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Golly I just love humans. Humans are wonderful.
#I’m being /gen#getting emotional over my humanities textbook rn#we’re just so cool#and we’re all fumbling and trying our best#and we understand things inherently about eacother and sometimes we dont#and sometimes we learn#and I think that’s beautiful#and everything sucks#but there are nice things too#and we make things about it all#and I know all this has been said before much more eloquently#but I’m really feeling it tonight so#corny rambles
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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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I don’t like minimizing the importance and gravity of Laios and Toshiro’s fight into just being a childish squabble, even if to a degree it is framed that way, because to both of them it has a lot of personal significance and emotional weight and runs very deep to their characters… The fight isn’t nothing it’s a LOT, they made up but it’s not something easy to express and to get over for either of them which makes it all the more meaningful! I’m on both sides but there very much are sides, there’s no "they’re both having a ball, Toshiro and Laios hand in hand yay" side to the fight, that comes after
The fight with Toshiro WAS very scary to Laios, almost existentially so, but it’s moreso the "I thought I’d made a friend!!" bit and my god. My god actually
Like it’s not "just" about oh his friend liking him less than he thought, THAT IS SO MUCH. It’s a bond he thought he had being a lie it’s all the time and moments spent together either being a lie from his perspective or marred now looking back. It’s not only being upset at Toshiro for lying but upset at himself that he’s so easy to fool, it’s being upset that there’s something so wrong with you that you can’t even tell if your "close buddy" even actually likes you or not, it’s like. Holding my head. He can’t trust his own vision of events that happened do you see. There’s always this film of distrust that it could be a lie that should be there when he interacts with people there’s always this sense of cloak and dagger to expect backstabs out of nowhere because you CAN’T see it coming you CAN’T you CAN’T there’s something about you which makes it impossible so you CAN’T-
He’s so scared of not being able to read people. He knows it’s a weak spot he has, he’s always known. All of these bits are centered around social expectations and betrayals, the assumption that he doesn’t belong either in society or with other humans.
And Laios’ level of awareness is actually sort of complex to analyze, but it’s there, there’s how out of him and Falin he was the one sensitive to the ~aura of hatred~ he felt from the townspeople, there’s of course his nightmares whispering to him about the mocking looks, and how yeah actually he realizes that his gold stripper coworker was taking advantage of him. There’s of course the Winged Lion speech about his trauma and how he fundamentally mistrusts/dislikes humans to some deep seated degree, this distrust that he still keeps under control always. There’s how pre-canon he often wanted to suggest eating monsters but never worked up the courage to bring it up with the others. There’s how he gets across as stoic when he isn’t being enthusiastic…… We don’t know how aware and wary he is exactly in the moment but we do know he has some anxiety around social stuff, and looking back he does notice and aughh augh, the sense you have to hide yourself to not get hurt and be on your guard and shit and.
When you don’t know what to look out for and when to look out for it, the general ‘common sense’ of not always trusting people or noticing when someone’s messing with you becomes hypervigilance in social settings
"Man they really know what you hate huh." Being socially unaware literally plagues him, he knows, he knows it so well.
It’s so quick that it’s almost hard to digest how literal and blatant Laios summoning his monster to crush all the people who’ve hurt him is. His literal go-to coping mechanism for comfort in his literal monster-induced emotionally intense nightmares, saving him by taking away the upsetting element (the humans)
"Monsters are his coping fantasy, where they can whisk him away from humanity, all the hurt it’s caused him and its arbitrary rules" with the subtlety of a brick. Monsters are his comfort safe zone "because they kill humans" yes but no it’s because he pits them as the guardians against humans who to him are in the role of the agressors. To him they represent freedom from the shackles of what it means to be part of humanity, a fundamentally social species
#Fumi rambles#Was asked to post this but a lot of this is present in my shuro-Laios fight analysis from Laios’ pov#Bite sized fumi#Laios touden#Meta#happy nightmare chapter day#Character analysis#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#And humanity being a social species is ofc ultimately not shown as a negative.#Dunmeshi is about unity and coming together when seeking to understand that which you do not!!!#But yeah like imagine if you will that you can never really trust your own perspective of events because you literally can’t tell#Wether the person likes you or hates you and you just can’t tell. Even when they ARE being obvious about it#The nightmare scene is so real like I def have vivid memories where I’m like ‘Ah yeah they cringed here#that should have been a dead giveaway’. It wears on self-esteem and self-trust. Like “you don’t belong in society” in a way they’re#sorta like factually not wrong and like. Oh ok man. Sitting down#Just spitballing here obvi. Personal experience. Hey did you guys know that dunmeshi is good. Man. It’s good#Dungeon meshi#Analysis#Feeling The Owl House Gus meltdown episode in tha club tonight#Sobbing about how the flashbacks we see of Laios’ childhood are only happy when it centers around Falin or the dogs
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friendship so strong it grants you a sixth level spell slot. I have words to say.
