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happy gojoday to all who celebrate
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jujutsu gojo#satoru gojo#characters need to stop being born in december ive only got 2 hands and only 1 of them can hold a stylus#i will b so real i fully did not plan on drawing anything for his birthday but then as with most things gojo i went sigh fiineeee#and then i desecrated a designer item for jjk purposes as u do#thank u versace 2022 pre-fall letterman for your service and for having red blue And purple u rly helped a gal out#in other news forget sukuna honestly if im his barista im killing him im spitting in his coffee and then im killing him#i held back bc /i/ didnt want to draw a massive drink but u kno that tag wld b longer than the gd cup#anyway kinda different style aka i lined again after weeks of painting which youd think would lose me time but its sm faster#id forgotten i can b fast when i want to im so happy ive still got it in me 2 finish a draws in a day#looks at the week spent on megumi's upcoming bday piece........cries#anyway hbd goe joe my feelings 4 u r complicated but u r very fun to draw and for that i thank u
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trainersona
#i like how this design turned out but i feel like i wouldnt want to draw it again for the life of me#next time ill just settle for drawing myself with my pokemon team instead of brainstorming a plausible in-universe outfit#i looked at gym leader reference sheets while drawing this and i have to admit its like balancing on a very thin line#between complicated and simple.. most of the time outfits are maybe 2 or 3 pieces and then 1 or 2 accessories#but put together in a way that makes it more complete as a sum of its parts. esp with the impossible hair styles#idk if im gonna use this design again but itd be fun to draw more of this i think. maybe in different outfits#myart#my art#sona#trainersona#pokemon
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weird state of self
#almost midnight. quick post therian art#this is also about being autistic! \o/ and being in the closet! and being weird!! and.. yeah its about being a werewolf again. yeah#im not exactly a therian myself (its complicated) but ive been inspired by therian artists lately soo ^_^#and i really like to blend humans + wolves in general. idk if u could tell.#therian#therianthropy#aceart#wolf#werewolf#wolfkin#otherkin
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( OC, Eadrya, they/them, water demon )
"Oh don't look at me like that, is this the first time you've drawn blood or what? do it again! had a nice sting to it-" (Eadrya to Shargon, likely the first time Shargon's ever dared to fight them instead of fleeing immediately like his life depended on it ... bc it did)
finally gave Eadrya their deserved post character arc design (instead of doing what i should be)
since i know my handwriting isnt always readable, heres a short an overly long explanation of the context (oops)
(recap, the demon world was invaded and is believed to be destroyed, Eadrya lost a fight for the first time in their life to a celestial and survived by sheer luck and kindness of a little fishing village in the human realm, which kind of broke their pride and kickstarted their arc- (here i drew the lady in charge of the village before, though Eadryas design here is also a little out of date again ..)

-skipping alot in between that and the end of their arc bc that would jsut be too long for this post)
Eadrya helped other Lords and Shargon (with Midas and Idri) escape from a trap set by hunters but was captured themself, since it was the first time hunters managed to catch a Lord they 'researched' alot about demons using them .. by torturing them (demons are not considered sentient by people at large)
they managed to escape but were hunted down immediately, even Eadrya with their immense magic overproduction and abillity to recover was too drained (both literally of their strength -since the most effective way to hurt/immobilize a demon is draining them of their magic/blood faster than they can recover it- AND mentally) to easily avoid them and instead turned to killing, making them relapse into their old bloodthirst which lead to them spiraling into thinking that it is all they are ever good for and they will never be able to change-
Thor (with Idri) were on their way to free them after being informed of Eadryas capture ( Thor is Eadryas best and only friend ) but when they arrived it had already escalated so far that they went after killing Thor as well, now firmly believing Thor was never their friend but was simply trying to tame them out of fear of their power (not completely wrong ..). despite Thor with his two hearts being able to give Eadrya a second chance they decide to go for killing him twice, unintentionally missing the second time but doing enough damage for Thor to .. essentially fall into a near death condition; thinking they actually killed him everything starts to fall apart further as they realize over time they have changed after all but it is too late now-
Eadrya then flees into a snowy mountain range far away and lives there in complete isolation for several months (as a sort of .. self punishment and convinced of that being the best choice for everyone, they are a danger, they have no one left anyway etc trying to cope with it all) and thus grows out their fur (yes they always had fur, just short and slick like a seals fur) which they keep even after reuniting with Thor and everyone else later down the line
