. Please, please continue.." he muttered, his breathing heavy as he watched you slide off his lap, settling in front of him and between his legs. His dick twitched at the sight, and he let out a heavy sigh. Minutes later, his pants and boxers were discarded, and the way you looked up at him, his dick so close to your face, made Francis feel the way his orgasm was approaching way too quick. The second you wrapped your hand around him he whined pathetically, bucked up into your hand and knew that he'd definitely cum too soon. Your hand was so soft, cool against his hot flesh, and you worked his dick so good he almost thought you were a professional. He looked down at you through lidded eyes, watched the way you bit your lip, and grinned knowingly. "Such a pretty boy, huh?" You chuckled, and that definitely sealed the deal for Francis. He came, probably ruining his shirt as he dirtied both it and your hand. His heart stopped for a second when you licked your hand while looking up at him. "You didn't give me enough time to taste you properly. Don't look at me like that." You huffed, rolling your eyes at him. "You should probably take off your shirt so you can clean it later." You then winked. He swiftly shed the piece of clothing, entranced by your voice and the way you looked. "Sorry, didn't mean to cum that fast.." he mutters, his voice out of breath. "Jus'.. unused to... this.." he added, clearing his throat awkwardly. You laughed and shook your head. "Don't worry about it. We have all the time in the world to make you last longer. I'm gonna give you a real reason to be tired tomorrow." You winked.
Francis didn't even mind that he was in for a long night.
Your honour I am gnawing at the bars of my enclosure.
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adam's wings
this is the adam smut i was talking about... it was originally gonna come after a mini fic but i couldn't figure out how to end the fic so yall can have this smut
all you need to know is adam's had a massive crush on the reader (fem!reader) for like 5+ years and in the last extermination her wings get got (poor you)
I'll publish the fic eventually but enjoy this man being pathetic and a switch (also i hardly write male smut so i hope it's good :))
Life without your wings was something you were just going to have to get used to. It was awful, for the most part, and when it wasnât it was tolerable. Instead of flying, you and Lute walked in the mornings⌠you had to use stairs, and you had to ask for help getting things that were too high â of course, Adam liked when you asked him to get things. It boosted his already massive ego now that you were spending more time together.Â
Instead of a yearly lunch and dinner after extermination with casual work conversation in between, you had lunch once a week and found yourselves talking often.Â
Like today; you werenât expecting anyone, but Adam brought it upon himself to come to your apartment. He appeared on your balcony, knocking on the glass doors impatiently until you opened them, confused.Â
âOh, itâs just you.â
âYou could sound a little happier, dude,â he scoffed as he held out a bag. âI brought you food.â
âSorry knocking at my window freaked me out, dude.â You rolled your eyes as you took the bag. âAre we having lunch together?â
Your excited face made him frown and you quickly understood that no, you were not having lunch because he was always busy doing the job you used to help with.Â
âHey, donât look so down, angel.â He leaned down to kiss your cheek. âIf youâre still up, Iâll stop by for dinner.â
âJust wake me upââ
âNo can do, sugar tits,â you rolled your eyes at the nickname. âDoc says you still need rest.â
âUgh! Fuck the doctor!â You tossed the food on your coffee table, making him yell âhey!â âSorry.â
âI used my piss break to get you that!â
âI said sorry! Iâm sorry. Thank you for the food.â He huffed, looking at the discarded bag. âDonât be a baby.â
âYouâve been in such a fucking mood, babe.â He brought his hands to your hips, pulling you up against him. âWhat happened? You were doing fine withoutâŚâ His hands traveled to your lower back, then further up, making you wince. âHave you been resting?â
âDonât baby me. I donât need rest â I need my fucking wings backââ
âSh, sh, sh,â he cooed, head lowering to your neck. âWatch your fucking mouth.â The cool mouth of his mask grazed your skin as his fingers traced down the line of your spine, making you inhale sharply and arch toward him. He took that opportunity to hold you tighter. âI can make you feel better, angel⌠Do you want me to?â His lips pressed against your neck, much more tender than he wouldâve liked, but he didnât mind having to ease in.Â
âHow much longer is your break?â
âEnded five minutes ago, but who gives a shit?â He laughed as his kisses on your neck became more forceful. âIâll tell them you needed my help⌠that you begged me to stay⌠Iâll say I couldnât fucking resist youâŚâ He licked a stripe up your neck, making you shudder. âI just had to help⌠Itâs the angelic thing to doââ
âAdam.â
âYeah, baby?â He was biting down on your neck.Â
âBedroom,â was all you had to say for him to suck the darkest fucking hickey onto your skin.Â
âFuck yeah, baby!â Before you could turn away from him, he lifted you up and took you to your room, setting you on the bed before you pulled him on top of you. You got his mask off as quickly as possible, accidentally leaving the horns, but you didn't care.Â
âYou look kinda sexy with horns,â you said as you pulled him down and pressed your lips to his.Â
âKinda?â He laughed into the kiss.
âMmm⌠Really sexy.â He groaned when your hands caressed the horns, gripping them and forcing his head at the angle you wanted. âYeah. I could get used to this.âÂ
âDonât get cocky,â he warned, eagerly pushing his hips up against yours and shoving his tongue in your mouth with so much haste you had to pull back.Â
âI donât want a quickie todayââ you started, speaking against his forceful lips.Â
âYeah, sure, angel, whatever you want,â he impatiently got his mouth back on yours, hands pulling you against him harshly.
âStay with me today⌠You can work from home, right?â
âYeah, yeah, Iâll come up with something. Just shut up.â But then he paused. âHome?â He asked. âWith you?â
It was times like these where you remembered heâd been crushing on you for at least five years. You laughed. âFigure of speech, darlingââ
âOh, right, right.â He was quick to get his mouth back on yours.Â
âButâŚâ You tried to speak between kisses. âI wouldnât mind â you â coming home â to me every night â like thisââ
âYouâre making me hard as fuck. Stop talking.â You did as he asked, but reached your hand down to grope him. Before you could, he grabbed your hand and shook his head. âNot yet,â he said quickly before bringing his mouth back to your neck to suck bruises on to.Â
But you wanted to touch him, and as your half-lidded eyes looked at what you could touch, your hands reached for his golden wings. Your fingertips stroked the tops of them, feeling just how delicate they were. They were soft, fragile, and utterly beautiful. Your hands traveled down to the base of them, fingers tracing around the feathers with gentle pressure.Â
Adam froze on top of you, cutting off his kisses with a strained moan as he shuddered, hips jerking and eyes fluttering. âF-ah-fuck, oh my⌠fuck,â he whined as you continued your gentle touches to his wings. His hands gripped you harder, hard enough to bruise, but you didnât care when you had his head buried in the crook of your neck as he whined in your ear, hips thrusting up against nothing to try and get some kind of relief. âBaby⌠your gonna â fuck â you gotta stop â itâs â ah, fuck.â He was trying to push your hips down so he could at least grind against you as you tortured him like this, but he couldnât pull himself together enough to get it right.Â
âShh, baby, I got you⌠You like that?â He sunk his teeth into your shoulder when you spoke, moaning against you. âLet me help,â you laughed, stopping momentarily to get his and your robes off.Â
He couldnât even give you foreplay if he wanted to right now. He just needed to be inside you.Â
Thatâs exactly what you let him do. You got both your undergarments off as he lazily kissed your shoulder and reached down, guiding him between your legs. You inhaled, moaning when he pushed his cock inside of you, filling you up and making his hips twitch with how wet and ready you were for him. Your legs went around his waist as he rocked his hips and your hands went back to his back.Â
As soon as you touched his wings again, his hips were snapping against yours and he was muttering incoherently, âfuck, baby.â âNeeda be inside you.â âSo good.â âWant you even more.â âDonât stop.â
When you started whining in his ear as he buried himself inside you just to grind against you, massaging that soft spot just above your cervix and making your cunt tighten around him, he completely lost it. He didnât hold back on his loud moaning, desperate licking, or harsh biting for anything. He left your neck, shoulders, and collarbones a discolored mess as his hands found your breasts and groped. He pinched your nipples, rolling and twisting harsh enough to get you arching into him, but gentle enough to make sure he didnât hurt you.Â
âYouâre all mine,â he panted into your neck, kissing up to your cheek in an effort to find your lips. âNo one else can have you⌠You canât â ah â you canât let anyone else touch you. Iâd have to fucking kill them,â that, he said clear as day, making you moan his name. âNo oneâs ever gonna hurt my angel again⌠Never.â Finally, his mouth found yours and his rough kisses had you gasping for breath as if heâd just threatened you and not the entire world outside of this room.Â
His hips didnât stop, but the more you felt up his wings, the sloppier he got. âFuck,â he groaned, voice hoarse. âNeed more of you.â He brought one hand by your head, pushing himself up and getting your dangerously pleasuring hands away from his wings as his other hand went between you and pulled your hips up. He pulled his hips back before thrusting into you, making your eyes roll back as you turned to the side to bury your face in your pillow. âThere it is.â He held you in place, hitting that same spot with each thrust and making you tighten around him. âThat's it⌠That's my girl.âÂ
You fisted the sheets, moaning loudly into your pillow. Adam grabbed you by the neck, using his fingers to turn your head toward him. âLet me hear you,â he said, voice still whiny from the way you were touching him and making your stomach flutter. âYouâve been feeling me up this whole fucking time, itâs time for my reward, yeah?â You nodded, never breaking eye contact, and he smiled. âGood fucking girl.â
His hand went down to your hips, resting on your lower stomach and pressing down to make you groan. His thumb moved to your clit, pressing down to feel you pulse against him. He laughed. âI knew you fucking needed me. Little attitudeâs all fucking gone now, huh?â He circled his thumb, thrusting into you at the same excruciatingly slow pace. âThought youâd have me like this, didnât you, angel? All fucking pathetic.â
âFuck youââ You whined, trying to sound mad and failing â how heâd completely flipped the situation was beyond you, but you didnât care when you felt like this. Of course, that wouldnât stop you from running your mouth. (Or getting him back later).
âShut up and take it, bitchâ oh! Shit, that was kinda mean. Fuck, sorry babe.â He leaned down, kissing you quick and making you laugh as your hands reached up to his face to keep kissing him. âI didnât mean that.â But when you kept laughing, he quickly told you to, âshut up,â again, then, âyou sound really fucking pretty, so donât actually.â
âAdam,â you warned, hand reaching down toward his wings. âYouâre the one that needs to shut upââ
âNo fucking way.â He grabbed your hands and pinned them above your head, picking his pace back up and making the bed knock against the wall with how rough he was being. âYou and your pretty little hands are dangerous, angel⌠Gotta put you back in your place.â He brought his hand to the back of your thigh, pushing it up by your side to get even deeper.Â
That and so he could watch your cunt taking him. His gaze alone made your legs shake, your moaning picking back up. He got the hint, pushing himself deeper and grinding against you until you were so tight around him that he could hardly move.
But he did anyway, fucking into you harder and faster as his hands held your squirming hips still. He moaned at the way you tightened around him, your hands pushing at his hips to get him to stop overstimulating you as you came, but that did nothing but turn him on as you moaned his name like a fucking prayer, back arching and hips writhing on the sheets as your hands settled to grip his wrists and your eyes shut in pure bliss.Â
âShh, baby, I got you,â he mocked your words from earlier, making your eyes screw shut as you tightened around him again. That made him shudder, his hips twitching as he thrusted sharply, his orgasm filling you up and dripping out of you as his eyes shut and hands moved to grip yours, pinning them to the bed.Â
He pulled out slowly, watching his cum spill out of you with a cocky smile. âFuck, you look good like this,â he said, hands squeezing yours. âHowâs it feel having theââ
âIf you say anything about your âfirst dick,â Iâll kill you,â you said breathlessly, cutting him off before he could start and making him roll his eyes. âBut⌠it feels really fucking goodââ âThatâs my fucking girl!â
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Hannibal obsessed with his patient
Hannibal never liked to look at patients as anything more than that. But Y/N was a different story. She, unlike a lot of his patients, wasn't a psycho. Sure she had her issues, as did all but she was just looking for someone to talk to.Â
He noticed the way she kept eye contact with him as they talked. She wasnât shaky or nervous. She seemed confidentÂ
Her problems were normal problems for people, nothing too crazy. She admitted to him that she just liked having someone to talk to.Â
Though her overthinking was bad. She hated that fact about herself but he assured her that it was normal. She wanted to believe him but in her mind it was too repetitive.
He kept a file on her, as he did every patient. He would constantly look over this file and study her. He even found out where she lived and worked, thus began the stalking and obsessing.Â
He would watch her from afar at work as she did her job. Her beauty was unlike anything heâs ever seen and all he wanted to do was hold her and keep her from the fucked up world.Â
He would stare at her house for hours as she was inside doing whatever she was doing. It wasnât until weeks later that he would sneak up to a window and look inside.
Her house was well organized and looked very artsy. He knew that she loved art. They had talked about it multiple times. It was one of the reasons he was so obsessed with her.Â
He saw her in the kitchen baking in her underwear and a large shirt. The shirt barely covered her ass but he wasnât complainingÂ
He stared at her for a good few minutes as she baked a cake. He wondered if she was making a cake for someone or for herself.Â
He found out the next day that it was for him. She wanted to thank him for everything that heâs done for her and that she was going to stop seeing him.Â
This saddened him and he wasnât going to let her leave him. So he decided to make a move. âSince you will no longer be my patient, would it be inappropriate to ask you on a date?â She smiled at him. âEven if it is, I would love to.â She said,Â
He decided to make dinner for them and invite her over. Though it had crossed his mind to ask about having dinner at her house, he thought it was too early for that.Â
Y/N looked stunning. Hannibal had told her to dress fancy and she did just that. He was taken away by her beauty and even stuttered a few times and Hannibal doesnât usually do that.Â
âYou look amazing, my dear.â The name made her blush and stutter as well. âAs do you, Hannibal.â She finally got to call him by his first name and he liked the way it sounded.Â
Dinner made her moan. It was so good and better than she imagined. She knew that he was a cook but didnât know the extremes.Â
âThis is the best food I've ever tasted.â She told him. He was pleased that she liked it but he knew what his perfect meal would be.Â
She was on the kitchen table with her dress pooling around her waist as he licked her wet folds. He hummed as he tasted her juices that tasted better than any food heâs ever had. His finger ran up her clit causing her to moan. He loved that sound and wanted to hear more of it.Â
Her moans echoed through his kitchen as he ate her pussy. One of her hands laced in his hair as the other gripped the table for dear life. His tongue felt amazing.Â
He decided to add a finger as he pleasured her. His finger collected her wetness before entering her. She let out a whimper as his large finger invaded her insides.Â
He pumped his finger as he licked her clit. Her pleasure was heightened by his movements and very intense. Her hips bucked and humped his face and finger as she was desperate for her orgasm.Â
When she came it was the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen. Her jaw dropped and her eyes rolled back. Loud moans of his name left her mouth as he let her ride out the orgasm.Â
His eyes never left her face as he stared in awe. Amazed by her beauty. She let out a breath and laughed. She looked down at him as his lips left her clit. âYouâre very good at that.â She said out of breath.Â
âWhen I like something I devour it.â He said to her and wink. She let out a breath that she was holding. This man would be the death of her and vise versa
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Ateez Choi San â Safe Habor
Genre: SMUT (mdni / 18+), angst, fluff, strangers to lovers au
Pairing: Attorney! San x CEO! Reader (fem)
Word Count: 22.5k
Warnings/content: divorce topics, reader is framed for drug possession and distribution, domestic violence by reader's ex (very brief scene), mentions of a failing marriage, lack of support from parents, please note that the reader's ex husband in this story is a random name I made up and so are other names in his story other than ateez, court battles, restraining order, reader gets arrested, driving under strong emotion, making out, breast play, dry humping, hand job, oral sec (f receiving) / cunnilingus, fingering, clit play, vaginal penetration, protected sex (pill), multiple orgasms, praising, pet names (sweetheart, baby), sorry if I missed anything else!
You stand in front of the large windows of your penthouse, gazing out at the city skyline. The lights from the buildings in the distance flicker like stars, but tonight they bring you no comfort like they usually did.
The weight on your shoulders has been growing heavier with each passing day, pressing down on you until it's nearly suffocating.
The argument you had with your husband, Baek Jaeyoon, echoed in your mindâ his awful words were sharp, cutting, and so very dismissive. Heâd once made you believe in the possibility of a partnership, a marriage of equals, but now you see it was an illusion, one carefully crafted by him and your family.
You never wanted to marry so early in the relationship, especially not for convenience, for business. But your familyâs expectations were clear: Jaeyoon was the right choice, the only choice, a perfect match simply because his family was as wealthy as yours.
Sure, you liked him. You even dated him for a couple of months before your family said itâs time to get married. Yet, the more time passed, the more you realized you were just another asset in a long line of acquisitions for him. The love you once tried to cultivate has wilted away, leaving behind a barren landscape of resentment and pain.
Tonight, you finally admit it to yourselfâafter a year of being his wife, this marriage is over.
Your heart clenches with the thought, but thereâs a quiet strength within you. The decision is terrifying, yes, but also liberating. Youâre not just doing this for yourself; youâre doing it to reclaim the life youâve lost in the process.
Youâre Y/Nâ the CEO of one of the biggest furniture companies in the nation, Saturn & Co. â a woman who has built her career and reputation on her own terms. Youâve faced hostile takeovers and boardroom battle. Surely, you can handle this.