#you aren’t always supposed to handle doubt alone.#even if you aren’t afraid of the dark it’s easier to navigate with someone holding your hand#Kristen said ‘I just love my friends. I love my friends so much.’#and Fig said ‘maybe I’m not an artist. maybe I’m just a really good friend.’#and everyone in the world wanted me to be okay and normal about it#queerplatonic love comes in so many forms and this is one of them#fig and Kristen. fig and Kristen. fig. Kristen.#also also#I’ve been so emotional about the fact that all of the bad kids care so deeply about Cassandra despite not worshiping her#‘I believe in Cassandra because I’ve seen her!’ like they have come eye to eye with a goddess and chose the mutual friends route#god I love it so much#also nonbinary fig believers how are we feeling tonight#fantasy high#d20#d20 fantasy high#d20 fanart#fh#fantasy high fanart#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#d20 fhjy#fig faeth#fig fantasy high#kristen applebees#kristen fantasy high#faebees#applefaeth#that’s important to me. that is an important part of this.#undescribed#my art
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i’ve started thinking about enemy types for my au.
i thought it would be fun to start by redesigning the patra from zelda 1, there’s a lot of potential in the design since it doesn’t have any modern appearances.
unrelated monster design scribble under the cut
not so much of a design lol as it is just an idea. the face of a goddess statue which lifts up to reveal a massive skulltula or gohma (or other monster). if i end up using it, i’d put more thought into the actual design of it tho
#zelda#legend of zelda#zelda au#loz au#zelda fanart#monster redesign#cycle of the stars#cycle of the stars au#cycle of the stars enemies#tbh i feel like it’s a liiiiittle bit on the gritty side#but i’m so inspired by horror media that the au was probably always going to have a bit of that flavor anyways lol#as usual i am very inspired by the beta guardian designs for botw#which tbh still have me in a chokehold this many years later#cw: body horror#?#just in case?#oh & the gif is more of an idea for later lol. saw a vid of the twilight princess beta gohma chase scene tonight#& the design for the gohma really looked like a face on the back#hence the goddess statue gohma/skulltula thing lol
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Another Kirby OC Ask Game!
Thought I’d make another one of these since everyone liked the first one so much! Here are some more Kirby OC asks. You can send a number or an emoji, whichever is easier.
1. 🎶: What is a song that you associate with your OC, and why do you associate it with them?
2. 🗣️: Does your OC speak more than one language? If they do, what languages do they speak and how did they learn them?
3. 🪐: Has your OC ever left their home planet? If so, what other planets have they visited?
4. 💖: Has your OC met Kirby? If they have, what is their relationship with him like?
5. 📚: What kinds of books would your OC like to read? Do they have a favorite genre?
6. 💼: Does your OC have a job? If they do, what is their job and do they enjoy it?
7. 🧙♂️: If your OC had armor and a weapon themed after them for Super Kirby Clash, which of the roles (Sword Hero, Hammer Lord, Doctor Healmore, or Beam Mage) would the armor and weapon be for and what would it look like?
8. 🦄: Is your OC the only one of their kind, or are there others like them?
9. 🪞: Does your OC have a mirror counterpart? If so, what is their mirror counterpart like?
10. 🫂: Is your OC a forgiving person, or do they tend to hold grudges?
11. 🐾: If there was a Forgotten Land copy ability upgrade themed after your OC, which ability would it be for? What would the hat for it look like and how would it upgrade the base ability?
12. 😢: Is your OC open with their emotions, or do they tend to keep their feelings bottled up inside?
13. 😱: What is one thing that your OC is afraid of, and why are they afraid of it?
14. 💍: Does your OC wear any jewelry? If so, is there any significant meaning behind their jewelry?
15. 🫶: Are there any canon characters that your OC ships/that your OC thinks would be a good couple? If so, has your OC ever tried to play matchmaker and set these characters up?
