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Back to back scam asks from the same account showed up in my inbox. I'm always curious and clicked on the GFM and once again it's got all the red flags. First of all, the ask did the whole "Dear Humanity" thing. We know that's a red flag.
Second, it then says to click the GFM link or use PayPal. In the GFM the organizer says they will use PayPal to send the money. Red flag number 2 as it has been well established that PayPal does not work in Gaza or the Palestinian Territories. Even Al Jazeera says it doesn't work. Then we get to the fun nugget of the ahistorical revisionism.
This is clearly a bad copy and paste. The space on the second line only happens when you copy and paste some text that is formatted oddly and don't delete the extraneous spacing. Also, this is the exact same text multiple other scams have used on their respective GFMs. I even talked about this on another post where I first encountered this particular narrative. And let's be clear. This didn't happen. The Israeli response didn't happen in any significant manner until the 9th. They were literally still fighting in Israel proper, counting the dead, going through the wreckage of the attacks, and identifying bodies. This only seeks to change the well established timeline of events. It changes it from "We were the aggressors on October 7th and cheered on the actions that occurred" to "We were actually the victims and that attack never occurred, in fact we were attacked". That's blatantly and factually wrong, and the fact that people are falling for it or not calling out the blatant lie because "something something Israel bad" is horrific. But let's continue through the story we're given. Apparently one of the children was injured some period of time ago. We don't know when. We're told it was when they went to the south. Well that was a long time ago in the context of this war, and the pictures we're given provide no context. So either these injuries happened a while ago and have since been treated or they happened recently and have since been treated (but I'm also told there are no hospital in Gaza???). Yes, continuing and more specialized treatment outside of Gaza is often necessary. But the ask literally has none of the previous hallmarks of "here's what it will take to get out and get treatment" that we've seen previously and what is now common knowledge.
And here's the kicker, If you take the images in this GFM and reverse search them they link to multiple other GFMs using different organizers around the globe, but all with the same story. All of them have a variety of copy and paste edits, and many of them have pictures of other people from other GFMs interspersed throughout. So yeah, this was a very clear and obvious scam and once again adds to the ever growing pile of why we don't trust these accounts that continuously pop up and ask for money while attempting to pull at heartstrings.
#i/p#palestine scam#If it's showing up in my inbox I know for a fact it's a scam#The only way it's showing up is if a bot is set to look for certain key words and submit the pre-written ask#It's a pre-programmed script#Not a person asking you for money and help#blockity block block
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Soul Eater has always been a bizarre case. on one end of the spectrum there's characters like Kilik Rung, Mira Nygus, and even major manga antagonist Noah. on the other end there's the infamous bg jazz band that are straight up minstrels (they look identical in the manga. this was not studio bones' artistic liberty) and the death scythe repping Africa named Dengu Dinga who wears a mashup of "african flavoured" clothing. and then there's Sid, obviously i can't pass judgement on what's good or bad design rep but there certainly was a scene where Maka literally calls him a "mean blue gorilla"..
sorry for rambling, but Ohkubo absolutely takes inspiration from graffiti art and hip hop aesthetics in his work which makes the antiblackness even more disrespectful
Feel free to ignore that ask if the topic is bogging you down btw, I didn't see your last post if you're done engaging with the topic for now feel free to delete it. Looking forward to what you do with strawberry moon <3
Oh dude you're good. I just needed a nap before I answered more lol. I'll try and answer as many of these as I can because I'm honestly enjoying the discussion even though I have to step away from it for a bit. It's triggering to me but not in a way that I can't talk about it, just bogs down my mind ya know?
Anyway, I've never watched Soul Eater so I had no idea of the Black characters in the show! I had to look them up and I see what you're saying. Mira is a stereotype because I'd consider her a sexualized Black woman in this context. Kilik is like 100% fine to me at a glance, like he just looks like a Black guy though there may be some writing I'm missing that still makes him a stereotype.