(the golden rope they wear in the picture was made by Thor during the time he was recovering and searching for them with the solar pirates (long story..), its not a good quality but he tried his best ... the two beads on it symbolize Thors two hearts (thunder and fire, blue and red)- Eadrya treasures it dearly)
so funnily enough, despite looking much wilder now they are actually much better in their self control and general health :P
#ganondoodles#art#original art#OCs#original character#character design#monsters#hello here i am again wanting to do a little doodle and then writing a badly summarized version of one of the best arcs in this story#for two hours straight bc summaries are not my strength lmao#either way ...... it made me draw so uwu#i love this guy (gender neutral) so much#did i ever mention that Thor has a bit of a one sided crush on Eadrya? .. well now i have#its complicated though bc Eadrya is my most aro/ace character in existence fjdkfvnhkdjfhvdjk#and i say MOST bc in a way all my characters are some flavor of aro or ace - who would have thought#(that doesnt mean you arent allowed to find them hot btw ... neither me being aro/ace nor my ocs being that means it)#(im always worried about people thinking that they cant say what they think trying to be considerate -appreaciated- but not necessary)#anyway sorry to come out of nowhere with this fnjkdbnfkdbgfvdj
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Ray of sunshine
(pre-launch page for their comic)
#I can not wait to make this comic#I have to stop thinking about it or else I cant focus#every time I start thinking about it I get all jittery. I wanna make it so fucking bad its unreal#hope to GOD I can do it full time omfg#I'll need like 500 people on my patreon paying to read ahead. ish. minimum. which is scary ahgkjsahgkjagh#but! I'll be able to put that on patreon! I cant do that right now. so thats cool!!!#just a lot of people AJGLKJGLKJASLKGGA#like it has to do well or I'm gonna have to get a different job#cause. I am NOT working for webtoon again#I cant do it they are killing me#and I'm not getting paid enough for it#I pitched this comic btw and they said they liked it but they wanted me to simplify the plot.#cause it was 'too complicated'#its literally just like. a murder mystery + a romance + a fetch quest#like its extremely not that complicated lmfao#they thought that people wouldnt be able to follow cause theres too much going on.#and I am not interested in simplifying my stories to this extent. I respect my readers and I trust they can follow plots#just. omfg I'm doing it again!!!#I cant start talking about webtoon without going off again!!!#they PISH ME OFF ! HAHAHAHAH#okay. anyways. I have to get back to work now this took me longer than I expected#like 4 hours#I'm enjoying this new illustration style I've been doing though. its fun.#its like 1 layer and then a ton of effects HAHAHAH#we were legion#zagan and luciel#zagan#luciel#how did I make zagan so hot... I'm a genius...#if he isnt hot then no one would put up with his behavior at the start of the ccomic HAHAHAHA
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Only seen snippets of book seven's ending so far, and you know them breaking one of Mal's horns was not on my bingo card. Not the twst writer's literally breaking his crown, its so godamn good. Like sad too, dude was literally kicked lower than ever before, but I live for some good angst.
#that being said malleus needs to wear less complicated clothing istg#im so happy we see his prince attire#and yay cute you look just like your mom#but i NEVER want to attempt that pauldron ever again#god that was aweful#and ITS STILL SCUFFED#well time to try and get all the twst spoiler tags#if I miss any lmk its been a hot sec#twst chapter 7#twst book 7#twst book 7 spoilers#twst chapter 7 spoilers#twst spoilers#twisted wonderland spoilers#twst jp#malleus draconia#malleus#twisted wonderland#twst
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the theerapanyakul kids: how close are you with each other?
loan’s kinnporsche 2nd anniversary: favourite familial relationship: the theerapanyakul kids (insp: ½+½)
#kpanniversary2024#vegas theerapanyakul#macau theerapanyakul#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#tankhun theerapanyakul#kim theerapanyakul#kinn theerapanyakul#kp2anniversary#kpts#kp#loan.blr#loan.gif#loan.kp#yes this is also minor family focused (with a dash of kinnvegas fascination). that is thanks to who i am as a person.#in all honesty kinnvegas and vegasmacau are my fav platonic relationships of the shows. both so scrunchy!#imagine if you will that its macau recounting all the relationships. cause obviously vegas has a much more complicated relationship to him#that macau would perceive. but then again macau prolly sees some of the shit vegas has to shoulder for him.#but to macau vegas will always be his bestest friend.#this post is very deep if you think about it (i say. lying.)#im kidding ofc but i do kinda like the concept. you could argue with certain assessment of mine but generally the categories felt fitting#anyways. this is late but if im correct its allowed and im doing this thing where im being patient with myself.#also this is my second proper gifset and i dont think i get coloring. i vaguely understand what should happen but like.#i dont think i see what i should. i dont get colors. so these are just. idk. hopefully just a tad more vibrant and not too off color.#so. is this good? not really. but im practicing gif making! and i only get confused by ps like once an hour.