16. 📺: If the anime got a reboot or if there was another Kirby TV show, do you have any ideas for episodes that your OC could appear in? What would the plot be and what role would your OC play?
17. 🪦: Has your OC lost any family members/friends/anyone else that they were close to?
18. 🎬: Are there any characters from any cartoons/TV shows/movies/games/other media that remind you of your OC or that helped inspire you to make your OC? If so, what qualities do they share with your OC?
19. 💫: What is your OC’s favorite place to visit on Popstar?
20. 🥀: What is your OC’s favorite kind of flower/plant?
21. ⏳: How old is your OC? If they don’t have a specific numerical age, feel free to just give an age range instead (child, teen, young adult, older adult, etc.)
22. 👻: Has your OC ever been possessed or mind controlled? If yes, how did it happen?
23. 👊: What would a boss fight against your OC look like? What attacks would they use and why would they be fighting Kirby?
24. 😴: If your OC could pick one of the Star Allies Dream Friends to go on an adventure with them, who would they pick and why?
25. ⭐️: If your OC could pick a final weapon from any game to use (such as the Star Rod, Crystal Gun, Triple Star Cane, etc.) which one would they choose and why?
#text post#ask games#Kirby#Kirby OC#I made another one of these I hope everyone likes it#feel free to send me more asks for my OCs if I get any tonight I’ll answer them tomorrow#I’d really appreciate the distraction I have to fly for a work trip tomorrow and I’m a nervous flyer lmao#please send me asks so I have something to do to distract myself on the plane
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✨ I don’t know what this is so don’t ask ✨
#mine#me#I’m blaming this post on the margarita and sangria I had tonight#also not really 100% sure that I’m back to posting stuff again#so don’t make it weird???#just like pretty please don’t make me regret posting these yeah??#I have maybe a handful of photos that I feel really good in and want to share#but I don’t want the bombardment of messages that come with that#so be nice pls
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mon amour, danse et danse, on se tourne autour
#song lyrics are from et si c’etait nous deux#the song is Them is really is#wyllstarion#Baldur’s gate 3#bg3#wyll#astarion#I’m just really feeling wyllstarion tonight#tho I prefer gale astarion wyllstarion is so……#it’s so#it makes me crazy#the lines I used are something like my love dance and dance we turn around#there’s a part of the song that’s like#I would like to touch your lips to mine but as soon as we touch it ends#even if there is an end to ‘I love you’ tell me it’s worth it#tell me why are you dancing#tell me that I dance for you#even if this game is dangerous we could win it with two#it makes me wanna explode things with my mind#also yeah sorry didn’t draw him w the horns#on purpose since I’ve gotten to the party several times without him having them yet#but also I just. didn’t wanna draw them. lol
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how many bendy and the ink machine fan songs do you think are applicable to dandy’s world
#if ANY of them say ichor it’s over /jokey#I’ve already seen build our machine with dandys world#but I’m one of the few people who doesn’t really like build out machine so id love to see other songs#(i just really really hate the lyric ‘you die tonight’ it feels so contrived.#any song that uses today or tonight in a prominent lyric like that it Nver works. you have to stop#anyway i was thinking abt cells no more by stupendium fitting well for dw but idk#words from the monarch#dandys world
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The fires keeps spreading….please stop spreading 😭😭 winds please stop already 🙏🙏
Being surrounded by fires 😭😔 its getting me stressed and very concerned.
I’m going to stress reblog, if I’m more quiet today…that’s why.