I had no idea that he was influenced by graffiti art but I TOTALLY see it now in his shape language. Sid is by far the worst since he still has the big white teeth and a more 'gangster' aesthetic. Especially considering the time period Soul Eater was released, it's in poor taste at best and still perpetuating Black stereotypes at worse.
Anime is it's own sub-genre of racism in animation. White people LOOOOOVE to say "oh it's a different culture and they don't know" LMAO YES THEY DO DON'T PLAY stop infantilizing Asians you fucking sickos.
Colorism alone is such an issue in Asian countries. I've lived with people from China, South Korea, Thailand, Taiwan, and the Philippines. I've heard first hand accounts of people from the Philippines being treated like lesser human beings just for having a slightly darker skin-tone and don't get me started on how Chinese imperialism has impacted Taiwanese people. I'm not going to speak for disenfranchised Asian people but it's easy to find if you look it up. But my point is if colorism is that prevalent, imagine how much worse it is when your entire culture has a history of being exploited to the point that blackface is a worldwide issue.
Also the Boondocks exists and though not a perfect example, it still has some of the best depictions of Black people in an anime style. There's no excuse to draw racist stereotypes when there's literally 5 seasons worth of overall solid Black character designs that can be referenced for other series.
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U-uh- hi-!
I'm Pomni, at least... that's my new name.
Caine said this was for an adventure... it's not as bad as going to literal hell, but it's close.
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The other cast is here if you want to see them too-? including Caine...
Ragatha ♡ — @ask-ragatha-tadc
Another Ragatha I interact with sometimes — @sweetragdoll
Jax — @ask-jax-the-rabbit
...More Jax's, I guess. — @ask-jax-things & @ask-bnuuny-tadc
Zooble — @zooble-the-whatever-i-am
Gangle — @ask-gangle-blog
Kinger — @asksuperlightextras (old account: @askkingerthings )
Queenie — @askthequeen
Caine — @ask-teeth-eyes
Gummigoo ☆ — @ask-gummigoo
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I have some other people I interact with that are cool... for the most part?
Friends — @shortmomma1993 & @hophopscotch
... "grandma", I guess. — @pakodelfandom
My (informally) adopted kid, bucket(and others, I think?) — @bubble-trubble-and-co
((ooc intro & rules under cut))
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Hello~!
welcome to the ask blog I made to feed my hyperfixation on these silly little characters!!
☆ You can call me Oreo, my main blog is @or3oartz ! ☆
I post a lot of tadc fanart, so if you're interested in that, go check me out <3 I also sometimes draw things based on the ask blogs just for the fun of it!
there are other ask blogs not listed here, which you can find on THIS POST!
From this point forward, when I'm making ooc posts/ comments on posts I'll speak like ((this))
I use "he/they" pronouns, if you're referring to me, please use them!!
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Few headcanons to be made clear!!
Pomni is biromantic asexual. But currently identifies as queer, she hasn't figured herself out yet :]
She's not a kid person, the only exceptions are Bucket and Ariah (only relevant to the blog)
Pomni's favourite animals are rabbits. (not connected to Jax./srs )
Pomni doesn't hate anyone, she may strongly dislike people, but in the end she'd still help people. They're all stuck in here together.
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Rules! ♡
Some rules(and boundaries) to be aware of!
No nsfw at ALL! we're a family friendly establishment!!
Absolutely NO bigotry is allowed! (so no racism, sexism, LGBTQ-phobia, etc.)
Ships are allowed! You can mention them! (except pomni may not give your preferred response... so be warned.) The main ship here is JesterDoll, but I also ship funnybunny so little implications may be made/joked about by me. :] Does she like Jax? you'll never know...
Only 1 image/gif per ask! if you're sending art that isn't yours, credit the OG artist/state it's not yours!
DON'T SEND LINKS! Even YouTube links!
don't be overly mean/rude. That's JAX'S job 😒 (/j) (seriously though, there's enough hate right now)
Remember NONE OF THIS IS CANON! I'll reference the canon show, but this blog is NOT affiliated with Glitch Productions or Gooseworx in any way!
