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Learning how to sew is fun but I’m so scared the machine is gonna eat my hand
It’s noises are just so scary
#queuetie#aesthetic#art#cottagecore#sewing#sewblr#also I should probably be like#learning more#but I’m just kinda#raw dogging it#maybe it’s the ADHD#but I’m convinced I can make anything#and so far I’ve been preeeeeeetttty#ok
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I don’t know how to explain any more clearly that it doesn’t MATTER if it seems legitimate to you. You have got to fact check every single headline and post and claim on the left just like you need to do on the right.
The left is NOT immune to misinformation and rushed reporting. And the more emotionally polarizing or shocking the talking points, sound bytes, and headlines are, the worse it is and more frequently it happens.
Learn to verify through multiple independent sources. If you can’t do that, you can’t trust it.
If you have to wait extra hours for the real information to come through vetted channels—NOT just one individual somewhere everyone links to, and not just one single media source either, EVEN if it’s a major news network—thats just how it has to be. What news outside of genuine local disasters near you TRULY needs your outrage and post-sharing in the next hour specifically?
Misinformation works best by not seeming like misinformation and by fitting in with the rest of what you already expect to see. It doesn’t help anyone to not be able to recognize and avoid the stuff.
#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?#and before I get any angry anons saying I’m making the argument that both sides are the same#I am not. and nowhere did I say that#and if your immediate reaction to any amount of criticism of leftist spaces or communication#is knee jerk outrage and defensiveness#this is an invitation to explore why that is for you.#this isn’t about anyone on here this is from conversations I’ve had with a few people IRL who have shared leftist misinformation a lot#so if you’re feeling attacked by this post and I haven’t directly spoken to you multiple times about misinformation with you responding bac#this isn’t. a vague post. about you. okay?#I cannot reiterate enough THIS IS AFTER IRL INTERACTIONS NOT A CAL OUT VAGUEPOST#and as one final note. IF YOU FOLLOW PEOPLE. WHO CONSTANTLY USE. THE MOST INFLAMMATORY WORDING CHOICES POSSIBLE.#YOU SHOULD NOT FOLLOW THOSE PEOPLE NO MATTER WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT.#no one communicating in true good faith to ALL PEOPLE about facts uses loaded language more than occasionally#the sooner you learn that the better. and that really starts narrowing down the pool of who you want to actually listen to (while still#verifying anything they tell you)#get higher standards!!!! and read some books or watch lectures about actual effective communication to broad groups without using tribalism#and also. anyone on the left trying to convince you of massive efforts and conspiracies that are anti everything#is also wrong 99% of the time and not a good source to listen to#never EVER assume conspiracy when it can be more simply explained through either#ignorance obliviousness incompetence financial greed or misunderstandings#the end. I’m really done this time. I’m just sick of seeing so many people fall prey to this#shh katie#cult escapee#politics and current events#don’t get swept up in the constant tsunami of performative online activism#election 2024#world events
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Guys I’ve been thinking about these two all month…they deserved some more time together and if we don’t get to see that happen canonically then I’ll just need to take matters into my own hands and manifest a universe where they joke around together. This is serious business
Also just felt like this audio matched the dynamic well :))
#alsooooo it’s on my YouTube channel guys just so you knowwww#but for convince sake I’m just posting the footage here without link since Tumblr loops it automatically#smg4 Puzzlevison fandom I love you guys mwah here’s a treat for you all enjoy the sillies <3#I’m going to explode you don’t even know how insane I’m going right now ehehheheheh#oh the power I’ve been given as an animator I can create ANYTHING AHAHHAHAH#I’ll subject you all to my brainrot of these two and NO ONE will be able to chain me down I’m letting my creativity TAKE OVER#I’m kinda scared that my channel will devolve into SMG4 fandom content only tho 💀#I’ll get a hold on myself before that happens because it would be embarrassing explaining it to my freinds & family & current subs lol#I don’t want them left in the dark simply because I let this TV guy poses my every waking thought#oh well we will see what the future brings and what prospects we gain >:3#guys make this blow up but not enough to reach popularity levels thanks k bye#smg4 fan animation#smg4 Puzzlevison arch#Meggy & mr puzzles#mr. puzzles and Meggy smg4#hplonesome art
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i hate the idea that annie is a weak person just because of her trauma and mental health issues. i would love to see everyone stop completely infantilizing her just based on her reaction to trauma.