Praying the winds die down and the fires get contained 🙏🙏🙏
#Hana rambles#currently updating my go bag#but the winds and the air conditions are really bad especially for my family#I’m extra worried because mom is 02 dependent and we have 02 tanks in the house#fire and 02??? do not mix 😭😭😭#there’s a fire that’s especially close by that has me edge#and I can feel my asthma already flaring fuck#we have a air purifier so that will help#but really hoping it doesn’t spread enough to evac#winds are supposed to die down tonight#god please please stop the winds 🙏🙏🙏#this is what I hate about my state#why haven’t they prepared for things like this??#why waste money on shit we don’t need or care for#we already lost power and all communications yesterday#won’t be surprised if that happens today too 😭😭😭
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Please vote today
#that’s it#that’s the post#I bought wine for tonight and I’m not really a big drinker but I already want to unhealthily cope with today#another historic day I’m sure#fucking hate historic days#I hate crying#I’ve cried so much the past few days#hate the specific heaviness of being a millennial#if applicable to you#I’m exhausted#what am I supposed to do with two little girls if Trump wins?#fuck anyone who makes me feel the feeling of regret over having my babies#I already want to throw up or get blackout drunk or both#fuck anyone who votes for Trump#fuck anyone who chooses not to vote#fuck anyone who thinks abstaining from voting proves any kind of point#fuck anyone who votes for Jill Stein#fuck anyone who doesn’t vote for Kamala Harris#the weight and enormity of this makes me feel like I’m going insane#I hate being so goddamn angry all the time
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life comes at you so fast
#tw personal#tw death#tw cancer#not my usual silly goofy post but it’s hard to remain that way when there’s a lot weighing on your mind#cancer sucks#and it’s unfair how quickly it can take people from us#one moment they seem fine and the next they’re in the icu with a week left to live#he passed two nights ago#i wasn’t planning to post about it but i have the tendency to disassociate from my grief#so here i am instead of wherever the hell!#it’s heartbreaking because he and his wife weren’t just my mum’s bosses - they were long-time friends#i have clear childhood memories of playing at their house with their son#his youngest child is only 3 years old#as soon as he found out he started giving his final messages to his staff#obviously nobody wants to die in that situation#but you could feel how much he *wanted to live*#when i was told about his death it was in the morning and it didn’t feel real#every time i had seen him in the last year he always had a smile on his face#it’s always been hard for me to deal with the prospect of death#and understand how fragile life is#how REAL mortality is#it hits even harder when it happens to someone who was so FULL of life#sighs#life comes at you fast#sometimes in all directions and in every possible and testing way imaginable#i’ve been trying to write and feel any sense of normalcy this evening but for a multitude of reasons i have a sinking feeling in my stomach#sometimes when i’m upset i try recycle the feeling into excitement or happiness over something else#yeah … i can’t really do that tonight#apologies if my energy is bleh. hold your loved ones close. now i return you to my regular scheduled programming
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I cannot believe I just got to witness Dear John in person….. I am changed I am healed. x
#dear john has been in my top 3 Taylor songs since time immemorial#I feel BLESSED#I’m also a huge London Boy enjoyer so thank you Taylor you really showed up for me personally tonight#eras
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I feel like I’m very annoying at times lol so thanks to anyone that follows me and enjoys my posts and all the reblogs on my current hyperfixation that is 911/buddie/oliver/ryan… y’all are truly the real ones so yeah thank you thank you thank you super sweet I’ve never felt this type of love/kindness in any of the other fandoms I’ve been in so it truly means a lot to me and again I am super excited for season 8 and to continue with my random thoughts 🥹
#apparently I’m in my feels tonight lol my bad#911#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#oliver stark#ryan guzman#more of steph’s random thoughts#I know that’s the point of having a fan account yk#like I’ve actively been involved in many different fandoms over the years since I was 11 and never really had people yk interact at all#so it feels very good and weird at the same time#but yeah I love it here and I am super excited for season 8#also I should be asleep since I work a 12 hour shift later but I’m wide awake#and in conclusion buddie canon season 8 y’all I can feel it lmao#tags be tagging apparently#I should really go to sleep but the buddie gifs are calling me
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soft pretty bob jakey bc i’ve been having a tough week and i miss him :-( 🩷
#i want him to post soooooo bad.#these past couple days have just been…. so terrible for me. today i was at the restaurant and i started crying in the kitchen#and the owner saw me. and asked if i needed to go home for a while.#so now i’m waiting and i have to give her a call soon to see if they can manage tonight without me or if i need to go back in.#and dude…… not to be dramatic but i’ve been sitting here crying for the past hour i really do not want to go back in#i really don’t feel like i can wait tables tonight. i’m exhausted and just so sad. idk.#li speaks#jake
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Kinda wanna be in love… or at the very least be loved… ugh gross 🫠🫠🫠
#mine#text post#I have too many feelings tonight#this is exhausting lol#I don’t even think it’s really me wanting to be in love#but maybe just experiencing tenderness and care more often ????#I have a severe lack of softness and tenderness and affection in my life#and I’m just sad about it#and I hate that it’s so often only found in the context of romantic relationships#like can’t a bitch just get some physical affection and sweetness#and tenderness and softness without dating anyone????#yes I know you can have that with friends#but I don’t have those kinda friends okay????#I just wanna be held 😭😭😭😭#ugh I’m a mess 😅🫠🫠#someone tell me to shut up
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