Don't dm me. Don't dm this blog, don't dm my other blogs. The only exception is if it's IMPORTANT! (ex. warning me about problematic people) It makes me extremely uncomfortable.
Only send asks related to the blog please. And don't send multiple asks for a conversation, just reblog.
If I don't answer your ask/reblog, please do not go out of your way to get me to answer!
NO MORE HAMSTER POMNI. That got old FAST. 😭
Don't try to date Pomni?? Use character AI or something 💀 Also stop "kidnapping" her.
If misuse your anon privileges, I WILL turn it off. I'm serious.
Failure to follow these rules will get your ask deleted, and possibly blocked. You only get ONE warning.
#intro post#introduction#blog intro#introductory post#pinned intro#pinned post#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc pomni#the amazing digital circus pomni#pomni digital circus#ask pomni#pomni#ooc post#tadc ask blog
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I don't know how to feel about having this account. I can make a list of pros and cons. But for me, the core message would be: I should be able to browse anonymously the same way I do with an account. But as for pros and cons of having this account... Let's see:
Pros: Having this account (plus being back in school, having therapy and having taken many social skills classes) probably helped me become more social. Oh, don't get me wrong: I still have no friends irl besides my dad. But I am capable of occasionally responding to people now. So that feels like more than I'd ever done before this account. The one other pro of having an account is that it's much easier to share my ideas and thoughts. Which can be nice, especially since I only have my dad in real life to share things with.
Cons: one big con is tied to the pros. My social interactions may have improved marginally, but I've also learned to get really upset if I don't get engagement with my posts (or if I don't post enough, generally). So that's probably bad. Another thing that's bad is my feelings of being sedentary online. And I feel like I could definitely argue that is all tied back to having this account. It might not actually be tied back to that, but my brain could argue it is. so there's a lot of cons, but there's probably also some decent pros.
#I don't know if it's great having an account#but I'm still not going to delete this account#that would be bad#especially since it's hard to navigate tumblr without an account#although i did it years ago by googling a term + tumblr#so like for example#I could look up pjo headcanons tumblr on google#and then explore all the search results#tumblr#tumblr issues#asd#autism#neurodivergent#autistic#my thoughts#adhd#actually autistic#vent#venting#vent post#sigh...#pros and cons#tumblr problems
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it’s been a long while but im here to share my pure love for drdt like other fans
it’s a phenomenal project that im constantly thinking abt everyday, I don’t know if tumblr would even let me copy and paste all the positive compliments in the english dictionary here!
but recently drama has happened and im really concerned. I love drdt, I don’t want it to end nor do I want the fandom to break.
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#hey anon if you want any form of consolation#the reason I made this blog in the first place was because of bad events that happened in the fandom#(the whole incident with the now deleted confession account if you remember that)#but even after that the fandom still thrived with passion and positivity#so though I'm not entirely educated on the current happenings of what's going on#I doubt it'll be enough to break the fandom or anything :D#danganronpa despair time#drdt#fangan#fanganronpa#drdtappreciation#thanks for the submission!
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i saw that you used to hint at oc stuff on twitter (don't ask me why im digging im looking for zola stuff lmao) why don't you post more about them?