But you know youâll need help, someone who can guide you through the legal labyrinth that awaits. You first think of Hongjoong, your longtime friend, a friend you've known all your life.
Hongjoong comes from a lawyer family that has been in this field for generations. His father was a very reputed attorney, now retired, who helped many wealthy clients win their legal battles. His father became friends with your father during their college days and are still very close to this day, so it's no surprise that you and Hongjoong became great friends too. Heâs always been there when you needed him, and now, more than ever, you need his expertise.
With a deep breath, you turn away from the window and reach for your phone, dialing his number.
After three rings, he answers your call. "It's almost eleven. Shouldn't you be asleep?"
"Well, hello to you too, Joong," you chuckle, "Why are you still up?"
"Ah, I'm just going over some documents for a high profile case," he explains, "What's up? All okay? You never call this late."
You take a deep breath. "I... this might sound crazy or stupid, but I want to get a divorce."
There was silence on the other end for a brief moment before he said, "It's not crazy or stupid. Have you thought this through completely?"
"I have," you answer with a sigh, "You know how my parents are. They will throw a huge tantrum and threaten to disown me as usual." Hongjoong hums at that. "But Joong, I just can't live with Jaeyoon anymore. He's not the same person. We're always fighting, and he's always saying the most hurtful, disrespectful things to me."
Truthfully, Hongjoong never liked your husband. He always thought Jaeyoon seemed too short-tempered and controlling. However, you seemed to be happy initially, or at least that's what you showed the outside world, so Hongjoong never commented on it, especially since it wasn't his place to do so. But he did hint at it once or twice. Once your parents got involved, he knew what the outcome would be, and he only hoped you would fight back and make the right decision.
"Have you considered couple's therapy?" Hongjoong asked.
"I did, and I brought it up to him. He got extremely upset, said there's nothing wrong with him, that I'm the problem and I need therapy, and I should be grateful that he even chose to marry me."
Hongjoong rolled his eyes. "That stuck up asshole. He thinks quite highly of himself."
The rest of the conversation with Hongjoong is brief but comforting. He listens to your concerns without any judgment, his voice steady and reassuring while he gives his legal input.
âDivorce isn't my area of specialty, you know that. But my friend, a fellow attorney in my firm, Choi San, is one of the greatest attorneys I've ever seen. Heâs worked on many cases similar to yours and has a great record,â Hongjoong says, âHeâll make sure youâre taken care of, Y/N. You have nothing to worry about.â
But worry is exactly what you feel. Not about the process, but about what comes after. The unknown stretches before you, vast and intimidating. Still, youâve made your choice. And for the first time in a long while, you feel like youâre the one in control.
The next day, you find yourself walking into Hongjoongâs law firm, a sleek, modern building with glass walls and minimalist decor. The receptionist greets you with a warm smile, and soon youâre being escorted to a private conference room. You wished Hongjoong was here, but he was in an important meeting with one of his clients.
As you wait, blankly staring at a painting in the room, your mind races with questions. What will San be like? Will he understand the complexity of your situation, the nuances that come with being in a marriage like yours? What if he's an old man who thinks people should push through a dead marriage like your parents? It was so common for society to frown upon a divorced woman.
The door opens, and your thoughts scatter as a man steps inside. Is this an attorney or a model?
Heâs quite tall, broad shoulders, siren eyes, dressed sharply in a black tailored suit, with an air of confidence that is immediately reassuring.
His eyes meet yours, and for a moment, youâre struck by the calm intensity in them. Thereâs a softness there, too, something that puts you at ease despite the circumstances.
But God, is he the most stunning man you've ever seen.
âMrs. Baek,â he says, extending a hand. His voice is smooth, professional, but thereâs a warmth in his tone that surprises you. âIâm Attorney Choi San, but please call me San. Itâs a pleasure to meet you.â
You shake his hand, feeling the strength in his grip. âThank you for meeting with me on such short notice, San. Please, call me Y/N, I'm trying to get rid of the 'Mrs. Baek' title," you joke, though it was true.
San chuckles and nods. âOf course, Y/N. Hongjoong spoke very highly of you.â He gestures to the chair across from you, and you both sit down.
"I understand youâre looking to proceed with a divorce," he says, taking a laptop out of his bag and setting in on the table before opening it. "Don't mind me, I just need to take notes of what you say so I can better understand how I can help you."
You nod, the words feeling heavy in your throat. âYes. I⌠I want to make sure everything is handled properly. Thereâs a lot at stake, and I canât afford any mistakes.â
San gives you a reassuring smile, and you notice he has dimples. You couldn't help but think that he was extremely charming. "Don't worry, Y/N. You're in safe hands," he says, "Now, how about you start by telling me about your marriage and what prompted you to seek divorce?"
You take a deep breath and look at him directly. âI never wanted to get married so early in the relationship. It wasnât about loveâit was about business, aligning our families. And I⌠I tried, but Jaeyoon⌠heâs not the man I thought he was. We dated for a couple of months, and he was genuinely really nice. But soon after we got married, he suddenly doesnât respect me, and lately, it feels like heâs more interested in controlling me than being my partner.â San listens intently as you explained your situation. The more you talk, the more you notice the way he focuses on you, his attention unwavering even while he's typing on his laptop.
San nods when you finish speaking, his expression serious but understanding. âIt sounds like youâve been carrying this weight for a long time.â
âI have,â you admit, your voice softer. âIâve always put my family and my company first, but I canât keep doing that at the expense of my own happiness and mental peace. I want out, but I donât want this to become a spectacle. My family⌠theyâll try to push back, and Jaeyoonâs family will make things difficult too.â
You continue to tell him more about your life, and he asks the right questions, probing gently but thoroughly, and it becomes clear that he understands the complexities of your lifeâthe family expectations, the business implications, the emotional toll.
San leans forward slightly, his gaze steady on yours. âThe first step is to file a petition for divorce. Since both of you are public figures, we can request that the details remain confidential to avoid any unnecessary media attention. Weâll also need to consider how any joint assets will be divided, as well as any potential claims from Jaeyoon regarding spousal support.â
As the meeting progresses, you feel a sense of relief washing over you. Sanâs approach is meticulous, but thereâs also a kindness to him that you hadnât expected. Heâs not just treating this as another case; heâs treating you like a person, like someone who deserves to be heard and supported.
âWhat kind of timeline are we looking at?â you ask, a hint of anxiety creeping into your voice.
âIt depends on a few factors,â San replies, his tone calm and reassuring. âIf Jaeyoon agrees to the divorce and we can reach a settlement outside of court, it could be finalized in as little as six months. However, if he contests it, especially regarding asset division or other terms, it could take longerâpotentially a year or more.â You frown, the thought of this dragging on for so long unsettling.
âAnd if it does go to court?â
âIf it goes to court, weâll be prepared,â San assures you with confidence. âIâll work to ensure that your interests are protected. That means gathering all the necessary financial documents, assessing the value of shared assets, and if needed, preparing for depositions and hearings. Iâll handle the legal strategy, but Iâll also make sure youâre fully informed every step of the way.â
âWhat about my company? Saturn & Co. is my lifeâs work. I canât afford for it to be affected by this.â
Sanâs expression softens slightly as he considers your concern. âWeâll make protecting your company a priority. Given that Saturn & Co. was established long before your marriage, weâll argue that it should remain entirely under your control. But weâll need to be thorough in documenting that your company assets and finances are distinct from any shared marital property.â
You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. âThank you, San. This is all so overwhelming.â
He gives you a small, encouraging smile. âThatâs what Iâm here for, Y/N. Iâll guide you through this process, and weâll take it one step at a time. Youâre not alone in this.â
By the time you leave the law firm, youâre still apprehensive about the future, but for the first time, you feel like youâre not facing it alone. And as you think back to the way Sanâs eyes softened when you spoke, you realize that maybe, just maybe, this wonât be as lonely as you feared.
2 months later
The familiar scent of Jaeyoonâs cologne hits you as soon as you step into the penthouse and hang your coat in the closet after a long day at work. The air is thick with tension, and you can feel the weight of the divorce papers in your bag like a lead anchor.
You mentally thanked San for being so quick to give you the documents. Since you had no kids with Jaeyoon, and your pre-nup was very straightforward about how any joint assets should be divided, San said your case wasn't very complicated.
In the 2 months of working with San, you have grown to take a liking towards him. He was kind and gentle towards you, and he always gave you his full attention when you spoke. When you went to Hongjoong's birthday party a month ago, you were delighted to see San there as well; that's when you got to know him in a non-professional way, and you genuinely thought he was the sweetest, most understanding man you had ever met.
Now, standing in your penthouse with the divorce papers in hand, you felt extremely anxious. You had rehearsed this moment countless times in your mind, but now that youâre here, every word you planned feels inadequate.
Jaeyoon is seated in the living room, scrolling through his phone, but he looks up as you enter. Thereâs an expectant look on his face, like he knows somethingâs coming. He's certainly no stranger to the way youâve been acting these past two months, and he was often very angry when you refused to be intimate with him.
You steel yourself, trying to gather the courage you need. âJaeyoon... We need to talk,â you say, your voice steady, though your heart is racing.
His brow furrows as he puts down his phone. âWhatâs this about, honey?â he asks, and you mentally cringe at the pet name.
You reach into your Dior tote bag and pull out the divorce papers, holding them out to him. For a moment, Jaeyoon just stares at them, as if he doesnât understand. But then, slowly, he takes them from your hand.
He skims through the content of the top page. âWhat the hell is this?â His voice is low, almost calm, but you can hear the anger simmering just beneath the surface.
âItâs what I should have done a long time ago,â you reply, trying to keep your voice from shaking. âI want a divorce, Jaeyoon. This marriage⌠it isnât working.â
He flips through the papers, his expression darkening with each passing second. âYou canât be serious,â he finally says, his voice rising. âDo you have any idea what this will do? To us? To our families? To the business?â
âIâve thought about it,â you say, standing your ground. âThis is the only way forward for me. I canât live like this anymore.â
Jaeyoonâs face twists with rage. âYou ungrateful fuckingââ He doesnât finish the sentence. Instead, he slams the papers onto the coffee table, the sound echoing in the quiet room. âAfter everything Iâve done for you, this is how you repay me?â
âYou didnât do anything for me, Jaeyoon,â you say, your voice breaking. âYou did it for yourself. For control. Iâm not your possession. I tried to fix this marriage for months, but you refused to make any attempts to realize how horribly youâve been treating me.â
Before you can react, heâs on his feet, his hand striking you across the face with a force that sends you reeling. The sting is sharp, but the shock is even sharper. You stumble back, your hand instinctively reaching for your cheek.
âJaeyoon!â you cry out, but heâs already moving.
"I'll fucking kill you!" His eyes are wild, fury taking over as he grabs a nearby vase and hurls it at you. You barely have time to duck, and the vase smashes into the wall behind you, hitting your shoulder in the process before shattering into pieces on the floor. A sharp pain shoots through your shoulder, but you force yourself to stay on your feet.
Your breath comes in short, panicked gasps as you stare at the broken remains of the vase, the reality of what just happened crashing down on you. This is no longer just about a failed marriageâthis is about your safety, your life.
Without another word, you turn and run out of the penthouse, the door slamming behind you. You donât stop until youâre in the elevator hastily pressing the button for the parking garage, your body shaking uncontrollably. You were glad your bag was still with you and had all the stuff you neededâ your phone, wallet, and keys.
As soon as you reach the parking garage, you make your way to your car. You unlock it with your keys and quickly lock yourself in. You realized you ran out in your house slippers when it's freezing outside, but that was the least of your concerns right now.
You needed to get out of here.
You switched your car engine on and put your seat belt on, ignoring the pain in your shoulder. Tears blur your vision as you fumble for your phone, and before you know it, youâve dialed Sanâs number. While his phone rang, you moved the gear selector in your car to drive, and you wasted no time in pressing on the accelerator, leaving the garage and the gates of the apartment building.
Your phone was connected to your car, and San's soft voice was heard. "Hello?"
"SanâŚ" Your voice is barely a whisper, choked with sobs. "Sannie, I..."
âY/N? What happened?â His voice is immediately alert, concerned. The sound of your car's indicator alerted him further. âWhere are you? Are you in a car?â
âI⌠Iâm driving. I canât⌠I donât know what to doâŚâ Your words tumble out in a rush, your mind spinning.
"Y/N, tell me where you are. It's not safe for you to drive under strong emotion. Please pull over, I'll come get you."
"He... he hit me," you cried, ignoring San's words. "I left... I'm driving and I don't... I don't know where I'm going, butâ"
"Sweetheart, please," San begs, and the sudden nickname makes your heart burst, and you find yourself calming down a bit. "Please pull over. It's not safe. Please."
And you finally listen to him. "Okay," you murmur, taking a deep breath. You make a turn into what seems to be the parking lot of a hospital. You parked in the first slot you could find. "I... I stopped."
"Okay, what do you see around you?" San asks, and you can hear some muffling in his background.
"A hospital," you say, glancing around from your car for the name of it. "Geumgang Asan hospital."
San lets out a breath in relief. "You're actually right by my apartment," he says, and you hear a door close in his background.
"Which apartment?" You ask, voice still shaky.
"Raemian Caelitus," he answers, "Stay right there. Iâm coming to get you. Donât move, okay? Iâll be there in a few minutes. Which car are you in?"
You don't respond to San. Instead, you put your car in drive and head for his apartment complex, doing the complete opposite of what he told you to do.
"Y/N?"
"I'm almost there," you say to him.
San groans. "Y/N... It'sâ"
"I know, I know," you chuckle, "but it takes less than two minutes by car. Besides, I'm already here." You pull up to the apartment gates, rolling your window down to speak to the security. He took down your name and number before opening the gates for you.
You drove to the guest parking lot and parked there, waiting for San to get to you. You slump against the car seat, your tears falling freely now. The numbness starts to set in, and you wrap your arms around yourself, trying to hold the pieces of yourself together.
It feels like an eternity, but in reality, itâs only a minute or two before there's a knock on your car window. You grab your bag and keys, getting out of your car. The cold night air feels chilly against your tear-streaked face. Youâre still trembling; the shock of what happened earlier was refusing to release its grip on you.
San doesnât say a wordâhe just pulls you into his arms, holding you tightly as if he could shield you from everything that just happened.
You break down completely, sobbing into his chest, and he just holds you, his hand gently stroking your hair. âItâs okay,â he murmurs softly. âYouâre safe now. Iâve got you.â
When you started shivering, San noticed that you weren't wearing a coat, and your feet were only covered with your house slippers. He immediately takes his coat off and wraps it around you before picking you up bridal-style, wasting no time in making his way back to his apartment.
Once you reach the warmth of San's apartment, he sets you down on his couch. His actions made you sob more as you were touched by the way he treated you. He continued to hold you in his arms, trying to control the anger he felt at seeing the faint handprint mark on your cheek.
After a while, when your sobs start to quiet, San gently tilts your chin up to look at him. His eyes are filled with worry, but thereâs also a fierce determination there. âWeâre going to make sure he never hurts you again,â he says firmly.
You nod, unable to find the words, but the way San looks at youâso protective, so caringâgives you some strength. You feel like youâre moving toward something better, something thatâs just for you.
The two of you sit in silence for a while. You tried to gather your thoughts, his presence a steady anchor in the storm of your emotions.
Eventually, he speaks, his voice gentle but serious. "Y/N... do you want to talk about it?"
You take a deep breath. "I gave him the divorce papers... he didn't take it well. Everything happened so fast. He slapped me, and then he threw a vase at me."
He cupped your face with one hand, gently stroking your cheek, a look of worry in his eyes. "Are you hurt anywhere?"
You knew your shoulder was definitely bruised, and you could still feel the dull ache. But you didn't want to tell San that.
"No... I'm okay," you lied. "Jaeyoon said he would kill me when he threw the vase. I left right after that." You noticed the way San's jaw clenched.
âY/N, what that dickhead did tonight is beyond unacceptable. We need to take steps to make sure youâre safe. I think we should file for a restraining order against him.â
You glance at him, fear creeping back into your mind. âBut⌠thereâs no proof. Itâs just my word against his.â
San nods, understanding the concern. âI know it feels like an uphill battle, but your testimony is important. The court can issue a restraining order if it believes thereâs a credible threat, even without physical evidence. Your account of what happened, combined with the details of your marriage and the pattern of controlling behavior, can be enough to convince the judge.â
You hesitate, the thought of facing Jaeyoon in court, of reliving the nightmare, filling you with dread. âWhat if they donât believe me? What if⌠what if this makes everything worse?â
San reaches over, gently squeezing your hand. âIâll be with you every step of the way, Y/N. Not just as your lawyer, but as someone you can trust, someone you can count on," he says, and you felt butterflies in your stomach. "Weâll present your case as clearly and thoroughly as possible. We can also gather any supporting evidence like records of past arguments, any messages or emails that show his controlling behavior. Even if we donât have a video or physical proof, your word carries weight, Y/N.â
His reassurance steadies you somewhat, and you nod slowly, deep in thought while blankly staring at the numerous law books on his bookshelf.
And then it hit you.
Video proof.
You turn to San with a hopeful look in your eyes. "I just realized, we have cameras in the living room. And this whole thing happened there, too. The footage should be on the app on my phone."
San's eyes widened, and a huge smile spread across his face. "This is perfect, Y/N! This would be more than enough to get the restraining order, as well as settle the divorce without having to go to court. Once we show him that we have evidence of his violence, there's no way he would fight back cause the court will most likely rule in your favor!"