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something incredibly self indulgent
#i dont know????????????#also the plot is a mess and doesn't make any sense and literally doesn't exist so don't ask me about it#i just wanted to draw human versions of caspian and gillion and then something weird happened...#jrwi riptide#jrwi fish and chips#just in case#and that's all im gonna tag for now#actually no#jrwi swordfish#>:)#they're dating#i think? i dont know. its complicated#again this thing is a giant mess i have no idea what's going on#uhhhhhhh#my art#sketch
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Sometimes I feel like celiac disease doesn't actually count as a disability since it's so easy and stress free compared to deadly allergies, but then I remember that I have to meticulously plan every trip I go to and play 4D chess with uni campus restaurant menus and for a brief moment there was genuine consideration if I should be put on growth hormones because I was so small from not getting enough nutrients
#...but then again its so easy. its no deadly nut allergy or diabetes#but then again i cant go to some countries?????#but then again i dont even have to take like medication and im not in pain constantly#but then again i was so pale and small before they found my celiac. there was no growth in my body and i shouldve been taller#but i wont DIE if i ingest gluten#but i would have a landslide's amount of other symptoms if i did ingest gluten regularly to this day#but its really just a stomach ache its nothing#but the food is more expensive and that really adds up in the long run when theres no welfare for celiac from the government#but its so accessible nowadays its like theres no issue at all#but... i have been told people feel sorry for me#but its so easy! it doesnt really count.#not fish#complicated thoughts about a lifelong autoimmune disorder is all
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mel mellohiizz............ can i beg for uu!parrot and uu!clownpierce art
i love the parallels between them, it's so fun to think about
#☆ request .#☆ my art .#unstable universe#parrotx2#clownpierce#also yes its lyrics from scylla from epic the musical#rewatched some parts of the episode recently#and i find the parallels and comparison very fun because i personally think they were both right#they are the same but they also aren't at the same time#it's a little complicated#parrot is just less unhinged and doesn't kill people#(yet /j)#i can do so much character study if someone kicks me to write again#would you guys think im insane if i start dropping character analysis posts?#idk if i will but that used to be another thing i really enjoyed doing#i used to write fanfiction too but i have not written anything in like two years i think#okay im done yapping
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IDontHaveAFavoriteStickfigure
#IDK WHY WHATS HE WEARING AGAIN IT JUST COMES TO ME IN MY HEAD MOST BASIC OUTFIT EVER#Last time i drew him an overly complicated outfit so idk why the switch up i guess after hes out of the king arc its a different vibe @_@#dor post#yessfordor#my art#avm#animation vs minecraft#king orange#ava king orange#king orange avm#alan becker#animator vs animation#mango tango#avm mango tango#mango avm#avm mango#avm king orange#SO MANY TAGS THIS BOI HAS SO MANY TAGS#stickman#fanart
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living
#utpyrt#undertale#ut au#flowey#frisk#toriel#papyrus#alphys#premaposting#redrew the flowey holding frisk like a cat one bc i didnt like the og#i rlly need to muster the motivation to like#draw multiple characters to get her#hehe together is just to get her#hahaha heheheh hahahahahahahaha heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#at first touch adverse flowey becomes touchy because#now i know why i keep having to check on the flowey age design chart bc BIG growth. he becomes HUGE within like 4 years i set it#no wonder why i keep tripping up without a reference#but yeah bro becomes community child . definitely not instantly but at this point in the au everyone now knows that flowey is also asriel#so its like. very very very complicating#on one hand the king and queens son has been found again or recognized. thats huge. im sure other monsters would celebrate too#on the other end he has done messed up extra big time. it will give everyone a sort of dissonance. some would permanently go ew#but a lot of friends to the dreemur family and frisk would kinda begin to warm up to him. some a bit easier than others. some still uneasy.#ofc frisk and papyrus are already his close friends. theyll probably be apart of the process of others accepting flowey too.#idk why i aaid and frisk as if frisk isnt a dreemur now#lolllllllll
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I have to say, as much as I love the fix-its and the spiked coffee theory, the part of me that's the queer kid living in a homophobic and sometimes manipulative household wants to watch Aziraphale make that mistake fully on his own and grow from it
#good omens#ineffible husbands#good omens spoilers#vio.txt#its the assimilation vs liberation argument again#like i love crowley because hes who i wanna grow into#but i love aziraphale because i see so much of myself in him#like. its complicated and having the coffee be spiked makes it less so#discourse#(?)#i also like the coffee theory tho because it makes for a very interesting predicament for when aziaphale realizes#but having him make that mistake is more emotionally satisfying imo
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30 years went by and I still thought about you
#madness combat#_myart#madness combat oc#oc: zero#2bdamned#vaguely embarrassed but its fine ahaha (walking in circles)#i don't really want to exaggerate and misrepresent the yearning aspect as being like. too overly romantic cus its like...#idk complicated to explain. several layers of feelings going into this and its not straightforwardly “romantic love” its#familiarity. comfort. closeness. where both parties don't expect it to be. where they think it shouldn't be. but they both realise in their#own degrees of perception that they want it but shouldn't have it. but they come back to each other anyway and these feelings brush past#again and again. on top of more complex layers of handler/operative and mortal/Strange Concept Thing and their history with the loop#and hank.