yes, she is vulnerable and clearly deeply impacted by everything but that doesn’t mean she was always just a weak little girl. she still could have volunteered. she still could have chosen to go to the games.
yes, losing her most significant support system after everything was another layer of deep trauma. that doesn’t mean she couldn’t have still found joy in her life afterwards.
people can have significant mental health issues and still be capable people. people can have significant mental health issues and still have lives worth living.
adults with significant mental health issues are still adults and shouldn’t be reduced to their trauma and pain.
#annie cresta#the hunger games#look this might not make a lot of sense but it’s something i’m passionate about#probably because i work with smi clients and i’m SICK of people acting like they’re nothing but weak pathetic people who can’t do anything#but i’m a firm believer in the fact that annie was able to live a decent life after the war with her son#no one will convince me otherwise#basically can we all stop treating annie like a child
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ngl i’m still worried. like i Do have complete faith in ncuti gatwa but what i Don’t have is much faith at all in rtd’s writing about race
#which id managed to sort of convince myself was maybe#it’s been like 15 years he’s had time to learn better#but the comment Immediately about ‘different colors’ in todays ep#and w the toymakers past.#i’m hoping for the best i really actively am but i’m hesitant#not even writing about race just writing that has anything to do w it#i will never forgive him for martha jones#and my cynicism is saying bringing dt back for three eps and specifically being pretty good about trans people and disabled people#is a good favor investment so he can keep a progressive image and get away w racism#i don’t actually believe that for the record#i’m just worried ncuti gatwa is gonna have to deal with Some Bullshit that’s gonna get blamed on him instead of rtd yk#which is bad for him bc it means a bad working environment and also like. taking the blame for something he didn’t even do#or that if he pushes back on something bad he’ll get branded as difficult to work with etc#anyway. worry once suffer twice or whatever and i think i said all this when the announcements were made#it’s just on my mind again#i want the best for the show and the people making it yk?
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You ever read a book or watch a movie and relate to a character so hard that it scares the crap out of you and then proceeds to trigger a full on mental breakdown? because that was Brian Lackey from Mysterious Skin for me
#it scared the shit out of me how much I related to him#Like okay damn what traumatic shit from my childhood have I repressed#anyways I had a lil menty b over it#and then Israel decided to ramp up and go full genocide so now I’m having a mental breakdown over that#And we can pack all the unaddressed unknown childhood trauma that may or may not have happened because I can’t fucking remember anything up#and pretend none of it ever happened#and I’m gonna convince myself that I was just making shit up and being crazy for relating to this character#because there’s more horrific things to have a mental breakdown over than shit I can’t remember from my childhood#so yeah#gonna force myself to not reread that book or rewatch the movie again#Because DAMN did it make me mentally unwell#and DAMN did that scare the fuck out of me#Anyways yeah I’m done neurodivergently oversharing in the tags#Mysterious Skin#brian lackey#scott heim#gregg araki#Personal
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My favorite bit of costume design from the live action promo has GOT to be Usopp with the sick coat and the more standard pirate Captain’s hat. And maybe I’m just reading too much into it, but not only does Jacob look damn good in that outfit, it also feels so incredibly fitting to Usopp’s character. Specially this very early days Usopp, who is still only ‘playing pirate’. The Usopp who’s still idealizing the journey ahead, just a little bit, and still kind of wants to be the Captain or Co-Captain, just a little bit. An Usopp with the potential to live up to those big dreams of adventures, but still needs time to ground himself and mature and grow into his own identity. Who, for now, is only dressing and acting the way pirates are expected to dress and act. I am charmed and heart-eyed and I cant wait to see this Usopp in action.