You reach for your phone and unlock it, immediately opening the app. The footage gets saved in 30-minute intervals, and you were glad to see that it was still there and Jaeyoon had not deleted it yet. You downloaded the footage to have a copy of it on your phone. San requested that you send the footage to him as well so he could adjust the documents he wrote accordingly.
"Thank you, San," you say with a smile. "I don't know what I'd do without you."
He only smiled and stroked the back of your head. "Did you have dinner?" he asks, and you nod.
"Mhmm, I ate at work."
His face grew slightly serious when he noticed it was one hour to midnight. "Y/N, do you... want to stay the night here? I have a guest room. But if you're uncomfortable and you prefer a hotel or somewhere else, I can drive you. Whatever's most comfortable for you."
"I want to be here with you," you say in a soft tone, your words sending San's heart into a frenzy.
He nods and gets up. "Make yourself at home. Let me prepare the guest room a little bit first, okay? If you want to drink or eat something, the kitchen is all yours."
"Thanks, Sannie."
While San was busy setting up the guest room, you looked around the living room of his apartment. The decor was so simple and beautiful, and you noticed many pieces of furniture were actually made by your company. You loved how clean his apartment was, not even a pillow out of place. You noticed he had a giant boba tea plushie in the corner of the room, and you couldn't help but think San was so adorable.
"It's ready," he says, and you enter the guest room. You noticed there was a hoodie and a t-shirt neatly folded on the bed. San noticed you glancing at it. "I realized you don't have any clothes to sleep in. I didn't know if you preferred warm clothes or something more airy, so I got both. In the bathroom, there's a pack of spare toothbrushes in the cabinet. If you want to take a shower, I kept a smaller bathrobe for you and a towel."
You hug him tightly. "Seriously, thank you, Sannie."
"You don't have to thank me, Y/N," he murmurs, "Get some rest, hmm? I'll be in my room if you need me."
He turns to leave, but you grab his arm. "Wait..." you hesitate, "I... um..."
"Hmm?"
"Can you... can you perhaps... stay here with me, please?" You ask in a quiet tone, feeling your cheeks heat up.
"Oh, um, I can if you want me to," he answers, his own cheeks turning pink. "Let me get ready for bed first, and then I'll join you, okay?"
You nod and he leaves the room to give you some privacy. You head into the bathroom to change out of your clothes and take a quick shower. You brushed your teeth and put some lip balm on. You chose to wear his t-shirt, which served as an oversized t-shirt for you. Taking a whiff of the t-shirt, you lightly hummed in delight, his scent of him making you feel some type of way.
When you exited the bathroom, San was already under the covers of the bed. He shyly pats the space beside him, and you slid under the covers with him.
San kept a bit of distance from you to not make you feel uncomfortable. You really appreciated that, but you wanted him to be closer.
Knowing the gentleman San is, you knew you had to speak up first.
"Can you... come closer?" You squeak out, slightly embarrassed. San chuckles and does as you say.
"Anything else?" he teases. You turn on your side so you're facing him, and the faint light from the nightlamp makes his skin glow somehow. San was so beautiful inside out. You were utterly mesmerized by him.
"Closer," you whisper. San moved closer to you, his head now on your pillow. You could feel his breath on your face and the warmth radiating from his body.
"Closer," you say again, looking between his eyes and his plump lips that were slightly parted. You reached for his arm and put it over your waist.
San understood what you wanted, but he restrained himself from giving in. "Y/N... what are you doing?" he murmurs, his hand placed softly on your back. His eyes were staring intensely into yours as if to see if you felt the same way as him in this moment.
"I want you to kiss me," you say, voice barely above a whisper.
San gulps, unsure of what to do. He wanted to kiss you, but he wasn't sure if you were really in the best mental state for that after what happened just a few hours ago.
You look at him, an expectant look on your face. You wouldn't have asked him to kiss you if you weren't confident that he felt something for you. You were not ignorant to the way he looked at you, the way he spoke to you, the way his eyes subtly roamed your body when you were in his office, the way he took a sharp inhale of your scent in a crowded elevator... but then you started to overthink.
What if he didn't want to kiss you?
What if all those signs weren't as deep as you think they are?
"I'm sorry," you say to him, and his eyebrows furrow in confusion. "I didn't realize I was being too straightforward with this, and I understand if you don't want to kiss me. I should haveâ"
San placed his lips on you, shutting you up instantly. "There's nothing I want more than to kiss you," he mumbles against your lips, pulling you closer to him. "I just... don't want to put any pressure on you when you're in a vulnerable state."
You smiled against his lips, feeling touched by how considerate San was towards you.
And then you kissed him. His lips were so soft and warm while it molded with yours, and you couldn't help but feel relaxed while he kissed you back in such a soft manner, as if you were extremely delicate. You wrap your arms around his neck to pull him even closer, a small whimper leaving his lips when he feels your body flush against his.
You pull away first to catch your breath. You watch as San's eyes slowly open to look at you. There was a kind look in his eyes, one that screamed of adoration.
San lets out a little giggle when it hits him that the two of you really just kissed. He kisses your forehead and holds you in his arms while he tells you all the little things you did that made his heart flutter.
Eventually, sleep finds its way to both of you, the night ending in a warm embrace.
Two days later, you and San head to the courthouse, where he helps you file for the restraining order. The process is grueling, forcing you to recount the events of the night two days before, but San is there with you, guiding you through every step. His presence is a lifeline, his calm professionalism giving you the strength to face what lies ahead.
When the judge finally reviews your petition, you feel a knot in your stomach. But as San presents your case, emphasizing the danger youâre in and the need for protection, you see the judgeâs expression soften.
After what feels like an eternity, the judge grants the temporary restraining order. Itâs not permanent yetâthere will need to be a hearing for thatâbut itâs a critical first step. For now, Jaeyoon is legally required to stay away from you, and any violation of that order could lead to serious consequences for him.
When you leave the courthouse, you feel a mixture of relief and lingering anxiety. But you also feel a small spark of hopeâhope that, with Sanâs help, you might finally be able to take control of your life again.
You and San part ways to head to your respective workplaces, but he promises to see you after.
When you reach your office building, you're surprised to find your secretary waiting outside the doors of your office.
"Ms. Y/N," she starts, "Your parents are here, inside your office. I told them to wait outside, but they refused. They seemed to have found out about..."
You nod at her. "That's okay, Yena. Thanks for the heads up."
"You have a meeting in about ten minutes with the design team for the summer patio collection. I can postpone the meeting for you if you'd like."
"That won't be necessary," you say, "I'll be done in five minutes, hopefully. My parents... I know what to expect from them." Yena nods and wishes you luck.
You enter your office, shutting the doors behind you. You aren't surprised to see the rage on your parents face.
"Filing for divorce behind my back and getting a restraining order against your husband? What are you thinking?" Your mother says, a look of disappointment clear on her face.
You sigh. "Tell me, mom and dad, had I told you about it beforehand, would you have let me?" You say in a calm tone. "And that man is not my husband anymore."
"Y/N, you can not get a divorce. I forbid it," your father says in a strong tone. "You will bring utter shame to our family. I will not hesitate to take your name off my will."
You chuckle. "I don't care about your money, dad. I have my own company that I built on my own," you say, crossing your arms over your chest. "I will not live with a man that treats me like I'm inferior to him, a man that hits me and throws stuff at me."
"Jaeyoon was angry," your mother defends. "You betrayed him. He had every right toâ"
"Every right to abuse me? Do you hear yourself right now?" you gave her an incredulous look. "Is your daughter's happiness and safety not more important to you than your image and connections?" You turn to look at your father. "You said I'll bring utter shame to our family, but tell me how? I'm not the one who abused him and treated him like shit for months!"
"Enough, Y/N!" your father raises his voice. "You will do as I say. You better withdraw your case. I will talk to your lawyer. I don't want to hear you talk of divorce again. I better see you in the penthouse tonight."
"My apologies, father, but I'm done listening to you," you firmly stand your ground.
"Don't make me disown you, Y/N. You married into a very good family, someone who matches your background and status in society."
"By all means, please do," you say with a scoff. "I'm not making sacrifices for your sake anymore. I have a meeting to attend, so please leave."
You turn away from your parents and walk to your desk. You sit down on your chair, and face away from your parents.
"You're an ungrateful brat," your mother spits before walking out of your office, your father grumpily following behind.
You let out a breath you didn't even know you were holding as you slump down in your chair.
You loved your parents deeply, but you wished for once they would not care about money, power, and status, and start caring about the well-being of their child.
San sits at his desk, meticulously reviewing a file when the door to his office opens. He looks up to see your father standing in the doorway, his eyes hard and calculating. Thereâs no polite knock, no greetingâjust an imposing presence.
San got up from his seat and bowed politely. âMr. L/N, I wasnât expecting you. What can I help you with today?â
Your father steps into the office, the door closing behind him with a quiet click. He doesnât sit down, instead choosing to stand, towering over Sanâs desk.
"I came to discuss my daughter's case. This whole divorce nonsense. Itâs a mistake, and it needs to be stopped," your father explains. His voice is firm, commanding.
San doesnât flinch, meeting his gaze calmly while he took his seat. âWith all due respect, Mr. L/N, thatâs not something I can do. I represent your daughterâs best interests, and sheâs made it clear she wants to proceed with the divorce.â
Your father narrows his eyes, leaning forward slightly, the temperature in the room seemingly dropping. âPerhaps you didnât hear me, Mr. Choi. I said the divorce needs to be stopped. Iâm here to make sure it doesnât go any further.â
San remains seated, unbothered by the thinly veiled threat in the older manâs voice. He folds his hands on the desk, his expression composed. âYour daughter has the right to make her own choices, Mr. L/N. Iâm here to ensure that her voice is heard and her rights are protected. Iâm afraid I wonât be withdrawing from the case.â
The older manâs lips curl into a smile that doesnât reach his eyes. He takes a step back and places a briefcase on Sanâs desk. With a casual flick of his wrist, he opens it, revealing stacks of neatly arranged cash.
â125 million won. More than enough to make it worth your while to reconsider.â
Sanâs eyes briefly flicker to the briefcase before returning to the man in front of him. His expression doesnât change. He slowly rises from his chair, closing the briefcase with a firm click.
âIâm not interested in your money, Mr. L/N. My commitment is to my client, your daughter, not to the highest bidder,â San says in a steady tone.
Your fatherâs eyes darken. He straightens, crossing his arms over his chest. âYou might want to reconsider, Mr. Choi. You know who I am. I have powerful connections, and it wouldnât take much to have you fired. Youâre nothing more than an associate at this firm. Hongjoong and I go way back. One call from me, and youâll be out of a job.â
Sanâs jaw tightens, but he keeps his cool. He steps around the desk, standing toe to toe with your father. âYouâre free to make that call, Mr. L/N. But Iâll tell you right now that it wonât change anything. My integrity and my clientâs well-being come first. I wonât be bullied into backing down.â
For a moment, the two men stand in silence, the tension thick between them. Then your father lets out a low chuckle, though itâs devoid of warmth. âYouâre a fool, Mr. Choi. But Iâll leave you with this warning. Cross me, and youâll regret it. Youâll wish youâd taken the money.â
The door shuts behind him with a heavy thud. San stands in the now-silent office, his eyes lingering on the closed door for a moment. He exhales slowly, tension easing from his shoulders as he returns to his desk.
Sanâs thoughts drift briefly to you and the storm that might be heading your way. But he steels himself, ready for whatever comes next. His loyalty to you and his belief in doing whatâs right will not be shaken. Besides, he had enough trust in Hongjoong to know his friend would never listen to your father either.
Hongjoong sits at his desk, engrossed in reviewing a case, when the door to his office swings open with a heavy push. He looks up to see your father striding in without so much as a knock. His face is a mask of anger, but thereâs something moreâdisappointment, perhaps, or even hurt.
Hongjoong straightens up immediately, his surprise giving way to a faint smile of recognition. âUncle, I wasnât expecting you to stop by.â
Your father's jaw tightens at the familiar greeting, and he waves off the formality with a sharp motion. He stands in the middle of the room, eyes piercing as he regards Hongjoong with a mixture of affection and frustration.
Your father starts, âHongjoong, what is this mess with Y/N?â
Hongjoong sighs inwardly but keeps his composure. He gestures to the chair across from his desk. âPlease, sit down. Letâs talk.â
Your father shakes his head. âIâm not here to chat. Iâm here because of this nonsense with your associate, Choi San. Youâre letting him destroy my family. Youâve known Y/N since she was born, Joong. How can you allow this to happen?â
The use of his childhood name stirs something in Hongjoongâa reminder that this man was more than just a powerful businessman. He had watched Hongjoong grow up, had been at family dinners, birthdays, celebrations. But Hongjoong keeps his professional mask on, aware that this conversation would require careful navigation.
Hongjoong softly says, âUncle, you know I care about Y/N. Iâve always looked out for her, and Iâm doing that now.â
âBy letting her divorce her husband? By letting her throw away everything weâve built? This will ruin herâand us!â your father says, his voice rising.
Hongjoongâs face hardens slightly. He motions again to the chair. âPlease, Uncle. Letâs sit down and talk about this.â
Reluctantly, your father takes the offered seat, but not without a huff of frustration. He looks at Hongjoong, his gaze heavy with expectation. âYou need to fire that attorney of yours. Heâs putting ideas in Y/Nâs headâencouraging her to throw away a good marriage. You canât let this happen.â
Hongjoong takes a deep breath, knowing this was coming. His voice remains calm, though his loyalty to both San and you runs deep. âI wonât do that, Uncle. San is a brilliant attorney and one of my closest friends. More than that, heâs doing exactly what Y/N needs. Heâs protecting her.â
Your father leans forward, his tone sharp, âProtecting her? From what? Jaeyoonâs a good man. Heâs just been under stress! Y/Nâs exaggerating the situation.â
Hongjoongâs eyes narrow slightly, a rare flash of anger crossing his usually composed face. âThis isnât an exaggeration, Uncle. Jaeyoonâs hurt herâphysically, emotionally. Iâve seen the bruises myself from when he threw a vase at her. And heâs threatened her life too.â
Your fatherâs expression falters for just a moment, but he quickly covers it with a shake of his head. âY/Nâs always been dramatic. Sheâs too sensitive. Jaeyoon would never do that.â
âThis isnât drama, Uncle. This is abuse. Youâve known me my entire life, so you know I wouldnât say this lightly. If you donât believe me, ask Y/N yourself. Or better yet, spend one minute in a room with her and see the fear in her eyes.â
Thereâs a long pause as your father processes Hongjoongâs words. He looks down, his hands clenched tightly in his lap. For the first time, doubt flickers across his face, but his pride keeps him from showing it openly. âSheâs my daughter, Hongjoong. Iâm doing whatâs best for her.â
Hongjoong softens slightly, his tone more compassionate, âI know you love her, Uncle. But whatâs best for her isnât keeping her in a marriage thatâs tearing her apart. You want to protect her? Then let her go. Let her break free from Jaeyoon and start fresh. She deserves that much.â
The room falls silent again. Your father looks away, clearly uncomfortable with the direction the conversation has taken. Heâs used to being in control, used to getting his way, and now heâs faced with a situation that no amount of power or money can fix.
âI donât like this, Hongjoong. Not one bit,â your father says in a quiet tone.
Hongjoong nods. âI understand. But forcing her to stay will only make things worse.â
Your father finally looks up, his voice filled with resignation, âIâll think about what youâve said. But donât think Iâll just sit by and let this happen.â
Hongjoong watches as the older man slowly rises from the chair, his movements less confident than when he first entered the room. As he walks to the door, he hesitates, turning back to look at Hongjoong with a mixture of frustration and something almost like vulnerability. âYouâve grown up well, Hongjoong. Iâve always been proud of you. But I hope youâre not making a mistake.â
âThank you, Uncle. But I believe in what Iâm doing. I believe in protecting Y/N.â
With a final nod, your father turns and leaves the office, the door closing quietly behind him. Hongjoong sits back down at his desk, the weight of the conversation lingering in the air. He exhales slowly, his thoughts turning to you, hoping that your father will see reason before itâs too late.
3 weeks later
You sit at the head of the long glass table, eyes focused as one of your top designers presents the new luxury patio collection. The conference room buzzes with the energy of innovationâyour team is passionate, and it shows in the careful detailing of the furniture designs displayed on the digital screens along the walls. Teak wood, sleek metal accents, and eco-friendly materials come together in sophisticated harmony.
âWeâve incorporated the latest trends in sustainable materials, aiming to appeal to clients who prioritize both style and environmental responsibility. The durability will be a key selling point for the summer collection,â the chief designer explains.
You nod, your fingers drumming lightly on the surface of your notebook. Despite being from a wealthy family, youâve built Saturn & Co. from the ground up, and youâve learned to balance creativity with practicality. Your mind is already analyzing the numbersâthinking about production costs, price points, and the narrative you want to craft around this collection.
âI like the direction, but we need to ensure the pricing reflects the exclusivity. This is a luxury line, and our clientele expects something unique. Letâs look at limited editions to build that exclusivity,â you voice your opinion.
Your team exchanges glances, taking notes as you speak. You look at the marketing head next. âWe need to start the marketing campaign as soon as possible. I want a narrative that ties back to our brandâs legacy, something that shows weâre not just following trends but leading them.â
As you discuss the campaign, the atmosphere in the room is abruptly shattered by the sound of raised voices outside the glass doors. Your brow furrows in confusion as you glance toward the commotion. Before you can react, the doors swing open, and several uniformed officers from the Korean National Police barge into the conference room.