i am simply terrified that if i post oc things online someone will steal the concept and run with it faster and better than i ever could have and then i will be devastated forever and ever
more seriously i have very little to show for any of my oc things (adhd brain making life difficult as per usual awawawawawa) and every time i've shared oc things in the past i've ended up never following up on it and it makes me feel bad and guilty so i've just convinced myself i will Never talk about my ocs until i have something substantial i can put out there
#mio answers things#anon#i'm getting a little better with making things for my ocs#on account of having friends i can actively share my brain rot with#but i still dread the feeling of posting a character and being forever haunted about never doing anything with them ever again#(echoes of custard howling in my mind)#just like how i dread having a repeat of that time in middle school#where i talked about my werecrow oc in the comments of a bigger artist's works#and they ended up making their own werecrow oc immediately after#they very much directly aligned with mine#but it got wildly popular on their account and they made a ton of art for it and i just#ended up deleting any evidence of mine because i felt so bad about it skjdfhgkldhfkgj#like i have no problem with people taking inspiration from my designs#i think it's fun seeing people design vy2s with two toned hair and kyos with pink eyes and hair pins w#but like. the thought of posting my oc and having someone run them through a blender to make their own character makes me feel. bad.#i can't articulate the specific reason Why it makes me feel bad but it does skjfghdkjfgsdhkjf#like if i finally posted theater gang stuff and then saw someone else take those concepts and make them into their own characters#i might just collapse into a pile of beef trimmings and never get up sdfkjhglksjdfg#it's silly and i don't know why my brain's like this but because of this in combination with my fear of posted oc things haunting me foreve#i simply will not be posting <3333#(and also just that. i'm incapable of producing enough artwork to make my ocs matter in a public context i think.)#(like you breed affection for a character through familiarity)#(which you only really get by creating A Lot Of Art)#(and i cannot do that <333)#(so instead most times i post it's a few handfuls of likes)#(and that doesn't really feel worth it to my brain when i could just settle for going insane over them with my friends skjdfhgkjsdf)#i really think this last year has just taught me that i really. honestly truly prioritize the reactions and feelings of my friends#over strangers on the internet#and it feels a lot more comfortable that way w#AH
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I'm probably going to regret posting this and might delete it at some point, who knows, but I want to get this off my chest. I'll probably regret doing this on a public post on Tumblr later.
Is it weird to miss someone who you've only talked to briefly on here who deactivated their account for a reason or another, and since you don't know if there's any other social media out there they have along with the fact that you still didn't talk to them much, you'll probably never encounter them again?
Because that happened to me. I found an account by chance while perusing Tumblr, and I was interested in what posts were on there despite them being 18+ and NSFW. I honestly liked the content when looking through it and I even sent a message through the ask function admitting as such despite being unusually shy for some reason, maybe because at the time I didn't post anything (until my rant about my girl Alyssa Targaryen not too long ago) and I usually prefer to keep to myself.
I admittedly wasn't sure what the response would be and suddenly I felt like the biggest shrinking violet on the planet at the time. It was probably because it was the first time I had ever sent an ask on anyone's account, not to mention this was probably the first guy I reached out to on my own initiative outside of those I was already comfortable around on Discord. I was so nervous and to a certain extent, scared, because even though I was 22 at the time I never knew I could be so shy. I must have been pretty red in the face from my shyness too.
But he reached out to me about my ask through Tumblr's messages function, and he was honestly really kind. In the first message he sent to me, he thanked me for the kindness in my ask, and I was so surprised that he directly reached out to me that not only did my shyness kick in full force, I admittedly didn't respond to it for a month. When I finally responded, he understood I was shy for reasons I couldn't explain at the time, and surprisingly, despite my shyness still lingering, I felt comfortable around him. He assured me that he didn't feel uncomfortable about the fact that I liked a lot of his posts, which I was feeling really conscious about and had admitted to him. I felt like I could come out of my shell at least a bit, open up a little, at least to the point where I was willing to keep talking to him if we could. There were times where there were bumps in the road, where I wasn't sure if we had gotten off on the wrong foot or something or I was wondering if I was annoying or a load because of a tendency to just run my mouth at times, but overall I honestly enjoyed talking to him and his company even if it was solely through Tumblr's messages function.
However, it wasn't for long. We only talked for a few months, and even then, it was really brief and spread out partially due to different time zones. He was dealing with a lot of hate from anons who knew they could get away with it because they could hide behind screens. It was one of the key reasons if not the key reason why he eventually deactivated his blog, last year actually, and probably hasn't returned. Our final exchange, in October last year, was me wishing him luck since he was deleting his blog and possibly not returning, and he thanked me and wished me the best as well. And we both moved on with our lives.