#I’m excited for Jacob’s Usopp okay! I wasn’t that into Usopp’s character when he was first introduced in the anime.#I only really got into him during Skypeia and of course the whole Water 7 saga- when we truly saw his strengths and flaws shine#But Early Usopp’s lies and cowardice were never my thing. I wasn’t convinced on what he was there for- what he was contributing to the crew#But from the promo stuff I know Jacob’s playing Usopp as someone “who would say anything if it meant protecting the people he loves”#Whose lack of pride are both his greatest strength and weakness! And whose softer heart contrasts Nami and Zoro#and whose pirate ideals can both compliment AND oppose Luffy’s#So I’m excited! I hope the LA finds more ways to make me appreciate the characters we’re revisiting. I really do#one piece#usopp#op live action#opla#one piece live action#op usopp#my post
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the thing about living in the world is that it is filled with hopeless anguish and despair and evil and there’s no way for anyone to defeat it all. but you have to keep on living
#edit: if you are seeing this and it’s making you feel worse please know that this isn’t true. it’s not hopeless.#it can feel this way and it’s ok to feel upset but please don’t let this convince you the world is no good#like I said later— the fireflies are back. there are plenty of good things to fight for and you may not see it till later#so don’t give up.#I’ll leave my previous tags up for archival and commiseration purposes#I WAS feeling better but god nothing improves no matter what those of us trying to do smth ever attempt#nothing changes. it just keeps getting fucking worse.#I’m so tired of this world. it’s going to end in anguish and despair and ruin and the good people will perish while the evil survive#and no matter what we try we can’t stop it. I guess#we have to try nonetheless but I don’t see anything changing. it just keeps getting worse and worse#I am crying right now in just hopeless confusion#I don’t want to give up but god I don’t want to be here either. it feels like drowning and being on fire all at once
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i feel a heavy pressure like someone is sitting on my chest making it so i can’t breathe whenever i think about how every single structure in society and social conditioning makes it so that women have no choice but to inevitably end up with a male and it is pushed so hard as the only possible viable option and it feels choking and inescapable (personal rambling vent in tags)
#even if we supposedly have more options now than ever before it still isn’t enough#it’s still a fight and a struggle to avoid#and i look around and almost every woman i know is shacked up with some dude in one form or another just to survive#even if she doesn’t like it or even actively hates it#like my mom#but she brainwashes herself to try to convince herself that she’s ok with it#it’s all so bleak#i know there is hope#and i’m currently biding my time until i can get out on my own and try to practice more female separatism type living styles etc#but it’s difficult and lonely especially when it feels like you’re the only woman you know trying to go for something like that#hell even my childhood best friend who i love dearly and she is very into women and does things with them regularly#even she is shacked up with some dude and it’s just like god that sucks but i don’t want to be a hater#and maybe i’m a hypocrite because i was with some guy for so long but i realized that it SUCKS and i didn’t have to be forced to stay there#and i left#but even that was tough! when it’s been drilled into my head my whole life that that is the only way i can be or do anything or exist!#i want to get out on my own do my own thing do this medical job get this degree go to med school do do my own thing#keep my name never give birth never get married unless it’s to a woman#i promised myself i would never get in a relationship with a man ever again and i am sticking to it 100% even if i have to fight these dudes#i work with to fuck off#it’s all just so tiring#but i’m getting there#i don’t care how nice or perfect supposedly some guy is because at the end of the day he’s still a guy#and i refuse to deal with that shit anymore or ever again#i should have never dealt with it in the first place but at least i know better now and i’ve learned and i know i’ll never go back#i want to read my books more often#and do more creative things#i’ve just felt very depressed and unmotivated because i feel like my life isn’t where it should be right now#but i went to the therapist today and she said i’m actually making a lot of progress and i shouldn’t compare myself to other people#which it’s very difficult not to but yeah#idk i’m still trying to get my shit together but so is everybody else
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generally i think viral tiktok sounds are annoying af but the one that’s like “you know you have 30 minutes right” or whatever is literally the theme of my relationship
#we have such different understandings of the passage of time and how long things take#i keep telling myself to not expect a good present from him bc he refuses to shop online#and i know he hasn’t gotten me anything yet#but i got him such a good thing that is merch of a band we love#which is an entire genre that would make great gifts for both of us but you can only get online#and i kind of just want to say like. dude you know all the bands i love and any merch from any of them would be a great gift#but i don’t think i can convince him to do any kind of online shopping so im just never gonna get anything like that from him#can’t really force myself to not be sad so we’ll see how it goes#making this stupid post just to vent in the tags#he’s always like i’m gonna do these ten things tomorrow and at this point it’s just mean of me to tell him that’s impossible
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my nephew is officially going back to his mother