The room goes still, everyone frozen in place.
The officer in charge looks directly at you. âMs. L/N, you are under arrest for illegal possession and distribution of narcotics. Please stand and come with us.â
You feel the words hit you like a physical blow. The room spins for a moment, and your breath catches in your throat. You blink, trying to comprehend whatâs happening. Your colleagues stare at you in shocked silence, their faces a mixture of confusion and concern.
âThere must be a mistake,â you say, absolutely stunned at the accusation. Your voice feels distant, barely your own. The officer takes a step closer, his expression hard and unyielding. Two other officers flank you, moving into position as if expecting resistance.
âWe have a warrant for your arrest. You have the right to remain silent.â
Everything feels surreal, as though youâve been dropped into someone elseâs life. This canât be happening. Youâve never been involved with drugsâthis is absurd. You shake your head, your voice stronger now. âIâm innocent. Iâve done nothing wrong.â
The officers ignore your protests as they take you by the arms, pulling you to your feet. You glance around the table, your team frozen in disbelief. Your head of security moves toward you but is stopped by the officers, who block his path.
As youâre led out of the conference room, your heart pounds in your chest. Fear mixes with disbelief, but you force yourself to stay calm. You donât know how this happened, but youâre determined to fight it.
The walk through the Saturn & Co. building feels endless. Employees stop in their tracks, staring as you pass by, whispers rising in your wake. Your cheeks burn with the humiliation of it all, but you lift your chin and keep your expression calm, refusing to show any weakness.
Outside the building, a crowd has already gathered, cameras flashing in your face. You can barely hear the shouting reporters over the thrum of your own thoughts. As youâre escorted into the waiting police car, you canât help but wonderâwho could have done this? And why?
Your first thought was your ex-husband. Well, you still weren't legally divorced yet. But you had a gut feeling that it was him.
The door slams shut behind you, and as the car pulls away from the building, the reality of the situation begins to sink in. Your life is about to be turned upside down, and you know exactly who you need to call: San. Heâll help you. He has to. Right?
Its been a while since you saw San as he was busy handling back-to-back cases and traveling to meet clients and witnesses. You also bought a new apartment and were busy moving and unpacking your stuff, so you didn't have much time to meet up with him either.
Once you reached the station, you were thrown into an interrogation room. The cold, sterile room is a stark contrast to the familiar warmth of your office. The walls are bare, the fluorescent lights overhead casting a harsh, clinical glow. You sit at a metal table, your hands resting in front of you. Despite the fear bubbling up inside you, you keep your back straight, refusing to show the panic you feel beneath the surface.
Youâve been here for hours now. The officers had taken your personal belongings, leaving you feeling exposed and disconnected from the outside world. The initial booking process was a blur of fingerprinting, photographs, and paperwork. Now, itâs just you and the suffocating silence of the interrogation room.
The door creaks open, and two officers step inside. One of them, a senior detective, takes the seat across from you while the other leans against the wall, arms crossed. You can feel their eyes on you, studying your every move, waiting for any sign of weakness.
âMrs. Baek... or should I say, Ms. L/N? The public may not know everything, but we certainly do. Now, do you know why youâre here?â
You look at him, your heartbeat thudding in your ears. You swallow hard, trying to keep your voice steady. âIâm innocent. I donât know why Iâve been brought here. This has to be a mistake.â
The detective leans back in his chair, pulling out a manila folder and flipping it open. He slides a few photographs across the table toward you. You glance down at themâimages of plastic bags filled with pills and powder, some stashed in a high-end handbag that looks disturbingly similar to one you own. âThese drugs were found in your possession. We have evidence linking you to a drug-selling operation. Do you care to explain?â
Your stomach drops, and your hands instinctively clench into fists in your lap. You shake your head, staring at the images as though they might change if you blink hard enough.
âThatâs not mine. I donât know how those drugs got there. Iâve never been involved in anything like this. I swear,â you say.
The detective raises an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed by your denial. He taps one of the photos with his finger. âThis was found in your car, Ms. L/N. Are you telling me someone planted these drugs without your knowledge?â
Your mind races. You remember parking your car that morningâeverything was normal. But nothing makes sense now. You feel trapped, caught in a nightmare where you donât know the rules.
âI donât know how it got there. Iâve never seen those drugs before in my life, neither do I do drugs. I can do a drug test to prove that.â
The detective exchanges a glance with the other officer, who remains silent but watches you carefully. He leans forward, as if to intimidate you. âMs. L/N, the evidence is stacked against you. Your fingerprints were found on the packaging of the bag. We were secretly searching for those involved in drug distribution of this very drug, a drug that can only fall in the hands of someone with a lot of money and influence.â
The words hit you like a punch to the gut. Your fingerprints? You struggle to breathe evenly, trying to understand how this could be happening. âThatâs impossible. Iâm not involved in any of this. Someone has set me up.â
The detective doesnât blink. He looks at you as though youâre a puzzle heâs trying to solve, but you can tell he doesnât believe you. âThis is your chance to come clean, Ms. L/N. The sooner you cooperate, the better this will go for you. Tell us who youâve been working with, and maybe we can work something out.â
You shake your head, frustration and fear mixing into a potent cocktail in your chest. Your voice rises slightly, despite your efforts to stay calm. âIâm not involved in any drug operation. I donât know whoâs behind this, but itâs not me.â
The detective leans back, his expression hardening. He closes the folder and taps it lightly against the table before standing up. âIâve heard it all before. Youâre looking at serious charges here, Ms. L/N. You might want to think about your next steps carefully.â
As he leaves the room, the door shuts with a heavy click, leaving you alone once again. You drop your head into your hands, your heart pounding so hard it feels like it might burst out of your chest.
How did this happen? Who could possibly want to destroy you like this? The questions whirl through your mind, but there are no answers. You take a deep breath, reminding yourself of what you know to be true. Youâve done nothing wrong. You just need to hold on, stay strong, and prove your innocence.
A knock sounds at the door, and it opens again. This time, itâs a different officerâone who escorts you back to a holding cell. Theyâve told you a lawyer is on the way, and that thought alone keeps you from unraveling completely.
You pray that itâs San. Heâll know what to do. Heâll fight for you. But even as you cling to that hope, the uncertainty gnaws at you. Youâve never felt so powerless in your life.
San steps out of the courtroom, the echo of his clientâs relieved voice still ringing in his ears. He had just secured another victoryâan ironclad defense that left the opposition scrambling. His confidence is high as he buttons his suit jacket, his mind already shifting to the next case on his docket.
Just as heâs about to push through the heavy glass doors of the courthouse, his phone buzzes in his pocket. Glancing down, he sees Hongjoongâs name flashing on the screen. He frowns slightly, knowing Hongjoong was out of the city at the moment, but he swipes to answer.
"Hongjoong hyung," San answers in a cheerful tone, "Youâre catching me right after a big win. Whatâs up?"
Thereâs a brief pause on the other end, and when Hongjoong speaks, his voice is tight, serious. âSan, weâve got a really fucked up situation. Itâs about Y/N.â
Sanâs heart skips a beat at the mention of your name. His hand tightens around his phone, and the world around him seems to blur for a moment.
âWhat happened? Is she okay?â San asks, concern evident in his voice.
"No. Sheâs not. She was arrested earlier today," Hongjoong says grimly. "I just spoke to her father. Her parents aren't going to see her until this mess is sorted out. She has basically no one to support her now other than us."
San stops dead in his tracks, his stomach plummeting. People brush past him in the courthouse lobby, but heâs completely still, his mind racing. âArrested? For what?â
âDrug possession and distribution. The police found drugs in her car, but itâs clear sheâs been framed. Itâs all over the news nowâphotos, headlines, everything. Iâm in Gwangju meeting with some clients now as you know, and I canât get back to Seoul until tomorrow morning. I need you to handle this for me. I thought of representing her myself, but she needs an attorney as soon as possible. Please represent her.â
Sanâs chest tightens with a mix of disbelief and anger. He can already see how this might play outâthe media will have a field day, and your reputation will be dragged through the mud. âOf course, Iâll handle it. Iâll go to the station right away.â
Thereâs another pause, this time longer. San can almost hear Hongjoongâs hesitation through the phone. âI trust you with this, San. I know youâll fight for her like I would⌠maybe more.â
Sanâs breath catches. He stares at the floor for a moment, trying to gather his thoughts. âWhat are you getting at, hyung?â
Hongjoongâs tone shifts, a little lighter despite the gravity of the situation. âI know how you feel about her, she's like a sister to me. Iâve known for a while now, Sannie. You care about her, and not just as her attorney.â
Sanâs mind reels. Heâs always kept his feelings for you carefully hidden, even from Hongjoong. But itâs clear now that his friend has seen through him âItâs not something I planned, hyung.â
"I didnât say you did," he says gently, "but maybe this is a chance to show her how much you care. Not as an attorney, but as someone whoâs willing to stand by her through the worst of it."
San runs a hand through his hair, conflicted. His stronger feelings for you have always lingered just beneath the surface, a quiet undercurrent to the professional relationship youâve shared during your divorce proceedings. But now, as youâre facing this crisis, he knows those feelings are about to come to the forefront, whether heâs ready or not.
It's not like you don't know of his feelings after sharing a steamy kiss on his bed. You just didn't know that his feelings for you were stronger than what he showed.
âRight now, Iâm her attorney. Thatâs what matters. Iâll get her out of this mess first,â San says in a firm tone.
Hongjoong chuckles softly, âYouâre a good man, San. Iâm glad she has you in her corner. Iâll be back tomorrow to help however I can, but for now, please take care of her. And be carefulâthe mediaâs already circling like vultures.â
San nods, even though Hongjoong canât see him. His mind is already spinning with what needs to be done: pulling strings, calling in favors, and working to get you released as soon as possible. But beneath all that, a deeper urgency thrums inside himâan overwhelming need to protect you, to be there for you, not just as an attorney but as someone who deeply cares about you.
âDonât worry, Hongjoong hyung. I wonât let her down.â
Hongjoong hums. âI know you wonât. Keep me updated, and Iâll be there first thing tomorrow.â
The call ends, and San slips his phone back into his pocket. He stands there for a moment, staring blankly at the glass doors in front of him. His pulse quickens, and he shakes off the lingering shock. You need him now more than ever, and thereâs no time to waste.
He steps outside into the late afternoon sun, his mind already focused on his next move. As much as this case will test him professionally, San knows it will also test him personally. And for you, heâs willing to face whatever comes next.
With determination in his step, San gets into his car, heading straight for the police station. Thereâs no way heâll let you go through this alone.
You sit on a hard bench in the holding area, your hands clasped tightly together, the events of the last few hours playing over and over in your mind like a bad dream. You still canât wrap your head around it. Arrested. Framed. And now, sitting here, waiting for somethingâanythingâthat will prove your innocence.
The door to the holding area swings open, and you look up instinctively, hope sparking in your chest.
And then you see himâ Choi San.
His maroon suit jacket is slightly wrinkled from his hurried movements, his face a mix of worry and determination as he strides toward you.
For a moment, you canât move, your breath catching in your throat. Relief floods through you as he approaches, his eyes softening as they meet yours.
San frowns, yet his expression was gentle. âY/NâŚâ
He kneels down in front of you, his presence grounding you in this moment, even though your world feels like itâs spinning out of control. His voice is low, calm, and it soothes the chaotic mess of your thoughts.
"San⌠I didnât do this. I swear," you say in a trembling voice. "I donât know howâ"
He holds up a hand, his expression steady and resolute. âI know. I believe you, sweetheart.â
The simple statement, spoken with such certainty, nearly undoes you. Youâve been holding yourself together, refusing to cry, refusing to breakâbut the sheer relief of having someone believe you shakes you to your core. You take a deep breath, blinking back the tears that have been threatening to spill over.
âI donât understand how this happened. Who would do this to me?â you mumble.
San glances around the room, ensuring no one else is too close, before leaning in slightly, his voice quieter but still firm. âThatâs what weâre going to find out. But first, Iâm getting you out of here. Iâve already spoken with the officers. Thereâs not enough evidence to support holding you overnight. Youâll be out soon, and weâll start working on clearing your name.â
His confidence eases the tight knot of fear that has been sitting in your chest since the moment you were arrested. You nod slowly, feeling a flicker of hope. San has always been calm under pressure, and now, in the face of this disaster, his calm feels like a lifeline.
âThank you, San. I donât know what Iâd do without you.â
San smiles a little, his eyes never leaving yours. For a moment, something unreadable flickers in his gazeâsomething deeper than just professional obligation. He stands, offering you his hand to help you up. âYou donât have to go through this alone, Y/N. Iâll be by your side every step of the way.â
You take his hand, letting him pull you up from the bench. For a moment, you just stand there, the weight of the day pressing down on you, but Sanâs hand in yours keeps you steady.
Just as he promised, within the next hour, he navigates the process with the officers, and the paperwork is completed. Youâre released, but the gravity of the situation still hangs over you like a storm cloud.
As you step out into the cold evening air, San walks beside you, his hand hovering near your back, a silent but steady presence. The flashing lights of a few reportersâ cameras catch your eye, and your stomach churns with dread. The story is already out there, and now itâs not just the legal system you have to worry aboutâitâs the court of public opinion.
San leans in to whisper in your ear, âIgnore them. They donât matter right now.â
You nod, swallowing the rising anxiety as you step toward Sanâs car, slipping into the passenger seat. Once youâre both inside, the weight of the day crashes down on you all at once.
San glances over at you as he starts the car, his voice gentle. âWeâll figure this out, Y/N. I promise.â
His words are meant to comfort, but you can hear the determination behind them. You trust himâmore than anyone right nowâand that trust is the only thing keeping you from falling apart completely.
"Can we... go to your place, please?" you say, voice barely above a whisper.
"Of course we can," San answers with a smile, his dimples showing.
The car pulls away from the station, the city lights blurring by outside the window. You donât know what comes next, but with San by your side, you feel like maybeâjust maybeâyouâll be able to get through this.
The exhaustion catches up to you and you fall asleep in San's car.
Once San parks in his designated spot, he's quick to put a face mask on you to ensure no one recognizes you while he takes you to his place. You were still deep asleep with a frown on your face, so San resorted to carrying you bridal-style to his apartment.
He tried to be very slow while placing you down on the bed in the guestroom, but the movement stirred you awake. When you open your eyes, San's face is just inches away from yours.
You sit up straight and hug him, the teers falling freely now. He warmly embraces you, telling you words of encouragement and how he'll be with you through it all.
While your sobs quieted down, San pulls away to look at you. "I'll make us some dinner, hmm? I'll take about half an hour. Is that okay?" he asks sweetly, his thumbs reaching to brush your tears away.
"Can I... be in the kitchen with you? I don't want to be alone," you murmur.
San leans in to place a gentle kiss on your forehead. "Of course, sweetheart. You don't even have to ask." You smile lightly, your heart racing in a good way this time.
"Let's go now, hmm? I plan to make your favorite side-dishes!"
The courthouse is bustling with activity as people file in and out of courtrooms, their footsteps echoing off the marble floors. You sit beside San on a wooden bench outside the courtroom, waiting for your case to be called. Youâre dressed professionally, trying to project the calm confidence that comes naturally to you in the boardroom, though inside youâre anything but calm.
Your heart pounds in your chest, and you feel the weight of every glance thrown your way by people passing by. The gravity of the situation is suffocating, but Sanâs steady presence beside you keeps you grounded. He hasnât left your side since this nightmare began, and for that, youâre grateful.
San leans closer, his voice low and reassuring, âRemember, this is just the arraignment. Theyâll present the charges, and Iâll enter a plea on your behalf. After that, weâll have time to prepare for the real battle. Stay calm, and let me do the talking.â
You nod, drawing a deep breath and trying to steady your nerves. San gives you a small, encouraging smile before standing as your case is called.
âThe People versus Y/N L/N.â The bailiff calls out.
The words send a jolt through you, but you rise to your feet, following San into the courtroom. As you walk down the aisle, you catch sight of a few reporters lurking in the back rows, their cameras trained on you. It takes everything in you to keep your head high and your expression neutral as you approach the defense table.
The judge, a stern older woman with sharp eyes, sits at the bench, looking down over the courtroom. The prosecutor stands across from you, a tall man with a stack of folders in front of him, looking all too confident.
The judge glances at the paperwork in front of her. âThis is the arraignment for Y/N L/N. Letâs proceed.â
The prosecutor steps forward first, clearing his throat. âYour Honor, the defendant has been charged with illegal possession of narcotics and distribution of a controlled substance. Given the amount found and the nature of the charges, the prosecution believes there is sufficient evidence to proceed with the case.â
The words hang in the air like a death sentence, but you stay quiet, your hands clasped tightly in your lap. You glance at San, who remains calm and collected, his focus razor-sharp. He rises to address the court, his voice steady.
"Your Honor," San starts, voice firm, "my client pleads not guilty to all charges."
The judge nods, making notes as San continues, his tone professional but determined. "We would also like to request that Ms. L/N remain free on bail while we prepare our defense. My client has fully cooperated with the investigation thus far and has strong ties to the community. She is not a flight risk, nor is she a danger to the public."