But here's why I think I'm weird when concerning this topic and for even writing all this. It's because somehow, I miss him and feel a wish to reconnect with him and talk with him again. Aside from us talking very sparsely, I'm not sure if we even really knew each other after our message exchanging. As a result of all that, I feel like I shouldn't miss him. Yet I do, and I feel a strange desire to reconnect with him and talk with him again. I try to quash those feelings because not only will it probably never happen, to an extent I feel like it doesn't feel right to miss him and want to reconnect with him after only exchanging messages with him briefly and it being almost a year since he left.
Oh boy, this was practically an essay. While I do feel a bit better about getting this off my chest, I'm probably going to be cringing at myself for this and considering when to delete it as well. It scares me a bit, the fact that even though I didn't mention the person's name at all, someone might still figure out who I'm talking about and somehow get it to him. Well, it's still up in the air as to whether this is going to be deleted or not, but it all depends on how much I regret posting this and how mortified and conscious I feel at least a bit later over even writing this to begin with.
#personal#thought vomit#if the person I talked about finds this I'll probably be so mortified I'm going to wish the ground opened up beneath me#I never thought I would post again but then again this could be deleted if I feel too conscious about what I wrote#does this count as baring a part of your soul#I don't know if the person I talked about still lurks under a different account but if he finds this I will feel incredibly mortified#I never thought I would talk about this person but I guess I may regret doing so later because this post will probably be everywhere#if this is deleted later it's because I feel extremely mortified over this post and am probably weird for even writing it to begin with#I kind of hope the person I talked about somehow doesn't find this post because he'll probably figure out I was talking about him here#he might though and it scares me#I didn't mention his name but someone's going to figure it out eventually and that also scares me#might be deleted later#if anyone somehow figures out who I was talking about in this post please don't mention his name#personal thoughts#emotions#thoughts#feelings
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speaking of things working as intended... tumblr as per usual isn't.
#yeah‚ sure‚ whatever‚ this might as well happen.#i don't even have to delete my own stuff anymore#tumlr does it for me#the horror blog is whatever honestly i'm more upset about my archive#posts from like 5 accounts ago... years and years of lovely comments...#from people who don't interact with me anymore even...#i can still see the posts in mass post editor so maybe not all is lost#but maybe it's better if it is#if i can't let go of the things i know i don't deserve some divine intervention might just be what i need
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I really want to draw and post art again but yet its been so incredibly hard to really to do anything? I'm at a point where I really just don't know why. I tend to sketch stuff and maybe sometimes I'll start working on the line art but then I just stop and never go back
I don't know what my problem is or what is really stopping me. I get really happy when I sketch and things are coming out really well!! But then that's kind of it? Its not like I feel super depressed about it or anything, so what's holding me back? A big ol mystery
#molly talks#back in like 2019 or 2020 i had a bit of a mental breakdown over my art#deleted everything i could#there's some sites that have my old art but that's because i can't get into the accounts to delete them#(i still want to for other reasons unrelated now to that breakdown)#idk if i'll ever reupload those older drawings#not that i hate them or anything i just don't really care#but yeah i've gotten over most if not all of what was hurting me back then#is there something subconscious going on? am i still actually struggling with that and not even know it?#i am yearning to be an artist again!!#i mean i was drawing like excessively since 2020 and through 2023#i was making like literally hundreds of characters#but those were always private and the finished products of those drawings are different than what i'd do for an actual like#“I'm going to finish this properly so i'm comfortable with posting this” kind of art#like i put in less effort overall since the point was getting the character designs out#i slowed down last year and then this year because i was focused on something else in relation to those characters#but then i eventually had to drop them#slime rancher stuff is super quick and easy to draw#so i do that every time i'm really into the games again#but its like.. i wanna draw trolls!! i wanna draw dismas and arcjec!! karkat and sollux!!#and others!! but i always just start stuff and never finish them#been making characters again and wow i can finish those drawings no problem#so what is my deal? what is going on? what is stopping me?#many curious questions to ponder