#what the fuck what the fuck what the FUCK#anyway#we got the date changed by a week so he can at least spend Christmas with us#and we’re thinking of ways to give him our phone numbers and letters so he doesn’t forget we love him#bc she’s already tried to tell him we hate him during one of her visits#and I know she’ll cut contact and tell him all sorts of things that aren’t true to make us the bad guys#because she’s sooooo convinced she’s in the right#newsflash girl you were found substantiated for child abuse!! cps only dropped the case because we took him in and he wasn’t with you!!! grr#if she doesn’t block me on social media and I see even a single photo of him malnourished#or if she gets him a phone and he still has our numbers and he ever says anything that raises the alarm bells#I’m calling cps on her. this is so awful he deserves better
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#My school can yell at me and make me buy another agenda if they see this btw im completely cooked#No concern over my mental health or anything#I was gonna post this a week or two ago but I was too lazy#This is probably the worst I’ve felt#My birthday is on the 14th and I’m not excited#I’m looking at my own self and wondering what the hell went wrong#I’m stuck to my iPad and pc the entire day if I’m not bedrotting#What the actual fuck is wrong with me#Anyway I probably have a bacterial throat infection and my ma is convinced I have a cough when it’s clearly not that#I’m going to die. Affirmative#I want my ma#vent post#vent
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#so I got caught up in the Ikemen game fuck me right#anyway mc in the 2nd princes route is down bad like girl get up u worse than the other one at least the other one the feeling was mutual#this ones mean like who u calling slow? 🤨#we lost her damn like#also there was weird story stuff and I’m like first of all u want me to think this man who has never really looked into the whole romance#thing and finds everyone annoying can do that sort of thing like idk im not buying it#I’m sorry like nothing u say will convince me he can say anything nice like it just#‘with a kind gaze…’ 🤨#what I can’t read the premium route but u can buy the epilogue if there is a god they will strike and kill the creator of the gacha game#I blame fortnight#wait 🫢🤭#u know what nvm 😑#ruined the fucking moment with the span of click#he could’ve just been like I get it now. end sentence end thought nothing else but sadly he must make it known he don’t fuck with this shit#u know what I’m sick of this shit#gotta see to the end but this is the last time I’m doing a recommended route.#freaky ass#like#it’s either something rude or cheesy I cat I can’t anymore I’m going to kill myself#like Jesus#yo why the fuck it go from like we kissing to we doing something dirty I can’t stand it#it can fade to black#idk#like I said freaky ass wtf#ew#u know what picture u hate that one where their at the cemetery#mc looks so silly in the back smiling
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long winded rant in the tags coming that’s partly about weight but in a very unfiltered sad way so if that triggers you do Not read on
#on holiday I was like oHHHHH this is what living in the moment is! What listening to your body is! what not worrying about how you look is#but doing what makes you happy#and then …… I came home and got sent the pictures#+ my friend being. unintentionally fatphobic as fuck#while hurtful as fuck too#and it’s all just been piling up too since I got home because I’ve been having a lot of conversations and seeing a lot of people that#confront me with who I used to be and who I am now and how I’m really not happy with that#and it feels like it’s not gonna get better#like I’m destined to be in a job I like but isn’t what I want because I’m not capable enough and I’ll never know what romantic requited love#feels like. I’ll never cure my vaginismus I’ll never be able to let someone in or they won’t want me this is just it for me#and SOMEHOW the way I look has become the ultimate culmination of all those things?#my face is suddenly a woman in her thirties face#I keep gaining weight despite not even eating all that much because FUCKING PCOS makes it impossible#my hair in my face grew back. my stomach is hairy and that plus the added beer belly just makes it look like I’m a 50 year old man#I am soooooooo tired of the dysphoria#and the way pcos ruins fucking everything because I can restrict calories all I want and move all I want but will it help ? No !#and of the fact that it impacts the way I feel about myself so much because I’m convinced now I’ll never find anyone#should have tried harder when I was 21 because that was the only time in my life I reasonably fit society’s standards like That was my shot#I’ve been taking supplements everyone says will help but I’m not sure I noticed anything in the past six months and I can’t take berberine#because it fucks with my heart medication. which. That too. I have that too#and I’m in pain! All the time now! ALL THE TIME so I can’t even work out to keep the weight stable because guess what ?#just after a normal day at the office I come home and have to lie down because everhthing hurts so much !#today I got an impromptu massage in an attempt to feel better but it didn’t fix shit and I had to buy clothes for kings day after#and I didn’t try them on just quickly grabbed some orange shit to try on at home and at what I saw in the mirror I genuinely got nauseous#I just don’t know who that is in the mirror but it’s not me and I can’t accept it. I’ve been trying so hard but I can’t#it genuinely makes me so sad and I keep telling myself that a reduction will help in feeling more like myself and it will help with the pain#but what if it doesn’t? what if my pain doesn’t go away after af all and my stomach just juts out and I feel like a gremlin all the time#what then. what the fuck do we do then. also I’m so fucking scared of that surgery anyway that I don’t fucking want to do it anymore#I want so many things and all of them feel out of reach and I know my own brain is my worst enemy and it’s not rooted in anything real but.#Isn’t it? really — isn’t it???????