The prosecutor steps forward again, shaking his head. âYour Honor, given the severity of the charges, we believe that bail should be revoked. The defendant was found in possession of a substantial quantity of illegal narcotics. In fact, the police were in search of individuals tied to the distribution of this very drug. We consider her a significant flight risk, particularly given her financial resources.â
You swallow hard, anxiety tightening in your chest as the prosecutor speaks. Youâve never felt so vulnerable, so exposed. Sanâs hand brushes yours under the table, a small but comforting gesture, and you glance at him. His expression is calm, though his eyes flash with determination.
San stands up again. âYour Honor, my client is a respected CEO, one that is dearly loved by her employees, and has no prior criminal record. She has been falsely accused and fully intends to clear her name. She has no intention of fleeing and will cooperate with any conditions the court deems appropriate.â
The judge taps her pen against her desk thoughtfully before looking up. âGiven the circumstances and the defendantâs lack of prior offenses, I will allow Ms. L/N to remain free on bail, provided she adheres to strict conditions. She will surrender her passport and be subject to regular check-ins with law enforcement. Any violation of these conditions will result in immediate incarceration.â
Relief washes over you, though itâs tempered by the reality that this is just the beginning. San nods respectfully to the judge, and you follow suit, standing as the judge dismisses the court.
As you turn to leave, you feel the weight of the reportersâ eyes on you once again. The camera flashes, the whispersâit all threatens to swallow you whole. But San places a reassuring hand on the small of your back as you walk out of the courtroom together, his presence steady and unwavering.
Outside, the fresh air hits you like a lifeline, and you take a deep breath, feeling some of the tension leave your body.
âYou did great in there,â San says.
You give him a weak smile, though the anxiety still churns inside you. The legal battle is just beginning, and the road ahead looks long and treacherous.
âThank you, San. For everything.â
He glances down at you, something soft and unspoken in his eyes, before giving you a nod.
âWeâll get through this. I promise,â he assures you.
With those words, you both walk toward his car, the future uncertain but no longer quite as overwhelming. You trust him, and for now, thatâs enough.
2 days later
The rich, dark wood of Hongjoongâs office and the soft leather chairs normally evoke a sense of calm professionalism, but today the air is thick with tension.
You sit at the large table in the corner of his office, San beside you, his expression serious and focused. Across from you is Hongjoong, his brow furrowed in concentration, and to his right is Yeosang, a lawyer specialized in criminal law whom Hongjoong had brought in to help navigate this tangled mess.
Yeosang leans forward, flipping through the files spread out on the table, his sharp eyes scanning the details of your case with practiced ease. He seemed to be in deep thought. âWeâre dealing with someone who knows what theyâre doing. The drugs were placed in a high-traffic areaâyour carâand, more importantly, they had your fingerprints on them. It was deliberate for sure.â
You lean back in your chair, frustration and disbelief bubbling beneath your surface composure. âBut how? How did they even get my fingerprints on the bags? Iâve never touched drugs in my life.â
Yeosang looks up at you, his expression calm and reassuring, though his mind is clearly racing through possibilities. âItâs not impossible to get your fingerprints on something without your knowledge. It couldâve been as simple as someone using an item of yoursâa glass, a piece of paper, even a surface you touchedâand transferring the prints to the bags. Itâs not common, but itâs doable with the right resources.â
Sanâs hand tightens slightly on the table beside you, his jaw clenched. His eyes are sharp, focused on the bigger picture. âThis wasnât some random setup. Someone orchestrated this carefully. They knew exactly what they were doing. The question isâwho benefits from framing Y/N?â
A heavy silence settles over the room as everyone exchanges glances. The answer hovers in the air, unspoken but undeniable.
âIt has to be Jaeyoon,â Hongjoong voices out grimly.
You nod, the name sitting like a stone in your gut. The thought had crossed your mind more than once since this all startedâyour soon-to-be legally ex-husband, vindictive and controlling, would have the motive and the resources to pull something like this off. But even knowing that doesnât make it any easier to accept.
âHeâs been desperate to stop the divorce, but I refused to back down. He knows heâs losing his grip on me, and his familyâs connections⌠theyâd give him access to people who could do this.â
Hongjoong nods, his expression hardening with a protective edge. Heâs known you and Jaeyoon long enough to have seen the warning signs, even if it took time for you to accept them yourself. âIf Jaeyoonâs behind this, heâs playing a dangerous game. But we need proof. Right now, itâs all speculation.â
Yeosang taps his fingers lightly against the folder in front of him, deep in thought. âWeâll need to dig into Jaeyoonâs connections, his finances, and any third-party contacts he may have used. If we can find a trailâpayments to people who couldâve planted the drugs, any suspicious transactionsâwe can start to build a case. Of course, we can't do that without a court order, so we would somehow have to bring him up to the court to be able to access his finances.â
San sits up straighter, his focus laser-sharp. âSpeaking of finances, we went over Y/Nâs financial records. Theyâre cleanâno suspicious activity, no unexplained deposits or withdrawals. Whoeverâs doing this wants to make it look like sheâs running the operation without leaving any financial trail.â
Yeosang nods, impressed but not surprised. âThatâs important. It gives us a baseline to work fromâif there were any dirty money moving through your accounts, it would be much harder to prove your innocence.â
You feel a small sense of relief at that. At least that part of your life is still intact. But then the anxiety returns as the enormity of the situation sinks in. âSo⌠what now? How do we prove that it wasnât me?â
Yeosang leans forward again, his tone reassuring. âWe focus on the weak points in their setup. The planted drugs, the lack of a financial trail, and the circumstantial nature of the evidence. We need to show the court that thereâs reasonable doubtâand if we can link it back to Jaeyoon, weâll turn this whole thing around.â
Hongjoong looks at you, his eyes softening slightly. âWeâll figure this out, Y/N. We just need to be smart about it. Weâll start looking into Jaeyoonâs connections and anything we can do legally without a court order. There has to be somethingâsomeone who can tie this back to him.â
San speaks up, his voice resolute. âIâll coordinate with investigators and see what we can find. But we also need to be prepared for whatever Jaeyoon throws our way. Heâs not going to back down easily if we were to bring him to court.â
You nod, your mind spinning with everything thatâs been said. The pieces are slowly starting to come together, but thereâs still so much uncertaintyâso much at stake. Youâve always prided yourself on being strong, on keeping control of your life and your business, but now you feel like youâre navigating a minefield where every step could lead to disaster.
San looks at you, his gaze steady and unwavering. âYou wonât be fighting alone. Weâve got your back.â You nod at him, a smile playing on your lips.
The room falls silent again, but this time thereâs a sense of unityâof resolve. Youâre facing an uphill battle, but you know youâre not facing it alone.
The door opened, and Jonghoâ an intern under Sanâ stepped in, followed by your secretary, Yena. Their expressions were serious, and you immediately sensed that they had uncovered something important. Your pulse quickened as you turned to face them.
"I'm sorry to interrupt," Jongho began, his voice careful and respectful, "but we found something that might be really important."
Yena stood next to him, her eyes flicking to yours. âWe were reviewing the security footage from the office building, particularly your office since I'm the only one that has access besides you. We were checking to see if there was anything unusual that could explain how this whole situation began. And⌠well, something stood out.â
Jongho pulled out a tablet from the folder he was carrying and moved toward the table. Everyone in the room leaned in, curiosity and hope sparking through the air. San's focus sharpened as Jongho tapped the screen, pulling up the relevant footage.
âWe found this clip,â Jongho explained, âIt was taken the day before the police discovered the drugs. It shows an employee bringing two cream-colored bags to your officeâbags with wood samples inside.â
You leaned closer to the screen, watching the semi-grainy security footage play out. There you were, sitting at your desk, while one of the employees approached, two nondescript bags in hand. At first, nothing seemed out of the ordinary. You accepted the bag, placed it on the desk, and resumed your work.
But then your eyes caught something unusual.
âHeâs wearing gloves,â you muttered, the realization hitting you like a punch to the gut.
"Exactly," Jongho replied, his voice low but confident. "Thatâs what caught our attention. Wearing sterile gloves to deliver wood samples? Thatâs not standard."
Yeosang leaned forward, eyes narrowing as he focused on the details of the footage. "Itâs certainly not typical. Most people donât wear gloves unless theyâre handling something delicate, hazardous, or⌠they donât want their fingerprints on it."
San clenched his jaw beside you, his hand resting on the table as he processed the implications. "Who is this employee?" he asked Jongho and Yena, though his gaze stayed fixed on the screen.
Yena stepped forward. "Iâve seen him beforeâhe works in logistics, occasionally helping with deliveries. I believe his name is Jang Yohan. But Iâve never seen him wear gloves like that. I didnât think anything of it at the time, but now⌠it feels off."
"It wasnât just wood samples in that bag, was it?" you asked quietly, almost to yourself. The thought left a bitter taste in your mouth. "Thatâs how they did it. Whoever set me up had him plant the drugs in that bagâwearing gloves to avoid leaving his prints. My fingerprints are the only ones that would be found on it."
Yeosang leaned back in his chair, his mind clearly running through the possibilities. "It makes sense. They were carefulâcalculated. The gloves are the giveaway. Itâs likely whoever hired him instructed him to use them for this exact reason."
San handed the tablet back to Jongho, a grim determination settling over his face. "This is exactly what we need to create doubt in the prosecutionâs case," he said, his voice strong. "It doesnât clear Y/N yet, but it raises serious questions about how the drugs ended up in her possession."
Hongjoong, who had been pacing while the video played, finally stopped to look at you. His eyes were intense but filled with that familiar protective instinct. "We need to trace this back to whoever orchestrated it," he said firmly. "If itâs Jaeyoon, we need proof. We need to dig into his finances, find out if he paid anyone off, and see who this employee is connected to. Itâs the only way weâll be able to prove that Y/N was framed."
You nodded, your heart hammering in your chest. A glimmer of hope began to break through the fog of anxiety. "Thank you," you said quietly to Jongho and Yena. "This could be the key weâve been looking for."
Jongho offered a small, reassuring smile. "Weâll keep digging. There has to be more."
As they exited the room, the weight of the situation seemed a little lighter. You glanced at San, who was already gathering his thoughts for the next steps.
"This changes everything," he said softly, though there was an edge of fire in his voice. "Weâre going to prove your innocence, Y/N. Whoeverâs behind this isnât going to get away with it."
For the first time in days, you felt a small measure of hope. It was far from over, but now you had something to fight withâa direction to move in.
The video footage had given you something solidâsomething that could cast doubt on the charges against you. Yet, the deeper question still gnawed at you: who was behind it all? Jaeyoon?
Hongjoong was already pacing again, his mind clearly racing, when he stopped abruptly and turned to you, San, and Yeosang.
âY/N,â Hongjoong said, his voice sharper with a sudden realization. âThat employeeâthe one who handed you the bag with the wood samples. What exactly did he say when he gave it to you?â
You frowned, trying to recall the details of that day. "He said he would come back later to collect the bag after Iâd reviewed the samples. I didnât think much of it at the timeâjust normal procedure."
Hongjoongâs eyes narrowed thoughtfully. âAnd did he ever come back to get it?â
You nod your head. âYes, I had it sitting on my desk to review it later as there was ample time before the deadline to approve it. He took it while I wasn't there. If I remember correctly, he told Yena that he mixed up the samples.â
Sanâs gaze snapped toward Hongjoong, who looked deep in thought. Slowly, Hongjoong walked back to his desk, picking up a photo that had been part of the evidence submitted by the prosecution. It was a picture of the drugs found in your carâspecifically, the bags they had been placed in.
He stared at the picture for a long moment before grabbing a pen from his desk. Without a word, he drew a line across the image, right above a very noticeable purple mark on the bag. Then, he turned back to you.
âWhen you received the bag of wood samples,â Hongjoong began slowly, âdid you notice anything unusual about it?â
Your mind raced back to that moment. It had been a normal day, and you were preoccupied with your work. But now, with the intensity of everything, you tried to remember.
âThere was⌠a mark on one of the bags,â you said, furrowing your brow as the memory came into focus. âA black or purple ink mark.â
Hongjoong nodded, lifting the photograph up to eye level. "Look closely at this pictureâthe one of the drugs found in your car."
You leaned in, your eyes scanning the photo until they settled on the same purple mark that youâd just remembered. Your breath caught in your throat as the pieces began to fall into place.
âItâs the same bag,â San said, his voice tight with realization. âThe exact same bag we see in the footage.â
Hongjoong nodded, his expression grim. âThat employee came back for the bag because he wanted to switch out the wood samples for the drugs. The purple mark connects the bag found in your car with the one you were given in the office.â
Yeosang leaned forward, his fingers drumming against the table as his sharp mind began piecing it together. âThis means whoever set this up planned it meticulously. They planted the drugs in the same bag that youâd innocently handled with the wood samples, ensuring your fingerprints were on it. When the police found it, thereâd be no questionâit would appear like youâd been in possession of it the entire time.â
You sank back in your chair, a mix of anger and disbelief coursing through you. âThis was all calculated,â you murmured. âThey knew exactly what they were doing.â
Sanâs face hardened, a new determination sparking in his eyes. "We have a direct link now. This bag connects the planted drugs to the employee who handed it to you. Itâs evidence that can start to unravel their case against you."
Hongjoong crossed his arms, the gears of his mind turning. âIf we can find out who this employee is connected to, weâll have the leverage we need. Iâm willing to bet everything that Jaeyoon is involved. We just need to follow the trail.â
Yeosang nodded in agreement. âThe bag, the gloves, the purple mark... itâs all pointing toward a deliberate setup. We just need to dig deeper into the employeeâs background, see whoâs pulling the strings.â
San turned to you, his expression softer now but no less serious. "Weâre getting closer, Y/N. This is the break we needed."
You met his gaze, feeling a flicker of hope return. It wasnât over yetânot by a long shotâbut with this new piece of evidence, you were finally beginning to see a way through the darkness.
-Ă-Ă-Ă-
2 weeks later
The courtroom was quieter this time, but the tension was even more palpable than before. You sat beside San at the defense table, your fingers gripping the edge of the chair. Across the aisle, the prosecutor shuffled through his papers, confident as ever. The employeeâthe one who had handed you the bags. Jang Yohanâwas sitting at the witness stand, his eyes darting nervously around the room.
San was focused, calm, but you could feel the intensity radiating from him as he prepared to question the witness. Hongjoong sat a few rows behind you, his presence reassuring as always, while Yeosang was absent, working on other elements of the case. This was a critical moment, and everyone knew it.
The judge entered, and the room stood in unison. After the usual formalities, the hearing began. The prosecutor wasted no time presenting the case, confidently restating that the evidence was clear: you had been found in possession of illegal narcotics, your fingerprints were on the bags, and the prosecution would show that you were guilty of the charges.
Then it was time for San to present your defense. He stood slowly, his movements deliberate as he approached the judge.
"Your Honor," San began, his voice steady and commanding, "new evidence has come to light since our last hearing, which I believe will cast significant doubt on the charges against my client. We have footage that shows my client receiving the bags containing the drugs, but thereâs more to it than that."
You couldn't help but find San extremely attractive. The way he carries himself, the way he speaks... focus, Y/N.
The judgeâs eyes sharpened with interest. "Proceed, Mr. Choi."
San gestured toward the screen where the footage would be displayed. As the security video played, the room grew silent. You could see yourself sitting at your desk, accepting the bag from the employee. Everyone watched intently as the employee, conspicuously wearing sterile gloves, handed the bags over with care.
After the footage ended, San spoke again. "As you can see, the employee, Mr. Jang here, who delivered the bag at that time was wearing gloves. We found this suspicious, and upon further investigation, we discovered that the bag in questionâboth the one delivered in my clientâs office and the one found in her carâhas a unique identifying mark."
San held up a printed image of the bag, with the purple ink mark circled clearly in the photograph. "This very evident purple mark is present on both the bag from the footage and the one seized by the police. My clientâs fingerprints were found on the bag because she handled it while inspecting wood samples," San explained. "We believe that Mr. Jang, under instruction, delivered the bag intentionally so that Ms. L/N's fingerprints would easily be all over it. We also have the footage of Mr. Jang coming back to Ms. L/N's office to get the bags hours later, wearing sterile gloves yet again. Additionally, a large chunk of footage was deleted from multiple viewpoints around the office building the same day Ms. L/N received the wood samples. The footage from Ms. L/N's office can only be accessed by Ms. L/N herself and her secretary."
The judge leaned forward, her eyes on the witness stand where the employee sat, clearly uncomfortable. "So youâre suggesting this employee, Mr. Jang, was complicit in planting the drugs, Mr. Choi?"
San nodded. "Yes, Your Honor. And we intend to prove it."
The judge turned her attention to the prosecutor, who frowned but nodded for the employee to be questioned.
San approached the witness stand, his gaze locking onto Mr. Jang, who was already shifting nervously in his seat. He started with a calm but pointed question. "Can you explain why you were wearing gloves when delivering the bag?"
Mr. Jang hesitated, his eyes flicking toward the prosecutor for support before returning to San. "IâI donât really remember," he stammered. "It was a normal delivery."
San didnât let up. "Is it normal for you to wear hospital-grade sterile gloves when handling wood samples that are already placed in a bag?"
Mr. Jangâs face flushed. "Not usually, no."
"Yet, on this particular occasion, you chose to wear gloves?" San pressed.
Jang Yohan fidgeted, clearly uncomfortable with the scrutiny. "I guess Iâuh, I wasnât thinking."
Sanâs expression remained cool as he continued. "Or were you instructed to wear them? Were you told to ensure your fingerprints werenât left on the bag?"