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this is my favorite scene in the game because its just italy trying to make things as confusing and frightening as possible for reasons that end up benefiting NO ONE in the end
#hetalia#hetaoni#hws italy#aph italy#hetaoni italy#ok but like.#this scene actually confused me a bit at first.#how i interpret it:#japan makes a mistake (forgets about prussia). ita is ACTING confused. he should know by now that people forget each other here#(funnily enough in loop 1 he forgot japan! haha!!!)#so is he just trying to fit in? act surprised by japan's mistake so he isnt ALSO seen as suspicious?#but then he later makes a fake mistake of his own saying that theyre not even looking for america bc he didnt show up at all (false)#'Yeah、why did you say France and America、Japan?#The ones we have to save are Prussia and France、right? Why did you say America?'#...but WHY is he doing that#and then after jp gets confused AGAIN and says HE came here with america (he did Not. not this time anyway) ita seizes that opportunity.#even directing attention to him 'Wai-- what's wrong with you Japan? Don't you remember [that we...]'#yeah japan? dont you remember? hey everyone isnt is so weird that japan doesnt remember? hm? england doesnt remember either huh?#lets all argue about it. lets all distrust each other. lets all get reaaally distracted so no one notices how Blatantly suspicious im being#enough rambling. this is genuinly one of my favorite scenes in the entire game.#just. the weird anxiety. 1000 loops of memories... everyone fighting over what did or didnt happen... the psuedo alliances that form...#anger confusion disgust... distrust. why dont you remember? i remember something that never happened. i remember it vividly. ...why?!#AND ITS ALL ORCHESTRATWED BY MY LITTLE BOY!!!!!! <333 hehehhe itallyyyyyy#i mean.#assuming that uh. he. intended to do any of this.#and was not also suffering from the loops memory loss.#which i like to think hes not.#hetaoni italy got trapped in a murder monster timeloop#woke up on the morning of loop 5746546345#and said to himself “how can i make this even MORE complicated in a way that benefits no one”
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[ID: a digital drawing of kristen and tracker from fantasy high cradling the moon. kristen's hand is on the dark side and tracker's on the light side. on kristen's side of the drawing are stars and she's holding a cowboy hat out of which are falling nacho chips and sauce, as well as wearing a 'kristen for president' sash. on tracker's side are snowflakes and coins, and she's holding a candy cane. additionally, there is a halo behind kristen's head. the second image is the reverse of the first. End ID]
#fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#kristen applebees#tracker o'shaughnessey#trackerbees#fantasy high fanart#fhjy#this is an ancient drawing that i've been futzing with on and off forever#so i decided to just go ahead and finish it bcs i DO like its bones and i wanna share it#smts u just can't be fully satisfied w a piece and it is what it is#in the original drawing they were fully naked but i ended up giving them clothes#even tho its a bit antithetical to both their characters but. i dont want to get yelled on the Internet ssjkdsk#anyway yes fhjy did finally make me ship them#all i needed was for them to break up and get into a v complicated and nasty situation#i dont ask for much. give me two medics going for a fist fight bcs they can't navigate their tender and sexually charged situation#just UGH. theres three kinds of relationships in fh that ive loosely categorized#no one is the gorgug/zelda situation which is kind of casual and 'ure there so lets make out' and it doesn't last beyond the first hurdle#no two is the ayda/fig where they'll a 100000% get married and stay together for the next 70 years#and no three is the kristen/tracker#they're going to have a quasitoxic on and off relationship for the next ten years and they'll either find the versions of themselves that#can coexist and be together if the stars align or they'll have such a horrid fallout that they'll never speak again by the end of it#amongst the children that is. the parents are way more complicated but also simpler
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