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#i do not want to work tomorrow i want to lay in bed and be sad#i’m really realizing how miserable of a person i am i am always fucking Sad and when i do feel happy i cry when it’s over#and i can’t even resemble a human being without medication and i know that’s fine but i’m still always sad. it doesn’t go away#i feel like nobody deserves to have me weighing them down like i’ve cried in front of people three times this week and i know it’s fine#but i feel so fucking guilty about it and i feel guilty about everything i feel like i’m doing nothing right and i’m not dealing with thing#right and i’m not living right and i feel like it must be so fucking difficult to love me and i don’t know how people do it#i don’t even feel capable of asking for. any sort of love ever#i feel like i don’t deserve like anything. i feel like nobody actually wants to do things for me lol#every single dsy i’m like wow i want to be held and every single dsy i feel bad even asking for a hug from someone#when i need reassurance i’m afraid to ask because what if i’m just being annoying and overbearing and too much Bad#i never feel like too much good. only bad.#i know a lot of these shitty thoughts are just because i’ve been unmedicated (meds will be ready tomorrow lol) but it just like#it sucks to know medication just kinda hides these thoughts better and that deep down i feel like this because i don’t want to#i feel like everyone in my life doesn’t deserve someone who doubts everything all the time#i think my mother deserved a stronger daughter and i think my friends deserve someone that’s not always breaking and i just don’t feel Good#i don’t know why anyone keeps me around#sometimes i feel selfish for sticking around and that sounds so awful and i’m not gonna act on it but i just feel like a waste of a person#the last week has been so good and now i’m just a fucking mess and i feel so fucking guilty about that :)#i feel like no matter what i always just default to miserable#i don’t feel like i’m doing enough at all#i’m struggling in school i don’t work enough i can barely take care of myself#like i wouldn’t even properly take care of myself if taylor wasn’t helping me i feel so guilty about that all the time#i feel so guilty for even thinking any of this right now and i’m trying to remind myself that i’m unmedicated and i’ve had a long day#and my best fucking friend just went back home and i’m allowed to be sad about that but i just. feel like i’m making excuses i guess#it’s not immoral to be sad but maybe when i’m wanting to die all the time i’m the problem. idk#anyway i’m gonna go to sleep and i’m gonna try to convince myself tomorrow will be better#sndnsksjkakejdkalwosjhdkwosjdjsk. i will be fine
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suguru would be such a good mukbanger/asmr-tist
#i would subscribe to him Instantly#i think he’d be so good at mukbangs ok he can eat anything and love’s everything i just Know he’d make me so hungry just by watching#and him doing asmr… KING OF TINGLES!!!!!#his voice is so soothing/alluring/tingly like i’m convinced my back would arch off the bed just by him talking 🤭#thinking of sugu rn i wish he was Real i also wish he was my boyfriend </3#gojo would be the guy who got slapped by cheese from his fondue machine 😭😭😭#geto would be the elegant big biter 😭😭😭#personal
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