His eyes widened, and you could see the panic starting to set in. "No, I wasnât instructedâ"
"Then how do you explain the purple mark on the bag?" San cut him off smoothly, pulling out another image of the bag found in your car, the mark clearly visible in both photos. "This is the same bag you delivered to my client, isnât it?"
His lips pressed into a thin line. He glanced at the prosecutor again, but this time the prosecutor remained silent. His hesitation only deepened the growing suspicion in the room. "I donât know," he muttered, avoiding eye contact.
San stepped closer, his tone still measured but carrying a steely edge. "You donât know? Or you donât want to say? Who instructed you to plant those drugs in Ms. L/Nâs possession?"
The room was dead silent as everyone waited for his answer. The employeeâs hands fidgeted in his lap, beads of sweat forming on his brow. After a long pause, he finally spoke, his voice barely a whisper. "No one⌠no one told me to plant anything." You inwardly sigh in utter frustration.
San took a step back, giving the employee a moment to breathe, but his eyes never left the manâs face. "You realize perjury is a serious crime, donât you?"
He swallowed hard, his Adamâs apple bobbing as he did. "Yes⌠yes, I know."
San nodded once, satisfied for now. He turned back to the judge. "Your Honor, this manâs refusal to provide a clear explanation, combined with the evidence of the identical bags and the suspicious nature of his actions, strongly suggests that someone instructed him to plant the drugs in Ms. L/Nâs possession. We will continue to investigate this matter, but we believe this evidence raises significant doubt about my clientâs involvement."
The judge glanced from San to the employee, her expression unreadable. "Mr. Choi, I agree that the evidence raises questions. We will continue to allow further investigation into this matter, but for now, we will adjourn until the next scheduled hearing. The court is dismissed."
You felt a small wave of relief wash over you as you heard the sound of the gavel. The case wasnât over, not by a long shot, but you could see that San had managed to shift the momentum in your favor. As the courtroom slowly emptied, you turned to San, gratitude and hope mixing in your chest.
"Thank you," you whispered, knowing full well that without him, the situation would have looked far bleaker.
San gave you a small, reassuring smile. "Weâre getting there, Y/N. Step by step."
-Ă-Ă-Ă-
2 days later
The cafĂŠ was quiet, the low hum of conversation and the clinking of coffee cups providing a subtle background noise. San and his bestfriend Wooyoung, a corporate lawyer, sat at a corner table, their eyes scanning the room as they waited.
Wooyoung adjusted his jacket casually, the tiny recording device hidden within the fabric. He leaned back in his chair, his expression calm and collected, while San checked the time on his phone.
A few minutes later, the cafĂŠ door swung open, and the employee, Mr. Jang Yohanânervous, disheveled, and clearly rattled from the last court hearingâstepped inside. His eyes darted around anxiously before they landed on San and Wooyoung. With a deep breath, he approached the table, his steps hesitant.
"Mr. Choi," he greeted San with a shaky voice, "you wanted to speak with me?"
San nodded, gesturing to the chair across from him. "Yes, have a seat."
Jang Yohan glanced around once more before sitting down, his hands fidgeting on the table. Wooyoung remained silent, observing the man carefully, his expression unreadable.
San wasted no time. He leaned forward slightly, his voice calm but firm. "We know youâre involved in framing Y/N, but what we need now is the full story. Who ordered you to plant the drugs in her car?"
The employee swallowed hard, clearly nervous. His gaze shifted to Wooyoung, who gave him a polite but unreadable smile. The pressure was mounting, and it was clear that the employee was caught between fear and guilt.
"IâI've told you, no one ordered me to do anything," he stammered, his voice trembling.
Wooyoung, sensing the employeeâs hesitation, leaned forward, his tone friendly but sharp. "Look, weâre not here to ruin your life. But if you donât come clean, this is going to end badly for you. You donât want to be the fall guy in this mess, do you?"
Jang Yohan blinked, his hands shaking slightly as he looked down at the table. His shoulders slumped under the weight of the situation.
"I⌠I was just following orders," he whispered finally, his voice barely audible.
San exchanged a quick glance with Wooyoung, sensing that they were finally breaking through.
"Whose orders?" San asked, his tone measured, giving the man space to speak without pressure.
He hesitated, his fingers tapping nervously on the table. He glanced around again, clearly afraid of being overheard. Wooyoung remained calm, his hand resting casually on the table, the recording device capturing every word.
"It was⌠Ms. L/N's mother-in-law," the employee said, his voice shaking. "She⌠she approached me. She told me to place the drugs in Y/Nâs car. She said it was the only way to stop the divorce and protect their family. She said she would have my kids expelled from their schools if I didn't listen. She also paid me off, and IâI didnât know what else to do... I worked very hard to put my two children in a decent school, and one of them in guitar lessons."
The air around the table seemed to freeze as the words hung there. Sanâs expression didnât change, but inside, a surge of anger and determination flared. This was the confirmation they needed.
"Jaeyoonâs mother, Mrs. Baek," San repeated, his voice carefully controlled. "She orchestrated all of this?"
Jang Yohan nodded quickly, looking down at his lap as if ashamed of his role. "Yes. She said her son told her there were no security camera's in Ms. L/N's office so there was no way I would get caught. They told me to delete the other footage of me moving about the building. I never wanted to do this."
Wooyoung leaned back slightly, giving the employee a sympathetic look. "And now, here you are, being dragged into a legal mess that could ruin your life."
He nodded, his face pale. "I didnât know it would go this far. I just⌠I just did what she asked. I was scared of my kids' lives getting ruined."
San leaned back as well, keeping his expression neutral. "Well, youâve just confessed to a crime. But hereâs the thingâweâre willing to help you. If you cooperate with us, we can protect you and get you out of this. Your kids will not be affected in any way. But youâll need to testify in court. Youâll need to tell the truth."
Jang Yohan looked up, his eyes wide with fear but also relief. "Youâll⌠youâll help me?"
Wooyoung nodded, offering a small smile. "Weâll make sure youâre protected. But you have to stick to the truth, no matter what happens."
He nodded quickly, looking like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. "Iâll do it. Iâll tell the truth. I donât want any more trouble. I just want a good life for my kids."
San and Wooyoung stood up, the deal made. As they left the cafĂŠ, Wooyoung adjusted his jacket again, the recording safely stored. The confession was all there, captured and ready to be used in court.
As they walked toward the car, San turned to Wooyoung, his expression relieved but still serious. "That was risky, but it worked."
Wooyoung grinned, patting his jacket lightly. "Sometimes a little pressure does wonders."
San nodded, his mind already moving to the next steps. This was the turning point they needed. The truth was finally coming to light, and now, with the employeeâs confession and the evidence in hand, they could start dismantling the case against you.
-Ă-Ă-Ă-
1 week later
The courtroom buzzed with anticipation as people filled the seats, journalists whispering to one another and spectators craning their necks to get a better view of the proceedings.
You sat beside San, your pulse racing as you watched the judge take her seat. This was itâthe moment where everything could finally come to light. San had been relentless, and now the confession that could clear your name was about to be delivered.
The employee who had played such a pivotal role in your framing sat nervously at the witness stand, fidgeting as the prosecutor paced in front of him. Across the room, you could see the prosecutorâs frustrationâthis wasnât going to go the way they had hoped. San, calm and composed as ever, sat back in his chair, waiting for his moment.
After the preliminary questions from the prosecution, it was Sanâs turn. He stood up, buttoning his jacket before walking toward the witness stand, his presence commanding the room. Jang Yohan avoided eye contact, clearly uneasy but ready to confess what he had done.
San didnât waste any time. He stopped directly in front of the witness stand and addressed the employee with a calm, measured voice. "Youâve already testified that you were the one who delivered the bag to Ms. L/N. Now, I want you to tell this court exactly what you told me. Who ordered you to place the drugs in her car?"
The courtroom fell silent, every eye on the employee. He glanced nervously toward the prosecutor before finally speaking.
"It was Mrs. Baek, Ms. L/N's mother-in-law," the employee admitted, his voice trembling. "She told me to do it. She⌠she said it was to stop the divorce, that if I didnât help, her family would be ruined. She threatened to have my kids expelled from their school, and she paid me a lot of money, too."
Gasps rippled through the courtroom, and the judge raised a brow in interest. San continued, his expression neutral but firm.
"So, Ms. L/N's soon-to-be ex-husband's mother orchestrated the entire plan to frame Ms. L/N for drug possession and distribution?" San asked, his voice steady.
The employee nodded, his face pale. "Yes. She paid me to plant the drugs in Ms. L/N's car. I didnât want to, but she⌠she said I had no choice. She promised I wouldnât get in trouble if I helped her."
San turned to the judge, his tone shifting to one of firm conviction. "Your Honor, this confession clearly establishes that my client has been framed by her ex-in-law's family. This entire case against Ms. L/N has been a deliberate attempt to discredit her and force her into submission."
The judgeâs gaze moved from San to the prosecutor, who looked visibly shaken by the turn of events. The entire courtroom felt the weight of what had just been revealed.
"I request," San continued, his voice growing stronger, "that the court issue a subpoena for the financial records of Mr. Baek Jaeyoonâs family. If this court examines their transactions, I am confident we will find evidence of payments made to individualsâperhaps even this very employeeâproving that this was a calculated scheme to frame my client."
The judge looked thoughtful, leaning back in her chair. She glanced at the prosecutor, who was still recovering from the bombshell of the confession.
The prosecutor rose, clearly scrambling for control. "Your Honor, while the testimony is damning, we must be cautious about making broad accusations without hard evidence. There is no direct proof connecting the Baek family finances to any payments made in relation to this case."
San didnât miss a beat. "That is precisely why Iâm requesting access to their financial records. We have the employeeâs confession, and now we need to follow the money trail. If Baek Jaeyoonâs mother orchestrated this, the payments will be there. This court needs to see the full picture before passing any judgment on my client."
The judge tapped her fingers lightly on the bench, her eyes shifting between the prosecutor and San. After a long moment, she spoke.
"Mr. Choiâs argument is compelling. Given the testimony weâve just heard, I am inclined to allow the request for a financial investigation into the Baek family. The court will issue a subpoena for the necessary records, and a thorough examination will be conducted."
You exhaled a breath you hadnât realized youâd been holding. The tension in the room eased slightly, but the stakes remained high. The judge nodded toward San, signaling that he had the floor.
"I also request, Your Honor," San added, "that the charges against Ms. L/N be dropped while pending the results of this investigation. With this new testimony, there is significant doubt about her involvement, and keeping her under suspicion serves no purpose."
The judge paused again, thinking it over, then turned back to the prosecutor. "Does the prosecution wish to oppose this request?"
The prosecutor, still reeling from the confession, reluctantly shook his head. "No, Your Honor. We will await the results of the investigation."
With a sharp rap of the gavel, the judge made her decision. "The court grants the request for a financial investigation into the Baek family and suspends the charges against Ms. L/N pending the outcome. This hearing is adjourned."
The courtroom buzzed with murmurs of excitement and shock as the judge exited. You let out a long breath, feeling lighter for the first time in what felt like forever. San turned to you, his expression softening as he met your eyes.
"Weâre not done yet," he said quietly, "but weâre closer than weâve ever been."
You nodded, relief and gratitude flooding through you. The truth was finally starting to emerge, and now, with the financial investigation underway, it was only a matter of time before the entire web of lies unraveled.
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1 week later
The atmosphere in the courtroom was electric with anticipation. Journalists lined the back rows, cameras flashing as they caught glimpses of the key figures entering.
Jaeyoon and his family sat on one side of the room, their expressions tense and cold. Across from them, you sat with San, your heart pounding as the final pieces of the puzzle came together. This was the moment you had been waiting forâthe culmination of everything youâd fought so hard for.
Your family, finally here to support you, sat behind you, their presence a welcome comfort in this fraught situation. They had never believed you before and hadn't supported you at all, but you couldnât help but not care today. You felt good today.
The judge took her seat at the bench, her sharp eyes scanning the room as she called the court to order. The tension was palpable as the final hearing began. This time, Jaeyoon and his family were the ones on trial, and you could feel the shift in the roomâthe power dynamic was no longer against you.
San stood up, his movements calm and measured as he approached the bench. He held a folder in his hand, the evidence that would finally expose Jaeyoon and his family for their crimes.
"Your Honor," San began, his voice steady and commanding, "the financial records that were subpoenaed have revealed a deeply concerning pattern of illegal transactions made by Mr. Baek Jaeyoon and his family. Over the past several months, large sums of money have been wired from Mr. Baek Jaeyoonâs personal account to an influential politician, Yoon Daechul. These funds were used to facilitate the procurement of illegal narcotics, which were then planted in Ms. L/Nâs possession as part of a scheme orchestrated by Mr. Baekâs mother."
A murmur rippled through the courtroom as San presented the financial records, each one showing the repeated wire transfers. The judgeâs expression remained neutral, but there was a spark of interest in her eyes as she leaned forward to examine the documents.
San continued, his voice unwavering. "The money trail is clearâeach payment corresponds with a significant political favor or action, all of which led to the acquisition and placement of the drugs. This politician acted as a middleman, using his connections to secure the narcotics that were used to frame my client. The Baek family attempted to cover their tracks, but the records donât lie."
The judge turned her attention to the prosecutor, who looked visibly rattled by the developments. "Does the prosecution have anything to say regarding these findings?"
The prosecutor stood, his expression stiff as he shook his head. "No, Your Honor. The evidence speaks for itself."
The judge nodded, then turned her gaze to Jaeyoon and his family. "Mr. Baek, your financial records clearly show that you and your family engaged in illegal transactions with a known politician in exchange for narcotics. This court will not tolerate such blatant disregard for the law, nor will it allow innocent individuals to be wrongfully accused as a result of your actions."
Jaeyoonâs mother shifted uncomfortably in her seat, her once imperious demeanor now replaced by visible anxiety. Jaeyoon himself remained stoic, but there was no mistaking the tension in his clenched jaw and stiff shoulders.
San took a breath before continuing. "Your Honor, I also want to address the broader context of this case. Ms. L/N and Mr. Baek Jaeyoon were once married, but their relationship took a dark turn. Ms. L/N sought a divorce after enduring emotional and physical harm at the hands of Mr. Baek. The situation escalated to such a degree that Ms. L/N was forced to file for a restraining order to protect herself."
He held up the restraining order for the court to see, his voice steady but filled with emotion. "This was not a simple marital dispute. Mr. Baek inflicted harm on Ms. L/N, both physically and emotionally. She had no choice but to separate from him and take legal measures to ensure her own safety."
Sanâs eyes flicked toward you for a moment, offering a reassuring glance before he turned back to the judge. "This conspiracy is an extension of Mr. Baekâs attempts to control and manipulate Ms. L/N. His actions have gone beyond personal harm and escalated into a criminal scheme designed to ruin her reputation and destroy her life."
Jaeyoonâs face reddened with anger. He shot up from his seat, glaring at San. "Thatâs a lie!" he shouted, his voice shaking with fury. "I never laid a hand on herâsheâs exaggerating everything to make herself look like the victim!"
The judge raised an eyebrow, her gaze hardening. "Mr. Baek, you will refrain from speaking unless addressed directly by the court."
Jaeyoonâs mother, unable to remain silent any longer, stood as well, her voice sharp and indignant. "Your Honor, this is nothing more than a slanderous attack on my family! That womanâ" she pointed accusingly at youâ"has been trying to ruin my son from the beginning! She never belonged in our family, and she couldnât handle the pressure of being part of something bigger than herself. This restraining order is just her way of making herself look innocent!"
The judgeâs gaze was ice-cold as she replied. "Mrs. Baek, the restraining order was granted based on documented evidence of harm and harassment. This court will not dismiss it as a fabrication."
Jaeyoon, sensing the growing tension between himself and his mother, suddenly snapped. "You know what? Fine! Yes, the money was wired. Yes, the drugs were planted, but it wasnât my idea!" He turned to his mother, his expression hardening. "This whole thing started because of her. She couldnât stand the idea of losing control, and she dragged me into this mess."
His mother gasped audibly. "Jaeyoon! How dare youâ"
"Itâs the truth, Mother!" Jaeyoon snapped, his voice filled with anger and bitterness. "You said we had to get rid of Y/N no matter what if she went through with the divorce, that she was a threat to our reputation. You were the one who wanted to frame her! I went along with it, yes, but you were the mastermind!"
The courtroom buzzed with whispers and murmurs as Jaeyoon threw his mother under the bus. His mother, for the first time, looked truly rattled, her confident demeanor cracking. She opened her mouth to respond but couldnât find the words.
The judge raised her hand, silencing the courtroom. "Regardless of who initiated the scheme, it is clear that both of you participated in an illegal conspiracy to harm Ms. L/N. The court is not interested in your blame-shifting; we are here to ensure justice is served. You will both be held accountable."
The judge turned back to you. "Ms. L/N, given the overwhelming evidence presented in this case, I hereby dismiss all charges against you. The court recognizes that you were the victim of an elaborate and malicious scheme. You are free to go."
Relief washed over you, your heart soaring as the weight of the past few months lifted from your shoulders. Sanâs hand brushed against yours beneath the table, a quiet gesture of support and reassurance. Behind you, your family let out sighs of relief, your mother placing a comforting hand on your shoulder.
But the judge wasnât finished. Her gaze returned to Jaeyoon and his mother, her voice now firm. "Baek Jaeyoon, your mother, and any individuals involved in this conspiracy will now face charges of fraud, bribery, and conspiracy to commit a crime. This court will see to it that justice is served. You are hereby ordered to remain in custody pending further investigation."