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Last night i dreamt that the whole chat history between me and my most beloved ex-coworker had been deleted. Truly one of the most horrifying nightmares i've had in a while
#first thing i checked when i logged in this morning was our chat#i was so sad in my dream lmao#also the way his name is so far down i have to scroll to find him is truly upsetting#ahhhhh#today was the first tuesday without him#(tuesday is urology newsletter day and i always worked for him that day which meant lots of fun exchanges#today was my first time being responsible for the whole newsletter too. scary)#(also it's not like i couldn't just reply to him on whatsapp and maybe get a reply back so we can stay in touch#i just genuinely suck at staying in touch outside of work. like please just let me send messages‚ brain‚ I'm begging you#)#tomorrow is office day again and i gotta say I'm really not looking forward to it#(also i really don't want to take the train lol. i know that it's stupid but i still think of that sound and jolt of the impact yesterday#i'm aware the probability of this happening twice on the same route within such a short time is very low#but it's still unpleasant to imagine- maybe I'll just stay in the back of the train from now on lol#or at least until I've forgotten about it)#okay oversharing time is over and i shall go to bed now#void screams#(but seriously do they delete these accounts at some point or do people who left the company stay there as ghosts#with a permanent out of office note~ i hope they do.)
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😩 dang it. i go to draw for the first time in forever and my stupid pen is acting up aoeifjaoi i think i might need a new nib or something
#i literally don't have a single penny to spend also bc some asshole hacked my abandoned ama/zon account which got them my pay/pal 😭#and they spent my last $60 from my debit account#thankfully it wasn't a credit card or anything at least oaifjeoaij#but i'm still so salty that that's how my pride month started. RUDE. HOMOPHOBIC. LESBOPHOBIC. uncalled for.#now that i'm thinking about it i feel like $60 literally isn't even enough for a replacement for my nib anyway 😩😩😩#why is existing so expensive 😭#universal income when so i don't have to go through the horrors of flagellating myself in front of state officials to get disability $$ 😭#edit: just to clarify. this is not me asking for money iojefaoi there are people who need it far more than i do! i'm just venting#*dykeposting#negative#delete later
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feeling the urge to delete my fics lol
#hablaty#might microdose on that by deleting my ayothree account#I made that as a backup archive bc tumblaaargh kept acting up a few months back#It kept logging me out whenever I tried to post longer text posts or if I rambled too much in the tags#Idk what was going on but it stopped#So it's redundant to have it now and I don't really check it anyway#maybe one day I'll be able to have an ayothree account that I won't delete after a few months lol#edit: oh i'm definitely deleting the thing i straight up don't even know my password anymore lmao#edit 2: done tbh it didn't beat the urge but the password thing frustrated me enough for it to still feel a wee bit satisfying#not having to worry about it anymore
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#swiftie twitter is making me upset :(#(i know that means i just need to spend less time there if not no time and i'm going to just wanted to get some of this out first)#like what do you mean you harassed someone into deleting their account over taylor swift opinions#what do you mean you can just say that on main and no one cares and you're applauded for it#like i know they were saying dumb things but they still didn't deserve harrassment#and these are people i follow and like too (no one who's also on here)
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#i overreacted#of course I still feel terrible because of this... kind of abandonment if i can call it that way#but I know it's not true I'm nothing to everyone and I'm not going to delete my accounts#my mind likes to tell me terrible things when I feel broken 😭#I should appreciate what (and who) I have now! ❤️
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shifted gears like alright after the [lucifer the mysteries please] centered approach that found mostly Other Stuff, centering [blade gunnblade please], and already have found something new but in the "possibly inaccurate & probably irrelevant even if otherwise" vein as a review read through the wayback machine says: "perhaps none moreso than the gun toting android Blade Gunblade, perfectly embodied by Asia Kate Dillon. They even get an awesome heart-wrenching backstory." which is so far the singular mention that blade gunnblade is an android, however, reviewers can Just Say Things, so. i believe the blade gunnblade full backstory clip that's available is from pre 2015's run at the pit, & rather a previous run as serials at the flea (and the prop & setpiece differences if it was simply an alex seife understudy performance from 2015 would be: inexplicable) but i have to imagine that blade's peak tragic backstory ft. murdered wife & child would be very similar, & i guess it would be funny if they were just out & about living their ordinary life with a family like that while also an android, but. however i'll also give them that: mentioned a bit more often is that at least at some point kapow-i Becomes part android / referred to as a cyborg, thanks to the same character as in 2015 & prior's tragic backstory. i don't think this fun fact is like super constantly relevant or obvious, so i Could imagine something along the lines of blade getting the same treatment & it also not being particularly more relevant. or else the proximity of such concepts like "kapow-i's a cyborg, the serials run clip seems to refer to like 'we need this specific rando who is now blade to be injected with Ultimate Fighter elixir (& have their family killed. because) & people's whose bodies couldn't handle it are now kind of like funny little robots (cybernetically automated but with some personality)" & like blade we need you to be a fighting machine was thus sort of conflated lol. but maybe they're a cyborg like i think it happens a lot anyways
#blade gunnblade#difficulties: going okay not sure there's as comprehensive a cast list anywhere as the mysteries' program being available#which also wasn't fully comprehensive!#however there is plenty of overlap b/w the mysteries cast & the the pit kapow-i gogo marathon cast#thus some more recent blade gunnblade finds stemming from Looking For Lucifer#and also i have already done some [afaik cast member who Wasn't in both] rifling around for blade material so#but there's still some more digging to do. some [fb &/or ig accounts now deleted or privated] to press f for. got any pics#some ''damn someone who took some relevant production pics was ig tagged but their profile doesn't have their actual name#and also only has like 8 pics & they're all selfies like who are you''#both productions having More production pics out there i knowwww please....i want to See#also shoutout to another archived review's mention of a green strobelight & cowboy bebop's rain.mp3 used in a scene#''for devastating effect'' or impact re: the 2015 run like ya that was the blade gunnblade Devastation we have crucial 8 sec clip of....#filed away as a Maybe. but i don't imagine it would actually really affect things very much at all either way so#finally we understand mafee taylor's bestie like i always knew you were a killbot cyborg sicko....all for a coy lil blade gunnblade ref (:#pausing partway through this post like this can all be briefer....it Could be but i'm writing it. read my posts boy or don't#hmm for example this review also lists a director as ''joel stern'' which i'm 95% sure refers actually to joel soren so#but then also many other names are cited more accurately. yet still the one error there. that's where we're at#kapow-i gogo#asia kate dillon#perfectly embodied by! So true
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The struggle about posting stories that I KNOW are going to be zero-note wonders is that I have to finish them before I post them. I have to rely on myself to enjoy them enough to finish them, both because I will not be getting feedback from readers saying 'wow I'm so excited about this!!' but also my brain will interpret a lack of positive attention as people hating it instead of as a reasonable lack of interest due to writing about unpopular characters or writing in a dead fandom. This is one of the fun tricks you learn when you've been writing for over a decade.
#chit chat#conversely if i know that a handful of mutuals are gonna adore a story and I'm having trouble with it I'll go ahead and post the first chap#because the excitement of my friends is often the push i need to get the words flowing#see: galidraan#ofc this only works when the world is not crushing my face to the dirt but there's only so much u can control#obviously i am still going to post my darling zero note oneshots#i used to not post things that i expected wouldn't be popular and five computers later i have lost everything#except what i posted on ffnet#so like. if it gets finished it gets posted at this point#because i had stories that i LOVED and i still remember fondly and i fucking LOST them forever#because it was on an old computer that my parents upgraded#because it was saved on a floppy disk that my grandmother threw out#because it was in the gmail of my school account that got shut down the day i graduated and even tho i shared it to my other account#it was deleted#no#i have learned that i must post#on this account. on my ffnet account. on my cringe omg nobody look at this account.#let it be preserved as long as it can in as many places as possible and then maybe i can see it ten years on
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