The gavel struck the bench, and the courtroom erupted into a flurry of activity. Reporters scrambled to document the fallout as Jaeyoon and his family were escorted from the courtroom in disgrace, their faces pale and drawn.
You stood slowly, still processing the magnitude of what had just happened. San was beside you in an instant, his hand resting gently on your back. "Itâs over," he said quietly, his voice filled with quiet triumph. "Youâre free."
You turned to face him, tears welling in your eyes, but this time, they were tears of relief and gratitude. "Thank you," you whispered, your voice breaking slightly. "I couldnât have done this without you."
San smiled softly, his eyes warm. "You didnât have to. We were always in this together."
As you left the courtroom, surrounded by your family and the people who had fought beside you, you felt a sense of peace you hadnât known in a long time.
Justice had been served, and for the first time in months, you could breathe freely, knowing that the truth had finally prevailed.
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The morning sun cast a warm glow over the city as you drove toward Saturn & Co., your heart lighter than it had been in months. The events of the trial were still fresh in your mindâthe relief of being exonerated, the weight of the accusations finally lifting off your shoulders.
Today, you were returning to the company you had built, ready to step back into your role as CEO with renewed purpose after weeks of suffering.
As your car approached the building, you noticed something different. A large crowd of employees stood gathered outside the front entrance, their faces lit with excitement. You slowed the car, your curiosity piqued, and as you pulled into your parking spot, the realization hit youâthey were all waiting for you.
The moment you stepped out of the car, the sound of cheering erupted from the crowd. It caught you off guard, the sheer volume of their support overwhelming. Your heart swelled with emotion as you took in the scene in front of you.
"Welcome back, Ms. L/N!" someone shouted from the crowd, and soon, the voices of your employees echoed the sentiment, their cheers blending together in a wave of affection and celebration.
Your eyes landed on a large banner strung up across the front of the building. In bold, colorful letters, it read:
"Welcome Back to Our Beloved CEO! Weâre So Proud of You!"
Tears pricked at your eyes as you stood there, momentarily stunned by the outpouring of love. These were the people who had stood by you throughout everythingâwho had never lost faith in you even when the world seemed determined to tear you down. They had believed in your innocence, and now, they were here to celebrate your return.
A soft hand rested on your shoulder, and you turned to see Yena standing beside you, her face glowing with pride. "We wanted to do something special for you," she said, her voice filled with warmth. "Youâve been through so much, and weâre just so happy to have you back where you belong."
You smiled at her, your heart full of gratitude. "Thank you, Yena," you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. "This means more than I can put into words."
You took a deep breath and began walking toward the entrance, the crowd parting to let you through. Your employees clapped and cheered as you made your way up the steps, and for the first time in a long while, you felt a sense of peace and belonging.
As you reached the front door, you paused for a moment, turning back to the crowd. "Thank you," you said, your voice carrying over the noise. "Iâm so grateful for all of you. Saturn & Co. isnât just a companyâitâs a family. And Iâm proud to be your CEO."
The applause grew louder, and you smiled, feeling the warmth of their support wrap around you like a protective shield. With renewed energy, you stepped into the building, ready to lead once more.
Inside, the familiar sights and sounds of the office greeted youâpeople bustling about, the hum of conversation, the scent of freshly brewed coffee. It felt like home, and after everything you had been through, you realized just how much this placeâand these peopleâmeant to you.
As you walked toward your office, you passed by employees who smiled at you, offering words of encouragement and congratulations. By the time you reached your desk, you felt lighter, more hopeful than you had in months.
Sitting down, you looked out over the city through the large windows, a smile playing on your lips. The battle had been long and hard, but you had emerged on the other side stronger than ever.
A knock was heard at your door before Yena stepped in, a bright smile on her face that caused one to form on yours too. "Ms. L/N... the surprises aren't done yet!"
You raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "Really?"
"Mhmm, you have a dinner reservation with Attorney Choi San at the Signiel Hotel tonight," she says with a smirk, well aware of the feelings you had for San. "I also booked a suite for the two of you at the hotel."
You blushed, a small chuckle escaping your lips. "Yena... you're too much."
"I know!" she beamed. "I know you get off only at six thirty today, so I already packed a little bag for you. I also chose your outfit for tonight as well and I'll do your hair and makeup too!"
-Ă-Ă-Ă-
When you arrived at the restaurant in the hotel, your heart raced when you noticed San seated at a booth in the corner, looking at the Seoul skyline, the sun setting in the distance. He was wearing beige pants and a navy blue shirt with a couple of buttons undone. You were also wearing navy blue, and knowing Yena, you knew she purposely got you this dress to match with San.
As you moved closer to San, the sound of your heels caught his attention, and he turned to look at you.
He stands up, taking your hand in his. He brought your hand up to his lips, placing a delicate kiss at the back of it. "Y/N..." he greets, "you look gorgeous tonight."
You blush. "Thank you, so do you, Sannie."
San giggles. "Shall we?"
You take a seat across San, and he pours a glass of wine for you. "How was work? Yena told me your employees surprised you today." You nod your head, taking a sip of the sweet wine while you made conversation about the events of your day. San listened to you so attentively, his eyes full of adoration.
The waitress brought the food and you noticed it had some of your favorite dishes; ones that you told San you loved weeks ago. You felt really touched that he remembered your likes and dislikes.
The two of you ate in comfortable silence, occasionally talking about the food or an old memory while you both watched the sun set and the light from the buildings around became more bright.
After dinner, the two of you went to your suite at the hotel, putting on a romcom movie and sipping on some more wine. Throughout the movie, you were cuddled up to San's side, your arms wrapped around his muscular arm. You felt very at peace. You felt so safe with San.
Once the movie ended, you stretched your arms, getting up on your feet. You walk towards the floor-to-ceiling windows, placing a hand on the glass while you looked at the beautiful night view of Seoul.
San made his way towards you, pausing right behind you. "It's so pretty," you say in awe, turning around to look at him. The strap of your dress was nearly falling off your shoulder, catching San's attention.
San thought you were glowing. You looked so beautiful.
He took two slow steps towards you, towering over your smaller form. His eyes roamed all over your face. It seemed like he wanted to say something but was hesitant to.
"What's wrong, Sannie?" you ask, hand reaching up to cup his face. He placed a hand over yours while leaning into your touch. He was looking intensely in your eyes like as if he was looking for some signs.
"Can I kiss you?" San asks in the softest tone he could muster.
You smiled, feeling your cheeks heat up. "I'd like that."
San brought his free hand up to cup your cheek, his thumb brushing along your skin. "You're so beautiful," he whispers, making you lean into his touch.
He leans down closer to you, brushing his lips against yours before gently kissing you. It felt just like how he kissed you at his place â soft, warm, and pure.
Your arms moved to wrap around his neck, pulling him even closer to you. You caught his bottom lip in between your teeth, giving it a light bite. San let out a faint moan at your actions, pressing his body against yours.
When San pulled away to breathe, you took the opportunity to kiss his neck, gently sucking and licking at his skin, making sure to leave a mark on him Your other hand traced the expanse of his shoulder before moving down his chest until you reached the button of his shirt that wasn't undone. You place your hand flat on his chest, and you could feel his heart beating fast.
You pulled away to look at him. "Can I?" you ask, eyes moving between his and the buttons of his shirt.
"Yes, please," he responds, and you slowly move your fingers to unbutton his shirt, his muscular chest and abs coming into view.
San swiftly swept you off your feet, carrying you bridal-style to the loveseat in the very corner of the living room. As soon as he sat down with you in his arms, you moved to straddle his lap. You gently push the navy blue shirt off his body, exposing his bare upper body to you.
Oh. My. Goodness. Holy. Fuck.
Now, this was a view you could never get enough of: San, half naked, looking up at you with hooded eyes, with the Seoul skyline in the background.
San smirked, extending his muscular arms along the top of the backrest of the loveseat. "Impressed?" He asks, titling his head slightly, a smug look on his face while he watched your eyes take in the sight of his body that he worked very hard on despite his hectic attorney schedule.
You leaned in to place a lingering kiss on his lips before you let yourself sit down completely on his lap, feeling his hard dick beneath you, the only barrier being the material of your panties and his pants.
You mimicked his smirk, straightening your body, reaching for the hem of your dress, taking it off right in front of his eyes, letting it pool on the ground, leaving you in just your lacey panties.
San's jaw dropped.
He shamelessly checked you out, eyes noticing the muscles on your thighs, his mind imagining his face getting squeezed by them.
If you thought San was hard enough beneath you before, he was even harder now.
"Impressed?" You ask, repeating his words, your hands running through his soft black hair before resting on his shoulders. You leaned in to kiss him again, grinding down on his hard clothed dick.
San was about to lose his mind. "Very," he practically growls.
You noticed he hadn't touched you in any way yet. You reach for his hands, bringing them up to your chest so he could grab your tits. When he looked at you, you nodded at him, giving him consent to touch you.
San brought your lips back to his in a hungry kiss while you continued to grind on his clothed dick. His hands played with your boobs, giving them a light massage, rolling your hard nipples between his fingers. You let out a moan in his mouth, and you could feel your panties sticking to your wet folds.
You slightly pulled away, resting your forehead against his. "San..." You say his name breathlessly. Your head spinning from the intensity of the kiss. Your clit was throbbing, begging to be touched in any way. "San, please."
"Please what, baby?" San murmurs, his hands moving up and down your thighs. The pet name from his lips caused a chill to run down your spine.
"I want you right now," you say, pressing your core down harder on his clothed dick.
"Want me how?" He knew the answer, but he wanted to tease you.
You lean down to kiss his neck, dragging kisses up to his earlobe, placing a soft kiss beneath his ear. "Attorney Choi... Choi San..." you whisper in his ear in a low tone. "I want you to fuck me right now."
San's hands moved up your thigh to your heated core. He touched you over the fabric of your panties, smirking at the wet patch he could feel. "So needy for me, hmm?"
He looked you straight in the eye when his hands moved to one side of your hip, ripping that side of your panties, repeating the same thing on the other side. You gasped at his actions, and he tossed the scraps onto your dress on the floor.
"I really liked those panties," you say with a light chuckle, moving your body up to make yourself more comfortable, but San stopped you midway; your tits were right in front of his face.
"I'll get you a whole pack of them later," he murmurs in a low tone. "But could you stay like this for me, hmm?"
He took your nipple in his mouth while his finger swiped your slit to collect the wetness there. He rubbed your slick onto your clit, using it as lube to better rub your clit.
"San, fuckkk," you moaned when his finger moved faster on your clit. Without any warning, he pushed two fingers inside your wet pussy, wasting no time in pumping his fingers in and out while his thumb rubbed your clit in circular motions.
San pulled his fingers out, and you whimpered at the loss of contact. He sucked his fingers clean before picking you up and taking you to the bedroom of the suite. He dropped you onto the bottom of the bed so that your legs were dangling off the edge.
San unbuckled his belt, tossing it aside, his pants and briefs off following shortly after. You marveled at the sight of him nude in front of you, your hips bucked up involuntarily at the mere sight of him. He dropped to his knees, his hands moving your legs to rest over his shoulder. He wasted no time in licking your slit, moaning at your sweet taste. He attached his mouth to your clit, licking and sucking the nub while he slowly introduced two fingers in again.
Your thighs were squeezing his head, just like he imagined, and your loud moans prompted him to pump his fingers even faster. You were so lost in your pleasure until your orgasm came crashing, and you came all over San's fingers.
You took a minute to compose yourself before you sat up straight, wrapping your hand around his hard cock. You pumped his length, your thumb rubbing circles on his slit. San moaned you name out before taking your lips in his, his tongue brushing across your lower lip. You opened your mouth slightly to give him more access, but he pulled away and stopped your hand from jerking him off further. "You're making me feel too good, sweetheart... I might just bust right now."
"Let me ride you then," you say to him.
San nods, moving to lie down in the middle of the bed. You hovered over his cock, leaning down to kiss him. "I'm on the pill," you let him know before sinking down onto his length.
You started moving down on his dick at a slow pace, wanting to take the time to familiarize yourself with the way his cock felt in you. You sunk down even more until you bottomed out. You gave yourself some time to adjust to his size before you increased the pace, bouncing on his dick.
His hands moved to cup your ass, helping you slam harder on him. "God, Y/N, I-I swear... you're so fucking hot taking my dick like that," he growls.
The room was filled with your combined moans and the sound of skin clapping, and you watched San's eyebrows furrow while his tongue darted out to wet his laps, his upper teeth sinking into his bottom lip while he moaned.
San loved the way your tits bounced and the way you threw your head back, but he wanted to take control now. Placing his hands on your hips, he stopped you from moving and quickly flipped you onto your back.
"Let me take care of you, yeah?" He slammed his cock in and out of you in a rapid pace, his hands interlocking with yours while he fucked you. He was repeatedly hitting your spot, and you felt the coil of pleasure tighten in your stomach. You tried to move your hands to touch him, but his hands held yours down with a little force, the gesture causing your clit to throb yet again.
"San... I... It's... I'm gonna..." you struggle to say. Your body felt like it was on fire.
"Let it go, baby, cum for me," San encourages, hand reaching down to rub your sensitive clit. Few more thrusts and an intense orgasm washes over your body, causing your body to shake while you chanted out his name.
"Hold on, baby, I'm almost there," San lets you know. He quickened his pace even more before coming to a stop, his dick pulsating in you when he reached his climax.
San slowly pulled out before collapsing next to you. He reached for your sticky, sweaty body, pulling you to his chest while you both tried to calm your breathing.
He kisses your forehead. "Are you okay?"
"Mhmm," you mumble, "It was so good." San chuckles, holding you close to him. "Hey, San?"
"Hmm?"
"You know I have feelings for you, right?" you confess.
"Oh really? I didn't know that!" he teases, and you lightly smack his chest. "Of course, I think everyone knows that now. But Y/N?"
"Yeah?"
"You know I have feelings for you too, right?" he admits, and the butterflies in your stomach flutter around wildly.
"I... I wasn't too sure," you murmur honestly, "I felt like there was so much going on and... I don't know, I thought that you might like me, but I've been... too much lately, these past few months."
San strokes the back of your head. "And? If anything, these past few months where you were so vulnerable and yet so brave, so strong, has made me admire you even more. My feelings for you have only kept growing since the first time you stepped into my office. I want to be with you, Y/N. I want to show you the life you deserve."
"You do?" you ask in a soft tone, your heart racing at his confession.
"Yes, sweetheart," he chuckles lightly. "But I don't want to rush into anything. I know these past few months have been hard for you. I want you to take as much time you want or need before you decide that I'm the one you want."
You hum, thinking about his words, appreciating how considerate he's always been. "I only want you, San," you turn to look at him, "I'll always only want you. I want to take things slow," you mentally laugh, because you literally just had sex with him, "but I want to do it all with you."
San's smile widens, his dimples deepening as warmth fills his eyes. He brushes a strand of hair from your face, his touch lingering like a promise. "You have no idea how much that means to me," he whispers, voice hushed with emotion. "I never thought I'd find someone who sees me like you do."
Your heart swells, and you pull him into a sweet kiss, one where you both can't stop smiling. The way his lips move against yours feels like a silent vow, like this moment is the beginning of something moreâsomething real.
When you break apart, you giggle softly, your foreheads resting together. "Let's take a shower together and then cuddle to sleep, hmm?"
San chuckles, his breath brushing your skin. "You sure you're not trying to tempt me again?" His eyes twinkle with playful mischief.
You pretend to think about it, biting your lip. "Maybe⌠or maybe I just want to hold you close and feel safe in your arms."
Sanâs grin softens into something more intimate, his gaze steady on yours. "Then let me take care of you, the way you deserve. Always."
As you both make your way to the shower, hand in hand, the future doesnât feel so uncertain anymore. For the first time in a long while, you're no longer weighed down by the past or the fear of what might happen next. All that matters is thisâSan, you, and the love that's beginning to blossom between you.
And as the warm water cascades over you both, washing away all the worries of the day, you know deep down, you're exactly where you belong.
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ă ### : ă Modern AU ish !! Readerâs weight/size/etc. is not mentioned !! Imo Wrio is strong as fuck, so it literally doesnât matter how much you weigh because this mf will have you sit on his back while he does push ups and will come out invigorated and wanting to do like 20 more, but this is a warning just in case it breaks your immersion !!
âNo.â
âPlease?â
âNo.â
Wriothesley wraps his arms around your middle, tugging you in close so youâre pressed up against his chest. You fight back the urge to melt into his warmth and give in to his ridiculous request. The cheeky smile he wears âundoubtedly aware of the effect he has on youâ makes you grit your teeth and steel yourself out of pure spite.
âSweetheart,â he coos, honey sweet and trying to be convincing.
âWriothesley. No.â
âSweetheart, baby,â he tries again, leaning to murmur it in your earâ the unfair, cheating shit. Youâre not sure if you want to punch him or kiss his stupid face. âLove of my life. Person Iâm gonna marry. Apple of my eye. Snookumsââ
âShut your mouth.â But he does not, and youâre on the verge of strangling him.
âHoney. Pookie bear.â He grins, holding you tighter so youâre subject to listening to all the stupid ass nicknames he can call you. âMy little discord kittenââ
At the sheer cringe and secondhand embarrassment, you slap a hand over his mouth with a grimace. It works, kind of. Wriothesleyâs barrage of nicknames is silenced, but you can practically feel his smirk against your palm. Youâre painfully aware of the firm but gentle hold he still keeps on youâ painfully aware of how youâre probably fighting a losing battle when heâs this dead set on something.
âI am not going to sit on your back while you do push ups,â you say, and that smirk melts into a pouty little frown. âI already told you itâs dangerous. You could get hurt or something.â
He pulls your hand off his mouth by the wrist, expression looking less-than-pleased. âSweetheart, if you think that I canât lift you, then I must be doing something terribly, terribly wrong.â
âBut if youâre worried about me, then how about thisââ he presses your hand to his cheek, holding it there with his own so he can lean into your touch and peck a quick kiss to your palm. âYou sit on my back while I do my routine, but if you ever think that Iâm pushing myself or Iâm getting tired, then you can hop off and go back to what you were doing, okay?â
You bite the inside of your cheek, but in the end youâre weak to him when heâs this sweet to you, and all you can do is sigh a small, âfine.â If it makes him happy, then why the hell notâ
And later, with Wriothesley in that unfairly flattering black compression shirt and you sat on his back, you absolutely eat your words. You can only sit in silent shock and hardly hidden appreciation when the man goes through more than half of the reps for his first set.
âHoly shit,â you murmur, watching in astonishment how he easily pushes up with your combined weight, not a single muscle trembling in overexertion. Heâs not at all rushed, taking his time with each upwards lift so as to not jostle you. Wriothesley can hear the awe in your voice, and has the audacity to chuckle. Heâs not even breathless.
âWhat did I say, sweetheart?â He sounds smug, proudâ undoubtedly delighted to be able to show off in front of you. Like a puppy who was told he did a good job. You kind of want to kiss him. âSo, want to help me out tomorrow, too?â
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hello đ aaron hotchner drabble request!
anything with jealousy and possessiveness but in a natural normal way not a joe goldberg way haha
and also - aaron sees you wearing his hoodie/shirt drabble!
thank you and your work is amazing!
pairing: aaron hotchner x bau!fem!reader genre: established relationship, aaron is a little (a lot) upset warnings: misogynistic moron >:( reader wears a skirt, if you get the reference ily a/n: i wrote it and the more i wrote the more i realised that it... really isn't the same at all :( if you want me to redo it, please send me an ask !! thank you lovely <3 wc: 631
âYou would think that he would know by now,â Emily hums, her tone disapproving and mostly disappointed as she watches from a distance as Captain Pembroke attempts to chat you up.Â
âHeâs a captain?â Spencer asks in genuine amazement.Â
âFor NYPDâs major crime unit,â JJ confirms, her arms crossed over her chest. âHe tried to hit on Emily a couple days ago, and on Amy from the fourth floor. I wouldnât be surprised it he has some sort of sealed file on him.â
Emily scoffs a little, rolling her eyes. âSounds like a charmer.â
âThe bigger question is, does Hotch know?â Derek pipes up as he glances in your direction.
âWellâŚâ JJ lets out a nervous laugh. âI kind of hope he doesnât.â
You offer a curt smile in Pembrokeâs direction, doing everything in your power to subtly signal that you really should be leaving. Fiddling with the loose threads of your shirt, averting eye contact, taking tiny steps away in hopes that heâll somehow get the message. It isnât surprising that he doesnât.Â
âI beat my PR yesterday, you know,â he brags, flexing his muscles. You think youâre about to throw up as he continues, â129. Impressive, right, hun?â
âThe average amount of pounds an untrained man can lift is 135,â you respond dismissively in an attempt to lean into Spencerâs way of getting people to leave him alone, but Pembroke doesnât seem to hear you.Â
âYou know, sweets, I donât think you should even be in this job. Youâre far too foxy,â he says with a wink, âYouâd be better in a different job. I mean, women arenât fit for these types of roles. They get too emotional.â
You refrain from punching his face as it will only prove his point. âListen, Kenââ
âItâs Keithââ
âKyle,â you amend with a sickly smile. âI do need to get these files to Agent Rossi, so if youâll excuse meâŚâ
âAw, come on, it was only a joke,â Pembroke says with a laugh. âItâll be fineââ
âThere you are.â
You donât think youâve ever felt more relieved in your life. Aaronâs hand rests flat against your back, dangerously close to the waistband of your skirt and he stands behind you. Aaron is a good couple of inches taller than Pembroke, especially when he stands at his full height, his dark eyed narrowed and his jaw clenched.Â
âDid you need something from my agent, Captain?â He asks lowly.Â
âJust pleasant conversation,â Pembroke responds dismissively.
Aaron raises an eyebrow, his gaze shifting from your uncomfortable frown to the captainâs smug face. âWe have three missing women and you are disturbing an investigation by disrupting my agents. I suggest you get your act together before I report you to your superiors for harassment.â
He doesnât bother waiting for a response, guiding you by the small of your back towards his makeshift office in the New York Police Office. He doesnât say a word until the door is firmly closed and the blinds are drawn.Â
âAre you alright?â He asks softly, taking a step towards you and curling his fingers by your cheekbone. âI heard what he said. Do you want me to report it?â
âIâve dealt with worse.â You donât mean to sound so honest when you say it and his frown deepens.
âThatâs not okay, honey.â Aaron presses a kiss to your forehead. âIâll report it. You know how it is with cases like these; someone just has to put the first step forward.â
You smile at that, poking at his cheeks. âI thought you were going to hit him.â
âI thought you wouldâve beat me to it,â he admits through a quiet laugh, giving you a proper kiss. âWe shouldnât make this into a habit.â
âTell that to Kimberly.â
âThat isnât even close.â
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ghoapxreader in the baby trapping series IM BEGGING đ§ââď¸
i think i've exhausted the whole "tampering with contraceptives" thing to death by now so i would probably do something different with them. like a surrogate situation or something, but awful lmao
maybe down on her luck reader is in desperate need of cash, and these two men swoop in to save you from this horrible pit you've fallen into.
you need money. they need a baby.
simple, right?
except the simplicity falls apart when they blatantly tell you they want a natural inseminationâas in, a threesome.
multiple, the pretty Scot tells you. after all, it has tae take, hen.
(and this is the part where you should have run. the moment when you'd be screaming at the television at the hapless protagonist as they walk mindlessly into danger despite the warning signs hanging overhead. but like the oblivious hero, you're too blinded by pretty, gleaming white to realise that the thing you're marveling over is a maw. cracked open wide and full of jagged, deadly teeth rearing up to sink inside of you.
but the problem with making shady deals when you're desperate is that no one really bothers to read the fine print, do they? and by the time you see past their crooked charm, you're waving your child off as they skip up the stairs to school, standing like a prisoner between them as they lean down and ask if you're ready for anotherâ)
but that comes later.
what comes first is message on Craiglist.
one that you spend less time considering it than you should have. desperation, you find, clouds your judgement. blots out common sense. makes you susceptible to manipulation. and oh, how susceptible you are. despite priding yourself on your common sense and keen self-awareness, the overarching issues hanging over your head like an idling guillotine seem to erase that instructive need for self-preservation.
so, when the message itself pops up, you're already primed for making bad choices. ones out of malformed desperation. the barrage of texts from your landlord demanding rent, the ones sent to your family in moments of dire need asking for fruitless aid that will never come in time if the read receipts mean anything at all. the package from HR apologising for the inconvenience, but this was, regrettably, the only feasible option for the company at present, and too bad you didn't sign up for that union, huh? student loans. credit cards.
the measureable calamity of your life manifests itself in the shape of a black cloud hanging onto your aching shoulder, wrapping long, inkstained fingers around your jugular as it hisses the insurmountable figure needed to climb out of this pit in your ear.
sleepless, of course, hasn't helped.
and in that bog you can't swim through, their offer sounds far more appealing than it should.
let's meet up somewhere, comes the next message at half past three in the morning as you talk yourself in (and out) of this mess. talk about things more.
what else are you supposed to do?
job hunting sites mock you with their generic emails, thanking you for applying, and saying they'll reach out within a few business days for an interview if you're a good fit. ones sent off weeks ago. hundreds of them to no avail. it's almost like you're being plagued. blacklisted from the city.
even the fast food chain down the street refused your application when you sent it in, and the help wanted sign has been taped on the drive-thru window since you were sixteen.
it all pushes you closer and closer to making stupid choices, like replying with a simple (nervous, shaky, bile-tinged) sure to the message they sent. i'm downâ
(âand drowning)
but you're smart enough to know better, so you act like it, too.
ping your location to your friends. tell them where you're going. clutch your keys so tightly in your fist that your knuckles just out through thin skin. layers upon layers of safety measures glimpsed through the various articles about how to stay alive.
but all the tremulous air is siphoned from your lungs when you see them for the first time.
something magnetic thrums through your chest. copper sutures running lines from their skin to yours until touching just seems like the most natural thing in the world. and you suppose it is when the pretty Scot folds you into a tight hug, cinching you close to his chest as if he's known you his whole life instead of just several seconds.
he's a thing of beauty. chiselled from marble, almost; David made human when he runs his tanned hand through the tumble of uneven hair along his crown. eyes the same varicoloured palette of a boscage in autumn framed in the setting sun's golden halo.
there's a distinct ruggedness about his beauty, too. one that reminds of you a lion's mane. the sleek fur of a stallion. pretty in a wild way. and as his eyes list towards you again and again, like he can't quite manage his fill of staring at you, taking you in, you think about that wildness again. the hunger in his eyes so similiar to the desperation of a predator fattening up for the encroaching chill of winter. it makes you shiver, but you can't look away
(because you know what's waiting for you when you do)
and when you finally pluck up the courage to glance at the shape devouring the light with his intimidating bulk, you come to quick realisation that if Johnny is the personification of an autumn evening, then the man standing next to him is the tried and true testament that bad things happen after dark.
he's a strange figure, one who veers almost comically into the uncanny valley with his hood pulled over the plain, black ballcap hanging low over his brow. a balaclava covering every inch of his face with the exception of a small, ovaled hole for his eyes. remnants of something ashy smear into the corners, running up the crooked bend of his nose.
he doesn't look like a real manânot with those liquid, haunting eyesâbut at the same time, there's something preternaturally human about him. a stereotypical sense of masculinityâjust one warped around the edges.
with his worn jeans pulled tight over thick, bulging thighs, and the silver zipper of his hoodie resting at the base of his throat, you could easily think he was just another man in the crowd, but it's off. a glitch. a skip.
like mistaking a coat rack for a man in the dead of night.
eerie.
dangerous.
if the man beside him is playfully carnivorous, a basking lion rolling onto his belly at the zoo, separated by thick glass, then he (Simon, Johnny supplies readily when the silence lingers; Simon Riley), Simon, is what it feels like to be followed home at night.
butâ
there's something about fear and desire that are almost inseparable when broken down into a physiological response.
and when he steps up behind you, close enough that you can feel the heat of his body soaking into the drying sweat on your back, you liken the way your heart climbs up your throat to same as it would seeing a dorsal fin cutting above the waves in open water.
desire, you think, and then catching the white-hot burn of the stare, you add, in a thin whisper: fear.
when they sit you down, and begin to spin a story about how they just want a babyâno strings attachedâyou stay seated in the chair even as an itch in the back of your head starts, nails scraping at your skull.
their reluctance toward traditional methods makes sense when they explain that with their lifestyle, it's impossibleâor the Scottish man does; the other one with a marbled skin of thick, ugly scars on his hands just stares, pinning you down with the weight of his gazeâand this arrangement is the only way they'll get the baby they've been hoping for.
and even though the scratching in your head sounds suspiciously like why you and run, you eat the food they bought for you in the fancy restaurant where appetisers start at $30, and a glass of water is priced at $6. volcanic spring water, the waiter explains as he pours it from a marbled glass pitcher.
you haven't eaten a real meal that wasn't microwavable or cup noodles in weeks.
maybe that's why you find yourself thinking why not instead of no.
they're attractive men. it's not the worst situation you could have found yourself in, even if the idea of parenthoodâhowever brief it's supposed to beâhas bile clawing up the back of your throat, and the bones housing your trembling heart feeling laden, heavy like iron, and starts to cinch your chest shut each day, squeezing tighter, and tighter, andâ
they drop off the first the installment to you the moment your doctor starts to talk about boerhaave syndrome, as if they know the doubts that plague your head when they leave your apartment and the silence starts to mock you.
and that leads you here.
guilt for their situation. desperation over your own. an overarching need to please. it's all a dangerous cocktail that douses over rationality until you're nodding along, accepting their words as gospel until sleeping with themâmultiple timesâdoesn't seem like such a bad thing.
until it happens. until you have Johnny and Simon actively working to knock you up. a marathon of intense sex with the single-minded goal of putting their baby in you.
Johnny drooling all over you as he ruts between your thighs, mindlessly driving himself into a frenzy as he slurres out his desires in an incomprehensible mess of English and Gaelic and animalistic grunts. barely pulling out in time before Simon is pressing your knee down to the mattress, cooing mockingly at the mess his boy made of you. cruelly taking bets as he slides into your sore, aching cunt about who will take first. his or Johnny's? and who do you want, birdie? who's baby do you want first?
fingers always shoving inside to cap the overflow when they exhaust themselves in a liquid-limbed stupor, barely conscious as you tapped out some three, four rounds ago. unable to keep your eyes open any longer as they both came to the same conclusion that cumming inside of you at the same time was the quickest way to knock you up together. ain't he a romantic, birdie?
and it's probably for the best that you passed out before it happened, drooling on Simon's scarred shoulder as he gripped the cheeks of your ass, pulling you wide open as Johnny shuffled forward between his spread legs, eyes riveted to the spot where Simon's cock split you open. the ache you felt the next morning, coming to on a broad chest with fingers stuffed inside of youâshush, shush, just keeping you nice an' plugged, sweetheartâwas almost unbearable.
you expected them to clear out after getting what they want, but they stay. tend to you carefully like you're made of fine china.
orâJohnny does. bundles you up in his arms before setting off towards the bath, finally letting you wash the sticky, flaking grime from your skin, some awful mixture of drying cum, spit, and sweat, groaning in your ear as he pulls you to his damp, hairy chest about how sweet you are for them. how they're going to take care of you.
Simon caters to other things. packs your bags as Johnny scrubs thick fingers over your shoulders, pausing to grasp a sore, tender breast in his palm, hefting the weight up as he feverishly mutters about how hot it'll be to watch you feed their baby. an' maybe you'll let him have a little taste, tooâ
and when you finally emerge from the bath, sorer between the thighs than you were when you woke up, another mess pooling in the gusset of the panties he pulled up your legs, Simon's waiting, eyes riveted to your belly. staring at it with so much hunger, a cold sweat breaks out along the nape of your neck.
in the grand scheme of things, the threesome is the easy part. the hard part comes when they turn the arrangement into a prison, locking the shackles around your wrists when the pregnancy test comes back positive a few weeks later.
they're only doing what's best for their baby, they say, when they move you out of your apartment and into theirs. the cut lease was the only way to do it, Johnny says, shrugging. why make you pay for something you aren't using anymore?
and maybe if your head was thickened with a fog, you'd have questioned the phrasing, but as it stands, pregnancy, even as early as this one, adles you. leaves you a syrupy mess of emotions that they take turns exploiting. aren't you so lonely all by yourself, hen? don' ye want a family?
aren't they good enough for you?
it's less subliminal messaging and more overt coersion. what are you going to do after this? where will you go with your lease cut? and when the funds run dry? what then?
gonna find another couple to knock you up? Simon hisses, mangled hands mauling your belly, pinching and squeezing the flesh as if he could feel the fragile box their happiness is housed inside. should jus' stay with us if that's the case, birdie.
but it's all so sweet, in its own wayâ
(âsweet like a parasite nesting inside of it's host.
but at least you'll never be lonely.)
they stand by the fact that they're looking out for you. that they care. that they can't do much else but idle and watch your body evolve into something new (an' magnificent, Johnny breathes, kissing this unfamiliar shape you call home) and it grates at them because they're not used to feeling so useless, so can't you just let them do this for you? take care of you in all the ways they see fit? like cutting your lease and giving you a better place to stay. handing in your resignation from that shitty nine to five that wore you down to the bone. culling out the annoyances in your lifeâthe friends and familyâwho kick up needless fits over your wellbeing, and just stress you out more than you need to be.
they're not good enough for you, is what Simon says when you ask why he blocked them from your phone, Johnny hovering by the doorway with his arms folded over his chest. barring the exits, you'll realise later. but what comes first is fear, is anger, isâ
happiness. maybe. or some broken, fragile facsimile of it. a subpar humuliculus masquerading around as if it was realised flesh and bone.
"oh," you say, and think you should be touched by his care, his concern, and so you are. shape this emotion from the sludge that pools at the bottom of your chest, running fingers through the muck to find pieces of gold. and then: "thank you, Simon."
it's sweet. or it could have been if it didn't spiral out of your control when they systematically dismantle your entire life until all you're left with is loose sediment slipping through your fingers. the foundation itself soften clay they shape into the image they've been after with the whole time: you.
(or more specifically, a momma for their baby.)
and when they ask you, at the end of this thin, fraying tether, if you want to be with themâan equal, a motherâand be a mother again for them, there's nothing else you could say except yes.
nothing because they made it so.
#a more literal spin to âbaby trappingâ lmao#ghoap x reader#double p with brief hints of somno manipulation social isolation its implied that Ghoap ruin your life from bts too
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